non-lucid

I'm trying putting a full line of space between my paragraphs.

I recall a very odd dream where I was staying with Varrick (from LOK) only he was a real person and not a cartoon. He accidentally unleashed this experimental gas into his house and everyone started running to escape.

Everyone got into the elevator. It was so full and it moved so slow that I decided to take the stairs. I ran down to what I thought was ground level but I couldn't find the exit outside. I was in this huge stucco complex with a glass dome over it. It was supposedly something Varrick had created; a small city for all of his workers and visitors. I continued running and eventually found the exit.

...

At the end of the dream everything became cartoon like again. In fact I think that I had escaped and was watching a cartoon. Varrick was flying in the air and the lower half of his body and legs were robotic; complete with rocket boots allowing flight. He laughed and stated indirectly that he was going to be a villain now.


I was on DV. I was looking at DJ entries I had posted the last couple days and they were all really long. I remember in one of them I had to scroll through three or four screens just to get through the non lucid portion of the dream, then another two or three screens for the lucid portion. It was all written in the way I would normally write a long dream. Dialogue with DCs, Couple of smileys here and there. A picture or two.

There were tons of comments on these bloated DJ entries too. I think the one with the most had 22 separate comments. None of them were replies from me or anything; they were all from different users.

Kinda funny that being on a dry spell this is the exact opposite of what my DJ entries end up looking like. (Though even if I wasn't on a dry spell my dreams have never been that long or complex... I sure wish they were... ) Though I wonder if I can use this little dream for autosuggestion...

A man's talking to a woman he's recently made immortal. She's very upset, talking about the moment when she'd thought she was about to die, and how she'd thought back on all these things in her life - her family, and the man she'd almost married. I see an image of that man lying in a pool of blood with her kneeling beside him - injured in the line of duty; he's a fed, she was a cop. He survived that. She's saying to the man who made her immortal that she doesn't expect him to be able to understand any of this - it's implied that she thinks of him as too inhuman. He's annoyed. He says to her, if she's so fixated on dying, go right ahead. If a year goes by and she's still feeling so "inconsistent," come tell him, and he'll kill her himself. He's entirely serious, but he believes that this won't be necessary - he believes that trying to make her focus on living will just drive her further into this self-destructive line of thought, but that if she spends time thoroughly thinking about death, she'll stop desiring it.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

The soprano from the other night, looking a little younger here, is sitting in a room with another woman, both of them dressed all in white with long white gloves. There's a mirror on the wall behind them. This other woman is standing up and singing, holding sheet music in her left hand - it's light popular music; she sings prettily but not professionally. The door to the hall opens, and a third young woman says, complaining, "Cora, it's almost dawn."

Dream 1

I was walking around with a guy for a while going from one place to another. But it was so long that I forgot the whole first part.We separated though when two dragons were released. I tried hiding in between the roof but still felt they were after me. So I ran out into a field where a old guy pointed a gun at me.

He told me I wouldn't be able to escape the gang without getting shot. But before he could shoot me a guy ran into him and stopped him. We were running when suddenly the scene started changing. There was a lady that was hurt and the guy who saved me was trying to comfort her saying he would defeat the boss.

Dream 2

I appeared in my room on my bed since i slept on my back. I was surprised at how vivid the scene was when suddenly something with black scales and feathers began to appear. It's eye's were bright green, it had black ash coming out of its mouth and I could feel a heavy feeling emanating out of it.

I thought this might be my guide Kiro because i was thinking about him before i entered the dream so I was happy but at the same time I felt unsure of what to think of it.It stared at me than said something I can't remember. But it wasn't really important. After it started changing into the form of a guy mixed with its monster like appearance it jumped on me and things got crazy.

The funny thing is that the dream setting kept getting unstable after a bit and I would appear somewhere else but the thing kept pulling me back into the room we were in. When the scene stopped changing and appeared to be stable the thing wasn't visible so I told it to give me it's hand. It gave me its hand but than I suddenly appeared at a school. I was calling for Kiro again and was looking for him in a crowd.

I than exited the place through a door and wound up on a beach with lots of people who were trying to escape a storm I think. When I went through a door that the people were trying to go to I found the thing there again. But I woke up.

Dream 3

I was at a beach and there was a girl trying to teach me how i should make a anime. As she was telling me I should make a funny anime with a monkey and pirate ship the scene began to play in front of me.

When it stopped I was walking through a street and noticed a lady entering a building. In the dream I wanted to leave my resume there so I went inside. But when I got inside I lost interest and just stared at the place that was changing into a apartment building.

I don't remember how but i somehow ended up in a big mansion and managed to find Kiro. We were playing around the place chasing one another, his friend and 3 anime looking animal characters that could talk. Than i found grapes and shared with them seedless purple and green grapes near the pool.

We than started chasing each other again and I saw a green color coming out of kiro's friend. He told me that I could use the colors coming out of him as a save point to reenter the dream whenever I wanted to.I told him okay and asked if he wanted to go somewhere else.

He said okay but when Kiro and I were going to leave the place one of the animals stopped us.Than a girl came up to us and asked if we wanted to play a game. We said okay and sat near a T.V that showed a box. She told us to guess the word than to click on the box.

I didn't guess though and just clicked on it to see what would happen. She was like "No! Did you even listen to what I said!?" I said sorry because i didn't listen but she said it was okay and that i got the word "shihashibakariha" or something like that. I was going to try again the right way but than woke up.

I was in college attempting to work out some kind of scheduling mishap or something. There was a weird thing happening where next semesters classes overlapped with this semester and supposedly I had to attend the classes from both semesters for a few weeks until this semester ended.
I met one of my old science teachers from High School, and was very happy to see him. (He was one of them cool teacher who stays in touch with youth and makes class fun.) He was trying to help me get the scheduling worked out.
I think he was teaching a class, but it was being taught in this trailer/manufactured home that had been set up on campus. It was a chemistry class and the trailer/manufactured home had a hazmat feel to it. We had to wear gloves and goggles.
At one point, somebody was yelling and we ran outside. They said to get a good view, and I climbed up on this random wooden platform.
A huge meteor was entering the atmosphere. It looked as though it were arcing and not going to impact anywhere near us, but it actually started pulling up, following a reverse arc, and impacted about where my dorm was. (I was across campus) A second or two later a massive shockwave rolled through knocking down the wooden scaffolding and sending me flying. All the windows went out.
I got up, pushed a 2x4 off of me. No major injuries, my ears were ringing a little though.
"Woahhh!! Dude! That was sick! I've never seen anything like that!" A male DC yelled out. Somebody said that all the classes had to be cancelled because all of the windows were gone. I felt better about not having to do two semesters worth of classes in one semester.
I remember looking up in the sky and seeing several more meteors coming down on us.

I might write a ramble later today.

I was in a field. Robots?

I was riding a jeep. Or a train. The wire of the train got tied to a tree. Someone took it out. A robot?

There was missile test. They used a real airplane and let it fly and... do acrobatics. The missile chased it but didn't reach it before the plane hit the ground. I told someone that they programmed it wrong. The missiles should intercept the plane, not follow its path.

I was in downtown Bacolod. I checked a store. There was second floor. Zumba or yoga?

I was standing at the reception of a huge glass building somewhere around Liverpool Street. I remember talking to the girls at the reception and giving them some envelopes. There is B my GF's sister with me there. All of a sudden, everything started to shake. It must have been earthquake. Thinking that the building is all glass, I tell B that we have to get out of there. When we run outside there are hundreds of people there already. I see masses of people running towards and through a valley of corporate buildings.

Scene cut

I am in a room with B and K. For some reason, B is watching some videos of her. I look at it and it is a recording of her working out. She is doing some very advanced yoga, gymnastic handstands etc, in white tights. I find it to be pretty arousing, to the point that I get a hard on. I make some jokes about her and she starts fighting me playfully. She roll some on my back and sits on my legs fighting me. I am worried that she will see my hard on. At the same time I am hoping she will.

Scene cut

I am with K on the field in front of my secondary school in Czech. My brother's house is not standing there yet. It is some kind of weird game that we are playing. I have a feeling that it is like choosing houses that we would like to live in, but there are no houses. Instead, we go on the field and areas with wildly running water covered with dirt and cut grass. I notice more people there with us, they are our friends. We jump or fall in the water and the stream takes us some 30 meters down the field. Thats it.

Weird.

This one's from yesterday. Note: I've had a VERY similar dream before, and as I went through this dream, I remembered the last one. The setting was the same. I think this one fluctuated from lucid to non-lucid.

I'm in a prison, as an inmate, but this prison's more like some kind of highschool (I don't know why I keep getting highschool dreams, it was years ago ). I recall the last dream (within this one) that I escaped during a riot/party from an enclosed outside area. There are several different keys. In this dream, I'm an underclassman and the seniors accept me as their own (I don't think they know what grade/level I'm in). There's this hippie dude as some kind of leader for the seniors and I make best friends with him.
Somehow this dream transitions into police chasing us/shooting futuristic weapons at us in the ruins of some warehouse. I'm with the same group of people running from the cops. One of the cops has 26 illegal assassins somewhere, and he has brought his newest recruit (the 27th). I think they get us, and I woke up.

non lucid
*Ganesh was laying in a tree appearing very relaxed. I thought observed the surrounds and noticed that this place could very well possibly have snakes so I should be careful. I noticed in the background people ice skating practicing for hockey. There was also one person skateboarding on the ice. I remember thinking how I use to ice skate as a child and how fun it was to do so.


*Getting off of a plane that needed to be landed. I walked up to a random person asking for help. The person listened carefully and seemed very interested in helping this place be boarded correctly. I explained that the place needs to taken to the proper place and had to be landed early due to complications.

*I ran into this girl with a short skirt. We planned on seeing a movie together. She gave me a joint that I soon started to smoke with a group of other people. Then I walked off smoking the joint by myseld not worried if I were gonna get in trouble or not. I even walked by a security officer not caring at all. I couldn't find the girl the I originally met up with a become disappointed.

I'm pretty sure I got lucid somewhere in the beginning but I forgot it.


Dream 2

I was outside in a city and ran into some trouble. I think I tried to sing to battle my enemies but I got into some trouble. As i was flying or running away I met a bird or something and its name was Sensei.But I think we separated later on.

The next thing I recall is walking into a store with a guy and I asked the person to buy a doughnut for me. He said okay but than I changed my mind and took a doughy thing with raspberry inside. I regretted getting it afterward.

The chef than came out and another group of people and told us what he wanted for Christmas. Than we all started walking somewhere and people were talking about what they wanted. I felt kind of left out though. When we got downstairs I saw my brother's old friend.

There was a contest going on in the dark room and Selena Gomez was changing the skull every time someone answered. I payed attention to my brothers friend who started saying he wanted to find a girl who liked the same things he did and stuff. I told him I was interested and than he was like "really?"

Than a random guy came up to me and asked if i had the three trump cards he gave me. I said yeah but when I tried to pull it out a huge gray dirty pantie came out. I was embarrassed and said it wasn't mine but than the guy started telling my brothers friend that he shouldn't be interested in me. He than pointed to a baby with a jelly fish head and said he would turn out like the baby if he was with me.

After that the scene changed and I was watching a anime guy look into a mirror. Than himself in a mask but dressed like a pretty cure character came out and pulled him in.

-A particularly violent and vivid frag involving me fighting an older military type man with a spear and winning when he decided to commit suicide.

-Something to do with 'Interstellar'

-Something to do with my mom's friend's kids.

-Something to do with wanting a weapon for Christmas being a good thing.

-My friend K's dad had taken up metal-sculpting and he had made all of these hilarious cartoon statues of people screaming and pouting.

November 30, 2014

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I was with my family in Austria or Germany, on a river bank of concrete. It was like a man-made canal or something, with lots of bridges. It actually would look a little more like Chicago's river, but there weren't huge buildings all around.

We were going into a grocery store to get some food, and I was looking around for a specific pop. They didn't have it, so I picked out a chocolate milk instead. The grocery store was in someone's house, or something, and the owners offered tours of the top floors, where there was a lot of historical stuff and machines for sorting things. The stairs were in the center of the building, and the store was all around on the first floor. When we walked in, to the left were crates holding the drinks, like they had at the Kaufland in Germany when I studied over there (that picture's the best I could find to show what it was like. It was a culture shock to see everything out like that in the stores)

As I walked around the store clockwise, I found the counter at the back, and around a bit more was a deli. I met my little brother there and had him hold my things because I needed to get something else and didn't have any money (I didn't tell him he was going to pay for mine). I walked past a man who was looking at some product, and there were whole arms sticking out of the ceiling above him. It was part of the tour, I knew (somehow). The hands went back up through the ceiling, and the man never really noticed.

(I just remembered a few old dreams of rickety bridges through swamps and forests and fields at night, somehow... Not quite sure what the connection is there. Maybe I was on a tour in those dreams?)

Dream 1

I forgot.

Dream 2

I was in my house and had my hand in my parakeets cage. However, the cage had more parakeets in it and was smaller. My brothers friend came to me and told me I didn't know how to take care of my birds and that my hand was in the wrong place. I got mad at him and told him to mind his own business and that I do know how to take care of my birds.

He got scared after that and left. Somehow I felt like my hand was in the wrong spot and took it out. The next thing I remember is walking into a field of roses. There was a little girl and a fluffy thing trying to water a flower so it would grow. But it just wasn't growing big enough. I pulled out some purple roses and started walking to the race track I saw in the distance.

My family was watching a race but one of the car drivers lost control and almost ran over my brother. I ran to the car and tried to stop it from running over my brother. It was like the size of a child's battery powered car that they can ride in.When we stopped the car my sister told me to smash the car harder with my foot so I jumped on it and than stopped. The car was now starting to look like a girl.

My mom than pulled me away from the scene and walked me into a church. There was a lot of people around cleaning the chairs and stuff with bounty. I was sort of laughing at the idea of so many people cleaning chairs when suddenly a guy in the middle just shouted "shit!." I think he was trying to be a jokester and tried to make me feel bad at wanting to laugh but my mom said to ignore him and pulled me away.

My mom and I soon reached a building for kindergarten kids. We were inside and my mom asked a lady for a art drawing I did. After that my mom told me to wait for my drawing and left. The lady seemed to be taking a long time so I asked for the drawing myself. The lady said "Oh!" Than went to get it.

I than realized this made no sense and I didn't need to wait. But than a small tiny voice came out of no where and told me to draw red into it. It was a small round black figure floating in the air. I painted red in it with my finger than suddenly it grew a needle like mouth.

It thanked me and said the red was for the blood and that it was going to suck my blood now. I kicked it and tried to keep its big head from getting close to me. It was so annoying I almost felt like giving up but I didn't. I managed to make it really tiny and run. As I ran down the escalators and stairs the thing screamed that it was going to come after me, fly up my butt and implant a disease in me.

I ran out through a small moving door and pushed a girl out of the way. I than appeared in a supermarket and was in a really closed corner near a cash register. A dad called his daughter from behind me and asked his daughter why she always bought frozen hamburger foods. That they were unhealthy and were gonna make her thighs huge. She just said that she likes to eat them and than I woke up.


Dream 3

I was in my living room with my cousins,my brother's friends and my family. I went into the bathroom to shower and got in and out pretty quickly. But I couldn't find clothes. I told my cousin to pass me my clothes and she said okay but she had to do something first.

She walked into the bathroom than moved a picture on the wall. The picture was hiding a square hole where you could view the other room. I was confused but than realized i was dreaming.

I went to the living room and saw lots of people eating fancy food on a fancy table. I thought it was nice but than noticed a DC that looked familiar to another DC i saw in my other dream talking to another guy on a table. I patted him on the shoulder and told him I realized that this was a dream and he said "that's great! It's about time you realized."

When he turned around i could see that his eyes were a really bright light blue and that his hair was a bright yellow.Than the scene began to change and one of my cousins was now eating food at a table. Monsters with radio heads came to attack us out of no where so I fought them for practice.

Than the scene changed again and I was in a huge arcade like place packed with people. There was announcer asking who wanted to try a dream test and I said I would. He brought me to a room and told me to go inside because my opponent will shoot lots of bullets around.

I said no though cause I thought they were trying to deceive me. The guy got angry and told me "Fine! Do it your way than if you don't want to be barricaded." I than heard gun shots and a fat guy was shooting bullets through his finger.

I just used dream control to bend his finger though and than started beating him up. But than....his head came off when he was on the ground. "Was that supposed to happen!?" I asked. Than a guy next to me said not to worry cause his neck and head will grow back together.

Than I noticed another lady announcer asking who wanted to go in a test room to fight with a large version of a octopus and Ursula.I was hesitant at first but than volunteered. The announcer was happy and let me in the room.

As the crowd was cheering though I noticed my vision was fading and I was being pulled back by a green and white net. I jumped forward and could see now but the scenery was different. Ursula and the octopus were small and in a fish bowl.

I knocked them off the table than took a towel to dry them since they need water to live. Than stomped on them and broke them in half. Than they turned into a rose and I woke up.

From this dream I learned that I don't need to get so violent in some dreaming situations if my opponent appears to be bigger and badder than me. I just need to judge the situation better and use kinder attacks.

November 28, 2014

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I was in a high school shop or art class, but my boyfriend was missing. I knew that he liked to sit in his car and listen to the radio, so I went out to the parking lot to see if he was there. The lot was a lot like the lot at my high school, just a bit bigger and with more trees around the edges.

I found him in his car and he wanted me to sit on his lap facing him. We sat like that fooling around for a while and we're just about to have sex when another classmate (his friend, who turned out to be one of Zukin's housemates... We'll call him J) was walking toward the car, calling my boyfriend (lol, I don't even know what his name was). I hid in the back while the boyfriend talked to J just enough to get him to go to his own car, which was on the other side of the lot.

Classes were just about to get out for the day, so we decided to just leave and go somewhere quieter.

Flash-forward, and I'm at my conferences that night. I was acing all my classes, but the shop/art teacher had docked me half my grade for missing class that one time. What a bitch.

I'm standing on an empty stage, going over some papers for the show currently in rehearsals. My soprano calls down to me from one of the boxes - she calls me Mr. Bevelle or Deville or something similar-sounding. She's got black hair done up like a Gibson girl, and an unusually high speaking voice, but in a way that I find pleasant. However, we're both aware her singing voice isn't going to last - she's only going to be able to perform in a few more shows. Because of that, she keeps coming to me like this with demands on how to run her last shows.

Scene changes to show her at rehearsal. I'm disembodied this time, without Deville's sense of background information, and I only catch three notes of her singing - lovely clear tones - but I recognize Lohengrin.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

I'm disembodied and observing a setting based on China some centuries ago. Literally just observing the setting - I'm outside of the timeline. Nothing is moving, not even the waves, and the colors of everything are incredibly saturated. I'm on a path with the sea to my right after a long drop, a long single-story house directly in front of me on this path, and several two-story buildings off to my left, among green fields. Far off in the distance I can see the shine of a building decorated in gold. Following the path, it curves to the left of that long house, and off to my left there's a man and a woman standing in a field, embracing, yellow flower petals frozen in the air around them. I know of them, though I don't know them personally. There's something secret about their relationship.

I retrace my steps back to the entrance to that long house, where those two live. I look in briefly, noting the room where she stayed off to my right, with a window looking out to the sea. I leave the house again and circle around to the right, hovering over the sea, sticking closely to the side of the building. There's a door hidden here - she escaped through here, sometime after that embrace in the field among the flowers. It becomes difficult to cling to the side of the building. I float above the water, following the path she took, until I come to another building and look inside - there's a pallet on the floor where she stayed for a while. A doctor looked after her here.

Dream 1

I was running away from something but I don't remember what.

Dream 2

A DC that looked like Eye at first(changed into a chubby short girl)was threatening me to listen to it or it would take the knife it got out of the box and stab me. It manages to stab me with a needle and started saying that the bumps I got on my veins and wrist were because I didn't listen. Than two DCs took money from me so I had to chase them. Another one of them came out of a frog wallet dressed as a soidger and tried fighting me. But I got on the couch and told him to stop cause he was too tall.


Dream 3
I made myself appear in a dream rpg gaming world and was hoping to find Eye in there. I looked around and felt like I heard his voice so I grabbed the DC and asked if I could be on a dream RPG team with him. He said OK and we ran around for a bit. But than I started thinking about how Eye was leaving me to fight my own battles more and got a bit mad. I jumped on his back and we fell down. Than I told him I don't care about battling DCs and getting stronger. I just want him around more like before. He laughed and said okay but than a girl DC came and was like "What do you think your doing!?" I started to laugh and tried hiding it behind a purple cloth that appeared in my hand but the girl DC just gave me a stern look like there were consequences. That's when the dream started fading and a view of a castle came into the picture. I was viewing the inside but than I woke up.