non-lucid

This is an old dream, of which I recall visiting a large, white, featureless building on this rainy night. I was expecting to visit Dad, who had found employment there by some means as a medical coder. When I went inside, everything was as clear and as white as the building’s surface. Its residents, or employees, were strangely very pale and rather uncanny. They all spoke in monotone, and I swore that if I looked away, the entireties of their eyes blackened within my peripheral vision.

There were framed pictures throughout, group photos including the manager of this place and some CEO-type guy. Everyone in it was paler than a ghost, so I was somewhat disturbed as I searched for my Dad. I eventually came upon a room in which he was on a white desk, tapping keys on his white computer. When I approached him, I argued that we leave this creepy place before anything bad actually happens to us. He disagreed, whispering to me that his actions were all part of a plan to sabotage these people. I didn’t know who they were or what they were capable of, but I was certainly going to find out.

Dad and I exited the building, ignoring the hollow glances of the many pale men and women of the business. It felt like they continued staring at us even after we passed them by, suspicious of our actions.

It was a rainy morning at home, when I met an intruder storming our kitchen counter. I confronted him and beat him to submission while he screamed and jittered maniacally, leaving a trail of post-it notes yielding clues as to the nature of his organization. Dad took him away for interrogation as I reviewed each note. I don’t remember the exact details I found, but I do remember reacting as if I were horribly disturbed, and terrified of what these strange, pale people did that caught my father’s interests.

Dad returned with our handcuffed intruder, telling me that us two should “suit up.” I would have asked why, but circumstances made the answer obvious. So, boom! Like many more dreams I'll copy from my handwritten DJ, we donned our costumes and became Batman and Robin!

A moment later, more pale people (this time in Mardi gras attire) swarmed our house, visible through our windows as they ran about to attack the entrances with their many serrated blades. The first wave to enter our house was met with our hostage, who we threw into the crowd, disorienting our enemies long enough for us to beat them to pulps with our fists and our feet. We improvised by stealing the unconscious’ blades to confront the many intruders in our back yard, gradually fighting them off as we cleared wave after wave from each part of the house.

And… that’s all I remember.

I had a dream I was at this strange festival, where random people danced about and performed in different themed costumes. There were pilgrims, knights, scientists, Indians, and all other types of ‘characters’ roaming about. In fact, I had noticed a few family members of mine around as well. I wandered about until I was surrounded by this woman and her elderly parents. They had “selected” me, for whatever reason, taking me to a quiet corner of the convention. The woman gave me a map of some strange floating land in a blue abyss. Part of it was a large island, then a burning mountain, then a smaller island with a figure of Jesus on it. I asked what the fuck that was, and was told it was a map of “Paradise,” a place once only accessible through death. For whatever reason, they knew I had the capacity to build some ship that could ferry living souls there without them having to die, and they were offering a large sum of money. For whatever reason, I stupidly accepted.

The dream fast-forwarded to my completion of the vessel, and passengers were already boarding it—people from all walks of life and often families that wanted to remain together for eternity. I felt compassion for their needs, and carried on with the mission into “the Abyss,” some realm the ship was able to enter through this weird, spontaneous portal. This Abyss seemed to be nothing but an isolating expanse of blue, appearing to be water without being so. My ship sunk lower into this Abyss, throwing passengers into a panic, until the vessel landed on this strange stone structure whose length was indiscernible—our greatest telescopes could see neither end. It seemed to be shaped like the back of a dragon, and some sort of “Celestial Highway.” Two arms stuck out, allowing me to tell which way was forward. I had the boat travel that direction, as the crowds were finally relieved.

The boat, however, needed occasional maintenance. A Head Engineer besides being Captain, and being the one who built it, I ventured into these hatch divers would use to explore the outside of the ship. Donning a suit, I had to fix a piece of the exterior wall before it could compromise the ship’s infrastructure. I opened the hatch and swam out further, noticing the many pillars adding stability to the Celestial Highway. It was puzzling and difficult to comprehend how far down the pillars seemed to reach. Their height was blurred by the sheer depth from which they came, like how neither end of the Highway could immediately be seen.

In my state of awe, I dismissed strange movement behind me. In that very moment, a colossal stone giant that was arcane in texture with eyes set ablaze emerged from the depths I failed to perceive. It let out a roar loud enough to nearly tip the vessel off the highway, so my only choice was to lead the beast way from the ship, and deeper into the abyss in the process. My suit allowed me to swim as fast as Namor and Aquaman, at least, but that barely led to my survival as I fled from the giant. It constantly tried to crush me within its hands, as it strangely began to slow down gradually—as if running on some battery that was running out of juice.

I continued to let it chase me until it stopped on its tracks. Then, I sped back towards the direction of the ship. Unbeknownst to me, the monster had released these freakish, angular tendrils spewing lava. Once I noticed, I fled faster until I had reached the hatch from which I came. I shut it quickly, initiating all locking procedures. However, that did not seem to be enough. The tendrils shattered what defense remained, as I tried to climb out from the chamber. I managed to, despite an entire torrent of lava flying in my direction. Before it all could, I shut another hatch and turned on the “decompression chamber” effects. With the tendrils still in that room, they would be affected and hopefully neutralized.

When I stepped back into one of the larger rooms that contained a massive panoramic window, I noticed that we were no longer in the abyss. It seemed to be a view of the Atlantic, with various cruise liners in the horizon. People all around me were in a state of delusion and panic, having bought into this quest to Paradise by sacrificing all that they had. I was breathless before that fact, and knelt down trying to comprehend everything that had occurred. It still made no sense.

Returning home, I was thrown a party by friends and family. It was all nice and peaceful, able to take my mind off the whole ship ordeal, until a small girl wanted to join us. She was a neighbor who complained that her parents were fighting, and needed a place to stay until things simmered down. I let her party, and all was well until gunfire ensured absolute silence. I ventured with a few of the adults to the mansion down the street—knowing it belonged to that arguing couple. We brought guns of our own; knowing neither of them was alone.

Within the foyer, we were already attacked by these men in Power Ranger costumes, carrying their own guns as they attempted to kill us. I fired back, taking down several as I ran about the whole mansion. I hoped to find the arguing couple, but all I found was more Power Ranger weirdoes trying to kill me. I shot down enough of them until time fast-forwarded again.

I later found myself in some generic comic/video game/anime convention, but wandering through a mechanical hedge maze. There, I met Chris-chan, who was acting creepy towards a random girl. I punched him in the face, though not with all my strength, and yet he fell over bawling like a shitting monkey. I climbed over the hedge wall to flee from the scene, and hopped over the gaps until I reached the exit, knowing that Chris was pursuing me with this “autistic anger” face. When I made it to the exit, Chris was there, waiting for me, and delivered a kick to my stomach. It only pushed me backwards a little bit, but it gave me an excuse to just beat more shit out of him.

When the sun had set, I visited this cul-de-sac expecting my dad and sister. Only she had waited for me there, though, and I had assumed we were in front of our house. I looked at her as she sat in an unfamiliar car, wondering what was going on, until I noticed several middle aged ladies walking into what was supposedly my house. I pursued them, telling them to leave, until I noticed that it wasn’t my house after all. It looked too wide and had two stories, making it rather strange that I somehow confused it for my own house.

The dream fast-forwarded once again, and I was then on a rooftop in some Iron Man costume. I was suddenly in regret for the whole Abyss dilemma, and numerous Avengers had arrived to console me. I don’t what the fuck else happened, but that was it.

My alarm seems to be having a hard time waking me up, so no lucids.

Moving

This is only a fragment.
Me and my brother are driving in a with two men somewhere in a mini-van. I'm a little frightened , so I call my parents to come and get us, because those men look suspicious. My parents unvilingly agree to come and get us. After they arrive, they explain that we're actually moving to a new home and that those men where actually my dads friends.

STOP!

I enjoyed this one, even though it was short.
Somehow, we were visitng my grandma's house and somehow, my brother managed to steal dads car keys.
Both of us were in the car, I was in the drivers seat, while my brother was in the passangers seat. The car started, my brother pushed down the accelelator pedal and of we go!
The car started speeding in at an incredible speed. It was heading for a man, I turned the wheel to avoid hitting him, then it was heading for a wall, but I turned the wheel again. I then wanted to stop the car, but my brother wouldn't let me. I pushed down the brakes as hard as I could, but the car just didin't stop. I then pulled the parking brake as a last effort to stop the car. The car started sliding. Slowly, but stopping. I don't remember what happened after the car had stopped.

Swampy cemetery

This dream was weird, in a way, but I could only remember it in fragments.
Me and my dad rented a boat, to go fishing on a nasty swamp.

I then found myself standing next to a grave.

Me and my dad were heading back, and I jumped out of the boat. What was weird was that I could walk on water. I started seeing myself in 3d person and run across the swamp in faster speed faster than the boat.
That's it.

Strange Sleep over.

We were on a fieldtrip with my class.
My and 7 of my classmates had our own room.
The room was a mix of a normal room and a public toilet!
They we're laughing because they wondred how will they use the bathroom with the lights out. There were only 3 beds. I managed to get a bed, and fell asleep while they were arguing.
Four dreams, my recall is getting better

Much of this dream has been forgotten. I am thinking that this is a cross between dream and fragment.
- I was in a giant outdoor fair type thing. There were many restaurants but the strange thing about them was that they were all completely outside. There were many booths and chairs. There were fences to separate the different restaurants. It was super sunny out. I saw some people I knew from highschool at a booth. Alyssa was sitting next to Mandy and Alicia sat across from them. I walked up and could sense there was a secret being kept from me. I asked. Finally alyssa suggested that she was having sex for money. I was in shock.
- I am in a grocery store in line.
- the store is packed with people.
- I am wearing denim shorts and a red tank top.
- I was looking at my phone while holding a melon.
- I was thinking about Allen.
- there were flashes of red and bright yellow
- I had a plastic bag in hand.

I was hanging out with some friends in a haunted ass mansion. All of a sudden the cops arrived looking for one of my friends. I let him in, left the house, and started to walk home. One of my friends whom I just left sent me a text saying we need to hang out tomorrow at 6 AM so he can show me his pot plant. Then the dream fast forwarded to the next morning when I was at my Dads work. For reasons unknown I had been forced to go to work with my dad so unfortunately I couldn't go hang with my friend. The dream fast forwarded again to that afternoon when I was walking home. I arrived home and chilled in the backyard with my friend and some girls I knew from a long time ago. For some reason, random schoolmates of mine were walking around my house, which had become a mansion, mostly people from middle school. I chilled with them for a while and flirting with one of the girls who I used to like. This sparked a battle between me and my friend over who could get the most attention from her. Initially he was winning. He started touching her and she grabbed him, and this surprised him. Everyone could see he was uneasy about how to proceed and very unsure of himself. Seeing this the girl proceeds to lie back into my arms without bothering to let go of my friend, who begins to wrestle her in a vain and weird attempt to start something sexual. I get up and enter my house. I stop on the stairs to spectate 2 girls who had walked in and were slowly making their way towards the kitchen. I proceeded upstairs and went into my bathroom. There was some secret cave in my bathroom. I walked in and picked up the fire bud I had bought the day before and hidden there. I wanted to smoke, but I could here the voices of my family and thought it to risky. Past that point I sadly cannot remember a thing.

1. I was running through the forest with my sister. A pack of wolves was chasing us. We came to a clearing with a mansion, which was our home. We ran inside (there was a wall that wasn't there so you could just run in) and I hid behind a chair. A wolf came to the chair on the other side and started circling round it, so I circled too, trying to stay on the opposite side from him. He was going kind of slow, so I didn't think he saw me. After we had gone all the way around, he changed direction so that we ran into each other. To escape, I launched myself through the air and flew out of the house and into a thick part of the forest. I was all tangled up and couldn't move, but I heard wolves plowing towards me. I hid my face in a tangle of vines, until I heard a wolf approach and felt a golden light behind me. I raised my head and turned around, and saw a wolf staring at me, emanating a golden light. The golden light grew until it was all I could see. The mood of this dream was mysterious.

2. In real life, I have been waiting for a phone call from my friend. Well, he called me in my dream and we talked about everything I had wanted to talk about, so I felt great. When I woke up and realized that he hadn't called me after all, I was so mad. >

3. I was talking to this blonde woman as we rode in a canoe together through a swamp. We had just passed a little ring of cattail-y things with an opening that you could sail into, and so she was telling me about how she went to a sort of spiritual camp in that ring one time. She was very scornful of the camp, saying that she had 'fallen for all that stuff at the time, but of course now I realize it's ridiculous' and that sort of thing. As an example of how crazy the camp was, she told me something they had told her. She said that they had said that God could not be powerful as long as he was gold (as in, the chemical element). She was laughing as if it was completely stupid, so I didn't say anything, but I wanted to hear the story in more detail because I thought it had a lot of potential. After I woke up, I lay in bed for a while trying to coax it into a good story, but I haven't been able to, so far.

4. I was in a mansion with my sister, like the first dream, but it was different and more complete. We were doing a scavenger hunt that our mom had made, to keep us occupied. We found this old book on a pedestal and thought it was a clue. We opened it up and found that the first couple of pages were in braille. We took it to dad, who was riding in a canoe in a canal (like in dream 3). We showed him the book and he told us what it said to do.

5. I was in a canal with my dad. we were swimming, but there were these launchers that would make you go really fast.

1. I go to see Swan Lake at Cincinnati's Music Hall with C.W. We pass a White Castle on the way there, and I remark how it's practically an outpost of my college with the clientele it gets. We arrive at the hall, and as we ascend the escalator we see Dr. L. and give him a salute. We get to the lobby and see a glorious buffet laid out before us; the ballet is already starting, and we hear a flautist fail her solo. I start eating and scarf down hashbrowns, vegetables, and a roll before a frumpy attendant starts asking me questions. I act suspicious and evade her questions, and she starts chasing me down. I run into the auditorium, where I find my family and sit by them. I don't escape the woman, though, and am kicked out.

2. I view a montage of Call of Duty matches, all taking place in some sort of museum. It's a hardcore assault on an elevator, and teams trade places between attack and defense. The terrorists almost win a match, letting only two of the good guys escape before time runs out. Once, when the elevator is nearing the attack stage, a string quartet forms and plays Metallica in the space.

The past few nights, my dreams have involved my ex, telling me that he regrets breaking up with me and loves me still... He told his current girlfriend that he never loved her and always loved me. The dreams took place in a hallway near my locker in school.---The weird things about it was that it was my school---but wasn't... you know what I mean? Like it looked nothing like it and the lockers were red, while they are blue in real-life. I hate how dreams alter the truth and I blame my sub-conscience. I'm jealous of those people who learned to control their dreams, knowing they are dreaming and can accomplish anything in their dream-state. I, myself was only to perform lucid dreaming once and it wasn't even on purpose, but it was a few years back.

Just a short fragment where I was at home in the kitchen and my dad knocked on the door with his bike, wearing a white shirt and a silver bike helmet. He said "Hi, I'm 33, can I come in?" (no, he is not 33. lol)

I was in a dorm of sorts. I feel... at peace? Looks like our dorm near LaSalle.

I was in school, in the college of Engineering. I was going to take some classes. First, we have to do some cleaning. Looking for a dust pan, I made my way out to the football field. I passed by a garden, and decided to water the plants, especially the ones I planted there before.

Went back to the college of Engineering, and thought I was supposed to be teaching. I was late, or forgot which class I was supposed to be in. I was going to be fired.

I was near a truck. JJ was there, listening to score of Harry Potter (or something).

I am playing a game of dice again ((I only had a dream like this a few nights ago)) Now I am observing and no longer playing. I am watching to see who the winner is and whoever wins can go by the pigeon!

I keep having fragment from nights when I cant remember my dreams, they pop into my head and then out they go again, it's so bloody annoying but I'm trying hard to remember as much and as many as I can

I am in water with about 4 or 5 other people, the water is a little muggy. Agiant plant is after us, I remember something about "scooby-doo", maybe someone said it or it was someones name like "scooby" or something. Anyway this plant is after us, a girl who I was with hit it with fire power and blasted it out of the way. This girl is slim with long blonde hair. Now she has blasted it we swim past to a cave of some sort, this cave was also filled with water, we have to swim under it to get to safety in this big house like place.
I am in this large room, the room is like a house, no upstairs or seperating walls etc just a big room. I see glass windows and a glass door, well more like glass french doors. I am with about 4 or 5 other people. This room is like some kind of meeting place. We are all standing about and then 2 of the males there say "Coming for a swim in the swimming area?" I thought this was a little strange because the water wasn't safe. 3 of them went in and got to the safe area of the water, the girl with long blonde hair went in after them but very shortly after she came back up and came into the room...she was couging and as she leaned over a little she spat some green algie out of her mouth, this was due to her going into the bad water. I remember water surrounding the meeting place where we were. ((Dream Skip)) I am now the blonde haired girls boyfriend , we are in the "safe water" and we are playing "catch ya!" I catch her and hold her then I kiss her LMAO eek:. I remember feeling that she was totally in love with her boyfriend/me.

Dream Fragment 1

I am walking with my baby Pigeon, I look at him and think I see something, I take a second look and see tiny yellow maggots in his feathers ((lol))

Dream 2

Me, my hubby & the girls all went out. We are at a party together. For some reason I have to leave for a while. It's raining outside, I'm getting soaked, my hair has all fallen out of place and my make-up has run. I can see like a big Mansion, it's a white building. As I look at the building I see a bench to the left, thie bench is facing the Mansion and behind the bench is a green bush. I am sitting on the bench. I see a lady come to the front door of the Mansion, I walk over to the lady and ask "would it be ok if I stay here?" ((I didn't want to go back to the party looking in such a state lol)) she says "yes of course" ((Dream Skip)) I am now in the bedroom upstairs, it's only a small room, it's not posh atall. There is no bed just a Matress on the floor, it looks a little untidy really. I am sitting on the bed and feel like "something" is with me, I look about but there is nothing there. I am looking at a picture opposite me on the side, it's a black and white picture of a lady. As I look at it the white frame of the picture moves to the right and the woman in the picture starts talking etc., it is a bit like watching her on T.V. I'm thinking "That's weird...that should't happen!" ((unfortunatley I didn't get lucid)). I suddenly think "Ohh god, what about the kids" then I calm down and think "Ahh they'll be ok cause my hubby is with them" I begin to worry again slightly. ((Dream Skip)) I go out and I'm walking around the street. I walk down the street and see lots of other streets leading off the road so I decide to go and explore. I have arrived at a house, I know i'm now lost. I go round to the back of the house and walk inside, there are 2 men and a woman inside. One man was English, the woman was Asian and the other man was French or German or something. In my hand I am holding the syringe that I use to feed my baby Pigeon, it's full of mushed up food and i'm eating it . I see the English man is very hungry so I squeeze some food out of the syringe onto my hand and give it to him, I then see he is still hungry so I empty the syring into his mouth he says "thank you" I ask him "where am I?" I put my rucksack down on the side for a minute, the man tells me where I am, I say "I haven't walked that far have I" ((I'm amazed at how far I walked because it didn't seem like I had walked that far atall)) he says "yes". The man now opens the front door and points down the street and directs me to where I need to go. I look down the street and say "to that car there?" he says "No, go past the 2 streets further on from there and you'll get there". I go to pick my rucksack up but it has now turned into a baby in a baby carrier, I think nothing of this and pick it up and carry it on my back. I get very close to where I have to go when I bump into 2 of my old school friends, they are both male. One of them tells me that he has always loved me and says "even if you do look shit and you'r nails aren't done" ((Dream Skip)) I am back at the Mansion, I am standing on the long wide balcony and there are lots of people there, I see my father-in-law and his brother sitting on a bench, I walk over to them and say "It's Don" we talk a little and Don tells me that he wants me to pass a message on to the rest of the family, he tells me to tell them that they are ok and they are all together ((they are all dead in real life)) Another brother of his was there too. ((dream skip)) I am back on the street and i'm walking to the pub where the party is, I meet up with my girls and walk through with them. We enter a room and there is a big tree trunk spread across the room, it is blocking part of the room off, in that part of the room there are 3 men and a pool table that they are playing on, the men say "this is just for Adults" I think "there must be something funny going on in that area" I go into the other room with the girls, I still look really shitty and messy. I sit down on a chair next to a table and take my bobble out of my hair. A woman walks past and in a sarcastic manner she says "is that the new fashion" and sniggers as she goes by.

my house is connected to a shed (in real life, too).
i walk thru the door to the shed and instead of a shed, there is a giant roller rink - esque room.
a few people including my friend lotie who i know online are using the space for some kind of party.
everyone's bodies are bumper cars but this is normal for this kind of get together.
to be here, you must have hot coco in your hand. i walk around for awhile with mine and never sip it so it gets weird looking and the whipped cream erodes into a rock mess on top of it.

i don't like it here so i go into my sun room and watch the people who are hanging out in my driveway, taking a smoke break from the party.
they all look at me weird because i own the house. whatever.
i go into the party room again later and there are a lot less people. i hang around a bit, it's not that bad.

August 11, 2011

I really don't want to write today but meh...quitting is such a stupid thing to do when I being shown so much progress.

I pretty sure I must have at least 2 more fragments last night if not more but can't remember them.

Dream 1:

In this dream I was basically dreaming of becoming lucid through a WILD. lol

I was in a pink/purple room which could have easily be seen as a girl room and I was with a male friend who look pretty much like a clone of me. The room was my grandmother bedroom that she lend me when I stay over there for a while. The grandmother was on my father side.

I was telling him how to become lucid so we went to sleep and both woke up to WILD back into sleep. (aka correct way of doing it though I did try to do the incorrect way whiling going to bed...It a great boredom game, much better then counting sheep IMO)

We were sharing the dream and still in the same room. We had a pink toy with numbers on them...They were the size of a laptop but beside three buttons near the number the rest of it was pointless. I though him that the numbers is points he earn by becoming lucid and they allow him dream control.

For some reason I had like 100,000+ points and my OCDness kick in and made me reset it. Either I lost my false lucidly or I just woke up but something bad happen shortly after.

For the record dreaming about being lucid is not the same as being lucid. So I will not mark this as a lucid.

Dream 2:

A human (look like an evil guy who go around hunting for Smurfs) and a kid was playing pool (better known as pocket billiards) on my grandmother (mother side) front porch. The prize was a pig.

We were given a break so I walk around the house and once I got to the right side of the house there was red flowers and red little bugs. These bugs look VERY friendly. Dancing bugs from Adventure Time is the best why I can describe him but minus the dancing.

Back to the contest for the pig the evil guy were trying to sell black pigs with green spots though he wouldn't let anyone see them. I saw a peek and ask a guy about them and he say they were quite common and useless. Basically with dream logic the evil guy was scamming people.

They start playing the game again and I saw the fat pig in question...No doubt he would make a lot of bacon but also look quite friendly and make a decent pet. I call him over but he went to the corner then I told him to get closer. I petted the pet and while watching the game woke up.

Fragment:

I was rubbing my father feet on the couch of my grandmother (mother side)...He gave me like 17 dollars plus like 200 because it was Christmas in my dream. Weird ass dream but the money was nice while it lasted.

False awaking:

I was in my bed and it was quite the same but my blanket was replaced with a Zodiac one where it was designed oddly enough to have the snake kinda come off of the blanket itself.

I had the false memory of that if I let his mouth unfold then he will most likely do nothing but it always had scare me that he would bite me. (false memory, I wouldn't have such a silly fear like that.)

I try to be a rubber band to wrap his mouth shut but my body got VERY weak...In the false awaking I though sleep paralysis had kicked in even though I was moving quite a lot before, I care less about the snake and more about my eyes closing without my command. I woke up feeling quite stupid.