non-lucid

Something to do with a swarm of large wasps. One landed on my shoulder and I woke up before it could sting me.

Some story about a man who had been doing Xenon gas because apparently it was like some kind of drug (even though Xenon is supposed to be inert and have no affect on humans) and it caused some kind of reaction in his body that caused his face and body to swell up. Now when I say swell up, I mean like 3x size. I'm going to spare you the graphic description of what this guy actually looked like and just say that I woke up after this one too.

I'm a young boy walking into a room which contains a sort of glass bubble, small, like a snowglobe or a paperweight, and through the glass I can see a girl the same age on the other side, who I think of as 'the princess,' a nickname. I'm aware the glass represents a barrier between worlds that we can't cross anymore, we can only meet here in between. The glass bubble now appears to be larger than me, and I walk up to it with my arms held out in front of me, as if I'm holding something like a tray - I'm thinking about bringing the princess something, though visually my hands are empty. I pass through the glass. Inside, it seems to be a little round room, and the princess is sitting at a desk; she sees me and gets up and says "Rell!", which seems to be my name; she sounds happily surprised.

.../My wife and kids are queuing up at the stadium/...

.../It's sort of a Punk concert in front of children under 5 y.o. dressed in colorful clothing. The older one looks like 3 y.o. One of them stage dives and falls really bad. His leg gets stuck close to his head. I'm the only adult there and dressed in black. I want to wear some colored clothing. I notice I'm wearing blue jeans. That's good/...

.../Underlining words in a newspaper/...

5.21.14

Last night bed before 10pm - 7am

Was drinking water before bed and everytime it woke me up, and remembered a dream every time.

4:27am
I'm responsible for something at work together with another person. We are working on it and doing good job.

5:09am
DR 2
I'm babysitting some kids, while their parents go someplace. It's early morning, and I want to take them out to the park to tire them out. Then I'm talking to some relatives of the kids, that are also gonna babysit them. We are outside at some fair, eating hot-dogs.

DR3
I'm walking with group of people. Bus broke down, so we are carrying all our luggage with us. We come to a place, that's abbandoned and stop to rest. My mom with some little girl stay in one room, I sleep on a bed in next room.

When I wake up, there is a friend of mine. She is very familiar to me, but I don't know who she is. She started showing up few month ago. I never really see her face, and I don't think she is a former classmate, because when I dream with classmates (frequently), I can always tell who they are. All I know is that I'm very close to her.

DR4
I'm watching a female lion with her 2 cubs and 2 darker haired small animals. They almost look like cubs. She is licking them and I'm thinking she is cleaning them. Then she takes one of them by neck and they go to the left side, out of my view. I know whats gonna happen and I hate it. I'm upset, why would someone be showing that. (I happened to catch like 30 seconds of a nature show, with small lion cubs without their mom, surrounded by rest of the pride. They were sniffing and licking them, still undecided whether to accept them to their pride or eat them. I was like wth would they show this on TV. So much violence everywhere. You can't even rely on a nature show anymore to see some cute peacefull things"

I was someone else in this dream. But i could see this person as if it were me looking at this girl. She started turning into a monster, more like demon. Long finger with pointy fingernails. Weird scary looking face. I wasn't scared of it though.

So I've never seen this woman, but she was tied up underneath a bridge and there was lava underneath this bridge. She was burning to death and was screaming for help. I was on the bank of this lava pool. I couldn't help her.

I don't remember everything about my first dream. But I remember talking with a guy about how soft his green and black blanket on his bed was and about how stupid the girls are on Television now while I was watching T.V. with him. After that I recall walking in a broken city. Where the broken houses were red and blue bricks. There was a boy walking by and said no matter how much you want to climb the houses, you won't be able to. I than picked up a picture of a man and his wife i found on the floor. After that I ended up in my house. My mom left cause she had a headache and was going to a hospital with a lady whose eyes were almost out of her sockets. I went into the house and there was a girl with a painted face that looked like her make up was all crazy. After seeing her I became lucid and started to taunt her. Saying we were in a dream and she said no were not in a surprised way. Than scary music came out and suddenly i was at a island where there were girl models. A man was trying to kill a girl secretly by poisoning her brain. But the detective caught him and he was going to be arrested. I woke up after that I think.
In my second dream I was playing a new Mario Kart game on the 3ds. After I won my bro came with his friend into the room and asked why there was no hamburger left. I said I don't know why and than the game switched by itself to animal crossing. There was a Japanese person on the screen named something but my brother's friend called the person Aria. My brother was mad at me and Aria was supposedly telling my brother to calm down, that it wasn't my fault; Which made my brother leave. My brother's friend left too and that's when i was pulled into a city. I became lucid at that time and spoke out more lucidity and more stabilization. Everything got brighter and more concrete in a way. I was happy but than i saw everyone was rushing to leave somewhere and suddenly the city, including myself got sucked into this portal dimension thing and i appeared in a small white hall. To my left was outside at night and to my right was the inside of a building. But not like an apartment entrance with stairs. It was wide and narrow in places with doors all around. Also,I saw a cute little dog to my left and a little girl to my right. I got scared something would come after me so I yelled for Eye. Something attacked me and the girl disappeared. The dog became sad and was going to cry because he thought i was dead but i wasn't. No one was coming so I got up and went inside the building. But suddenly i felt the dream shift a bit again.
But I didn't let that bother me. I walked in and to my surprise there were zombies all around. I ran with some people around to try not to get bit by the zombies. But eventually the goods guys became zombies and were trying to get me. But I flipped a table and ran past them. I was thinking If I could get anyone of my friends into the dream. But I knew they had to be awake by now. But when a zombie man stopped me I was like wait! Before you turn me to a zombie. Can I get one request? Can I call a friend? The zombie man was fine with it so i ran to a receptionist and asked her if she could call someone for me into the dream. As I was thinking of who to call the zombies were all like casual people, going about their business. I couldn't remember my friends names in the dream or anyone who i could call so i was like who can i call? Than the lady was like that scissor guy. I was like no...Than a zombie girl came up behind me and started to stutter. She was surprised I wasnt a zombie yet. I told her to be quiet because i get to call a friend first. I eventually told the lady a person to call into the dream. I picked up a paper and saw a paragraph with La Li Lu La La Ti Da at the end. Like it was suppose to be some funny ending of someone singing as if nothing bad happened. Than I woke up after 3 sec's passed.

Fragment 1- I gotta pee.

I was in my house, and I had to pee. I went into the bathroom, and my dad was showering. I thought, am I dreaming? I realized I was, but I forgot to stabilize it, so by the time I phased through the wall, I faded.

EDIT- The Lost Fragment!

I was playing Family Guy: The Quest for Stuff. That was it.

Fragment 2- K.K. Frillard

I was in a shady, grimy city. I was looking for Dr. Frillard. I ran to his house, I jumped up some spikes, and I opened his door. K.K. Slider was on the Shrink couch, lying down. He told me he had nothing to give me, so I ran off.

Main Dream- Her

I was an ugly guy in a restaraunt. I died, and I was told I was going to hell.
I ran off, and I time warped years back. Thus began a cycle when I met a girl and fell in love with her. One year at a time, I would go to her party. When we were 3, an angel told me I could go to heaven, but I said I would start over right here.

Fragment 3- This should have been obvious.'

I was in a zeppelin trying to WILD, while chanting I will HAVE a LUcid DREAM. I woke up then.

8/19/14

Last night bed around 10pm - 6:30 am

DR:

I bought 5-6 books. They were a replacement of my old books of same titles, plus 2 new ones, that I never had from that series (STOPY). They looked just like I rmembered them. White cover, with colored stripe in the middle, picture on top and words STOPY plus the book title. One book, the new one had two stories in it, one was the movie series with David Caradine, where he played a buddhist monk. Oh I think it was called shao-lin. I was able to read all the titles in a dream, but now I forgot them.

DR
I'm reading from a book. I close it to look at the cover and it's a textbook for colleges and universities about translating. I realize I'm getting older and I dont' have that many years till retirement.


There were more. I have to try to recall them.

Morning of May 20, 2014. Tuesday.



I am traveling with a few people in a station wagon that looks like the same one my brother-in-law Bob had at one time. My wife is with me. The driver is unknown but friendly and competent at driving. Somehow, it seems we are in a composite area that has a location sense of my backyard in Cubitis. We stop near the front of the large shed (the one my father built) and it seems to represent a charity store. It is closed, however. There are several cardboard boxes and bags of clothes to the right of the doorway, the bags leaning up against the outer wall. It looks like rain, so we put them in more suitable plastic bags as well as adding some more unneeded clothes from the car.

Apparently this is not a public street and a police frog is on its way to our location. The police frog has trouble getting over some clusters of grass so we decide to take the opportunity to leave before he gets to our location even though we not only had not done anything wrong or illegal - we were giving more donations of clothes. The police frog is hindered by a somewhat shallow pond near where the car is parked. He starts moving through the water and drowns. I had thought frogs would be better swimmers.

In another scenario, I have two identical wives (perhaps a few years apart in age, but the same otherwise). For some reason, this really does not seem all that unusual - one may be the one before I met her and the other being the one after I met her. I make love to both of them at different times. There is a lot of realistic physical contact. We seem to be living in La Crosse. My brother Jim is still alive, much younger, and seemingly staying with us for a short time before he goes to another town. I think he is going into the army or marines (he was a marine in real life) as he has a duffel bag near the arm chair in the living room, seemingly in preparation to go.

The two versions of my wife do not seem to ever interact. One starts to talk about her new pregnancy (which is quite a surprise to me) and I start to worry again (as in real life) if her petite size can handle the pregnancy (considering we have five children, though, I would say yes). Still, she would be at far more of a disadvantage than other females and I worry about her health and water retention concerns as she says her hands and feet are quite swelled. I decide that for now, perhaps I should reverse time and undo the present scenario and work out what we will do. This is also because this version of my wife should probably be more free to do more of what she wants on her own.

I find the “two wives” (my wife having had dreams of two of me) or more, and other “two of something” dreams to be rather intriguing. I have also dreamt of having two of the “same” fathers and two of the “same” mothers (and even two or more of the “same” pet cats or guinea pigs).

I spend a bit of time thinking about reversing time. My brother Jim seems late for his journey but does not seem that concerned. I pretend to have some sort of machine (about the size of an old typewriter) that reverses time and I push “invisible” buttons and move some sort of “invisible” panel. I am aware of how foolish this act seems even in my growing lucidity. Jim seems to think it amusing and does not believe that time can be reversed.

However, after a short time, it is a year prior to the in-dream present date as I verify this with a calendar. Somehow, Jim still has to go, but now has time to get to his destination and he seems happy about this. I go out to the front yard with one version of my wife and we embrace for a time. For some reason, I am reminded of “An Occurrence at Owl Creek Bridge” where my wife has the “same expression” as the girl from the film. I hear a sort of screeching sound and the mood changes completely. I try to work out where it is coming from and realize that it is my own throat. I try to deliberately make the sound and it is similar, but not as loud. I rise swiftly into the air and fly around in standing position (recurring) and make the screeching sound a few more times as there is a bizarre composite emotion of peace, terror, “finality”, and exhilaration at the same time. I fly over an open field where I see a forest in the distance. This is nothing at all like the real-life location and has no urban features at all. I had just been in a smaller house in the middle of the open field. I deliberately (being mostly lucid) make the sound a few more times with my throat and get used to the exact physical sensations as to how it is done and the different subtle facets of movement and vibration. However, I then realize that I had probably been screeching in real life and so better wake up to say that I am actually doing fine. It turns out that I had not made any screeching sounds, and I have no idea of how I made my throat make the sound that it did, at least at that volume.

ok, im brand new to this and have been dreaming better each day and just starting to remeber my dreams, i remember this one about half way through, here it is. its sort of like i was traing day and night with other people to get into some sort of squad but no one new that 5 people would go missing every night as they though that they where being deported, but what was acctually happening was them being gasses.. then a week later it was my turn to be 'deported' as they said. but i figured out and ran, i managed to get out of the site, using skills i never new i had, it almost felt like i was in control like it was happening, then i got a motorbike and escaped and realised the tracker on it so i ditched it in the ocean and went on foot, (this is all future time) i then started to see creatures about like giant bees, and some reason seals with giant teeth, it was like a fantasy land, as if we were not allowed to see, it. in my mind i had a voice telling me wat these creatures were and if they were dangerous, then i saw my gf sitting on an island, she said she was waiting. then she kissed me, after that she stroaked a giant bee, and before i new it and before she did, it had stung me, then i got knocked out from the sting. i woke up and my gf was gone and i was on the island in the same place and saw the city on the other side of the ocean, so i swam fast, i mean really fast to realise it was. i then got to the city and wen to a party i went to in real life 2 days ago. after that i was on my own, on the look out for people trying to catch me. then i realised i can hide my life and steal everything in order to survive. then i scaled a building, and then my dream went to third person and eneded..... i then woke up with a nose bleed. wierd right, what type of dream is this, and why. i liked it. it took me a few moments after to realise it was a dream.

.../I'm in a familiar dreamscape which is composed by lot of rooms connected with each other. I get to an elevator and see a rough graffiti of a black cat on it's interior when the doors open. I got scared because of it's a known weird place in WL/...

.../I get a package with my new cap a second time. I show my fellow cousin how it was the first time and I try to reproduce the same sequence. I remember the package box. Apparently there was some mistake at the store. The delivery guy looks like a reggae hip hop artist. We are in my grand parents old house. My cousin likes the cap, it is slightly different than the first one. I try on the old one. I see it's deteriorated. The dream scenario changes to my cousin's parents house where I lived for a while before the university. His brother argues with my unfriendly aunt. Once again I live the whole situation. I take the phone and start recording something there before I call. Their older brother hangs up the phone telling me that I should be more respectful or some. I go out and find my fellow cousin out there. His brother goes away pulling a small rolling suitcase. My unfriendly aunt yells something but he shuts her up saying he will go no matter what. I see him walking down the street thinking to my self "he did it again". He still has long hair/...

* Alarm clock went off. I almost fell asleep again before going to work. I remembered that at the bus stop and wrote down some notes on the bus.
* I didn't remember about the package box until I dreamed about it.

Nap after work:

.../A woman with a beehive hairstyle gets closer and slaps my knee, telling me "You will be the Nacky"...

.../I'm putting some things into place, getting stressed because of there's no more time left when the fake artist comes to say me I have to take it easy/...

* I know there was a lot of activity although I cannot remember but the last few seconds before waking up.

8/19/14

Working today from home, after running some chores in the morning. Got so sleepy, because last night woke up around 2am, couldn't sleep till 3.

So I fell asleep on the sofa very fast.

DR
I'm at WL work, only place looks different, more warehouse like. We are moving boxes around with merchandise. Our director is talking on the PA system, telling us what to do. It's 5pm, time to clock out, but she is telling us more things to do. We are pissed and trying to figure out how to do it. Something is hidden in the box. We are talking with a friend of mine.

.../Some kids are sitting around a table discussing the best name for a puppet character which was a TV show during the 90's. They all agree it would be named "Teddy the chubby friend". I "remember" it was always the name for the TV show and I think it couldn't be more accurate/...

* It wasn't at all. The TV show name was "Karina y Timoteo".

.../I see the sequence when a friend of mine receives a tattoo machine as a gift/...

Nap after work:

.../I'm in the room where I lived during my school times. I want to go to sleep when I realize some spiders have built their web between the ceiling and the window. I take a better look and see there are at least 10 spiders in a mass of webs, the bigger ones are deep in the mass, I remember some used to be the size of a little peach . I remember the big ones gave me the creeps. The webs hang above half of my bed, but they are too close that my hand gets stuck in one of them. I decide that I have to clean it up. My wife/ex-girlfriend (who I will call from now on, Simili) helps me. I want to use the vacuum cleaner but I don't remember where it is. I go to my older aunt's room, and see some other spiders there, but they are not many although the webs are huge. My aunt tells me something about some people were pruning trees in the street, now it's all clear to me. I see through her window some webs hanging from the street lighting.
Simili tells me the vacuum cleaner is in my Aunt-mom's room. I go there and my aunt-mom tells me she put it into her closet. I take it "remembering" there was something about this thing. I get back to the room. The spider webs are huge now and there are more and more spiders. I see one of them walking on the floor. I want to take a picture of it. I try to focus the camera but the spider on the floor moves too fast. I can't, it's enough, I step on it before it hides under the bed. When I see the spider webs again I see a lot of multicolored butterflies hanging there too. I have to take a picture of that spectacle, it's amazing. When the automatic focus of the camera tries to focus the image it pulls the webs to my hands. It's disgusting, I put the camera back and all goes back to its place. I try a couple of times more but always the web gets attracted to the camera and it's impossible to take a picture/...

* Woke up remembering spiders used to be a dream sign.

5/19/14

Last night, bed 9:45 - 1:50am Woke up and excited thoughts didn't let me sleep again. Got up, had some food, watched TV, DVed for an hour 2:45 - 7am sleep

DR:

We have to sleep over at some place, because we missed something. We follow a group to a place that looks like church grounds, or castle. As we are walking through the gate in the fence, a guy that looks like a church grounds keeper hurriedly enters through another door, as if he didn't want us to see him.

We walked through the corridor and me and some guy stop. We get a bad feeling about what's ahead. We are told by some chicks "not to be scared, it's just some dark forces and dark magic". An image of red candle enters my mind (from movie clip A linked me yesterday).

So me and this guy are like "hell no, we are outie". Turn around and later we are hopping through some concrete fences, climbing on some lower ones to reach the higher ones, till we are out.

*

Change of scene. I'm still looking for a place to sleep. I open the door into a large room in the dormitory style building. It actaully is not a dormitory, it's just temp sleeping place. The room is full of fornicators. There is sucking and licking and doing it going all everywhere. Naked bodies in all kinds of situations. I'm not sure I want to enter there.

To be continued*

So I keep looking, but now I'm in a mood. I find 2 guys and I ask them if they wanna do it. Half way through it, I snap out of my daydreaming and get pissed at myself, that i wasn't paying attention to the beginning.

Change of scene.

I still keep looking. (wth im looking for?) Come to a few rooms occupied by a family. But I don't know that. I only see two guys and again aske them if they wanna shag. One of them turns out to be an invalid with only one leg. They show me a bed, if it's good enough. It's a wooden, small bed, with dark blankets on it. I say "sure'. They say, but it doesnt have any mattress on it. I'm like, wth cares? Then I say "ok, so lets pick this bed, belongs to the father of the family. They have some kind of an excuse. But someone went out in the meantime and now he is showing me 3 boxes of condoms. An older woman walks by and tells me she will shag me too. They are all milling arround, getting ready, as if this was daily occurence. I'm like, wow, I may have bit off more than I can chew.