non-lucid

Dream Journal #12 May 13th, 2011

First dream I remember was being in a car with my mom and we were taking Ian home. We took a shortcut and she did not trust me with the way to go, and we were going like 1 mph so that made me really frusturated and angry lol.

edit: afterWBTB

Had my 2nd lucid yet! Followed by another FA lol.

this one was awesome, and I had a LOTTT more dream control and stabability this time!!! omg lucid dreaming is fucking great. hahaha.

so it started off with me looking at the clock once again. This was a DILD- I’m sure of it. I was in a FA, and I looked at the clock. There was NO time whatsoever, it was just blank. At first, I was going to let this slide.. I was about to say, oh shit my clock died. But then it hit me- I realized I was dreaming. All of a sudden I felt this rush all over my body! The same feeling from my first lucid dream. Everything became way more clear this time, and vivid. I tried to put my “dream glasses” on but nothing really ever came out when i pretended to put glasses on lol. It started out dark in my room again. I went to the bathroom and I almost lost lucidity… but I tried to turn on the switch for the light. No light. Gained my lucidity again. Went back into my room and for some reason the light was on this time lol. My mind was just blown at how everything seemed so real. I looked at the mirror and my face was all weiird and out of proportion lol. Normally this would scare me but I knew I was dreaming so it really didn’t scare me at all. I looked at my hands too! My hands like fucking 10,000 fingers LOL. I was absolutely sure I was dreaming this time. At this point the dream started to fade.. I saw it fading right before my eyes. I rubbed my hands. Wasn’t working. So I found the new solution to stabilizing my dream: Rub my hands AND spin at the same time. I found that this worked absolutely well, the dreamscape did not change and I was back in the dream.

My phone was on my bed, and someone was calling me. It was some weird contact… the words didnt make sense and there was no number. I answered it. All I heard was static I think- again, this sounds scary, but I knew I was dreaming, so none of it frightened me at all. I was like “whatever” and hung up lol. I then tried to summon a pretty girl in my room. That failed. So I was like whatever again.

Then, I wanted to fly. So i opened my window, and I thought “man.. what if this doesnt work, I start to fall, and I wake up?” But again, my mentality was like “whatever” (thats just the kind of person i am). So I stepped on my window frame, jumped like super high rofl, grabbed the roof of my house, and jumped off of it. I started to fall a little bit- but then I remembered I have to believe. So I started to flap my arms, and I started flying! Fucking best feeling of my life lol. The view was so awesome outside my house as well. I was mountains from the far distance and the moon and stars were shining. It was kind of hard to control though, because I would flap my arms once and sometimes I would go a bit too far up or forward really fast. I fixed this somewhat. I then realized that my neighbor was a hot lesbian. I flew on their roof (actually they had no roof, I flew right through it). She was making out with this other hot lesbian, and they took their clothes off. My dream started to fade again LOL so I started spinning and rubbing my hands at the same time. It stabilized again. The two girls started to go outside to their backyard, where there was snow… somehow it became winter and there was snow everywhere now. They started to begin making out there again fully naked. This is where I eventually woke up into my false awakening.

My false awakening wasnt as bad. I was not lucid however. I was typing out my dream on my dream journal and talking to my cousin that I just had a lucid dream. That’s all I really remember. Oh, and my dad walked in the door to wake me up to go to school. Then I really woke up- kind of confused. I almost forgot that I had a lucid dream when I woke up from my FA lol. Turns out I was only asleep for around 40 minutes- I’m not sure when the dream started though.

Yay for 2nd lucid

*Melissa and I are at “Rysovka” hill. I think I had a plan to go there with my friends and that they are there with us. (Back home) My friends ask me whether I have a sledge. I am going to buy one because I don’t have any. When I come beck my friends are cooking something. It’s a fish and when I taste it, it’s pretty tasty. Then I come back with Melissa. We are looking at some pictures. In one of the pictures there is a girl with a tattoo on her leg. The tattoo is pretty good.
I go to buy them fish, because I need some more. I put them on a plastic tray because I don’t have an oven one and put it on the fire. Next second, I quickly pull it back as I remember that it will burn in the fire because it starts melting. Now Sharon is there and is making some comments.

Huh. I've been having a lot of gaming dreams since u joined DV. Here is my most recent one;

I was playing battlefront 2, but the game was a lot better and had different rules. You were also playing the game in first person. I was a commander of the army, whatever that means, so I started out as a jet trooper. The game map looked exactly like mos eisly. The CIS appeared to have an advantage, they had genosians. Some of them would randomly land and turn into droidekas. The droidekas looked different as well, they were silvery shiny, had no head, and looked cooler, like a crab. The first thing I did was walk out of the cantina. Two genosians popped from the air in front if me. For some reason though, they were friendly to all people. I flew up to the arena in the center but noticed another clone get blasted away on my right. Somehow having a near unlimited supply of jetpack, I dashed over and back to look at the situation. A magna guard, a droideka, and general grievous. Grievous saw me. He charged forward into another area filled with troops though. I sneak attacked the magna guard and took him out. The droideka had different ideas. He put up his shield and fired at me. I somersaulted away and flew to a better position. I hit him a couple times with my EMP launcher, then he went away to recharge. I saw grievous and decided to attack him. He had half his hit bar gone anyway. I jet packed behind him and stuck a grenade on his back and looked for the droideka. Grievous exploded as I landed in front of the droideka, movie style . He was hiding behind a building. He put up his shield just in time to absorb my grenade. I ducked behind the small wall he was behind. His shield was almost down. I shot an EMP at him. It was my last shot. He didn't die. But,I had a few more grenades left. I tossed two. *He tried to get away, and he did. I followed him only to find that another clone's grenade got him. I flew into the arena to take the command post. Jango Fett was there. He saw me first and one shotted me. I *respawned and tried again. He didn't expect me to come back so I shot him in the back. He had a lot more health though. We both jumped into the air. I circled him as he charged up his blaster. For a fleet second I wondered how he did that, Jango had no weapons that charged, and almost became lucid. I didn't though. I shot Jango but missed. We kept dueling then ran out of fuel. We both landed on another building on the bottom left side of the map. It was impossible for anyone else to interfere. I shot, and hit. Jango was almost dead. For some reason though, it counted as another person's kill. I got mad at that. I took control of the command post, but then emperor palpatine slashed me in half. As I died I wondered why the CIS team had so many hero units.

So i couldnt sleep when i went to bed.. i was with closed eyes like 1 hour and something and was trying to sleep and LD.

k after hour i sleept i had some wierd dreams i dont remember that good..



then there was a girl a star i think and i was following her she was naked(?) and i wanted to ... her
then i did started dong that like 2 mins and changed position aswell and continued like more 2 mins..

after that i woke up and sleept again ... then i went somewhere in forest or park with a friend and my bro i guess and we were going to S-Bahn (Train station).
we went ther and my mom was there with my bro ok so i went inside and my bro had to go somewhere and my mom aswell..
then i teleported somehow somewhere on the roofs xD... cus something happened and on the roofs there was like a pointer(->) telling me jump to the right at the other appartment.


k i walked abit to find a opened window.. and i jumped
i am inside i see 1 guy sleeping..
i am like lolz , he woke up he is like wtf i explained him there was pointer sayhing i can jump from here etc etc k then he told me to close that window i did and was searching the door to go downstairs to 1 girl i knew.
i went downstairs there was police people running on the roofs no idea why and i went down
i knock the door she opened i went inside we tried to have sex i think but somehow i teleported to my Class room at the desk and sleeping so tired...
then the teacher a 2 womans 1 woman explaining smthing
then next woman says now lets do maths but write , orally .
then the teacher says to me wake up wake up
i tried slowly i was full tired and i woke up in real life..

now i m writing this after 5mins of waking up ..


karli

This is just a fragment that I remember because I remembered a lot when I woke up I was just to lazy to write it down.

So it started up with me in some kind of control room and I left the room to walk outside. It kind of looked like the interior of a spaceship. I walked out and I started levitating things and throwing things around and it made me believe I was lucid because of the powers, however I was just dreaming about the powers that I had possesed.

That's about all I remember.

I was at some strange doctors office. I remember him wearing a lab coat and seeing Zac from school to. The room color was in the cool color range, I don't remember exact colors.
I then zoned into a different part of the dream. I was in a hallway, the floor was brown wooded planks and it had 3 paths leading to doors, The walls where white. It was like looking on a 2d game screen. To the north a door on the left hand side, south a hall way, left a wall and right another hall way. The door that was seen had a dull metal color to it. I knew a zombie came through earlier, so I made note of that. I also knew the BIG CHEESE from Resident Evil 4 was coming from the south. Before he came I woke up outside the doctors office still dreaming. I entered his office to tell him about my dream and I took and ate a lolly pop. The lolly pop was very realistic. The dream ended.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was with my friend H on some kind of grassy field that seemed to be indoors. The field seemed to be some in some kind of square, maybe even surrounded by small poles and belt-barriers.

H and I were playing catch with a football that also seemed a little weird. It seemed to be made out of smooth leather, kind of shiny and tan colored.

I threw the football pretty well a couple of times. But then I kept throwing the ball so that it hit the ground a few feet away from H. H might have thrown to me the same way eventually. The throws became consistently like this. I would be short from her by a couple feet, and she would be short from me by a couple feet.

H was laughing at her throws, as is she thought it was funny how bad she threw. But I remembered she had thrown well before. I told her, "Try not to mirror me when you throw. You're throwing like me, because that's the way you think you should do it. But you actually throw a lot better when you throw like yourself."

Later, H and I were somehow remembering a moment from H's first day in high school. It made H feel nostalgic, even though something may actually have prevented her from having finished high school the first time around.

The view was from way high up, like from the ceiling of a cathedral. I saw down to a huge crowd of kids and adults, massed all together in a stony cathedral. There was a huge, stone, octagonal-cylindrical "pulpit." A few kids sat in benches along the walls of that pulpit. H was among those kids. All the kids there seemed happy, although H had, at some point, intimated how miserable she had been in high school.

At another point, H and I were at one edge of the indoor grassy field. There was a wall of computers, or something like a control panel. H sat at a swivel chair in front of a computer. She was pushed back from the computer, relaxed in the chair, and looking at me as I stood on or near the grass.

At another point, I saw an image of two girls, one of whom may have been H. The girls were at least topless, if not naked, and they were cuddling with each other. I thought it was nice that the girls were lovers. But I also thought it meant something scientific.

I had the idea in my head of two chemicals. One was phosphorus. Either both of the girls were like phosphorus, which in conjunction with each other caused the evaporation of the phosphorus and the release of a second chemical; or else one of the girls was the second chemical, and the conjunction of the two chemicals caused some other kind of reaction. The chemical had a name like "metargon," but it wasn't that.

(Side note: I've been reading Occult Chemistry, by Annie Besant and CW Leadbeater. The book is on Project Gutenberg, www.gutenberg.org. It kind of details the views that the clairvoyants Besant and Leadbeater had when they examined chemical elements in a paranormal way.

Besant and Leadbeater claimed to have found additional chemical elements, including the element "metargon," which I think my brain appropriated.

The book also shows diagrams of chemical elements on what Besant and Leadbeater call the etheric planes. Some of these diagrams look like church windows. That, in conjunction with the whole royal wedding thing, I think, influenced the image of the cathedral.)

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I had a dream I met my angel, we'll call her Emily, because that's her name.

Well, Emily was in the shower at my house when I got there and I sat there and listened to her. She was really quiet. I knew she was there though, she made faint sounds and I could hear her voice every now and then.

Eventually, she finished p and got out, I left the room and waited for her.

Next thing I know, we're in a car going somewhere. She was beautiful of course, but she seemed very upset. She was really quiet, and I didn't know why. In retrospect, I should have recognized this, because she's usually happy when I talk to her. Anyways, we get to the park and it's this big rolling expanse of grass with a fence all the way around it and a lake. We started walking towards the lake, we had bags with us for some reason and we had a race. I had a duffel bag on my back, and it was quite heavy. Well, we get to the edge near the fencing when we see the lake, it was pretty gross, but it wasn't a big deal. The light kind of glistened off of it, it was really neat.

I woke up happy and content. I was wide-eyed out of bed and I'm already up and writing this from my bedside DJ.

First dream:

Very short dream. I remember being in a garden with one of my childhood friends father. We were watching a football game for some reason.

Second dream:

I was in a house I've never been in before, with one of my friends, and Walter and Belly from the TV-series Fringe. Belly was for some reason evil in my dream, and captured my friend in a bubble of ember(you know what it is if you have seen Fringe), and I tried to free him with a knife. When I got him out, Belly put on a CD that would make us crazy, with white noise or something. Both my friend and Walter passes out, and just before I passed out myself, I managed to stop the CD player.

Third dream:

Kind of a sequal to my second dream, since Belly was also in it, but this time not evil. I was at my parents house, and the house was filled with family. Belly was also there. I want to go outside to smoke, and Belly says he wants to smoke aswell, so we go outside. We find out it's raining quite alot, so we go inside again, where it's now also raining. I spot a giant hole in the wall that leads into the garden, and thats where all the rain is coming from.

12.05.2011

Live-in employee gets fired and re-hired. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

3rd Person dream, I was a viewer.

One employee was about to quit, actually, to be fired.

A voice asked this employee a few extremely easy questions. This employee was not able to reply. For a few seconds, this employee was Homer (Simpson) This employee was at the lobby of this odd building. All I could see was gray tiles and a big gray stair at the bottom. Also, the windows were gray and the door was huge.
This employee suddenly was a female now, and when she was about to leave, the voice told her she was not fired and to please, come back.

The employee climbed the stairs and now she was going to share the room with a male co-worker. She was excited and she felt attracted by this male employee. She entered a house and this guy started to take a bath, with his shirt on. She gone nude and entered the bath tub. He turned and took his shirt off, when she noticed he had boobs. She got really pissed, so did him.

A discussion happened while I was looking around the room. They had several tapes about empowering, self-confidence and some more stuff like that.

12.05.2011

Giant Minnie Mouse popped (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

[/COLOR]A lot happened before this.

I was with two female friends. We were in a big mall, however, it was very odd. The stores were separated by brown wooden walls, like cubicles. We were going to the food court but for some reason, they wanted escort. We got to a table and I told them that I had to leave for a few moments.

I got to the street where there were so many people. I drew some shapes with my fingers and a big drawing appeared underneath me. Suddenly, the head of Minnie Mouse (wtf) spawned and started to grow bigger. I grabbed the ears and the thing grew about 15 feet.

People were drawned to it and suddenly, the thing had a lot of people attached to it. The giant Minnie Mouse was boucing, harder and harder. People where trying to avoid it to crash, so it would not blast. Suddenly, it hitted a wall and exploded. Most people flew several feet away.

Nothing

Date: 09-13-10
Length: 20 Minutes
Vividness: 8/10

I was sitting at a lake as the sun was beginning to set.
I was with Dakota and another person who I do not remember.

The lake was completely drained so we decided to go lay in it.
By the time we got down there, the sun had gone completely down, and the lake had filled a little bit.
The person who I don't remember swam to the ledge, and I followed.
Dakota made a comment about how fast I swim.

I looked around and saw a faint glowing ball in a little Cave of the lake.
The person I don't remember and I decided to swim to it.

As we started swimming, I got a feeling of being very scared of it.
I stopped and started heading back, feeling more and more terrified every second.
I woke up right after.

-frenchblablabla

Note: These dreams have actually happened over the past few days, but I have been too busy to journal them over that time. A couple of them, I'm not sure which night they happened on, and it isn't really that important, so I am just journaling them all together.

Train of Consequences
I am outside in the desert near my home, taking a walk. It is surprisingly nice out considering it is approaching summer in the desert, a gentle breeze feels good on my face. I walk down my street to where there is a train track crossing it. It's like it used to be, now there is an overpass for cars to drive over the tracks, but before there was a railroad crossing. I don't notice the fact it is once again a railroad crossing. I wait there and watch a train approaching. I have the definite feeling that train should not get past, there is someone on it who is evil. I remember hearing someone say a penny on a railroad track would make it go off the rails. I put a penny on the tracks, the train barrels over the penny and flattens it. Wow, that was a dumb idea. I get in a car that just happens to be parked there, and the keys are in it, and I drive after the train. I use the frontage road and pass the train, then I drive right off of the next overpass and land on the train. There is a train passing on my left going the other direction. I go to a bright red passenger car, where I throw a grenade of some kind down into it. There is a blast, and a blazing inferno fills the train car but doesn't go any farther.


Stealing With Class
I am in a class, I feel it is one of the pointless general education classes at ITT Tech. There are lots of people sitting at the tables, several rows of tables. There is an empty table at the front of the room, and I sit down there. I am waiting for Tigress to come join me, she comes into the class shortly after me. She sits down in the back of the class and starts talking to someone else back there. My paranoia takes over, I am now thinking she must be mad at me about something. That leads to me wondering what I might have done, which leads to me being annoyed because I haven't done anything to make her mad… so why is she avoiding me? She motions to me to come back and sit with her, which dispels all of my paranoid thoughts and now I just feel rather dumb. I pick up my stuff and go to the back table, where I sit beside Tigress. She says she doesn't want to sit in front, we can't sneak a game of paper and pencil Dungeons and Dragons in if we are that close to the instructor. I need a notebook to play D&D, and also to take notes in. I will put notes on the first page and then flip to the notes page if the teacher comes by. I can't find my notebook. I see an abandoned backpack, there is a stack of notebooks there. No one will notice if one is missing… so I take one. I page through it to make sure there aren't any important notes in it, I don't want to steal important information. There is no writing in the notebook, but there is money in a folder in the back. Awesome! I steal paper and I get money!

Parking Lot Chase
I am in a parking lot outside of a mall, I am just leaving the mall and Tigress is there with me. We had been looking around in the mall for a while, but we are done with that and Tigress is going somewhere else to meet with someone else. We are chatting and I find out that she is going to see a movie. I comment to Tigress that she is going to see a movie I also want to see. She makes a comment that really doesn't pertain to what I said, she seems to have ignored what I said. We reach her car, and she gets in and is preparing to leave. I start to tell her I would like to go with her to see the movie, but she starts the car engine in the middle of my sentence. It almost seems like she started the engine deliberately to not hear me ask if I could come along. She says she has to go and says goodbye before driving down the aisle in the parking lot. I am talking louder now, telling her I'd really like to go along, there is no way she could not be hearing me. I chase after the car, calling wait, STOP IGNORING ME!

Non-lucid Healing
I am in my bedroom in my own house, I am completely non-lucid, MoSh is in the room with me. We are not doing anything very interesting, we are just chatting about random things. The topic changes onto MoSh having been depressed lately, he thinks he might just have some negative energy, so I tell him I will be glad to heal that for him. I tell him I just need to focus my energy and I can cleanse that negative energy right out of him. I am looking around my room, just glancing at the shelves and such, when I hear a strange voice. I look over at MoSh and ask if he just said something. He says no, he didn't. His shadow is talking to me! The shadow says there is nothing I can do to purge the dark energy from MoSh, so I might as well give up now. I know I can do it if I can just find a specific song, one I remember putting on a cassette tape I compiled myself with songs I find useful in the dream state. I can't find it. MoSh's shadow is mocking me. I open a drawer and pull stuff out, digging through a lot of junk. I find the tape… I keep digging for the walkman. I find the walkman! But where on the tape is the song? I think I remember… it's on side two, it's the third song. I put the tape in the walkman and search through it, forcing myself to ignore the mocking shadow. I find the song and use it to send healing energy through MoSh. Whew, I did that just in time, his shadow is completely normal now and it is no longer talking.

Dream of the Stars
I am in a forest, I am looking around to see where I am going. I have no memory of how I got to be there, I also have no idea how to get back. I think this is really strange, so I do a RC… and I find out that I'm dreaming. Well, I'm at least somewhat lucid… I am trying to think of what tasks I have to do, what are my goals? The only thing that comes into mind is the goal to kiss at least three movie stars… well, that's something I guess. I look around the forest, and it seems to be a perfect area to find Viggo Mortensen playing Aragorn from Lord of the Rings. I search for Aragorn, and I soon find him.

He is looking around, has his sword ready, he seems to be stalking something. It turns out he's stalking a couple of orcs. He kills an orc in front of him, and I nail one trying to sneak up behind him. Aragorn thanks me for my help, but I don't take that as sufficient thanks. I put my arms around Aragorn and kiss him right on the lips, at first he is quite shocked, but he ends up responding. I hear someone speaking in surprise, asking Aragorn who his new friend is. I look and see a couple other people, one of them is Legolas. Orlando Bloom!

He's my second one… I leave Aragorn and go throw my arms around a surprised Legolas and kiss him right on the lips. He is too surprised to reciprocate, he pushes me away and asks if I am completely mad. I say yes, I am. I need one more… but who? Jack Sparrow would be good… Johnny Depp. My subconscious responds again, Captain Jack Sparrow comes running through the trees. He says there are some really ugly guys chasing after him… it turns out they are orcs. We quickly dispatch the orcs. Jack is really confused as to what is going on. That doesn't seem to matter to him when I kiss him on the lips, though. After I am done with the kiss, he pulls me in for another kiss. He says the only thing to make this better would be some rum.