non-lucid

Something about Data from star treak TNG. Also my aunt's dog, As. Something about hiding from something I don't remember.

I might be at an airport, bus, or subway terminal. I'm hauling a rolling suitcase and have no money. At some point, I'm in a starbucks or other such cafe inside the terminal. I don't remember what I'm doing there. Maybe a job? I need one irl. A lot of concrete walls and roaming people. There is a long line in the cafe. People are travelling.

Dream Lucid Sleep Paralysis Non-Dream/Side notes

This dream was scary and yet fun. I don't remember what took place when. I dreamt that I was joining a different school, Oakmead (this school does exist in real life, however I have no idea what it looks like). I was being shown around by some old guy and I remember two buildings kind of like the ones in the level of THPS2 called school II, and I remember at some point being in a classroom/office on a second, higher floor with huge crowds of people protesting against something.



The place that reminded me of school II from THPS2



The road to the school and the second floor.

The road to the school I also remember. The crowd stopped halfway down it. I remember being in a crowd of students entering the school too but it felt like I had been there for ages.

I was reminded of this dream by stumbling across the name of the school on facebook.

It really irritated me that I didn't reality check during this dream because what happened in it definitely isn't normal.

Update, 2016: I went in to their sixth form. It was nothing like the dream. Hilarious though, reading back on what my 13-year-old self dreamed about.

just a quicky to remind me of this fuckin randon play i was in last night. it was a cross between a kind of peter pan thing and a greek shakespeare style effort. i had no knowedge of any lines but had a main part and just made up complete bollocks as i went along. it wasnt like an uncomfortable one where you have an anxiety dream because of being unprepared. i just wondered why all these people actually trusted me to be doing it...? at one point i even got to stop for a spliff with the leading lady (MJ) and whoever was watching didnt care a a bit..

oh yeah and i was so far from getting lucid, yet kept doing nose plug rc which made people think i was wiping my nose all the time. i even explained that it was an rc and i wasnt just being disgusting, but i was so out of it, and into the normal dream that i had no chance/desire of catching on

i also did indirect techs in the morning, and found myself getting into a dream, yet carrying on with the techniques after i was in it.... very odd

REAL LIFE NON-LUCID

I went to bed at about 1:15am, and woke up at 7:25. My immediate reaction was that I was r, recalling this dream:

1) I was...let's say, getting some special attention from Boxxy, the youtube celebrity. This dream didn't last that long as I was woke up suddenly However, when I went back to sleep, I was immediately in the same dream I don't think I did a DEILD...I dunno how I did it really. But the second part wasn't as vivid.

I went back to sleep after noting this, and woke up again when my alarm went off at 9am. I decided to half an extra hour lay in, but I wrote down my dreams first:

2) I was on Minecraft, in some sort of underground water base. It was all very metallic with brass/gold walls, and reminded me of the areas you visit at the start of Metroid games. I was playing with 2 or 3 adult male and females that were older than me by 10 or 20 years. They ran left at a two way junction, and I followed. They ended up in a dead end circular room with glass walls. They layed down here and chilled out for a bit, so I did the same. One of the people was wearing a suit like Samus.

Some stuff happened in between, but I do not remember what. The last thing I do remember was being in the ocean outside of the base, laying and falling to the sea bed. I was in any discomfort, and I was waiting for one of the other people to come and help me or at least show some concern. When I fell to the very bottom, I fell on another character called Sam, who I think may have been my friend Sam.L. He also had a Samus suit on, and had a little white text box above him saying "Sam", as there always is on minecraft. When I landed on him we both struggled about a bit. The other characters now saw, but thought I was someone else called Brandon...

3) I was walking a Nintendog on Mario Kart Wii, down Delfinos Square. It also looked a bit like Mario Circuit. The sky was blue, and the road was very straight. My dog was a medium sized brown Yorkshire Terrier. There were lots of pennies laying around on the track, and my Nintendog was collecting them for me, like it collects lost items on the real game. I thought Pennies were a bit of a pathetic award, however I came to realization that the dog collected 30 of them in a few seconds, so it would all add up.
When we finished the track, I saw a little cutscene of my dog wandering off to the left across some grass and up a passageway, back to it's home. This reminded me of cut scenes on Zelda games where Link wanders back to his house.

4) I was sat with someone called Tom.S and my sister's boyfriend Sam.D. We were sat in a medium sized room. There was no lighting, but the windows were open and it was a grey afternoon outside, therefore we had some light coming in. Behind us, there was a smaller section of the room with a book case and other things. There were some lights back there lighting the area. We were all slumped on the floor of the room, chilling out. There were DVDs surrounding us all over the floor. Tom asked "Why are we SO tired after a week of having 5 hour shifts at work?" I replied stating the obvious: "Because we've had a week of working 5 hour shifts at work". He laughed, and said "Touché".

Suddenly, me and Sam decided to look through all of the DVDs and look for illegally copied ones. We both mate a comment suggesting they all looked legit, until I found a horendously badly pirated copy, and burst out laughing, pointing it out to Sam. He found a similarly bad copy at the same time.

I woke up again at about 10:25, and remembered 2 more dreams:

5) I was at my favourite Scouting campsite with my fellow explorers, back outside of my tent from a summer camp 3 or 4 years ago. It was night time, and it was pitch black. There was a lot of light given off by our campfire, however. It was a roaring yellow fire, unlike our average fires which are...pretty shit We were all sitting in deck chairs, which is unusual as it is normally only the leaders with these privilages. The explorers there were mainly the younger ones - none of my older friends. This disappointed me a bit. My leader Dan was showing us what we thought was a film, however it was acted out right in front of us, as if it was a holagram. I have no idea what was happening, but I think it had something to do with a past scout camp and a campfire. Someone on it was singing a campfire song, and on the last line, something big happened and our leaders burst out laughing. However, there was very little response from the explorers, as we weren't paying much attention. I still somehow knew what had happened. Basically, when they sang the last line, there was a blooper where the fire didn't exist suddenly, as if the film had been filmed in seperate shots at seperate times. Dan had shown all of this with his laptop. He was dissapointed at the lack of people laughing, and was upset that so little people were paying attention. I felt a bit guilty. He then told us not to forget that tomorrow was business day at explorers, and the team leaders had to bring in their printed off revision cards. I was a team leader, and my heart dropped as I realized I had forgotten. I didn't worry too much however, as I figured Dan would let me off.

6) I was in Morrisons with my best mates and our parents, doing our weekly/monthly shopping It was well lit. Me and my mates were all running around, looking for yummy things to buy. I forgot our parents were there briefly, and as I approached the front of the shop, I saw my mum in the freezer section to the left buying a loaf of bread. This surprised me. I then began to ponder how we would all share out our food, as some of the parents probably bought really tasty biscuits, with some parents buying fruit and stuff the kids wouldn't want. It was then that I remembered we had all came shopping together, but were taking our goods home seperately. This put my mind at ease.

It starts off we're on an island with a deep river separating the two exact halves and the only way across is by hanging off a metal bar while standing on another directly beneath it. it's very stormy and myself, my crush Danielle, and other friends of mine are trying to cross this bar to get back to what seemed like a little holiday home. three people have crossed including Danielle. I am halfway across when the wind picks up significantly. it almost blows me off but I make it across. once I touch ground Danielle runs up to me and hugs me tight and then asks if im ok. i say im fine and i then ask her how she is. she says as long as me, her boyfriend is there to protect her, she's fine. Since I'm not her real life boyfriend it flashes back to a point where we were at school and our hands touch while walking. our fingers interlock before we both pull away. then it flashes forward to the island house where she is curled up on the couch by herself watching TV. I come in to the room and then explain to her how i feel about her. she says she shares these feelings so I sit down next to her and put my arm around her. she smiles and rests her head on my shoulder. another flash forward to two weeks later where I am out on the deck watching the dusk set in and watching the waves crash onto the beach. Danielle comes out on to the deck and asks what's wrong. I explain to her about my last relationship and how i dumped her because i had a very vivid dream about being with her (Danielle) and being much happier than i was with my girlfriend. I then explained how i had an identity crisis and had to dump the girlfriend to think. then it rekindled my feelings for danielle. she then says everything will be ok. i ask are you sure, and she then kisses me on the lips and then says i know so. it then flashes to the present after i had crossed the bar. Danielle and I walk hand in hand back to the house after everyone had crossed the bar.

24.02.2011

Goldcrown Dinner (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Log:10:00pm Thursday, February 23-24th, 2011
6:00am
Hours: 8:00m Alarm: 6:00 Natural Awakening: 4:00
WILD: No

This dream starts out in a resaurant as far as i know, and i am with Fran and a bunch of Goldcrown kids. We were eating, just as Fran knows i love to. It was some sort of Mexican dish. Before i knew it, it was time to go and Fran was urging us to hurry, as oftentimes she does. So i scooped up the last of my food and stuffed it into my mouth as fast as i could. I needed to go to the bathroom before we left so i went in. I saw a small Asian boy in a stall, and i knew who he was, but he was peeing all over himself, he had no self control... It was scary and disgusting and slightly funny all at once. Hard to describe. So i went and then went back outside where people were meeting and greeting, ready to leave. But the scene then transformed into that of another atrium kind of setting, but not very defined. I saw Jacob, Megan, and Chelsea, and i wentover and talked to them. We talked about how this should be our new hang out spot and that we need more people to go there more often. Then it ended.

Dream Lucid Partially lucid

Feb. 24, '11: I was in a car, passenger, I think. An angel was driving a car behind us. The girl in the car with me said the angel didn't like me. There was a big truck beside us, the angel car did something to put us in danger and we almost crashed.
I thought I was ok, but then I realized i was floating above the road and I had died.
I was Buffy (from Buffy the Vampire Slayer), and also partially George (from Dead Like Me). I saw my body on the road, along with the girl who was in the car with me. I was dead and a ghost. I became very upset and started crying.

I had been working with dead people for a long time. Now I was one.
Then I was in the kitchen, sitting on the counter and washing dirt off my feet in the sink.

Emotionally exhausted, I was led to a room and told I could stay there as long as I wanted/needed to, until I was ready to move on. To the rest of the world, I was dead. The place was like an apartment for ghosts.
There were three other dead people in room next to mine. They had been staying there for many years. I had known them when I was alive, but not when they were alive.
I sat in a chair, with a woman, in her room. She was comforting me.
I became angry at a cat that was bothering me, and I yelled "I'll kill you!" Then I started crying again.
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I was walking down the driveway, towards my parents' house. At first I though I was just imagining in and now yet asleep. Then I thought I was possibly awake and really there. I asked myself if I had just walked to the mailbox. I couldn't remember, so I concluded that I was dreaming.

I found some small pools of water among green moss and grass. I dipped my hands in the water and lifted some in my cupped hands. I thought about drinking it, but the water wasn't very clean looking.
Then it got cloudy and rather windy. I didn't like it.

I called up to the sky and asked the dream what my spiritual name was. I cupped my palms over my ears to listen, because it was windy and noisy. I heard a voice respond, and I said "thank you" to the sky.

I want to keep the name that the dream gave me private. In the dream, I didn't remember what the name meant, but I knew I had heard it before. After I woke, I had an idea of what it meant and I wasn't sure if I should accept it. Later, looked it up. I was mostly right about what it meant, but there were other things about it that I think makes it OK to use in my dreams.

Then I said, to myself "if this is my dream, who makes the wind and the clouds? A part of myself?" It was getting very dark and windy, like a storm. The sky voice said something I didn't understand.
I was blown away, into the air.
It's like the dream was showing me that it was stronger than me.
I ended up in a room, floating. There was a man who was not solid, who then disappeared.
A hand and arm went through my chest. There was a weird toy or doll hanging from the ceiling.

I was with Rona. There were two cars. The first one seemed like a '67 style Dodge Charger. It was a fast car. Rona's was the style of a '67 GTO. The V lines were exaggerated. Rona was saying how it used to be a police car and it would go much faster than the other car.

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It was night and I was trying to get home. I turned right down a narrow path with brush on either side. It seems I could have gone home another way, but I didn't know how, and this path was right here and would get me home faster. The only thing is, there were wolves a entering the path.

I was terrified, but started running faster as though I could outrun them. I had all the endurance I needed. I started to growl at the first dog, and I guess it worked. I kept running and there was another wolf up ahead. I ran easily, but then the dream ended.

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I was in an airplane and there was an open hatch. It was like a vacuum sucking up some potato chips. The hatch led to hell, or at least some evil place. It was trying to suck me up, but I didn't allow myself to be sucked up into it.

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I saw several small birds of prey. They were the size of falcons, but looked more like hawks. The background landscape was mountains, but the foreground was flat and grassy.

I had better food ready, but when it came time to feed them, all I had was seed. Now I'm inside and there isn't as much room. I decide to feed the birds anyway. Now they are only crows. I'm disappointed, but I threw out my food for them.

Now one of the birds is much smaller. I'm with someone who takes the bird into her mouth, though not to eat it. In my waking life I used to have small birds that liked to pick at my teeth and would stick their whole head in my mouth.

The space I'm in starts to get very cramped. In waking life last night I was stapling reflective insulation in my attic and cramped doesn't approach how little room I had. My dream ended as I looked out at the avian activity.

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I was in a middle-eastern bazaar at night. There were large baskets hanging above me for sale. The country I was in was not a democracy, and that made me uncomfortable except for one thing: certain things were legal, and I was having a user-dream the whole time...so I went with it.

The End

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Im watching TV and jacking off I have 2 p's. I come before my dad comes upstairs. Theres a show in tv wheres 2 ladies in a small motorboat in a tv studio which is filled with water.

Im at lesson in our ripari place. H pisses off once again and orders some students out into the cold. I have my Di with me. I come from the break and see that someone had played it so I start to adjusting it so that no-one can play it. H is angry at me because im adjusting the Di, so I tell her why Im doing that. Im at handcraft class and I still have the Di there. J and K are walking around the place, then I play an awesome solo with the Di and J is excited about it and O also comes to listen to it. Then Im sitting there with S while L and some of her friends are talking about mopeds, then we are laughing with S about their talks.

This dream is a very sketchy one as lately I've been waking up with the dream dissapearing before I can get any of it down:

The first thing I can remember was being on the top deck of a bus with a friend beside me (don't know who it was, I just had the knowledge that this person beside me was a friend), I was looking through a medical book on diseases as in this dream I knew I was suffering from something and knew what it was (though I can no longer remember what it was supposed to be). I remember opening up one page which was about the treatment of someone with the back of his scull off and his brain growing out of the back of his head, at this point the page became fully animated with the patient looking up at me with sadness in his eyes as a meat slicer was used to pear down the excess brain.

There are some earlier dreams from last night that I only have vague recollections of.

1. I'm at my parent's place, and my ex boyfriend comes over to see my mom. I'm super pissed about it.

2. I'm in some self-serve cafe trying to figure out how everything works. The deserts look really good.

3. My mom has entered me in some pageant for goth kids or something. This is confusing to me as I do not consider myself goth at all. My mom and I argue about it for some time. I get up to use the bathroom. In the mirror, I see that I am myself at 14 years old. Black hair, black lipstick, black eyeshadow and all.
I go back and sit with my mom. I hear them call my name which means it's my turn to go up for the pageant. I don't want to at all. I don't even want to be here. Everyone is watching me as I stand up, and I just start running as fast as I can. I'm out the door, outside, running through the parking lot and into the nearby woods. As I am running I somehow realize that this must be a dream.

Lucid:
I stop on the path I am running on and fall to my knees. I feel dirt and chipped wood of the pathway and it feels just like it should. I look up to see a large stage coach rounding the corner up ahead and coming towards me. I don't feel like dealing with this for some reason, so I hurry off the path and start to spin. When I stop spinning, I find myself at my old elementary school playground. There are kids playing everywhere and it seems to be recess or lunch time. I walk into the playground and it all seems so real. So much so that as I pass a kid, he bumps me and knocks my bag off. Even the sounds are real. Kids yelling and laughing, whistles blowing, seagulls, everything! I see an old teacher that I had when I went to this school. I am surprised she is still here. I walk over and start talking to her. I ask her if she remembers me, and she says that she does. "But, this is a dream, right?" I ask. She nods. I ask her if she ever lucid dreams and she says that she does all the time.

I decide to go in and explore the school. I start to walk around the side of the building, and I notice that the gym door is open. I walk through the gym and it is much as I remembered it, although not quite. A few things were changed. No matter. I continue through the gym and come out the other side by the office. The secretary is young and I do not recognize her at all. I have a sudden mischievous whim and I decide that I am going to piss off the principal. Walking just into the doorway of his office, I see that he is on the phone. He looks up at me, and I make an obscene gesture. "Can I call you back?" he says to the person on the phone. He starts to chase me through the hallways, and I laugh because I know he cannot catch me because I can run as fast as I want. There's a big janitors cart in the hallway and I push it on it's side as I run past, creating a barrier. Then I start to spin again. I want to keep exploring!

After spinning, I end up on a beach somewhere. It's nighttime and it's so dark I can barely see. I am only sure that it's a beach because I can feel the moist sand and hear the waves. This is not as interesting as I had hoped, so I start to spin again.

I have a false awakening, where I spin so hard in the dream that my real body starts to spin too, and I roll out of bed. I get up and start updating my dream journal, only to really wake up shortly after and realize that I had to start all over.

I know I only explored an elementary school, but damn if that wasn't the coolest thing I have experienced in a long time! I think I am finally getting the hang of staying lucid for more than a few seconds!

The setting is a downtown street in front on a club. It is daylight outside however It is around 11pm. It is winter and there is snow on the street and sidewalks. It is my birthday (even though my birthday is in the fall not winter) and I am upset because nobody is celebrating with me at my parent’s house, instead all of my friends are at this club to party with Cait, a friend of mine. I am leaving the bar and going home however the bus will not run for another hour.

Now I am in an office that is above the bar. I am waiting in the office to keep warm until the bus arrives. Also I think I am waiting for my friend Katherine. The office belongs to a female teacher. I think this is one of Katherine’s professor’s in school. I am looking around the office. I look into the closet and there are boxes of ‘how to’ cooking sets. In one of the boxes I find valentine colored smarties. I eat and few. Some of the smarties are larger and shaped like hearts and I eat one of those too.

Now I am at Katherine’s apartment (she actually lives at home with her parents). It is an apartment that I have never seen before. I love the layout, however I can’t really explain it. Kat says that she is going to her bedroom to get changed and get ready to celebrate my birthday with me. She is trying to make me feel better for having been stood up by my friends. I wait for her and eventually get impatient so I go into her bedroom. I find her sleeping. I can hear a vibrator that is on somewhere in her sheets – for some reason it doesn’t faze me at all although I don’t know her as the type of girl who would use one. She wakes up and apologizes and says we can celebrate the next day. She even has a printed schedule for the next day (I’m laughing about that now ). I say forget it I’m going home.

I wake up the next morning in my bed at my parent’s house (I moved out a year ago).I wake up happy and relaxed like I have had the best sleep ever. Suddenly I remember the events of the previous evening and I feel bad. I feel like I was rejected by my friends. I go to the backyard to talk to my mom. She is doing work in her garden in a grassy area on the left side of their yard (there is a garden there but there is no grass, just an interlock pathway). It is a beautiful summer day and my mom’s two dogs are playing around in the grass (my mom doesn't have dogs but she is great with animals).

I begin to realize that the yard is wrong and that my mother, in reality, does not own dogs. I also realize that my birthday is in the fall, not the winter however I don’t notice the change in season from the previous night to the morning after.

I wake up.