non-lucid

This dream took place a month or a few months in the future. It felt like a flashforward, no time-travel this time. I was in the US, staying at a hotel where you share a house with a few strangers (common areas, anyway, like the bathroom). I was on the phone with an ASMR girl (FreshBlush) I was listening to in real-life at that moment (I fall asleep with ASMR playing on my laptop next to me). Her lines in the RL video was what she said to me on the phone in the dream. In the dream, I was in love with her, and I was trying to convince her to meet me again (apparently we'd met before). I was willing to do do anything to see her again. I started to wake up mid-conversation. That's when I started suspecting it was happening again - reality bleeding into the dream. And yes, even if I didn't speak, she would keep saying her lines, confirming it was not real. I felt really bummed out, as I finally had something good happening to me, a date, and it wasn't real. Sigh.

I was "at work" (not my real job), and my father worked there too. We were going through some kind of concrete canals, killing vermin. My dad used a large knife to kill a few small animals that resembled tiny greasels from Deus Ex. So did I. But then dad killed a chameleon. I was angry, as my father loves lizards and other animals like that and I never expected he'd hurt them. I thought he'd pick it up and release it into the wild, but instead he just stabbed it. I leave the 'canal' using some metal stairs, and wurm my way past some piping and machinery. There was a girl there. Then I saw an old colleague (Luc de Jong?). He saw me and said something. I walked after him, into an office full of people, and told him "I don't work there anymore" (I'd changed job again, he didn't know). My former-former-former boss, Stefan Klink, was there too. He got mad at me, and said my comments about "shooting down a plane" were distasteful. I think I told people if terrorists attacked our seasteading by hijacking a plane, we ought to shoot it down before the terrorists crash it into something important and kill even more people. I think Stefan misunderstood, and thought I meant we should shoot down any passenger plane entering our airspace. A woman, probably someone rather important (HR?) started shouting at me. I tried to laugh it off, but everybody else in the room started yelling loudly too, and I couldn't hear what anyone was saying anymore. I yelled out that I wanted them to shut up, because I wanted to hear what that woman was blabbering on about. I think someone suggested we talk in a separate room.

^^" Sorry if I made spelling errors. Also, I forgot my tree task goal.

Dream 1

I was walking down a path in the park thinking about how sunny it was. For some reason I was holding a scooter too and tried hurrying towards the down steps before a cyclist passed by. When I got on the steps I kind of hopped down slowly while paying attention to a woman trying to get her child to go down. She also had a son next to her. When I reached the bottom the scene changed and I was now sitting at a table with the woman, her very young daughter and her son. As we ate our dinner she began discussing a marriage contract with I and her son. I said okay wearily while I thought about how I didn't really want to marry him in the future but since the woman was older than me I thought I had no choice but to agree respectfully.

After that the scene changed again. I was now in a car with my family and my younger brother was trying to draw a picture of a anime guy with spiky hair with a red pencil. It looked too simple and kind of wonky. I told him we couldn't use it to get a free pass on the road. After taking the sketch pad I got an idea to draw a anime girl pointing at the sky happily and started with her hands. My brother complemented me as I drew which made me feel we had a good chance. But than the car shook and someone said it was too late and that we needed to head back.

Next thing I recall is I'm at my old home and my father tells me to hurry and Exit through the backyard door. I exit with sketchbook in hand and than look to my father who tells me the green robot suit is going to fly down from the sky and that I should board it after he goes around the house. When he left and it arrived I became aware that I was in a dream and ditched the robot suit.

Changing my outfit into a cute fluffy short dress than hopping onto the fence I saw the sunset btw my old house and the other."Pretty~" I said out loud than began running on top the fence till I reached the front porch than jumped onto another shorter fence. "I wonder if anyone like Eye will pop out of no where" I thought than turned to see people in the distance. Hopping onto the sidewalk, I ran towards the group of people. One woman began talking about a Barbie thing which confused me and than after someone else responded I became non lucid.

The woman shape shifted and became another woman who started talking about a 2 year old named Quataun. I watched as she handed the little boy to me. Thinking he couldn't walk I supported him and tried helping him balance but I almost let go because his weight felt heavier out of no where. After the woman took his hand a whole group of really young children began walking to a brown door, opened by a group of woman. Still holding Quataun who had a short blonde Bob hair , the other woman let go and I watch as Quataun walked out of the door. Someone else helped him at the last minute too. The scene than changed and I was looking at a pamphlet of dogs as a voice talked about a job for prestigious dogs.

Dream 2

I don't remember where this dream started but from what I remember I was non lucid laying on my bed in my current house, thinking about summoning someone or going to an interesting setting. As I thought on it I felt myself being pulled into a yellow void.
I became lucid and pondered about where it would take me. Soon I saw a white bright light at the end and ended up in a small home where a girl was holding me. After I stood up I asked her who she was but she was silent. Next I left to find myself in an unfamiliar spacious street filled with lots of different people. I thought the people would get pretty crazy there though. Mostly because there was a group of teenagers who seemed like they were going to ride a white jeep recklessly. Randomly trying to avoid them I jumped onto a stop sign and thought of what to do when the dream setting changed.

I was now in a building apartment and walked through the hall to enter a room where I saw a fox standing on a tree. The fox and tree than changed to a scene of an old man with his grand daughter. They were at the park along side some other people. Bored I got close to the window and shouted really loud "OmG!" to see if I would lose my voice. But I didn't and the dream remained stable. After that the granddaughter tried giving me a turtle from the window. I pushed it back and told her to keep it than left the room.

When I left I thought about how I wanted Dawn to appear again. He than came up from behind and pushed me to a room. He loses visibility though so I take a pillow and swing it where he was. It hits him and we play fight till I hear music coming out of no where. "I haven't really done much for the spellbee competition"I thought than grabbed Dawn's now visible self and began a simple dance with him. He than told me that he was 6'3 and that I wanted him there more than he wanted to be there. I let go tired of the dancing thing and after that woke up.

Notes-Ehh...How is it I keep summoning my old DG? Anyways I think my fav part of this dream was seeing the fox on the tree. Lol



Competition Points

Dild 10
2nd Dild 5
Interact With Dc 2
Unspecified Dream Control 5
(High Jump)
Practice Waking Life Hobby 5
(Dance)
Basic Summoning 10
(Dream guide)
Partial Transformation 5
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42 Points

Let me start off by saying that my memory of dreams is extremely limited.

I recently had this Dream/Nightmare that was similar to one I had had around a month before.

A bit of info on myself: I am 14 and in school. My in-dream language is almost always in English, but I have recently moved to a German speaking school in the countryside that is rather stressful.

My Dream/Nightmare starts off with me, my family and two other younger people that I hadn't met before. The weather is a dull grey, but there are light patches of snow on the ground. Despite the insufficient amount of snow, we have all just skied to the bottom of a rather steep hill. The hill ends abruptly, so we look around for a bit and try to get back up, but because we still have the skis on, we are always slipping back down. At this point an element of fear and panic is introduced, and at this point I do no know why. I get the feeling that we should be getting back home REALLY quickly. Something is out there and is coming in our direction. I urge everyone on, but I can no longer see the two people from before.
We are now no longer in our skis and we are running towards our house over the massive field that sits in front of it. The field is surrounded by thick forest. Suddenly, as I am running I hear the roar of a Bull from the left side of the field. The sheer panic and terror that this roar creates inside of me, makes everything else seem devoid of hope and happiness. At that moment a part inside of me just wants me to abandon my family, as they are slowing me down anyway, run away by myself and hide. I press on and open up the gate for my family to get through. The Bull roars again. I run up the stairs to the front door and look back. Suddenly, out of the woods come the two people that had disappeared before. They are sprinting towards the house, trying to get away from something. I know they are not going to make it. They are simply too far away. "All hope for them is already lost." I mutter and close the door. I tell everyone to remain quiet, turn off all the lights and hide, but some of them seem oblivious to what has just happened. "GO!" I shout. My Grandma is having none of it (how did she get here?). She starts turning lights back on. I groan and head to the window. Suddenly all sound stops. The world goes slow.

Outside our fence, sniffing the air is the biggest Bull I have ever seen. It is a slick black, and when I say black, I mean that its horns, body, hooves and eyes are a pitch black. Its body seems to be shimmering on the edges like smoke. It is still. Memories from other nightmares begin to fill my head, where this Bull has haunted me and my family before. There are people getting chased, running people getting impaled on its long horns, and that terrible roar. The one that suck all joy out of the world.

This is where my dream ends. I am really confused, because I am not normally afraid of bulls, and I have never before seen that bull. If anyone has an Idea of what it could possibly mean, please tell.

Thanks,
Ben.

Last dj entry was ages ago, I have to get back on track (also because I'm not having lucid dreams anymore, me fool!).

I'm at a very crowded koningsdag (day of the king, in The Netherlands) in a village in Italy (?), at a certain point I see a baby almost falling from the roof of a van. I start to run as a crazy to go there and secure the baby, but he falls down just a second before I can catch him. I check how he is and it seems that he's still fine. I look around, I ask if the baby is of somebody there but nobody seems to know the baby, so I decide to run to the doctor. The scene shifts to the doctor's office which says that the baby could be undesired because of some body or mental problem. I say then that in any case he will find better parents than the ones who abandoned him and if he was ok I could adopt him and give a new brother to my little daughter.

I could experience very strong feelings in this dream. Fear, adrenaline, parent feelings, attachment, love, apprehension, charity.

:3 More Non Lucids~ I was expecting at least one lucid but nope.

Dream 1
Someone was talking about a fridge, secret papers and the old cartoon CNKD. Afterwards I went out into the city where a girl was talking about graduating. Next thing I recall is looking at a paper where someone wrote something claiming their art ideas. I wrote okay on the paper than in the scene a cartoon showed of a guy with a blue dragon tail, a shirtless hairy man that transformed his chest hair into food and another guy who seemed like the silent alien type.

Most likely the ending was where I went to a Chinese restaurant with mom and waited behind the counter. She went in the cooking area and cooked me a plate of spaghetti. But before I could eat it I woke up. If that was the ending scene.

Dream 2

I was trying to take away an object from a little girl and noticed it was a rectangular knife. Someone told me it belonged inside a orange vase though and slid it in as if it was a knife holder. I felt baffled by how a probable antique came into our possession than took it somewhere around the house where I could hide it. After finding a spot I saw a bag laying around and began moving it upstairs. There was food inside that I thought was for our hidden shelter plan. Eventually I made it up but noticing I dropped the milk I went back down where I became lost. Seeing my mom arrive I asked her to show me the way to the house living room. She sighed than began showing me the way.

I was at a movie with Rob and Simon. I realized it was an LD and kept telling simon it was. I tried a few times to meditate but it kept bnringing on nightmares or causing the dream to fall apart. At one point I rubbed my hands together and that really worked but by then I thought that if I spoke I would wake everyone up in the real world so I just slipped back into the dream and went on.

Later I found myself at a graduation ceremony. It was for Hannah's class, and all of these people from my past and from HC were there. So many faces that are insanely distant yet somehow my mind still has them all stored deep down somewhere. I was not invited to the grab but kept stumbling in with a hoodie on. I couldn't get the hood to stay off my head so I looked like the depressed kid from the nothing to lose video. Hannah came up to me after the grad and I hugged her so deeply, I missed all human connection and she was sucha warm presence. She invited me to her after party and I walked around a lot with her friends before my alarm went off.

Navigating a large, zombie infested building (skyscraper-sized) with a team of 4. I had a sawn-off double-barreled shotgun which I used to keep our pursuers at bay, but it didn't really hurt them much. At some point I pretended to be a zombie by walking slowly like a cripple and making zombie sounds. It seemed to work! But I wanted to keep up with the others, who were advancing upstairs quickly. At the end I saw two blonde women from my team, one headed through a door on the left, the other through a door on the right. Only when I woke up did I realize the one on the right was going the wrong way. The left door lead to a "communication" room on the roof.

Playing a rally game in multiplayer. I was slightly ahead of my opponent, who was generally a much better driver than me. He cut a lot of corners, and gained on me - but I started imitating his style and cutting in places where no one in their right mind would cut, and get away with it! I finished the stage a few seconds ahead of him, with a time good for a place in the top 450 (of thousands of players), while my opponent was in the 600's.

In this scenario, I had to chase bad guys in a car or bike. They had a car. I retried the same mission multiple times, but I could never catch them. I always lost at the same place--a section of freeway that caused my tires to slide. It was daytime, btw. The chase started at night, shortly after they left a store. One o them said, "He tracked us all the way back. How'd he do that?" after finding out a couple things on their laptop. My younger sister was with me too, both in the car whenever I was in the car, and next to me whenever it was a video game.
[New Scene]
I became lucid in a carpeted room with stalls that spawned and dropped pizza. For some reason, I felt that I couldn't finish my routine until at least half the pizza had dropped on the floor. Stupid. Also delicious.
Time: 20-30 seconds

Safe to say after my few days of (semi) lucid dreams and very intense meditations I was expecting to return to having more mundane dreams. I meditated this morning but the meditation was not focused on a particular subject and more just on quieting down my stressed out final exams week brain and getting a moment of peace before what I expect to be a very hectic day.

One thing I want to focus on in in a future meditation is the nature of a fair few (though not all) of my dreams to be very random and absurd. (Though honestly instances of this seem to have been going down.) Though there was a time where I was having extremely random and trippy dream scenarios occur. To some extent, I understand that all dreams will to some degree be nonsensical but these took it to a whole new level. I have a RL friend who's not a lucid dreamer but keeps a dream journal and does meditation and I would always tell her about the most ridiculous dream in recent memory. (I think last time we talked I told her about being chased by the flying centipede poodle on a Jetski while trying to deliver tacos.); and she would always tell me it was an indication that I needed to meditate more often.

Though I'm tempted to say that is the explanation right there. Not meditating makes dreams less focused and more nonsensical. I suppose if I enjoy the madness I can always 'bring on the weird' once I become fully lucid.

Regardless last night's dream is pretty mundane, and a good sign that I should get back into keeping a private journal. (Would be nice cause I could meditate on private things and journal them too.)

I was driving the old minivan my family had when I was little and I had gotten lost. I was trying to use the GPS on my phone but as dream technology would have you it was only telling me about turns I could make to get back onto my route after I passed the intersection, and as contrivance could have you I couldn't stop the car. I saw that the van was running out of gas and figured that if I just kept driving eventually it would run out of gas and I could pull over and get out of the car and call someone.

At some point I activated the cruise control and fell asleep in the back. Miles later when I woke up and I was surprised to see that the van was still steadily driving down the road though I was now in a very unfamiliar location that I am certain is nowhere in my state. I thought I should stop the van but figured I would have to climb over to the front seat and press the brake and wasn't sure how I had been driving from the backseat.

I was in a small town by the sea. A massive fjord with a small town of colorful stucco buildings and patches of farmland built around the rolling foothills of a mountain range. Somebody was driving the van now, but it wasn't one of my parents. They pulled into a small hotel that had some semblance to that beach resort from every dream ever, but not very much. There was a beach along this part of the bay and even some palm trees. I presumed i was headed east when I fell asleep in the back of the car so I had no idea how I had so quickly found myself in a tropical location.

Regardless the people from the hotel showed me to a small cabin. I saw Manei but didn't pay attention to her and met this tall guy who looked evil and was a vampire but turned out to be really friendly. I lost the dream and woke up.

INT. TATTOO PARLOR – DAY

I have a consultation with an artist for a small tat on my upper arm depicting Niblet from Sesame Street. I'm ambivalent about it and have promised myself not to commit today, but the artist is getting me closer and closer to closing the deal. There are three artists on staff to choose from and the cheapest job would be $90 plus tax. I manage to wake up before he applies the needle and for once I'm actually glad for a dream to end.

April 16th, 2017

I was in a building, almost reminding me of Nepal,
however, I mind created it to be different than the
one I was used to. The building was dim and I noticed
that I was the character of Zenyatta! What a coincidence,
my favorite character!

My point of view is exactly like in-game, where I
can see a few orbs floating around my neck and
my hands in a prayer-like state in the middle of my
chest.

I noticed out of the corner of my eye an enemy
Tracer. She is dashing around the point where I
stood, apparently capturing the objective for my
team.

Oh right.. Where's my team?

After noticing my team was non-existent, I took
matters into my own hands. I flung orbs at the Tracer
and noticed an Orisa behind where she stood at the
end of a cooridor.

One of my orbs manages to connect with the Tracer
with the orgasm-inducing *DINK!*Headshot...

Tracer disappeared and now it was the enemy Orisa.
//Time Shift//
I was in front of the Orisa and another enemy decided
to reveal himself: Soldier 76. I thought they were trying
to kill me, so I decide to unleash my barrage of very
inaccurate shots of orbs.

After a few seconds, Soldier shot me a few times to get
me to stop and the enemies wanted to play around with
me. So, I halted the orbs of (not very massive) destruction,
and decided to follow them. Soldier and Orisa moved a few
steps away, stopping at what looks like the edge of Nepal
where the pit is on the map "Sanctum".

All of a sudden, Soldier morphs into a praying mantis,
which makes me think now that praying mantises look
very similar to Orisa. I think that's what my mind was
going for in the dream... I was disgusted, so the dream
ended.

My dream self is a violent prick lately.

At Work (frag)

I'm standing by the grill where I work. It looks exactly like the place where I work. Only there is lots of cleaning going on. The toaster is taken off the table and lots of people are wiping things down to make it shiny.

Nomad (frag)

Frag where I am talking to Nomad. He invites me to come visit him in Hawaii.

Dog (frag)

A brief flash of playing with my dog at home.

Note: I wbtb here at 4:30 am. No lucids but some vivid dreams.

Field and Complex (full NLD)

I am outside walking in a familiar field. I go up a small foothill and find a large white building.

I enter the building and wander many hallways. Inside I find Kaomea at a big computer console with someone else. She's wearing a nice tank top with a pink overcoat. I forget what we say. She calls me a "fucking Loser" at some point for no reason. I get mad at her and grab her by the coat and start pounding her face in. She sort of cries but does nothing else.

I leave the complex with the other guy. At some point its confusing to get out. We both have to climb a large fence outside to get back to the field. I remember falling off the fence at one point and kind of rolling on the ground.

Underground Waterpark (full NLD)

I'm with some kid going through and underground tunnel system. We keep going through winding passages and then up some step. At the top of the steps are the openings to water slides. I immediately Jump in after the boy. The whole experience is fun and then I land in a large pool.

I realize I still have pants on so I look for a change room. I think I go into one but enter tunnels again and now I am lost.

Fight over TV (full NLD)

Starts off... I'm in my house watching T.V. with some kids.

Asuka walks by and I follow her downstairs. She enters another living room and sits in front of the T.V. there and she tells me she's going to watch her show.

I go back upstairs and tell my kid that I'm going to watch my show now. The dream then diverges... the latter fragment I'll show later. My kids kicks and screams that he wants to watch his show... it makes me mad so I yell and yank his arm a little but not too rough. His friend intervenes and pushes me away and then morphs into a golden retriever guard dog. I morph into a dog as well and tower over him still and step up to him and over him to show dominance (I think i got this from watching Cesar millan but can't be sure). Someone else is in the room. I turn around and see a semi cartoonish version of Louie from Life with Louie... umm ok. I guess it's the kids dad. I turn back and the kid now looks like a miniature version of Louie. I step back and let the kid go with his father.

TV (frag)

When I go back up the stairs and enter the living room I ask to use the TV and the kids say it's okay. I sit down and ask my son how to use the remote system because it's confusing.

False Flag Terrorism (full NLD)

Starts off Me and Asuka are flying to a version of Toronto at Night time. We land by a large building. It has an open foyer with no doors so I go inside.

I see a man going up some steps with a group of teens following him. It looks suspicious so I cloak myself and follow them up many flights of stairs. The kids are placing what looks to be miniature nuclear bombs on walls and pipes. I head downstairs.

I pull out a cell phone to dial 911. but the phone redirects me to 415 which is apparently the 911 of the city? Some man answers the phone and I tell him what i saw but he doesn't seems to believe me. I get downstairs and ask some guy what address we are at. he gives me a clear name of that street but the other street sounds garbled. I ask him to repeat but that street comes out of his mouth garbled again. I give the garbled version to the operator and he thanks me and says someone will be on their way.

I tell Asuka about it she opens a portal and we wind up back home. She pulls up the internet on her phone and says that the incident is from a fake terrorist organization. They go around making fake bombs and making fake threats to make whatever group they want look bad,then the government responds to these false flag operations and start wars. I find her explanation rather perplexing when I wake up.

:3 I had a bunch of small Non lucid dreams and one that seemed somewhat longer.

Non lucid Dream 1

I was inside a classroom getting ready with others to assist the teachers for our summer jobs. We were with the supervisor who was a man with short black hair,holding a clipboard. We were waiting for class to start but there were no kids and an announcement came up. "Alright everyone. Go home. There's no class today". Suddenly the setting changed to outside in a city where the sky was covered in clouds and it was raining hard. Everyone ran off in a different direction. "Wait for me!" I thought. After picking a direction to go in I tried to run but than started walking till I fainted and fell onto the ground. When I opened my eyes I was in what seemed like a garage or empty building with no walls on the first floor in the front, just Purple pillars. I was laying on the ground and someone from behind me pulled up a blanket that was on me. It seemed like the storm had stopped but I felt it was far from over.

Non lucid Dream 2

I was inside my old house using the curling iron when suddenly someone came in and warned me there was a spark of flame on my shirt. After they patted down my shoulder they left and I looked to find the wire covered in water. I unplugged it than left to find myself in a cluttered room filled with objects and boxes. I started to get changed when out of no where my dad came in naked. Seeing him naked while I was trying to get dressed made me scream like crazy for him to get out. He was trying to tell me something but covering myself with a rectangular mirror I kept telling him to leave. He eventually left and I hurried out the other door where a group of girl students were in what seemed like a campus. Students were chatting and some were drawing what they saw in front of them. One girl painted a big painting of a student sitting next to a red pen. "Did you paint that red pen by looking at that red pen?" I asked her. She said yeah. I told her it was nice.After looking around I felt fully clothed than woke up.

Non Lucid Dream 3

First I was at my old house chatting with my cousin, old best friend and others than ended up at a concert hall. There I didn't notice I was naked in front of my brother's friends till the last minute. I tried going elsewhere till my brother's friend mentioned I was crazy mentally and that's why I was naked walking around. I made a tuna can appear and threw it near his head. Than took a part of a telephone and threw it at him."Be quiet! I didn't know I was naked! I don't remember how this happened! Seriously, I don't remember!" I shouted. He turned around and scoffed at me while touching his head. Hurrying to the bathroom with green stalls, I found a large group of teenagers trying to play inappropriate games. This made me get an unsettling feeling from the concert hall so I ran out.

"Gotta get out of here.I have a feeling someone' planning something bad" I thought. As I made my way down some steps a lady in a suit approached me and offered me pink and red buds as a bouquet. I held them, thanked her since they were pretty but knowing I didn't have money on me I said sorry and that I couldn't purchase them. After handing them back she said it was no problem. I kept walking, now on a burgundy carpet in between rows of light brown seats, hurrying past the crowd. There was a little girl laying on the carpet who appeared to be sick but seeing her open her eyes and her mom paying attention, I continued till I passed a door and entered a gorgeous gold/light brown spacious room with sofas in a circle and musicians in different corners playing their own instrument. I was about to go through what I thought was the exit but I Felt I might get caught for being suspicious. Sitting down on a gold sofa with red and grayish yellow pillows I began clapping In Beat To Their music. A violinist pointed out I was clapping in respect to the music. I smiled at his comment than looked at the pillows. After feeling them I woke up.

Dream 4

I recall looking around a school than ending up with my younger brother who playfully fell down the black stairs. I helped him up than took notice of a black keyboard and a Asian guy who looks like someone I use to go to class with. There being a microphone near it, I took it and began singing something random. The asian guy began playing something till I stopped. "Okay, now you sing something and I'll play". He said okay, took the microphone and closed his eyes."...Uh...What are you doing? Why aren't you singing?"I asked him puzzled. "I'm thinking about what I'm going to sing before I sing it"he replied. "Oh...okay". I said than acknowledged it was better to come up with lyrics that way. As I waited I also tried remembering how to play "lost woods" from Zelda and another song I learned but after trying it didn't sound good so I stopped. While playing I noticed the Asian guy smiling at me and looking at my fingers as I tried to recall the beat. I thought it was cute but than the dream shifted.

It felt like 6Pm or 5Pm And I was hurrying past a crowd of people in the city. I was trying to get home after being outside for hours doing something job related. Next to me I noticed a tall muscled girl in casual clothing near the tall Asian guy. I began feeling a bit jealous that he had a girlfriend already who was close friends with him. But I continued my way trying not to bump into her because I was going to be respectful of his choices regardless. When I reached the next block they went in a different direction and I was wondering what my father and brother was up to. Remembering that my father ate Mc Donald's for lunch with my brother,I felt like buying fries and a burger. But after crossing up the street again and walking up a hill I saw a fry appear in the air and a group of people working on a film began popping up and around the block.

The Asian guy appeared too and was wearing a purple suit with a black top hat. After smoothing out his now gray, white and black hair he jumped on set where a man dressed like the monkey king was making a loud shout as if he was Tarzan. "Throw in the topless woman that surround him!"called out the director. "I don't want the guy I like to be surrounded by topless woman"I thought. But than I shrugged it off and continued on my way. A small scene popped up near me of him cuddling a small purple cat now. "I wish I was that cat"came to mind but when the cat jumped out of his hands and began talking with a man's voice it vanished. Seeing Burger king below the hill in the other direction I decided to go down to eat than head to my father's house. But just as I was about to cross I felt slow than saw cars speed up fast than stop at the traffic light. I laughed awkwardly near a cop that came up and said I was fine, that I could cross. But when I tried another car came up too fast for me to cross. I felt annoyed but woke up afterwards.

D1 - I am dealt 3 aces by a tarot lady, she gives me ace of earth, water and air. I want to do some tarot but know I won't be accepted as authentic.

D2 - I'm on aboard a spaceship which is comprised of just a very large glass cylinder with a metal peice running round it. Everyone is weightless. My friend is leaving and gets onto another ship, I duck out a slidy window and go back.

D3 - At school i'm leaving and teleport outside so I can hide from some people.

I watched a girl ride a very fast and large rollercoaster. Sometimes I was her. A lot of people were watching. The ride went forwards and backwards but she wasn't scared. Alicia texted me pictures of belly dance costumes that she was thinking about getting. I was annoyed.

I am pregnant and going into labor. I am at a hospital and they start preparing me. They do a small procedure and give me a little wand thing. If I need to call for the nurse I’m supposed to put that on my privates and press a button. I try and it shocks me so I scream. I’m still slightly sedated. A dream friend takes me to the hospital on a small watercraft. It’s night time but I see a whale jump in the distance. I tell her and she says “Isn’t this such a cool place?” We get to the shore where T.A. and some of his friends lead the way to the hospital. One friend is racist and keeps trying to instigate fights. He asks me if I ever dislike or make fun of his people just because. I tell him no. T.A. tells him to stop. We arrive at the west side hospital where a lot of people are there to meet me. I see Beyonce and she does not look perfect like the media presents her, she looks very disappointing with a belly, uneven complexion, and hooked nose. There’s a little girl eating ice cream. Her pupils are dilated and she looks dazed. I tell her that if she eats too much ice cream she has to go home because labor hurts really bad and I can’t have her around me if she has a sugar high. Lani NS and Kristy S. are there. The hospital looks different than I remember. I check in at the nurses station. It's one of the L&D nurses from D's work who remembers me. From the lobby I hear that racist guy getting into a fight with Lani who wrote a book that he found offensive. I’m not sure where my room is because my name is on the board for all floors. I check each floor just in case. I end up wandering into the waiting room and asking if the hospital has been renovated because it looks different than I remember. They say it has. I’m relieved, I like it better this way. I squeeze past some nurses giving report and end up getting lost near a file room and engine room. People with badges help me out. There are so many men in the hallway. I’m not in any pain right now. The clock says 6. I know that my labor is going to be one of the very long ones; perhaps 12, 24, or even 48 hours. It makes me nervous. I get back to my room and start panicking. How did this happen? How is this real life? This wasn’t planned. Why did I ever think this was a good idea to go through with? I have a vague memory of telling my husband that I felt like I needed to keep the baby and he told me that I was responsible for it completely. It’s too late to do anything about it now. I’m so scared of motherhood and of the pain of labor. I’m not allowed to have an epidural. I don’t know if I’ll be able to do it. I have a dream within a dream of myself walking into my hospital room and seeing me there laying with my new baby and another woman on a large bed straight ahead. It felt ominous and dark. The dream ended and I called my husband. I could hear him approaching the room so I hung up. He was irritated that I tried to call him, he’s clearly nervous as well. His eyebrows looks different, smaller, shaped, and lighter. He brings me a coin bra that I admire. I ask if it’s for me, he says yes, and I light up. Kristy comes in and they start talking in another language that they learned in the military. Kirsty has improved her skills at it. It goes on for a long time and they are acting quite flirty with each other.