non-lucid

Here are the dreams I have recorded from the 25th of January to now, the 1st of April. I may have missed a couple of days here and there but there is still a lot here probably. I shall try to keep up a bit better, I hope. Apologies for spelling mistakes, names included etc. Spaces mean new day.

at my cousins house, helping them put up a large bar, my uncle appears to have a heart attack but recovers
A couple of kids living in a warehouse,, gets flooded in the morning, dad lets the water out and then sends the kids away somewhere
reading an article in the newspaper, a south american actress telling her story of filming over 3 years
playing a new kind of rpg/card game, I am getting good loot, killing zombie things
playing skyrim, go through secret door to a bedroom wih a woman in it, have some fun, afterwards my companions rib me for it.

talking with the nighbours next door
something about tennis

Digging around in an underground area, trying to find something or someone, using a shovel, some sort of magic trying to stop me
at a music festival with my brother and dad, listen to a drumming band called pussy world music, then go get dumplings

At the mcg or some other sport ground, getting a myki and finding some lost stuff. I think I eavesdrop on some staff and sneak around, maybe stealing some stuff
Get dropped off at high school, sneak in to the building and go to a bathroom to shave, my brother joins me
Something about a winery or som other outdoorsy place. maybe discussing good and evil.

watching tennis, then play table 'tennis' with some cute girls, get some advice from federer. next day catch train with the girls, some guy asks me why there are all gereen andblue protestors, they are volunteers at AO.
at university, going around trying to find out secrets about the place, get invited to a party and an athletics competition
I was sneaking around in a mansions with soe other people, shrunk down, to try and find the master, there was some souh park themes and demons

having sex, when I cum it explodes absolutely everywhere, goes for ages, like twenty big squirts, pretty ridiculous
at home, internet not working or something, talking with my brother
basicallly a series of unfortunate events, kids ride a boat in a dark underground cave to try t escape from olaf, almost get hit by harpoon gun. almost get caught, their parents arrive, olaf wrapsa a rope around the mum and drags her up into a cylindrical hole full of icy water. she slowly turns around and her face is a horrible mask, moment of drowning death. I somehow imagine her eyeballsexploding and hey do, wake myself up

ake a bus to a cafe, get a ton of breakfast food to eat, near a beach
working on an electromagnetic shield to protect the earth, combine with someone else's one to protect us from two angles
talking about different languages with someone.

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Playing a stealthy survival gameand streaming it on twictch. I am quite bad at the game and keep on dieing.
Talking about something with someone

talking about books with someone
playing a yugioh game with m cousin, tthen we open up different football club membership packs
I am at school, second last day, clearing out locker, go to an english class here someone is giving a speech
in a martial arts/ickboxing class, get chucked in a small room with someone to fight
Going through mcdonalds drivethru, costs like 300 dollars, we need to wait and go througha sepertelane which ends up inside a supermarket.
I was playing against a caster in shardbound and won

Talking with some people, forgotten most of what happened.

locked in a room, have to solve puzzles to escape
buying a box of cheerios

trying to feed a sausage to a vegan person
something about football

goign to a medieval style theme park, go on some rides
Playing a spiderman game, pick up some weapons like daggers and swords, sneak around on rooftops
In africa with some schoolmates, world challenge kind of thing, talking about water
playing apokemmon kind of game, staying in a floating island house with boogie, get to sleep with his wife, alao collect 6 different pokemon and restore a machine in their houuse, defeat a fast, annoying kid.

in a car crash causd by my younger brother, have to walk everywhere
in a sports facility, if you lose you get punised, can even die, brother gets killed by an elephan, there is a lot of pol, basketball and football being played.

Polive move in to a suburb and kick out every white person, we are horrified. video of the amazing atheistprotsesting with a sign, when police try to stop him he yells freedom of speech, and attacks police with a wooden sword
Going out bowling with two contestants on married at first sight, also joke about talor swift
Playing an old game, can't find the rulesor anything, travel through a series of underground unnels, find some anceint artifacts
watching a football game in the stands with some people.

Working i a chine shop, sellig fruit like mangoes

I was playing a cricket game, very close, aidan bowled terribly, we might have just lost. afterwards i talk with a girl about uni and stuff
Going to a theme park with my family, getting some pizza as well
at grandparents house, looking after their pets
3 orphaned kids, going through tough trials, escaping places and bad people

teling someone to find a godlike character in minecraft or some similar game
in someone elses backyard or somewhere similar, my brother and I playing with a gas bottle or something
Playing a game where music is playing and I have to do parkour jumps and stuff to math the music.

dreaming that I was remembering a ton of dreams
Playing a game like shardbound

Someting about harry potter
A debate with milo yiannopolous
In a shotput competition, some people are really good, my grandpa gives me a jacket as a present
In a church of some kind, some people are being punished

Looking at the shardbound kickstarter, some people had paid over a thousand dollars for some ridiculous rewards
Travelling with a sort of gypsy tribe, sitting around at night
Getting a premium account at an adult website, looking at some weird videos
Going home from school, go near a restaraunt, my brother gets a job there.

Playing wizard101, getting some cool pets and a word, fighting malistaire, going to a secret place in krokotopia
with my family in a houwe in the country, super hot day, we need to use waterto stop a bushfire from starting
Chloe talking about how she parties

Watching a bulldogs finals game, then go to a training day to try out, mee with someone claiming to be bill shorten, train with hawthorn instead, luke hodge, he yells at me for no reason

Going on a bus naked, expecting there to be a shower, but there isn'tso I have to walk home naked
Dad getting some lollies with healing powers, we are travelling in a bus/caravan thing

something about wrestling and basketball
I cooked up some meat for lunch but turns out it was for dinner, cover it up with foil
go to a park, watch my younger brother play american football, theres also some kid who is enormous and has potential. I am asked to film it but I am behind a concrete bunker thing so I can't really do it. Then my dadand I ty to go on some ride but our tickets don't allow us, so my dad tries to bribe the people there. One of them, an african looking woman, says something about white privilege and I start yelling at her about that lol.
A group of pets try to save a dog which got flushed down the toilet, but someone grabs thm when they are coming back and pulls them back down there again.

Going home after school, talking to Laurren
Watching an Alex Jones video, they were sending a guy under a moat through a pipe/tunnel into a secret area of a prison, then escaping via sports cars and driving crazily

I bought a python as a pet and was keeping it in a draw, feeding it a bit, scales were dropping eerywhere, I think it escaped ito the backyard
At mcdonalds at night time.

Witha bunch of people m age, hiding in trenches surrounded by bardbd wire, we capture something and then run away from an army shooting at us to the beach, we pick up and stuff and try to get into boats,, but there aren't enough. Thenn a big nuclear powered cruise ship appears, and we run towards it and get on board. I am in a room with 7 other guys, go on our computers
Playing a basketball game against a youtube or something, complain about some bugs and about breakfast cereals

australia being a dangerous place with dangerous animals, octopi
something about wrestling

excaping from a minecft gulag, get out with a friend, we disconnect and stuff to hide from the people chasing after us
doing a science experiment, boiling water and measuring how much spills out with an arduino
stuck on top of building, need to take a runing jump to get onto the roof, some shitlords watching
watching an avatar movie, getting some tea for breakfast

battle betwen good and evil, a evil god has 3 or 4 sonds, he fins all of the death stones, like harry potter a bit, and banishes someone.
playing in a football game with some old players, celebrities, women etc. Gary ablett passes to me
triple h wrestling, som behind he scenes stuff.
Going on a holiday to vietnam with som friends

shooting a bunch of action movies, based on a really long book series, guy almost gets legs blown off by mine. near end escape from an asylum, find crazy father and maybe kill him
something about wrestlemania
thinking that swiftea was the best spellweaver player as well.

playing a sort of rpg game, getting ogether with a few people to create my character, use ice magic i think.
in a shopping centre, traevlling on escalators
In a fantasy world, a kid, in a church like area, evil creatues appear and kidnap the high priest, I need to go and find him

part of minecraft build off with school mates
3 brothers, wearing sheep masks like the wyatts, go around kidnapping/murderiing people close to me, if they look the wrong way they get jumped. I eventually track them down and shoot them at mcdoalds, then the police and i celebrate.
driving differeing levels of race cars around a track for a uni subject, rpetty hectic
trying to invite chloe out somewhere, she rejects me though
a political coup, i take refuge woith some poliicians and people in a mansion defended by tanks and turrets
down in a hell like place, crawling through sewers and stuff, then travelling through a lake of fire to face the final boll, lathan or something,, before reemerging to the surface
going to the afl grand final, bulldogs playing
something about wrestling, kevin owens

trapped in an elevator with david and someone else. we go rocketing to the top then freefal but stop at the bottom
I am in a minecraft kind of house, learning hebrew through a shakespeare translation
at grandparents house, arguing with grandpa over russian authors

Going on a bike ride after getting a tatoo, in a race
at a party in a large, fancy house, an auction maybe/secret treasure, then party moves outside, start talking with some girls, then we go home, it is snowing. Go have breakfast next to the freeway
A wrestling match, like aroyal rumble but on a platform above a river, kane is dominating

showing off a city in mincraft, teaching someone how to build nd how to calculate area inside a building
some highlights of wreslters, maybe tna, a larger woman who slid around in the ropes and made a string hand symbol thing with them.

something about wrestling

watching jeremy play football, somethng about using up all the internet
cooking food for a party,

playing football, full back, need to score so I go charging up forward, running faster than anyone and kick a goal
at a sort of party, in a room, dor lets out int park, supposedly an orgy going on somewhere inthere
christmas time, watching a ton of movies by someone, read an article on it, then one on shardbound, eat some alfalfa sprouts

building a giant lego/minecraft house, get dropped of there by a friend's mum
on some sort of holiday

having a philosophical debate with someone
getting ice cream, 2 scoops
part of a kind of game show, in teams of 2 against my brother, in a beatiful valley with a mountain, need to find a hidden object. I find the cue in a house first and head up the mountain, he is behind but catched up. At the top we fight it out and I think I stab him.

At moomba festival, taking part in the river jup thing with hamish and andy
a music video of a guy in a library, then an exam, aidan starts cheating by answering some quesitons before the exam starts.

moving house to enxt door at anketell street, playing on a minecraft server, dieing a lot.

nothing (sick)

fighting against an adversary
getting changed ina basketball locke room in the toilets
CIA or something tracking me, I am on the run witha girl, uing some cheat to get lots of money. The eventualy find me caus of my deck in shardbound and catch up with me
Pulling the same kind of trick as before, but this time onsome religious people i think

at rosebud resort, people think i have diabetes from neck hair, go to buffet breakfast
get ingvited to join a group with laridss, we go on a holiday to mexico, pary at a beach, giant tidal waves come in though, push us along. we escape, then head back to resort. mum knows aout cad and electrical stuff, playy some arcade games

somethign with grandparents maybe

moving house kinda, go play football in street with aidan
looking throughf acebook, some photos, crazy video, bishke complaining about racism, some other stuff

something

playing a kind of scrolls ame aainst aidan, both travelling through water o fight a boss
drawing some stuff and doing some things in between classes

learning about differences between regular coke and frozen coke, then having pizza with family

catching the train home, some guy is foudn to be high by ticket inspectors, they arrest him. I get off one station too early, run into some schoolgirls, have a chat
at a giant chinese feast, all sorts of food, mr xu hosting, my grandparents are there to.

going on a tour of a house, people think i is haunted. A battle between some people
takig part in competition, halloween dress up thing, at night we make ditraction costume things from skeletons and demon stuff, travel in car and drop them off at a site, avoid spies from other people

At basketball training, do badly, get angry and lash out, get sent home
in a fantasy world, a castle and surrounds, sneak into the castle
Messing about with a variable resistor circuit

Watching a movie with the lads after getting subway
looking in to a politiics lecture

in a modern train station, going around on ecalators
in a giant minecraft like house, party

at s chool fete type thing, driving, then in a wat zone
tallking about people working and ice skating

somehing about jordan peterson
parkour stuff, climbing up some roofs and walls with some other people chasing a guy, ten staying in to 3rd floor of a pub like building, waiting.

with a few other people trying to escape from attackers, we escape from glass filled rooms, get some weapons them go on roller coaster ride while being assailed, then make it onto train and drive away

people stck in an elevator at school, going up and down, eventually gets fixed, go to maths and IT class, sit with emily and talk

drinking with someone, talking about university and iq
listening to an agalloch album, veyr good sound quality
celebrating easter, getting a basket with lollies in it

18:22:22] <gab> oh yeah, I just remembered my dream now that you mention it
[18:22:27] <gab> I was in singapure
[18:22:34] <gab> just now, afternoon nap
[18:22:43] <gab> buying candy
[18:22:47] <gab>
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[18:24:42] <gab> I really wanted these awesome looking candy bud didnt buy it then, when I went back, they only had 3 pieces, orange, watermelon and mango flavored and I was like wtf
[18:25:10] <gab> Im only once in singapore!

I just remembered. I was also buying some soft tennis set and some other sport toys. We talked about that with my nephew last time we spoke. My first time dreaming with him.

I watched logan last night which explains why in my dream of a classroom there were giant slash marks across my board. A part of my mind however explained it away as being caused by wires from a tv set fusing to the board from excessive heat, being next to a window in high summer. So mehh. I was drawing some kind of pattern on board. Boss told me to not leave power on to an old fashioned video tape player etc.

I'm not sure whether this is good or bad, I could have had a cool wolverine dream but then that could have become a nightmare or too violent/angry
instead I had a super mundane dream....Which is worse?

1st of April, 2017
A very depressing dream

I'm seeing a bedroom full of smoke caused by a fire, then I see a boy on the bed suffocating and struggling. His mother runs into the room and tries to wake him up, she rolls him over and sees a knife stab on his neck. Then his mom screams and I wake up.

It is very rare for me to have dreams like these, but I woke-up feeling really bad.

Morning of April 1, 2017. Saturday.



This dream falls into a similar theme as a dream of September 2016 where whatever I write becomes part of my dream (rather than saying an affirmation to create dream scenes). Still, I never become lucid.

In one scene, my wife Zsuzsanna and I had been together for a year or more but, according to my dream’s backstory, we had not been married. I write a sentence that reads “Zsuzsanna and I have a legal marriage license”. I do some sort of hand motion over the writing, and then slap the wall (“Supernatural” television series influence, it seems). A sheet of paper that looks something like a certificate appears out of nowhere on a picnic table. It is apparently our marriage license. An unknown female claims it does not seem real, as certain writing on it is not raised (or embossed). However, looking at a real marriage certificate, it seems of the same (correct) design.

In another scene, an aircraft carrier moves towards a beach. It is tipped to one side and moves out and in with the waves for a time, lengthwise to the shore - the top facing towards land. It is vivid and dramatic but there is no threat to me. (It does not seem to be sinking.) Oddly, the airplanes do not move or slide off at any point. There is vague concern that one end or the other may cause damage to buildings near the shore, but this does not happen.

In another scene, I decide to eliminate a large portion of the world’s population. I make sure to include “except for me and my family”. I am outside at a picnic table and George C. Scott (October 18, 1927-September 22, 1999) approaches. I have not yet slapped my writing (which is on the surface of the picnic table) to instigate the event.

An unknown male is with George C. Scott and gives me advice on how to utilize my idea. I am to write that George is my uncle and that he will be going back in time to just before humans came to exist (though I am not at all aware of what the situation implies). The unknown male tells me that the name is written with two S’s, inferring that it is George C. Sscott, which does not seem right to me, but I write it anyway, though it still somehow comes out as “George C. Scott” and he complains about the spelling. I make a couple mistakes and have to write it again, one being “George S. Cott”, another being “George Scott”.

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First, I have some non lucid fragments before my WBTB. Lucids are after the WBTB.


Guitar Store

I'm with some people, but don't know who. We are walking along rooftops and for some reason go through a trap door on a big industrial looking roof top. I look down and see that the inside is some guitar store. There's no ladder and I try to get down but stepping on the tops of some guitars but they fall over. That just annoys the floor clerk. I remember getting down somehow. And then we walk downstairs to another level with some keyboards or something but my memory fades after this.

Woman on the Lake

Brief memory of being at a beach by a lake. Some woman with brown hair (May have been Asuka) was walking on the lake and singing to me. She kept trying to get me to join in. Can't remember if I did or not.

Weird Video Game

I'm in some underground Car garage with some people. We are on roller blades and skate boards. We get to some big TV screen where Gandalf is in some video game. I press a button which makes him shoot fireballs out of his mouth. I mash the button on Rapid Fire and zoom that camera so that his face is facing us, and he keeps shooting fireballs out of his mouth with a big and silly grin on his face. The people start laughing at that and my memory fades here.

Time Dilation

I'm already lucid wandering on the top floor of an empty house that I feel belongs to DV member Twoshadows. I'm in some living room or common area and am trying to find out where I am exactly, as I don't want to spend the entire dream wandering around the top floor of an empty house. I look out the windows and see there is a long walkway connecting to another section of the house. I am amazed by how real everything looks and am pleased at the architecture of the other section, it looks almost like a mini tower.

I begin walking and try out a nose RC for the hell of it. I can breathe through it... No surprise there,. But it seems good to practice RC's anyway. The timeline seems to jump from when I am walking towards the tower section to leaving it at the bottom. I guess I went down some steps? I don't seem to be aware of it nor care but now I seem to be in some sort of hotel.

I walk down long hallways lined with doors to bedroom no doubt when I realize there seems to be no one around. As if on cue, I find a larger set of doors to my left while walking back in the direction of the house and tower. I open them and see a large conference hall inside populated with people. I move past them not interacting with them and see that the conference room has no other doors or ways out so I turn out and leave it back to the long hallways. I head towards the house again and begin to notice that the place is now populated with random DCs. I turn toward the steps to the tower around a corner when instead I enter a random lobby or seating area where some random DCs are sitting there reading newspapers. I begin to wonder if I've entered into a completely different dream entirely.

My mind is still real foggy on some goals so I decide that until I remember some of them I should at least try and perfect Walms/Hukifs Time dilation method. His method: Place your hand on the ground, look at one spot where your hand is against the dream and count upward with one eye closed. While I have tried this many many times without success, I have found that I have had to modify slightly to keep the counting going, as going step by step seems to bring a force which rips apart the dream by the time I count to 15. The modification is counting the spaces between my fingers which keeps my focus both on my hand and the dream itself, it also keeps me entertained because every time I count a new set of spaces i see that there are more fingers and thus more spaces to count. But I have never tried it that way with one eye closed!

I keep that in mind while I put my hand in view. My hand looks slightly deformed with some big fingers and some miniature. I place my hand against the wall and feel the sensation of one eye closing, and start counting the spaces in between my fingers. Right away I begin to feel the force that rips the dream apart but instead I feel it flowing through my vision some how. Before i remember that my hand would jump around a bit as if some force I couldn't control was moving it. But this time with the force in my vision I realized that I am directing the force through my gaze wherever i focus it. my perception jumped between each finger going 1,2,3,4 back to the right, 5,6,7,8,9, back to the right and so on. My perception jumps even faster making me count super fast, maybe even faster than I can count while awake. This causes me to mis count here and there 11,12,13,14,15 back to the right, 15, 16, 17,.. I stop at about 30, and feel this should give me another half hour of lucidity.

There is a slight problem when I walk around though, My dream self is tired again. I remember i seemed to have no problem entering another lucid last time. with that expectation I wandered into the lobby area again and found a couch, and fell asleep on it.

Someone shot me in the head

I find myself wandering down the same hallways again fully lucid as if nothing happened. I look around a few rooms and then head back to the lobby area, As I enter it some force hits me in the head really fast and the dream goes black.

The Annoying Dream Guide

I Am now in yet another hallway in the same place I was before but walking towards the other end of the hotel. I can't remember how long this was, the timeline kept jumping ahead a lot. I wound up near a stairwell looking out the window. I knew I was supposed to find a woman with long brown or black hair. I couldn't remember exactly who ,so the closest to that was J, some pretty girl I knew in the past so I start calling her name intending to find her. Some DCs look at me strangely while I call out her name. I walk through a door intending her dream to be there and I find myself outside walking down an alleyway. I am still calling her name when some guy approaches me from another alley.

He tells me there's no need to call out for her name, and I shouldn't be looking for her. He joins me and we talk about stuff I can't really remember. He's trying to be some Joe cool guy trying to fit in with me. I have the feeling he is a guide similar to Victor maybe. He points to some garbage cans with some bright green toxic ooze coming out of them and says that God is placing those in dreams for me to use. I find it highly unlikely that God would place such nonsense in a dream and can't really think of any use for them and I continue to walk on.

He keeps talking but then I come to a clearing that is paved and see about 50 DC girls all scantily clad seem to be making out with Each other. Their pleasure seems to formulate into a song which entrances me. I suddenly feel the urge and jump down to them while the guide is saying, "Don't go over to them, Stay away from them". I go up behind a blonde and pull her away from the group, She giggles as I fall backward and she lend on top of me as if sitting on me. I briefly remember walms saying that sex in lucids usually ends the dreams fast. I ignore that because it feels so real. I begin pulling her pants when the dream fades.

Asuka is Leaving

I stumble into my home and that same guide is there telling asuka what I did. I keep protesting and saying that I've done lots of things with random DCs and asuka never seemed to mind.. She would even join in on occasion! The guide kept saying I was bad and asuka seemed to be getting angry at me. I protested again and said I had even done things with other girls while she seemed to be merged with them in dreams, and started listing off names. The guide said that just proves I'm a lech who doesn't care about Asuka. I said Asuka did all this willingly without my asking... He still twisted it so that she got even more angry and she left saying she wasn't coming back.

Now I am pissed. I tell him who is he to ruin my relationship with her. He said he was my new guide chosen by God himself to keep me pure. I said, "Okay, How am I supposed to be devoted to staying pure when I am in a body made of flesh that still craves sin?" and then I point out that, " Paul even devoted a chapter in Romans to the struggle with sin, and that the chapter makes it pretty clear that we still live in a body of flesh, While the holy spirit in us still hates sin, we still live in a body of flesh that wants to, so it is a struggle we have to deal with our whole life, and sometimes that life is full of failure." I seem to be losing him in my rant, as he seems to have no idea what I am talking about. I point out that if he were really sent by God he should have a clear understanding of this. We go back and forth like this for a while until I enter my living room with a library in it. I pull a book off the shelf written by Walm/Hukif, An account of some of his lucids.
I tell the guide that I never asked for any other guide and he should leave. To emphasize my point I morph into Donald Trump and tell him he's fired. He says I can't fire him. I say yes I can and if he won't leave I will get rid of him myself. I point to the book in my hand, and say that Walms used to have a guide that would tell him not to fight. But Walms didn't listen and got so annoyed with his guide and killed him somehow, and somewhere in this book is an account of it. And when I find out how he did it, I will do the same to him, and he knows I will have the determination to do it. The guide eventually leaves after this.

Asuka's Back

Can't remember the dream where i tell asuka to come back. It must have been good however as I am now in some dance room, where 50 versions of Asuka are making out with one another in various different outfits and dancing on poles, doing some sort of parody of the women from my lucid. The Song is by Bjork and Asuka is singing it. It's the song "Unravel" and i keep hearing her singing, "And when you come back, we'll have to make new love"

D1 - Visiting a place where there is not enough room to swing a cat. They're is a fridge which you can open the door of and some kind of straw in the ceiling, a concrete white room where a black cat lives.
We are visiting just to feed the cat. There is some left over cauliflower and tomato from the day before. Is this cat vegetarian.

D2 - Next i'm visiting another place with my deceased mother in-law. This time to visit a small girl who needs looking after two. I am distracted by the neighbours for a moment then look around the plain but elegant apartment. It has fancy fittings and a tasteful sofa. Evidently we are in a posh area. I toy with the idea of us moving in so we can look after her more easily.

McHouse

FA, In the middle of some desert. Everything is kind of blurry at first then becomes super clear. A really hot Tomboyish french woman is squatting on top of some lower building. She has long brown hair and is sporting a white tank top and blue jeans. There is a sentence painted along side the building reading something like, "Defending my home during the Apocalypse." As I stare at the words they begin to change and add on to the sentence, but i can't pay attention to it. I realize I am already passing the building. I say a meek , "hello" and she says, "Morning" I'm like, "Ah yes Good morning/" Suddenly around the corner I'm in my house. There is bags of raw McDonald's chicken bags every where. I am picking them up and putting them in the trash. At some point I pull two silver coins out of my pocket. They look super real one says "2 Silver Dollar coin worth $5." I can't comprehend how that is exactly correct since silver coins are worth way more. The other coin is bigger than my hand and has cool designs on it. I'm about to inspect it when I get woken by my alarm.

^w^The ending to the dream wasn't that easy to recall. Probably should write my dreams earlier next time.

For some out of the blue reason I was walking down the street during the evening with my cousins, brothers and their friends. As we walked I fiddled with a flower earring and my hair that kept moving out of place. Once we reached the restaurant bar we were headed to I took note that the door was painted red and wooden and in the corner inside the restaurant,near the door stood two chubby security guards keeping watch. Dressed in casual clothing though. Looking at the wooden flooring and classy red seats that curved with each of its own rectangular table I wondered about where we would be seated.After having that thought one of the guards told me to stop and to go the other way that led to the basement. I ignored him and followed the others to the table. After sitting down I noticed a girl about remove her shirt near us and told her to keep shirt on because no one wanted to see her.

Angry at what I said she shouted at me to repeat what I said. I moved away from the table getting ready for her to approach me so I could fight her.But as she approached her nails grew longer and she became half bird.I became aware it was a dream than and was ready to fight even more so. However,my brother pulled me from behind trying to keep her a fair distance from me while telling us both to cut it out. I told him that I could handle her and wondered if I should bring out the pink barrier. I ended up only being able to push her back though until she dissipated.

I had won in a strange way but I still counted it as a victory. Guards there than approached me and showed me to a clear glass table filled with relics and items. Behind the glass table stood two woman dressed in formal red clothing that appeared to be made from china. There I was asked to play a game that might get me out of trouble. I was told to hold a Small glass rectangular thing with a blue paper inside and to cover it. One of the woman asked me to pick something and that she would have to guess what was written. I picked the year which was 1949 or 1909. She wasn't able to guess it so I picked up a red, yellow, brown book i thought was Chinese at first.The cover had a samurai in armor on a horse that was standing in the yellow sunset. I covered the name but she couldn't guess it either even though the other woman said the name was on the back too. The title was dokuboro no tsugi.

After that I handed them some change given to me by my brother as a peace sign but lost lucidity after that too. The setting also changed into a mall where people were gathered near cashiers and waiting in long lines.
What caught my attention the most was a blonde man with hair almost up to his shoulders. He was wearing a sky blue sleeping robe and fiddling with the hair accessories near the cashier. I wanted the sky blue ribbon and another hair peace that he touched but didn't have any money to buy it. Instead of feeling sorry for myself I decided to look around some more and did for a few secs before I woke up.

[Pic does not belong to me]

Cool dream last night. Long and detailed, some convos with DCs.

We get to a building with my school class. I know that lave eruption and flow is imminent, and as we enter some room where we suppose to do something and spend some time, I see orange glow from underneath the floor. The floor has wooden pieces and in the gaps between them I can see lava, and the floor is partially translucent like some milky glass. I tell them if we stay, we will die. We need to leave. NOW. It's gonna happen withing seconds.

Someone left on a train and I'm looking down in a valley, in a distance, how the train has made a u-turn and it's coming back. I'm not sure the person I'm waiting for will make it back on time for us to escape. But I'll wait.

TOTM attempt monday night.
I did my usual.
3:20am GPC, 1 hour of sleep,
then WBTB at 4:25
GM at 4:50 am

When I heard the chime at 6 am, I figured I'm about 20 min into a lucid, and it went for 20 more min.

It was weird. I was not able to get away from my body. I woke up and for a few seconds if not minutes I was trying to figure out where I am, and I came up with answer that I don't know. If childhood house or current place, or somewhere else, I didn't know. I just was not able to sense, like you are able to sense the position of your bed and it's relation to your room and house in the morning just after you wake up.

I assumed I'm in my parents bedroom, after they are no more, so in the future. Had hard time getting up from bed and into a dream.

Still managed to do some jumping, bicycle and squash. Whatever that mean, coz I don't remember anymore.

Not much to tell here. The sky was overcast and I was helping my friends with something just outside of my apartment complex. I looked through my window to see a stranger sleeping on my couch. Obviously, I was upset. I went in and told him to get the fuck out. Then he just sort of looked at me at left. I asked him how he got in here in the first place and he said that one of the maintenance guys was letting him crash there in my apartment for the night because he was broke and had nowhere else to go. He then made me sound like a jerk not being more sympathetic and letting him crash there. It actually worked. I did feel bad for some ungodly reason. I mean, was it not my duty to help the less fortunate or some shit?

I decided to give him some food and some money but forgot about him and fell asleep (in the dream). I "awoke" the next morning realizing that I had forgotten to give him the food and the money and so I quickly get it all together in a to go box and proceed to seek the guy out. And again, for some ungodly reason, all I can think about is what the maintenance guy must think of me for not being more generous. I then begin to contemplate the consequences of what I am doing. If I give him the food and money I would be sending a message that this is what happens when you break into my home. I give you food and free money. Worse yet, he had a copy of my apartment key so nothing would stop him from opening the door and walking right in. Worse yet, next time he might bring guests of his own. I began to consider the warning that Jesus gives in Matthew 12:43-45. Maybe I shouldn't do this...

I then woke up for real though I was half asleep so I thought that all that stuff that had happened in the dream happened in real life. For a split second, I worried that that guy would return and questioned every decision I had made in that situation. I breathed a sigh of relief upon realizing that it was just a dream.

My recall has been mehhh for a while, i've been sick, so my journal entries have got shorter and shorter...Now is the time to plum the depths of my memories to do these scraps justice, and let them loose on the world (well type em up).

D1 - Very vivid dream,I notice in a very small room, that for some reason I know is very high up...Is it an attic maybe? Yes behind me was a hatch door. There is a window with a thin white curtain with bright light streaming in. Anyway I notice a roughly painted hinge on the wall in front of me that is green and blue. It needs touching up with blue paint. So I get a paint brush but no sooner do I than the world literally turns upside down. I hang on for dear life as the room is tipped upside down. I have a feeling of my stomach lurching like on a fairground ride. The room stops moving and I notice a can of black paint has emptied onto the floor, fortunately also a load of clothes seems to have been dumped there too, on top of the paint.
Next the room starts to move again and the hatch behind me flies open, I hang on desparately again, feeling im going to fall any minute.

D2 - With my parents somewhere in the countryside I need to go pee, so I leave them in search.
I head down a path in the afternoon sun, it heads down between trees on a woodland path.
They're are people about everywhere so I can't find anywhere to pee. I search and search, eventually I try and head back the way I came and come across some kind of cave. I have a great deal of trouble getting out, it is very dark and cold. There is a European woman with blonde hair there. I have to climb up a stair case which seems to be made of dental plastic braces things, ugh. They are moving all over the place making my progress very unsteady.
Eventually I get out and am near a pavilion style hut and a boy steps out and shoves me in the right direction. I get to a type of marble underground station. I think it is called "talos" but am unsure.
I have a old fashioned gold wrist watch with buttons on it that I use as a phone to try and contact my family. I get through to them but feel I am lost and can't get back to them as I don't know whether I am imagining thing or am where I think I am. Desperately I use my powers to transmit myself hologram style to where they are but my powers fade and I am lost.

Last night, in my dream, I pursued the girl I loved and grew to become a man.

I found myself outside of a classic American diner, which was situated at the very edge of a tall cliff. It was in such a way that the windowed wall opposite the counter was flush with the cliffside, like an extension of the geography. Across from the cliff was an even higher one, which was covered completely in ivy, giving the view a beautiful green backdrop. I had vague memories of that fact that I had fought my way here, and was very ready to take a rest. The food here was not at all that of a classic American diner, but was actually sushi style haute cuisine. The chef was an accomplished monk, and he cooked alone. I ordered a meal, and it was surprisingly simple yet refined. First came a course of small tofu cubes, made of many layers of different coloured tofu which had been marinated and simmered in the essence of duck, raspberry, and brown sugar. They were extremely tasty. The next item was cubed chicken, also the same size of roughly a raspberry. The chicken was so delicious and tender, and there was a whole bowl of it instead of one piece which went against traditional high-end cooking. After eating these and a few more courses. I had arrived at the exact perfect amount of full.

While I was eating, a group of girls had shuffled in and taken a seat. I found one of them in particular to be very beautiful, and she had a certain spark in her eye that told me she was special. I finished my meal, thanked the chef, and with no reason to loiter, ordered another meal. The chef seemed uncomfortable, knowing I would end up too full and would not enjoy each bite now that I was not hungry. He also explained that there was no other food, just the one set of courses that he had perfected. I said perfect! He began to cook, and I ate the chicken while often looking over at her across the place. When I finished my second mean, I saw the girls were almost done, so I lazily floated out of the window and hovered above the deep canyon, legs crossed, meditating. I felt a complete satisfaction with the meal, and with my ability to float effortlessly, but a strong yearning to talk to this girl held me back from concentration. I floated once again into the restaurant and found the girls gone except for her. She was in the booth across from the stool I had been eating at and was with the chef, who I realised was her father. I knew if I was to win her over I must achieve monk status even beyond her father. I could already fly, but I knew that was nothing.

Soon, I began to talk to her. I sat lazily with my head resting on my arms and started asking her questions. She thought I was too old for her when of course I am actually much younger than everyone thinks I am. I could tell she had some measure of interest in me by the conversation, but she was still at unease as I was simply a stranger in her father's restaurant.

Then, the moment of reckoning came. The goons that I had fought to get here, a villainous bunch who wore spiked leather and rode motorcycles, came from far down the cliff's edge looking to cause trouble. They knew there would be lots of money here, in a place with such expensive and rare cuisine. They approached the restaurant and got to about 50 feet down the cliffside, just across a wooden bridge that gapped a large crack in the cliff wall. It allowed for a pointed defence, and so I swiftly headed to cut them off on the near side of the bridge. They laughed in my face, pulled their guns, and shot me in the chest. Before I went down I managed to strangle one of them to death through manipulation of the force. My body gave way, and I fell off the bridge and down down down into the abyss off the cliff's edge. I felt the crack of the impact and then opened my eyes, standing once again atop the bridge. The villains were stunned. How had I materialised? Immediately I knew the answer to that impossible question. In my fall down the cliffside, I had achieved a full-fledged monk mind through my understanding of death and my yearning to be with her. When I died, my spirit left my body and I guided it into the body of the man I had killed on the bridge. The moment I inhabited him, my energy rearranged every molecule in his body to fit the shell that I had grown so accustomed to, down to the white robes I had been wearing.

This was what true power felt like.

I removed the rest of the bikers from the situation and returned to the restaurant, but she was gone. The chef was there, but he eyed me with an uneasy gaze, thinking me to be a practitioner of the dark arts and not an enlightened one like himself. Surely he had sent her away for her own protection.
Soon enough, I discovered the truth of the situation. She and her friends had been trained as warrior priestesses by her father, and they had returned down the same path the bikers had just come down. I went to meet them, and see what their intention was. It was to kill. So I stood there, and I let them cast me from the cliff. The impact with the cavern floor was great, and then I was on top of the bridge again, unmoved and unchanged. I was smiling, right at her. This was just a joke to me, a light-hearted act all put together for her entertainment. I could see her start to understand. Her friend threw me again, and once more I returned. With each reincarnation, I became more lighthearted to the situation, while their concern and fear rose. But I showed them no aggression. I looked at her, deep into her, and hoped she understood I was not the enemy. Then I flew away.

My dream continued for several hours. I returned to where the bikers had come from and fought many people, training to be stronger and gaining new abilities. I took down a helicopter mid-flight and learned how to teleport. It was a fun dream but also a dangerous and stressful one at times, as I never reached lucidity.

After some time, out of the corner of my eye, I realised one of my battles had taken me back to the diner. I went to the same spot across the bridge, and lo and behold the girl and her friends were walking up the cliffside, come to eat. I stood there, hovering an inch off the ground, and waited for her to see me. When she did, I saw a recognition and understanding in her eyes. She had changed. She turned from her friends when they reached me, walked to the edge of the cliff side, and fell off. In an instant, she stood before me.

I floated up to her, both of us smiling and full of pride.

"I figured it out, dummy"

"I know"

We kissed.



I spent a long time with her for the remainder of the dream. We talked about our lives and our adventures, and at one lull in the conversation, I forgot about it all and my dream shifted back to the battles and leather men. Soon enough I woke up.

Good morning.

I was in my city, then somehow i wandered off into nature, and found myself in a settlement in the middle of nature, on the plains, there was little rivers flowing, abandoned buildings and such, then I found , kind of a tribe with occultists and hippies, there was a river that was secluded with rocks and cardboards flow into a lake.
These people believed in nature and living in balance i guess? Then at a point i learned of that there were other people like me who wandered off and joined in,

It was sunset all the time in the dream so the scenery was beautiful .

Then the dream switched, me and some people were on a way that was cracked to the ground and some buses got stuck, I screamed "you fuck, get going already".Then the bus driver got out and was like wtf , so i asked whats the problem with the bus, then we checked the tires that was wrecked .
after that the dream switches back

Later I met with my friend from school , he had a different hair now though.
I wandered around that settlement a while then I suddenly heard riot, turns out my friend got killed and the people started to fight against eachother for survival, kinda battle royale situation escalated, some people fled into a place with the leader or main person of this cult whom i met later.
But now i ran around in this chaos, some ppl tried to kill me, they teamed up against me, so i fled from the lake where it all broke out, ran in the water among the old
buildings, then I stopped ,
in a building was birds, they started to fly around me , and I felt a natural energy in myself, I started to throat sing, it was kinda similar to kargyraa but alot more epic and deeper. I became one with nature , through the singing i were able to comunicate with the birds, I felt balance with myself, it felt really good, some kind of singularity I guess. I went back to comfront the riot, with an army of birds gathering above me, then I ordered the birds to kill them all, and they did, some 7-10 people died on the river.

Then I've let go of the birds.
Later I've met with that woman who I assume leads this tribe or what : She looked like xoxaan from star wars legacy , but with white hair and white clothes, bit similar to an assassin but without hood .
we were floating above a rock in the middle of the plains and walleys , and some other men in dark clothes floated around us too. We talked and then kissed. Thats when I woke up.

Hidden words!! Ooooooo how mysterious

Tsunami and a Solar Eclipse:

I became lucid while outside with ~Dreamer~. We were on a grassy area. The ground and the houses were covered in a light layer of snow. As I was taking in the beauty of my surroundings, I noticed a city off in the distance that was about to be crushed by a giant, ~500 foot tall wave.



I smiled at the wave while focusing on a warm, loving feeling in my chest. The wave gently receded. ~Dreamer~ was feeling a bit mischievous and she decided to block the sun out with a black circle. I imagined the circle disappearing and chunks of it exploded with bursts of fiery sparks, a bit at a time until the circle was gone. The circle immediately regenerated though. The dream faded as a disembodied old lady’s voice was saying something about the black circle weakening.

Floating City!:

I was part of a small mathematics research team and I was talking with one of my colleagues about music. I was also feeling quite sleepy and lying down on the couch when he said to me, “That’s weird that you don’t like classical music, most of the people that I meet in our field love classical music.” I responded, “Of course I love classical music!” I closed my eyes as I recited the names of various composers that I liked, “Mozart, Beethoven, Bach, Brahms, Chopin, Tchaikovsky, Debussy, Haydn, Stravinsky…I enjoy playing some of Chopin’s music the most…” I drifted off while focusing on maintaining awareness, I was trying to WILD for some reason. I heard a loud voice speaking to me and I knew that I must be in a dream. I opened my eyes and ~Dreamer~ was there. She had a gentle smile as she gazed at me quite lovingly. I smiled at her as I moved toward the window. We were on the third floor of a university building. I floated through the window/wall to get outside while expecting to see a plane nearby.

I saw a tiny airplane flying towards me with a strange, miniature alien-like creature inside. I jumped on the plane and threw him out of there.
I then stretched the plane out with my hands until it was a comfortable size. I also added better steering and a dial that I had hoped would make me fly faster. I turned it and it made snow start to fall all around me. A mist also began to rise from the ground. I was now in my childhood neighbourhood. I noticed a medium-sized bonsai tree in front of me that was slowly floating upwards. It was emitting this beautiful, soft, warm-coloured light. I added another button to the plane that I was sure would make me go faster if I pushed it. Sure enough, the plane really took off the second I pushed on it. I tried to imagine going through a time breach as I flew upward through a heavy set of clouds.

When I finally came out the other side, I was awestruck by a magnificent, floating city that was basked in warm light. It looked very much like the city from bioshock:infinite.



These carts on floating tracks kept going past me and I had to keep dodging them by doing flips and barrel rolls with the plane. I got too excited and woke up. --> DEILD

Creepy Dog:

I slowly opened my eyes and I was back at the starting point from the previous dream. I saw three people sitting on a couch in front of me, where ~Dreamer~ was before. I jumped up, bent my knees slightly, got a crazed look in my eyes, then pointed at a lady at the far end of the couch while shouting, “ABRACADABRA!!!!”

She immediately picked up an invisible round object with her hands and, in a very deliberate and mechanical fashion, placed it on the lap of the person next to her. That guy did the same, moving the invisible object to the lap of the person next to him. The last person threw the invisible object at me. I felt a gust of air as something moved past me (they missed ). Before I had time to react, I felt ~Dreamer~’s arms wrap around me from behind. I turned around, smiled happily, and grabbed her hand, leading her outside. I remembered that I wanted to play fetch with a doggy, this part is pretty hazy. I yelled out, "Fetch!" Hoping a dog would appear. I saw a golden retriever running towards me with what I think was a….dismembered human skeleton foot, complete with a boot. I threw it off into the distance, expecting them to bring me something cooler. The dog ran off and I don’t think I ever saw them again. I saw a giant airplane ahead of me down the street and I turned to ~Dreamer~ as we were running towards it and I said, “Let’s get to the plane!” She said to me, “I’m too much in a torrent for this right now!” Haha
What I took that as meaning though, was that she was waking up. I tried to ignore it but I woke up a few seconds later.