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Dream - Lucid

I walked back into Kohl's to shop for the first time since I quit. The service desk was in front of me when I walked in, unlike IWL where it is against a wall close to a corner. I don't remember who was working the desk, but it was someone I knew. David was there when I walked in. He saw me. I immediately felt like he was upset with me. In fact, I felt like everyone who saw me there felt that way. Nonetheless, David smiled at me and we talked. I said something about me quitting and how he must be mad. He didn't say he was mad, but I don't remember what he said.

Then, I was working there again, albeit doing a different job. They had me picking orders for this online ordering thing that they do there. I was surprised that they were letting me work there again. I thought about how I now had two jobs. I was walking around, trying to locate the order slips; I couldn't remember where they were. I "remembered" people always just handing them to me in the past. I walked by this big machine, and thought they may be there. I don't remember if they were or not.

I talked to the girl at the service desk. I "remembered" Cherie' telling me that they got a new customer service person.

The whole time, I kept thinking that the employees were surprised to see me back. I kept on doing my job, trying not to make too big of a deal out of it.

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Blargh. Kohl's dream again. Also, a super early morning, so not enough sleep. Tonight and the next night should be a different story though. Here's to hoping!

The Eyeball
Lucid #36

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I attempt WILD (It might have been a FA because I think my curtains weren't there)
After the HI settles I find myself in my room. I do a RC and I am certain I am dreaming. I keep laying on my bed to stabilize the dream. I yell "Stability" and "Clarity" and my voice sounds like I am speaking in a slow motion video. Although the dream quality doesn't change. I look at a poster of a soccer-player I have in my dream-room and the dream calms and gets really vivid. I decide it is time for me to stand up so I start with sitting on my bed and slowly get up. The dream vividness fades a little when I move but I ignore that..
I remember the eyeball task and stare straight ahead. I take my right hand and move it to my right eye. I take all my five fingers and push it arround the eyeball and it comes out with slight discomfort but no pain. It makes a squishy sound and I have an eyeball in my palm. It looks pretty realistic and I get a little freaked out, although I keep looking at it. It is white with green-brown eyes (I have really dark brown eyes in WL). I can make out some little blood-vessels and the optic nerve is still attached it and fans out in litlle sub nerve endings leaving it looking like a red fern . I also notice some liquid in my palm but then quickly decide to throw that thing away . It hits the wall and I decide to wake myself up to journal (Worst decicision ever)...

Dream 1 - 2:10AM

I can see towards a house. It's located near my estate over the old train lines rump. As I'm observing the house I can hear a man talking to an interviewer. He's telling the interviewer about everything I'm looking at. He house seems to be a spiritual house from what the man is saying. He's talking about meditation. I see a door which has a webbing design going across it.

I see the house from a distance again and the man explains about the Winter Olympics coming here, or had recently been. I think I see the house with snow around it.

Dream 2 - 6:40AM

I'm at my house and I see my brother and someone else. They're talking to Daryl and his Mum on Skype via the computer, which is in the rumpus room. I don't seem to want to chat to Daryl, but I walk up to the screen anyways. I'm shirtless and Daryl spots me, and tells me I'm looking leaner then the last time he saw me.

I make the journey over towards Daryl's house. He doesn't know I'm coming over as it's a bit of a surprise. I'm standing in front of his house and it feels as if I've been here before (in a previous dream). The funny looking boat in the drive way even looks the same if not similar. As I'm walking towards the door I see Daryl's Mum. I greet her and tell her she's lost weight. Her face was a lot thinner and sunken in a tad. She says yes, and puts her head down as if she is thin for the wrong reasons. I have a strong feeling she is unwell and maybe been diagnosed with cancer. I feel bad for telling her she lost weight, just in case that was the reason behind the weight loss. I look across the road and see that 2 men are walking their dogs. One of the guys says to the other, something about the way he walks (dog walks in between his legs), is the reason he finds it difficult. The mans dog which walks it strangely, starts to urinate. It looks as if the man is holding the back legs up, making it do a hand stand while in mid stream. The dogs penis looks massive from the distance. The other man walks in the opposite direction, back over the fence into the grassy area. Daryl comes to the door and we greet each other. A dog comes to the front door. It's looks like a grey hound. Daryl's Mum is holding their dog, which looks like a black Labrador. Jane puts her dogs paw towards the other dog so it can sniff her dog.

Within no time, the Labrador is laying it's head on the grey hound, as if they're best mates.

Dream 3

I'm walking across the road near the ice cream shop, when I can read a mans intentions from the distance. He's intentions were to act as if he is a homeless bum, and to attack me. I can see 2 dogs at the end of the lights where the man is. As I'm walking across the road, I walk at a 10 o'clock angle to try and stay away from the man. He does the same and walks in my direction. (Feels like I have been here before and done a similar thing) I begin to make a run for it and head towards an undercover car park. I see a man inside a little booth and hope he's able to help me, but he locks himself in and doesn't intervene. I throw my wallet down on the ground. Moments later I turn around and punch the man chasing me in the face. It's a good hit, and drops him on his arse. I start to think about the damage I would have done to his eye. I eventually make my way back to towards the wallet. In the process of walking there, I see a picture of a achievement unlock for missing item not acclaimed. It says that I failed to complete finding my wallet, and that it had been taken by the man chasing me. Another picture comes up showing the amount which was left in my wallet. There was around $1000 in it. I can see similar threads to Kayley's, when looking for wallet?

Dream 4

I'm sitting on the ground and Daryl is showing me pictures of his friends son and daughter. The kids look a little odd looking. Daryl seems to favor the son. The photo of the son was of him standing close to the camera, whereas the daughter was amongst other people sitting on a couch.I can see a picture of Daryl receiving a birthday cake off of his friends in Yeppoon. They got him a ice cream cake.

Daryl is standing at a fridge. He's holding up the box which has the cake in it. I catch a glimpse of the brand on the box which doesn't look familiar. Daryl offers me some but I decline. I do eventually try a little just to get the taste. Daryl raves about how good it tastes but i don't seem to rate it as highly as he does. It's good but nothing special. As they're sitting down, his Mum explains that it would be much better if it had some kind of fruit in it, as well as other stuff. I debate what would be good for the cake and show them a cooking article, which looks to be on a kindle looking device. Daryl unfolds his, now looking like paper.

Dream 5

I'm in a bedroom with my brother. He tells me to hide, because a women in red is coming into the room and he wants to play a prank on them. I hide under the bed which doesn't have a mattress on it. The only thing that's making me less visible is the wooden slats connected to the bed. I worry that I'll be seen. The old women walks into the room and we both lock eyes. I'm sure I've been caught hiding but she doesn't see me. As she walks up a few steps to exit the bedroom my brother hits the button which plays a scary sound, hoping to scare the shit out of the people entering. Another victim walks into the bedroom, and this time it's a young black women. She reminds me of my brothers old girlfriend, except she was white. The black women seems very energetic and is acting all excited. She looks to be stealing stuff off the bed and I realize I left my phone on bed. She doesn't grab the phone. She starts dancing and singing, while eating some kind of treat on the bed. It was inside a box. As she leaves my brother hits the button and scares her. A man walks into the room for a moment then leaves. I don't get to see him, but I heard that he threatened to kill whoever scared him. The door that they all exited out of was my dad's bedroom door.

We're in the kitchen. This time Josh is with us. We tell him what we had been up too and I found it hilarious. My brother didn't seem to think it was as funny as I thought. I notice I have an erection and not wearing any pants, just underwear. I see Dale Thomas (AFL Player) in a scene, he's talking about how he wired up the connections for the clubs internet. I can now see another AFL Player kick the ball up into the air next to a goal post. I think they're looking to shorten the posts. Dale notices the player is kicking wrong and he helps him kick correctly.

Dream Fragments:

I'm in my house and I fart a little too hard and at the wrong time. To sum it up, I shat my pants. I can feel the warmth of the poo sitting in my pants and feel it running down towards my feet. I rush myself toward the toilet, looking like a person who just shat themselves. Lol.

Side Notes:

Swapped mattresses. Felt a little soft. Got to sleep quicker then usual. Woke up around 5AM and struggled to get to sleep for an hour.

So, I haven't recorded these dreams all day so that means my recall will be a little off today guys.

1. I was in some huge ocean, and it was crystal clear, but at the same time had an electric blue/teal glow to it. I was scuba diving with a friend. As we were swimming, I saw a massive stingray start swimming towards us. This stingray was gray and had a "wing" span equal to the length of 3 football fields. Me and my friend now started swimming towards it. Once we got right in front of it, we got on top of it.
We stood on top of one of its wings, and my friend started creating a huge air bubble. He somehow got a giant air bubble to form on the stingray's wing and got it to stick to it so it wouldn't float off. At first, it was mainly a giant bubble filled with water, but my friend somehow got all of the water inside of it to be sucked out. Once he did that, we got inside and took a brake. I breathed in the fresh air inside of it, it was just like regular air.
By the way, the entire time I was in this massive ocean, there were jellyfish everywhere. This ocean was filled with jellyfish, and there was 1 jellyfish for every square foot. These jellyfish were all deep black in color, and were just floating around. I remember me and my friend trying not to touch them, and I didn't know much about them or what they could do.
Later on, the dream restarted itself, I now found myself swimming in the same ocean, but this time my sister was swimming with me. I looked around, and the jellyfish were still everywhere and they still looked the same. I looked ahead and saw the Stingray approaching us, I told my sister what we were going to do and that we were going to get on top of it a create an air bubble. Once the Stingray got right on us, we got on one of its wings and I started to create an air bubble. I created a water bubble and then proceeded to suck all of the water out. Me and my sister then got inside of the air bubble and we rode the stingray back to shore because we were really far out.
Once we got to the shore, I remember going on top of a huge wall that was about 50 meters high. I walked into a room on top of this wall(It was pretty wide) and when I went inside, it was my living room. The living room of my house was on top of a wall. Inside, my dad was on facebook. His cousin Karen had just started an argument with him, and I remember her comment saying something like, "You are a no good, worthless, deviant child", and this was aimed at my dad. My dad got pissed and started ranting about her and how disrespectful she was.
I remember going into my laundry room and throwing away some trash(our trashcan is in there). When I did, and I opened the lid by pressing down on the panel with foot, I looked inside and saw alot of paper towels that had alot of tiny holes in it, as if someone punched alot of holes in it(like with notebook paper). My awareness started kicking in at this point, but it kept going off and on. I remember thinking about this and how I wanted to stay fully aware. I was aware at this point, but I wasn't sure if it was a dream or not.
I walked back outside of my living room and went to the edge of the wall and looked over. Now there was a huge city where the ocean used to be, and it looked like a city from tron, but it had the graphics of a video game. The entire city looked "electronic" in a sense. As I looked at a skyscraper right in front of me, I thought about my friend Lane. I "remembered" that he told me that he had stored all of his "music files" into every room inside of that building.
I thought about all of the music I had, and I knew that it would only fill up one section of the skyscraper. As I thought about this, one entire section of the skyscraper turned neon red(I'm assuming this was supposed to represent the music files being inside of that section of the building). My mom came outside and she wanted me to come back inside. I explained to her what I was doing and about the music files and stuff.

2. I was in my old middle school, Vogel, and was walking down the hallway where my old classes were. I was supposed to go to room 326 to take my test. As I walked down the hallway, I noticed that the hallways looked the same as they did years ago. I continued walking and eventually came to the last hallway where my old classes were. The main hallway was rather crowded, it was filled with the belongings of all of the other students taking tests.
Apparently, I had made it just in time, because the tests were about to begin, but I hadn't really found my class yet. I saw my old teacher Mrs. Williams who was my science teacher in 6th grade. As I came up to her, I asked her where my class was. Just as I did so, the announcement speaker came on and told people where they needed to go according to their last names. "Last names that start with A-G, room 326", the lady said. I remember continuing to look for my class. I'm not sure if I found it.

3. I was inside of some store, and I was the only one in it. Nobody else was inside, not even a store manager or employee or anything. The only thing in this store was two racks with many types of jackets on them. When I looked at them I "realized" that all of the jackets on each rack, were my old jackets from when I was a kid. I tried some of them on, and many of them I could no longer fit it.
I looked outside and was astonished. A massive thunderstorm was going on right now, it was so bad. The wind outside was insanely strong, and it was raining down extremely heavy. The clouds were really dark as well. I opened the door for a second to see how bad it was, and outside it felt like some kind of Arctic wind. It was so cold outside. I closed the door and knew that I was going to need to put on a heavy jacket if I was going to go outside.
I looked at the 2 racks again and tried on some more jackets. I remember putting on a really thin, small jacket. It was white and navy blue with horizontal stripes and it had 2 giant holes right where each arm pit was. I was going to wear it, but then I saw the arm pit holes. I then went over too the 2nd rack and picked out a heavy, green, winter jacket. I put it on, and prepared to go outside. I knew as soon as I went outside, the wind would mess up my hair, but I had no choice.
I opened the door and walked outside. It was still really cold and windy. I ran to another building not far from the one I was in. Once I got inside, I looked around. The interior of this building was all black, the walls, the floors, everything that had to do with the foundation of the building. I saw my friend Matt from 9th grade and we talked. He had a bowlcut and I thought it looked unusual on him. I remember sitting on the ground next to a row of chairs and eating some food. The old lady that was in charge of this building got mad at me and told me to clean up my mess. I told her that the crumbs that were on the floor around me weren't mine.
I hid my trash in an empty bag of chips on the ground in front of me and got up and walked off. I never threw away my trash.

4. This dream was more like one of those movie dreams where you just spectate the entire thing. Here goes:
A man and his wife lived in a one story house in a neighborhood. The wife was inside of the house, and walked in the room where her daughter was sleeping. I think her daughter was only about 3 or 4 years old. She picked her up and cradled her in her arms. The wife had red hair and talked as if she were talking to a camera man in a documentary.
I remember as she talked, her hair instantly turned black and got longer. Her hair was still curly though. She talked to the "camera man" and said that she was trying to contain her hair, but that it was really hard. She kept trying to get the point across that she was really trying. After this, the wife walked outside with her husband. I came into the dream and became the wife. As I walked outside, I walked on the rocky concrete road and it hurt my feet. I looked down and saw that I was barefooted. The rocks I had just walked on really hurt my feet.
I turned around to go back inside and as I did, I looked to my right and saw a small dog sprinting towards me. It was really small, and had brown hair with gray accents in it. I thought about making a run for the door to get inside, but I knew I was too late and I would have to face this dog. I ran to get a little closer to the house and the dog met up with me about 7 feet from the door. At this point, when the dog was only about a yard away from me, it turned into a small squirrel like/ fat guinea pig creature. It could still run fast though.
Once it got close enough to me, it jumped onto my right arm and started running up to my shoulder. I knew that once it got up to my shoulder, it was going to bite me in the neck. Just as it got near my shoulder, I grabbed its entire body and choked it inside of my hand. The husband of this woman that I became, was just standing on the side of the road next to their house, just gazing off into the distance.

5. I was in a really big, advanced city. There were skyscrapers all around, and there were so many buildings that on the streets, it seemed like it was always overcast. I was with my family and we had just walked into a "Luxury" McDonalds and we starting telling the lady what we wanted. I ordered alot of stuff, including mac and cheese. Everything I ordered, they had available. Once they took our orders we went to go sit down at a booth.
We started walking towards one booth, but then a black couple sat down in it. We approached another booth and another group of black people sat down in it(BTW I'm not racist, just trying to specific.) We continued on and sat down at a booth near them. There were alot of booth seats, and each one could hold about 6 people. Each booth seat was set up extremely close to another one next to it.
In the booth me and my family sat in, we sat right next to a black woman in a dress, and her child. Her child was half asleep sitting down across from her. I remember at the counter when I finished telling the lady what I wanted, she gave me 1 fry, I'm guessing to serve either as a preview of what I was about to get, or as an appetizer, I'm not sure. Anyways, I brought this one fry with me to the booth. The black lady with her son noticed it and said, "Hey, isn't that my fry? Give it to me". "No, this is my fry. The lady at the counter just gave it to me", I told her.
I then picked up the fry and took a bite out of it. It tasted like a raw potato skin, and thats exactly what it looked like. It was really greasy and was partially green and almost fully black. It was as thin as the skin of a potato as well. After I took this bite out of it the lady in the dress with her son asked me, "Well, can I have it?". I gave the rest of the "fry" to her and she gave it to her son. Her son woke up, and after looking at it, he decided that he didn't want it. The lady took the fry and kept it next to her.
After that, I waited a few more minutes and eventually my dad was about to leave because we waited so long. Finally, the lady that took our order came over to us with all of our food on a tray. She gave me something that was supposed to be my mac and cheese, but all it really was, was a thing of medium fries with small blocks of cheese attached to the fries. I noticed that it wasn't mac and cheese, but I started eating it anyway. It tasted pretty good.

This night wasn't very interesting apart from taking drugs in the dream I didn't really experience anything so exotic.

1. I need an upper

I'm walking through some really weird Streets, the layout seems to be very od and the sun is very low on the horizon so it's often quiet dark between the houses. I sit at a table with some family and a dealer in the middle of the street and I'm drinking alcohol like it's nothing. I get a heroin pill from the dealer and take it which makes me feel very dizzy and everything seems to be spinning around. Then suddenly I return the next day and I feel very tired, probably from the hangover. I ask him for an upper but I'm carefull not to take something too powerfull. The dealer presents 3 upper drugs of varrying strenght, the strongest of the three I refuse, the second one is Cocaïne and I refuse it at first but when he shows me the least powerfull drug which he calls Novac I decide to take the Cocaïne pill.

2. Sleeping under the stars

I walk into my bedroom and notice a lot of the walls and ceiling are damaged, through the holes I see that my room is on top of the roof of the house and surrounded by a greenhouse. At first I'm thinking of having all the walls removed and just have my room be surrounded by glass walls as I'd love to see the moon and the stars. However I also think of the fact a lot of heat would escape as glass doesn't insulate that well. Eventually my father repairs all the walls and I decide not to ask for it.

3. This is my hotel

My house is suddenly a large high quality hotel and the area behind the hotel is an amusement park. I'm presenting a room with a panoramic view to two old women. I say "And here is your room, you can see it has a beautiful view over the park.", a woman responds "Atleast this view ain't for you, hahaha.", I'm slightly furious by her statement and act like I own the hotel "Well I wouldn't say it like that, after all I'm the owner of this hotel.". I walk away to the lobby and the women follow me, I'm thinking of a way to make it look real so I go up the stairs to a floor that has a sign saying "Private". I go up a few steps and hope I'm not spotted by the real owners of this hotel, then I notice the women return to their room. Suddenly I get in a dressing room and put on some nice clothing which also make me invisible and give me the ability to fly. I'm still furious on those two women so I sneak into their room and see how they're looking out the window. I steal anything I see, phones, laptops, anything of value. Then I felt my revenge was sweet.

I have been having issues with the physical aspect of lucid dreams lately. I feel like I'm wading through mud as I try to move against what the dream wants me to do. Does anyone else have that problem? It's horrible and I feel trapped.

That said, I had a horrible nightmare last night. As I try to rationalize it, I'm thinking that it's just because I have a bad cold and it was messing with my head.

What's odd is that in the middle of the nightmare, like a beacon, I saw my aunt and one of her daughters (as a child). I called out to them, but they didn't really see me. When I woke up I got information at breakfast that my uncle had died. How weird!

08/16/14 Four DILDs. I had about 4 nice long DILDs last night. In one of them I just interacted with many DC's. I would create a topless female DC and 'interact' a bit, then "move down the line." The breasts where very realistic and the DCs mostly life like. Some times DCs can be overly robitic, but this was not an issue. I kept this up for awhile, perhaps interating with 6-8 Dcs.
In one DILD I was at a party and just enjoyed myself while showing of my TK ability, as the DCs seemed impressed.
In another after a building exploded, I hurried away as I could hear sirens (IRL, but put them in the dream to avoid waking), I went by another party and attempted to transform my sister's body into a much healthier version of herself. It only worked while I focused on it and reverted back afterwards.

One good moment was using my trick to avoid waking by placing external sounds in the dream. A water pump in the AC unit was very noisy and threatened to wake me. I tried to imagine what it could be in context of the dream. I came up with air swirling around inside a soda pop can held near my ears. I summoned a empty can and placed it by my ear and pictured the noise coming from the air flow, like a sea shell. It was not realistic as both ears were hearing the AC. I summoned another and had one by both ears. That seemed to prevent the instinct to wake from external noise. The cans started having colored smoke come out of them. I went through a few minutes of the dream walking down a street with a can up to each ear, lol.

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Some long and vivid dreams this night, for some reason I also met a lot of (in)famous people.
I'm trying to think of a personal technique because just copying the tutorials from the forum doesn't seem to work that well.

1. Rewriting history

I'm an elite allied soldier somewhere in Italy, it's a lovely Sunny day and I'm infiltrating a large palace located near the sea. I'm equiped with 2 spring wire mines, a sniper rifle and a pistol if I can remember, my mission is to kill Hilter! I evade the guard patrol and take one down quietly on the wall surrounding the palace, left of me is the sea and right of me is the palace's garden with behind that the palace itself. Hitler is standing on a balcony and I ready myself on the wall to take the shot. Before I do that though I quickly place the 2 spring wire mines on the stair leading up to my position buying me more time if I get spotted. After I set up the two mines the dream suddenly changes and I'm in my bathroom with my mother sitting on the edge of the bath. Hitler is there too talking about random stuff and I'm really young, probably 11 or something.

2. Just weird stuff

I'm in looking around the gardens of a royal palace and there's a show going on about the most amazing and impossible abilities people have. It's a top 10 list but I only the remember the last 3, third place is someone who can hold his breath for 25 minutes I think. Second place is the ability to lucid dream, which I think should've been on the first place while I was in the dream. First place was someone that could hold his breath and swim through the air like it's water. Then I notice it's getting dark and I leave the royal garden, now I'm on a long street that I remember from IRL. I jog about 100 meters to the left and see a gang waiting at a wall, I'm slightly worried because there's a phone booth next to them and I plan on calling someone to come pick me up. I look at how much a call costs and it says 4 euros which I think was ridiculously much, fortunatly I had two notes of five so I put one in and took the 1 euro that fell back out. My mother was on the line and I told her where I was, she didn't seem to understand and I gave up after some time thinking it ain't that far to walk. After some walking I pass through a narrow street and see my mother and sister walking towards me, they're holding crutches for some reason but overall I'm glad to see them... Then my sister smashes the crutch against my throat, it hurts a lot and I decide to act like I'm dying to take revenge. I lay there for 20 seconds making crackling noises but they don't seem to care and lay down on a parking lot. Then I walk up to them and notice a girl I know from school who thinks my attempt to act like I'm dying was funny. After all of this I start to feel really tired and just annoyed, I walk home and finally reach it completely exhausted from the hours of walking, it's probably midnight by now. I enter the kitchen where Koen Wouters (A popular singer/rally driver from Belgium) welcomes me, I'm like "Oh really, that's it I'm sick of this shit." I nearly get lucid because it's all just so random.

I was at My Middle School it was a little different anyway, I was in my classes I forgot what was going on anyway school was over. I went upstairs "I forgot grumpy cat, Shit!" I screamed outloud (IRL I have a Grumpy Cat plushie, I will never bring it to school.) Some fat Black Lady (She looks like the lady that worked at my Middle School she is a Lunch Supervisor.) started to talk to me. Anyway for somereason I ran out these doors down the hall. I ran to my bus but it was too late I sticked my middle finger up. "F___ you Tim!" I yelled, (That was my Bus Drivers real name.) anyway I ran into the school as fast as I could but I still didn't get to my locker.
Change Scene
I was like some Water Shark thingy and this thing was sucking my "blood" but I spreaded fire across the room and, killed him. I had infinite Power Source for my Element powers.
Change Scene
I remember someone watching a Video about me and someother thing and I was a experement I was swimming in like a Fishtank I don't even know if it was me or nah.
And, I woke up.

Not a lot of interesting stuff happened this night, some small fragments of me smoking a cuban cigar and getting in elevators.

non-lucid, lucid, false awakening

.../I see a group of drunk people gathering in a park, one of them is going to help a porcupine to get rid off some spines it has nailed in its body. I go to my house which now it's a cabin and it's a mess inside. It's night and I walk to the kitchen. The whole house is lit by the street lighting that gets through the windows. I find a door in a strange position on the upper corner of its doorframe. I think it has happened again. I use telekinesis to rotate it in the right position. I go to do something in the living room, when I come back to the kitchen, I find the door is back in its strange position. Once again I'm going to use telekinesis when I realize it must be a dream. I'm exited to do it again. I rise my hand and command the door to move back to it's normal position. I got to do it with some difficulty. Now I turn and go to the living room, feeling exited. I want to do something else. The first thing that pop in my mind, flying! I'm not outside the cabin, but I think I can do something here inside, thinking it's all about confidence. I see the shadows of the room, and I jump face down on them to start the flight. I think I may fly inside the house. But in stead, I don't even crash to the floor, on the contrary it's like diving into the void. I'm fascinated with the experience, I turn surrounded by darkness to slightly fall on my bed. It's on the room of the cabin, I open my eyes completely amazed by the previous flight into darkness, and realize I haven't change my outerwear for something more comfortable, I have even my shoes on! I feel to tired to stand up, so I try to take my clothes out on the bed. It's getting complicated to do so. I give up, and start thinking in my previous experience. I have to take note of this before I forget about it while slowly I start to feel the transition.

* And I wake up for real in the same position on my bed noticing it was the end of my first sleep cycle of the night

I had terrible recall last night. When I woke up I didn't remember anything, but I remembered a small fragment after I thought about it for a while.


I was in my math class. There were 12 people total and we were on one side of the room while another class was on the other side. I sat down next to my friend and started doing some work.

In my previous dream I had just gotten shot in the head, I told the person to do it. I laid still afterwards and waited for the whooshing to start. I visualized myself in a parking lot and that is where I ended up.
I felt everything around me, stabilized and looked at the fine hairs on my arm. It was raining a little bit I think and was a little windy. I had a really weird feeling in my legs, kind of tingly. I tried to summon somebody but they looked really weird. Like half of the normal face then half the face of Arya Stark from GoT. So I tried somebody else to summon and they had their head on a horse. The horse chased after me and kept nudging me and woke me up.



I laid on my right side and waited for the noises, like the whooshing and tinnitus kind of things. Then I focus on them and make them louder, and then I visualized myself in to the dream and it worked. Was after around 8 hours of sleep and I had a dream right before it.
I feel like I can enter into this phase really easily now after some sleep, going to keep working on it.

Morning of August 17, 2014. Sunday.



I am in a seemingly unknown in-dream city that does not look like any region I have ever actually been in in my life, though it may have subtle aspects of Brisbane (Australia) and La Crosse (America). The mood is rather clear and the dream is quite long and seemingly purposeful in that tasks must be accomplished over time under my guidance and participation in a larger group. I am actually partly responsible for the survival of many people in the area. This is apparently because of the supposed apocalyptic events, including no more electricity and the infrastructure somehow vanishing or rendered no longer feasible (this being rather illogical from my perspective, as my family lived without electricity for some time when I was a young child, in the middle of a dense swamp).

There does not seem to be any evidence of natural disaster - or disease or even conflict; just some sort of total lack of business activity and government presence, including police, and all known personages of any level of any previous authority - though their absence is not addressed or questioned. I and about five or six others are the ones to seek and bring back supplies to where the people that are still around have gathered. Curiously, Josh Holloway (the actor from “Lost” and “Intelligence”) is one of the in-dream team. (This is probably because “Intelligence” is one of the only newer television shows I have watched in recent years.) We are getting together food supplies (from various abandoned grocery stores and such) to bring back in a large semitrailer, even though there is not much fuel left (probably just enough for one longer trip back to where we had journeyed from).

There is a longer period of time spent talking with Josh, who works under my command. He has an extraordinarily pessimistic attitude towards life in general and cannot seem to understand my positive focus on my survival skills and general ways of thinking. He does not even understand my happy outlook or the joy I have often experienced in life. Oddly, he even questions me on ideas about how to talk to people as if he had never communicated with anyone in his life before. This attitude may be partly based on our present and ongoing situation, but it seems as if that has always been his nature. We are packing cardboard boxes with mostly canned goods and boxed food items.

For some reason, at one point, we are moving a refrigerator full of food down from what seems like an upper walkway from a dam control room (again, unsure of the region or location). There does not seem to be much logic to this act, as the pulley gets jammed for a short time and I think it would make more sense to put the food in different containers than to move the entire clumsy heavy refrigerator, but it is one of our last tasks before we return to feed the people and sustain them for a time.

We are then ready to return to the group of people to have the food stored in their chosen locations. I am driving the semi for a time, but things start to change before I begin. I notice loud music being played from a house (in the direction behind us) that was presumed to be empty, just as we are leaving. This seems unusual in that there is not supposed to be any electricity (though it does not come to mind that it could be a battery-operated portable stereo - though it does seem a bit too loud for that possibility anyway). Mostly, other members of the team look back only briefly and we just ignore it and focus on the job of getting back to the others. We do not actually see anyone else around at first.

Eventually though, and surprisingly, there are suddenly police all around (even though police supposedly no longer existed), and a lot of other people just appearing in the streets “out of nowhere”, some of them politicians. It turns out that this was some kind of “experiment” or government project (similar to fake prostitute setups and other fake setups created by the authorities as if there was not enough real crime to act against) to see what people would do in a survival situation (or after the disappearance of government) - and apparently it was “wrong” for us to get food and other supplies from abandoned stores to help other people survive - a few people are being marched to a prison, apparently, just for taking discarded food items from the back of a store, from a dumpster. Instead of driving a semi at this point, I then seem to be on a large adult tricycle made of cheap plastic, but still determined to get the trailer of supplies back to the people, as many of them have not eaten for a time. A siren is going the whole time from here (this was actually caused by my youngest son playing a computer game in the kitchen - though the siren sound is somewhat different in-dream).

A police officer in some sort of odd-looking helmet and pastel fake-looking “riot gear” keeps telling me to pull over but I ignore him and much of what he is saying sounds like gibberish, so I very loudly keep saying that I do not understand him and just keep driving, or rather peddling. The other people are still with me (in the semitrailer) and it is my intent to get back to my group - because really, it still seems like a survival situation - in some ways, even more now. Even though he stands in front of the vehicle a few times, I just keep going and he eventually moves to safety each time, but continuing to shout gibberish, some of the phrases fairly long.

There is a very clear and focused awareness that this is really the end of society (or at least the present system of authority) because of what the government has done, so thus the public will eventually act upon this fiasco. I inform a few people during our trip back that, because of this trick that the government has played, there really will be an apocalypse now within a few days, where it will be much the same as when they were pretending with their “experiment”. Realistically though, I doubt this would ever happen no matter what is done to the public by any source.

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