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Dream recall from today's naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was browsing some dragon forums and there was some discussion about electricity and some technology.

Dream 2(fragment):

There was something about dragons.

Last night I went to bed late, didn't meditate before going to bed (I wanted to try out something) and it was way too hot to be comfortable.

I woke up about 4 hours after I fell asleep and tried something my friend Windy told me. I just did some awareness meditation until I fell asleep.
I didn't get lucid...but in one dream I actually thought "If this was a dream, I could kick their ass!" while fighting aliens.

Maybe this works well if I get more sleep. Tomorrow is the last day of my challenge and I'm pretty much content with my results so far. I've learned a lot about myself during the last month.

1st: I dreamed about driving in my car. For some reason I always drove in circles and there was no street that would lead to my destination. I kept turning around and all roads led to the same place. I got really angry at some point but then I found the right way.

Interpretation: Maybe some fear of not progressing or something else...I don't know for sure.

2nd: I was on a spaceship and aliens attacked me and some other people. We got to the sentry guns and tried to shoot the alien aircraft. For some reason it didn't get any damage even though I hit with every single shot. I was like "If this was a dream, I could kick their asses!" but didn't get lucid. Then I backed into the engine room and tried to set up some kind of barricade. The aliens broke through but they didn't want to attack me. I even talked to them. For some reason they just wanted to destroy the engines and they didn't even see me as an enemy. Everytime they broke something, I fixed it again just like in a game.
The dream got weird and now the aliens were some characters from different animes...pretty weird. I woke up.

Interpretation: Memories of some games I played in the past, almost got lucid, in the dream I even passively felt how tired my body was IRL.

So this was supposedly in my dream a work related experiment:

You know the starting point of a car. Give the driver some beans. Require him to travel at a certain speed. Measure when/where the flatulance kicks in.

Note: Car continues to be a dream sign of mine.

Earlier in the night I remembered a fragment:
An exercise machine where you can change the height of where your feet are without changing it?

Interesting ! I Dreamt I was looking up into the night sky, in awe, as I watched a spectacular meteor shower. Because dreams can be so misleading and vague, on waking, I wondered if the visual was perhaps representing missiles / war instead ? So I decided to do a quick Google check and found articles discussing comet ISON and the annual Perseid meteor shower that are due to appear this month on the 11/ 12th August - might be a significant date ?

[two fragments not bound together. 1: In my "dream-library" 2. Through a city in November]

1.

I walk in an house. There are three shelves with really old books. They are wrapped in plastic so they don't deteriorate by the finger of the visitors. I'm really interested in old books so I keep searching for a book, that might take my attention.
But there is no book. I'm really disappointed and want to walk to the first floor. But I recall that last time I was here, there were no interesting books either.
So I was really confused what to do next. I was searching for a book which title I couldn't recall.
I went to another room on the ground floor. There were some people working in it. They were installing lamps, electricity and stuff. It looked like it was some kind of renovation work or they were building a new room up.
I saw on the roof that there was an attic door. I want to open it to walk up. But I couldn't it was closed. I took a screwdriver I found nearby and started to loosen the screws. I wanted to open that door so I could look in this secret room locked away.
But the workers get angry.

- Shouldn't you stop this shit and help me with the lamps?

This made me really uncomfortable, so I ran out the room.
I'm back in the room I was before. I look again through the shelves but don't find any. I'm searching and searching, get angry at this stupid bookstore where there are only 3 dozens of books.


This place is familiar to me. Afterwards I could recall, that this is a place which I visit only in my dreams. It's kind of an recurring dream, where the patterns seems identical. Unfortunately I couldn't see that much of it. the dream was a bit blurry on the spots were i directly looked where clear, the stuff around it was blurred.

2.

I'm walking through a town. It looks really familiar, but I don't know exactly where I am. It's night I think, the sky was black, but surprisingly the streets where really bright.
There is suddenly a friend next to me. He's wearing pants, a t'shirt and a jacket. He complains that he is cold. I wanted absolutely to go in somewhere.
Suddenly there are a lot of people around, someone says he should stop complaining.

- I'm sorry he says, but I'm not a viking like him, I can't stand the cold. Hey it's November!

He pointed towards me. I look down and see that I'm wearing really short shorts one would wear to swim (not a swimsuit, but those trousers), sandals, a white t-shirt

Suddenly I drive around in an horse-cab with 4 people. They seem drunk and preoccupied. One of them doesn't seem really absent minded. He's staring like he's blind; The others try to shake him awake but it doesn't work.

Suddenly he starts saying that he's got stuck in the 4 dimension, but can't leave, cause Peter didn't let him.

[really weird lol]

This dream is an old one so I can't recall the details in my life at that point, however it just really stuck with me. I'd like a bit of insight on what it might mean.

The dream was set in a space ship, where I was in charge of recording the teams trip and progress with a sort of hand held camcorder. As we approached a black hole everything suddenly warped into a twisted version of the ship. All the crew aside from me were killing and mutilate each other. Even one women started carving her unborn child out of her stomach. Hands came out of the toilets, blood dripping from the walls and all sorts of organic growth took over.

I was running around the camcorder in my hand as I was so scared that I fell between a survival mode and delusion. When I reached the navigation deck, there was a strange creature. Its body was like a bi-pedal, and two armed worm, slimy, with a mouth filled with razor sharp teeth, it walked in an odd jerky motion. It walked towards me, laughing. It was impressed that I had not subsumed to the insanity like the rest of the crew. It asked me why I would not become corrupt like the rest, and that it was a battle of wills before I broke.

I collapsed onto the floor while it kept on taunting me. Then all of a sudden everything went back to normal because another ship tugged us out. Just like that the crew and ship were alive and well. They had no memories of the events, while I had some lingering feeling something was wrong. That's when I looked at what I had filmed. The footage was still there from the hellish incident, and the memories came back in full.

That's when my body started to mutate into something monstrous. The crew freaked out seeing my appearance change into a non human form; that's when I lost it and killed the whole crew, save for the captain. I cursed and blamed him for what had happened that it was his fault for going near the black hole. He killed him self with a bullet to the head. The other ship borded, I regained some sense and didn't attack them. That's where things kinda got fuzzy.

I would love to dream but unfortunately my nights are filled with waking up in pain.

I dreamt that I was a dwarven merchant in the Dragon age universe. I was in a city called Kirkwall (the setting for dragon 2) and standing on a wide paved street next to a huge pile of candy on a table.

I had been planning an expedition, and the candy had been part of the supplies, but the expedition was either cancelled or a failure (can't remember which) and now I had to sell all the candy. I was complaining about this to someone, and told him that they were really hard to sell.

I was in my college, at the 'back' of Cody and Solomon halls. I was in a dorm. New kid.

Basically, my dream started off with me flying around in space and comming across the sun. Me halfly knowing this is a dream and halfly lucid spawned up a bomb and flew into the sun where I tucked it in. I was gazing at some wierd amoeba like gel things which make light when I forgot my bomb was going off so I got that explosion which launched me out of the sun making me Lucid then I could see the sun becomming red which prompted Kun (My mind guide, yea I have one don't hate.) to neutralize all of my nerve receptors, a split second before the Super Nova happened which ment I felt no pain but I blacked out and ended up on an earth which was burning.

Kun immediately told me to leave the dream because my body temp is 4 billion degrees and all the water in my body was bursting through my skin. My tounge and all was swelling up in my mouth making it hard to breath the damp air. I escaped my forcing control on myself (It does not feel good to take control btw, it's hard and leaves me exhausted in the dream) and shooting myself out of the solar system, witnessing the damage dealt by the sun.





It was a pretty entertaining dream and the part that shocked me the most was that I was still dreaming after I got that blast to the face.

Dream Fragment: I'm on a train, sitting in a booth next to The Doctor. He's holding my hand. "We're almost there", he says. I feel nervous and very excited.

I'm standing in a huge, bright bathroom. I'm in front of a mirror, looking into it. The longer I stare the stranger my appearance becomes. My reflection starts rapidly changing and flashing. My eyes flip between colors and what I see happening scares me. I finally step back from the mirror and scream. I'm hit with a wave of terror and run towards the bathroom door. I try to open it but it's locked. I jiggle the handle a few times, terrified that there's something in the room with me. The door suddenly swings open.

Details: Since my break with my ex I have been living with a friend, we have been close and best friends since childhood. Our relationship has been muddled since we started having mutual casual sex. Neither of us want to be a couple for many reasons; we both have been burned by relationships in the past. He is more jaded about attaining them then I am, and has massive trust issues with people, I do as well but to a much lesser extent. Yet he sometimes tries to act like a couple with me, and other times is blatantly cold.

The dream: It all started with me coming back early with my parents after some sort of event; when I opened the door to my home I looked up to see a guy in drag clinging onto the ceiling while wearing a primitive stone like mask. My folks didn't notice, I nearly screamed in fright but then realized it was my friend. When my parents asked what was wrong, I lied and said I stubbed my toe. My friend scuttled off into the bedroom to hide, I fallowed after and confronted him, he still had the mask on. That's when I found out he had been secretly cross dressing. I was fine with that and would keep it secret, he had to remain hidden until my parent's left. At one point he-with out my knowledge- got into the bed with me, but left before the morning.

After bidding my family goodbye the next day, he and I went out on a trip. We kind of cuddled on the bus until an ambulance went by, it was odd to me since it was dragging a dead body on the wheeled gurney. I went to the front of the bus to get a better look while my friend remained (and dressed in his regular clothes) seated. The body then started to fall apart, I went back to my seat to see my friend traumitized by the body where I was grossed out but ok with it.

He demanded comfort, and I did so. He then got angry about me not looking him in the eye whilst talking to him (this is an issue I have with him in my waking life too.) The dream ended about there.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was playing some video game, an FPS, it was coop and we were fighting through some tech place that somewhat looked like insides of citadel from HL2.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was on some kind of warcraft themed forum and was reading through spirituality subforum which looked like entirely different forum as well. I also downloaded some map for warcraft 3 but as i ran it, i got into game and it turned into some minecraft custom map with some really overpowered enemies and not much items, from new stuff there were flaming arrows as an ammo type, which did alot of damage and sword was a bit glitchy in a way that it could get stuck in enemies somehow and damage them really quickly that way. Then later there were more powerful enemies that didn't followed minecraft graphical style at all and also a huge creeper as one of map's bosses.
Later on, i opened the map in warcraft 3 editor and was looking through scripts.

I was the in The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion completing the main questline. I actually beat it in the waking world a few hours beforehand.