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Right now i'm having trouble lucid dreaming. I dream on a nightly basis atleast one everytime. When it is vivid enough or strange things are happening to me i still do not realize i'm dreaming. I can have vivid dreams where i am controlling the dream or flying but its like im just dreaming of the act without lucid dreaming it into the actual act. Any tips?

Dream 1(fragment):

I was in some park, near lake, the view was cool with some weird colors and there were some crows.

Dream 2:

I was in some medical facility and i had to be contained for some reason, on the way i was talking to somebody about someone being pregnant but not the right way and about that someone being close to death because of that. Then i was in very small rusty metallic room with no doors, which was apparently where i should be contained, i was discussing something with somebody and some yummy food was arriving down here by the pipe with speaker, which was 'talking' like Pyro from TF2. I wanted to ask him about something so i said something mimicking Pyro style of 'talking' and i apparently could understand it somehow.
Then i went to PC, which was here as well, and checked some games. There was one 2D platformer with graphically simple levels that looked VR-grid stylish with some glow, it was about very accurate jumping and avoiding spikes. I was also chatting with SilentEternity which was also playing, there were a few modes and level sets. I managed to almost finish one of harder and longer ones, but levels just got so ridiculously hard that i decided to pause that and do something else. It also had support for custom maps according to menu.
I went to some forum that had black background with green text and it was about some FPS game, it included nice window that allowed to start game and join servers right from the site. I randomly got invite into team, and it was for some official match, i was surprised but then just decided 'why not'. The leader of team explained strategy as game was starting and we got prepared to face enemy team. We were in the city and the game was 3vs3, everyone was hiding so it was pretty hard, also gravity was kinda low. I was running around searching, mostly following the plan, and once enemy was detected i was shooting my rifle. Then we ended up arguing since tactic didn't worked out so well.

Dream 3(fragment):

I was playing AI War and there was something about AI Homeworlds.

Dream 4:

I was browsing forum games section of some forum and there were some really hardcore games i decided to join, i ended up talking with creators of the games and discussing "hardcore armor penetration effect" of some weapons. Then in one of forum games one of players characters got killed, freeing up space, so i finally joined it as well from waitlist.

Legend: Lucid, Real Life, Non-Lucid, Semi-Lucid

Notes:

Today is not my day, I usually use auto suggestion in order to naturally wake up. Unfortunately, everything has its flaws. I really don't want to use an alarm clock do to it being fairly disturbing. I don't recall anything today, no faces, no emotions, no images,nothing.

Just posting to get into the habit.

I woke up from a nap because a strange male voice called my husband's name. Neither of them were actually present.

My recall has dropped to a new minimum, although I am consistent with my DJ. No dreams yesterday and last night gave only two small fragments from what I know were big dreams. At least I feel there is much more to them.

• Elite district: I'm in a housing complex. The houses are big and they have huge front yards with massive cars. It feels like some kind of elite district, where the educated and financially successful people live. I walk around and ask the people about their dreams. While they are generally polite, no one really seems amused or interested.
  
  There is a lot more, but all other details are foggy. Nevertheless, it shows me that thinking and talking about dreams is active in me, while I'm dreaming.
  
  
• Knife in dream-shoulder hurts: I'm in a small house with many small rooms. They are like small chambers, where the floor and the ceiling are made of wood. There are also wooden shelves. My mother is there at some point in the fragment.
  
  I'm with my brother. It feels like something bad has happened to either or both of us. I hurt him in the stomach and he slowly stabs a knife into my left shoulder. It hurts a lot, but I don't resist it, because I somehow feel like I deserve it. The whole thing makes me sad, I hug him, while he is lying injured (injured by me(?)) on the ground. I tell him that I love him and that I am really sorry.
  
  My brother was also in my DJ-entries from 2 and 4 nights ago. I have no clue what this means and where it comes from, but this one makes me think. This feels like a small fragment of a bigger dream (which perhaps spans several nights lol).

Thursday 7/11/13

Last night bed 1am - 8:45am

Last dream:

I'm on pebbly shore of a shallow lake. Water is clean, see-through. A house I live in is nearby. Someone throws something towards me and it lands in the lake. I see large and small pieces of plastic debree in the water. Walk in there to pull it out. Some of it is in little deeper, like knee high. I don't want to get completely wet, so I walk to the shed and look for a rake. I see all kinds of tools, and find a rake with long handle.

Later
I'm in some kind of control room. We have an earthquake. I put on my laptop to look for news, but screen is black and no internet, because of the quake. We put on the TV. Find some obscure channel in hopes for the news. Major stations are off-line. Then I hear them saying the quake was on San ?? fault line, where San Andreas is. But at the sametime, we see a map of England on the screen. I'm shocked, that the earthqake fas so close to me in SoCal, and that it was the dangerous San Andreas.

I start out at the bottom of the stairwell, with some pistol, and an m4. I exit the room and see this other player, who then, I instantly knew was an alien, but I didn't shoot and he shown me another weapon, an m4 with a silencer, so if need be, I could get sneaky. At the place I'm at, there's a reception desk, and two hallways, I enter the reception area and look for supplies, find nothing and the other player runs away. I exit the reception area and take the opposite hallway from him, and enter a random door. What I entered was a dusty, old, but stable hangar area that has a bunch of cargo and 5-10 humans around. I go up to them to join them, but all of a sudden there's aliens that can run quickly, and others that can run on the walls, and the team gets picked off one by one, until it's just me and two other aliens, a large disfigured one, and another one that leaves anyway. I shoot at the disfigured one with everything I have and drop my guns and go into an office space which has a broken down wall, the alien, I assume, is coming toward me to get me and I wait five seconds until a hear other people talking and run out to them, in which they pick the other aliens off and start walking to this central high-raised area.

In this area there's a place, which I think it could be a control tower, but it's locked off, and what seems to be a small machinery area which is only two stories and probably as big as a garage. I alone go inside this machinery area and go behind a door, and there one is, RIGHT next to be, but it's invisible and I smack it with a large pan that I've apparently been holding for a while a couple times and it's dead, as that happens I see a cloud of dust being quickly entered (which destroys the form so it looks like someone ran through it) and I go up to the roof, of the machinery building only to find a human being? This can't be right, it looked like someone was invisible running up, so I take my chances, and using the pan I jump as high as I can and hit the guy with all my force, he backs up, this is the alien/human that gave me that m4 with the silencer, and I continue to hit him with the pan, killing him, in which makes the humans of the game win.

Humans win and the dream ends, I wake up.

Last night, i dreamt about the latest Rocky Movie where Rocky comes back after years of retirement. Well, he was at a boxing ring and watching a fight. Then some douche is yelling out at the fighters. Rocky tells him to shutup and well they start a fight out in the ring. And ROCKY WINS IT. yeah of course.

The weird parts is that during this all i could do was float around and watch. I couldnt interact it was like watching a movie. And the second part is that the real movie goes nothing like my dream.

Hi I'm Amiki and new to this site XD i felt like writing a blog or something like this for some time but most days i have nothing to write about so i the end i stop, at least here i can write about dreams i have on a off and on basis XD

Since i'm new here i figured i should write about a few dreams i can remember (in order of appearance), its explained more on my profile if you like a look but i have repetitive dreams, dream that continue from the night before, death dreams and so on XD

Right lets get started, this dream is one of my repetitive dreams that i have had many times on different nights, viewed in different angles, I am in my old street (i moved house years before this dream occurred) and my oldest dog Daisy (we now have another young dog since about 2 years or so) capped out the house, so i ran after her, my sister than ran after me, then my mum ran after my sister and then my dad ran after my mum. For some odd reason the was a massive i suppose you could call it crack in the road with lava at the bottom (from this point on wards i knew it was a dream, at the end all i could see was all of us holding onto the person chase like some sort of comical ladder XD no one fell in and i woke up there and then. this dream as i have said before has happened many times but viewed at different angles like it was being filmed, i say filmed because last time i had this dream in the end i found my self sitting in what seems to be a old Victorian red cinema by my self at the centre.

Dream number two XD this time i was running away from a person dressed in black, i could not see his face but i feel that it was male, when i woke up i realized i had no idea why i was running, which is probably why i remember it because it confuses me more XD anyways i was wearing my normal clothes including my black coat which is restrictive on my arms (in both dream and reality) for some reason i had a dagger and the person chasing me wanted to kill me so i dont know whether i did something wrong or if it was for defensive, the dream starts with me running away from him in what looks like to be a bright green forest when i tripped over a root that was sticking out from the ground resulting in me dropping the dagger, as i panicked i tried to reach the dagger but my coat was restricting me from doing so, the man then proceeded to pin me down to the ground and go to stab me, i wake up moments before the blade touches me. i've had this dream only once but i remember it very well probably mainly due to the bright green surrounds and my black coat, which is my favorite and i still wear it XD

Dream number three XD this dream i had in fact last night and the reason why i joined this site. i have had dreams in the past where in the dream i know the people and i know where i am but in reality i do not and have a hard time remembering such details, so i wanted to write about them as soon as i wake to see if it could be related to anything XD. In this dream i was which i think is a school establishment in a class room, i am sitting on a round table doing some group work a friend of mine (which i know in real life) it seemed like we were doing some revision tests in exams styles which makes sense since i have been worrying about my exam results (i go to university). Behind me a male with i suppose you would call it emoish styled black hair stood up and kept going on about how he must have 'dinner' now even though it wasn't time for our break but after 3 minutes the teacher realizing he is disturbing everyone she lets him go and i then wake up but still thinking about the dream, the guy seemed to be my age maybe older and mysterious but its when he said dinner is what interests me, because i feel the term dinner meant something else other than the box standard sandwich XD in reality i don't recognize the building or any of the people apart from my friend that i was doing group work with. i heard about precognitive dream but i dunno if this could be classed as this because where i study now has no building like that, and what i plan to do next, which is either work with animals or a online course, i highly doubt i would ever come across that building.

well i suppose thats it for now anyways, if anyone as any input feel free to say something somewhere XD (and sorry for any spelling errors and all the XD faces...i just like them XD)

Dream title: On a doctor cleaning my ears

Today i dreamt that i was hearing so bad and i went to the doctor.
The doctor was a female, and it was my family doctor.
She asked me "So what brings you here today bruno?" <- (my real name)
i told her "I am hearing very bad recently, i might have my ear dirty" (What i did to dream with this? lol)
she says "Alright, let me see your ear" She is cutting half of my ear with a knife and i stay like this ""
i don't know why but it didn't hurt while she was cutting it. After that she shows my ear to me and tells me
"do you see how dirty your ear is?" me: "yes i do" She starts cleaning it up with a swab and i felt so comfortable
because i like the people who clean my ear (lol).


Technique used for this dream: Mild
Sleep time: 9/10 hours





Dream title: Going to a train station with an asian guy

Today i dreamt i was following some asian guy, he was going to the train station
After a while i just stopped seeing him he was on the left side of the road but he wasn't there this time.
so i decided to look back and he was there, i passed a bit through the train station. So i went back again
and going to him. so we climbed a ramp to go to the train station, we stopped there and he teached me how
to take a train ticket. *Scenario changes*
Now we are in a car with some guy and i am in back of the car with an ice box on my feet, i decided to take a look
inside and there was food, but suddenly a human hand comes up and starts to moving, i stay like "WTF?" i get the arm and
throw it through my window, it hitted the car that was following us, i took all the food from there and on the deep there was a zombie head.
i was really scared.


Technique used: Mild
Sleep time: 9/10 hours

Former coworker at funeral, generalizing in journal
My mother in law was telling me about the funeral of a grandfather of a kid we knew in this dream. She attended the funeral out of state. As she mentioned who was there, I noticed the name of a former coworker of mine.

I looked for the personal email address of this former coworker. At first could not find it, but then I found it and contacted him to tell him that my mother in law met him at that funeral.

Then it was as if I wrote this incident down in a journal. On one page I wrote the specifics of what happened, but on another page generalized from the specifics. I was telling someone else that this generalizing was important.

Fragment about forgotten purse
I forgot my purse in someone else's car. Luckily when I remembered it, this someone else also happened to be in the parking lot, so I could retrieve it.

Shushed and unnoticed

I went to talk to someone I do not know in real life at the office, but they shushed me, didn't want me to talk to him. In the dream I was not upset about that even though I did not understand why I had been shushed.

I went to the next office where a major boss (also not someone from real life) was to chat to him instead. He wanted to know where my desk was, since he did not know. I pointed out that my desk was right outside of his office that he could see it whenever he left his door open and looked out. He said that he had then seen it of course, but he just had not realized that was me.

Failed WBTB attempt 4:15 To 5:15

Dream 1:[COLOR="#800080"]I remember me being in my high school yard.There is a little stall with food.I wanted to go and buy something.First I wanted to buy a sandwich ,he said he don't have it.I wanted to buy more things but I don't really remember what,Though,I remember there were 2 girls near me and when I asked the seller about a pretzel,the girl near me said : I bought the last ,then she started laughing.Me , being very angry,I asked them to buy first in the time I think about what to buy.Then the seller showed me a bag of chips(Lays with salt) and I bought it.He said it was 2,5 lei(in romanian currency) and I gave him 1 leu then I wanted to give him 2 more lei but I gave him 3 lei then I asked him to give me the rest of the money, he laughed and he said he doesn't need to give me the rest.Angry,I was about to go in the high school when my friend comes to me and tells me that everyone is looking for me.I kept asking a lot of questions but I don't really remember them.So I wanted to go to the top floor where my class is,But on the stairs there were a lot of boys training for some kind of competition(they were doing push-ups,a lot of training) I remember climbing the stairs when some guy was blocking my way and my friend grabbed him by his leg and he throwed him away and I said: Leave that kid alone,Dafuq are you doing? Then we kept climbing stairs when I see 2 boys from my high school training and looking at me at the same time(staring) I smiled for a bit,then got to the top floor.When I got to the top floor,a lot of people took pictures of me and I remember trying to hide so they don't take pictures of me and my friend said:Stop taking pictures of her! then I fell on the floor with my hands on my face (I think my hair color was brunette) then I eventually stand up from there and gone to my class room.There were a lot of people studying,and then I thought that some teacher came and put them to work.Then a girl with red hair appeared (Anastasyia Shpagina) and we really got along (we were painting) then I remember doing her hair(she was blonde now) and I for some reason I said: Woah! I'll let my hair grow so we can do anime's hairstyles! Then we gone to the bathroom and I told her I watched her videos on the internet and that she was awesome(While both of us looked in the mirror) and then she smiled.Then we gone back to the class and there was my class teacher (she was amazed for some reason) Then I saw my death classmate standing there with a bag and she kept smiling (she didn't had that many birth marks on her face,as she had) While I was going in the back of the class to look at her I kept doing a lot of RCs(I think 2 LOL) but they didn't worked so I gone to her and got on my knees(Again) and I was amazed And I kept asking her how she is alive and then I touched her face and then I heard a voice(possibly my mom) saying: Maybe she was in clinical death and they brought her to a psychologist and she eventually got good again. Then I hugged her and the people were like: Owww! So cute. [/COLOR]

Dream 2: [COLOR="#800080"]I was sitting somewhere outside with my mom (in the back of the block flat) and then a brownish-black car appeared and there was my ex boyfriend family and him.When his mother got out of the car she sat near my mom.My mom said: Yeah,Anna , we are very good friends. Then someone shouted for me and I ran and there was a girl called Mirela(Which I hate very much) she had some short hair and she was wearing some blue-white-green clothes and she asked me When was the wedding? I said I didn't know and What wedding? (I automatically thought about McDonalds for some reason,I thought that McDonalds was the food served for the wedding) She said: Oh , I think I came too late , It's finished already. And I was like: Really? Then she walked away smiling.I looked at a group of girls over there and then I gone back. I remember sitting somewhere else looking at my ex boyfriend making out with someone else and I was like: Ok,I don't care. Then I wanted to get closer to there but then I see him alone,with no girl near him.I realise a cat walking around me and there was my sister saying: Catch it! She's so cute!. I kept looking at the cat and she was white with some brown and she was really cute but I couldn't catch it.[/COLOR]

Dream 3 :[COLOR="#800080"]I remember Heather Feather coming into my house holding a black bag,she said something about money but then I stopped her and I told my mom that I'm going in my room with her because I have to tell her something,my mom was really calm and she didn't say anything but she smiled and clean the kitchen.Then I told to myself(How she didn't wanted to come or ask me anything about it) Well then I gone to my room and told her that I lucid dream and that I walked through walls and that I saw money(I thought that's how I could make money for some reason) In this whole time,she was at the computer then she smiled and she lay on the bed (somehow she turned into my math teacher) then she said I need to relax a lot and then she took off an elastic and her hair was lying on her back and then she started massaging her scalp.That's all I remember.[/COLOR]

Dream fragment 1: [COLOR="#800080"]I remember Jonathan telling me he doesn't know how to run and I teached him how to run.[/COLOR]

Dream fragment 2:[COLOR="#800080"] My friend came to my house asking me to go outside and I said: I don't really think I can come. then she said: What?! Anna! then she come smiling in my house .[/COLOR]

Dream recall from today's nap. Way to go failing with that reality check, my awareness was probably non-existent.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was in some video game in some modern city with simple structure, there were alot of people and i was taking quests from some crazy scientist, then i went to do those quests but all people disappeared, i figure it is game preparing area for fight but i wake up.
I lie down with closed eyes and in a few seconds i get sensation of dream. For some reason i can't open eyes but i feel some kind of energy above. I manage to control this energy for a bit and i think about trying to turning it into something but then i wake up.

Dream 2(fragments):

I am in bed in different position, preparing for nap but then i get interrupted by family and talk. I get up and almost do reality check but then i get distracted again and.
I wake up, more interruptions, more talk, i finally do RC and my hands are weird, i think that with hands like that i would not be able to use keyboard properly and i do reality check a couple more times till they are more or less normal... I go through door and then i wake up.

1. [non-lucid]
I am in the game Bioshock Infinite in the floating city, I'm stood in front of a gold fence with a gold sign on it, everything has a warm glow to it (floating buildings in the background).

fragments:
I'm in a place with a dark tarmac floor, theirs a car parked next to a fence to the left.
Some girl came and asked me something, I ended up going with her somewhere.
Driving down some narrow country roads, I was scared we would hit something. we stopped for a white van at some point.

Notable Items & People:
Gold sign, floating building, parked car, bumpy light grey road, lime-ish green trees, white van.

Thoughts:
Shitty morning and now I lost most of the dream D:

In this dream I was playing Runescape which I haven't done in many years. I thought I'd catch up with an old friend that I knew quite well so I met up with him on the game. We talked a lot, we knew each other quite well. I remember asking to borrow one of his items (dragon 2h sword) because I wanted to try out rush PKing again but I didn't have any money. He said yes but when I checked my bank I changed my mind because I didn't have any good items to use anyway. Next thing I remember is the same guy coming to my house. He was downstairs while I was upstairs, I'm not actually sure why I didn't go downstairs. Anyway some more people came and I got the impression that he was inviting people he knew. My Sister came up stairs and talked to me and she said that it were her other half's family, and that this friend of mine asked her to take off her coat, which was funny because I watched a episode of How I met your mother and it was based on that. Anyway, next thing I know I'm downstairs but I don't remember his appearance at all. I remember walking out from the kitchen into the living room and there was this zombie that didn't look like much of a zombie and was trying to grab him, I threw some sharp thing at the zombie thing and it cut it. Then it was after me, I ran back into the kitchen and towards the garden, the thing re spawned behind me which was worrying. I remember getting out into the garden and jumping onto the fence, I wanted it to end, I think I thought I was watching a film because I don't remember saying I wanted the dream to end. I started shaking my head and the dream slowly started to fade away.

In this dream I remember talking to someone about my Dream Recall, I was saying how it hasn't been that great lately and I wasn't sure why. He was saying how I've been drinking lately which I don't recall because I don't drink. But he said that I drunk alcohol at Prom and that I was about to do so now, this didn't happen in realty but in the dream I created the memory of it.

I was in an IT class which some other people, we were leaving just about now. I remember being outside, walking home and seeing someone I knew who I talked to on the way home. I then remember being back at school to do this after school activity for an hour, it was my first time going there and I wasn't too sure of it. I went there with someone I knew, I sat down and they were doing some sort of an activity. We were supposed to work in pairs but apparently the girl next to me didn't want to work with me because she didn't know me, they wanted us to do some dance thing. Anyway the host/teacher came up in the middle of the circle and was calling people out to give examples to people of what we were supposed to do. All they were doing were holding hands in a dancing position and swaying side by side for a few seconds. After that it was the end which went very quick because it was for one hour and it felt like 5 minutes. I went home and I was just outside the school walking home and I realized that I was missing my coat and my jumper. I was on my way back there when the girl who sat next to me was there and I started talking to her and she said that they normally do these activities were you have to find things and you get it back after. We were told that we had to find these 2 coins in our groups. We went looking, i'm not sure if there was anyone else in the group but I just remember it being her and I. We went searching in the park and didn't find anything. So we went in through the school and started examining the toilets but didn't find anything. I then remember it being night and being in the street looking and there were other groups around too, they were saying how they already found a coin and we still had nothing.. I looked around and found a few coins but I was told they were just regular coins. I then remember the activity finishing for good and I was on my way home, I wasn't sure if I was going to go again this activity. However I definitely formed a friendship with the girl who sat next to me. I'm pretty sure this was where the dream ended as I was awoken.