I entered into a lucid dream, when I started seeing things in my eyelids I decided to make the eyes into something not threatening so they started to form into the eyes of a kitten until I was in a dream and holding a little black kitten with blue eyes, I jumped out of bed and ran to my door with the kitten. (I don't know why I sprint for my door whenever I WILD) I opened the door before I could think up of a scene or place to go but it was to late anyways because I then lost the lucid and began dreaming that this man was chasing me through this house with many rooms, I ran to the back and ran outside on this porch/dock and saw many people on little one person speed boats and I held out my thumb thinking maybe one would give me a ride before the man caught up, then all the people pointed guns at me, and a women laughed and said please please please let me do it let me just do it. and I looked at her shocked and said no and then ran into the brush she kept her gun pointed at me the whole time. woke up
Date: 17 May Pre bed: 120 mg gingko Total sleep time: 8 hrs WBTB: took 2xpeppermint oil tablets, half cup matcha tea, duration 10 mins (OK, not too asleep, not too awake) Dream quality and recall: Very vivid dreams, emotions, I got woken up a number of times and forgot any other dreams/fragments. Fragment1: Me and my dad at some unknown place, I notice two pairs of lions, that is four lions in front of me. They look a bit like from a simulation. They are lazily lying on top of each other, I like them. Fragment2: I am with my parents possibly in front of the hotel. Somebody tells me Checker lives there, one the first floor. I fly up the window to see him. There are three beds and three guys in the room, they notice me so I have the chance to quickly peek at only one of them. Not sure if it was Checker. Dream3: Me and parents in a hotel again, my dad is about to order some food, guacamole on the menu. A bit later we are preparing to leave the place, I go somewhere to take a shower, get my things. I end up on a dark unlit staircase, going down, feeling a bit creepy, then up again. I keep on following this staircase until I reach the last floor. There sititing in the darkness on a sofa is a woman, watching TV. She is a bit blurred. I also notice that the wall next to the stairway has a window with nice view of the stars. This is on woman’s property so I want to ask her if I can go and star gaze. But when I turn to key, I have problems with my vision – I only see with one eye, grey darkness in the other. I try to change this but it doesn’t work, so I go down the stairs, fall and land in our old place. Dream4: I am in a toy store, which is actually in an apartment with family relatives. We are looking to buy toys for their kids. I see something like a lego computer toy, red colors. It feels more like a kindergarten, there is a room full of kids. I am in a different room which is rapidly changing, and see my friends, they have a small boy irl. My friends are more like part of the background. I concentrate on their boy, which is also here. I like him very much and talk to him. He does not look like a child at all, more like a mini version of an adult, his eyes are unusual. He is extremely smart and answers back. I mention the word “quarter” and wonder if he knows what it means. I ask him does he know what is half of a half, and also ask him to tell me what we have just been talking about. He knows it all. We are now in some kind of a cabin, and I can see large construction machine moving menacingly outside. I remark to the kid that this is very similar to a dream, so he should not worry. I then begin to explain about dreams in general, and that he shouldn’t be afraid of nightmares, but once again, he seems to understand the issue better than me and already has lots of experience. While we are talking there is a strange animal in the cabin, it resembles a panda, and in my dream mind is a panda. We caress it. This whole last section of the dream is soaked with very positive feeling. Dream5: I am in some kind of game, they have levelled the terrain so there are no objects, just green grass. I command an army of some kind, I zoom out and try to find the leader, which is in red. This takes a while, but I finally spot him. There are a number of sections of the terrain, one territory, which we will later cross, but I first want to establish a city. It turns out I cannot establish the city there, but must go north and conquer one. As I am trying to save, the menu is similar to that of Pharaoh game, and I find out that I have been playing with only one city download. Numerous city downloads are available. At the same time I see a message that the team doing these updates will be retiring, so no more game updates after two weeks? At the top of the menu game location is one which belongs to DV.
Updated 05-18-2013 at 12:59 AM by 61764
Had a bit of problem of not being able to fall asleep but in the end recalled more than what i have expected. Dream 1(fragment): I was in some outdoor place, i think it was a forest. Dream 2: I was playing some RTS game and i was controlling a group of tanks and i had and my objective was to defend the base while taking out some important enemy structures, units/buildings looked like they were from Army Men Air Attack(A game from my looooooooooooong past). It was pretty hard to defend the base since i couldn't build anything, but i was getting reinforcements with additional tanks from time to time. I managed to take out one of those enemy structures because it was close to the base, but that's pretty much that. Then some other player was controlling a helicopter and i was trying to direct him to do stuff properly, but he acted like he was not understanding what to do, though he did managed to take out a few enemy structures. Then we switched the roles and i started controlling the helicopter, i took out most of the enemy structures and there was only one left, but it was in a place which was tough to get to, i almost destroyed it but my heli was destroyed before that. I was then thinking that i should have used 'Kamikazi blade' attack instead. Can't recall in detail after that but i am sure we eventually have won. Dream 3(fragment): I was cyborg of some kind and some crazy scientist dude managed to capture me in his lab by disconnecting some cable thing on my back. My movement was limited and he was talking about that he needs to get into my brain to get hold of some kind of 'spirits', i was confused at first but then i decided to get hold of them by myself and after escaping i went into some metallic place that apparently was 'My brain'.
Date: 16 May Pre bed: 3mg mel (needed to fall asleep fast) Sleep quality and recall: feeling sleepy, fleeting recall Total sleep time: 8 hrs Dream1: I picked up the phone and heard an unfamiliar and strange sounding voice. I was wondering who it was, when I had the thought that it was one of the family members of a friend of mine. Then he picked up the phone. We were supposed to meet somewhere. I went there but it was really hot, the sun shining bright (never felt such so warm during a dream), so I left. Fragment2: Family friends are working on something like a lettuce, discussing my cooking skills. I am trimming dill with scissors, it looks weird , so I stop doing it. Dream3: A young woman that looks like a not very famous actress comes to our place and behaves improperly. I become enraged, grab her by the hair and drag her outside. She somehow makes her way back and pretends to be hurt, lying on the bed. I carry her out and make sure to close the door well, I don’t care what the neighbours will think.
Last night, I dreamed I stole a $1200 suit case from an art exhibit and got chased by Kate Middleton through a shopping mall. The exhibit was being run by 2 old guys and one part of it was giant paintings someone had made of anime characters. Kate chased me into the bathroom (which, in my dream, was a bathroom for rich people). I hid in a stall and counted out cash, since I didn't want to be tracked by using my debit card. A girl in there kept asking what I was doing. I dropped some quarters on the floor but left them because bathroom floors are gross. I escaped the bathroom and made it to an elevator, and she was unable to follow me. The suitcase was actually a work of art created by a friend of mine, and it looked exactly like a regular suitcase. I was going to ask her to help me make some shoes and sell them at exorbitant prices later on. Everyone kept asking why I didn't have any art in the exhibit, and I felt really embarrassed about it. In other news, this makes me 1 journal entry away from 400 in my offsite dream journal, which is several years old.
Updated 05-17-2013 at 06:35 PM by 32101
I was with my dad at a farm. He was welding expensive $1000 sparkplugs on a tractor rim. I run through the smoke from the welder to a granary. The smoke sets small things on fire. I see a spruce tree burn up. I also see a one eyed animal that looked like a pug dog. I was at a western town, and my dad drove off and left me behind. I walked west, and eventually I found him pulled over alongside the road. I saw there was a bridge across a ditch, the bridge immediately ended on the other side, and curved up like a quarter pipe. We got in the car and crossed the bridge but the ramp caused the car to fall down into the ditch upside down. Dry dirt flew in my window. We were in this swampy area that had a lot of driftwood lying in the water. We walked until we came across a very large raging river, which had these floating log bridges. A biker crossed but I refused to cross, so I ran back to the car jumping on the driftwood. One back I saw a building. There I saw slightly pink cat with kittens. I accidently scared it and it ran off. They finally came back and we walked back to the town area. We saw this large chicken coop which had some normal and some rotten eggs. I told a joke to my friend.
Date: 15 May Pre bed: 400 mg valerian, 100b B6 Total sleep time: 7hrs Impressions and Recall: There was my usual for B6 sense of aggression seeping through parts of the dream. After waking up from the lucid (after 5 hrs of sleep), I decided to take key notes and review as not to wake myself up. I got pretty excited and the internal dialogue turned on full power, resulting in about an hour of insomnia. After that I fell into deeper more unconscious type of sleep with a decreased recall capability. I had another lucid from which I remember only a part, I continued sleeping after it was over and had an non-ld. Fragment1: Some kind of posts on DV that had to do with PennyRoyal. Fragment2: At home, my parents have gone somewhere and I am in my room cooking some strange pancake/calzone thing that looks and tastes delicious. I have to leave some for my grandma. Dream3 DILD TOTY attempt: I am in a room which feels familiar, three women are sitting around the table, and I am cleaning up as if after a meal. One of the women has some tempting white green chocolate cookies, I am secretly planning on having a few after the women are gone. Another female DC comes in and starts behaving really aggressively. She demands all the attention, looks me in the eye with hatred and begins complaining to one of the women in the room. I have the feeling that they will start a fight with each other, so get out of there fast. Her hostility feels kind of fake, and at this point the memory of the B6 effect for me reaches my subcon on a subtle level. I find myself on the stairs of a building and lots of aggressive gangster type boys are all around me. One of them is particularly evil, feels dangerous. I become lucid on a distracted level, realizing this is a dream, but unable to do anything about the guy. I am trying to move away but it is really crowded on the stairs, I think somebody pushed me, and I end up in a niche on the wall. The wall is not really wall but something liquid that sucks me in. As I move forward in this thing, I achieve a better clarity of mind and am fully lucid and in control. There is a single task that I feel the urge to do now, go to Angel Falls. I remember CL’s advice to try to feel the floor, so I move my fingers, touching the empty space and feeling small grains of sand and pebbles. The dream idea was to be on top of Angel Falls, but in the water, so in addition to my feeling the floor, I begin to make swimming movements with my hands. The wall is already liquid and it is like a white pinkish sinking sand made of rubber-like substance. The whole world has disappeared and it is just me and the wall and I feel a closer to the void, afraid that the dream would destabilize and disconnect. I am swimming forward and nothing happens for a while, but I decide to keep on swimming. At some point the whole environment changes and I find myself looking at a flower, submerged in water. I look at the dark purple flower and marvel its beauty, noticing every petal in detail. I look around, and see that I am in the middle of a pond/lake that stretches as far as my eyes can see. At the same time, mixed with this image I find myself in my old room, where all this is taking place. I focus on the surface of the pond which looks like a silver mirror reflecting the clouds. I then notice that this pond is covered or rather slowly begins to cover itself with lotus flowers. Bright yellow and magenta lotus flowers are everywhere I move my eyes to look. I feel happiness upon witnessing this beautiful sight. The dream is extremely vivid and stable. Needless to say, I am somewhat distracted by this, but keep gliding on the surface of the pond in the direction of Angel Falls. This doesn’t work too well, I am still within the confines of my room, looking through some glass that distorts the view from outside, which is the view from my room with strange rainbow-like effects. A bit like looking out during a bus ride. It looks like my room wins the battle between the two layers of images, gaining more detail. Soon the water level in the room goes down and with it my lucidity. I struggle to restore the water level with intent, but non-lucid already. I manage to briefly do so, but then I see the floor and the water is retreating. There is also mud everywhere, the furniture is falling apart. I become concerned about the state of my old room and wonder how to clean everything. [end of memory] After the dream ended, I had a brief awakening, noting to myself about the lucid, but then fell asleep again. I heard some kind of bell-like sound, I guess a type of HI, that actually woke me up. After reviewing the dream I had 1 hour of insomnia. Then - deeper sleep and less memorable sleep. Fragment4: Having to share the bed with relatives, I preferred sleeping on the ground. Fragment5: Some more beds, family friends. Dream6 DILD: I am in my hometown, in a familiar park and am lucid. I see a few dogs around, mostly small ones and larger one (no idea what breed) captures my attention. I keep looking at it and feel my emotions reflected in the dog. I observe it a for a while, the dream is stable, I am happy. By simply looking around, I unconsciously summon more dogs of different smaller breeds. I find this cool. [end of memory] Fragment7: I see and talk to a politician I don’t like.
Updated 05-17-2013 at 06:09 PM by 61764
Didn't really care much for using self-hypnosis for lucid dreaming and just wanted to have the sleep where you sleep through until the next morning. 17.05.2013Sex with Teal Scott [DILD] (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Okay, can't really remember much, but I'll try. The dream, at least from what I recalled, was already occurring, it's just that the non-lucid state was so hard to remember until this point. I feel I was lucid at the time, seeing as how it was similar to me doing self-hypnosis sessions to go from waking to dreaming state quickly. So the dream starts out with me and a female that looks exactly like Teal Scott on YouTube (The Spiritual Catalyst). My memories of how she would talk, and her overall personality, and her positive demeanor that she naturally shows (or maybe it's just me wanting to believe that), combined with her being half-naked in front of me...it's just hard to describe my emotions at the time. Damn it, I need to work on my descriptions more. I don't know why two spoiler's are showing up, but whatever, too lazy to edit this. Spoiler for 18+ Content - Read at your own risk: Her hair is very detailed, with individual strands coming off to the left side of her forehead, and her lipstick was either black or a very dark pink color. It was hard to tell since there was more focus on me having sex with her. I couldn't tell if it was vaginal or anal, but whatever the case, I find myself shifting between two people once more. I'm not sure if there's another clone of me, but it feels like I'm filming this sex scene with her and my doppelganger. It feels like I'm blackmailing her for the majority of the dream, but I found she doesn't really care anymore and ends up smiling. She was on top of me, and I was lying down on the bed, gripping my hands on her love handles, and she has her back facing me. She was probably wearing red lingerie seeing how they were on the right side of the bed. The bed itself was fairly dull in color, like a muddy brown color, and was probably laid out like that so that I would focus my attentions towards Teal Scott. She has her shirt lifted up, but not taken off, just enough to fit and wrap around on top of her breasts about 3-4 inches. She's really enjoying what's happening, and I find the more she looks at the camera, the more she starts smiling. She's confused with her own sexual expressions and trying not to laugh at the camrea Spoiler for 18+ Content - Read at your own risk: (hopefully she wasn't laughing at what I did to her ;____; ), and even though we didn't reach climax, I could still remember how intense things were. I decided to shift back to being a spectator that's filming this, and I take an electronic device and told Teal Scott that we'll be taking a picture of her as well. She mounts herself off of me, and she quickly pull down her red shirt, and it ends up being a red netted shirt with the neck region and some of the shoulder region being regular fabric. I don't know why she wanted to cover herself, especially since all of this was going to be filmed in any case. And when I saw her in the netted shirt, it made me focus more on any colors different from her overall skin colors, and her brown nipples became eye-candy for me. I gazed at her breasts for a bit, and I'm sure there's more that I did to her, but that's all that I remember. _________________________ 17.05.2013Mirror, Mirror, On The Wall....and a Demon (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I'm looking at a mirror in a random room that seems to be there for me to focus more on the mirror. The room itself had bland and dull colors of crimison red and burned red (I'm horrible with color naming, sorry). I could feel that looking into this mirror would turn into something random and potentially bad. I didn't bother looking at myself, just at the mirror in an angle where I couldn't see myself. I see a sinister face show up, and I start getting jumpy. I shift my focus to a random point in the room, and then turned back to the mirror, having a longer gaze than before. I do this once more, and then focused on the mirror until the face of a demon shows up, and I can't remember what happened next. _________________________ 17.05.2013Chubby Anal Sex (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Spoiler for 18+ Content: I had anal sex with a dream character that was chubby. The most awkward penetrative dream sex so far. It was like a mix between realism and cartoon effects. The room was similar to the ones I had with the dreams above me, which is kind of weird. But whatever. My penis wasn't really working that well, and I had to ignore the person's face so I wouldn't get turned off. I think that was the major conflict her, her visage. Eh.
Updated 05-17-2013 at 06:04 PM by 47756
Lucidity Dreams Real Life Side Notes Dream Fragments My dream last night must have been really vivid as I woke up around 10am, it's now noon and I'm only just writing anything down. I dreamt we were at Uprising, the first scene was Matty D, he was playing a set and I thought to myself that the sound system was awful. I then realized he was just doing a sound check and sorting all the levels out. I said I'd deal with the light system, I got most of it sorted, but got stuck with the controller, Matty showed me a quick fix that really seemed to impress me, in that he got the 5 - 10 inch controller into literally no space at all. Joy turned up and tried to get involved, for some reason I was really annoyed with her and I told her to "Fuck off and leave me alone". Bri -Top Groove- turned up with Natz and was sorting some technical issue out with Matty, Joy was talking to Natz, which made me even more angry as she knows how I can't stand him, so I left them to it. I went into the toilets to take my pills before the event, there was a security guard stood at the sinks watching for people doing drugs and I thought, "I'll never be able to do them here." He then beckoned me over and asked if I was on Matty's guest list, I said I was, he turned his back to everyone and said "I've just taken these off someone, do you want them?" and held out a bag of around 5 - 8 pills, he gave me some water and I took about 4, but they just mushed up in my mouth and tasted awful. He then asked me to tell him if I saw anyone doing anything and he'd share what he got with me. At one point I was quite well know on the rave scene as 'The guy in the mask', if you've done Uprising, Diztruxshon, Donny Warehouse etc', you've probably seen me. I was still in the mens room when I noticed a number of masks on the floor. Really good, full head, rubber masks like my original. I picked one up and inspected it, it was dirty and so I set about cleaning it. I left the toilet with the mask in hand. I was looking for Joy, she was nowhere to be found, I noticed Natz had also gone missing and I instinctively knew they were both up to no good, although I had no idea what that was, it annoyed me even more and so I did the rest of the pills to myself. When I found her, I told her about the pills, this pissed her off and pleased me to no end. Scene Change - Same Dream, sort of, the rave had finished and we were walking home, Rob was there, he still owed me Ł250 for the work I did and I was trying my hardest to leave him behind, but I couldn't lose him. I was making a roll up and he kept asking for one, I think I was with Matty, not sure, but he kept saying "Just give him one to get rid of him." I said "No, he owes me Ł250, let him go without." Then Matty found a pouch of backy on the floor and said "Here, give him this", I said I would, took the backy and poured it into my pouch. I woke up proper at 10am.
Random dreams. DREAM 1: Inappropriate dreams but had something to do with butter. *Sorry that's all I'll say* DREAM 2: My crush's current boyfriend gave her his number because even though they've been going out for awhile, they're not that close (In real life I'm sure they are). He wrote down his number on some line paper and gave it to her. She looked at it and she smiled and said thank you. I felt hopeful that she wouldn't take it, but jealous that she did. She didn't seem overly excited, however. DREAM 3: Something off, like dogs playing poker in a shack or something. Dimly lit with one of those hanging lamps on the roof that swings back and forth. Shack was made of wood and it seemed to be chilly. Don't really remember it that well..
Music…. A lullaby...a steel guitar the feeling is of mourning. An overwhelming feeling of loss and sadness. I hum the tune I hear in the distance, walking down a dark hallway. The hallway drops off into a dimly lit sound studio… typical with the gizmos and gadgets all lit up, hiding behind a glass wall. The other side there’s a man, someone I recognize as very dear to me. He's sitting on a stool in the center of the room, holding a guitar, strumming away. He asks "Are you going to come in?" I hold myself together, and walk to him, I'm magically sitting across on another stool. I don't say anything, just take in his image. I remember all his features, down to each wrinkle on his face. It's nice to see family again, after losing them. He begins to tell me how everything turned out okay for him, he's happy and gets to hang out with Bob Dylan..He tells me some other information but it quickly leaves my mind as a lost memory. He then tells me that Kyle is with him and misses me. I start to cry. I wake up, with the smell of camping filling my senses... that was the last time I saw him.
Flying Over a Mountain Range [DILD] The setting in this dream was odd, I was at home but I was also in some kind of school class working on a project. There was a decent chunk of this dream that was non-lucid, but I can't really remember much of it now. Basically where my recall comes in is when I became lucid and decided to go for a change of scenery. I had decided to try walking through some doors instead of phasing for once, but then I remembered a thing I read where it said that walking through a door is enough to disrupt short-term memory and decided against it. I phased out through the backyard door of my house and flew over the fence and across other peoples' yards. The main thing I remember is that in this yard immediately behind mine, which looked nothing like it does in real life, there was a naked woman sunbathing that just caught me by surprise so I thought it was funny. Next thing I knew the area around my house had completely changed, and I was flying high over a bunch of fields and a mountain range. It was extremely vivid and lifelike, I think it may have been the most realistic flying scene I've ever had in a lucid. I was just in awe of all of it, especially the trees, some of which were hanging in the air. They actually had very similar designs to these plants we have hanging from our living room ceiling, so I'm betting that that's what inspired them, but they were much larger, more complex, and very beautiful and natural-looking. The whole view was just incredible. Anyway... I started thinking the name S, which I've known lots of people named, and landed somewhere in a field by this compact trailer home. I looked around and saw this girl who was one of the people with that name, this girl SS I knew from acting classes in middle school, and ran up to her and said hi. She pointed out this tornado to me that was in the distance, and either she told me or I just suddenly knew that she was training to be a wind witch and I told her to try to change its path. She wasn't really able to though, but it did pass right by us in a very unrealistic fashion without even creating any feeling of gust, it's more like it just phased out of existence by getting closer to me in my vision. After that SS and I just sat down and I wrapped my legs around her, but then I woke up.
I remember laying in a foxhole in my back yard. I had my M-16. I shot it a few times. I also remember crossing the highway, but the path was blocked off. I ended up taking some trails through a forest. Some of the paths were full of water, and alligators were in them.
Every morning, I attempt to get up out of bed after my alarm has gone off the first time. I hit the snooze, fall back to sleep, then wake up about half an hour later. During this ritualistic awakening, I usually have some very vivid and bizarre dreams. (Must be some credibility to the WBTB method) My wife and I are walking down a road that is surrounded by trees on both sides. Every now and then, a fence emerges from the woods and we are able to make out the shape of someone's property. Most of it is very overgrown, but we come across a fenced-in field that has mushrooms growing all over the place. This should have triggered a LD because I have numerous dreams where the mushroom is a signal flare to dreaming. These were also not any ordinary mushrooms as they were growing out of absolutely everything and were a lot larger than normal. We continue on down our journey - the snooze alarm goes off and I hit it again. ~ I am in an older country style house, very rustic furniture without being "YEE HAW" Texan trash. My boss is there watching television in her room. We are talking about some of the conversational errors that I have made in the past and laugh it off. Sometimes I feel like I am a bumbling idiot when I am trying to sound professional. This has to do with this. I am assuming it means to not take things so seriously around here, because as serious as she can seem, she is probably not so out of touch with reality like I make my bosses out to be. The conversation continues and we start talking about Italians for some reason. At this point I think she might have made a move at me, which is very odd and I cannot even remember it because it would be so far beyond the point of reason that my head would melt into nothingness if such a thing did happen. She mentions something about offering payment, which I refuse, then politely I leave the room. In the next room, there is my entire family gathered around a very small piano. The piano only has about twenty keys, and they are looking into the back part where the strings are exposed. Jenny points to a very small gecko that is being chased by what looks like a larger lizard with a snake head. The lizard catches the gecko in its mouth, then slowly starts to eat it. The sound of the piano strings being plucked by their little claws is maddening. I look away, out to the window, and realize that the field we saw earlier is the property we are on. I hate missing the chance to LD. I know that understanding the dream signs and being able to notice things that are so incomprehensibly strange are crucial to learning the skill, but I am making slow progress. I have been trying to have a lucid dream for the past several months, and now that school is coming to an end for the summer, I feel like I will be able to give it the practice it takes to have them.
Dream recall from today's nap. I was discussing something with someone and it was at night.
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