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Friends of ours organized a big gathering of friends at fancy restaurant. We saw them there. It seemed awkward because we had not been invited. Soon after these friends invited us, just us, to same restaurant. It seems they had forgotten to invite us before. For a while I remember being confused as to what the occasion was: it seemed important, like a wedding rehearsal, but why invite just us now? Was I like a maid of honor? But we were not that close, me and the bride? And besides these friends had been married a long time already. it turned out that the important event was a food tasting. We were supposed to be like food critics, and the fancy restaurant was giving us the best food.

Side note: I had not felt well last evening so I went to bed without supper, just ate a couple slices of bread. So dreaming of food makes sense tonight. Also of note, I had to work hard to recall this dream. Almost gave up, and thought no recall this morning, and then I remembered!

Edit: Oh, and I just remembered: the food was chicken, very tasty chicken.

05/16/13

Escape From Jerusalem
I am lying on a blanket in the middle of a green field. I look up at the clouds passing through the blue sky, I see that one of them looks like a cat. I sit up and look around. I am by myself. I remember my dream plans. Healing. I have been making it a habit to do some healing on Nomad's girlfriend Winter to try to get her fibromyalgia under control. Unfortunately it doesn't seem to be helping. But I guess I'm not ready to give up trying. So I open a portal to the healing springs on the moon. Nomad and Winter are already there, so I go through the usual process of healing with the song Voices. It makes me want to fall asleep in the dream, but I remember that there is another plan. To share an Assassin's Creed dream with SJ. As if he already knew what I wanted to do, Q appears and says he will send me to the proper instance of Jerusalem. He snaps his fingers and the scene around me changes. I am now standing in a back road of a city that looks like Jerusalem from Assassin's Creed. I am just missing SJ. I use the song Dream On by Aerosmith to initiate a shared dream. I focus on SJ, and after a bit a woman appears. She is dressed in dark Assassin robes and is looking around at the city but doesn't seem to notice me. I ask if she is SJ, she says yes. Now to find Altaïr. Of course that could be difficult in a place the size of Jerusalem, especially if he doesn't want to be found. I figure Q probably sent me to a place fairly close to Altaïr. SJ and I walk out into what looks like a busy market place.

There are vendors all around selling their wares, people buying, it is very crowded. I see what appears to be the main gate out of the city not far away. There are Templars blocking the way, which is getting quite a few people more than a little pissed off. I look around the area and I spot one of the game hiding places. Five robed scholars approaching the gate. But the middle one isn't quite right. The differences aren't nearly as visible as in the game, his weapons are mostly concealed beneath his robes. I can see the tip of the sword hanging down below the robes, but that is it. If I didn't know what I was looking for… The group of scholars approaches the gate and tries to pass through but the Templars block the way. After briefly arguing about it and then getting threatened with execution the group turns back into the market place. I see a bench nearby, so SJ sits on one end and I sit on the other. As I expected, Altaïr sits right between us and looks over at the gate, watching the Templars closely.

SJ is staring at Altaïr. Maybe he sees her from the corner of his eye or maybe he just senses her watching him, but Altaïr turns and looks at SJ. SJ hesitates briefly, then holds up her left hand with the ring finger bent over to indicate she is an Assassin. I can't see his face, and it is too loud to hear if he is speaking, so I don't know how he responds. But after a short time he turns and looks over at me. I copy SJ's hand gesture to indicate I am also an Assassin. He looks at me closely for a bit, perhaps checking my identity with his eagle vision. He seems satisfied that SJ and I are both Assassins. He says it is important that he get out of Jerusalem as quickly as possible before Robert de Sable meets with Richard. SJ indicates the gate. He asks if we know how many Templars are out there. I say it's not enough. Altaïr says he'd been hoping to avoid a direct confrontation with the Templars but there is no more time to wait. So all three of us go over to the gate. Templars get in the way and say no one enters or leaves. The Templar who spoke eyes us suspiciously. Two more Templars join him when we seem unwilling to leave. There are three of them, three of us… three stabs with three hidden blades, three dead Templars. The others don't seem to immediately realize what has just happened. We are halfway through the gate before some Templar sounds the alarm, pointing at us and yelling that the Assassins are here, don't let them through. So now a fight begins. I look over at SJ and see she has produced a sword from somewhere and knows how to use it. She kills a Templar as I watch. The next thing I know Altaïr yells to look out. I turn just in time to see Altaïr's throwing knife embedded in the neck of a Templar who had been coming at me. I need to pay less attention to SJ and more attention to the Templars! I dodge an incoming attack from a Templar and counter strike with my Witchblade sword, taking out another Templar. We are fighting our way towards the stables. Altaïr is after a horse. So we fight our way to the stables, leaving a trail of dead Templars in our wake. Then Altaïr is on a horse, tearing out of the stable at full speed and running down a couple Templars who had been blocking the gate. SJ and I kill some Templars trying to get to the horses to give chase. I see Altaïr disappear into the distance. There's no way they'll catch him now. I have just killed another Templar when I wake.

4/16/13

1. I am on a tennis court. Odd things happen, and it turns into a competition. An adversary wants to trap me on one side. I walk horizontally out into the city area. I become certain that I am dreaming. I go into a restaurant. The faint image of a man running into down an apartment hall appears.

2. I have a false awakening, and I lose my lucidity.

3. I am in a city street. I am lucid again. I am awed, and I decide not to do anything while I am lucid because I am unprepared. I decide to just view the dreamscape. I want to go to the Woodland away from the city. I begin to fly towards it. An enemy comes up to me in the field. I fly up into the air to avoid him. He taunts me and says that I will have to come down some time. He says that he will cause many nightmarish false awakenings. I say that he is just a dream character. and I wake up.

4. I am still dreaming, and I awaken to a figure slicing skin off of me in my sleep. I realize he has a face similar to that of the man of before. I still am not lucid. He is rambling and psychotic.

I call the police, but instead just mumble into the phone, "Something's wrong," before dropping it with newfound lucidity. I awaken.

5. It is another FA. I go the man from the dream that is in my house, but I am illogically non-lucid. I yell at him. I am shocked. He winks at me when I complain about the FAs. At that, I become lucid, but I wake up for real.

4/10/13

1. I am at school. An announcement is made that the water is going to be shut off for a few days. People grumble. I go home, and my grandmother is convinced that she needs a new bathroom door. I become angry with her, and she locks herself in her car. She stays the night, but I inform her I never wanted her to do that.

2. I am fearful of writing SATAN in a grimoire I find because of an angel or demon character from the dream.

3. I am at the Marsh or Woodland, looking out into the distance. Lately it has transformed from a swamp into a hill-scape. I am sitting on the hill.

4. I am in school. They state that nuclear radiation exceeding normal levels has encompassed the building, and that we must evacuate immediately. We all become happy because we get to leave school. Our homeroom teacher brings us up to the ongoing history class to retrieve the rest of her students. We evacuate the building, and go to a camp. Someone hurt a bunch of kids the annoy me and other DCs. We are astonished by his psychopathic behavior, and I bring him into a cabin. I stab him to death with a pair of scissors.

5. An Irish kid I know gets mad at me, and I go to my house. I then sneak out at night. I begin to fly although I am not lucid. I go over hills and end in the Woodland again, although it is no longer swampy. It is dawn, and I am over the hills with many trees. It is perfectly misty and peaceful. Some areas have snow. I accidentally go too far in the mountain scenery and fly into the tundra. I am lost.

6. I am taking a shower, but frogs and slugs peel out from my skin. I am absolutely horrified. I get dressed and am too afraid to even look under my shirt to find out what happened.

These aren't necessarily in order that I dreamed them.

1:

I saw Frankenstein's monster on the windmill and the windmill was on fire. I felt bad about it because I know it wasn't the monster's fault that he was what he was; I saw that he was born into agony.

2:

Someone I know (And I remember who) held me up in the air by spraying me with water from a hose, Near a building. But for some reason he hit me between the rear-cheeks which is odd, Given the fact I was facing him with my stomach facing down to the ground.

3: I cut down a tree by the church I attend so I could move my car behind it. (Edit: This third one might have not been a good thing to do.)

Later, I saw someone I know had a very huge glass jar (One two three gallon-size) of organic sliced peaches on my kitchen counter.

Had two dreams with a huge blue moon. First dream; inside a stone and wood building much like a lage cabin with two others. The mood was of panic and confusion. Suddenly wild life was acting strange trying to enter the building. I open the door and bats fly in. We look outside and see very low laying storm clouds (practically on the earths surface). More panic sets in and then one of the two ppl starts to become hysterical talking about the NWO and planet changes. The building starts to creak and pop. The hysterical person now starts acting irrational so I walk over to a tool box pull out a gun and shoot him, killing him knowing if I didn't this person would make things worst. Putting the gun away I noticed the side door is now open and a pack of aggresive wild wolfs or coyotes are entering the building. I grab the gun again and a medium size rag and with a warning shot and crazily waving the rag around I'm able to push the pack of wild animals back so I could close the door. I then blocked the door with a bulky item. I look up at the other person and they are stunned frozen. I walk up to the front door were I can look out and see the path way that leads up to the structure but it has a blue tint to it. I was thinking what the hell is this about. I walked threw the front door, walking outside on the pathway(kinda seemed like a bridge) I looked up and couldn't believe what I saw. The moon practically filled the whole sky during daylight and was blue in color. With the moon so huge I soon figured out the moon was out of its orbit and closer to the Earth creating all the wild events. Then I woke up.
Dream two; I was standing outside of an apartment type of building made mostly of cinder block in a beach community. I quickly noticed 97% of the ppl were out of their homes standing around in the streets in some kind of shock. Something big just happened but I couldn't tell what. I looked up to see a lot of blue colored cloud cover. As the clouds blew inland a huge ruckus in the streets started when everyone looked up to see a huge massive blue colored moon. Panic soon set in, that's when I woke up

I remember being in my old apartment, walking around and attempting to communicate with someone(my dad and/or my mom). I began to hear a passage from the show Ancient Aliens. The passage was not clear, but my 'Dream Self' seem to understand what the passage was explaining (I know the passage was from the show because I heard the theme song in the 'background' of my dream, and my 'dream self' seem to recognize it from the show). I was thinking to myself (NOT my dream self (I felt as if I was consciously viewing my dream at this moment; like I had two minds within my subconscious mind)) 'why am I hearing this?' and 'why do I seem to expect this?' Suddenly, I began to [kind of] clearly understand what the narrator was saying; "...This_____ some sort of new [civilization, species, OR being]..." After hearing the narrator, the passage stopped being played and I then saw a image of a unusual being and appeared to be made in the 17th-18th centuries. This being was very vivid and I remembered it clearly when I woke up.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was in some video game, in outdoor area, it was some kind of team game. Then later i was in team's bunker/base and i for some reason decided to troll them and blow up some stuff in the base using explosives. I was also posting some stuff on team's forums pretending/roleplaying a terrorist. During the last explosion they almost trapped me, but i managed to find the way out. Somebody was saying that i am breaking good movie's rules or something. Then i used the ladder of unused exit from the bunker to escape and somebody was waiting for me there.
We went through some locations and soon we were in some rocky place with stonehedge-like structure of sorts, there were ally forces defending the princess and strong enemy character was attacking. There was a fight then some warrior dude sprinted in out of nowhere and attacks the enemy, beating him up like he was nothing. Then he says that he did it because i helped with something.

Dream 2(fragment):

I was playing some game that looked like Front Mission 3, but with different levels and characters. There was story talk and some battles in city, then there was battle in the forest, there were a couple of Quibing 0 type wanzers as enemies:

but orange colored, they were also piloted by named characters. Also there were a couple of different orange colored wanzers and also a weird white 'mercenary' wanzer that used up two spaces on the map and had big hovering missile launcher backpack taking that second space behind him.

Today, I had another nightmare. However, just like last night's dream, I did not wake up with a start or a scream.

I was waiting for the other three members in my study group in a room, which apparently belonged to the university. I was soon accompanied by the new guy F, who I have only met once for real. I did not really like the atmosphere he created in the room in this dream. It felt calm in an eerie way. Shortly, A also showed up, but she turned around again, saying she had to take care of something first. A few minutes later, J appeared and I felt small and delicate next to F. I immediately explained to J that A would be back soon. J acted a bit weird, though. He did not even look at me and turned around at my comment, apparently to search for A instead. I felt a bit abandoned by the other two.

When J had left and shut the only door, which was now on the top of a slope, I noticed how much the room had grown. When F and I were alone, the room grew even more and the walls turned into a dark red. F felt even creepier now and at the same time he seemed amused to have me all for himself. His body started growing, turned pitch-black with white eyes and he grew horns. He soon melted into the wall above me. His body became fully merged with the red wall and disappeared, but the devilish features of his head could still be seen. He started talking in an evil and menacing voice. I cannot recall what he said, but he repeated a few sentences several times and I felt uneasy by his words. Then I woke up.

More dreams about Alex "The Kid" Mason. A couple times during the night we set up a slackline in the sky, from two crazy points, and I vaguely remember him and another kid friend casing a hill, thinking they could set it up on a slant for extra power, or something like that. 3 to 1 advantage... doesn't make much sense.

There was a dream with a lot of my family. Austin and his family came back; they ended up not being able to fly IN to canada; it cost 1 million dollars to fly into "york" (vs. New York), so they said forget about it. We (all) met up back on a dock/boat kind of thing. I have recollections after talking to them that there was a dolphin or pod of dolphins sliding through the water. They don't usually come that close. At one point I lost a gatorade over the edge of the dock--it was bendable and sloshed down into the water, like it was made of plastic. I dove for the gatorade and got submerged in the water. I was a hero LOL. Somebody pulled me back in.

A brief intermediary stage where everybody gathered up their belongings. I looked at some shit-stained boxers; they weren't mine. After getting everything together, I see that there's a haunted house!!! I open up three or four pairs of sliding doors, pushing them to either side of me, and show my excitement to everyone. "Hey, guys! Everyone. Hey! Let's go in this haunted house!" This domain was really mine alone. I traversed the haunted house with ease this time. I got sucked in to an electric camera, like one of those old-school ones with an elongated rectangular barrel; there was a scream (something like "death!" and I was suctioned in. I came to in a dark pond, where I read (!) that there were electric eels in the water. Ok. I moved out of there fast enough, and found myself walking along train-tracks in the next room. The light had started to return. It seemed almost like twilight streaming through the windows. Three tiers of train tracks. I have to get to one side, but a train is coming. There's mayyybe enough space on the side to stand in while the train passes by, but I decide not to risk it and jump up to the piping running along the ceiling. Some acrobatic shit. After the train passes by I drop down another level for funsies, and when the next train comes I hang on to the very side of the bottom of the tracks with one arm while it passes. This is fun as hell. I get up again and I'm bounding, jumping and running, parkour status, through the rest of the setting. I jump along bleachers and benches. I come again back to the docks; I've found my way. (There are a plethora of different shops and what not on these "docks"; they're just all floating.) I enter via the gym, where my dad is simultaneously working out and drinking a beer. Interesting. I talk about how beer is just empty carbs, etc etc, but I suppose it's better to have the carbs to hit your necessary calorie mark than having NOTHING. Someone quips in the gym about beer. Whatever. We meet back up with the other people---a brief memory here about running along the tops of gigantic crates packed with packaged food, trying to find something "the way mom made it." I'm waiting for everybody else to be ready to go, and so I ask if I can do the haunted house ooooooone more time.... please? Oh, I suppose. I go in again, but this time it's dark. I try to feel around for a bit---I want to try for a different path through---but the imagery is not there. I return to my body a little bit, in that shaking sensation that truncates dreams. It's dark, and I'm just asleep in my bed.

Another one (the main one) involving Alex. We are walking around, I have to meet up with my dad. We're going to cook dinner at some point. We go to
Alex's house, where he lives in the loft overlooking this big open area. I climb up and meet his tiny cat and his tiny lemur-like pet. A "Lemurian" I call it; maybe an aye-aye. The one with the huge eyeballs. He's very friendly, and almost starts quarrelling with the cat for my affection. I end up eating a lot of Alex's food; I'm hungry, after all. His salad and something else. We're going to go to the movies at some point. Toph and my dad and some others must meet up. I get a text from toph, he's dropping off food at brendan's girlfriend's house. (Indistinct character.) So he'll make it later. Dinner never really materializes, although we do go to the movies. This is where the dreams gets pretty vivid. We watch the trailers; there's some film where a family decides to get in a ferris wheel, spinning forwards (like they're attached like a rocket, in a carriage that doesn't swivel around, so they're right-side-up sitting on top of the wheel. They dive downwards.) Maybe it's Ben Stiller. His hair is crazy. The ferris wheel starts spinning as the trailer zooms out; it time-lapses. Maybe he's trying to counteract the spin of the earth and mess with time travel. I don't know. There's another trailer with a very similar premise. My logical mind surmises that maybe it's independent invention after "Looper" came out and the prominent symbol of circularity, the ferris wheel. This next one is more high-tech of a setting though, more sterile whites and black plastic, like Portal. Turns out this is the movie we're seeing. "Aww man, but this looks LAME." The next image I remember, after meeting everybody and becoming acquainted with them (they're all like family members in the film, who i've known for awhile), is a big DOT coming down the aisles. We're seated along different seats in this big ringlike coliseum. It flashes on and off, like pixels, like blocks falling in a game. Except it's a backpack. It goes down one column of "pixels," comes back up again, and moves one over. We have to avoid this. But it's just a backpack. After we duck under it, I show them that there's really just not that much depth to it, and we can simply move to the side. The wonder of 3 dimensions vs. 2. Soon after this, I grab the backpack and start describing it. This has been a backpack sent back from the future. Soon after I begin to discover mysterious backpacks and bags everywhere, relics from the future. (Or, from the past, as the setting begins to wither. I'm noticing details, and the place looks derelict and abandoned.) One is "eric's." More people start to appear. While we are pow-wowed and sitting around trying to decipher what's happening, I grab a tree. I can do a short front lever. I show Alex. He is unimpressed LOL. Another one of them is Mike Hughes. "There's a lot of places to live in this place, maybe twenty. I ask "where do we shit in this place?" There's a bucket underneath this one awning, down by the middle of the bleachers. It's sawdusty down there. This is the bucket. Be sure to cover it back up again with sawdust. OK.

As I sit down to piss, I remember how much I hate the feeling of being unsure whether or not it's OK to piss or not, since I may be dreaming. There's always one way to find out for sure, which is to wake up and pee. The end.

Analysis: As I feel increasingly alienated in my day to day life, I think this shows up in different symbols in my dreams. I'm trying to piece a lot of things together with others, or be inclusive even when it comes to weird stuff. By highlighting my differences--I'm the only one who knows certain things, like in the case of the haunted house or the backpack--I'm able to contribute different things to different people. That (paradoxically) might be the best way to gain inclusivity. Also of note is the importance I place on my own physicality. Won't be giving that up any time soon.

Date: May 16, 2013
Total hours sleep: None
Bedtime: 6:00am (Yes, you read this correctly, I got absolutely no sleep :insomnia:, up all night like a vampire and literally watched the sun come up)

What happened? Did you dream?

Nothing, couldn't sleep.

Note to self: Handle your issues so this will not effect your sleep! Those same problems will be there when you wake up!

#184 - DILD - 10:08AM - 4 of 4

I'm feeling ill today so lay back down for a nap.

I am sitting in the living room on the couch watching TV next to my younger daughter. I hear her say "[something something], mother fucker". This gets my attention and I look at her startled. I say, "Dalynn! You don't get to say that word. You're just not old enough."
She replies, "But mom said it. She said she was going to get lucid like a mother fucker." My eyes get big and I'm surprised she said it again. I look over at my wife and see is blankly starting at the TV oblivious to the conversation. Then I get it. Several things hit me at once. First, my daughter is really 6 but she looks 13. Second, my wife would have come unglued if my daughter had really said that. Third, the furniture was all wrong. Fourth, my daughter said her mom wanted to get lucid.
I say out loud, "I think I might be dreaming." I nose plug out of habit and blow through but it feels a little restricted. Hmm. I'm not sure now. I do it again several time until I am satisfied that I am dreaming. "Hey! I am dreaming."

Then I make a classic mistake of thinking way too much about my physical body lying in bed. I find myself in hard SP. I open my eyes and can see I am on my left side. My face is slightly buried into the blanket and all I can see is the gold and burgundy pattern of the comforter. I try to roll over but I am completely paralyzed. I feel really hot and think I am sweating profusely. I just want to uncover and get air but I can't. I feel claustrophobic and restricted.

OK I can accept this. I close my eyes and relax and transition out of bed. I feel like I am walking with my eyes closed so I instinctively open them. I really just open my physical eyes. I see the blanket again and feel surprised that I had not budged a muscle. I feel so hot. I close my eyes and try to move the blankets of me. I feel like I really did it for a second but when I open my eyes again I see nothing changed. I decide to just ignore the hot feeling again and try to dream. As soon as I relax I wake up and realize I am not the least bit hot or sweaty.

#183 - DEILD - 5:26AM - 3 of 4

This time my wife's not budging so I physically get up walk around the bed and hit the snooze button. I quickly lay back down hoping to DEILD

I get vibrations really quickly but seem to have trouble moving. I decide to roll left. I spin really fast and feel like I am moving a great distance. Then the motion makes me feel really nauseated so I stop. I just wait for the scene to form on its own.

I am on the front porch again. I see some a small strange looking green and yellow bush growing in the sidewalk by the steps. I float down to it and feeling it for stability. It must be only 2 feel tall.

Then I look up and see a woman walking into my yard from the street. She acts like she knows me and we hug. I realize I can't see her face in the darkness. I say rather franticly, "Let me see your face! Let me see your face!" I am obsessed with seeing her face now. I aggressively put my hands on both cheeks moving her hair back and tilting her face to the light. She looks like attractive with brunette hair and really familiar. I think of her as my wife but she doesn't look like her. (Past life memory?) We kiss passionately and fall to the ground near the curb. I begin to pull her clothes off. I don't care if I am lucid dreaming right now. I really want this. But no, she pulls away and laughs. She says, "Not out here. I need to go pee anyway." She runs into the house expecting me to follow.
The house always feels like a trap in my dreams so I really don't want to go back in. I really don't feel in the mood now so I say, "Well you have fun. I'm staying outside."
She calls back over her shoulder asking why but I just ignore her.

I stand there trying to look at the stars again with my hands in my pockets. Still can't seem to manage it. Suddenly I hear a car approaching. I see headlights coming form the North and I run out in front of it. I think of terrorizing them at first but decide to take the car instead. I stand in the road with my hands out in a "stop" gesture. The car slows and I hear the brakes squeal a little. It looks like an old wore out 1990 red Ponitac Sunbird. I can hear to door make a 'sqwonk' sound as the driver opens it and gets out. I decide to be nice but manipulate him a bit. I say, "Oh hey. Thanks for bringing my car to me!"
I can't see the man very well past the lights but I can see him walking away causally. He replies, "Hey man no problem."
I get in the car smirking at how stupid he was and mutter, "I love DCs."

I notice right away that the car sounds really rough like it's missing a muffler. This car's a hot mess but it really doesn't matter right now. I punch the petal down and drive off. The acceleration is poor but I'm moving. I forget to think of a destination and end up just aimlessly driving around at night. I keep telling myself that it is day time but the dream doesn't change for me. I continue driving anyway... Grand Theft Auto style. At one point I end up down town at a red light. There's no way I am stopping for a red light in a dream. I swerve to go around the cars stopped in front of me and sideswipe another car knocking out of my way. I watch the red light as I pass under it. Then I lose control and there is darkness. No. I'm just in a tunnel. There will be light on the other side. I begin to believe this and see in fact there is a brightly lit road several hundred feet away. At that moment the alarm goes off again.

I fell asleep aroud 12,I tried to have a AP but failed. But that did lead into a LD. So I was walking down my street when I relize Im lucid (All my LD where DILD) so this was the first time I had full control. I made my self havd super speed,I sprinted to my school in seconds (its 3 MI away from my house) I make a nuke explode all around my school and Then I ran around takin models closes off. I did it to this one model and then she turns invisable. She starts attacking me when she is invisable. I spawn flower and poor it on her,I kill her.....and then I finaly woke up 20 mins late from class.

Non lucid false awakening. My ass feels wet so I get out of bed. Glenn from works walks in the bathroom and laughs. He tells me I shit my pants. I take off my underwear and see I'm drenched wet with spatters of brown. I think I must have horrible diarrhea. I wake up on my left side. My ass was out of the covers and got cold.

#182 - DEILD - 5:26AM - 2 of 4

The alarm goes off and my wife hits snooze.

I hold still and concentrate on awareness. I feel someone stroking my hair next to me. I think it is my mom. The TV is on. I hear my dad on my right. I feel like a little child again. I am trying to get lucid. My left leg twitches and my mom laughs at me. She says something about me falling asleep. My dad just grunts a "huh". I twitch again letting my body do its natural falling asleep. I am aware. This time both legs twitch. My mom giggles. My mom? What the hell?

I realize I am deeper that I thought and get out of bed. I go straight outside out the font door. It is chilly and I feel like I am just in my underwear. The wind picks up. I feel it swirl around me then lift me. I am suddenly sucked off the porch and land in the yard. When I roll over to my back I see the porch light has become super bright. The intense yellow hurts my eyes and I advert my gaze so that I don't become lost in it.

I wonder around in the yard a bit, looking at the grass, feeling it and stabilizing. I see many stars but for some reason looking up is difficult. It's like my head wouldn't move up and my eyes kept darting back and forth. I wanted to focus on a star and fly there but I just couldn't hold it still.

Then I remember my original task and proudly proclaim, "I'm the doctor!" I left the TARDIS right around the side of the house. I fully believe myself as I walk around. I can see my back yard and a street light and BAM! A dark silhouette of something like a tall box. Not quite what I had imagined in my MILD attempt earlier but it'll do. I run up to it and when I get next to it, I see its about half my height. It's dark but I can see the police call box sign and the blue doors. NO! Not good enough I reach inside it and pull it apart. It stretches out and becomes big enough to step into. Ah but its just a dark box! I am a little irritated that it's not bigger on the inside with that sweet center console but I'm just glad I finally found it. I decide not to close the door and just imagine that its going to work anyway. I see the scene outside morph and change. It looks snowy for a second then darkness. Then someplace bright and sunny, Then I am flying. I see treetops and stars. Then it gets all wobbly. I can't seem to control it so I decide to bail. I jump out and find myself face down in the grass. There is darkness and confusion.

I am back in bed. I get up and try to open my eye but I feel like I open my real eyes.

The snooze alarm goes off.