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i did some wild. all night and became lucid in this dream right from the start but it was short.. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . i found my self in some city and said this is a dream. i went flying right off the bat i was zooming passed trafic on a highway not against but with it. i could feel the wind wizzing past me it felt so real. i started with my arms by my side then did airplane style so i could steer better. then tried supperman style so i could go even faster but i was going so fast allready that it was hard to put my hands in front of me. i focused more and was able to do so but did not make much diff. i saw a semi and was going to hit it unless i went higher i tried but couldnt. i decided to stop and pull off to a field i thought it would be a perfecect spot to meet my sg for the fist time i called out to them but my heater turned on and put me into an fa. i got out of bed and smashed my heater mad that it woke me up. then i saw my girlfriend and started telling her about my dream. then i woke up for real talking in my sleep. haha.

I started out side me and my girl friend where looking at a house I was a little lucid we went inside and saw the landlord. we told him we don't have any money right now but we can get it to him soon. he said ok its yours. we were happy and then we celebrated with a group of people for a long while.

Then I appeared in some ones cell at this point my lucidity jumped from clear to hazy more then once. I don't remember what I was doing in the cell only that the cell wasn't for me and I was there as a doctor. I walked out of the cell and realized I was in a hospital of some sort.

I saw a group of doctors operating on someone. I went up to one and asked what kind of doctor am I supposed to be. they said tran***** ph****** I don't remember now but I thought it was very important that I remember when I wake up so I repeated it 5 times but I still don’t remember except the first few letters.

Then I walked into another room where a doctor handed me a piece of paper with 2 prescriptions on it I didn't know what they were and became confused. then I remembered an experiment I wanted to do and it might help me anyway. I wanted to call for a teacher, so I said to the dream can you send me a teacher. at first there was no response. then I asked again please send me a teacher. Again no response. then I got very sad and started to cry I thought my unconsience self was mad at me for something. I started to say I'm sorry, I'm sorry if I did something wrong I'm trying to learn please send me a teacher. then as if that was the password a woman flew into the room she was wherein black and she had blonde hair.

she said hey it's ok what’s wrong. I said ok then thank you , I asked first can you tell me what these mean and I gave her the paper. after that I think I lost my awareness. I know we got into a big conversation but don't remember any of it.

this lucid dream was short because I got woke up.
LD
I was in a tree and I was climbing down. Once I got down the dream became so vivid that it made me realize I was dreaming. I saw this power of light that was swallowing the dream setting It was scary at first . I saw my girl friend Joyce out side a house she was so scared that she ran inside. Instead of following her this time I faced the light.
knowing this is a dream I thought it won't hurt me . I put my fear aside as I went around the tree. I saw that the light was coming from some kind of portal. It had a round top and a flat bottom it was connected within an arched rock.
I could see a picture in it of a castle and a floating island. It was very beautiful and I walked though it to see what would happen. once I got through, it turned pitch black. I thought that dream must have ended or I’m traveling some where. then I decided to wait to see what happened I looked at my hands to keep my awareness. It was a couple of seconds latter, some one was being loud and woke me up.

It was a ND at first we were setting up a bon fire to produce a signal of some sort. then it became a blur until I saw a resident evil zombie ( you know the ones that open their mouth like a crab would). It wasn’t there to harm me at first. It screamed at me then ran away with many others into a building.
I then became Lucid and said this is a dream . then I saw a crowd of people throwing Molotov’s at the building. I was in a warehouse district. I heard big explosion sounds but did not see them. then the crowd stopped and cheered as if all the beasts were gone.
I saw a group of people head into the warehouse. I followed (and this seems funny now ) but then I asked a taller man if I could have a piggy back ride. I said I felt short and wanted to see ahead. he said ok, I did not see much at first until zombies poured out of the door . I jumped off and every one started to run the other way. trying to keep my fear at bay a zombie approached me.
I held it's arms to keep it back then someone told me to rip it's arms off,
so I did .
but it kept coming so I tried to fly but had troubles . I got a few feet up and luckily a big metal cube appeared next to me. I got on top along with 3 other people then it shot up. I stayed on to see were it would go I wasn't fond of this dream scene any way .
I appeared in a restaurant of some sort it was really crowded. I seen someone I wanted to talk to. I don't remember what I said to him but I recall it was very hard to talk and I was stuttering big time . he just laughed and walked away.
after that someone came up to me but this time they were stuttering big time. he was wearing a black jump suit with green trim, same color hat, glasses and somewhat of a buck tooth smile. I thought and said, you must be my stuttering self. he shook his head yes.(although I don't stutter much) I walked with him, with my arm around him and said, it's ok just slow down and think clearly . someone in the back ground said, Oh he's trying to help himself out.
I didn't think much of it that time. I left him and kept walking in search of another dream figure to talk to. there was a big man with a dark flannel shirt and a black cowboy hat that caught my eye. I walked toward him as I got closer he changed form. he changed to a mid sized woman with big glasses a white cowboy shirt and a black cowboy hat. I was confused at first than asked, what do you represent? she just turned her head and looked away. I thought she was a simple thought form and just said, ok then and walked away.
I got a few feet away then heard the voice in the back ground again. this time it said, why didn't you listen to her. I looked around and saw no one talking to me. I realized it must be my unconscience talking . I replied, she ignored me.
suddenly I appeared outside I was in a coulder sack in a residential area. I saw groups of people around I had the urge to fly. I looked at the top of a roof and wanted to fly to it. I focused on it and tried to picture myself there but I did something wrong because the dream collapsed and I woke up.

I was in a mall of some sort. It was strange though I was in an opened area computer lab within the mall. this seemed odd I thought , then said this is a dream.
Instantly I became Lucid I looked to my left and right. I saw 2 people at each computer. a girl on my left said, he's been reading Roberts book. she was talking to the person next to her. I walked past them straight ahead.
I saw a large round counter, with a hollow middle, where it seemed mall workers would be. No one was there though so I went ahead. I kept looking around trying not to look at one thing for too long to keep my awareness.
The mall is really crowded so I walked through the crowd until I got to an escalator. the escalator went down I hesitated and thought I want to try to change the dream scene. I tried to do a spin but only did a 180 and stopped instead then I woke up I did not do a full spin so there for it did not work.

I had this dream after reading the part in Roberts book about the lame rider on a blind horse.

all I remember is riding a horse on the beach. someone else was riding one behind me, he was trying to get his cowboy hat back from me. he was wearing a brown trench coat with cowboy boots. he got his hat back as I rode under an arched rock on the beach.
past the arched rock was a blur until a dark meadow appeared it was intriguing .
I saw a statue of a man with either a rifle or a sword posted on the ground I cant recall nor what he was wearing. although after I saw the statue I got off the horse. then my horse went to join with the statue and turned a yellowish color I was amazed
after that I wanted to get back on the horse. then I jumped on it, as it came alive again. I rode off a few feet then woke up.


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we were in someone's house when they were'nt there. I had the feeling we had to get out fast. although I knew we were there to investigate something I don't remember what.
I saw joyce go out the front door with a backpack. before I left I grabed something and put it in my backpack I dont remember what. there was someone with me a friend of some sort.
I went out the door to find joyce but she was no where to be found.
I turnd left down a side walk path. bushes and a fence surrounded it. I got to the corner and turned left again. I came to a courtyard the same bushes and fence surrounded it also. I walked to the end of the courtyard and turnd left yet again.
down a street at the end was a fence that I intended to jump. as I got up to it someone started shooting at us with a paintball gun. I used my backpack as a shield and it grew a bit then turned yellow. I looked to see who it was, it was a staff member from the Job Corps I used to go to. he used to take us paintballing.
I appeard on a balcony uptop from a plaza inside, it was crowded. I started to get frustrated because I could not find joyce. I finally got the feeling I can do anything.
I stood ontop of the railing and grew bird wings. I jumped off and glided across the plaza I lost altitude. as I got to the ground I appeard in a beautiful park.
across the big beautiful park was a grand hotel. as if I warped to it I was inside.
inside It too was big and beautiful. I don't remember much after that except I got a room there and joyce was in it. then I woke up.

My dream recall is overall poor, although it has been a week of 2 lucid dreams.

Last night I remember my pants being down a lot. Very vague, but I distinctly recall looking at how black my legs became with mud from all this not wearing pants.

Final dream was interesting - I could tell after waking that if I returned to sleep I would return to the dream, however this did not happen lucidly. I replayed my last dream in a different form. I'm going after my evil twin who we hook up to a machine that makes him blow up. I'm being helped by ex-IRA bombers, who point out that the picture of a man on a tool box was the man that taught them how to do this. We watch when it finally blows in a big mushroom cloud, them describing it as a "fine bomb", with a shock wave that extends out for miles. I wake up as it catches us. It's bizarre how in dreams I would allow working with scum like that when in reality I hate them.

This demonstrates 2 reasons meditation may help. 1 - remember dreams better. 2 - drifting back into dreams lucidly should happen easily.

I will start with a couple ND's of mine then the rest will be LD's.
I started out swimming with some people I did not know.
some kind of conflict happened but I don't recall.
They ended up locking me in a building and tried to kill me with knives.
Two girls and two men with knives. I took one of thier knives away and stabbed the two men in the side. not trying to kill them but to hurt them so I could get away.
I finally get away through a window.
now I am running, jumping and flying away. I find a book store and started to look at some books I picked two up. then I saw one of the men I stabbed. I ran for the door with books in hand. Outside I realized I still had the books so I dropped them near the door. the book store clerk was mad.
the man was still after me so I ran toward a street. I saw a car I wanted it to hit me to end it all. instead it stopped and the two girls got out. the two men appeard behind me. I was cornered so I said just kill me allready. one of the girls said, I'd be glad to. she stabbed in the throat.
I fell to the ground and started bleeding out. Holding my neck I began to pray, forgive me father for all my sins. then I woke up.

I'm having trouble recalling dreams I have on school days, I can remember dreams better on the weekends.

I was on Sterling Avenue, the street I recognize for its loneliness, I was standing in front of the barber shop staring at the areas around me. It seemed like a gloomy, depressing day. I saw a bridge over the middle of the street I'm facing. On opposite sides of the bridge, I see groups of different criminals. I could only remember two groups, the bald people group and the swag group.

I walked over the bridge to see what the bald people group were doing. They revealed off a violent setting for me. Before I got off that one end of the bridge I walked back to the side I just came from, the swag group. These group of "swag" kids were small but we outnumbered everyone else and even though we had a large group, the swag group didn't have the guts to walk over the bridge and confront the bald people group. We had to find another way out.

There was a hidden passage way to my right, I didn't tell my group that though. One of the kids found it themselves. After that, he yelled to the whole group that he found an entrance. We all rushed in to the entrance door and reached the streets to Sterling Avenue.

Once we got out we were out to seek some justice from something I had no idea about. We all ran super naturally down the streets like a rebelling army. At this point it was already dark but some of the fast food places were open on the side.

We didn't stop rushing through the streets until we reached Target, a public community store(if that's what you call it). I was the only one who rushed in to the store and prepared myself for robbery.

When I first entered the store I tried my best to look casual. There weren't so many people in at the time. The first section I struck was the school section. I saw a few crafting materials on the viewing board, grabbed them and started pulling them out of their packets. I'm not going to tell you it's good to steal but the satisfaction in taking these things without fearing anyone, without worrying about anything else, it filled me with satisfaction. I have yet to steal something expensive from this dream.

Some of the things I got a hold of, I only threw the materials inside the boxes to the other side of the store. Sort of like that scene in Zombie Land where you see those two guys destroying objects and dropping them on the floor to get some fun out of it. That wasn't all that this dream had to offer though. There was a few people walking around the store, a few women. That's when I thought of the idea that boggles my mind in waking life. Murder. I thought of killing one of these women, just to feel what it's like to actually try and perform it vividly.

I looked around the viewing walls to see if I could find a sharp object. I didn't want these women to see what I was doing, so I was on alert. I saw a knife, one medium sized on the top of a counter. I made sure no one was looking. The tension inside me was growing and one of the things I thought about was how good it felt to not yet get caught. I picked up the knife and concealed it on my right pocket side. The ladies were walking to the other side of the wall, I slowly followed. One of them were by themselves viewing items. I took the knife out and aimed for her neck. I slashed her neck once hoping it would be an easy kill, but it wasn't. The neck was a bit ruff. I kept on slashing her neck until she bled. She never did. Then something happened after she turned around. When she turned around, I found it to be my mother. I stared at her and watched her slowly fall to her death. I was never this evil, especially not evil enough to kill my own mother.

I struggled to do anything else but to watch her die. I did notice a few strange faces coming off of her face. I noticed an evil of some sort, a devil maybe, he told me how evil this was and how evil I had to be if I wanted to enter that type of life. I felt hopeless to do anything else, so I quickly rushed out of the building and went through the flames of fading dreams.

Pretty much downhill recall, mostly because i was having hard time sleeping for some reason, but hey, i still managed to recall something at least.

I was playing some military strategy game, i think i was playing vs another player and there were few AI controlled players as well. There were some problems with that AI and also i had some problems figuring out proper units to counter enemy units. I built air force and was pretty much ready to mass produce some sort of super weapon.
Later in the dream i was in some sort of tower building racing to the top.

Mayan Calander

I was in a shop selling crocheted female clothing. They were Orange and Yellow against a darker background. There was a skirt with a Mayan calendar. I wanted to buy it badly. First I looked at the other designs. They were also of Mayan design, but more abstract.

Little Luck in a Crowd

I woke up to go to the bathroom. Returning to bed, I practiced SSILD. I believe the dream actually occurred a couple hours later. I think I woke up to turn off my phone alarm, and within five minutes, I had the dream. My phone snooze only lasts five minutes, and I think I dreamed between alarms.

I went in and out of SP. I heard a wooshing sound as though something went by very quickly. I thought it odd.

I did an RC but couldn't see my hand. I was still awake. I relaxed and let sleep take me, every once in a while thinking about my typical subject of choice. In and out of SP, I finally slipped into a dream.

I enter the Waffle House (IWL I have hit the Waffle a few times, once to meet a friend M.) The place is packed. I spot a blonde and move in. I put her on the table, lie down, and kiss her. I can't really feel her lips. I'm to awake, though my dream has materialized so that it builds itself.

I tell her to open her mouth (so I can really kiss her), but she doesn't. I decide to try to make it with her. I attempt to pull my pants right off my body, but it doesn't work, so I try to take them off the regular way.

There dream shifted to a flat, cement structure, but I forget what happened if anything.

I had a lot of trouble with this lucid. I was too awake. The success here is that SSILD may be working.

WBTB 3:30AM
Strong Mugwort Tea
4:00AM

MILD

I am working for my old boss. We wants us to stay late. F is telling me about it. I tell F, "Well eff him. I am not staying any later." I turn around and see my boss. Busted. He looks at me and says something about how he just wanted every one to go to the amusement park and pick up a form so that the company can let us have the day off at the park tomorrow. "Whatever, I don't care about that. I don't even want to go. It's 3:30 and I am going home."

I still feel a little pissed and find F. I ask him if he is going to the park. He says yes. I decide maybe I will go. I don't understand why I have to get a form but a free day off work sounds really good.

I arrive at some place in the country. There is a black leather fainting couch with wagon wheels on it. I lye down and it takes me on a dirt path on it own volition. I slow travel through a peaceful country setting and I feel contented to take it all in.

Soon I arrive at a booth. I ask the lady for a form and she promptly hands me one. I ask her how I leave and she points to another wheeled fainting couch. I lay down and it takes me back. It travels very quickly this time and I feel myself surge forward.

I phone rings. I look and the words are distorted but I see my wife's picture. I can't remember what we talk about. But I realize that during the conversation I was transported to where she is. I feel like I am in a lying potion but I seem to be standing. She is on a small a bed with our son and a gray cat. I recognize it as the stray we temporarily took in last year. I point and yell, "WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH THAT CAT?!"

She calmly replies, "We found him and you said we can keep him."

Finally I realize this is a dream. I feel half awake now. I feel myself in my bed but still totally immersed in the dream. I ask my wife, "This is a dream isn't it?"

"Of course it is, babe."

I feel like I am waking up so I relax for DEILD. I get vibrations and I hastily get out of bed. I am standing in my room blind. I am trying to take it slow and be patient but I am frustrated. I remember something I read about surging forward in the void until a dream forms. I do just that.

I feel myself phase through the bedroom door and an exterior wall. I wasn't even considering that. I feel the G forces and the speed of my body as I go into warp speed. I can see a bright light from behind closed eye lids. I try to see a scene form but I feel myself destabilize.I get brief vibrations and then I wake up. Maybe that was the wrong time for this. I try to DEILD but the urge to enter this in my DJ was too great.

I was in my house and I guess it must have been some time around Christmas because my uncle and his wife gave me some Christmas cards. I opened one of them and found a bunch of writing inside, it didn't use my name, instead it called me something like "Modest Nerd", which really confused me, because I'm not really either of those things. The rest of the writing looked too difficult to read, so I didn't bother. I got told that the card was from this person called "Lydia", I only know one person by that name, and we don't really talk anymore. My uncle and his wife started describing her to me because I guess they thought I had forgotten who she is. I started remembering a girl fitting their description, and all of these memories took place in their house, but I haven't been to that house since 2011, maybe even 2010.
I woke up shortly after that, and I'm aware that these memories aren't real, but they still seem like they actually happened.

2/21

I only remember the second part of the dream, my entire family was at a movie theatre and my brother and sister were drinking from a water fountain outside. Inside the theatre a few relatives of mine kept talking on the phone but nobody in the theatre really yelled at them or anything besides occasionally glancing at them. My grandpa was leaving my sister a voicemail message in the theatre about how he was sorry he couldn't make it to her birthday and then I realized it was Christmas day in the dream. Then It showed on the screen how many people were sitting in the theatre. And the camera went to us, at the top of the theatre down these giant tunnels of seats that sat about 100 people each to the screen at the bottom. At that point I woke up.