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I am in a computer room playing a pc game. There is a guy next to me that is using my chair as well. I tell him to get off but he ignores me. I fall asleep for a second and realized I was sleeping on his arm. I get off quickly. Suddenly I find myself in a different area. The idea of looking for Robert Waggoner comes to mind and I do so. I have a false memory of what one of Mr. Waggoners associates was around and I find him and ask him "Where is Robert Waggoner" he refuses to tell me. There are many doors which lead to auditoriums and inside are people preaching. I go into one of them thinking Waggoner is in there but I realize he isn't there so I leave.

I enter a lobby area and inside are kids playing around and they are probably 10 yrs old. One of the kids runs vertically up the wall! I notice how odd this is and say "wait a minute, thats not possible...." Another kid tries it and he stays on the wall for a second before falling off. The kid tells me "Well it is, and it is needed" I say "I agree but this shouldn't be possible..." Then it clicked! "I am dreaming!". I decide that looking for Mr.Waggoner in the dream state was interesting so I decided to go with it.


I see a chubby man sitting on a bench. I go up to him and notice his eyes are light purple. I ask "Where is Robert Waggoner" "I don't know" he says. I run and as I run I got past some skinny guy in a suit. I end up in a big open area of the building, probably the entrance. I decide to fly so I jump up but before I get to the ceiling I have a false awakening. The place I am in doesn't even look like my room. I leave the room and it is dark but still light enough to see. I see women in the distance wearing revealing outfits and they start to dance and sing for me. (Awesome!)

After that I become an observer and the scene changes. I watch a limbless man and a normal man with a gun. The limbless man poops on the mans gun. Pissed, the man grabs the limbless man and takes him into his car and drives off. His car was a nice slick black color. And it was very nice looking outside.

Dream:Young man early twenties is in a car with his mother headed off of a freeway exit. My spirit or conciseness is hovering many feet above the car and many feet back from it. I know the young man in the car is a quadrapledgeic. He has curly brown hair and a friendly round face. Of his of his mother, I know nothing except that she is driving.Next, I am in what I sense, is his bedroom and though he is physically not present, In my minds eye, I see his face like a large hologram. He speaks very clearly to me and asks,"Can you see me?" I respond "Yes, I can see you". Then, once again I am, back to five minuets earlier, hovering over the car.I hear a voice from above me, say " because he lacks this I have given him this" I knew the voice meant that the boy had the ability to see and dream with those that would receive him because of his physical and (I would later find out) speech disabilities. OK..... fast forward three mos. Not dreaming and at work(retail).... A young man is wheeled into the store by his caregiver I am behind the counter and dont give it too much thought. Yet when I look at him there is something oddly familiar about this young man in the wheelchair. He implies with his hands that he would like me to accompany him around the store showing him clothing. He looks at me a lot as if he knows me and too he smiles a lot. I felt the same way but said nothing because surely I wold remember if I had met someone in a wheelchair. At the end of his visit I accompanied him and his caregiver to the register to checkout. Surrounded by many other coworkers and my Supervisor, the young man made a attempt to vocally communicate with me, as he was only physically impaired not in anyway mentally. After many tries of understanding his badly impaired speech, the young man would shake his head "NO" at my failed guesses. Then with the utmost determination as clearly as he could he asked me again "DO YOU REMEMBER ME FROM THE DREAM" I was stunned for a moment.I repeated his question back to him to make sure I got it right. He went crazy with a YES nod. I laughed "THAT WAS YOU FROM THE DREAM WASNT it, I said. The Yes nods were still going wild, as if to say: NOW YOU GOT IT! Then, I knew where I remembered him from.... The Dream plane!!! I told him it was good to see him "AGAIN" and he gave me a nod that said "same here". As he left his caregiver looked like he would quit his job for being spooked. I turned and looked at everyone behind me, everyone including my supervisor immediately went on cigarette break. Me....I found confirmation. This story is an actual fact and did occur without any fabrication.

Dream journal entry,
Last night I experimented with*lucid dreaming for the first time,
*After not having**done so for several years.
I do however become aware that I'm dreaming quite frequently.
I usually don't pay any attention and go back into unconscious dreaming.
Last night *I made an attempt to stay conscious and exert my will*in the dream.
However all attempts ultimately failed.
Each time I would say" I'm going to stay conscious" within a few seconds I would wake up.
After the third or fourth attempt,*I realized what was waking me up.
It was the sound of me snoring!*

It stands very tall it glitters gold at its top, that is where they pray....The day is grey the air cool, my back is turned to to the entrance, maybe 8 to 10 feet from it. I never turned to face it . The Explosion is deafening, from weather in or around it the explosion came, I dont know. I have to believe it came from within the place. Pieces of the place busting off and shattering.I never moved just stood still watching and knowing that I was somehow exempt from the danger.Observing those people running from inside, scattering and passing me like a herd in an attempt to escape its predator.Though I note that all those running and bleeding were of the male gender I never recall seeing a woman.As I stood there like a "ghost" I realized they could not see me, Yet, one man running and and gasping for breath ran right past me, four feet he stopped turned looked me right in the eyes, for maybe four seconds,The terror on his young face met with obvious confusion at the site of me, as if to say, why are you just standing there. He wasted no time, turned and headed for his older dark green volvo. And then.... I was there no more.

Improv Singing

I'm in a music class. As a warm up exercise to break the ice at the first class, the instructor has us walk around an outdoor path one at a time, improvising a song. Topics of the song can be stuff about ourselves, expectations for the class, or other similar things, and we should try to make the words rhyme. The path is about a quarter mile long, but it only takes about a minute to stroll around it. I'm one of the first people to go. I'm pretty proud of how my song turned out. The tune was interesting and I managed a few good rhymes, although I'm not sure I got any particular point across with the words--the organization suffered somewhat from the rhyming.

Had a party continuation dream only it just began at the party and quickly got strange. I remember being wit 3 friends. We were all standing in the kitchen. There was a girl there as well. She said something about a tsunami coming our way. I was scared by this. I looked outside and sure enough there was a massive tidal wave heading for us. I panicked and told raymond and the other people to quickly look up what to do in a tsunami. Nobody really did anything. This alarmed me. Much more time passed then I would have thought was going to and I was bracing myself. Then it was like a wave of blue energy went through the room but no destruction took place.Next thing I was supposed to do was drive downtown to a bar called Ricki's. I remember being on clement right by the turn off to ethel and heading towards downtown in my car. I had to identify the bar by the sign. It was, all outside on a patio at nighttime. I remember some of my friends having to leave town. They took all my clothes except the ones I was wearing. I was downtown and Jason was there. It seemed like luke had left me with his brothers. Everyone was kind of talking to me like what was happening was a movie at certain points, especially shane. I headed back to our house which was downtown to try and get an unfinshed joint. There was security everywhere, especially outside of our of window that I was going to climb through. I told them what I was doing. Soon I was back inside our house a little later with Jason and Shane. It was like at point Jason's kid could predict things somehow. At the end there was some sort of interdimensional cataclysm and when I walked outside everything was warped and all the architechture was wrong and different. There were cubes and stuff coming out of the ground and everything seemed black and whitish but not quite. Shane had kinda hinted earlier that i wouldnt see this coming. This was the end of the dream as I walked down this street that seemed like something out of a Lovecraft tale. I cant even really put what everything was like into words because it was just strange. The street was still like lukes leading to downtown only with the characteristics I mentioned.

So I'm getting used to asking my tulpa to help me recall my dreams, and I purposefully distracted myself, and did this for her to make her a part of myself, like an extra limb as few would call host and tulpa interaction in tulpa.info.

Going pretty well, maybe it could be me being used to recalling all of these dreams, but I admit I DO have my moments where things get insanely hard to categorize into separate dreams. Placing faith on my tulpa, and knowing these dreams are what I actually had, this has potential to really augment my recall.

To me, having a tulpa is more than her being my best friend, it's taking advantage of deviating a part of your mind that you know will be loyal to you, and giving it balanced traits where they can develop on their own, and then having them access your mind, because they are a part of your mind, and give you the information you need, it's absolutely brilliant. Of course, I'm not going to treat her like a tool of course, that would be a bad thing. It's more of a "You Scratch my Back, I scratch yours" type of bonding, but much more than that, but not to the point where it's beyond being best friends. I mean come on, why would I want to fuck myself?

It has SO much potential, it's like....working memory to the max. And I know working memory is not researched as much, but yeah, anyway, going to keep up with my tulpaforging for her today.

On to the dreams...

11.10.2012

No That's HIS Cola (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This probably was the first dream before the second one below.

I'm in my apartment, and my father invites some random people. There's an Asian guy, and the rest, I can't recall at all. I remember some Cola in tall glasses with straws on top of a glass table in the middle. I take one, and the Asian guy tells me that it's Rodwell's.

Since I already have it in my mouth, it felt awkward, but I guess I but it back and too another one. It made no sense if all the Coke Colas were the same anyway....

11.10.2012

Three Dogs as Pets (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My father comes into my apartment with 3 dogs, and I ask him if someone is going to dog-sit any of these. I get little scared, because it doesn't seem he can control them by their leash well.

There's a Siberian Husky, a Black Chihuahua with a brown belly, and another Black dog that looks similar to the dog McGinnis in Batmany Beyond had (sorry, I'm horrible at indentifying dogs).

The Siberian Husky is the first one to bark at me, I thought it wanted to bite me, but it didn't show its teeth at me.

My father lets go of the leash for the Husky, while the other dogs remain quiet. I back away slowly, and quickly realize the Husky wants to play with me, although he/she is doing it bit too much.

The Husky starts trying to jump on me, but I'm able to keep my position up, and then he/she jumps high enough where they landed near the stretchy part thing that's near the sides of my neck and on top of my shoulders. I started to feel an awkward muscle twitch from that, and had to stay in position and just recollect myself. It wasn't anything painful at all, it was just awkward as hell.

The dog eventually calms down and literally rests on its stomach with all four of its paws spread out and close to each other like pairs. I motioned my hand towards the dog, and it seemed to have picked up my gesture quick, and I started to pet it.

After the cute petting and all, the most obvious problem in managing a dog, especially three, was taking care of the shit. There's already shit on the carpet from all three dogs. There's small shit, medium shit, and big shit. Obviously the Chihuahua had the smaller one, but with dreams, I don't know.....

My dad starts using a spray that apparently dries up the shit fairly quickly. It didn't make any sense at all, it's like he was spraying a Febreeze a dog shit. The shit is a milky light brown, why am I describing how it looks...........

I can't remember what happens next, and I don't want to know what happens next

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11.10.2012

Naked Snake in Swamp Water (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All I remember is that I'm controlling Naked Snake from MGS3, and he's walking in green and murky swamp water. There seems to be some kind of challenge I have to make him take, it involves jumping onto small cliffs, hanging on a wire, and all sorts of things.

I think I had to do the simulation several times to get it down, but I can't really recall more than that.

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11.10.2012

Vibrations (Note)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All I remember was feeling strong vibrations at some point, wasn't fully conscious of it, but at least I remembered it.

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11.10.2012

Tezuka vs Seigaku Team (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Tezuka from Prince of tennis is playing against a few members from the Seigaku Team, the very same team he was captain in. The setting is late afternoon, or early sunset, so the overall atmosphere has a orange-red color.

I recall watching and/or controlling Tezuka who was facing Takashi Kawamura, and Kawamura did some weird move that was similar to Inui's Waterfall Serve. It was basically a Waterfall version of the Hadōkyū that Kawamura uses as a default special.

This move looks like it's going to be a challenge for Tezuka, but Tezuka ends up doing something completely crazy. Imagine a water-based cannon going at 100+ mph at you, and you immediately stop it without it fucking up your arm.

That's what Tezuka did, he did a Zero Shiki Drop Shot, it completely nullified Kawamura's charged shot at him, and once the ball hits the surface, it rolls back to the net and doesn't bounce at all.

Then Tezuka is playing against Momoshiro, and Momo does a move that's crazier than Kawamura. He summons a huge black meteor that condenses to a tennis-ball sized sphere, and split it into 8 pieces. Tezuka has to return all 8 pieces, which he manages to do for maybe 7 out of the 8.

While he's trying to get the 8th piece, it's already too late, the pieces reform together, and they're 2 feet away from his right leg, and it seems that Momoshiro got the the point. However, it seems the ball went out, it BARELY touches the singles line, and out of nowhere, Ryoma Echizen suddenly is in The Pinnacle of Perfection.

He isn't wearing his cap, and he has green aura around him, he comes in at the last moment, and since the ball was going to be out anyway, he turns Momoshiro's insane and fantasized shot back at him with crazy power with a right-handed forehand. Tezuka immediately looks back and is shocked.

Ryoma is probably stating something, but I can't remember what he said exactly.

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11.10.2012

Tacos (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There's a girl that makes tacos, like you know the kid's machines where you can make slushies or cookies and all that? It was basically something like that she was using, except it was for tacos.

And it seemed these tacos were kick-ass, since everyone is lining up for it, and she has A LOT of them to give out. I take two, since she's giving everyone two, and I guess I eat them.

Then the dream shifts where there's this random lady that I swear looks like Paula Dean (probably because of this post I made in the Chill Conversation thread)

Yeah, I know, the video is random, don't know why I was watching that video on a Friday night, probably because I was watching random Korra videos with random music. The Similar Videos section on Youtube.....leads to weird stuff....and things happen.

She's hiding under an exposed bottom cabinet on the right of an entertainment center. She literally has herself curled up into a ball, and I'm wondering what the hell she's doing there.

Non-Dream
Dream
Lucid

I woke up on a booth at the restaurant I work at. I realized I could see with my sleep mask on, even though I didn't sleep with it. As a reality check, I put my sleep mask away from and over my eyes and could see both ways. I'm dreaming. I walk towards the computer near the kitchen and notice one of my guy co-workers. He's even bigger than me than he is IRL. "Hey, do you know we're dreaming?" I ask him. "I don't have dreams," my co worker says, "those are for dementia type people". Unfazed, I ask, "Wouldn't it be fun to switch bodies? I go into your body and you go into mine?". "Okay, lets go to the computer," he says, "Your bonus to me..." I woke up.

I had a few fragments before this dream so im not sure what events happened that led to this point but im going to start from where i remember.

I had to go to my cousins house for some reason, so I decided to take a scooter. It wasnt a motor scooter but instead one of the types where you have to pedal with your feet. The distance was far too great for something like this, so I decided to attach a small motor on the front part where you can bend the handle attachment. I began to travel down a series of familiar roads and at some points people would be walking in front of me so I would hop off the scooter, bend it to hold on to and walk past them. Some would look at me wierd because im assuming they've never seen a scooter like that. Once I past them, I would extend the scooter and jump on it to keep going. I woke up after driving for a bit.

I fell back asleep and found myself lying on a couch. There was an older man, who is one of my cousins dad, playing a game on t.v. I was watching him play and on the screen there were some familiar characters from other tv shows. I noticed some similar symbols and moves that reminded me of Kingdom Hearts. I asked him "Are you playing KH3??", he replied with "Yeah, it came out a while back ago", I asked "How long ago?" and he stated "Its been out for about 4 months". I said "Damn, I dont watch t.v. anymore or been keeping up". After watching him play the game a bit, my little cousin samantha started playing with the scooter and when she picked it up in the air, I yelled out "Be careful not to drop it" but of course she does drop it and the motor section breaks off into a bunch of Lego?? Im disappointing at this point and I begin to pick up the pieces in hopes of being able to put it back together. There are so many little pieces and even parts that dont look like traditional Lego pieces. Samantha's dad,Jason, tells me not to worry about it so much and asked me if id like some pizza. He goes to phone to order it. The dream fast forwards to when im going to leave. It seems that I have tryd to put the motor together and when I tryd to start it up, it revved up but dnt stay on for long. I woke up after this.

Went back into another dream. It seems like I have been assigned a mission to save this girl I once used to date, named Tara, from an evil guy, who actually is an evil character from a show I watched before. I visited his mansion and when I reached his room, He was there waiting for me with a gun pointed at me. I did some maneuvering around the corridor to his room and dodged his bullets. I went up close and personal and shot him multiple times in the stomach. Tara was on the bed and I told her to get up and come with me. This bodyguard showed up and while he didnt really care what happened, he wouldnt let me pass without something to give. I told him I have just what he wants and I pulled out a Golden Ak-47. It glowed and sparkled Gold, he looked at it in fascination, cocked it and smiled. He thanked me and said he would help me. The next few scenes consisted of me shooting at people in a courtyard and escaping. It all happened in short scenes and fragments. I then found myself in bed with Tara. I was having sex with her and she felt really tight. I pulled out to wear a condom because I didn't want to get her pregnant. She asked me why I stopped to put one on and I said I was getting ready to cum. She said ok and when I put the condom on and continued, I woke up a few seconds afterwords.

Dream - Lucid

I was at my house, sitting in my room. It was evening, and I had this awesome idea to book a hotel for the night, since I didn't have work in the morning and it was the weekend. I thought it would be something fun to do for a night or so. I thought I could bring some drinks and maybe a game system or two, and I'd be set. I was thinking I'd probably go to Nashville.

But I didn't want to go alone! So I called up my good friend Christina Yang from Grey's Anatomy, and asked her to go with me. I told her we could just get a room with a single queen bed to save on price if she "didn't mind that sort of thing". She didn't mind.

We were then in our hotel room in Nashville. It was now dark. The room was pretty nice and spacious. The lighting was dim. The bed was to the left, and the TV to the right, with big windows at the end, covered with translucent off-white curtains. The carpet was a dark red, I believe.

I was really excited for this. It would be fun to treat myself to a weekend out in a hotel. I couldn't wait! I then "remembered" doing something similar with Jake once, where we stayed in a hotel room, and I went to sleep while he stayed up and played games.

Then, I was with Christina Yang, Dr. Shepard (also from Grey's), and another woman. We were by the bed in our hotel room. Dr. Shepard and the woman were then lying side by side on the bed; it was an invitation for Yang and I to join. I got on top of Dr. Shepard, and I told them Yang would take the girl. We had been drinking, and apparently Yang hadn't really drank before. She stumbled into a hallway in the room and threw up on the floor. She then came over to the bed, and I was looking down at Dr. Shepard as I took a swig of drink from a bottle when...

it was then the next morning. I couldn't remember a damn thing about the night before! I must have blacked out. I asked about it, though I'm not sure who I asked, and was told it was a crazy awesome night! I asked if I drank a lot and I was told yes, though I honestly only remembered drinking a little. I was not nearly as gone as Yang, and yet, I couldn't remember anything! I had a feeling it had turned into a foursome/orgy type of thing. Sigh. And I didn't remember. That would have made for some interesting memories.

I then asked Yang what it was costing us to stay at this hotel per night, and she said it was $200 something. Shit! I barely have the money for that. Definitely not the money to stay two nights. I suggested to Yang that we stay in a cheaper hotel that night, one under $100/night. She suggested a hotel in Mt. Juliet instead of Nashville. I was fine with something like that, but we needed to check out ASAP. Yang then disappeared off somewhere, and I was left to pack everything up. I looked over by the big windows, and there was a small dresser there with a Wii, a small tin, and a Playstation 2 neatly lined up on top of it. The Wii and the tin were mine, but the PS2 was Yang's. I then walked by an ironing board, and hanging off the edge was a navy blue cable knit jacket. I then remembered that that had been the jacket Yang had on when she threw up on the floor, so it probably had vomit on it. I left that alone.

I then was trying to find the hotel exit. I rode in the elevator a couple of times, which moved very fast up and down. I talked to a man in the elevator the second time. I commented on how fast the elevator was.

I then was down in some basement area, and an older lady there, I think the hotel owner or some employee there, said the only way out was through this basement maze. She opened a door to it to show me. She said that I'd throw up in there quite a few times because of something with the amount of oxygen down there. I looked through the door and saw some people walking through, one a man. He leaned down to vomit. Ugh, gross. This can't be the only way out, right? I backed away from the door. I needed to find Yang; evening was coming again, and I didn't want to get charged for another day in this hotel.

I found Yang at some point at told her about the PS2 still being in the room. I then started to worry about the Wii and the other valuables that were still sitting in the room. I thought that since we had been away from the room for so long, someone may try to steal all of that stuff; it was sitting out in the open, after all.

Domestic Violence [DILD]

I remember becoming lucid in my house with my cousins P and G, although I don't actually remember ever seeing G (at least not clearly). He disappeared at one point while he and P were playing hide and seek. I was gaining clarity as I pulled P out from under the couch, having fallen asleep. He got up and sat on the couch and I decided to walk around smashing things. This lucid was very stable so I was pretty excited that I could get really worked up without waking up. I just knocked over and smashed stuff around the house for a while, like our HD TV, and then I went over to the living room dining table (which I didn't realize until after waking up was actually our old table). It was set up to be a perfect circle (it can be changed) and I picked it up with two hands on the rim and threw it into the air. I did that a few times, then thought to myself "Hold on a sec, what am I doing?" I put it down, then picked it up effortlessly with a single hand, took it into the den, and threw it like a frisbee back into the living room. I ran up to it and caught it on my finger before it hit anything, and I'm pretty sure it actually did turn into a frisbee during that. After that I turned around and saw our DVD bookcases which were kind of treated like one huge bookcase. I picked it up and tried to smash it into the wall but it didn't make a dent. Then I just decided to pick it up like a broadsword and take it back to my room and start smashing my computer and my desk. After everything there was adequately destroyed the dream started becoming blurry, and I woke up.

dream lucid not a dream

So I find myself in a world where I had just performed my marching band show and am now messing around with a color guard flag. There was another point where I go and buy candy for the bus ride home. I chose two bags of sour skittles and a third bag where it was half regular skittles and half sour all in the same bag, I got this because I wanted regular skittles but all they had left were sour and these half and half kind. Each bag was on sale for only six cents! I proceed to check out and then what I can remember from there fades.

It fades into the whole band and my mother and two younger brothers are at Universal Studios. We loose one of my younger brothers in the crowd so I tell my mom and joey to step off to the right with me so we can find him, we are rejoined and continue on. The first place my mom wants to go is to a temporary rides section, like where you would find at the state fair. As we walk into that section (it's nighttime now) I think to myself that I really don't want to be in this section, then just as I make that thought the "carnies" start taking down the rides, collapsing them, and taking off. I didn't make this decision but just as I made that thought this started.

We go to another section of the theme park. (since my mom has a head condition we avoid big rides) I seem to know the place well as I show my family around suggesting different places. There was a section with all the desserts you could imagine, my mother declined since we had just gone to Cold Stone Creamery.

Then I decide to take them to a new section of the park, one with a mini version of Big Ben, which is what attracted me to it. It's a section that resembles a city (like the super hero section of Universal) I wanted and expected a ride to be hidden in a building, and as soon as we approached there appeared a Buzz Lightyear ride (strange since Buzz Lightyear is in Disney, not Universal Studios) I looked at the average wait sign which was over an hour, but as I wished it to go down it turned to 50 seconds!

Soon as I rode the ride I woke up.

I've been trying to attain lucidity for a few weeks now, and this is the closest I've been to being lucid. I never actually realized that I was dreaming, but I controlled certain aspects of the dream. I had to be lucid. Up until this point my dreams have been more and more lucid, I love exploring my mind deeper and deeper through this

Me, my father and my sister were in a hotel room somewhere. My mother wasn't there because she was abroad.We didn't do much in the hotel room, i'm not even sure why we were there but we went outside to explore after a while. I didn't see any of them outside, we just communicated by texts. I was walking on bare feet for some reason, which started to hurt a lot at a certain moment. I walked with a group of people i didn't know, and didn't recognise. At a certain moment i wounded my foot and i had to take a rest. I then noticed that we were in a little swamp area with a forest nearby and other types of landscapes were close as well. After i get back to the hotel we call my mother and ask how she's doing. My dream then ends.

I was on a river shore with some other people, i was searching something, and i found an animal building directly on the shore, as i fumbled around on it, stones and two symbols came out, the symbols looked like some ancient art, and i wondert what it is, than it hit me, and i knew, that those are some kind of fertility symbols, i fumbled more, and a lot of those small pices oft art were falling out of the holes, someone told me, that the ancient zivilisation must have had hidden them there, so noone will finde it. i wanted to hide the pices, so not everybody could get them. but that feeling was not too intensive. my mother was also there, she took a swim in the river, and told me, that it was pritty cold, i wonderd shortly about that.

Nov 10th '12

I'm getting pretty bored out of my dreams, but that's because my real life is stuck into a routine as well.
The last few nights the majority of my dreams took place around my workplace and the drive home. I was especially evident in the last two counting last nights dream.
It always starts out at the laboratory, then I get into a car and on the way home I fast forward to my town and something happens.

Last night was not different.
Again, I'm at work sorting out bloodsamples when I drop some (3 to be exact) I'm crawling on the floor trying to reach them when a colleague walks in and laughs at the site of my bend over with my butt facing her.
I gathered the tubes and the dream continues.
I'm now sitting behind a laptop, in front of me is the new blonde girl I mentioned in yesterdays journal.
A friend of mine then sends me a message saying he knows her name.
Now apparently in the dream I use an outdated Dutch social media platform and I type her name in the search engine.
I have to mention me thinking in the dream how weird her name looked. I said to myself how it had to many 'h's in it I believe she was called Mahahrijelijn or something. In Dutch Marije or Marjolijn would have been normal, but Mahahtijelijn isn't right. (lucidity chance missed)
As I type it in I realize she's sitting right in front of me with two other girls.
On of them see's me looking her up and thinks it's weird, I feel embaressed.
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On my way home while I stop at a friends house, he's just bought a house in real life but it needs work.
In this dream it's finished sort of. And I guess there's a housewarming party.
I remember I went to him uninvited, I just wanted to say hi and see how he was doing.
But as I walked through his house I saw all kinds of people, some I knew others were strangers to me.
And then this strange feeling of rejection came over me, or a feeling of me not supposed to be there.
It was strange cause we're good friends and some of our mutual friends were there but somehow I didn't belong among his company.
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Last thing I remember is a fragment of my boss and someone else being in a football stadium (the european kind of football).
My boss (an aged gray lady) got into trouble and threw something onto the field and with a lot of comotion she was sent out of the stadium.