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12.10.2012

King Kong and Lisa Ann (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There was a creature that looks a lot like King Kong, except it's a smaller than the original, maybe 15 feet or so tall. He grabbed a female that looked like Lisa Ann in a black dominatrix type of outfit.

There were a few men that were trying to save her, and someone asked the question if they really needed to save her.

The reason why the asked is because if they did want to save her, they would have to save someone else, and so on. It's hard to recall, but it involved risking one person's life if you can't get to the other one in time.

The dream shifts where Lisa Ann motions entices me to come to her, and she said,

"Let's keep this a secret....."

OMG WHATtttttttttttttttttttttttttt

And she goes into a black hole on the grass next to me on the right. I was kind of confused, but I decided to go ahead and jump into the hole.

The dream shifts where I'm on a mine-cart, and the area around me resembles certain environments similiar to Minecraft. The perspective of how I see myself and Lisa Ann is interchanging between 3rd person and spectator mode.

I'm looking below as the mine cart is moving, and the DC that looks like Lisa Ann is looking at me. I see something is wrong here because she's passing through the mini-Minecraft buildings with ease, and I'm wondering how she's doing that.

She looks at me in a semi-lewd manner, but I never really picked up the habit of doing a reality check or just realizing I'm dreaming based on the phasing through buildings abnormality.

Realized I was dreaming. I can not remember how I realized but I was inside a house and I just knew. I was almost going to disregard it and I have a feeling that this is something I often do in my dreams. Then I decided i would try some things out. I was in a hallway, like an American high school and I tried a power slide.i ran forward and jumped said I was going to land on an imaginary skateboard. It worked!! I slid through the doorway and over a set of stairs and then everything faded. I was worried that i had woken up and lost the dream but then everything cam back and I was looking at the back of a blue van. I could not believe how vivid everything was. I tried to rub my hands together because things started to fade out. i could feel by hands rubbing together but when i looked down i couldn't see them. this was a really strange experience and I decided to move on because a guy skated past me on a yellow skateboard. I power slid after him and did some Ollie's and one eighties. I was throwing my body into the spins and i could feel the muslces flexing in my waist as i did this but I decided to just make myself spin with my mind so I didn't wake myself. By this I mean that I jumped and instead of spinning my body by swinging my shoulders around I just willed myself to spin.
Then I remembered that I needed to make a fire ball. (A long term lucid dreaming goal of mine)
I looked at my hand, I was now wearing black gloves. I focused incredibly hard and a small marble sized ball appeared floating above my palm. I started asking myself what will my fireball look like? And then flames started
Iicking around the marble ball and I turned and threw it at a kid I think.
He didn't like melt or anything it just zapped him. Then I started throwing fireballs at all these people in an alleyway. They started getting mad and coming after me so I decided to pause everyone. I dragged a pause icon in front of them and it was Asif the pause screen of a game had popped up. Notably this caused them all to stop moving but then they started moving and banging against the back of the screen. I got bored with that so I decided to make a hot girl. I turned away from them and looked at the road and focused on the idea of creating a hot girl. Then it was like a 2d cutout of a beautiful HB10 in a white bikini appeared in front of me. Then she stepped forward and became a part ofmy world. She was hot!.
Then I woke up..

I'm in front of the danger zone(a big red circle that indicates it just like in Assassin's Creed). There is someone I'm talking to. I'm assuming it was an ally because they were telling me to be careful as I try and attempt to make my way in to the danger zone. The more this ally told me about the enemy, the more I feared going in there. There was nothing I could do but have the courage to complete the job.

I decided to flank the enemy by going to the right side of the map, jumping and climbing through through buildings. It was fun but as I kept going through a few buildings, I feared one of the enemies would catch me. I finally stopped climbing and jumping until I came to a corner and stopped. In this corner I saw a circle to my left and as I got closer to it, the circle started to shrink. I'm guessing this is where I must make an entrance. At first I was just going to go in without any disguise but soon found out I can get in to a disguise. I knew this because before I walked in to the danger zone, I killed an enemy wearing a funny devil-like costume. There was even a cut scene that shows me, or Ezio, killing the human with the hidden blade.

When I soon made my way in, it now turned in to a Hitman Absolution/Assassin's Creed game play. I had to hide in crowds to make sure no one would notice me. There was a crowd of 4 people I moved in to and while I was in it, one of the guards found the body of the person I recently killed and searched it. As that happened, I quickly walked in to a dark corner right across the dead body and crowds. There was a set of stairs I walked up to. When I did, I found a room of a friend I recently met in the dream. In this room, there was a video recording setup. To my left, I found a window which viewed enemies outside. I decided to sit down for a moment and try to see how to get the video on a camera to show up on the television. I was struggling. But eventually, something happened. I heard a door opening behind me. When it opened, it was only my two sisters. They scared me for a second there.

When my two sisters walked in to the room, I was talking to them. I didn't tell them what I was doing here but there was one person who made it in to the dream to try and make me feel guilty some more. It was her again, Quynh. Quynh walked past the room we were in and as she past it, I only stared at her and thought, "What the hell is she doing here?!" Even when I stop my conversations with her in reality, I still see her in dreams. I hear her speak a few words but they only made me angry. If I remember correctly, I think she said, no wait, I forgot. :/ But she did say things like not having anyone to love, how good of a life she has, and how happy her life is without me. All of which made me mad. My two sisters tried to cheer me up(knowing there was something wrong with me) by telling me Quynh has a big chin and lives on the corner of 19th street. I think I only remember this stuff because my niece tells me this all the time in real life when she sees me sad. Then the dream ended.

12/20/2011 4:30AM

I was at home about to sleep when Sharif and his family arrived unexpectedly. I got up and greeted Hana first and then went to greet Sharif on the deck. Then I saw something bizarre; I found Suzanne lying on the floor with a mullet crying. At this point I realized I was dreaming because the scene in front of me had no other explanation. As soon as I realized I was dreaming my entire family slowly faded away and I was the only one inside the house. I was so excited I decided I wanted to run through a wall with force. when I tried I found all of the walls were elastic like a rubber band but could be passed through like a bubble. After a few brute attempts I decided to strategize a bit and grabbed the wall and pulled it back as far as I could and then I let loose and it flinged me through the wall very slowly, it felt like I was moving through a thick layer of molasses. When I finally got to the other side I found a strange combination of ocean and space. I had the sensation of being underwater but the view of planets and stars. The view was so beautiful, and I was so happy because one of my goals in lucid dreaming was to experience space. When I thought it couldn’t get stranger I saw a large spherical object spinning with blue and white lights flashing on its band moving rapidly in my direction then my brother sneezed very loudly and abruptly ruined the dream.... Oh well it was nice while it lasted.

Thoughts | Non-Lucid | Lucid | Techniques/Aids

WBTB 30 MIN. Coffee. 2MG melatonin. 200MG B6. SSILD and thinking about TOTM

Dream time: about 4:20-5:00AM

Jingle Bells in the Snow TOTM

I am somplace trying to sleep. I think my mom is there. I am sitting in an office chair and can't get comfortable. Then I lean back and relax. I let my head back unsupported and my arms are limp. I begin to feel like the chair is spinning. I notice how dream like this feels and I become lucid.

I get up and notice that I am at work. This part of the plant we call the barn. I walk to go outside. Everything looks as it should. I remember TOTM and begin singing Jingle Bells as I walk out side. "Jingle bells, Jingle bells, Jingle all the way." I feel self conscious of my singing and lower my voice. It sound amazingly real and I wonder if I am really dreaming."Oh what fun it is to ride in a..." Now it is a whisper but I am still singing,"one horse open sleigh.... Jingle be...." For some reason I think I might wake someone up.

I begin to doubt that I am dreaming. I think if I am dreaming I will not feel cold. As I step out side I notice the temp. It is warm and but I can feel that my feet are bare and cold. I know it is cold in real life and I would never be bare foot at work. Ok good.

I want to make it snow. I forget all about singing. I see the maintenance building and the awning. Just like real life. I am still wondering if I am dreaming. I think if I am dreaming I will not feel cold. I start saying "Snow" over and over.All most instantly I see a fine mist in the air. I think it looks like sleet. I step out from under the awning. I feel it on my face and hands. It feels so real. But its not snow so I concentrate. I imagine flakes in the air. I see a few for up close and it looks like large pixelated snow flakes in my face. Still wasn't good enough. So, I focused on seeing snow on the ground. First I see piles in the parking lot. They are dirty like someone cleared the lot. I put my hands in it and notice I am now wearing heavy gloves and warm clothes. It feels slushy like it is melting. I look in the sky and try harder. Now I see heavy snow coming down. I look to the grassy area and it is thickly covered. I jump on my hands and knees and whaller in it for awhile. I notice how the snow sounds like rain but looks like snow. At that moment I hear a distant crack of thunder.

I remember how sivaison wanted a blizzard. I think that would be cool. So I begin to visualize that. Now I see a wall off thick swarming white snow coming toward me. I begin having trouble keeping my vision firm and stable now. I am engulfed in it and carried away. I am flying now. I look up and can see clouds. I try to focus and I think maybe I can still pull of the advanced task of Aurora Borealis. I begin to fly upward but the blizzard catches up to me and engulfs my vision in a bright white light.

I am now in my bed. I think about the white transition and wonder if I am still dreaming. I have a strong feeling I am but by son is crying. The bassinet is in the wrong place. It's at the foot of the bed and I move to him. I try to pick him up but it is all moving trashing blankets.I feel confused and I can feel anything with my hands now. Then, my wife comes in the room and I let her tend to him. I do a nose plug now and confirm I am dreaming. I relax a bit but now I really wake up.

Yo! Test!

I was on a flight, which obviously was going down, so i tried to be a pilot... simultaneously i get someone how had some exirience with flighing an airplain. i was on the had, upside down, and then on the wrong side.

___

I was part of an company, we tryed to make weed, or a sauna, some workers where there, they combined a sunlamp with an sauna, then there where some trobles, a worker bought machines, we dont really needet, the next they, other workers, they seemed better suited for the job, had build a good growing camber, the only thing, i didn't understand was the entrance...

then there was a fest, a lot of people came, including a friend of mine, selina, she was very nice, and tried to make a cosy atmosphere out of the place, which was not too easy.

___

I went with my mother to in our house, than my brother came, and made some streß, i told him, that he should chill a bit, that everything is o.k, and there is no need for stress.

Was at some woman's house to discuss something, I don't remember what exactly. After a while I leave and head back home walking (even though it was quite a distance from my house). After a while I notice I left behind my wallet and I start running back. I then meet some girl. We talked a bit, not sure about what. I completely forgot about my wallet by now. After a little while I realize it's a dream and then we had sex. It felt very real as I could feel the excitement in real life. The dream then ends.

[color="#483d8b"]I was standing in the middle of an empty field, there were two roads far away.
I had two cookies, that wasn't enough energy to keep me going..>__>
I saw a car stop by the road, I ran to it. It was a young woman offering me a ride, I gladly accepted it. I sat on the backseat, there was some book lying on the seat.
We talked about something I can't quite recall, though, I learned that she likes system of a down.
We arrived at what seems to be a little farm in the middle of a forest. It looked pretty much exactly like my grandmother's place.
As we were getting out of the car, I asked her about her age. I thought she was 21, but she's actually 22.
She had a big, scruffy dog, for some stupid reason I tried to pet it but it growled angrily at me. Like they always do.[/color]

It was dark and cold when I was outside on the field..

Dogs attacking me might be a dream sign.

Dream 1: My Teacher
I am doing Abs exercises at 2nd floor of my Current house and suddenly I listen some voices of my teacher who came to my home as guest to meet us. She is kind of family member and come to us often. I dont like her much. And she talking to my mother and they are at ground floor. And she asked my mother about me that where is Jawad and my mother told her that he is at upstairs doing workout and she is coming to me and i am worried because i dont want to meet her.

Dream 2: Construction of my current House
Me and my mother is coming back from market on Auto. We are at our current home now and I can see water with white powder related to construction coming out from my house from under main gate. When we enter into home our driver is coming out and my father is here and was waiting for us. Because he doesnt live with us. My uncle is also here who is doing some electrical work. some people are doing marble work.

Dream 3: Alien Excavation
This Dream is Like a virtual reality Movie. I think I was not in the dream like a character, its like I was watching this dream like a movie. A family very poor family live in a village and a boy who's age is near 25 wanted to get study but his family was not agree with him they wanted him to do fields work with his father. They had a Big Fight within each other and their son left his house and went away. Then His family tried to find him a lot but couldnt find him now they are very sad. The Boy found some mysterious things in the fields far away from village and he announced that here should be aliens under this ground. A lot of scientist and Engineers and excavators reached here And start excavation. They found a dead alien buried in ground who's color is Green. The Boy is struggling with engineers and working with them. And his family dont know where their son is. His family is on a horse cart and going to city from village passages. While going to city boy's father saw a crowd in fields he asked to cart driver to turn cart toward crowd because he was feeling that his son is there. cart is going toward crowd but before the crowd there are security guards who are not allowing them to move further they asked to turn and go from other path. his father became more sad and changed his path and as they were very near to their son but again they lost their son.

Dream 4: Get Together of Muslims
I am in International get together of Muslims. I am walking with one islamic brother he is doing a lot care about me. Then I am going toward bath room And before going in he kissed me in my forehead and while kissing my other Islamic brother saw me who was in Washroom and he in some kind of negative doubt about me. Washroom was very older and dirty, I am washing my mouth and near the water tap their is spider's web and I am little bit worried about this web.

Dream 5: DCO (District Coordination Officer)
I couldnt remember the story of dream but I can remember some fragment of dream. It is about DCO, Some picture and Motor cycles.

Dream 6: Girl Seducing me
I dont know where I am. But In dream I dont care about it. It is Big Hall, a lot of unknown families are there. I am with one family but this is not my family and in this family there is a very beautiful girl who's age is near 15 to 16 year. She is trying to seduce me for the sex front of her family but But I am ignoring her because her family trust me that I will not get seduced.

I tried to achieve the "Trinity" Task of the Year item, where you witness the world's first atomic detonation. I got nowhere near the Trinity site, but having the atomic age on my mind had lots of interesting side effects.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #40: Tibetan Nuclear Winter

I'm on a Final Fantasy-style quest with Wife and my son E. I even have "4245/4245" hitpoints, so I'm feeling pretty impressed with myself as we knock on the door to ask some character in the game for help.

Things suddenly turn nightmarish as we walk inside the house. The house's owner steps out of the shadows and his face is gaunt and drawn, the skin tight and shriveled like a corpse. His eyes are pure white. As he advances toward us, he tells us in this droning zombie voice that "I'm not an American. I've never been a human." His gaunt, zombified wife steps out of the shadows and starts droning the same thing. This is absolutely terrifying to me and now I'm lucid.

I hustle Wife and E out of there back into the daylight and fortunately the corpse-things don't follow. The three of us follow a stone path past a well-kept grassy lawn until the path turns into a smoothly ascending slope. Soon Wife and E have disappeared, and I'm climbing higher up this slope by myself. I continue, badly wanting to know where it leads.

After climbing for a while, the wind picks up and a light snowfall starts all around me. I see that the stone path (barely six feet wide), stretches hundreds of feet over a vast, snow-filled valley. When I look at the surrounding mountains, I see a number of Tibetan monasteries and beautiful pagodas nestled among the peaks.



I think about the task of witnessing the Trinity explosion and almost immediately a mushroom cloud erupts over the distant mountains. The sky goes dark and the wind increases to a howl, the snowfall growing heavier at the same time. Strangely, I don't feel any colder.

More mushroom clouds spring up silently over the horizon. There are maybe half a dozen or more blasts. Suddenly, one of the pagodas explodes like it was packed with TNT. The path that I'm standing on starts to crumble away in front of me and I can't walk any further.



I take to the air and try to fly toward where the nuclear explosions are thickest, hoping that I'll still come up with some way to pull off my goal. I imagine a wind swelling up behind me to carry me over the mountains but in an instant all of the remaining monasteries explode and the stone path crumbles into the valley. This time I feel the blast and I wobble in flight. The last thing that I see is a swirl of snow before I'm awake.

Finally, a DEILD! It's interesting that I keep generating these "endless maze" type dreams for myself. At least I remembered the Exit signs this time.

BTW, the new neighbors in this house have not yet moved in, so it'll be interesting to see whether the dream got anything right about them.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #39: The Endless Farmhouse

I'm meeting our new neighbor "Anna", a fair-skinned lady with red hair in her early 40s. JC, A friend of mine from California, rides by on a recumbent bicycle. I tell Anna, "Oh hey, I know him... that's JC." She says, "Sure, I know him too." This strikes me as very unlikely and I become lucid. I'm lucid only for a moment before I wake up.



I sit tight for a DEILD, focusing on breathing and mantra until I emerge just inside the front door of Anna's house. She is standing several feet away with a little girl of about seven. The girl says, "What's he doing in here, Mommy?" I feel way out of bounds and tell them, "Sorry, it's a lucid dream. I was just leaving." The front door is wide open behind me and I hurry outside.

Outside I'm under a wooden covering that reminds me of an open air stable or farmhouse. A slatted wooden fence hems me in from the sides and I can see sun just outside. I move to the next area, but it looks much the same, only rearranged slightly. I move forward a ways more but it seems that no matter which direction I choose, I'm stuck in the shadows.

I jump up and take a swipe at the ceiling to make sure I stay properly bolted into the scene, but I manage to miss. I'm slightly annoyed that I can't do something I do in real life (something I do when nobody's looking, that is!) I slap a nearby candy striped support pillar and it feels satisfyingly realistic. I move up a steep embankment of dirt, but again it's just more fencing and wooden covering. I'm feeling stuck so I imagine an Exit sign that will guide me out. But before I even see it, my vision goes dark.

I keep calm, and rub my hands together. Feels okay. I rub my face, lick each arm, grab a handful of shirt... everything is as it should be. My vision doesn't budge, though, so I spend perhaps half a minute just waiting things out in the dark, considering what I ought to do. The idea occurs to me to get help as I'd done before, but things fade on me before I get the chance to act and I'm awake.

I nearly had the chance to ask a nightmare figure what they represent but somehow the opportunity slipped away from me. I'm still not sure why this happened, but I'll surely try it again. Also got a little phasing in but failed to roll with the punches when the dream threw in a surprise for me there.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #38: The One Who Knocks

I'm walking through a house in the middle of the night. It's a house I've never seen before but I believe it's mine and that my wife and kids are asleep. The front door is mostly composed of a big glass panel and through it, I see a huge ogre of a man stagger up and stare in at me.

The man's in his early 50s, disheveled, filthy, and at least seven feet tall. His eyes look enormous through his thick glasses and he's staring right at me. I'm terrified of him, and I hide behind a corner, hoping he'll just leave. He starts hammering the glass with his fists and as my fear jumps to the next level, I become lucid.

I'm relieved that it's all a dream and I take a moment to wring the fear out of my mind. I decide that I'm going to talk to the DC and ask him what he represents. I step out from behind the corner to find that both the man and the front door have vanished! Now there's nothing but a blank wall.

I'm having trouble walking now, so I try floating. I can float in the direction that I want, but it's unusually slow. I want out of the house, so I float toward one of the windows so that I can phase through it. It's a long, slow grind to get there but at least I'm moving. As I get close, I see that the window has a screen over it, but I go for the phase anyway.

The phase works very well, my arm, shoulder, and finally head sinking into the window. But when my eyes reach the screen, I feel the screen scratching at my eyeballs. The feeling is nasty, like a brillo pad lightly passing over the entire front half of my eyeballs. It's so unexpected that I wig out and collapse the dream.

I found myself in the strangest environment ever. It seemed like a trainstation, mixed with grass terrain and such. It's hard to explain, you are probably not thinking of it correctly. Anyway, i decide to climb the hill in front of me. three hooded guys show up and walk toward me. They say nothing, but the thought instantly and randomly went through my head, and they wanted to assassinate a family we used to hang out with. They hand me a huge axe, probably something i couldn't carry in real life. And we start walking toward their house. The crappy thing is i woke up before the mission was carried out, or before i even saw a member of the family.

I was in some kind of petting zoo of insects in glass cases. I was watching a creature that looked like a snake with scorpion legs and tail. It was like a kobra but smaller. I did a reality check and i realized it was a dream. I willed the dream to make me an egyptian fire elementalist and i burned down a wooden house and i remember a guy coming out and yelling about gas prices, so naturaly i set him on fire. sorry about the bad grammar.