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I dream of the old village that I used to live when I'm still a child..The is a hill behind and we have to go through the path way up to the hill if we want to go to school..Don't know how I end up at the middle of the path way..In front of me there is this big snake and I can tell that this snake is the grandfather of all the snakes because its twice bigger than the anaconda..Its a black and white in colour with a black polka dot? The snake have a moustache like eel
(don't know if I pronounce it right) with a steady face..There is a stranger on top of the hill..Calling and asking me to catch the snake..Hell I'm scared of snakes as small as a worm and for as big as this? Its a no definitely..So I decided to just standing there without doing anything..But I keep on wondering what will I do if the snake come to me..The snake (still with it steady face) seems not to be interested in me and slowly crawl down to the foot of the hill..So I decide to go on to the top of the hill and meet up with the stranger..This stranger is more like a shadow its hard to recognize except that I know that he is a man..He ask me to hold something as a bait for the snake and stand on top of the root of a dead tree..But as I step on top of the root its kinda wobbly and its hard for me to balance my self..In the end we failed to catch the snake

The dream starts as I'm in an alley way... I guess I can describe it as being wet with buildings surrounding every position except for the front which is looking out on some sort of lake or ocean. Like most dreams, I can't connect what was happening before, but I know that I had a small pistol in my hand and I was shooting at two classmates, Allison and Kassidy. In real life, I used to talk to Kassidy before I found out she was still sleeping with her ex while talking to me, so I ignore her now. They ran behind a building to the left of my sight on what I presume to be a path that is in between the building and ocean/lake. I shot a few times in their direction and then gave up for a few seconds. Then I realized that I could cut them off, so I turn around and start running in the opposite direction of where I was looking, and this happened to take me into the front hallway of my house. I ran in that direction out of the front door and turned right to cut them off. It was night by now.

I saw the outline of two people sitting up against a tree and I knew which one Allison was, so I started to shoot the other one. This person that I shot happened to be one of my best friends named Kolby, and this upset me greatly. I turned around and ran into my cul-de-sac where there was a trampoline. I jumped up onto the side railing of it and sat there with my legs hanging over the side. A few of my friends named Ryne and Sam were also there on the trampoline jumping. I started crying harder than I have ever cried in my life at the fact that I killed Kolby and he was gone forever. While crying, my voice started making a weird high pitched noise which Ryne started laughing at, which wasn't helping at all.

After that, I hopped off of the trampoline when my friend Moo came up to me. I somehow was now upstairs in my room in my closet as I hid the gun in some box with another gun and a lot of bullets that looked like airsoft pellots. I ran downstairs to see my mom was saying that Moo had killed Kolby, so I screamed at Moo to follow me to my room. For some reason, I knew someone was out there with a gun coming for us next, and Moo knew that as well. We ran into my room and I opened up the closet to get the gun. Moo watched as I picked up the clip that was missing some bullets, and that showed that I was the one who had shot Kolby. In that moment, my friend from school named Franco kicked the door open and started shooting a pistol at us. Kolby was laying on my bed dead with Ryne also dead. I took the loaded gun and shot at Franco who disappeared behind the closed door for a second. Then he ran in for a final moment and I shot him right in the neck, killing him. Moo and I looked at each other for a couple of seconds before I woke up breathing really heavily.

Not sure what all happened. I was at work. I told a guest that it was like the Apocalypse had hit, no one was in the arcade, and we werent even open or something. A friend thought it was funny and laughed. I was by the theatre and I had a pixy stick, I was there with about 3 other workers. we all got candy.

I was on a transit line at one point I think.

I had some long dreams. cant remember

Ok so this is my first dream journal entry, I was not lucid during this dream.
I Dreamed I was lying in a hospital bed next to my cousin Kimberly. She was sick and for some unknown reason her family hated her. I looked around the room and I saw a little girl crounched down in the corner of the room crying. I immediately walked to her and asked her why she was crying, but she didn't answer. Suddenly I was outside of the building I was previously in. The house looked like a log cabin and it looked like I was in a village when I looked around. Suddenly the house was set afire and I ran inside to help my cousin and the little girl. But when I got inside she wasn't there and neither was the little girl, but in her place on the bed was a very petite looking woman. Very sickly looking. I grabbed a peice of bed cloth from the floor and wrapped it around my arm so I could break a window. I ran over to the woman and picked her up (She was really tiny). I never had to break a window so I ran out the door I came in. When we were outside I carried her to a safe area. Then I started to search for I'm guessing my love and I called his name "Damon". He didn't answer so I ran over to a house I think was his but It too was burning down. So I cryed out to him once more and then I wake up.

I don't know who the little girl was in the dream but I do know who the Damon guy is. He is a character in a show I love to watch.

with some guy who was sposed to be sober and then he started using again. iasked him if he had drugs and he said he had tranquilizers that would make me hallucinate. we went back to his lair with some other sketchey dude and i had to pee so i got up and walked outside. there was like a huge lake or waterhole. then i saw there was a bathroom so i walke over to it but the entire raft that it was floating on kept sinking so i got the hell outa there.

Before any of this happned i was at some family day at a basebal field with my mom. they were listening to some coach. i waas kind spacing. cept there was one kid there who had like a skate board and i ended up riding that up and down ramps

There was this pokemon collection that I had...like toys but they actually did things some kind of way. We we combined all of our stuff together, and had them displayed all around. They were telling me some that I had were super rare because of their sizes. I told them I must have gotten lucky because most of the one's I got were that size. We also had dragon ball z toys. I had several different forms of Boo

I was a house of a murder scene. A young boy, and a girl told me that their father was murdered. We searched all over their houses for clues, and eventually came across a spec of blood. Before the results came back, I figured out that it was his own son. He was fighting with him, and eventually threw him down the stairs.


I was a party...I think Lil Wayne was there. He was telling me about his tattoo's.

Thoughts | Non-Lucid | Lucid | Techniques/Aids

WBTB full 30 min. 1/2 cup cold coffee. + 2MG melatonin and 200MG B6

I laid for about 15 mind doing SSILD. I felt too awake so I took 2MG melatonin and 200MG B6 for the hell of it. Went back to SSILD.

Lucid #99 December TOTM fail 5AM
I found myself in vibrations. For some reason I just waited instead of transitioning out. I think it was because the vibrations were so weak that I was unsure. This part is just fragments and vauge so I am not sure I did the TOTM or not. I end up outside. I remember snow. I get lost in each flake and feel like I am a snow flake myself. I float and lose vision. I open my eyes but I have double vision of my room and the dream. I run a dream hand over my face to rub my eyes. It feels real but I know it is non-physical.

*Memory gap*

I am dreaming still but non-lucid. I am in the living room cleaning absentmindedly. I am thinking about how I had a lucid dream and this was the 3rd night in a row. I feel positive that I can do it a fourth night and break my record. Then I think, "Hey! I still have time to sleep. Maybe I can have another lucid before I have to go to work." I see the couch and lay down to WILD.

I feel SP/vibrations almost instantly. I think to wait then realize that I don't know why I did that before. Effortlessly imagined my feet meeting the floor. This time I was on the wrong side of the bed and not even on the couch.

I was afraid of vision problems so I kept my eyes closed and felt my way out of the bedroom. I kept thinking "there will be light there will be light" over and over. I open the door and see the rest of the house is dimly lit by the scentsy pot. (Yes! That was the waking life plan!) I was pleased that it carried over into my OBE. I walk to the front door singing, "Theeeeeee sun will come out tomorrow bet your bottom dollar tomorrow..." I was still hoping for some light out side. I have dealt with vision and darkness to many times in OBEs.

The front door opened easy. I half expected issues here. Out of habit I remembered to unlock the deadbolt and I was out. At this point I remember that my real body is just in underwear and I start to feel naked. I realize that it won't matter in a dream and I continue on.

I step onto the front porch. I see the yard and it is dimly lit like pre-dawn. I vividly feel my feet on the cool concrete and my toes curl over the edge of the front step as I push off to fly.

For some reason I don't get very high and I just hover a foot or so. But I am able to do so and a high speed. My sidewalk leading from the porch to the street becomes impossibly long. I feel the wind swirl around me and blow throw my hair. I hear a rushing sound like wind as I dart forward. I see beautiful pink cherry blossomed trees lining each side of the sidewalk. They are incredibly beautiful and I gasp a "wow". After a moment I stop flying.



I want to do the TOTM. I look up and see a full moon above me. I look to the east and see that the sky is getting brighter. The sun is coming up. I can't see any northern lights, so I clap my hand and put them up in a grand gesture. I say to the dream, "Northern lights!"

Nothing happens. I look all around in the sky. I see the moon still and some stars in the darker part of the sky to the west. All this looking around makes me dizzy and the dream fades to fast to do anything about it. I wake up.

~ 2 pm - 3:27 pm

I was given a golden staff.

Awake Dreaming Lucid

So when i woke up for like 2-5minutes i start to recall this last non lucid dream, but i was too tired and sleepy to write it down.. so i kept recalling and recalling this dream for the next few minutes till i felt a strange feeling over my body..not annoying or fearful..kind of nice.. not awake anymore but neither sleeping..
Then suddenly it was like being in the computer program of the matrix, where they can load everything.. when Neo gets his very first plugin. At first i didn't see anything.. i was there but my dream still had to be made.. still had to get color.. that's when i was like
.. HUH..Hmm.. I..THINK..IAM..DREAMING..HA-HA.. So i was like Hmm Lets try to plug my nose and breath through it.. And yes.. I could.. then i was like ROFLWTFOMFG i am really dreaming.. then my lucid start to gain a little color.. but i felt i was going to wake up due to excitement..then i tried to rub my hands.. but then i realized i was rubbing my real hands in my bed, then immediately after that it felt like my nose and mouth was closed and stuck together with glue.. and when i opened my eyes and really got my awake feeling i realized my mouth was wide open.. Haha

As I'm on lesson 2 in the Orphelia's class in the Dream Academy I've been trying some of the DILD techniques I've read about so thought it would be worth saying what I'd tried before I went to sleep. On this occasion I started visualising colours starting with yellow then thinking about different yellow things like bananas & the sun etc. Then I visualised green and different green objects like vegetables, grass, lizards etc this was quite a calming mantra like thing to do to stimulate my imagination ready for the dreamworld.

Went to sleep about 1:30am

Couple of dreams in one this, can't recall much but am going to start putting whatever I can recall from my dreams even if it's not much.
I was at a house with an old friend who's been in the previous dream I had about the Jaguar (maybe he's becoming a dream sign?). Also there was my old female manager from a temp' job I did plus another unknown woman & various other unknowns. We were having some kind of dinner party but the unknown woman was going round giving oral sex to the guys including me then she went to do my friend & my old manager stepped in saying she was going to 'show her how it's done!' And she bent down to do it showing off her amazing figure in the process.

Woke briefly at about 6am, fell back asleep

I definitely was aroused by this & when I woke up around 6am to the sound of the radiator filling with water I was in a state of morning glory The rest of the dream involved us being around a dinner table and the manager woman (who I kind of fancy in real life & sometimes communicate with still on facebook), was serving us all these mini pizzas & I'd requested mine with bits of bacon on it & was being asked by another guy there what it was called to which I replied 'pizza della bacon'!

When I fell back asleep after being half woken by the radiator, I then dreamt I was in Ireland (somewhere I've never been) in some shit-hole of a house with two lads I didn't recognise from reality. Can't remember much here except thinking they were very stupid and when I asked to go to the toilet I nearly fought the guy because he wanted me to use this horrible standing up toilet which was just a drain in the ground! I can't remember much else about this part of the dream although I know there was more, maybe it will come to me in the day if so I'll edit this entry accordingly.

Woke up properly about 9:20am

I was rushing home from somewhere out in space, and I realized that it was impossible, so I became lucid. There as always was an initial rush, but I remembered to stabilize it, spinning and rubbing my hands together. When I was done, there were lights on the walls of my hallway, and I went out to talk to my grandparents, I wasn't able to muster much dream control this time, so I may have drifted out of lucidity at this point. They were saying things about each other that I will not disclose out of privacy, and I was talking to them in return.

Alright, tonight was a rather strange assortment of dreams, and I hope I can recall them with some decency.

The first dream I had revolves around something like a jail break. I apparently know these two guys in this sort of
posh prison. It's not so much a prison, as it looked way more like a boarding school than anything. The headmaster
of this institution is blind, and I'm working with this girl to get my two friends out. through some sneaking around, we are
able to notify the two guys that tonight was the night they were going to break out. We ran up to their rooms, told them to rush it and pack, and
then, somehow, we just walked through the front door, albeit rather quickly. When we got outside, it was almost as if the scene came
from an old fairy tale. I smelt pine in the air, the streets were clear of frost but you could still see your breath, and I could hear
the soft movement of water - not too fast, not too slow.

It was at this point the phone woke up and I was broken from this scene, but as soon as I could, I drifted back, focusing on that very spot. When
I got there, I could tell the world around me was fading, so I opened my eyes (in my dream) and spun around. It actually worked in keeping
the dream alive!

There is a bit of a disconnect between how I got from there to this estate, but the next portion of the story takes place there. We talk to who I assume to be the father
and mother of a sister and brother, though I'm not sure if they are the same people in the jailbreak or not. They invite us out to ride their multitude of horses, and
we take a turn around the track that surrounds a lake (again, still on their estate). The son of this couple and I both take black horses, his a stallion and mine a mare, and we take off. There are more people on the track than just us, but they're just sort of there, racing along, being people walking around the lake, things like that. Anyway, we're racing and we round the first corner round the lake. The son, who had passed me on the turn, couldn't keep his hold and fell off his horse. The horse proceeded to run and jump in the water; that was the last time I saw that horse. I was about to keep going and just finish up the lap, but then a little boy falls into the lake. I get off my horse and, along with some other characters, pull him out of the water onto the bank. At this point my own horse disappears and instead turns into a girl (around the same age as the boy we had just pulled from the water). The girl runs to the small pond next to the road, on the other side of the lake, and jumps in. I ask if she wants to continue down the track, and she adamantly refuses. I turn back to look at how long the track really is: maybe a kilometre or two - tops. By the time I turn around to face her, she has vanished.

At this point I notice that no one else around me has horses, and they are merely walking about. I follow suit and take the not so long walk back to the estate. A discussion there ensues about what we ought to do, and the father and mother suggest another race. Instead of the multitude of horses, now I see they have but a few, and the black mare I had ridden previously was no where to be found. I instead got a grey mare, slightly spotted with black around the hooves and snout.

We mount up and ride again, but for some reason we stop; the son and I take our horses, his being a blonde, chestnut mare, mine being the aforementioned, and let them circle the pen on their own. We go back into the house for a little while. The son, whose features and voice I cannot distinguish, was talking to his sister, whose features and voice I can also not distinguish, about the records he held with horses. He was missing the times for a dash of some sorts, and that it needed to be below 20 seconds.

The siblings then start discussing how riding while reading is quite easy and fun, but I realise that it doesn't suit my taste to multi-task in that fashion. The father and the mother say the best part of riding IS riding, so you shouldn't do anything else but that. The father then offers to go with me once more around the track.

We get up and walk towards the pen where my horse and the son's horse are taking small warm up circles. Upon seeing up, they jump over the end and sprint past us. The father said to just go and wait by the pen and the horses will come back and then we can ride them around the lake once more. Upon entering the pen, I realise that I am not alone, but instead I'm with another handful of people.

I see my mare running towards the pen, but she then turns into this blonde woman, decently tall in stature, delicate, but not petite (but she was by no means fat; she was, rather very realistic with a decently slim waist, decent bust, blonde hair that fell to her hips, and clad in a dark green dress that fell to her feet). She was carrying a sort of pouch, and somehow I knew that you needed to be the owner of a certain artefact before you could call her yours. I was not the first to point this out, as one of the people standing in the pen said what she had on her mind: "you're looking for the one with the bottles, aren't you?" She responds with, "Indeed I am. Can you point to me who is my master?" The character she is talking to looks over in my direction and says, "the one in the grey shirt."

It was sadly at this point I woke up. I got out of the dream so quickly, I didn't even realise it was fading around me. I tried to re-enter the dream, but was sadly unsuccessful.

During the first part of the dream, the jail break part, I knew I was in a dream, yet it was more like the story was unfolding and I wasn't in my own body. I was merely a visitor in this scenario. When I left the dream due to the phone ringing, upon re-entry I feel like I really "opened my eyes" to the dream world. The details became clearer, I could hear things, smell things, really have a grasp on the world around me. While I don't remember how I got to the estate, I do remember that the riding was a big deal.
What was really interesting, but something that did seem quite normal in the dream, was that the horses turned into people. From what I gather, the boy that me and some dream characters pulled out onto the bank was actually the son's black mare. Once I got off my horse, she turned into a girl of roughly the same age, who refused to take me along the track, and instead wanted to play with the ducks and such. My second horse turned into a beautiful woman who, thinking back on it, seemed like she was garbed in more Celtic-like gear than anything else.

I'm still not quite sure what my "dream signs" are. I am simply aware that I am dreaming, perform a reality check to confirm, and go back and go along with the story, as I thing it's supposed to happen. There doesn't seem to be a real consistent theme in the dreams I've written down in the Dream Journal. But, from the last one to this one, what is consistent is that I'm with a blonde girl right before my dream fades. Although the one from my last dream and this one were completely different (the last one was petite, bubbly, very playful, whilst this one was not fat, just taller and slightly bigger in stature, and far more calm). Not sure what it all is supposed to mean, but hopefully some recall on future dreams will shape what my dream signs are and maybe show the significance of the girl.

Not last night, but the night before I had my first Lucid dream in what seems like forever!

i was in a building with dim lighting which resembled the recording studio I work at. I was standing in one of the studios, and thought to myself: "Wow, this is boring... I'm in a dream, I should do whatever I want." I went lucid, walked towards a wall and managed to walk through it, which was an amazing feeling!

I proceeded to walk through several walls, but after a while I decided I wanted to go outside. I walked towards a brick wall, which posed as the perimeter of the building. As I passed through it, the blinding light of day was so much so that it overcame me and I woke up

Dream 1: Research on LD

I am researching for Lucid Dreaming. But I am not Lucid.

Note: Forgot all details and Forgot all dreams tonight. I dont know why.