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Lunch. Comfort room? Feeding a humanoid bird. It talks. A teacher? Rumor of a teacher's disappearance/death.

My teacher for the next subject said she's concerned. We have a meeting later. I asked if it's in the comfort room. She said no. Meeting on the road. The "dead" teacher appeared. Somebody's been spreading lies that he's dead. They ask who told me. I said Pol. Same with another.

Spellcraft by Severus. The "traitor" bragged. It was a rare, countryside incantation. He bragged knowing the dialects of the country. Leyte. Magick. Road. Race. We're chasing my car/bike. My companion keeps telling me it's not "off." We "changed" up to it. I cast sleep. Put energy sucking sphere (black) to drain his energy. I need to do this. I'm about to die today.No, not die. Killed. A prophecy. Not sure how. Or by who. I need to face it alone.

Entered the chamber. Prepared for a fight. Another chamber opened. Entered and prepared my fist. The door where I came from opened. A door partially blocked the face of a person who was there. Prepared for a fight. He moved and "roared." It was Lico. I shouted his name. I shouted his name. He was happy. Picked me up and carried me to school. Different. Childish. I told them this is not my world and he's not the Lico I know.

How to go back. A woman stood up and said she'll come too. Asked her who she was. She said Brenda. Told her at least she acts like the Brenda I know.

NOTE: This is creepy. I don't remember writing or dreaming this, but it seems that I was at least partially lucid while I was in the dream.

I've been using LaBerge's audios all this time. First, the one about MILD, but somewhere along the way, I changed to dream lotus and flame technique. After that, I used trance induction, at night and in the morning. Then it's just for the night induction. I think I had very minimal results when using ONLY the night trance induction.

So it started where i was on a street but it was black and white, like an old movie. There was lots of creepy fog and the buildings around me were taller then normal. I looked around some but there was no turns so i just walked forward. Nobody was there and it was totally silent as i walked done the street. Finally i came up to a cafe with some tables out side. Like everything else it was empty except for one table. There was a person sitting there with his back towards me drinking coffee. I decided to sit down across from him and we talked. Then i woke up.

When i was awake i tried as hard as i could to remember what we talked about or who he was but i don't remember his face. Also what we talked about was really important to me in the dream so it's weird i don't remember what happened now.

I start out in a garage, in an unfamiliar car and neighborhood. There's some random people in the car, which is sort of minivan-ish, but has three rows of seats. A middle aged soccer mom -ish character is noticed in the front seat. She tells this about 22 year old guy that he's going to have to buckle his seat belt this time. We start moving, there's some random people filling all the seats, and I start texting someone from high school on my iPod chromatic..? We went to some bakery and bought poison muffins.

Okay, let's see how much of this I can still remember... I haven't really had the chance to type up this entry until now.

I was at home, in the living room. The keyboard was there, right where it used to be (it's been in my room for ages now, though). For the purpose of having more space for the crowd of people, I'm assuming, the one couch not facing the TV was missing, and the room was slightly bigger.

There was this rope hanging from the ceiling, and I guess the part about people pulling it was fairly important, but I can't remember much of that now.

What I do remember is Andrea, a girl I sort of work with over the summer, running up the stairs and saying to me, "I thought you were going to be tighter."

As with many a strange thing a DC has said, I understood her meaning perfectly, despite her rather odd choice of words. She was referring to me resolving to be stricter with my reward system for LDing.

Apparently, she wasn't referring exclusively to my reward system, but also LDing techniques in general, as I replied, "I am; I write down my dreams every morning."

There's a small gap here that I can't quite remember now, but I do remember seeing my friend Giana shortly afterwards. I looked down at my hand as an RC, took note of the extra finger, then told her I'd be right back because I had to go to the bathroom. Clearly, my subconscious still had control over dream-me.

I went into the bathroom and closed the door. I'd heard that touch was a sense that was often overlooked in dreams, so I decided to pay attention to how things felt - the door handle, the floor (I had bare feet), the light switch, even my jeans as I pulled them down; they all felt just as they would IWL, and the door handle and floor even felt somewhat cold.

I got so carried away with paying attention to tactile sensations that I unintentionally closed my eyes so I could focus more on this sense. Almost as soon as I did, I realized my mistake, and sort of freaked out a little, as my previous experiences with closing my eyes had almost always resulted in me waking up.

Well, I didn't exactly wake up right away. The dream abruptly changed to a weird post on some forum that doesn't exist... and THEN I woke up.

6-20-12

I am on some sort of portal adventure. Me and my awesome friend and many others are together. We are going out on some sort of trip somewhere but we can only go in small groups. We hope we we are in the same group but that didn't happen. I am grouped with these two girls. A small shift occurs and I am watching my self as an observer. Those two girls vanished I don't know where they went. I am with some other group. It is nice and sunny and our group is trying to run pas these big yellow bull like creatures. My group gets passed them but me I am having a hard time trying to get passed them so I kill them. When I get back to my group they are very angry at me. I can literally FEEL the anger coming from them. I was not supposed to kill them. They say pretty mean things to me and I just say "You know what, I am not going to argue" Another guy says "No..you won't" Another guy says "Well you are definitely not smarter than this guy!" he points to the guy that is apparently smarter than me. Another girl says something about my IQ.

I leave the area pissed off but next I see a black van driving past me and inside I see one of the girls that is supposed to be on my team. Not only are my teammates mad for killing those animals but they are mad at me for losing those girls.
A shift occurs. I am with my mom. We talk to some guy about some space program. My mom says I have to go to school. I say "But it is still summer!" and my mom says "They are still counting your absences" My mom then shows me a poster that says I am an evil lesbian (Lol wut?). But in the poster I see a picture of that yellow cow I killed earlier. My mom is wondering what this is about. A shift occurs. I am outside on a cloudy day in a big field. From what I can see there are two teams fighting each other. The enemy team consist of giant dudes about 17 FT tall and they have these long hammers as weapons, the other time consist of normal humans. I fear getting hit by those big hammers. During this fight I find myself far onto the giant teams side. I try to slit one of their throats while one of them were bending down but I fail. He tries to get me. I run as fast as I can and try to get to my teams side. I get a good distance but then all of a sudden I get hit very hard by something behind me and it sends me flying to the other side where my team is at. I land on my stomach. I notice a silver ring in front of me. My teammates surround me and help me up. My teammates are proud of my bravery and help me up. I hug a random person. The enemy team seems to have vanished. The girl asks the person I hugged "How come you got a hug!" the person just shrugs. I wake up.

6-3-12

I am inside a store at night. I see visions of a man that is messing the place up. He has skinny jeans on and is pretty fat.
I go to the back of the school back of the store. I sit down and wait and look on my phone. It is 7:40 pm. A lady in front of the store beckons me to come. I walk to the front of the store and see my mom and sister. We walk out to the car. It is night out. I see an ant hill so I kick it. My sis says "Don't do that!". We go into the car. A shift occurs and I am still in the car, we are on the road but now it is daytime and time seems to be reversing since cars are going backwards. The drivers have changed to my cousin. I ask "If a guy has a high level of conciousness will he notice time is reversing?" He says "No" I then ask "What about that deja vu feeling? Couldn't it mean you made it to a certain place before but since time has reversed you had to go back there again?" He ignored me. To my left I see cars on the highway driving in reverse due to the reverse time effect.

Somehow we knew an accident will occur. A car in front of us turns to the right and crashes into another car ahead. My cousin. My cousin started to back up the car, I notice he is backing up too close to another car so I tell him to stop and he does. There is some strange monster in the middle of the street, The person in the passenger seat gets out and tries to deal with the monster. She gets bitten by the thing. A shift occurs. I am an observer now. I am in a bedroom a man and a woman get out of a bed. The bed is dirty and has ink all over it. The guy learns he can absorb bio-mass and bio-electricity. I am seeing this from his perspective. He is in front of a stove and microwave. A shift occurs.

I am out in the middle of nowhere. A woman in a yellow suit comes out of nowhere and for some reason I think her name is phantom. She says "Don't let Obama die the 4th must live!" I become an observer again. Everyone is a child. Lex luther in child form is there too. Child Obama appears with a gun. I see from his eyes. The people he is deciding to go to school at all have red ballons. The people in the red ballons are floating. He shoots a red ballong and it causes a kid to fall down and cry. I see a blank expression of Lexs face. I wake up but when I did the dragon fight music from skyrim was playing in my head.

I know I said in my first DJ entry starting on 5-11-12 that I will be posting all my DJ entries from May to August but that is just too much. So I will be posting a couple of dreams from each month that I feel are worth posting.

5-12-12

Me and this girl must fight each other in this video game on the computer. Whoever loses must flush themselves with these dimensional urinals that will transport people to who knows where, The game involves flying around in this cave or volcano filled with lava so not only must you dodge the lava you got to kill your opponent. I lose the first round. My attacks did barely any damage to my opponent and she dominates me. I then ask the guy that made us do this if the first round counts as a real loss because the game has five rounds in it. The guy says to play all five rounds. My opponent is supposed to be a rookie but she is very good.

My shoots do little damage to her and hers kills me quickly. I lose all five rounds. I was told these dimensional urinals also gives people a random deformity. I sit in the urinal and I flush. All of a sudden I feel a quick rush of speed and everything seems to just be going fast. I feel very dizzy but when I finally got myself together I see I am inside a room in a house. I see a mirror and decide to look at it to see what my deformity will be. Nothing has changed except I have more fat in my cheeks. I leave the room and see a fat man watching T.V, I pay him no mind. I ask the man "How do I manifest things?" I don't remember his reply but I don't think it was helpful.

I go and get some juice from the fridge. I then go into the hallway so he won't see me. I become partially lucid and I try to ground msyself. I tell myself "Take it slowly..." I rub the wall and try to feel it but I don't go it long enough. I then reach for a pill in my pocket to cure the deformity. I get a tiny little pill. I then look for that Juice I got earlier so I can take it. It wasn't there at first but when I looked away and looked back it appeared. I took the pill but not the juice. I then feel something huge in my mouth like I just got a giant tooth. I try to spit it out but then a dream shift occurs.

I am in my parents home now. I am trying to sleep but this little girl keeps taking the sheets away from me. I am sleeping on the couch. I get angry. I try to ask her nicely to stop but she gives me a weird look. I speak to a DC that resembles a friend from school. Based on the conversation I believe he was talking about my last 'dream' I just had and how it could not have been a dream but just me sleep walking. I for some reason say "I didn't hear a meow"

5-12-12

I see a ninja on a boat at night fighting people and creatures on it. He is defending the boat. A shift occurs, no longer observing the ninja I observer the boat the ninja is on from a lower viewpoint. The boat is actually flying in the air. The sky is dark and cloudy. And there are many trees below. There is this floating picture of some anime dude following the boat. Another shift occurs, now I am observing him defending a vehicle form dinosaurs. He kills the last one by impalling it in its nect with a long wide chain spikey thing. Now he climbs this rock structure, there are these strange carvings on the structures floor. He steps on it and is instantly transported to a room full of these teleportation circles and spider webs.

I become the ninja for a short time, seeing through his eyes. Every time I/ninja go through these webs I/he hears a heartbeat sound within the ears. While exploring this place I find a piece of loot through one of the small passages blocked by spider webs. The teleportation circles are everywhere, I have to be careful. I get out of here. I see a warning sign of some sort and get the feeling there are enemies about. I look around and the environment is a rocky barren wasteland. It turns out there are hostiles around, I don't get a good look at them well but they appear to be primitive looking humans.

They give chase but since I am now the ninja I run at extremely fast speeds. At certain moments I feel a tactile sensation like my hands are gripping a video game controller. The dream becomes 3rd person for a second. I re-merge with the ninja. I then run into a group of giants with a big club for a weapon. One of the giants hit me with the giants club, my awareness shifts out of the ninjas perspective. I am now observing the ninja being sent flying into the air and as he is in the air he is spinning around . I get a good look on the ninjas face. He looks like this guy . He lands on his back on some spikey worm thing and dies. A dream shift occurs, a slight one. I observe a guy talking to someone from beyond a door that looks similar to the entrance to skyrims special dungeons. The guy says "which world do I save first" The being behind the door says "This one, then you can desperately save yours!" I also hear something about how this planet this dream takes place in is in the earths solar system.

So I was having a school dream, which I have had about 3 or 4 in the last few weeks, and they have all been based around the same schedule and been going through the days of school. Yesterday I was supposed to go to my 2nd period, but I was forgetting which class was my 2nd class. I went to my first period class first which was Spanish, but it obviously wasn't my class and I didn't recognize anyone. I had to ask my girlfriend what class I was supposed to be in and she told me, so I went down the hall to my AP Lit class.
I went inside, and somebody told me they had a bug infestation but we were staying in there anyways. We were watching a documentary on bees, and the bugs that were in there were bees, spiders, and one more thing I don't remember. They were in designated areas across the room. At one point my dream was about to transform into another dream. There was some guy that said he could mess with the bees, hop on a motorcycle and get away from them. He tried it and EVERY bee chased after him and ended up killing him, but the bee infestation was gone. So that was a step up.
But then the dream began to change and I was on a boat I believe? I was with many people I had never seen and this part is pretty hazy. There were areas for each age group, up to 18 I believe. You were supposed to watch over the age group below you, so 17 - 18 watches over the 15-16 year olds. Which I am a part of. They would mess with us pretty often though. But it wasn't too big a deal. I don't remember much else, but a bunch of people were saying they saw a person that looked like Bruce Wayne, from Batman, but I didn't see it, but I did see that it was just my friend Trent. And he does not look much like him at all.

I was sort of depressed that I could not recall any dreams from the night before. I woke up about 6:20 judging how no-one was awake, and I never heard the alarm. 10 minutes pass, then the 6:30 alarm goes off, wakes my brother up(As you can likely guess, we share a room), it causes a lot of noise.. I decided it would be a good morning to try a WILD. I laid down for a few minutes(felt like 20-30) then felt really relaxed. I start saying "I WILL have a lucid, I WILL have a lucid." After about two minutes sleep paralysis hit, and I thought of my living room, said to myself "stabilize lucidity", and the lucid dream starts.

First lucid:
I was standing in my living room. It was so clear and vivid that I couldn't believe it. I thought to myself how I was lying in bed just a moment ago, and now here I am in a new place. A new world surrounding me. I walked into my parents' room, there I saw a light bulb in a socket on the wall which didn't belong there. I unscrewed it, then held it in my hand trying to light it up as it was in its socket a second ago. I failed..I then went around the corner to see my dad playing Zynga's Frontierville (a game which he has never played before), he asks me how to obtain a whip then I lose interest. I go back to the living room, close my eyes for a second to change scenery, and woke up.

Seems to be a mix of layer two and layer three lucid dream since I got pretty distracted by what my dad was doing. I wonder if I woke up due to my dream time being over, excitement, lack of goals, or because of my waking environment. Like I said, me and my brother share a room, and since he was already awake, he started making noise. He also had the light on right above me which may have prevented a deep sleep.
I fell back asleep after like 45 minutes. Not sure just what this dream started with..

Second lucid-A mansion, with prisoners:
I appear to be in a lab with like 4-5 scientists around me. I am a guinea pig for a new piece of technology that would allow you to enter into lucid dreams at will from a waking state. Sort of like doing a WILD, but with technology, making it more akin to EILD. I get this chip that you hold in your hand, it supposedly makes you lucid. So I go into what looks/feels like a tanning bed, hold the chip in my hands and fall asleep quick.
I "wake up" in this huge mansion of sorts. I seem to know in the back of my mind it is a dream, but I lose focus on that and get involved with the story instead. I moderate a minecraft server, and it seems a bunch of my friends from the server are in a prison, apparently being kept there by another player and antagonist on the server called EnderMilk. After some effort, I find him, but try to keep my distance. I phase through a wall to see the prisoners, and they look so helpless. I try to find a way to help them. I go back inside the mansion through a window, but the dream destabilizes and I wake up for real.

Well, two lucid dreams, even if they were kinda short-lived it is a start!

After looking back on these experiences, it seems the second dream was more of a mix of layer zero and layer two just barely. This is one of those experiences where people think they dream of being lucid rather than actually being lucid.

Don't Forget Anything

I'm packing up my bags and storing everything into boxes. I don't leave until tomorrow, but I'd like to get mostly packed by tonight. I'm half awake as this is going on, and I think I should probably wake up and write down this dream. But at the same time I need to stay asleep until I'm done packing, or else I might forget to pack something. I'm almost done, so it shouldn't take long.

A Rude Guest

I'm packing up my bags and boxes and leaving them in the front hall, for now. I've been staying at the house of a family I don't know too well, and tomorrow will be the day I leave. I look at the clock and suddenly realize that I have to leave for work. (I work evenings.) There's no time for me to move my bags out of the hallway; I'll have to leave them there. It's a pretty rude thing to do, but I hope they'll understand.

I work in an office building with lots of glass windows, where I talk with other people about something related to computers.

When I get back to the house, most of my bags are gone, and the family is back home. I manage to locate a couple of them, but there's no sign of my viola anywhere. When I ask the family where everything went, one of the daughters leads me out to the front yard. She pulls up a corner of sod in the lawn to reveal a big pit underneath, which has been stuffed full of my bags. I still don't see my viola, but the girl assures me that it's there, somewhere on the bottom of the pile. I contemplate this for a few moments. Why'd it happen? Then I turn to the father, who's standing between me and the front door, and I apologize for having left all of my bags in the front hall. From the man's reply, I can tell that it really did annoy him, and he's glad I'm moving out soon. Apparently both myself and the other person who's staying here have been rather rude houseguests ever since we got here.

Sublet

I'm packing up my bags and boxes at my housemate "Charlie"'s apartment. My sublet is over, and it's time to go back home. I live in the same town, so I don't have far to go, but it will still be a logistical nightmare getting all of these boxes across town. Mom's agreed to pick me up with a car, though, so for now I only need to worry about getting everything outside.

Now, I have a lot of cardboard boxes, but I'm hoping that I won't need to use all of them. Even if I don't fill all of them, I'll still feel like I own way too much stuff. But every time I think I'm done packing, I look around the room to discover that there's something I've forgotten to pack. Once, Charlie takes out a couple bottles from his cupboard and offers one each to his roommate "Sam" and myself. They're leftover vodka, not terrible but not particularly good, and he's trying to get rid of them. I accept, curious but unsure if I'll ever actually use it.

I carry down my viola first, leaving it on the sidewalk near the front doorstep. Obviously I'm worried that someone will steal it, but given that this whole thing is already such a hassle, I think I just have to take the risk. When I go back upstairs, Charlie offers to help carry down some boxes and suitcases. As he's picking them up, I discover some more loose items on the floor, and I quickly toss them through a gap in the suitcases Charlie's chosen. He looks at me funny, but he doesn't say anything. Anyway, I grab some suitcases of my own, and we head downstairs. Someone's been doing some deep cleaning in the apartment, so some of the floors are damp.

My vision is blocked by the things I'm carrying, and on the ground floor I bump into a rolling suitcase that someone is carrying across the room. I take a quick hop to get over the suitcase and keep my balance, and miraculously I don't fall. The person--a girl--laughs and compliments me on my reflexes. Shifting around some of the boxes I'm carrying, I manage to peek through a gap to identify her as "Savannah," one of my old high school crushes. Delightedly, I say hi, and we chat for a bit on our way out the door.

Once outside, I remember my viola, and I decide I should hurry to see if it's still there. I start speedwalking down the street. Savannah thinks it's a race, and she rushes past me. Soon we're all running. I notice that I'm only carrying a couple shopping bags, while Charlie's arms are overloaded with boxes. I feel a bit bad for abusing his helpfulness so much. But there's no time to worry about that now. We run around a few street corners and past an empty lot piled high with dirt (at which point I cut a corner and pass Savannah, woot!) before reaching the street where I left my viola. It's not there. I feel a jolt of despair and anger before turning around to see that it's been moved to the top of a short staircase across the street. My mom left a note on the case. She says something about a whistle and warns me to be more careful about my viola. I still don't see how I could have done it any more safely, though, unless maybe by bringing out my viola last, rather than first. Hmmm. I guess that would've been smarter.

I know I dreamed last night, but rather than laying in bed and remembering the dream I just jumped right out of bed and started my day... and lost everything. Still journaling to make myself expect it and maybe remember to remember before getting out of bed, lol.

I didn't have time to write this yesterday as my day started early and was busy. As a result, I only remember one dream when I had remembered two upon waking.

Dream One: I'm with my husband visiting a friend who lives far away and is getting divorced. In the dream we are getting into our car to follow her to the lake. Instead of going to the lake though, she stops at a little building and wants to show me that this is where she's moving out to. She goes inside an apartment, but I stay outside and notice that her husband has followed us. In the dream I am afraid he'll see that she's living here so I tell him we just stopped to use the bathroom and to go on ahead and we'll meet him at the lake. He doesn't want to go though. I start arguing with him, he's worried because he knows she wants to leave him and he just wants to be close to her. I'm telling him that he's smoothering her and making it worse and to just go ahead. The whole time I am freaking out that she's going to come out of her apartment and he'll see where she's moving too and she'll never escape him. He tried to go into the ladies bathroom nearby and I literally flip out on him because I know she's not in there but want him to think she is. I start screaming and pushing him and telling him he's fucking crazy trying to go into the girls bathroom and that if he doesn't get fucking lost now I'm going to kick his ass. I start unloading that he's making my best friend miserable and he's just being a fucking cry baby about everything, that if he really cared he'd have made an effort when their marriage went south to begin with, not waited until she was already one foot out the door to do something about it. The building apparently has a mcdonalds in it and I am shoving him among the tables and people are staring at this huge fiasco I'm making, literally ripping the poor guy apart for every little thing he's done to hurt my friend... just to hide the fact that she's going somewhere else. He starts crying and finally says he'll leave. He walks out the door and I feel relieved and start to walk towards my friends apartment door again. When I walk past the bathrooms though, someone comes out of one and my first thought is, "Could that be Kurasawa?" but when I look up he's not Kurasawa, he's just some average guy. My friend comes out of her apartment and I tell her it's a good thing she didn't come out earlier and start to relay the previous events to her, but when we get into the mcdonalds the average guy from the bathrooms stops us. He asks where we are going, and we tell him the lake. Then he tells us he has a boat and he can follow us then take us for a ride in his boat. We politely decline telling him we're going with our husbands, but he insists he can take our husbands as well. I wake up.