Lucid again! I smoked a couple bowls of calea right before going to bed so that may have contributed a bit, at least in the vividness and detail of the dream. Actually, I know it did, I'm familiar with calea and for me it always creates what I'm now calling the "crowd effect", where my dreams tend to have at least some part that includes huge amounts of people for whatever reason. I'm not sure why that effect specifically happens, I guess it's just an easy way to add more detail to a situation lol. #1 - Tiny Girl There was something going on in the dream already before this, but I come in when I'm at my friend M's house (it's not actually her house, though) and I'm waiting for her to finish something so I decide to go swimming. Apparently, I'm a shapeshifter (still non-lucid at this point) and I turn myself into a little girl (not myself) for some reason. I already had my bathing suit on so I jumped in the pool and swam around briefly, but then it started raining so I got out and went inside the house, perfectly dry. I went down a staircase (apparently I was on the second floor despite having just come in from the back yard ) and walked past anderj101. And as I did he started chanting "tiny girl, tiny girl...." in a trance-like voice. After that I turned back into myself, and at the bottom of the stairs I found myself at some kind of party that took place in this huge building and spanned several floors. The building had one of the openings in the center where you can look over the railing and see the other floors above and below it, and there didn't seem to a end to either direction. I walked around and just talked to people for a bit, but I kept hearing people doing the "tiny girl" chant but each time I did that person would add an extra line to the end of whatever the previous person said. Eventually I found my cousin P and told him that G (his little brother) was crazy (he was one of the people chanting) and that I was afraid I might have accidentally started some cult or something. After that there was a total change in subject and I said to P "I bet I can jump over this railing and land two or three floors down and be perfectly fine." to which he disagreed, so I got ready to do it. I had a brief moment of "what the hell am I doing " but then I became lucid! I got an adrenaline rush and laughed to myself and ran forward and jumped. It was a long fall down the few floors, but I landed on one below and the impact felt like nothing at all, as if I had just jumped in place and was landing back on the ground, and everyone cheered when I made it. I walked off and noticed a cute girl standing there and made a move to kiss her, but she backed away and some people started laughing, so I shrugged it off and kept walking. I saw a counter with people behind it and immediately knew that they were selling movie tickets. I thought that might be an interesting avenue to explore so I walked up there and asked for two tickets for Pokémon. There were no movie names listed, I just chose that by default, and I'm not totally sure why I asked for two. Maybe I was losing lucidity lol. I was a little nervous that there wasn't enough keeping me lucid, so I told her to hurry up and got the tickets and kept walking. She told me to go "where the TVs are", but I walked around and didn't see any. I found a bunch of people standing around doors that looked like they led to lounge rooms where the movies were probably being held, but when I opened one and started walking through it the dream become extremely dim and fuzzy, so I backed out and abandoned that idea. The dream picked back up briefly, but as I was walking down a hallway trying to figure out what else to do, it fully faded and I woke up. Oh well, at least that's another lucid in a really short amount of time. #2 - Shifting Stairs I'm in school and after class gets out I end up talking to this girl I used to see from time to time named M (different from the previous dream). Eventually I ask her if she needs a ride home and she says yes, but then her little sister shows up, along with an enormous crowd of students. I go to get something out of my locker (a couple folders or something, once I pull them out and they drop out of my line of sight they're never seen again ) and get stuck in the crowd. One short girl is trying to reach above the lockers for something, and I stand on my toes to look up there and tell her there's nothing there but she keeps reaching. Another girl keeps opening my locker for some reason and looking in it all confused, until finally she says "Ooooh, that's YOUR locker!" and looks at me with an embarrassed smile. I smile back and walk off to catch up with M and her sister again. We're on the second floor so we walk to the staircase which is divided into two sections with a small median in between. We get there and turn around and I notice that the second set of steps actually leads back up to where we just were, they both lead to the same place. M's sister just walks up them like it's the normal thing to do, and I'm seriously perplexed. I turn to M to say something about it but hesitate, then look back and the stairs have corrected themselves. M walks down to meet up with her sister who's already down there now, and I go too but then they just leave without saying anything, and I feel kind of lonely. The next part of the dream I don't really want to say but it involves me thinking about some old friends that I don't really get to talk to anymore because of some stuff that made us not really friends anymore.... And then I even saw one of them walk by and it was really awkward. >_< I finally made it to my car and started driving off, then the dream ended. So the second one was kind of a downer. :T The first one was fun, though!
dream lucid took 300mg of l-dopa after sleeping for 5 hours and probably had the best LD in awhile . i was at a party and i saw one of my cats that had died three years ago; inky. I went over to pet him and i realized that inky was dead how could i be petting him. I asked my buddy Matt if he saw inky, he said no so i knew something was up. i did three RCs after that i knew it was a dreami looked over at my buddy matt and he had 8 fingers on one hand; i did not care i knew it was a dream. My brother was having a conversation with me; trying to convince me of something but i got bored with it. i went down to the bathroom and summoned a DC she was very pretty blonde girl with a sheer top and she gave me a great blowjob but all through it she kept making this buzzing noise that started to annoy me and then i woke up
02.13.2012Political Science Assignment Panic (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Dream 1: Apparently there was this assignment for my Political Science class that was due REALLY soon, like 2-3 minutes left before the deadline. I started to panic like crazy, thinking that it was necessary for the overall grade in the class. Then I tried to calm down, but I pick the wrong file to upload to whatever site the teacher gets the assignment. Then when I realized this, it was too late. I panicked even more. That's all I remembered. What's funny is that there isn't any homework in my Political Science class, we just take exams. And even if there are assignments, they are only optional for extra credit, so I'm still incompetent as ever being aware of these dreams.
**Before sleeping I asked my spirit/dream guides to help me find him, but if they thought I wasn't ready, then to give me a dream that would make me ready** I became lucid and saw lots of words, numbers and colours fading in and out; I tried to read them but couldn't. I realised that I was consciously observing my brain filtering out all the stuff I'd seen during the day, and started thinking about how amazing the brain is. Then for some reason I 'knew' that the brain was created by 'us', I mean us conscious beings, who are ancient and come from somewhere else, and we created the human body and the brain to experience something different, because we don't experience 'thought processes' in our natural (non-human) state, we are just consciousness. Then I just thought..wow I zoomed out, and what I was seeing was on a computer screen. The room was dark, and one wall was mirror-tiled. I walked up and looked at myself, fully lucid. I floated up and thought about something I read on dreamviews before I slept, that you can teleport by going through walls and thinking of where you want to go. I kept trying to go through, thinking I want to see 'Kenny' (the guy I've been dreaming about the past 15 years, who I've never met and have no clue who he is). It didn't work. Then I realised the room was fading; I tried rubbing my hands together as that usually makes everything more focused, but it didn't work. Neither did spinning. I knew that the only way I could stay lucid was to go through the wall. So I thought 'I want to go to Kenny's room' and jumped through. For what seemed like forever, I saw bedroom after bedroom after bedroom. It felt like I was going through every bedroom from here to wherever he lives. Finally I thought 'this is ridiculous. Just show me where he is, now'. Suddenly a new dreamscape faded in. I was on a cruise ship, in a doorway; if you took one step up there were two rows of people lying on lounge chairs in an open area, if you took one step down you would be inside and there were two rows of people in sleeping bags. I immediately started looking for him. There were a couple people with hair like him, but when I looked they were someone else. I asked for him by name, called out for him and asked around but nobody knew. I remembered a lucid dream I had a year or two ago where I found him by asking people based on his description instead of his name, so I tried that. A woman said she saw someone like that so I ran in the direction she told me. But it was the wrong guy (he was like 'how should I know?') I ran into a shower area where people were waiting to scuba dive, and I asked a diver what the name of the cruise ship was. I think I heard someone say 'Atlantean' or something but the diver looked at me like I was crazy. I tried to read the logo on his suit but couldn't make it out. Ran around calling out 'Kenny!' a few times but woke up. ** It was 9 am, I got up and had some fresh juice, made a cup of tea, but didn't have time to drink it because I realised I was too tired and had to go back to sleep. I should quickly mention how I had this lucid dream: I find what works best for me is to wake around 2:30, and stay awake until 5 - 7, then take GalantaMind (4mg) and immediately go back to sleep for a DILD. I slept again at 7 and I think it was a WILD though. ** Back to sleep, I hope the GalantaMind will still work, and I hope I can fall asleep properly. I ask my dream/spirit guides to help me back to sleep, and did some chakra meditation. I was asleep before I could finish the meditation. I see a girl sitting on her bed. The image is static; I'm told she's Kenny's cousin, and that she's unavailable right now, but they have a cousin named 'Pinky' (I think) and he might be easier to get ahold of. So suddenly, I'm back exactly where I started in the first cruise ship dream. Pinky is lying on the sleeping bag to my left. Now, I should have asked him where Kenny is, but although I was lucid, my emotions and frustration had gotten the better of me. I get on top of him and kiss him passionately. His energy is similar to Kenny's, and he seems to be the only 'real' person on this ship that I can find. His shirt is off and he sits up, we continue making out. Then I realise someone's sitting on the floor in front of us, staring at us sarcastically. It's Robert Pattinson. He says 'is this absolutely necessary?' In a moment a realised this was a dream symbol. This guy was real; he sure as hell wasn't Pattinson - he looked a bit plastic - but this guy felt familiar. Maybe a dream guide? Maybe Kenny's dream guide? Anyway I could feel (telepathically perhaps?) that the message was 'why go for Jacob when Edward is the one' God that makes me sound like a Twihard - I swear I'm not, but I can't help how he appeared to me But I felt like I shouldn't get sidetracked when it's not leading me to my destiny, if that makes sense. I grabbed him and took him somewhere Pinky couldn't hear us. I grab him by the lapels, stare straight into his eyes (the only non-plasticky thing about him) and say 'do you know how this feels? I'm looking all over the place for this guy, and I can't find him. I NEED A DISTRACTION.' I turn to look at Pinky; when I look back, 'Pattinson' is gone. So I go back and say 'come on Pinky, let's go'. I'm walking around trying to find a way to teleport out of there and find exactly where Kenny is, because he doesn't seem to be anywhere on the cruise ship. I wonder if I jump into the water it will lead me there. But I realise something's off. Although I'm fully lucid, the dreamscape feels different to other ones, it's like I can't manipulate it (maybe because I was in his dream and not mine?) Then I wake up. I slept again for a little bit, and dreamt that someone told me that I need to practice awareness throughout the day, because if he looks for me he won't be able to find me if I'm not fully aware.
I was at school. First I wasn't lucid, I saw these homework chute things that will take your homework to the teachers desk. I kept sliding down them with my homework. Then I went down a different one and it was like a net kind of chute. I kinda tumbled down this one and I started suffocating. I held my breath for what seemed like forever. I think as I was falling through that one i turned lucid. Finally I fell in this dark room. A teacher was standing there, watching me. Out of nowhere he asked me if I wanted to do a puzzle. "um ok" I said. He got out this snake puzzle game. Apparently it had something to do with World Of Warcraft,because that's what it said On the side. We started working on it when I realized I was wasting my LD playing jigsaw puzzles with a teacher. I got back upstairs somehow ( I can't remember how). Nothing much else happened. I went outside and the school looked like Hogwarts. I went into a different building and came back out. The scene changed i was at a beach. Before I could do anything I woke up.
Good morning, everybody. Dream #1 I was in the back seat, passenger side of a car, riding through a town with Mitt Romney. Romney was in the front seat, on the passenger side. I didn't see who the driver was. The day had a strongly yellow light to it. The area we drove through seemed to be a downtown area, with lots of tall buildings. Romney and I were talking back and forth. But suddenly I saw something in between the two seats. It was like a little stand-up paper display that are place on tables in restaurants to advertise specials or desserts. This one had three sides. It was colored a dull, brownish copper. Instead of advertising food, though, this thing seemed to be a political pamphlet. I couldn't see all the sides. The side near me was trying to convince people to hold back a bill that was going through Congress at the moment. The pamphlet argued that the bill would cut much-needed funds out of community budgets. The pamphlet used the figure of $800,000 as an example. It said this cut money could have been used for things like extra members of the police force. The pamphlet then tried to argue that the bill was part of a larger conspiracy, and that Romney was a part of this conspiracy. The main goal of this bill, the pamphlet said, was to get police off the street. That way, people would act irresponsibly and violently. The government would wait for a crisis, then come in and take even tighter control of everything. I didn't believe in the conspiracy theory, but I was affected by the message and tone of the pamphlet. Romney could see this, and for a moment, thinking I had been won away from him by the alarmists, he stopped talking to me. But somehow he got started talking again. He was talking about the comedy shows that used him as a subject. There was one show, kind of like Saturday Night Live, that used him as a subject in a lot of their sketches. Romney imitated the actor that imitated Romney, imitating Romney. I reflected on what a bad job of imitation the actor really did. But Romney was catching a lot of the actor's mannerisms. I told Romney he imitated the actor better than the actor imitated Romney. The car had stopped. We were now walking outside, in a kind of plaza area with a concrete or stone ground and a big, stone fountain in the center. Romney rushed off ahead of me. He had to head to some meeting. I wasn't sure I'd see him again. But I felt like he was no longer suspicious of me and angry at me. As I was walking in Romney's direction, a dissheveled-looking guy in old, brown, tattered pants, shirt, and overcoat walked up to me in something of a hurry. He stopped me with the force of his agitation. He began speaking to me about the conspiracy theory I'd seen on the pamphlet in the car.
NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I didn't post in here for a while, school and all that. Let's start with this dream shall we? I don't know how the dream started. I was a soldier, in a Call of Duty game actually. In a dream there was a lot of running. I was breathless all the time but I knew that I just need to run fast. I was not alone. There was Captain Price beside me: At one place we found some planks, and Price said we need to carry them because we need them. I took one very long plank. We never used it though. I don't know what happened next, only that we were going home. And yes we were running again. At one place we stopped and Price said: "They're gone". He was looking at the place where our other soldiers supposed to be. Suddenly there was some kind of a river. Then we saw Soap (also character from Call of Duty): He was drowning. Eventually he died, we couldn't do anything. Soap also dies in Call of Duty, it's also a mission where you are with Captain Price. Then we arrived at some kind of a house, I think it was abandoned. We talked about names and how I should get a fancy one like all the soldiers have. (Frost, Sandman etc.) I thought about it a lot, and then I came up with ICE. Finally I arrived at home. I heard some noise, and other members of family was caling me. They were excited about something. My grandmother was playing a guitar. Pirates of the Carribean theme song. Pirates Of The Caribbean - Sungha Jung - YouTube Excatly like in this video. I was amazed. She has never played guitar before. Maybe I don't know about that? Anyways, thats where my dream ended. It was quite exhausting, because I had to run a lot, but it was interesting.
Wow been a while since I posted in here Here's the dreams for last night anyway: 1. I was walking up to the bus stop, I had my paper bag, my bike and a safe. Whilst crossing the road it got busy with people leaving their driveways. Then I got to the bus stop and put everything down, just as the bus arrived. I got on to see G.S sat next to her friend on the way to school. They were clearly more than friends though because they kept kissing each other. I told her I'd see her at work because I'd forgotten something. I got off at the next stop and went back to my bike where two kids were being told off for trying to steal the safe and the bike. I text my boss to tell him where his safe and paper-bag was and then waited for the next bus. I felt around in my pocket and brought out a memory stick which I then plugged into a nearby water marker. A small screen appeared and it told me to start the presentation. But since it was a friends I decided not to and pulled it out. Then I saw a bus shoot round the corner, it wasn't my bus but it tried to do a U turn in the street. The dream ended here. (Full dream- 1 Point) 2. I was in a fish and chip shop and I was hungry, so I ordered a small sausage. The person behind the till typed something in and told me I could still have the sausage but I have less than Ł100 in the bank. I took the sausage and walked away a litte sad. (Fragment- 0.5 Points TOTAL= 1.5 Points
Just a small fragment from last night. I hardly remember anything but there are a couple of images that come up. I didn’t really put any effort this time. I’m a young samurai warrior, and not an especially good one, in a Kurosawa-like setting. There is some kind of trouble going on, but they are individual encounters, no wars or anything like that. There is an encounter with a pretty unskilled swordsman, probably a thief. And later someone tries to attack me in my sleep. My own sword is not close by, but I grab the attackers sword by the blade and manage to twist it so that it stabs him.
Night Spy2's Dream I tried focusing on Wana through Mediation as I went to sleep. I'll write just 2 out of 3 of my dreams, as the 3rd is quite confidential (more about a friend than myself). 1st Dream. I was on the harbour bridge, I got there by paddle boat from Australia?! (I live in NZ). The Australians were trying to flood the bridge for some reason. I was with some old dark haired guy with facial hair. He had short hair, and it was brown. And there was another dude, and he was blonde. The bridge got flooded and I managed to get into a little 3 person kayak thing we had, and Liam was swimming after me, trying to get in... we were tumbling around. Then when I got back to the dark haired guy, there were fish swimming around, so I tried to catch one, by impaling it with a stick. Turned out there were heaps in the (seemingly) rock walls. So I cut them loose, but they were frozen, and there were HEAPS. Some guy said it was because of the Kaiwati river snap. Lol... Idk wtf the Kaiwati River Snap is! xD 2nd Dream. I was in Minecraft, when I spawned there was a black block infront of me, but ut turned out to actually be iron which had the image of rock...? That's it. I might post up an idea which I got out of the 3rd dream. Which is very interesting!
Today Yoda said “To control matter, to learn to control yourself you have..”. I did not understand what he meant by that. He told me to stand on my hands while he balanced on my feet. We looked stupid, but I started to understand why I was doing this. I thought I had to focus on my balance, but the only thing that I really needed to focus on was my intention and my intention only. If I focused on anything else I would fail and fall over. When I understood that all that was needed was my intention, I could believe in myself and do a handstand effortless. It's all about balancing the mind and the body. I am now ready to look at the flame again. __________________________________________________ __________________________________________________ Now learned the purpose of concentration, he have. The first step of selfawareness, this is. Before I let him look at the flame again, to sit and meditate I told him, but to be much harder he found that. Herh herh herh.
Updated 02-13-2012 at 03:25 PM by 53136
First of all it has been a while since I wrote here on my dream journal, I had lost motivation etc, again. For soon about a week ago though, I thought that I must continue. My recall the past month hasn't been good at all, but now I've recalled the 4 last nights dreams! Tonight I'd a dream about having a Lucid Dream. I have no idea if I shall count this as a Lucid Dream, as I kinda dreamed about having one, I think? The (lucid?)dream: I were in my dads house (where I live irl), it was very dark and my dad was sleeping. I had moved in to my sisters old room instead of my own. I was quite tired and went to bed where I layed still. A couple of seconds later I started to feel dizzy and it felt like everything was shaking. I tried switch on the light but it didn't work at all, I had in mind that what if I have a lucid dream. While thinking about that I felt some sort of power inside me, it felt like I could do whatever I want. I tried to push my hand through the wall while I started to visualizing. The hand didn't go through the wall, but everything become more dizzy as I visualized. Suddenly I were in the living room, it was bright and now my sister were there. She was very thin, looked like aneroxia. Then I'm sure I'd some more experiences in this dream lucid dream, but can't recall more of it.
Hide and seek Me and my twin brother went into the second floor of a house. I think we're playing hide and seek. It seems like we're in some kind of house that belongs to girls. At first I believe it's the house to the Kanker Sisters from Ed Edd n Eddy. The door into the room we're in in the second floor is closed. Me and my brother is talking about what to do. I say we have to exit through the top floor. Suddenly someone tries to get in, and for a second we're wondering if we should open up because we might end up in trouble later for some reason, but we run upstairs again, and there's an exit to the outside. It's one of those spiral stairs down that goes to the top floor, in case of fires inside the house. I try to exit it without making a lot of noise, but in the first floor I see my mom outside going out the entrance, looking angry. She tells me to come down to her right away! There's no escape now, I'm walking down the stairs, but I'm not sure what I'm in trouble for though.
I didn't recall this dream immediately upon awakening, so I don't really remember it. I wish I wasn't in such a hurry this morning, it was a ton of very bizarre dreams. One was just insane, I can't even explain it. It was so messed up, when I awoke I was horribly disorientated. One of the others, I had a dream that my entire house was reconstructed, but it was very unusual. Instead of doors, we had like paper and light wood curtain like doors(Japanese maybe?) The walls were the sky, clouds and blue. This dream was so odd, and unexplainable, I'm just not going to get into it lol.
The first of these was a couple of nights ago on 10th February: I remember being on a spaceship heading away from one of many planets, I knew the area was uninhabitable for some reason (black hole, antimatter or something). The next thing I remember was heading back towards the planet, feeling nervouse, with some sort of process in mind to make it habitable. The next dream was last night 12 February: I felt in a panic as I needed to get something important to a friend or work collegue. I was on the bus heading down the main Leeds road, trying to make sure I had everything only to realise that I'd left without putting any shoes on. Very concerned, I tried to work out if I had enough time or money for buying a pair before we were due to meet up. I decided not to and on turning up had to admit my ommission to which this person said not to worry, he had a pair that would fit. I felt sure they were too small but not wanting to contradict him I put them on, at which point I woke up.
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