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I'm a little confused about this WILD thing, but I think this is my second time doing it. It's not quite like I thought it would be.

Anyway, I laid down on my couch about an hour ago and simply closed my eyes, thinking about lucid dreaming. I tried to keep them closed and not pay attention to what was going on around me. My fiancee had come and sat down beside me for a moment, when he realized I was asleep, he went and turned on his video game. I wasn't sleeping just yet, but I didn't want to be bothered.

Soon I was having strange thoughts that only made sense for a second, and I was getting vague images. I think I noticed I was asleep when I felt my fingers tingling. It was still blackness in front me. I reached my hand up and lightly brushed my face. The sensation was amazingly real. I thought for a moment I was sleepwalking in a way, but I quickly shut that thinking up because usually, when I start to worry about my body making movements in my sleep, I wake up.

The first thing I really remember doing is sitting at my computer and pushing my fingers through one another and my head. It was so weird. It made me start thinking about energy, like, how people feel energy when we're not asleep.

This entire dream I basically explored my house and it was really fun. I live in a trailer, so, you might be able to imagine the layout. We have a really long hallway and fake wood paneling throughout the house. I never went into the kitchen in the dream, but I walked down the long hallway that leads to mine and my fiancee's bedroom, where my son was sleeping.

I suppose in my head I really felt like what I did might affect my awake fiancee and son. So I chose not to go into the bedroom for fear of making him wake me up in real life. When I did get to my bedroom door though, it wasn't there. There was a strange cut out shape of a door, but no door to go through.

I could've still gotten to my bedroom had I went through the bathroom joining the hallway and our room, but I turned around and went into the middle bedroom instead. I was surprised to find it completely empty. There were pieces of yellowish white tape on the wall, in little X's and stuff.

I went back to the living room and my fiancee was laying on the couch. I tried having sex with him. It was normal until I got to his pants. His penis was... like... the size of a baby's penis so I quit because it was disturbing, lol.

I wanted to go outside, but like usual, I had trouble getting there. I didn't want to try the door for some reason. I think I tried going through the ceiling but quickly stopped because I didn't want to wake up.

I had a false awakening. My fiancee was playing his game but everything was dark like it was nighttime. I asked him "Am I still dreaming, baby?" He shook his head. I just kept asking him, "are you sure? I think I'm dreaming. Am I dreaming?" he kept saying no.

I didn't believe him so I looked at my fingers and counted an extra thumb. "You jerk," I said, "I am too."

Just then I noticed the window behind the T.V. (doesn't exist). It was pouring what looked like rain, coming through hard. I got up thinking I should close it. When I got up though it was suddenly snowing inside my house. When I got a close look at the snowflakes, they were tiny music notes. It was so cool. I also saw equations.

This is pretty much all I can remember right now. It didn't last too long, but long enough for me to start getting the hang of my own dream world.

Cay's Dreams
Dream 1
I was in a health club or spa or something. There were naked people everywhere...

Dream 2
A man broke into my house and knocked my dad out. He proceeded to force me to bring all of the analog clocks in the house to him. At some point my ceiling and walls started to look like the barnacled hull of an old ship.

Dream 3
A family seemed to have taken up residence inside Eldin Volcano ( from the Legend of Zelda series) and I was trying to convince them that wasn't the best idea. They'd uncovered a number of "Goddess bombs" made from the same purple material found throughout Skyward Sword. For some reason I resolved to steal them and use them to demolish their house.

Dream 4
I was in a huge cathedral of dark stone. There had been a war of some sort and mine and several other families had taken up residence there. Problem was that the original residents of the building didn't care for company. A clan of colossal vultures lived in the rafters and belltower. My sister had angered them by somehow killing one of their human-sized chicks when food was scarce. "You've killed us all!" the priest had cried. We took up arms and built a shield out of pews...Meh, when the dust cleared I was one of three left.

Not very many dreams, but I do remember a lucid that came out of a dream.

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I was sitting in my living room, with my family, watching tv and eating hamburgers. Then my dad asked me to feed the dog, so I did. I got up to go to the door, outside where the dogfood is kept.
I opened the cupboard and got out the dogfood, when I saw my hands. They were odd.

My right hand had a number of fingers that looked normal, but I just couldn't count them. Then my right ring finger shrunk and I knew it was a dream. I (for some reason) tried to summon a fireball but it didn't work. I tried it one handed but no luck there. It then became really blurry and I could feel my body in bed. I thought hard about making the dream clearer, and it worked. But then I just lost control and fed the dog.

*****

When I woke up I wasn't even sure I was in control at all, but after some thought I do remember wanting it to become clear, so I'm counting it.

Last night my boyfriend and I started a new lucid dreaming program he downloaded for his I Pad, I had three dreams I can remember and two seem to have been slightly lucid!

Dream 1:

I’m working at a Mc Donalds or something lame like that in what felt like a hotel lobby. A crack head couple came in during a rush and they where super mean to the girls I was working with. I asked them to leave which would be super scary in waking life and they wouldn’t so we called the police.

Dream 2:

Walking home from work with a friend along the train tracks in my town. We get to her house and part ways. As soon as I am alone everything goes pitch black with the only lights being weak and flickering like candles. Even when I try and move towards them they never seem to come closer. I try and scream but no sound comes out, and when I try and run it’s like my feet wont get any traction and I am running but stay still. This horrifying effect where I can’t move or make noise was common in my childhood nightmares. I realized this and woke up right away.

Dream 3:

I’m in a small cafe with a middle age woman in a kind of old fashion/bohemian brown dress. She is covered in jewelry and all sorts of little bags and satchels and she is eating some small fruits, maybe figs, but it seems like it was some kind of nut or berry. She tells me her name and it seemed common but I can’t remember it at all now. I ask her about herself and she makes a point of telling me “I’m a traveler. You didn’t make me. I’m here on my own will!” She seemed pretty pleased with herself on this and I have to say I really liked her, she seemed comforting and adventurous and spirited and I hope I can meet her again or more people in my dreams who at least seem separate from my own mind, if that was actually the case anyway.

I don't remember how this dream started. I had an entire dream segment before I became lucid that I have no recollection of whatsoever. All I can remember is everything turning black and me fighting to save the dream like I always do. I need to work on recognizing I am in a dream BEFORE it ends. It seems like lately I've just been becoming lucid the moment everything fades away.

The dream reappears. I am standing in an apartment. I can tell we are several stories up. From the light coming in the windows I can tell that it's in the morning. There is an Asian woman folding clothes in the room and doing other chores. Her hair is tied back and she is wearing a white tank with black pants. She's humming a song I don't recognize. She comes up to me and spins me around trying to get me to dance with her. There's also a little girl in the room i assume is her daughter. She looks about 3 or 4 and is wearing a red dress and has her hair made into pigtails.

"What is your name?" I ask her.

"A," she responds

Wow, that was really unimaginative. It was kind of hoping I could interact with a more intriguing DC, or maybe find my DG. I ask her again what her name really is. This time she tells me it's "Tequila," which I find even weirder.

"You know that's a Mexican liquor right?" I say.

I bump into her daughter on accident and she whines to her mom that I was hurting her. Then the dream ends.

Aeolar's Dreams



NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Moon: Waning
100mg b6 taken

FA about H. dying
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In a big gym type place with all the people from my dance class.

I'm talking to this man who is having a lot of fun and guiding me, showing me "The way to dreaming"

He shows me his DJ and has it all categorized into sections; dreams about furniture, about places, animals, etc.. He tells me he has a lot of dreams about stoves because his parents were killed by one.
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I'm on the bus and J. is asking me how to dream. I tell him to take this pill and drink some water, it'll make you better, and he does what I say.

Then a great song comes on and everyone jams out. Awww yeah.[/INDENT]

juroara's dream

Synopsis: After helping two lost kids I become lucid and meet "dreamers". I chase down dannon, dive into a mucky river, and visit a Moroccan like city

Note: I had just woken up from a night of random nonsense dreams. So at 7:30 am I refocus on dreamsharing and on the pyramids.

Lost Children
I'm walking to work and I pass by two children who looked so sad. Wait a minute, I turn around and realize these two young kids, a boy and a girl no older than eight were walking without their parents in the warehouse district.

I asked them if their mom was nearby and they told me they were running away. They looked like they had been walking for days. So I took them with me to work and hid them behind the receptionist desk. I'm starting to get this weird feeling. Like I'm dreaming.

I ignore the feeling and focus on the kids. Boss is already giving me work but instead I look for food and water to give the kids. I had a giant subway sandwich *what I hate subway* and found water under the boss' desk. Damn, I've got to be dreaming!

My vision is blurring in and out, this only happens in dreams and in dreams where Im close to waking up. I bang on the wall and scream "VISION!" My right eye clears up. I bang on the wall a couple of more times just to feel the pounding sensation and solidify the dream. "LEFT VISION!" My left eye clears up. Well no one is looking at me like I'm a freak so I've go to be dreaming. I levitate just to double check.

Yay! Lucid, I still give the kids their water and hoggie and then I run out of work - free!

Part Two: Dreamers Friends and Freaks
There's so many people downtown! And they all looked like dreamers to me. I realized I didn't know anyone in iosdp well enough to even know who I was looking for. So I remained curious and skeptical that maybe these dreamers were just DCs trying to fool me.

A large group wanted to go out to eat. But one tall slightly heavy blond says "I don't want to waste my time eating in a dream when I could be doing something more exciting!"

"Yeah you're right!" So I grow bat wings and start to fly around town, over the park and light-posts. And then I see Dannon down below. I land and talk to him. "Are you the real Dannon?" He tells me something but I don't remember it. Suddenly he transforms into a golden colored lion and makes a mad dash across the city. I was scared he was going to pounce me so I flew away again.

I fly over a river. Except you can't tell its a river because its so mucky. There's a thick film of slimy green stuff, you can't even see the water below. I float for a second or two debating it but I cant fight my dream instinct. When I see water I've got to jump in. I dive into the mucky water head first.

I first I regret it, it was scary down here. The water is black, I see something floating, is that a dead body? Then I see something swimming towards me, a dolphin! I pet its large forehead and then I fly out of the nasty water.

My vision is blurring again. So much I can't really tell where I'm going or who I just walked past. It lasted for several minutes.

I find a courtyard where a man was teaching something to a group of kids. I don't remember what but it seamed relative to dreaming. I turn into a bat creature again, scare the kids and fly away.

I find the dreamers and Dannon one more time downtown. The dreamers finally decided they would eat at Pei Wei. Dannon says "I love pei wei!" but he wasn't hungry so he turns into a lion and runs off again

After a while I enter a desert city with beautiful arabic like buildings. My vision cleared up and I wanted to remember the architectural details so I start shouting "BROWN, RED, OCHRE!" The colors of the details, the doors, the windows. But this city was empty.

I keep flying but now I don't remember what it was I was looking for. I fly through someones house and out the other end was a beautiful grassy plush field surrounded by forest. But the husband of the house, an old black man, thought I was the spawn of satan with my bat wings and hurled harpoons at me. His aim was horrible so he gets his son out and yells "Get'er!". Scared I flew into the forest, my vision blurs and blurs and blurs until the dream dissolves and I wake up.

I was at the theater (it was different than in real life, it was basically an auditorium) and I was ready for work. I noticed on the stage, Carlee and Jordan R were up there. I hadn't seen them in the longest time, but also I was thinking how pretty she looked. I sat in the chair in the auditorium, it was pretty full, but there was room from where I sat on the way out to the aisle (basically a free seat) and I thought maybe she'd join me because we havent seen each other for so long, I waved at her and she said something like "Hi sweetie" I thought it was very strange.. it wasnt in like a love kind of way, but more just hey whats up *you* (someone she didnt know) She didnt recognize me.. later on I was walking the aisles, and I was walking pretty loose, and thinking of how awesome it was she was working there, and how we could talk. So later I was behind the stage I think and it was weird. I dont recall much of what happened, it mightve been outside or something. Though I remember that it wasnt her, and just someone who looked a lot like her..

I was typing on an old IBM typewriter. It was the kind I learned how to type on. I was trying to type a phone number that wasn't in the system, which made the typewriter start to smoke.

Someone came over to look at it and I explained that I know what I was doing. I'd learned on that kind of typewriter.

Dream Skip

I was at Kelly and Cohen Bedrooms. I thought how interesting it was that after so many years, I was right back where I'd started so many years before. Then I realized I was dreaming.

I decided to look for my childhood home to enter my worst nightmare. I did a reality check. As usual, 5 fingers, then it turned into 6. Time to fly.

I headed out and flew at a moderate height looking for houses, then I came to a cliff and I was so high above the trees it was amazing. I felt my stomach drop. I can never get that high when I try to fly up.

I tried to focus on the wind on my skin as I did last time. It was not as intense, but I could feel it. Then I looked down to see houses.

I flew down trying to land near a nice, big house, but I landed too far from it. I tried to go too it, but I was having a hard time. Gravity was pulling me the other direction, so I went the other way.

All of a sudden, the subdivision was a grave yard. I saw all these graves. Then I saw an antique cash register in the middle of it all. I wanted to check it out, but decided not to waste time. I should have looked at a headstone carefully.

I saw a house up a hill beyond the graveyard. It was a siding home. I decided to pass through the wall or the window. I saw a man on a phone inside. I decided to enter and see what I could find. I passed through the window and the man was a woman.

She was extremely attractive, wearing a white shirt. She was on the phone. I was willing her to take off her shirt. She would have, but as she was getting off the phone, I woke up. Grrrr.

The End

I was on a blacktop street. I saw a piece of plastic about 4" by 8" embedded in the street. I set it on fire wondering what it would do to the street. I told some guys there that I was nervous to do it, but I would just blame it on them, then I told them I was only kidding, which I was. (Funny joke )

Dream Skip

I was in the water at a man-made beach. Someone came up to me and gave me a strange apparatus and told me there was a bug inside of a nut inside the apparatus.

I examined the thing I was given and concluded I had to open it. I did so, and found an odd electrical device with a light bulb. Inside the light bulb was a mosquito. Others were looking at what I was given.

When I looked up, there was a boy who was with an older girl. I was jealous that this older girl liked the little brat boy. They ended up kissing a rather mature kiss for such a young kid. Then he walked away to play. I thought the kid didn't know what he was doing. He should stay with the chick if he knew what was good for him. She had a beautiful mouth. It was very red, partially natural, and partially lipstick/lip gloss.

Dream Skip

I'm in a building trying to get something to drink, but I don't have enough change on me. I needed a dollar. All of a sudden, I look up and drinks now cost $3.00. I thought how fucked up everything is that just when I can afford the damn dollar that drinks cost, they go up again so I can't afford them again.

Then I look in the change return and find some coins. I thought how someone had put them there on purpose to pay a good deed forward. Then I started finding lots of money. It was all in change, but it was all dimes, quarters, dollars and such.

Someone who managed the building came around and I thought I was going to get in trouble for taking all this money.

02.12.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: In Elevator and Sedated Female

I'm with a group of random DCs, I go into this room first where this lady was resting on a bed or something like that. I'm not sure if we were in an elevator or anything, but apparently, this woman was sedated with something to keep her from confessing in a trial.



I don't know why she needed to be sedated, but she was just looking blankly at the rooftop.

Then I think me and the group of DCs get off the elevator that was carrying us up.

One DC told the other DC to not make any kind of small intrusions that might trigger the alarm system, and the person responded with a face that said "Okay okay...I won't do anything extreme."

We kept going forward and I forgot what we did after.

Dream 2: Tennis

Playing tennis, a guy joins me and some other dude who was with me. I fail a lot with my ground-strokes, I even tried going slow-mo to the ball and do a one handed backhand, but it I think it went flying away.

Then it was time to pick up, seeing as everyone started to leave. There were so many tennis balls on the court, and I got them by pressing the balls between the holes inside the basket instead of bending down and picking it up.



Then weird objects like a high heel shoe or something came out of nowhere, I didn't bother picking them up though.

Dream 3: Listening to a Door lock

I was inside of a room, and I had my back braced against a door. Some DC that looks like the father of a guy I knew who was incompetent in a few functions said that he was in there.

I listen carefully to how the door was being locked.



Not really interesting, I know, but it just felt kind of intense for those few seconds.

February 12, 2012
Overall, very dissapointing night. I know I woke up and remembered my dreams, at least to an extent. However, when I decided to write them down, I totally blanked! Grrr. So all I have is a couple of ideas that might have been in my dreams, but I'm not sure

- Dark, almost nighttime
- I think my mom was there at one point....
- it took place at my house.. Maybe.

That's it :/. I signed up for the dream contest thing and hopefully my dream recall will get better with practice

I remember being in my room, and it was dark. If course, it was night outside and the only light was coming from my tv, and my dad was watching tv in the living room. Out of nowhere a snake starting slithering toward me, and I screamed. I think it was a corn snake from the size and color. I ran out the room where my dog and dad were. He was asking me what happened and I was jumping away from the snake at every which way but it kept getting under me, dancing around at my feet. I'm not usually scared of snakes, but this one particularly terrified me. I have no Idea why. I yelled at my dad to kill it, but instead, he dug a pencil- or was it a small knife- through my dog. He died, and the snake disapeared. I fell to my knees in shock, and then began crying, sobbing, yelling at my dad. And then I woke up. My dogs still alive

12.02.2012

First Lucid (WILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I woke up and lied around for a little, after a little bit of thought I decided that this would be a good WILD attempt. I felt really calm and sleepy and only occassionally had a thought pass through my mind, although it went unnoticed. Eventually I struck the HI, I heard an incredibly intense roaring wind passing on my and increasing with fury every second, I got the notion to feel scared, but that passed by me too.
So here I am, in my first lucid. I look around and the contents are a bit fuzzy, I never felt like increasing vividity or doing a reality check. Instead I notice that I am in a backyard, there is grass under my feet, and a tree in front. Sadly, I don't feel, smell, taste anything. I rarely hear something but it is only when someone speaks to me. There is a road to the left of me, there are cars from the 18th century passing by, they look brand new and are all different vibrant colours. I decide to call my subconcious and ask the area around me, "Um, could I see my subconscious right now?". The dream responded by sending a figure to me that was really fuzzy but assumed human form. I don't remember what it looked like because I was too busy looking at my surroundings.
I ask a question which I forgot, and I am answered, "Won't answer that, return later in 10 minutes, if you're still capable."
Uh... Okay? Why? It slips my mind as to why my dream wouldn't reply to me. Meh? So I walk away and start walking on the sidewalk and exploring a little, and looked around at some buildings and then when I assumed 10 minutes had passed I send a shockwave out from the ground below my feet and propel myself into the air and land near the fuzzy character who is supposedly my subconscious. I open my mouth to speak but I wake up. O_O

Well, at least I got my first LD. It was a relatively short dream that wasn't really vivid because I didn't RC or stabilize. I'm still quite happy about my accomplishment.

I had my first Lucid Dream and I'm feeling about as high and giddy as I think it's possible to feel. I am not lying when I say I woke up at 6:00 in the morning and decided to write this at 6:20, I am shaking with excitement. The dream started out with me at school, in my calculus class. everyone in class was getting a bad grade. This wasn't the weird thing, just a few days ago everyone in my class did very badly, so I leave down these stairs which are very typical for me to walk down...However two things at this point are off, 1) There are two sets of stairs, I went down the ones I don't typically go down after this particular class. 2) One of my "larger" classmates was suddenly very skinny, I complimented him in my dream and he just said thanks, so I assumed both cases were just kinda odd. I'm down where people are eating lunch, which again is normal as my calculus class is before lunch, but then I see my old math teacher making out with a student who graduated last year, so at this point I am kind of freaking out, I run off to the exit of the school and something is REALLY off this time, the gravity, my movements, and everything seem weird. So I finally think "I haven't done a reality check in a while, even if it is real life, these were some really odd events I just saw". So I plug my nose with my hand and the first thing I notice is, my hand and nose are both numbed, next I notice I can still breath...Perfectly fine. So I think "maybe it's a mistake" and do some other RCs. I try to shove my hand through my other hand and that doesn't work ( maybe I have a firmer grasp {lol pun} on hand physics), but I still think that first test is weird and do the nose test again. I can still breath through it, so I decide that the next best course of action is to test the world and see if I can't change it with my mind. I look around and see this student next to me and put out my hand, in the shape of a gun (think spirit gun style) and pretend I shoot. The student I pointed it at went flying for miles. I mean he was launched like a rag doll, it was awesome. So suddenly I'm ultra excited and point my hand in the sky and start firing a whole lot like a cowboy. I decide "I should try to start some fires with my hand or have smexy tiems". So I start trying to cast fire but can't (I may be too excited at this point) and then try for sexy times (Again I can't) and then as I'm firing my magic hand cannon blasts at some random kite targets in the sky I wake up. I don't even care that i couldn't do some stuff, I launched a kid for miles with my bare hands and didn't even touch him. So this was by far one of the coolest dreams I have ever had. I started my dream journal and a lot of my dream techniques on the 30th of January. So I think I managed to do it in 2 weeks on the spot. I did this via DILD. I kept using the mantra "I will have a lucid dream tonight" as I went to bed. However I remembered dreams other than that one, so as far as time is concerned the lucid dream wasn't as impressive in length, but as I stated before, I had a LD so I don't even mind

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was watching TV. The Jacksons had all gotten together for a concert. Michael Jackson was being driven across the stage with one of his brothers, I think, in something like a parade float that had the shape of a high-heel shoe. The stage was empty otherwise. The shoe and the background of the stage were empty.

It took me a moment to realize that Michael actually looked a little strange. He was wearing a suit, like in Moonwalker, except that he wasn't wearing a jacket or hat. The slacks were khaki, and the shirt was white with red pinstripes. Michael also looked like an old man -- with kind of sunken, worn-out flesh.



Then I finally noticed that Michael was bald, except for on the sides and the back of his head. But the hair he had was dyed blonde and done in a ragged, almost standing-up kind of style.

I knew that rumors had been going around about Michael Jackson being bald. But he'd always denied the rumors. Now in this show he was coming out as being bald.

I was apparently in some basement watching the TV. I ran up the stairs. My friend H was upstairs, possibly watching TV in the ground-floor living room. I told H that Michael Jackson had finally come out as being bald. But H wasn't surprised at all. I went back downstairs, somewhat disappointed. I thought I was going to give H some new information. But I didn't.

I may have been watching the TV again. I could see old pictures of Michael with long hair. The top views of his head showed obviously thinning hair. Eventually, I knew, these images had become too obvious, and Michael just had to admit he was going bald.

But, I thought, this whole thing could be just another one of Michael's characteristic, weird disguises. He could just have done himself up as an aging, balding man for this show. I knew that Michael had disguised himself in weirder ways in the past. So I wouldn't put it past him to disguise himself in this way.

I now got the feeling that I'd actually met Michael Jackson. I thought that this was possible. When he was disguised, Michael Jackson could walk around anywhere and introduce himself to anyone without them knowing who he was.

I got the feeling that when I'd met him, he'd been disguise as a really old person or a person in really bad shape. He'd looked frightening and gross. But you could see that his eyes were really his eyes, and something about that had made things even worse.

But I may then have thought that I actually hadn't ever met him. I thought that if had really met someone like that I would have been so frightened that I wouldn't even have been able to control myself. I even hoped that I would never have to meet someone like that in my life.

Dream #2

I was in a bedroom with my second oldest nephew. There were two women in the room with us. Both women were really attractive brunettes.

The room was dim, with walls, or at least the edges of the walls, in heavy, dark wood. The walls themselves may actually have been Asian-style, paper-thin. I could feel a narrow, dim hallway outside.

The two women were apparently our teachers. One teacher was going to take me to do some task. The other was going to take my nephew.

But for some reason, when my teacher walked out of the room, I didn't follow her. My nephew's teacher was talking to my nephew. She may then have said something to me, like she was here to teach my nephew, not me.

I may have said something like, "Oh, yeah, I see." I may then have decided I needed to find my own teacher.

I think my nephew's teacher then walked out of the room. My nephew and I were standing in the room, talking with each other for a bit. My nephew must have been telling me a joke. I remember him laughing as he spoke.