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Tonight was far more detailed to me as compared to the previous night's dream. However it doesnt make too much sense. (then again that's only expected right?) I was in my own shoes...but it seemed to be more into the future...like a couple months or so. I can deduce this because in my dream I had already started senior year and my summer was over. My highschool however was my elementary...that was a bit odd. My dad apparently made licences outside of school....which is not at all what he does in real life. Anyways in the dream I was just going through a regular day of school, and when the time came for me to leave I actually planned on staying for a bit to help with class government tasks...however the principle didnt let me. Next thing I know im headed off to my car, and as soon as I unlock it (i was a good 20 feet from the car when i did) 4 or 5 people run into the car.....I argue with them and after a bit they all leave. The dream then ends with me driving home from school (i was horrible at driving...as if i didnt even have my licence).

-Adeeleo-

Day before I took a nap around 6:00 PM which I didn't want to happen and had a dream but woke up around 12:30 AM so Bleach was going off and at the time I couldn't care less.

I missed Bleach but have Direct TV I just watch it on the west coast channel which was like 4:00 AM and ended at 4:30 AM. Honestly the filler wasn't worth it but at least I know what going on.

I woke up around 7:00 AM but I have a feeling that I never went to sleep...I felt like I been turning all night without the movement. No dreams that I can write down.

Just a bad day for me.

Edit: I gone back and edit all of my past DJ to add "dream fragment" as a category. I wasn't planning to use that category but I notice that I had at least one dream fragment so far everyday. Hopefully this will be useful later in life.

17-07-11 No recall, getting pissed in Rotterdam till 4 in the morning will get the blame for that!

The last dream I had, freaking sucked. It started off with me and my boyfriend and we were arguing. We'd been arguing the night before, so that probably had something to do with it. We were on some sort of ship that had rooms resembling the rooms at my own house. By the end of the argument we had worked things out and all was fine. Shortly after we left to go to the store (the ship was docked). We never went to the store and we were gone for like a week.

When we got back I found my sister really upset, crying on some stairs near the ship. When I asked her what was wrong she told me my brothers girlfriend had slept with, C.P., a guy she's been talking to for quite a while now. Naturally I was already upset with M.P. (brothers girlfriend) but it got worse. Me and Wes fought again that night. I apparently blew things out of proportion and broke up with him. When I realized that I had made a mistake that night, I went to apologize to him. He was staying in what was my brothers room before he moved out. I walked in and the lights were off. I started to say I was sorry and when I turned on the lights, M.P. was in the bed with him, both of them naked. I was at first hurt. Like my heart had been ripped out and there he was holding it in front of me.

Then I got extremely pissed. M.P. was sitting there smiling at me. I grabbed her by the hair and beat the crap out of her. W.I. (boyfriend) screaming his apologies the entire time I am. When I had thoroughly beaten her, I turned back to W.I. and smacked him as hard as I could. Hard enough for him to hit the floor. Then I ran off the stupid ship crying. W.I. tried to chase after me but I ended up in some vineyard where Aaron was taking a nap on a in the middle of the field. I tripped over him since my vision was severely blurred due to the tears. He grunted and sat up, staring at me.

I glanced at him and muttered a sorry but when I tried to run away he grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me down to the ground beside him. He put his arm around me and let me cry. Much like one of my friends would do. when I was calm enough to talk he reassured me that I didn't deserve to be put through that and that I should move on. That I was better than that, and that I had every right to beat the shit out of M.P. Then he rolled over beside me, and dozed off to sleep. The last thing I remember is laying down beside him to take a nap. I woke up crying my eyes out believing it was real.

so last night was different, i had spoken to a dream guide who suggested i change my dreams like i used to. i was in the army and thy kept sending me places or making me do things, f i didnt like it i would change what they made m do untill i decided i didnt want to be at war,, i cant remember what i dreamed after that

Hours of sleep: 10
Vividness: 5/5
Recall: 3/5

1. I'm stuck in a video game. It looks like Age of empires. I'm not sure if I'm lucid or not. I remember that I went along with the game, but I didn't bothered of losing. On the one side I somehow know that the things I'm doing aren't real, but on the other side I don't think something like: wow, I'm dreaming.
Anyway, I build out of nowhere a few houses which look like boats, I find this really hilarious and I start to construct houses everywhere on places, where they aren't needed like on the pier, in the middle of a road.
After a few minutes my army is there. We are attacked by Vikings. They have landed on the port. Even there I don't really bother if we win or not, I even start throwing some bombs at my army

2. I'm awaiting a friend for dinner or so. He's late,so I walk into my bedroom to read a book or something in the meanwhile. I realize that my bedroom has other furniture. I'm amazed and walk to the walls. I touch them and look them close. It even looks like if the walls are completely different. i realize that my room looks like the first days when I moved in here. But I don't realize that this is a dream.
I hear noise outsides. I go downstairs and look out of the window. The road is blocked by police cars. There are a few people running and hiding behind the cars. There is someone who shoots out of a window. It looks like someone holds some people as hostage in his/her house. I look around and than I see that there are cameras everywhere and it looks like our road is a set for a movie. There is a director screaming in his megaphone.
But strangely, everything seems so real, even the wounded people walking through the street seemed injured, they were crying and looking for help. I'm really confused. Again someone shoots out of the window and the bullet hits a car. It definitely looks like someone shoots with a real gun.

3. I'm outsides on a pedestrian-road outside my hometown. Normally there is a forest. But in my dream there is a huge field. And it loks really amazing Let me explain:
The field is completely red, there are some bushes, which are yellow, at some places the fields were brownish. The sky was purple and had some green spots.I'm rally amazed And I think about it a bit. I decide to look away at the ground and than look back to the landscape. The ground has some yellow spots too. I look back again and this time, the fields are red, but the sky changed from purple into a violet. I slowly start to realize that this isn't real life. I want to think about it but it's really hard for me and I can't even articulate a developed thought

I wake up. That was close!

Walk through a school building

PS: Dream does not take place in an actual school, but an imaginary one. Though the dream was clear enough that I could draw the schematics of the school if I wanted to now.

So the dream began with me walking through the southern end of the building. Soon, I was faced with a bunch of lower grade kiddies having an event in a certain room of the building, blocking the path to where I was heading. Apparently this school housed all levels from kindergarten to university. After a little talk with the assistant teacher of the class, a young, beatiful lad, I was allowed to walk through. Apparently she thought the event was not thought completely through, and was decided to host in a spot that was inconvenient for all others. I continued on my way to where I was heading. Looking back, I saw the school church (what..? if a real school had a church in it, I'd go protesting) through a man height window divided into three sections, each of which were about 2/3 of the height of the window. The church itself was just a big cubic extention of the school building, made of red brick. It had one little door with a tri-window like the one mentioned earlier above it. Some vines were growing on the wall. The general inside style of the school was red brick walls with a reddish brown tile floor, and a white, low ceiling. After a couple of hallways, I arrived where I was supposed to go. Apparently at this point I remember that it's an info event, mainly taking place to make us consider where to advance after high school. Up first I see some class mates from the year just finished, and I see one from way back that I hadn't seen in ages, on the benches surrounding a sculpture in the middle of the room. One told me that one of my best friends had ragequit the final physics test and gotten a bad grade for it, as he had spent all his time trying to help others in it (don't know how this makes sense in a test, lol). He was there too. He looked down. And like he hadn't washed his long hair in ages. His hair was longer than IRL in this dream, more than the shoulder height it usually was. So I sat down on a large 10m, wall to wall, sofa which was black. My friend who was nearby, and whose backpack was on the sofa next to me, took it away to make more room, since it was at the very end of the sofa, next to which I sat down, and since I didn't have much room next to me on the other side. My old woodwork teacher from when I was only 14 came and offered us all some sandwiches/steak plates. I hesitated to take either and initially declined the offer for either, but then I decided to take a sandwhich. Didn't taste that great. I talked with one of my friends on the sofa a while, but the dream kinda ended there unclearly. Not sure at which point...



Infestation

I am on my computer, and notice that a part of my chest is tingling. I go to the bathroom to look at it in a mirror, and see that there's a bugbite on it. I scratch it. Accidentally I open it. I push the sides to get rid of the mush inside, but I end up squirting a lot of my real flesh out of it. A fistful of rotten flesh. Then I see it. It's completely filled with little worms and insects eating it. I freak out. I look closer, I mean, it's FILLED with them. And somehow I get the idea my whole body is too. My older brother calls out for me outside the bathroom so I clean up the flesh, put my shirt back on, and go talk to him. He asks questions about his new bass guitar. (what...? That's quite random)

PS: this dream made me not want to eat breakfast. A gross sight.

I was with 2 of my friends at school and we were just talking about NFL (I think) but then one of them said something about a match being played right now.

So we got the bus and went to the market and strangely there was a NFL field in the market. While I was watching the match I was also playing it as it turned out to be Madden NFL 09 (probably becuase I stopped playing NFL games) I was playing as the Giants (my team) the ball was already in the red zone and it only took 3 plays to get a touchdown.

After that I went to my friend and told him we won.

Dream Fragment

I was playing Saints Row 2 and there were loads of saved games when I usually save one.

Type: Regular dream.
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

Notes:
I spent almost ten minutes trying to remember what this dream was about! But once I recalled the middle part, things fell into place and connected on both sides.

[JUSTIFY]I was in a darkly-lit, rectangular room that was about 40x15 feet, with walls that were a deep burgundy color. The light source came from four small, circular yellow lights in the ceiling. On one short side of the room, there was a plasma flat-screen television that was mounted perfectly on the wall, not tilted or angling downwards. Facing this television, and going down the long length of the room, was a line of chairs positioned against the right wall. They were wider than normal chairs and were made of wood, very basic in shape and style, like someone has just taken unpolished segments of wood and stuck them together - a random carpenter's project gone sour. There were six or seven chairs, and behind them was a simple fold-out table with a white plastic top and steel legs. On top of it was a smooth, thinner (but not transparent) black tablecloth that almost reminded me of silk, but it wasn't as reflective. This cloth came down four or five inches over the sides of the table, hanging there.

I knew that the table was white, even though I couldn't see it - I was actually underneath the table, being held hostage by five or six people who were sitting in the chairs ahead of me! They weren't focused on me at all, but instead were watching something on the television (which was emitting a bright white light, with pale green around the edges). They were all wearing thin, dark gray cloaks with hoods, but their relatively small hoods were all down. I could see the backs of their heads. There were mostly men, but I remember seeing a woman too. One man had a buzz cut, and another had no hair at all. Standing immediately to the left of the television, leaning with his back against the wall, was a guy who must have been in his late thirties; he too was bald. He was holding his hands together in front of him, his arms and shoulders relaxed. On the wall adjacent to the one he was leaning against, there was a doorway, the wooden door itself half-open, boasting a brass doorknob.

Meanwhile, I was still underneath the table, which was very dark. But I wasn't alone. There were a few other people, namely, a girl who looked a bit younger than me. She reminded me of one of my classmates, as she had darker, wavy blonde hair, and freckles. She looked at me with a terrified and uncertain expression, and I mimicked it.

What were these people going to do to us? I thought.

At that moment, I knew I had to get out of here, and I was prepared to come up with even the riskiest of plans to do so. Still underneath the table, I shimmied over on my knees toward the left side, and peered out to the wall beside it, which was four or five feet away. Right there was an entrance to another room - there was a very short, square-shaped doorway with no door, just a brown wooden frame. It must have only been three feet tall and wide. Through this 'doorway', I could see a bathroom-sized room with pale yellow bathroom tiles and little pale blue diamonds in the corners of each tile, like an actual floor. It was well-lit and reminded me exactly of a kitchen setting; I even remember a white refrigerator up against the far wall. Sitting against the wall, there were a few terrified-looking people, mostly women; I remember one of them having blonde hair in a ponytail. She was sitting with her knees pulled up, her arms around them; as I peered over into the room and looked at her, our gazes locked for a moment.

I nodded to her and then looked back at the other girl, the one underneath the table.

"Now!" she shouted, and I scrambled out from underneath the table. For some reason, I knew that my escape would cost her life; the people in the room would end up killing her because of me. As I got up, the lighting in the room suddenly changed from being dark to being lit by a window. On the right wall, opposite of the one the chairs were against (to help you picture this, I ran forward a bit and then to the left), was a tall, rectangular indent in the wall. The indent was neat and sharp, probably ten feet tall and five feet wide. There was a cube of wall that went up about five feet inside it, and above this cube was the square window. It was clear; past it I could see a courtyard of sorts.

I yelled as I charged through it, using my elbow to prevent some of the glass from hitting my face. I remember fearing, only slightly, that I might get cut from the glass but I wasn't injured. I was wearing a dark-colored hoodie of some sort.*

I landed in the courtyard, well, after leaning forward and then catching my balance. It was essentially an area of about 40x40 feet, with rectangular gray and grayish-brown stone for ground, and gray stone walls reaching at least three times my own height. The area was empty, with the exception of a pair of ornate, wooden benches positioned side-by-side, a few feet away from the left wall, facing the opposite wall. In the middle of the wall they were facing, there was a large, square glass window (probably eight feet wide and tall) that had a frosted appearance; you couldn't see through it. The window was bordered by a thick, clean wooden frame. On the wall adjacent to the one containing this window, and opposite of where I'd just blasted out from, was a tall, rectangular block of wood. It was a frame like that surrounding the frosted window, but it was thin, and there was no window; it just led to another area. The area that should have contained a window pane was only about a foot wide and a bit taller than I was.

In front of this ridiculously skinny window was a woman on a brown horse. The woman was Asian, and wearing some sort of traditional gown. It went down to her ankles and was light, mint green in color, and made of fairly thick, smooth fabric. It was accented by red outlines around the edges of the fabric, and gold leaf patterns on the lower portion. She had her black hair up in a bun with two chopsticks placed to hold it in place, and she was wearing heavier makeup.

I knew I had to run through that tiny opening, but she was in the way. Regardless, I ran towards her, shouting as I did. I was aware of people chasing me, following me and ready to capture me again. When I got within ten feet of her, she took out a porcelain chopstick (from who knows where) and hurled it at me, exclaiming. The chopstick was cream in color, and shiny like porcelain is. On the thicker end, it had a strip of red and maroon with intricate gold patterns. It shot like a bullet and just missed the left part of my stomach. I continued to run and dodged slightly over to the right. When I got right up against the horse, which barely moved the entire time, I pushed on the ground with one of my feet and leapt up, going past her left shoulder. Right when I started the jump, though, she threw another chopstick and it stuck in my right thigh, hanging out. I could feel it in my leg. Mid-jump, I pulled it out and felt a small, thin stream blood flowing from my leg. It stopped when I grabbed onto the window frame and totally forgot about the woman right behind me, though. As far as I knew, she wasn't there anymore!

I turned and tried to push myself through the window sideways, which took a lot of effort to do.* It didn't hurt, although I really had to squeeze a lot to get through. Right when I got through, somehow that frosted window appeared right behind it; I proceeded to smash through that one too, again blocking myself from glass shards but with both arms crossed in front of my face.

1) LUCID. FA. Sister sees me brushing teeth.

2) LUCID. Mechanical city. Simulation. People I know from life. Talking to Romo (My theoretical Dream Aide from my Mind). A door opens and it's vacuum. Start pulling us all in. I try to move out of the other door with telekinesis, but then turn around and try to pull out the guy furthest out.

3) Hey Arnold city block. Cake shop. Server is talking and I don't interrupt.

4) LUCID. City of dreams? On water. 3 statues. Interactive with views. Eagle, sniper (I'm a good shot it would seem.). -Skip- Phase through wall and start heading toward the visible moon. See a massive crane built of houses and it looks to be a neighborhood. It. Is. Awesome. Kids Next Door looking. Power lines get in my way for flying. I start to lose dream, and rub my hands, but still wake.

5) FA. Sleeping on a couch in my dining room. Mom and Dad come in and are loud. I grumble.

6) First successful WILD! HA HA! LUCID. Feel tingly. I'm nervous to move, as I'm not sure if I would wake up. I'm playing Star Fox, fighting a massive Easter Island headed boss. I shoot a bomb at a patch of pebbles on him. Dream fragment of a tank being air dropped in this game... I pause the game and try to exit out into the dream. Nose plug RC and can't breath.

7) Market place. Many people.

Okay, I'm just starting to get serious about Lucid Dreaming, so I'm keeping a journal. Before, I only kept my dreams remembered with a strong will, but I forget some parts often times.

My goal is to have dreams that feature me and my dream-made friends. For some reason KH BBS characters appeal to me as friends, so they will feature Ven, Terra, and Aqua. More friends will come as the journal progresses.

I will have powers that are not too overpowering and we will adventure through parts of the world. We may even go to other worlds. We may even do something beyond my understanding, but something that I will experience nonetheless. Our primary method of transportation will be flying. We will have weapons handy for defense all the time, as creating them for my friends is an obvious unnecessary task. I WILL spawn some baddies if things get boring, but in dreams, nothing is typically boring. :)

I have an strange yearning for people to know my dreams and read them. Thankfully, I'm in the right place to satisfy that.

after a late night i only recalled a fragment of a dream:

I was a neuroscientist working on how to improve the human brain, i was trying to help my dad, who had become increasing ill from his stroke. i think i was having some trouble figuring out how to do it safely while perserving the appropriate brain functions.

I am writing this around 14 hours after I woke up (work) so details might not be in large quantity.
-I walked down a shallow hallway, with rooms on each side. I was equipped with an assault rifle and shot a bunch of random people. People naturally ran and hid for their lives. I walked into a room to the right and decided to kill only those whom I did not fancy or posed a threat. Apparently, this was a bank. I shot a couple random people inside the bank and turned around.
I was now on a large field of grass, which you call a football field. Accompanying me was 2 girls from my class - the most popular ones - along with a bunch of others which I do not remember the identity of, sitting on a blanket like it was some kind of picnic. I went to make some food, somehow got the food, and sat down with it. The girls took it, and the black-haired said "Oh there's not enough, you must do without any". I looked at her with all my hate and despise. I then silently dragged out the assault rifle from earlier, pointed it to the blonde girl's lovely face, then ruined it by pulling the trigger, making a mess of blood and splatter fly out on the other side. I quickly switched the aim to the black-haired's face, quickly pulling the trigger before she could make an expression. They both fell to the ground like ragdolls.
I stood up, grabbed a hotdog and walked away. I took a bite. It was cold.

Swamp Guards

I was walking through an old torn down industrial area. It was quiet, there was nobody around and for some reason I thought I was dreaming. I pinched my nose and it failed. It was the first time the nose pinch had ever failed me! I glanced at my hand quickly and put it back down by my side. I thought something was a little strange and glanced back at my hand to see six fingers! I grew an extra finger out of my hand just to make sure. Yup, I was lucid. I couldnt remember my goal and walked for a little while trying to remember. Then I remembered I wanted to go to Denn! I looked around and there was a forrest only 100 meters away. I ran towards it flat out. The forrest was more of a swap and had large platforms elevated at least 10 meters above the swamp. I started onto the platforms and made my way into the forrest.The swamp looked a lot like this only it had far wider platforms and was higher off the ground.



It was layed out in what seemed like a large grid. I wanted to memorise the layout I was in so I could draw it when I woke up but I didnt do a good enough job. I ran up a little stairway onto a slightly higher platform and then back down the other side. I ran right past a guard of some sort. He had basic but nice looking leather armor and a long spear. After running past him I ducked down behind a chair. I could see him through a rather large gap in the chair. However he could see me too. He slid his spear towards me. I grabbed it and as he pushed it in for the kill. I adjusted my weight and lifted my feet from the ground. As he pushed the spear in, it simply pushed my body with it. I flew back safely, out of reach of his spear. He came in again and this time I doged it then grabbed the spear again and pulled it in towards me. With his thrust already sending him forwards he came tumbling down infront of me where I kicked him out cold. I turned around the make a stealthy escape but there was another. I easily took care of him, typical guards with no skill at all. After finishing him off I turned around to see two more, one on each side of me. I wasnt worried, they were no threat. As I still didnt have a weapon I used the same technique as the first two, dodging their attacks which was very fun and a lot more interesting with two at the same time. When the opportunity arrived I pulled them both in and kicked them into submission. As I started to make my escape I woke up into an FA.

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