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My first dream started in a field of snow, and a Mexican kid was throwing snowballs, however, the snowballs would kill on impact and I had to dodge them. The kid had a great arm, but snowballs are easy to dodge, so I made my way across the field to the kid, and he suggested to go inside. His father looked to be a stereotypical Mexican gang-banger. I was slightly intimidated, but I knew I could take him. I instantly regretted my thinking he was a gangster, because he offered me coffee and to play a game with his child. When the game was all said and done, my memory starts to get hazy. He says something about coffee, and we were in his basement. He wanted me to find AIDS to put in someone's coffee. The man was obviously totally insane. I acted like I got some, and went to leave- but he knew. My memory becomes hazy again, and I've fallen down a shaft of some sort. There's a slot in the front, and I crawled, out, and I cannot remember my surroundings whilst outside of the box. All of a sudden- Captain America fell down the shaft? For some reason, I had experience of being a hero, and sympathized with his failure. I then got back up the shaft and into... The world of Futurama? I was fry, everyone greeted me then started conversing, and then-

The dream changed. I was in a car, following somebody, but they sped up, and we crashed.. It was GTA IV style... When we wrecked the car, me, my father, and my brother got out of the car. There was a gang shootout and I took my knife out. I ran up and stabbed a man with a shotgun in the heart, then slit his throat, I then jumped over the falling body of the first and sliced the other one up. There was a man shooting at me, and I sidestepped to... DODGE HIS BULLETS? I grabbed his gun in one hand, held his shoulder in the other, then pumped him full of rounds with his gun. I reloaded (Where the hell did I get that magazine?!) and continued to knife the others. We got up to a room that we took cover in. The mob bosses were firing upon us, so I went out and sliced three times into a man's stomach, then stabbed his forehead quickly and returned to cover. A man came into the room with a butterfly knife, I laughed, slit his wrists, he dropped the knife, and then I killed him. A kid came in charging at me, but my father grabbed his armed hand, twisted it, and threw him against the wall. He said "You're safe now." The kid scoffed at this remark, and I could tell he had not given up. His eyes were darting, and he sliced my father. I thought my father could handle the shrimp, so I didn't stop him. My father punched him in the face right after his neck was slit- (In a "that's GOT to hurt" fashion) and I said "OH, HELL NO. " raised my gun, and shot the kid in the face. I woke up before I saw the damage done to my father.

Okay well, I didn't exactly realise i was in a dream but i really wanted something, and imagined it to be there, then i looked and it was there.
I went into a small shop with my mum and i saw this really nice top i liked, so i got it out but it was too small for me but it was the icon of fashion so I reached over in the clothes rail and got out another top.. I looked at the size and made it a medium instead of a small and it fit.. I was so chuffed i fount my top!
But waking up was a minor dissapointment seeing as I don't actually have the pretty top in real life!

Friday, July 22nd

I. Lucid #14 – Still Afraid

My first memory of the dream is being held in a captive type situation. I am with two other people who are familiar to me but upon wakening I’ve forgotten who they are. We are sitting on the ground and (this is a stretch) I believe it is some type of deformed humanoid figure that is lecturing us. I look to my left and there is a mound of earth with a path on the other side of it. I recognize myself as being somewhere in the woods behind my house and I see the dirt path separating the houses from the woods. Unlike physical reality, the path still has not been paved over.

Our captor mentions something about there being a lack of ways to escape, and as these words pass through his mouth and before I even realize what I am doing I have jumped to my feet and bounded over the mound of earth. I take a left and start tearing down the path as fast as I can, leaving my two fellow captives.

At this point I start having déjà-vu. I have run down this path before and I have hidden somewhere on the right side – I find the spot where I’ve hidden before and can see my own footprints there. I go to return to this spot but I have trouble climbing up the bank on the side of the path for some reason. I decide I must continue running.

A combination of the déjà-vu and the wild, irrational fear I’m experiencing causes me to realize that I am dreaming. However, this does not make me stop being so afraid. Now fully lucid, I see a wooden shelter at the end of the path, which I intuitively know means safety. As I run down the gravel and wood boardwalk up to the bottom entrance the dream begins slipping away from me. While still running, I attempt to stabilize the dream. I yell “Increase lucididty!” and for once this actually works, my vision jerks back into focus. I look at my feet, my hands, and begin clapping them as well. “Increase lucidity!” I shout again, however this time the words get lost in the fog as the dream dissolves with me just feet away from the door.

II. Lightning Storm

I am with someone familiar, and I am allowing a 3rd person to stay the night in my parents’ house. As I am showing them the accommodations I begin to notice that for some reason the entire upstairs has no walls or ceiling, only screens with several large holes in them rendering it useless. There is also a very intense lightning storm approaching which makes our current location a bad place to be.

The wind whips through the screen and threatens to knock us all over. We retreat to the lower level of the house where I soon receive news that somebody’s pet rabbit has just been killed by the storm. This makes me very upset.

This rabbit is normal in every way except for its ears, which look more like bat wings.

The next day B (and maybe her boyfriend K.S but I’m not positive) come to the house to survey the situation. For some reason B is topless when she arrives. After coming back inside after seeing the rabbit though she has a black sweatshirt with white writing on it. She says that the rabbit has actually survived but would not come with her when she tried to pick it up because it didn’t “want no sympathy.” She says this in a joking personification of the rabbit’s attitude. Nonetheless she has called a doctor for it.

For some reason I am still upset and she remedies this as well by singing Bob Marley’s “Jammin’” at me. For some reason this greatly improves my mood and I join her, making drum sounds with my mouth. I look inside the refrigerator for something and as I bend over I grind against her, only half seriously. She says “okay we’ve taken this too far.”

My notes say there’s another little side-plot to this dream but I hardly remember a thing about it. There are several different plays that J.S will judge to see which ones he wants to use in some thing he has going on. He proclaims the winner to be some people’s theatrical version of “The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy.”

Packing my bag, probably not going to need flip flops on a military base but I throw em' in my bag anyways...

My mom walks in the front door with me and we sign in with the front desk for this military camp. There is some banter between my mother and the clerk but I don't pay any attention, Im just looking at my room number "492" and the informational pamphlet on the desk.

walking to my room down a long blue carpeted hallway i get to my room and throw my stuff on an open bed.

They have some random fun games, i think to help people get to know each other. everyone in a circle is spelling out letters one after the other in alphabetical order. when it gets to me i make a "u" by laying down with my legs and arms pointed up towards the celing, everybody laughs.

There is a first night dance party being hosted in some big room down the hall. I go and see some familiar faces like John S, Alexis W, and Mel M. I don't dance with any girls I just enjoy myself some dancin' trying to get other people to follow suit but everyone is timid.

They call everyone out for roll call but i dont realize whats going on untill i go outside and see people are sitting against the walls by their respective rooms, i go to mine but dont see anyone there to count me so i go back to the dance room. when everyone gets back no one dances at first untill some kid decides to break dance a little bit and then i start doing a jig, and everyone comences to dance again.

john tells me i was on duty for dinner clean up and thats why i wasnt counted for roll call and that dinner is almost over and i have to go back and help. so i do after i dance for a little longer. when i get to the kitchen Sean is sitting there eating and we exchange some words before i go talk to an official looking guy to get some instructions, i get bored while im sorting forks and knives and wake up.

Dream; Semi-Lucid; Lucid; Memorable; 1-4 My Recollection;

1; High school dream. Gathering outside to a speech.
Bubble.

Went to bed 12:10-12:40
Goals: Detailed recall
7:15 I'm with austin and alexis and we are going to get elder scrolls 5. We are driving in alexis' car, i rem it being very squeaky the entire time, its cloudy outside, this dream is extremely realistic in appearance, the car is old and dark blue kind of grey. I just rem at the end of the drive, austin looks like he is sleeping in the back. We get to the store and austin isnt sleeping anymore, i notice the squeaking of alexis breaks again and consider saying something but i dont. Instead i ask no one in particular if they have their gamestop card, alexis says yes.

We go inside and at first it looks like the fast food place i used to dream about. We head straight for a counter and there is a short girl with curly black hair and a black shirt working there. We tell her we want es5 and i see boxes for it on the counter. They look like collectors edition boxes and they are black with symblos and stuff for the game. When the girl hands it to alexis, i notice the aisles of games, austin is in an aisle. At this point i say, i cant believe we are getting elder scrolls, this must be a dream.

I start doing hand reality checks but they fail one after another. I say it feels like it was just yesterday when we had another 5 months of waiting, i continue rcing with no luck. I rem thinking the girl behind the counter probably thinks im crazy because i keep asking if im dreaming. Didnt go lucid and the dream mustve ended soon cause i dont rem much else/

WhiteWind's Dream

Battle at Chichen Itza and other lucid fragments

~7:00 AM, July 20th

In my basement fighting Jamie Bell. We are rehearsing for a fight that we want to do in our dreams. He does a low spin kick and trips me, but I notice that I didn't feel much pain. Without reserve I throw a strong right hook and he goes down. I cross his arms behind his back and pin him. He laughs at my shoddy pin and stands up effortlessly. This feels off, I try to do a hand RC, but he has broken free and is grappling me. "Wait." I push him back and slowly observe my hand. lucid. I'm off to find Chichen Itza (lousy recall, don't remember the chronology)

Lucid in the black, watching small images form and hearing music. I materialize outside in a park. It's dark out and I see a police officer walking near. After stabilizing, I go towards a street light, to illuminate the dream. I try to climb the pole but fail, so I bend in and sit on it, trying to use it as a catapult to get to the temple.

Cant remember how I got from there to the pyramid

I see Chichen Itza in the distance and come upon it quickly. I am with two others who I feel are dreamers, but I am only semi-lucid, and don't engage them directly. A battle is about to take place at the temple, and I am caught up in the moment of it. When we arrive at the top of the temple, we are joined by many painted warriors. I see myself in third person. I am in a pre battle rage. My body is covered in red and blue war paint, muscles flexing as I roar a battle cry. I am almost taken aback as I see my eyes, which are chilling and blood thirsty. Then I spot on my back a bow and quiver of arrows, and excitement takes over. The enemy is approaching, another tribe, which is more animal like and demonic than us. I nock an arrow and take aim at a chief like warrior, who has an elaborate garb. I fire and make a direct hit, but he is unaffected. A talisman around his neck is made of bone and magically repelled the arrow. The battle continues, but I've lost details from memory. recall picks up when we are back at camp.


One of my two companions is mourning the loss of a woman. I approach him and tell him we must go back to the temple. Lucidity is very minimal here. There is an increased awarness. I know I can do magic, but not fully aware of dream. He doesn't understand why we must go. I want to see a certain warrior at the temple. "Our fates are entwined." I tell him. We walk through a forest, into a field. There is a village in the distance, and the architecture is similar to Chichen Itza, but I can't spot the pyramid. "Where is the temple?" I ask them, but no response. I take off from the ground, hoping to get a better aerial view. I fly above the village, and quickly leave the earth and enter space. Vision fades to white and I wake

I think the dream was really long but here are the bits I remember
Non Lucid
I was in some holy indoor camp (It was kinda like a log cabin but as big as a house) where we was learning about the bible. The person hosing the camp was called Mark and I asked him what you had to do to get in the camp. He replied with: "Only people with teeth are allowed in. No teeth, no camp!" I went to look at the mini zoo Mark had set up in one of the rooms when my mum and brother appeared too. The animals were mixed up like for example there was a massive snail with a turtle shell and the snail looked cute it was like Gary the Snail with a turtle shell: There was also a bearded dragon surprise surprise. I then woke up and had no idea if I went to sleep or not after my alarm because after I woke up I tried the CANWILD technique and I remember vibrations ALL OVER my body! I hope it was real but I really don't know it's so confusing! If it was real then I probably lost consciousness during the vibrations and if it was in my dream then I probably just fell asleep straight after the alarm went off. (Someone help! Does this sound real or a dream? ) After this whole camp thing, I went cycling on a red or blue bike across town to a random house so I decided to go in the house where a fairly old woman spotted me but didn't act surprised or ask what I was doing there. Some other bike-boys were there. (That's what they called themselves.) We all left after a while and I cycled back to camp. Mark said he was doing private puppet shows and everyone had to go and see one or else...? When it was my turn to go see a puppet show, there was a massive stage and the puppet just ran from one side to the other while talking the whole way through! I went back out the door and saw my friend, Annabelle. She asked me what it was like and I said "Boring." I decided to cycle back to the old lady but I could not find the house so I went back to camp to ask and eventually found it because someone knew somehow!

END!!!

I was with a detective and walked into a dimly lit house. My friend was hiding in the house (I don't know why). I called out "Rhodes." Apparently, this was my friend's name, and I was telling him to come out of hiding. I found my friend hiding in the ceiling in some sort of a/c unit (or something). It turned out to be my childhood friend Matt. In hiding, his hands and head were stuck, as in the stocks. I searched through a toolbox for pliers to get him loose. Then I woke up.

I had two lucid dreams last night.

First one occurred in a very long dream I was having. I was leaving my school, walking home I think when I realized I was in a dream, no reality checks required. I thought to myself "Oh man, it's been so long since I've had a lucid dream!" So I took a deep breath, felt my surroundings looked around, tried looking at the sky (It was a really bright sky for some reason). So I just started running off and remembered since I was in a dream I could do anything, I took a few leaps and tried to start flying but it didn't work until I remembered something I read about being able to think of having a pill which would give me the ability to fly and taking it. So I did it and it worked. I flew for no less than 5 seconds until I started to wake up when I remembered again, I could try and spin to stay dreaming longer. I tried an incredibly unsuccessful spin in the air and it bought me about 2 seconds. I woke up in my bathroom with my dog barking for some reason, I could hear my sister in the next room and I was wondering how I had got there when I had woke up again in my bed.

That was my first false awakening.

The next time I dreamt, I was almost immediately aware that I was dreaming, but... The weird thing is, someone was with me. Kind of like a guide. She told me that there was a great evil that I had to sub due, I told her that I didn't want to fight any evil, I just wanted to play around. I only caught a few glimpses of the evil but she didn't want me to go anywhere. I left the underground passages we were in and went up. I separated a wall and opened up a large amount of buildings and shops appeared, and she closed it. I re-opened it and suddenly everything was missing and the walls were bare. So instead I tried to create a door leading somewhere else on one of the walls, and she changed the location to somewhere destroyed by the guy. Some of it is a blur but I remember towards the end... After everything was said and done... She told me that she had to leave and that her job had been done. I told her to stay because I had grown to lover her (More like how a boy loves his mother) and she told me that I would be just fine on me own. When she had left... I cried. I cried and yelled at the top of my lungs. I don't understand why I cried so hard. It has to have been the hardest I've ever cried now that I think of it. I woke up a few moments later feeling incredibly sad.

Well I had quite a weird dream last night. It started off with me and John inside this building that we instinctively knew was in the US. For some reason, right across the street was Japan. It was like a dividing line, that even had different weather. In Japan at that time, the weather was rainy/gray and gloomy outside. I recall seeing this and running back to John saying "Dude, it sure is Protomen's dystopian world over there."

So he and I are walking through the streets when we want to find a place to eat, we pass by this fish & chips looking restaurant, and see Jon and someone else eating on some benches outside. I talk to him for a bit, and he recommends the food in the place, so we head in there. At this point for some reason my gf joins me, and we're looking inside the restaurant.

We instinctively knew it as a branch of Luke's Lobster, because it had the same logo on the outside, and also because when we walked in, I waved hi to one of the servers that was at another one. We spent a while trying to decide what to eat and looking at the menu. We decided, and when I went to the back, for some reason my parents were in a booth, and all of the sudden I was waiting for my meal with them. I'm not exactly sure when, but at some point I ended up running away because people were attacking the restaurant, I think it was the actual people working there, like it was some sort of trap.

The dream jumps at this point, and the next thing I can remember is running away, but then needing to go back because my sister/gf was going with the villains for some reason. I sneak into their building which appears to be owned by models, since I can recall chasing after at least someone that LOOKED like Tyra into an elevator. At some point, I found Kate just before the bottom floor, and asked her why she was here. She pointed to her face a few times and she said it was for her cheeks, she wanted to get plastic surgery on them. Of course to me this sounded ridiculous and I was trying to say that it's not worth it for that and wtf is wrong with your cheeks anyway.

She ignores me and goes in. There is this regal looking old man sitting on a throne in a golden room who seemed like the leader. It is he that tells me my sister/gf is God's chosen one/a new prophet or something. At this point it turns into my gf, and I find her and ask her to let me see her front. This is because the King/Godly looking man said there were markings all over her that proved this claim. I looked and for a while I could not see anything, but then sure enough there were words and lettering that said they had some meaning.

(There were sequences of numbers, but sadly I cannot remember any of them so I can't play them in the lottery)

Well, I convinced my gf to get out of there with me and run, and she wholeheartedly agreed because she was scared and didn't want this burden. It now turns into me being hunted down by the people that attacked the restaurant earlier. It seems like instead I was in the middle of a war between two sides, possibly the villains and some rebellion. Both carried different colored lightsaber's from the game No More Heroes, so I got the impression that they were assassin's. Some guy with insane skills was fighting off this female assassin chasing me with one of those lightsabers, and I remember him getting in a tricky position, and me gathering up courage and grabbing one of these lightsabers near me to put on the pressure.

This is when the dream starts to not get so nice. One who is not trained in any type of weapon combat should not pick up a lightsaber and attempt to help in a battle. The guy and girl were stuck in like a deadlock, and I attacked as well to try and break him out of it in the advantage, but all this got me was a cut across my waist, impaled through my leg, and basically killed me. Though I respawned somewhere else in the city. I was now running for my life being chased by the woman, but I would attempt to fight back everynow and then, but it would always end up with her winning out and killing me. After like two times I genuinely began to run to try and avoid any conflict, because even in a dream getting cut hurts.

At some point I was fighting her again, and the skilled guy from before came up. They talked for a bit, and I instinctively knew that he wanted to test me, and to convince me to never return here. He started to fight me, and I fought back with everything I had, but it ended up with me getting severed through the waist in a finishing move like it was nothing.

The last part of the dream ended with me and my gf running away from the city, and making it back to her dad's car where he was driving us back home, for some reason I had no underwear on and just a long shirt, and my gf chided me for trying to put it on while in the car.

Ok, so i'm a predator in this dream.

I wake up on some sort of table, restrained. I get angry and break through the restraints. There is a scientist there, as snap the restraints i grab him by the neck and snap it.
Another scientist runs away and an alarm sound starts. I dont care about the alarm, i have to find my equipment and my weapons, i re-equip my wrist-blades and my armour, which means i now can stealth. Its weird, every time i stealth i seem to imagine a keyboard, im pressing ">" - this is what i had it binded to when i used to play AvP or AvP2.
There is someone i must protect so i am sneaking around the facility, i turn into a corridor, behind some military guy with a gun, i tap him on the shoulder, he turns.... As he does so i un-sheathe the wrist-blade and stab him in the neck as hard as i can, i rip his head off, then continue my search.

I am searching for my shoulder-cannon (as we all know its f*cking imba!) I know it is located in a big room, with lots of huge storage boxes, and it is on the top. They know i am coming, its probably a trap but i need it.
I walk round a corner and get spotted by a guard, i dart backwards, lay on the floor and activate stealth. He comes round the corner and doesnt see me. I get up and decapitate him. suddenly marines are firing at me and i dont know what to do.... I run straight for the marine, i take a few hits but open him up from navel to chest... Theres not much blood and i cannot see his insides, i find this strange, but am glad.
I reach the room with the boxes, im high up and just about to get my shoulder cannon but i wake up =[.

I had a terrible night sleep, spent 2 hours trying to wild, gave up and went to sleep, woke up again, fell asleep again, then remembered this epic dream!
I think part of this was in deep dream state, but I don't know how much, it starts blending together after a certain point.
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I am boating through a swamp river, heading to some sort of cult initiation process. I arrive at some sort of platform off to the side of the river, there are two guards next to the river, and at the top of a rising pathway, a high ranking member of the cult. they want me to do some sort of task, I walk twords the cult leader, becoming less and less me as my mind starts to slip, but my conciousness remains. I grow to monstrous size and pick up the cult leader and flick him off of his trophy platform



I am about to leave, when I notice the platform is a much higher rank than I thought, and would be very valuble, I put it in my back pocket. the guards, once dispatched, have cheap plastic platforms, I put them in a different pocket, as to sort them, I feel they would be very useful when capturing people.

-dream skip/missing time/something-

I am sitting at my computer, I notice that there is an update for a game. I install the update, and play the game to see what has changed. I am sucked into virtual reality without noticing. I spend a few days interacting with- an intelligent man that tells me several things I don't remember or understand, he surprised me with his intellect. two women that seem to have a thing for me, and often do things I didn't expect, and an eccentric little girl that is very entertaining with her over the top antics.

I am actually somewhat sad that I'm awake now, because It was a lot of fun hanging out with them.

-meshes with the above somehow, don't know exactly-

the demon causes me to become a machete terrorizer, I start attacking people I know in my place of work, I remember trapping people in a room with me, it seems to be covered with cake, at least I hope it was red cake, I would just walk twords them, making threatening movements with my machetes, until I got bored.

-I forgot the above scenario, and became me again-

I am part of an investigation, the police are trying to find the identity of the machete murderer. I make up excuses, equally to myself and the police, about how I couldn't be responsible for the murders, despite a growing mountain of evidence. as the investigation continues, I suddenly regain the memories of the machete rampage I had. I am overcome with guilt and grief, I turn myself in to the officer, who is not surprised of my identity, then I wake up.

This morning I tried to get back in LDs doing a WILD attempt, failed, then ended up trying a DEILD and failing aswell. Nice. Here's my dreams.

1: Playing some sort of video-game which was a character in a little cart trying to pick up gems. At an intersection I had the choice to change directions. One of the levels offered had a lot of gems and was the only one where you could amass 10000 points. I try it out but its not the way I saw it before and after amassing all the gems which are now grey-colored, I still dont have all my points. I see a little square that says to add something on the track (a ladder maybe). I click on it but soon the track becomes covered with little ladder. Then I see another button that says Meditate to recover points and building and 2 days. Random. The dream ends with me asking a girl to put bubbles on my arm. Random. Through all this time, A-Punk was playing (I remember picking it out of my Ipod). This is where I woke up to try to WILD with no success (even when I was close to REM)

2: I'm at Alex's house sitting in a red bed with other girls, one which I remember to be Justine. I am carrying my drumsticks with me through this entire dream. I end up going downstairs while thinking about how I should Jue about her movie shes trying to make (in real life, she wants me to help her do a remake of Hunger Games). Downstairs, in the corner of the room, a drum set lies. It instantly catches my eye . I am constantly trying to go play but somehow I cant, its out of my reach (maybe because its his father's). Sometimes its accoustic, sometimes its electronic. For a brief moment, I see a little cartoon girl with pink hair playing the piano in the other corner of the room. Twice, girls (Marie-soleil dumas, catherine ramsay) come to Alex's house to give him milk and lettuce that they have in extra (lol wut?). Somehow I manage to reach the drum, but its not "real". The pads are made of some weird rubber and there is absolutely no rebound. I cant play properly. Then I realize im playing with a spoon hitting inside another spoon. I turn around and see Alex has a cool-looking electric guitar. I ask him why he wants to buy one when his father already has one, but I dont know his answer.

3: I am playing Super Smash Bros Brawl until I realise there are about 40 extra character choices I didnt know of. Most of them are locked until the game crashes (in RL, my CD is damaged and crashes).

4: In an F1 race, people are interviewing the winner of the race (which is me). The thing is, its a special race. At the end of the track, there is a trivia question where you must pick the right path to win. I dont remember what the question or answers were, but there was about 10 answers. I chose the right one and won, but decide to backtrack and jump back in the race. In my car, I drive forward until I see a racer coming the other way. I let him pass and follow him to the finish.

5: I dreamed about Combat Arms too.

I am standing in the mirror after Jesse's lame birthday party at the movies. At this party I left as soon as the movie started and went into the school field and was doing something with the garbage. I got back as soon as the movie ended. Anyway I am looking in the mirror and my teeth are massive. My upper right teeth are not attached to the roof of my mouth, and are just free floating. After a long time I start thinking that this is weird. I nose plug and try to breathe in and I can. I don't believe it, so I do it 2 or 3 more times and can still do it. I realize its a dream but its a pretty sluggish realization. I drift into a non lucid where my dad is gangsta now and riding a motorcylce right behind our car.

WBTB-30 mins ish this time, read a bit from a latin book to jog my mind, and meditated for 10 mins before setting my intention and vis. Took me a long time to fall asleep again. I had the intention of stabilizing the dream this time, but didn't work out.

I am walking outside in the courtyard of a party, and people are at tables eating dinner. This just doesn't happen to me in real life. I think that its a dream, and also think that anything I want to happen will happen. The cute blonde girl I've been wanting smiles at me and walks over. I lose lucidity here. She climbs up on a ledge/balcony and asks me for something I can give her? I don't follow her inside as she climbs into the house through the window or some door, but wait for her instead. The next thing I see is her hanging from the balcony from her neck in a noose. Why did she kill herself? Earlier in a very tall building where you could see the stairs go all the way up many of us were watching and waiting for her to come out of the washroom, because something seemed wrong. Something about her dead relative who created a pill who could bring ppl back to life. Lazarus? I was walking strangely earlier and she commented jokingly but with interest and I told her I'd explain later. She was Latino then, not white and blonde.

I am sitting back to back with her now, or someone like her watching a movie with lots of other ppl. There are two halves of the ppl facing eachother. I am happy that I'm making some connection with this girl. There is a brunette in front of me beside who I think is a boyfriend, who shyly slips her fingers in between mine. Its awkward and I'm not sure she's my normal type but I kindof like it.

I have a false awakening where my friends are at my house in my sisters room making all kinds of noise and breaking things. Conners shoe flies off and almost breaks a grandfather clock that isnt usually there. There is a black guy in my room that I don't know, and he is floating and has his hands on me. I'm afraid of him and think he's gonna hurt me. Either way I want these people out of my house but can't do it. He has a knife pointed at me, and I take it from him. He's saying things to me and I want to stab him, but know that it won't even do anything.
I 'wake up' and go into the computer room where my sister is. She is dressed as if she's about to go to a club but its daytime. She seems annoyed. I am on the floor sitting, and my mom is there too now. Something breaks and we try and get our dogs out of the room without them stepping on glass.