I don't really remember this. It's just a fragment of a dream but it could be useful so I'll write about it here. I really just remember being at my mum's place and being sent with a laptop to the kitchen where I sat at the table and used it. I then heard my dad's truck pull up outside and I remember feeling a sense of dread for some reason (my dad isn't really that scary of a person nor is he abusive). I don't know why but I moved the laptop to the bench next to the sink. I remember waiting for my dad to come in and do something bad but he never did and all I got was this feeling of suspense. That's all I remember.
This is another dream where I woke up and went back to sleep because of my laziness. I remember it quite clearly in comparison to some of my other dreams. I went to a party with RzQU, the same chick from the Video Store dream. The party was full of my gay friend's friends even though my gay friend wasn't there himself. This was strange as in real life RzQU doesn't know any of these people and I have only met them twice, both times at parties though. The setting was a variation on one of the friends actual houses and I have actually had a dream in a similar location before, except I went outside through the sliding door and spent most of the dream there last time but it also another dream I remember quite clearly, especially since it happened months ago and I didn't write it down. The room that the party was mostly taking place in was quite small. It had couches all lined up behind each other facing a sliding door and behind them was a large table and the front door. It doesn't actually resemble the person's house a lot but I was certain it took place there, maybe because one of the parties I went to was at that person's house. That is all I remember seeing at the start of the dream but I moved around the house later. I remember smoking weed (which I had done the night of the dream and the night of every other dream I've recorded on this site), the dissociation was stronger than it is in real life and the happy feeling was less strong but all the effects were only felt when it was convenient for the dream to make me feel them but they occurred throughout the dream. I wrote down that the rooms kept changing but right now I don't remember that happening even though the dream was only yesterday. I also wrote that my Dad for some reason made an appearance (just like the Video Store dream but less important to the plot) but I can't remember what he was doing, for some reason I felt like I was disappointing him, maybe with the following behaviour. I remember the people were really flirty (as the LGBT community are) and I flirted back a lot, with both guys and girls, I didn't care. Soon after that started I found a quite attractive and funny girl and she sat me up on the big table and with her hand started.. Yeeeah... She didn't actually go very far but it felt good. It should be noted that I wanted to get into the girl I came with but she didn't seem interested at all. Anyway, the girl didn't finish me and so I decided to go and.... Do it myself, you know and there were apparently showers somewhere. This seems much more rude as I type it out than it did at the time but I'm a teenage boy so what do you expect? The whole time this was going on nobody even looked at us, it was strange, they just carried on doing what they were doing. Before leaving for the showers I remember yelling and asking if there was any alcohol I could have but apparently there wasn't. The people mostly ignored me except for RzQU and so I headed towards the shower but ended up in the toilet with a towel for some reason. I can't remember if I ended up showering or not. The 'shower' room was huge and made of stone and wood, there were about 6 showers/toilets in a row with large wooden doors. I didn't find this strange at all and so didn't do a reality check, says something about my awareness. I got in and don't remember much (I did ...finish the job for you sick people) and when I got out I remember seeing a threesome take place right in front of me, two chicks and a dude. I can't really remember what happened then but my dream changed. I'm not sure if this was the same dream but there is at least a little bit of continuity. I found myself with my parents, little sister and RzQU in the lounge at home. It was late at night and everyone else was talking about something but I was feeling pretty out of it (presumably from the weed I smoked earlier in the dream). I was feeling uncomfortable with the conversation or something and looked outside to see 3 or 4 (I only remember 2 of them but there were more) guys I sort of know get kicked out of a taxi. One, Andrew, was extremely drunk and polite and started walking off, he looked like he was about to throw up. Another, Tyler, flew into a rage and ended up getting into a fight. The weird part was the fight wasn't with the taxi driver or one of his friends, it was with himself. But not himself as in Fight Club, it was something like a clone of him. I am shocked I didn't do a reality check or anything here. Tyler being arrested is the last thing I remember before being woken up.
Before this dream I realised that my dreams all had something to do with what I had done that night and since I was watching Puro style wrestling that night I tried to remind myself to do a reality check if I found myself at a wrestling event. From what I remember I was a wrestler wrestling KENTA, I can't remember what happened in the match but I doubt I had the brainpower to plan out a wrestling match in my dream anyway. The next thing I remember is him being on his knees but what he was doing I don't know, I do remember it wasn't anything good. Next thing I remember was after the match was finding out he is a huge facebook whore (my Japanese friend from real life is also one and he was at my place the night of the dream). The only other thing I remember is feeling very disappointed that a guy that entertains me so much performed such a shit match and is a facebook whore. And that was it.
Although I've been posting sparingly, I've been really trying to lucid dream. I guess I am just horrible at it anymore. Oh well. You'll see more entries from me up on the wall in October. Frags: 1. I was at a comedy club watching my friend's wife. I was laughing but my friend thought I was laughing at his wife. He rushed me, knocked me to the ground, and pulled a knife on me. I woke up. 2. I am in my room and trying to activate my dream powers but they don't work.
October 2, 2010 Asleep somewhere between 3:30-4:00am Waterpark I vaguely recall visiting this waterpark by myself, earlier in the dream, but the solid recollection starts with mum and I visiting together. Earlier, I remember being able to just walk into the change rooms, but it was busy today. We lined up, and it was mum's turn to go in.... the one that was free had a large gap between the end of the door and the wall. Mum was uncomfortable with this, but I told her to hurry up, there's a line up. She slid the lock mechanism across to secure the door... it was surprisingly quite long. Gloomy school I saw Mike outside, and he wanted to hang out. I told him I have class right now. He mentioned he does too, but he's out at 4:30. I'm out at 5:00 if he doesn't mind waiting. We agree to meet after school. I decided to take a short cut entrance to get to my classes, since I was late. The school was very dark and gloomy. It was gothic in structure and colouring. To get to this door I wanted to use, I had to creep along the second floor edging of the building. I reached the door and noticed it was small-ish. Undeterred, I opened it to find another door. This went on for about 3 more doors. When it finally opened, it was no bigger than a mail slot. Only paper can fit through here, how am I supposed to! I remember going back across the edging to use a proper door, but the dream faded at this point. Field fragment I'm running through a field and I notice many different colours of spiders sitting on the grass. I hope they don't jump on me as I continue running. WBTB at 11:00am-ish. Natural wake up. Hadn't meant to do one, though, so, it was really just a washroom trip, but I thought about the previous dreams, and that I should've noticed the mail slot door and the changing room door as dream signs. Back to bed, I decided to use the first couple of WILDing steps to put me out. When I started feeling that heavy SP feeling, I rolled over and thought "This is a dream" as I passed out. Cute pet! - Lucid - 3/5 I had this pet cat that kept bumping me on the nose to wake me up. But, instead of getting up, I cuddled with it and went back to sleep. I remember being in a group of people, and talking with mu, but this part is kind of fuzzy. But during this point I had gradually become lucid. I left the group with mu and I wanted to show him the gloomy school from a previous dream, cos I bet it'd be haunted. We flew to what looked like the scene from my previous dream, but the school was just a hill-mound. "That doesn't look quite right," I told mu. "It should be here, it was dark." I tried to see the building in my mind's eye, and the hill started to morph into the school. It still didn't really work, and I gave up. I decided to teleport to somewhere else by closing my eyes and snapping my fingers, but I don't recommend doing this without a destination in mind. The dream "ended." False awakening. My nose got bumped by my non-existent cat, again. I remembered this happening before, and decided to RC (nose pinch) I could breathe! Remembering that getting out of bed tends to wake me up (remembered this conversation from chat last night), I decided to teleport out of my bed, instead ( I wasn't supposed to teleport, I was supposed to WILD!). I closed my eyes and snapped my fingers again (again, no destination). Oops... I could still feel myself floating, half in the dream, half awake. I tried to imagine myself floating outside my window, which kind of worked, but then Jack woke up, which caused me to wake up. The Truck I'm outside, talking with some DC friends, in a field. There's a bike path running through the field, and farther off in the distance are cars. But I still let Buttons, my dog, off her leash, because she was good at coming back when called (IRL, she never was, lol). Buttons was across the path, visiting with a group of people there, when this massive truck swerved onto the bike path, and barreled straight at me. It then changed direction, and was heading for my dog. Paralyzed, I couldn't move. But it swerved again, missing Buttons by inches and drove off. I picked up my dog and held her close as the dream ended.
Something about mining gold and not having to crush it up (probably from Rammstein's 'Sonne' Music video) Recall getting worse.
I'm at the mall with my friends, and one of them says we have to find a book that meets some qualifications that I forgot about. We all rush off, and I'm looking at books at a certain store, and they are too, but it's determined that the book isn't there. I head away from the book stand, and notice that there are people lined up at the register. As I walk past them, I notice some DC putting on the clothes that he's about to buy right in the line. He's so angry and talking about how he hates the army and the navy is the best. I tried to ignore it, and kept moving. I could hear the guy yelling stuff about it now. He's getting really irate about his hatred for the army. I turn around, and some guy is arguing with him, and another old scrappy guy (we'll call him Sgt Screwballs) who's obviously ex army approaches behind the two people arguing. He's conveniently behind the navy guy, and he's signaling that he'll help the other guy fight him if he makes the first move. Then Screwballs pulls out an old machete, and makes the same movements again. At this point, I'm trying to leave and be as discrete as possible. Screwballs yells at me, and I turn around. He's talking to a crowd of people about how good the army is, and he says something about how "it's written" that everyone must join. Then he threw his machete at me in mid sentence. I immediately ducked it and ask him WTF was up. Screw balls heads for his downed machete, and starts chasing me through the mall. I'm cutting corners so he never gets a clear line of sight. I can feel him gaining on me, so I decided to turn around and reason with him. I yelled that theres no reason why he should be doing this, and he threw his machete at me again. This time, i slapped it on it's side before it got to me, and it slid across the ground. I sort of wanted to question why my reaction time was this heightened, and why the guy choose to only chase after me, but I had to keep running. The dream ended shortly after.
Restful, but light sleep this night with many short interrupted dreams. The lucids are barely worth counting. I'm giving myself credit for at least recognizing some dreamsigns that made me lucid. Food and Robots 0523 C. Hazy and jumpy. Two girls are competing for my attention. We are in a two story house. I'm resting on the couch on the first floor watching a boy singer who might be a robot. One girl is on the first floor and the other on the second. They are both cooking things for me. One cooks a steak but it looks like a big raw beef roast. Around it she puts a bunch of small Philly-style cheesesteak sandwiches. The other girl made something too but the first girl blocked her from showing me. I go to the bathroom and I think the second girl meets me in there to tries to tell me something. Something about the cartoon charactor Lisa Simpson. Maybe she is Lisa. Then the boy robot singer starts singing again but he's terrible. The first girls is upset about this: "Did you reset the game back to beginning?!" Meanwhile, I recall cut scenes in between my plot to a different character. It's a guy pretending to be a robot. He's dressed a bit like the Tinman from Wizard of Oz but really skinny. He's trying to blend in with other robots that all look that same. The robots greet him in a robotic voice (think the infantry droids from Star Wars) saying "Left-hand side of you." To which he is supposed to salute his right arm across to his left side. Then "Right-hand side of you" and salute with other arm. The pretend robot catches on to this greeting and fools the other robots. At one point he is drinking from a water fountain. I sense he is my friend. untitled 0654 D. Short dream. Not sure what to make of my notes: I'm baking a special bread that will make me lucid. Carry inside my body? The Simpsons. WBTB+MILD 10 minutes untitled 0748: D. I'm Homer Simpson and I'm practicing MILD. I go into a dream world with simple geometric-shaped objects like Tron. I'm being chased by men in suits with pistols like the agents from The Matrix. I can stop their bullets just like Neo. Trouble sleeping, turned it into a WBTB+meditation and reading DV for about an hour total False Awakening Chain 1018 C. This was about 20 minutes of false awakenings. In my own room. I can see through my sleep mask. I see my desk and alarm clock in the wrong place across the room. I'm lucid but can barely move my arms and legs. I manage to sit up in bed. At this point IWL, the garbage truck shows up and makes a loud banging noise about every five minutes. Each time, this either wakes me up or triggers an FA. Some times I could move my arms to nose-plug and I was awake. Other times I couldn't move my arms. I'm unsure how many times it happened but I recall a couple more lucid periods. False awakening. I can see but the view is dark and blurry. I sense a small dog jump on my bed to my left. He gets close to my face and I can feel the heat of his breath. I can't move to look at him. I'm just trying to be patient for the scene to solidify. The dog starts growling. Interrupted by noise. False awakening. I'm laying on my back and can't move my body. I can tilt my head down and look at my body. My view looks like an X-ray image highlighted with electric blue. A blue line extends along my body like my spine but continues all the way down to between my feet. Eventually, I reach a real wakening and give up on this futile chain so I can note it in my journal. False Awakening, Dreamsign 1044: C. Another false awakening. I can see through my sleep mask. I notice my bedroom door is open when it shouldn't be. I hear my roommate in the next room, whisking eggs I think. I can't move. untitled 1000: F. I recalled this dream after/inside the dream that followed it all I remember is a fragment. A blond man? Doomsday Program, Customer Complaint 1114: D. Really jumping with very short and fast scene cuts. I'm at work. I woman comes in and tells me I have to get out fast. It's like near the beginning of The Matrix when Neo needs to sneak out of his office. The woman leads me to a car and I'm driving. We are chased by some bad guys. I tell her to reach in the back seat and grab a special cell phone. I tell her to dial a special sequence of numbers. She does and it activates a doomsday program. We are on a bridge over water and parts of it collapse but the section we are on is intact. Buildings around in the distance all blow up and collapse. The bad guy car can't follow us but we're stuck on this section of bridge. Cut to what feels like a ransom exchange with the bad guys. I hand a guy a brief case. He looks like Andy Garcia's character in Ocean's Eleven. He hands it to another guy who then runs along a the bridge cable but there's no bridge. Cut to a big warehouse building with a dirt floor. I have my shirt off and I'm fighting the bad guys gladiator style. One of them is still the Andy Garcia character. Cut back to me at work. I'm dozing on a couch in the kitchen (not real IWL). I keep thinking of the previous dream about the blond man. I'm trying to keep it in my mind so I can recall it later. I look up at the bulletin board and see a red poster with a very angry customer support email complaint on it. Something about a guy who lost his credits after they went over 4000. I ask, "Hey, has anyone looked into this?" A co-worker (IWL he's just an artist) gets angry at me. He says it would be so easy to look up the guy's account and he describes the few keystrokes that it would take. But he says he knows it's probably just a fraudulent claim and it's a waste of time. He's angry at me because he thinks I care too much and it's a waste of time. I'm taken aback my this.
I may not be able to verbatim my dream journal, but at least I can write down my month/year goals I suppose. October's goals 1. Have greater-than or equal to 3 LDs this month. 2. Successfully preform a WILD 3. Talk to someone/thing in a LD. Year goal 1. Learn the meaning of at least one of 'the big four' 2. Have at least 1 LD a week on average. 3. Have subconscious make me lucid in a dream. Obviously I don't have a high enough character limit to explain in full 'the big four', but I will say that they are the most significant dreams I've ever had. (Ordinarily, before training myself dream recall I could barely remember one dream a month. But the big four were clear as a bell, and are mostly very clear in my memory.)
i kept falling asleep and waking up then falling asleep and finally i had a lucid dream. I had went to bed really high the night before. So i remember being inside of a car and i asked myself wait is this a dream. I did the RC where you push your hand through the other hand and that didnt work so i tried counting my fingers. As i looked at my hands i noticed they were very and i counted and noticed an extra finger on the left hand i was like yes im dreaming. I rememberd i needed to rub my hands in order not to be waken up from the dream so i did so and became a lil bit more grounded to the dream. For some reason i was on my street near a cop car and i told the friends i was with ha this is a dream. They said wat are you talking about no!. I got out of the car i was in and jumped ontop of the cop car and started dancing. I disccused with the cop the giants game as i danced on top of the car and said how dissapointing it was that they lost last night. I tried eventually jumping really high in the air but as i remember it was dark and i was just not able to do so. YESSS i can finally click the lucid category
Lucidity: 4/10 Vividness: 7/10 Length: ~10 Min. OK, in this one I went along with everything that happened. Alright, I was in a brick tower and O-Kwi-Gon gave me a choice of a short knife or a long knife. So I took the short knife, it wasn't exactly a knife. It was more like a plastic one. So I took it and we walked out of the building. We were up high, narrow, brick bridge. There were a bunch of dead people everywhere. O-Kwi-Gon said "watch your back" so I found a rifle and picked it up. Then I checked my pockets and the pistol I had in my pocket was gone. So we kept walking and we got out of the towers some how. We were next to a bunch of women and I pointed my gun at them. They looked like they wanted to kill me. Then I looked to my left and there was a bunch of women running after us. I asked O-Kwi-Gon if I could shoot them and when I tried it didn't work. He said it was not effective any way. So I pulled out my little plastic knife and jumped around slashing them. It was epic. There was this one guy that I couldn't hit. He was trying to beat someone up so I threw the knife at him. It went past him and flew back at me like a boomerang. So I tried again and again. But I couldn't hit him, so I grabbed the knife and jumped on him slashing him. Then I wasn't lucid anymore. The End.
s I was sitting outside on the porch with my mother. The sky was a beautiful solid blue without a cloud in the sky - it was a great day. Looking up to the sky, I saw what looked like a star getting closer and closer. I dismissed it as an airplane at first, until maybe hundreds of these little twinkling stars appeared in the sky. My mother and I both looked to the sky in wonder. When they began shooting across the sky, we realized that it was a meteor shower! Some of them were getting really far into our atmosphere before burning up. We could actually see the flames arising from them. Those brave stars looked like orange fireworks. There was one star in particular though, it was coming towards us very slowly...and it wasn't burning up. As it neared us, the star turned black and round. It looked like a solar eclipse in the sky. Mom told us (I apparently had a friend over) to go seek shelter in the basement. My friend and I did so, and by the time we were safe, the ground shook and rumbled. The meteor had crashed into the Earth. We came back upstairs. We were now on the school grounds, and the meteor shower was growing with intensity. There was a HUGE 'meteor' in the sky, it looked like a solar eclipse from hell. It took up about 1/4 of the sky and just hung there ominously. We were all told to take shelter in the school cafeteria. They split us up by last name. I wanted to sit by someone where I could just wrap my arms around and hug them, because I was pretty scared. A guard didn't allow me to sit by anyone I knew. I was sad. Within the last moments we had, before the gravity of Earth pulled the giant meteor towards us, the officials alerted us of our possible fates. Sitting in the cold dark, we were told that the chances of our survival were minimal, and even if we did survive we would most likely be blinded. The officials weren't able to finish their sentences before we heard loud crashes and bangs. The meteor was coming towards us. I awoke sometime later. I was covered in ashes. The roof of the cafeteria had fallen in, dead bodies surrounded me in the dusty dark air. I was alone...Everything, even the corpses, were covered in a thick layer of gray ash. I waded through the piles of ash, which sometimes amounted to over 2 feet in depth, and climbed into the remains of the other room where the other half of the student populace was. It was dark in that room too. If there was any light, it was dimmed instantly by the amount of ash that hung in the air. I found someone I knew. He was laying down. His eyes were closed, but they were moving. He was dreaming. "Wake up, the end is over," I whispered in his ear. His eyes opened, and he smiled. "I'm going to get out of here," I said quietly, "Do you want to come with me?" "No, thanks." He said. He stretched for a moment then looked around, feeling the same creepy vibes as I did. I walked to the end of the room before finding a door. I pushed it open and piles of black ash fell out of it. Knowing it was the only way out, I pushed through the ash. We were now underground. There was at least 20 feet of ash piled up on top of the school. When I finally got out of the pit of ash, I found that the world was beautiful. It had renewed itself. A stream of black ash was flowing through a valley of painted cliffs. There was a man in the river, he told me to come with him. Who was he and where was he going? The current in the river was rough, but I followed him until he disappeared. On the river banks, there were piles of trash, such as forks, clothes, etc. I took what was useful to me and went back to our colony. When I returned, more people were awake. I showed them what I had found, but they rejected it. They said that they didn't want to leave the confines of the cafeteria. They said it wasn't safe. I wished that they had come with me, because it was beautiful.
So, I just now remembered more dreams lol. Here they are: Segment 4 I am returning home to this shared house-like apartment with my DC roommate. He and I are staying here with two other girls, and its a pretty big place. I'm assuming there are at least 2 bedrooms, perhaps 4, because I wasn't on the second floor. But we had a kitchen, a big living room, a dining room, a downstairs with a main room with a pool table and chairs/couches, and then at least 3 other rooms in the basement. The walls were colored light blue and there was carpeting that was either of a white or blue shade, that made the place have a blue tint to it. I go inside the apartment first and the girls were in there watching TV or something, and remarked that "Oh its just you, we thought it might've been the _____ mechanic" (can't remember which one, might've been 'water mechanic' or '*something* workman') and I chuckled and said yeah, its just me. Then they went back to what they were doing. Then I saw some other girl with them too, and was taller than them. They each had long straight blonde hair and were college-student ages. I eventually went downstairs and there was a party going on. There were about 15 or 20 people there, and I think there was alcohol there but I'm not sure. Anyway, it was in the big room in the basement with the pool table. Looks like one of my cousin's basements actually. So after a while I notice that I'm naked. Except, I didn't used to be naked, but somehow the dream changed and I was naked, and everyone else was still clothed. But I didn't really care. Then, I needed to go to the bathroom. For whatever reason, there was a huge guy's restroom in the basement of our house, and I went in one of the stalls. This restroom had at least twice as much space as the room the party was in. For some reason it was uncomfortable sitting down on the toilet so I started to cuss a little, and then some guys walking about gave me looks of distaste. But I was thinking, "I'm just expressing myself, AND its my restroom technically." I thought it was funny how they were offended by my swearing.
Was dreaming a lot last night, and will refer to bits of my dreams as segments, as all of these were part of the same dream but do not remember their exact order. Segment 1 I am watching the dream from 3rd person, and it is Vash the Stampede and some other anime character that resembles Vicious, except with a more gentle and not stone-cold demeanor. This guy had a low voice like Rai-Dei the Blade. Vash was flying through the sky with this other guy hanging on to him (I thought "woa, Vash can fly too?") and they were flying across this suburb area. of a city with lots of trees. They were going to face off against some enemy, and this other guy was talking about Knives (I presume, although he said some other first and last name) and he said something like "It would be ironic if another (half) demon was going to be the one to fight (Knives)". Then Vash instantly stopped in mid-air, and looked uneasy, because he knew that he was the one that was like Knives, because they were both not human. This other guy asked what was wrong, but Vash said it was nothing and then they kept on flying towards their destination. Then they both were getting worried that they wouldn't get to a certain place in time, and I started to get images of another place and this girl in trouble. Segment 2 I saw an cylindrical interior of this factory, and these two circular metallic platforms in it that resembled blades, and a couple short platforms leading to them. These platforms were just supported in this interior by being the width of this chamber, and there were no supports beneath them. The walls were a rusted faded light orange-faded green color. I saw this anime-looking girl in some futuristic clothes that was in distress, with this another anime-dressed bad guy with some sort of sword or staff running after to her. He was saying something to her but I forget what it was. Vash and that guy were not going to get there in time, but then a kind of police officer arrived, and with her several other guards with these big white and yellow colored rifles, and they looked like children's toys kind of. Their uniforms were white and gold and some had hats. They surrounded this bad guy around the perimeter of this chamber and the women in charge said for him to stop what he was doing. They all had their rifles pointed at this bad guy. Suddenly the two circular platforms everyone was on started to dislodge themselves from the walls and began to fall down the pit of this chamber. It seemed to be an endless pit but I could hear other machinery in there. The girl who people were trying to protect was either gone, or out of my vision, but I could see the bad guy, the police women, and lots of the guards fall down into this bottomless pit. Segment 3 I was around my parent's house and saw a little of my mom and possibly my sisters, but then I ventured out and it was a totally different place than what my normal town is. But I somehow knew where everything was, and I was going to get this butterbeer from this tavern, and I also expected to run into this enigmatic older guy that was the head of some large company or someone of significant authority. And his reputation was that he was into dirty work, and involved in illegal/bad things. But his business was secure and prospering. He was wearing what a captain of a ship would wear, with the hat and everything. Anyway, I was walking down this street full of small shops and businesses, and could see a larger part of the city in the distance with some skyscrapers, and also knew that we were near a bay or dock and that this town was built next to a lake which eventually lead out to sea. It was a peaceful town and I felt at home there. I entered the tavern; it had a hardwood floor and wooden tables, slightly dim lighting and two large "dining" rooms. I saw several people sitting and chatting, the admiral too (although I didn't approach him, even though I knew I needed too eventually) and approached the counter. They had several things to eat here, hamburgers, hotdogs, onion rings, and various combination's of food and some types of food I didn't recognize. I also saw the butterbeer on the menu, and even though it wasn't "real" beer (it was like root beer, except a different flavor, presumably like honey) and I wanted some, and also wanted to order this hotdog meal that came with a interesting type of curly fries and something else. But I had a flashback that I had met with this admiral before, and I knew I needed to do the same thing before. It was like I was having precognition of what was to come and I knew exactly what I needed to do with a strong purpose. So, I remember having more dreams last night, but not the specifics right now. Hopefully I will later.
I can't remember jack shit for the past few nights. Maybe a little piece of a dream here and there. But i just can't get any recall. I even tried some b6, melatonin, eating alot of eggs and bananas, and eating bread more. I'll go back to whats normal for me i guess, but even wbtb doesn't help. I tried wilding last night and i just can't succeed. I fail every time. I've DEILD once before, but wilding is out of my power i guess. I'll keep trying, but i can't even get to SP lately.Well i'll post last nights dreams i can remember anyways. Lucidity-0 Vividness-5 I'm playing a mini-game for halo reach. The camera is looking back at where i am defending. Its like a tower defense game, but you're defending a station from space. So i put turrets up and they are supposed to defend from guys jumping on and tearing a whole in it. I keep getting distracted and they keep winning. Its supposed to unlock a new armor or something. Lucidity-0 Vividness-6 I drive up to a resort. Its snowy on the hills around, but not around the building. The entrance to the building is a like climbing a rock wall, just that it has stairs. Its hard to stay on them, but i manage to get over it. I walk inside and talk to a lady about going to a room 23. My friend had owned it in the dream. She says ok and leads me outside. We climb the wall. I have trouble at the top because of my fear of heights. We walk up to a building thats across the parking lot. We walk into it and set the table for dinner. We are in the middle of eating when a guy comes in and slides passed me to get to a computer. I lose track their. But both dreams were short, and i want longer better dreams. I'll try and try though.