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Had a couple of kinda vivid dreams last night, they were boring like my recent ones, but they were ok. I can't remember them well enough now to write about them, but they weren't anything special.

had two that i remember. One didnt last long. It was boring. The second i was traveling around the backroads where i live now. I got lost and came up on a dildo factory. Walked inside and it was a decrepit house. Dream turns into a mystery solving scenario. I begin rumaging through the stuff to find out more on the family. Their las name was "budapest". And their youngest daughter we was about 20-30 now is who i had to find. the rest of the family died. i woke up and its still dark and rainy. Been raining for 24 hours. <3 best weather. Lets all just sleep all day and call off work. Will edit later for grammar and spelling and see if i cant get more recall.

I have a bunch of extremely small fragments rushing through my head, but I cant make sense of any of them. I can only recall two dreams, the rest of them were lost in my terrifying awakening. I tried the technique that I read somewhere on the forums that said to tie a cardboard square to your wrist to help induce lucidity. Well I tied the cardboard square with a rubber band, and when i woke up I had no feeling or control of my hand for about a minute. One of the scariest things I've experienced. Anyways, two dreams:

Dream 1: I arrive at school and see lucid dreamer friend. I wonder if I should ask him whether or not he lucid dreamed over the weekend, since I kinda feel like I started to annoy him asking all these questions about lucid dreaming once i found out that he's a lucid dreamer. But he comes up to me, very happy and tells me about his lucid dream. I don't remember it though.

Dream 2: I am on vacation in some city with my mom. Feels like miami. Basically the whole dream plot unfolds as we were driving and i saw some graffiti that said "Blood - all C shouldn't be here." No idea really what this means, but I knew it was gang graffiti from the bloods. So for some reason, my mom thinks it's a good idea to show me how gang life is. She takes me to the "Blood House" which apparently gives tours. As we walked in, some mom had just signed his kid up to join the bloods, and the kid seemed really happy. I was shocked, I had no idea why she wanted to give that life to her kid. She explained why, but i can't quite remember her logic. But I do remember thinking "Well when you have no God I guess you have no hope." So mom and I were about to leave, but one of the gang members opens the door my mom is standing by and pulls her in. I rush after the guy and start punching him. I feel really weak, and can't get a solid hit to land. He drags mom outside and then policemen show up. Apparenly there are some criminals in the Blood House (hmm wouldn't have guessed that), and the guy threatens us that if we didn't help him out at trial by giving a false witness account, he'd have my whole family killed. So he starts telling me what I need to say, and I absorb it all in. Then I have to go home and find some sort of device from my dad. Like a tape recorder or something that has to do with the gang. So I go home and someone is with me now, it's not my mother but rather one of my friends, not sure who. But he helps me out looking for this thing. First we look in the laundry room inside my dads shoes. In one of his shoes i pulled out a shoe that had a shoe in it. We couldn't find the object we were looking for, then my dad walked in. I suddenly realized that it was stupid not to just ask for it, as it was mom's life that was in danger. I told him that mom was being held at a gang house. He first thought it was a joke, until he understood that i was being serious. Then he started to cry, and I woke up.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING PRECOG

Quite a long night...

23:35 GMT – Sleep

Clothes shop
I’m with my mom on some kind of clothes shop or whatever. There’s a long row of cabins for trying-out clothes. I’m on one undressing and she is pressing me to speed up. There are some guys around that are either watching us or pressuring us to go away (not clear).

Rotten pumpkin
I’m on some kind of yard and there’s a big tree in the middle. A group of guys, some I recognize, like Alfredo, who are sitting on some branches to my right side. Down on the ground I’m trying to get Alfredo’s attention but some other guy appears and starts telling me I shouldn’t waste my time on him. That he and this other guy who used to work with him are full of schemes. I tell him I know him well enough to know that much is just misunderstandings. Then this guy is on the left corner of the yard, where there were two big calabashes and picks one. As he squeezes it, telling me it’s rotten, the content spills all over the floor and is a smelly gushy thing. I actually come closer... but then I don’t remember what happened.

Encounter with Mosh?
Then I’m inside this big black truck. Some guy drove me over but right now we’re parked on the side of the road and he is outside doing something (maybe peeing?). We’re on a semi-desert place, no houses, just sand around. As another big truck passes by us on the road, there’s a panel on the truck where a pink or red light starts blinking, like signalling the proximity of something and I realise it’s this other big truck that just passed by. They signal the presence to each other. The guy on the other truck probably just saw the same signal on his truck and he breaks violently and makes a very fast U-turn.
The guy who is with me also sees this and runs to “our” truck. As the other guy parks they both meet outside and make quite a party for finding each other. I am now coming out of the truck and I realise I have feelings for this guy who is with me. I approach him by his right side and kind of encircle him with my arms. Both guys are with shorts and a t-shirt and actually look very similar. Then the guy who arrived looks at me surprised, like asking who am I. And “my” guy says I’m his new girl friend. I don’t recall he mentioning his or my name but then he clearly introduces me to his friend and says: “This is Mosh” and I’m like "what? I know that name!"
But Mosh is not really accepting me. He keeps looking sideways to me. Later we are on some building, looks like an office floor, people are running around working on something and I’m on some common living room on the end of some corridor, where there’s coffee machine and so on. I’m planning to make some coffee but then I see Mosh at the other end of the corridor, again not looking so friendly to me. Then he sends out this kind of energy blast that comes in my direction. It’s kind of transparent wave that is about to hit me, but I block it and it doesn’t hit me or harm me. I tell him to please stop it, because he has no reasons to distrust me. He then steps back a little, maybe because “my” guy then appears and Mosh behaves better in front of his friend, and maybe also because his friend seems to fully trust me and even have feelings for me. Then we start making coffee and I climb some chair to get some toffees that are on some high shelf.

3:50 GMT

Fragment
I am at a conference room with glass walls all around. I spot trees outside and think it looks like some room I've been at the European Parliament.

Jumping over ponds
I am now at some kind of amphitheatre and recall that I’ve seen this before and think I know what’s going to happen next, although I don’t really recognise this from RL. I chose the place not on the auditorium but on some tables near the door, with chairs that actually sit me with my back to the stage and not really looking at it. I know someone will come and sit there to, someone that I must meet. The guy arrives and I tell him I was expecting him. We befriend and then we go outside. There’s some patio with square ponds between large square stones and we have fun jumping over these ponds. Some other friends are joining us and then... (gap).

Friend on airplane
It’s now dark outside ad I talk to some people (I think the group from before) when I see this airplane flying over our heads. It is low enough that I can its windows and I notice the windows are open, as if it was a car and people are leaning over to see outside. I see among the persons, my Italian friend António. I ask my friends to excuse me but I have to go talk to him. So I lift off and fly to meet him. The plane landed on some sky platform and I meet my friend there. He sees me and comes to me but has to stay behind some barrier, separating us. I ask him how he is and how’s is life going since last time we spoke. He is wearing eye-liner and is not very talkative. He just smiles, says everything’s fin and that he must now leave. I tell him my mom says hi to him and then he turns away.

Underground kitchen
When coming down again, I land inside some underground kitchen and I see two black girls very busy cooking. I try not to disturb them and look for an exit. But the youngest one spots me and gets really pissed off. She chases me around, looking angry and I tell her to please just point me the way out and I will leave. But she doesn’t. Then the older one comes in my rescue and tells the other she is being stupid. She had actually blocked the door, so I don’t see it, just to scare me out. Still, when I finally see the door, I don’t go out. The older girl allows me to stay and I sit in a corner, like under some table, with a box of crayons. I draw Harry Potter or some other character from the story and soon I realise there’s a lot of people gathered around mocking me for drawing this. I don’t understand what’s the fuss and I say “why not? I even like Harry Potter. Me and half of the world’s population. Don’t you? At all?”. And then everybody goes quiet and leaves me alone.

5:30 GMT

High-school gym
I’m on some high-school and I see a gym just in front of me. For some reason I’m planning to go up a ramp on my right side but as I start going up I change my mind and instead enter the gym.
There’s some basketball game going on and I just walk around the field, watching it. I see some familiar faces from my high-school and I poke a fat guy who was my colleague since primary school. But somehow I scared him and he bumped with his head against some obstacle. He starts crying out loud why am I so evil, why did I hit me and so on. I feel that he is crazy, but people seem to believe him. Then another girl also starts complaining saying i also hurt her some other day and everybody is now looking angry at me that I’m such a bitch. The interesting thing is that I start believing them and soon I am also crying and asking their forgiveness. I know I didn’t do it on purpose, that I’m not really evil, but they convinced me I actually hurt them (although I’m sure it was accidentally).

Fragment
I’m going back to a hostel I’m staying in and being followed by a guy. I think he is angry at me and wants to harm me, but no. When we arrive there he just asks me if I stay longer or leave. He wants to ask me something or needs something from me.

Hairdresser, grilled-burgers and Jared Leto
I’m sitting on some hairdresser or something and a guy is cutting my hair, not much, just making some hairstyle. I look into the mirror and I have long, long blond yellow hair. My face is my RL face and in fact doesn’t look so bad with this hair. I then see my boyfriend there and ask him if he is ok with this hair. He is happy, at least is long as I used to have it before. He doesn’t even care if it’s blond.
Then I see some pics on the wall, like celebrity pics and recognize one as being a high-school colleague and the other is Jared Leto. Then my friend Rita comes along and says “No way, if there’s pics of these guys here, I’m surely on some of the pics too!” I ask her why and she tells me she used to hang around with them. And we indeed find 2 or 3 pics with her on. She tells me she can introduce me to them and I accept.
Meanwhile this hairdresser is having fun – he has developed a prank spray. It works like this: he sprays people’s hair with it, it forms a kind of layer that gives hair a wet look, but later on when the person is on the street, the water layer collapses and showers down people’s face and shoulders. He just did it to a costumer and it’s quite fun when it bursts.
So then I go with Rita to meet her celebrity friends and we end up on this grill-restaurant – looks quite low level – and these two guys are inside ordering from the menu. I hesitate going inside, because they have all sorts of dead animals in line to grill. A big octopus rolled up around two sticks is the next to be grilled.
I stay outside where a guy is working for this restaurant grilling burgers to passing by people. I ask him if he has any veggie option and he looks at me as if I’m crazy. I wasn’t expecting a yes just wanted to bring his attention to the possibility.
Then I give him some tips and he actually goes get the vegetables and makes really yummy veggie burgers that start attracting lots of people. In 5 minutes he is totally surrounded by people devouring his delicious creations and he feels like he just discovered his vocation. I’m happy for him.

7:00 GMT

Fragments
I’m brooming my home but soon realise I’m not getting it clean so I grab the vaccum cleaner but it gets blocked by pieces of foam all the time.

I remember washing my teeth with a key (the safe deposit key type, flat and square). Because it has a square surface with reliefs, I found it quite efficient to clean my teeth.

My old primary school
I am outside my old primary school, which left me a lot of nostalgia and is now transformed into private housing and hence I have no access to it for visiting. [in RL to] I see the old principal of the school. He now has his workshop and tools stored outside on the street, since he lost his school. I also see they covered the lovely terrace where we used to have our gym. Not even possible to look inside as there’s no windows. I feel sad.

9:00 GMT – Wake up

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING PRECOG


00:00 GMT – Sleep

Political speech and endangered tribe
A guy I know, who is president of a political party has presented a proposal in the Parliament and he is causing a lot of fuss. [this came from an open letter this guy actually wrote about a petition to present to the Parliament and which I read during the day.]
Then I’m on an excursion with him. On the way to wherever we’re going he is telling a story to all the participants- supposed to be with a moral to it but nobody is taking it seriously. He then looks at me looking for some support and I nod and smile, showing I totally understand what he means. We both look through the window nostalgic, almost as if looking deep into each other.
Then we arrive at a place in the jungle where there’s a tribe whose culture is disappearing. The excursion people are gathered around a table, eating some delicacies they are serving to us and I am completely obsessed about some yellow cookies that are quickly disappearing – I take all the last ones for me!
We’re on some kind of house carved on a stone wall and through a hole (kind of tiny window for the air to pass) I see a tribe kid peeping. I feel curious to meet him and go outside after him. I see an old lady still living in accordance with their traditions but the youngsters I see are polluted with western culture.
I sit down with some kids (don’t know if it the same kid I saw before, these seem older) and we talk about how they live their culture and they couldn’t care less, they don’t feel attracted to the old ways anymore, think it’s boring. I feel sad that we, foreigners, are more aware of the beauty and profoundness of their traditional and wise relationship with the cosmos than they are.

7:00 GMT – Wake up

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING PRECOG


23:00 GMT – Sleep

Preparing travel
I’m organizing something, like a travel and comparing different places/venues. I’m on a tall building and then I’m looking through the window because there’s something going on down there on the street.

Kids dancing
I’m with my mom and she’s helping me out with something. We go out and when arriving at her building’s door, a bunch of kids from school next door are putting some show on (actually rehearsing it) in the square in front of school. They are dancing samba in pairs. Strangely my younger cousin J. Is among them, although by now he is already too old for this, but I still see him as a kid. He sees us and feels embarrassed that we also see him.

Vanity
I’m going out with some group of colleagues from school. I see myself in a mirror and I look really cute, with short hair and a blue scarf on my head. Still I take some time to adjust the scarf several times to be just perfect.

3:20 GMT

Scary grandma’s house
I’m with mom at my paternal grandma’s house. We’re taking clothes from the clothesline outside. The weather is changing rapidly and really dark clouds are gathering in the sky above us. It gets really dark as night. My mom points to the bell tower close by, where we see this really creepy dark figure and we comment that maybe he’s some shadow, reflection but also that this place has always been a bit scary – we’re always seeing dark figures and feeling “presences” here. There’s another girl in the house and then a car also arrives and a guy comes out of it. Don’t remember what happens then.


Life and death situations on the mountains
I’m watching this reporter (like live on TV) in a pick up going down some dangerous road, with a cliff on his left side and I think he is not measuring the danger as he drives with only on hand at too high speed for the conditions of that road. Then of course he is thrown off the road, live on TV and everybody thinks he fell down the cliff, but then I’m transported into the place of the action and I realise he was incredibly lucky as the truck got stuck below on some rocks and we was able to get out and escape. Then I also realise he is with his wife and two kids on the truck and I am even more shocked at his irresponsibility.
As I help them climb the cliff and we’re on top of it on the road, we are caught by a flood. It’s not yet too violent, but I see a bus being dragged by the water down the road and I also see this black baby girl in the middle of the way. I just have time to grab her and get her out of the way of the bus. She is so cute and I feel that this family I also just helped will adopt her in the nearby future. Then the kid in my arms becomes just a baby head (although perfectly alive) and I think about that being odd (but not enough to become lucid).

Cat’s guts out
I’m at some hotel room with friends, just settling in. We are reading this place’s rules and it says in summer we must use an outside common toilet instead of the room’s own toilet. We wonder why and think maybe in summer with the heat, it gets smelly and that’s why they advise to use the outside one.
Anyway I go to the toilet and my cat is there. He doesn’t seem well. First he pukes and then his head’s skin starts to open from his left eye, leaving his skull and eyeball exposed. I try to keep it closed but it keeps opening more and more. I’m starting to freak out. Then pus is coming out. Then when the ripped skin is already down his back, his internal organs start bloating and coming out. Still the cat is moving, not looking healthy but also not dying. I somehow don’t accept that this is really happening so another healthy version of the cat appears and I see the two together and realise I’m dreaming. I feel relieved. Then I think about what to do with lucidity and stupidly I wake up.

6:30 GMT – Wake up

I had three dreams last night and one fragment but I am insanely busy with an AP chem lab right now (I've redone it twice) so I'll post tomorrow.

I remember two dreams:

1) I was taking homework down by my old science teacher. It was for just after lunch that day. But on my way out, I get hit by a car. Therefore, I cannot do my homework. When I get back to the next science lesson, there is a cover teacher. He asks for my homework, but I don't have it. He yells at me and then the normal science teacher appears and says he saw me break my arm. So I don't get into any trouble.

2) I was standing by my bed when I happened to do the nose-plug reality check. I can breathe through my nose! I've never felt this before! I shout "Increase clarity!" three times, just as an experiment. The first thing I do is jump off my bed. I don't fly (Not very good at it in lucids ) but I do float slowly to the ground. Then, I go to my bedroom door and start to think "When I open this door, There'll be a gorgeous beach", but my dream dad barges in asking if I've done my homework. I go past him and into my sister's bedroom, where I decide that I would like to walk through walls. I walk through the nearest wall, and end up in an unfamiliar bedroom. Just then, I think how nice it would be to be kissed, so a boy appears, and he kisses me, but it's just a regular peck on the lips. I ask for something more romantic, but the dream disappears and I wake up.

I am at high school, when I see my female friend approaching me, looking nervous and excited. After some small talk, she tells me that she thinks I'm hot. I laugh nervously, saying something along the lines of "okay." She giggles, embracing me as we make out. After about the third kiss, she seems to notice my inexperience with romance, ans says that I "just kissed her." She recommends that I go a bit more slowly, less kissing and more cuddling. At some point, the dream ends.

Hey guys, i will only post occasionally in here because i dont write all dreams down i have, only if i remember several a night + they are exciting for me. I will also only post in short because i also have a hand written DJ and my english is not that good.

1.
Was on "MeinVZ" (sth. like a German facebook) and looked up the page of a classmate i have a lil crush on - even though i have a GF. The page said she was pregnant (again, she already has a baby) and that she broke up with her boyfriend...i immediatly wanted to meet her hrhr.

2. Me, my GF, an ex-GF are in the kitchen at my home. The ex-GF leaves for a short time and my GF wants to have sex with me and asks if she leaves long...well she came back before we could get started(well i wanted to have both of em hrhr ) and i was half nacked and ran out on the terrace with my jeans to put them on...but i forgot my boxer-shorts in the kitchen...lulz.

3. Was at a "friends" home (he dont really is a friend anymore...) and wanted to drink with him (whine n stuff) but he refused.

Thats it for today

26.09.2010

Store closing and FAs (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Another somehow "decent" night.

Third:

I went to the Pata Negra store. When I entered the store, I found out it was almost empty. The store was different from waking. The Bomba rice was in a different place and there was Javier, the owner placing the rice inside a box.

He told me he forgot to call me to not go to the store. Store was closing out of business. I had my backpack with my Magic The Gathering cards I took my backpack off and I offered my help.
I started to place the Bomba Rice inside the box when suddenly a little girl came in and bought a chocolate. The register was not there anymore. She placed a few bils and someone gave her change in coins. All the change was all our of one of the racks. I found that very odd.

I had a FA. My wife told me she had a nice dream and I advised her to write it down. I found out it would be good to write down my recent dream as well. When I was done, I went back to bed. One of my cats vomited a pink liquid. She was running while vomiting and made a big mess. She stopped suddenly and ate a lot of food.

I had another FA and started to write down dreams. I woke up for real.

Missed dream signs:
- The FA.
- The event at the store.
- My cats vomiting pink.

What I would have if lucid:
- Head for a ToTM.

26.09.2010

I have two laptops. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Another somehow "decent" night.

First:

I had a FA in my room. I had to wake up and work on my business. I had a laptop in my bed but I could not see well the computer. I realized I wore some odd glasses, I took them out but I still had them.

I walked away from my room and saw another laptop in my living room. I wanted to download something from my e-mail and I needed my cell phone, but I accidentally downloaded in the second laptop.

Missed dream signs:
- The FA.
- The stuff with my glasses.
- I had two laptops.

What I would have if lucid:
- Head for a ToTM.

26.09.2010

Working and finalizing my project. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Another somehow "decent" night.

Second:

I was dealing with the last steps of my project in my work. I felt happy as it was going well. I was indoors and I was using my computer. I had to completed a few phone calls and I felt good.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.

What I would have if lucid:
- Head for a ToTM.

25.09.2010

I give mice to my cats (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A better night. My work is eating my life these days!

Fourth:

I had a pack of mice. I had six mice (dead) in a box. Two of them were black, two dark brown and two light brown. I gave one to my cats and she swallowed it without even chewing. I was worried she would choke.

Both of my cats were desperate to eat other. I gave to my other cat other mouse and ate it in seconds as well. My cats were very happy.

Missed dream signs:
- The fact I was giving mice to my cats.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Head for a ToTM.

25.09.2010

My Psychic group is big!!! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A better night. My work is eating my life these days!

Third:

I was out of town. I was walking in a trail. I was going to meet with some Psychic friends I have in waking. It was very sunny and I was excited.

I got to a place where I had to wait. I realized I would meet them in a later time. I saw a ton of people who were in my psychic group. There were DC everywhere.

I saw a female DC with black long hair. She wanted to make out with me. We talked about Magic: The Gathering and about WILDing. We also were talking about dreams.

Missed dream signs:
- My psychic group is a few people only, not a horde.

What I would have done if lucid:
- Talk with some spychic folks..