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    1. cxlvi. Phobia Therapy

      by , 08-30-2020 at 07:50 PM
      30th July 2020

      Dream: (DFLN thread) (self-memo: be sure to re-read Sageous comment and my own reply)

      Was at some therapist's office. Looked to be a typical rented office space. I went in and saw a doctor "Hodstatdr Lester" (note, this is my original spelling in the original entry), he insisted gently that I call him Lester.

      He was a well-built man, with a mostly round head (bald?) and with a deep voice. He wore glasses.

      We sat opposite each other on identical chairs. Lightly stained pine frames with blue textile cushions (deep blue?).

      He began by asking me what he could help me with and by saying remarking something about whether or not it would be worth our time, mutually.

      I talked for a little bit, I don't have a recall of the specifics but then I said I had two unresolved phobias. He seemed to nod compliantly and asked me to go on. I remember thinking about what I wanted to say, and then saying it, an unusual process for me during conversation.

      "Well, one of my phobias is what's on your shirt." I said
      "Pockets?" He said with a look of surprise.
      "No" I replied, making a motion with my index running along my sternum.
      "Ah, you mean buttons" He replied.

      I interrupted with "Yes" because I had(have) an aversion to even saying the word at times.

      "Well, you have a [unintelligible prefix]-phobia" He then stated.

      I also had in mind that I wanted to talk about another unresolved phobia. But oddly enough I couldn't remember what it was (and still can't).

      In any case, I said that this phobia name sounded familiar, and just as we were about to start discussing it, I woke up.

      Original notes:

      - While I felt like I could trust him, hesitantly, this feeling was mostly further compromised by the fact that the chairs were oriented in a way that made him be slightly my left and I to his right. This could have been corrected easily when I sat down, by simply turning the chair in a different angle.
      - In addition, the room was large. 6x6 mtrs or so at a guess. But apart from our chairs it was a completely empty office. The floor was carpeted?
      - Finally, there were two windows. One behind and left of the therapist (from my pov) and another one out of sight in the far right corner of the room. It was day time and so the two windows were the only light sources.


      Mentalist dream, something about young children getting their fingers stamped with hot seals? This was part of some imagined thoughts at some point.

      Something about being in my old home's kitchen, the light was on. Absence of light and darkness from outside. Odd. Mom and T were in the kitchen? Something about cooking, and then a bat flew in and mom notified us, after I'd already spotted it. It was light brown in colour, caramel coloured even.

      One of the very first dreams? Was in a tank in some place near a warehouse and I was shooting civilians with tank shells, because they were being uncooperative somehow. I remember troops on foot scattering from a rear formation to take control of the civilians and the immediate area.
    2. Boat trip

      by , 04-22-2016 at 08:47 AM
      I am with my wife and we drive to a house I do not know. When we are in that house began to prepare for a boat trip, we have to do many things and prepare lots of luggage. It is also in the house my cousin (who died long ago), and he is dedicated to sabotage all the preparations. It is assumed that we were going to take the car on the boat and there were more cars, but my cousin does something that prevents cars can get into the boat. In the end, because of my cousin, we can not make the trip and we have to stay at home. Then we start to do a job for someone in that house and when we finished, we sat at a table with my cousin and more people to chat. I realize that my cousin runs nasty looks at my wife (his eyes strikes me) and I get angry, I discuss with my cousin and scolding him for doing that. At the end I get it apart and we leave them alone.


      I have done a great snack that has a very appetizing appearance. People who are me want to eat it, but I try to prevent this from happening.
    3. 2nd Aug 2013 Weird stories, WILD?, False awakening chains, Problems with police

      by , 08-02-2013 at 02:30 PM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream recall from today's naps.

      Dream 1(fragments):

      There was something about some girl and some other characters in dark room, she was saying that she knows what will happen and that some particular person is coming, then that person comes through the door and i get weird sensation of falling.

      Dream 2(fragments):

      Story about some people visiting some house and never coming back, it apparently asked them questions and absorbed them, then the whole house literally started moving.

      Not sure if i woke up and got back to sleep, or it was FA, so it is either an actual WILD or WILD from dream..
      Dream 3:

      There is some weird noise and sensation of rapid movement, i know i am dreaming. I open dream eyes and get up, room looks exactly same as in waking life, i go towards balcony while rubbing hands, but dream fades out as i am about to start flight.
      I wake up and everything looks weird, at first i mistake it for HH but then realize that i am still dreaming, i get up and rub hands, it fades again.
      I wake up again and gravity isn't working properly, i shout something and make some objects disappear. Then it fades out again and this time i wake up properly.

      Dream 4:

      I was at home and some family members were watching some series and there was some talk about it, we were discussing some things then police came, one male and one female and arrested someone for bribing or something. There was some discussion about it and i knew that they were not fair, i tried to solve it but got arrested as well for same reason apparently, but then i said something along the line that i was not really doing it, but rather that i would do it if i had chance to do, which i don't, unless i will have that chance(Dream logic!) which confused them and they freed me, but not the other person, they also taunted me. I got angry and slashed male policeman across the face as if i had claws, leaving 2-3 visible bloody marks on it, he got scared and i tossed him onto the floor.
      At this point i realize that i am dreaming, and that kinda breaks scene in a way that DCs freeze in motions like they aren't programmed for that or something. I am about to attack another police person, but she is a different DC now somehow, so i decide against it. I go through corridor and decide to switch forms by standing on all four like i did in other dreams, but something goes wrong and dream destabilizes and movement kinda gets limited, then as it fades to black i feel weird slight pain.
      I wake up on the street and someone's calling me, there's a tunnel and very tall train.
      I wake up again, this time at home but in
      different room, i realize that i am still dreaming and i notice weird radar dish thing on the wall. Then i wake up properly.
    4. 8th July 2013 FPS and platformer video games, robot, huge boss

      by , 07-08-2013 at 11:34 PM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream 1:

      I was in some FPS, that looked VR grid-stylish. I was fighting through enemy territory and had some abilities that were very effective versus enemies. I got through some areas and stairs till i reached some place where people were contained, like a prison of some kind, it had alot of colors. I was talking to some then was going through a few more areas there was another dude and we talked about programming. I was apparently a robot of some kind and that the group from before were actually with enemies. So i went back, broke into their place through wall and started killing everyone, then there was malfunction and self-destruction mechanism got activated with explosion destroying the whole place.
      I respawned and the game was more like 2D platformer/shooter now in fantasy setting but with futuristic weapons, there were a few jumping segments in level i was going through and i was destroying some enemies in search for a key, then after key was found i opened the passage to the boss. Boss appeared to be huge thing on a ceiling which attacked with some multi-colored semi-homing energy projectiles, and as i was downing his hp bar he did summoned ghost versions three smaller bosses that i recognized as previous bosses of same game. There were also spikes on the sides of the room and a few platforms. I had to reload game from last save a few times but i had a tactic to deal with the boss. I memorized pattern and was dodging around, then eventually i won.

      Dream 2(fragments):

      I was playing some 2D platformer game where i was controlling two cartoon characters. The level structure was horizontal and there were some puzzles, overall it was indoors with wooden theme for the most part and there were many pits leading into abyss. One of characters got stuck between walls at one point due to glitch in a puzzle but i was able to switch characters around and avoid falling into abyss.

      Dream 3:

      I was playing some Stalker-looking game, but it had some features from AI War as well, such as Fabricators, and they were surrounded by anomalies. Also there were player classes, including class called 'Anomaly', which was very overpowered because it didn't had some limits other classes did. I was discussing it with SilentEternity and we were talking about classes as well as how useful fabricators are. In game i haven't progressed much, mostly was checking fabricators and talking with a few NPCs.
    5. 12th June 2013 Island, Battle, Ritual, Dragon

      by , 06-12-2013 at 09:30 PM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream 1(fragment):

      I was in some place that was built of simple colored geometrical shapes.

      Dream 2:

      I was browsing forum games on another forum and decided to join one, there was some discussion about starting conditions and soon i was actually in it and it was like video game/another dimension. I was on some kind of paradise island, talking to some people about this dimension. Soon the ocean got filled with countless amount of people swimming and jumping out of the water dolphin-style, i commented on that and then i grouped with an squad and we teleported somewhere else. I had some abilities(which i can't recall much) and we were going through a few places, some of them were steampunk style corridors, and we were fighting enemies.
      Then we finally reached huge outdoor area, sun was setting and there were two sides fighting each other in huge battle near the temple ruins. At first we were helping in the battle but then we got to the temple. We were discussing something while going through ruins and soon we have found some kind of chamber, we did the ritual and summoned some kind of god-like entities, then after talk with them we went outside, there was an enormous dragon in the sky. View switched to more cinematic cutscene camera and the enemy forces were wiped out by the dragon.
    6. 12th June 2013 Weird subway, Passages

      by , 06-12-2013 at 11:05 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream recall from today's nap.

      Dream 1:

      I was in some weird subway, it had weird layout and two tunnel entrances/exits were made higher than others and trains were falling from here. This caused trains to fall from here and many trains were crashing into each other, also nobody was controlling trains. There were some people with me and a weird girl, we were discussing something and then we moved through a few dark passages to some other stations, we were trying to find out answer to some questions but soon some other person started chasing us and i with the girl ran off somewhere through secret passage, which was also dark, we reach another station but out way gets blocked by some guard and that other person was still chasing. Girl said something weird to the guard and he let us go through.

      Dream 2(fragments):
      I was in some weird shaped room, there was a pool, some people and a dog. Then later i was on PC watching something about Sonic and downloading something, then it appeared that some episodes of something were missing and later i was in some kind of a cave.
    7. 11th June 2013 XCOM, Roleplaying game

      by , 06-11-2013 at 11:15 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream recall from today's naps.

      Dream 1:

      I was playing XCOM TTS with SilentEternity, there was some jungle map and i was controlling aliens, i had good positions but reaction auto-fire of XCOM soldiers had ridiculous accuracy.

      Dream 2(fragments):

      I was joining an roleplaying game on some forum and there were some rules everyone had to follow, we were discussing a bunch of stuff then i was exploring some mountains, searching for secret places. Then eventually we have reached final area and that we were playing on hard and it was not hard enough and then one of game masters commented that there was another game that had this level of difficulty as easy, but after some discussions it was changed.

      Note: i had nearly full recall of second dream as i woke up, but once i moved, most of it was gone.
    8. 1st June 2013 More dungeon fragments

      by , 06-01-2013 at 09:00 PM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      I was in place similar to dream 2 from this: http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/chec...dungeon-46944/ , and was doing some things around the dungeon, then i was discussing some dreaming related things with somebody and inducing sleep on someone else.
    9. 26th May 2013 Eastern prince, Controlling puppets, Dreamviews

      by , 05-26-2013 at 10:17 PM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream 1(fragment):

      I recall some area in mountains, and some jumping around.

      Dream 2(fragments):

      I was in some very eastern/Japanese looking area and there was something i was searching for. Later i was trying to give some kind of text list to the prince, but he didn't wanted to take it and went to the palace. I was following his coach and on the way i was gathering the team of some kids. We all had abilities of some kind related to controlling wooden puppets of some kind, some crazy girl also joined the team. We were practicing and at one point we had problems with puppets breaking. When we were done we started searching for a good way into the palace. I recall seeing strange map.

      Dream 3(fragments):

      I was browsing dreamviews and there were some threads, someone posted something about recalling dream in dream and i was going around doing usual dream guide stuff and posting. Then we were responding to alot of SP related posts... And then back to that discussion about dream/recall.
    10. 25th May 2013 FPS game, Story about kingdoms, Palace, Spirits, Lot of talk

      by , 05-25-2013 at 11:18 PM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Dream 1(fragments):

      I was at the park entrance and there were alot of trains.

      Dream 2(fragments):

      I was in some kind of FPS game. There was some weird blue outdoors area, that was pretty confusing to navigate. Some parts of the area were navigated using minecarts and there were many elevation changes and obstacles. Also i was playing coop with somebody else and he knew the area better. We were fighting some huge enemies one of which was some kind of giant blue gorilla thing.

      Dream 3:

      There was some story about kingdoms, i was in one kingdom and there was some other kingdom. We were trying to get spirits onto our side. One was on our side already and he looked like half humanoid, half some kind of animal, and he was a sword master. We were going through palace and searching for the others. I was talking to some people of the kingdom a few times, and at one point another spirit joined us, though can't recall how he looked other than being half humanoid, half something else as well. Then there was an elevator and up in the tower part of palace we have found another spirit he was silent and looked like half-humanoid, half-eagle. Then there was some kind of quarrel between him and sword master and they were getting into trouble while i and some kingdom people were trying to stop them being so angry at each other.
      Later on, i was talking to the leader about one bunny-like spirit which was in the same room as well, also we were talking about our objective, which was to dethrone the king of the other kingdom and save spirits. That bunny-like was playing around in meanwhile.
      Shortly the cutscene started and i was seeing the other kingdom, then the king room. The king was ruthless type of king and he was angry about spirits, he kept them caged and stuff and he was planning the attack on the other kingdom. He also made some dude to infect the more 'evolved' version of bunny-like spirit with some kind of virus. The spirits apparently could contact with each other through some kind of room/place, to which they could teleport at any time. I was back at the palace and there was discussion about whether we should allow them to contact each other, i didn't saw why not but someone else said that it's better not to, bunny-like spirit disappeared.
      Another cutscene started, showing that spirit room and two bunny-like spirits from earlier on playing with each other around the tree in center. Then back to normal, there was talk about virus and i was trying to find way to make that spirit return. Then i was talking to somebody else and we got the whole team ready to go to battle. I went out of the palace, leading them.
    11. 5th Apr 2013 Dreamviews, Capturing enemy building, Pie

      by , 04-05-2013 at 09:05 PM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Some improvement since last recall i guess, still not much of detail.

      Dream 1(fragment):

      I was inside some wooden structure.

      Dream 2:

      I was on my PC but in some different kind of place, there was a war and discussing it with someone. Then i was visiting dreamviews and i apparently became a dream guide, there was two more people who became dream guides too: JoannaB and some dude with anime avatar and weird name which had 'demon' in it. We were posting around and there were some posting problems, then i was distracted from PC by dude that i had discussion with earlier. We went to fight some enemies outside and then assaulted a building which was apparently and enemy base. I think enemies were German and one of the enemies was actually helping us. When we finally captured the building there was an weird L-shaped pie, and the ex-enemy that joined us was saying about that it's tradition, then we started eating that pie, it was yummy even though looked weird. Then we were discussing something else and then dream shortly ended.
    12. 13th Mar 2013 Game characters discuss types of gameplay

      by , 03-13-2013 at 01:03 AM (Scionox's Journal of Dreams)
      Recall from non-lucid naps, not much there today.

      I was in some kind of game and there was moment where a bunch of game characters were discussing types of gameplay, linear story vs non-linear. At some point one game character that was sitting out whole discussion got up and said that it doesn't matter really, everyone was kinda shocked and were trying to get him to understand their point of view, but he was staying on his, while holding some quest object: "Does not matters whether we have one way of life or multiple, if game's creator is good enough, we'll have fun either way, and i trust our creator".