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09.30.2012

Gift and Aunt from New York (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside of my apartment, probably busy reading something, and then I hear a doorbell. I only have a my white underwear on, but I still take a peek through the hole on the door to see who it is. I didn't see anyone there, but as soon as I looked down, I saw a small Black boy wearing a Black shirt and gray shorts.

I quickly try to find some clothes to wear, since it would be awkward being half naked in front of some kid, so I grab the nearest clothes, but I can't remember what I wore exactly, maybe a dark colored shirt and dark blue jeans. I open the door, and looked down at the little boy and asked him what he's doing here at my apartment.

He responds with,

"My momma said to give you this."

I replied,

"Huh?"

He extends his left arm to me, and opens his hand to show a small plastic container, a really really really small one, like the size of a paperclip. The boy leaves after he gives me the small plastic Ziploc bag, and I quick opened it up to see what's inside. It was transparent, but I wanted to know what they really were by zooming my vision on them more.

This looks an awful lot like the spare nibs and nib holder in waking life that's in a small bag.

However, for this dream, the metal holder that would've been the nib holder to take nibs out of drawing tablet pens serves as some kind of scratcher. To scratch what exactly is what boggled me, and from this point, I can't recall what happened next other than a dream shift.

I'm not looking at things above me, as if I'm lying down on the floor outside of an environment similar to my apartment. I'm still wondering who is the mother of the little boy who gave me the small gift. Then I see a blonde guy come downstairs to go somewhere, the stairs are similar to my apartment. A dark blue or black layered railing on the sides, and gray colored steps.

It looked like it just rained, because the skies were dark gray.

He was wearing a light gray shirt, and dark khaki/butterscotch shorts (the baggy ones with a lot of pockets). He's really skinny, and his visage, he looks like he could be British. He meets this lady that's not too far from where he went downstairs at the time, oh, and he looks like he could be 19 or in his early 20s

As I'm still in this awkward position of being able to see people from bottom to up, still feeling as if I'm lying down on the surface, I noticed that the lady talking to the same blonde guy looks familiar to me. I take a closer look at her, and she looks exactly like a lady I know from New York.

Let's nickname her "Gl."

Gl was fairly obese, she had quite a belly, and she looked pretty much in the same condition as she was the last time I met her in New York a few months ago. She's dark-skinned, and has her hair cut off, but she isn't bald at all. Think of the hairstyle corp cadets males would have to get...the buzzed off haircut, except for Gl, she didn't have it cut that far.

She's surprisingly able to talk to his boy fairly well, because in waking life, she had some kind of mental problem with communication, and would end up repeating some things over and over again. She's gotten way better the last time I saw her, and while she's talking to this boy, she's really exhibiting fluent language.

I shift my focus on her, since she seems to be the only interesting person at the time in this gloomy environment that looks like it had rained before. (Funny, the environment is just like this in waking life as well).

Gl is asking the boy some simple questions like,

"What are you currently majoring in?"

The boy responds,

"Parapsychology." (or something like that)

She then finds a way to extends the conversation more by asking more general questions, and there's one question where the boy is a bit shy and worried of answering properly. I believe it could've been a question on why he wanted to do the major in the first place.

As I'm still lying down around the grass near my apartment looking at them, I can't remember what happens next.

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09.30.2012

Let's See Who'll Die + Girl in Asuka's Red Outfit (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Someone is pointing a gun behind my back, and I'm forced to comply to whatever they want me to do. I raise my arms up to show that I don't plan on doing any kind of suspicious acts of bravery. They guide me to an area up a ladder where there are a few people inside already.

When I reach to that area, I noticed some person sitting down at some kind of dark gray crate I believe. I looked around the room before paying too much attention to him, and the walls are all covered in turquoise. I have a lot of feelings piling up, and I get worried on why I'm lined up horizontally with people and perpendicular from the guy sitting in front of us.

It's hard to make out his visage, pretty blurry. Apparently, we're lined up so he can pick which set of people can die, while the rest are able to live.

Crap.

He starts moving his fingers quickly doing a "test" run on who could be killed, that heartless bastard.....

He eventually points at me during the process, and then a few others to the left of me I believe, which means the ones on the right are considered "alive" for now. The guy doesn't do anything at all, and by this point, there's another dream shift because I cannot recall what happened next.

It seems a girl in a red latex suit, or a suit that looks similar to Asuka's from Neon Genesis Evangelion, is escaping from the same environment I was in, but not, I'm spectating what she's going through.

She quickly goes down the gray ladder from the top floor, and there's some huge dude that somehow managed to either go down the ladder or come from the other side in the new floor she's in.

This girl had dark brown hair, and she kind of looked like Asuka, but some features made her look different. One, I believe she had a few freckles on each of her cheeks, and her face was a little bit more defined than the simple pointy chin structure of Asuka's.

She gets a light gray metal chain, and wraps it around the big fat guy's neck coming after her. She tries to choke him manually by going behind him and pulling the chain with all her might to hopefully choke the man.

However, something ends up going completely wrong, instead of trying to choke him completely, she lets go to quickly make the light gray metal chain into a noose formation, and lets the guy hang there to die. Because of the man's extreme weight, there isn't any need for him to be at a high elevation and drop down to be hanged.

He starts making faces of being choked to death, and he makes quick random motions with his mouth trying to find some way to breathe, but it's pretty much futile. The man dies, and there's blood dripping down on the floor near the girl in Asuka's outfit.

For the first time in my dreams, I actually see the explicit portrayal of someone dying, and blood dripping down as well. It wasn't too bad though....but still...after getting the censored treatment of not being able to see someone dying ever since I came to this forum....it's a pretty big step...

The girl gets back to focusing on escaping, and I'm wondering if what she did to the man just now was an unconscious sublimation due to her being traumatized and over-burdened with having to stay alive....

Anyway, the girl beings to run away from the guy she just killed, and there are guards coming in her direction. She turns around to go back near the guy she killed, and more guards come her way.

She trips on the same pool of blood from the guy she just killed, and as soon as she got up, the guards were already close to her....she's pretty much caught, no way out. Of course, she tries to struggle her way out, making grunting sounds as well, but to no avail.

She's brought back to the top floor, but it seems this same floor had another floor above it.

A floor within a floor? Floorception!!!

Superman appears out of NOWHERE, and casually walks in the opposite direction the captured girl in the red suit is going.

From this point, it seems I'm taking on the perspective of the girl in first person view, but I'm not able to control her or anything like that....maybe because she's still bound by the guards still.

However, Superman stops and reaches his hand out towards her so that both of them would do a bro fist.

As soon as this happens, her red suit starts glowing like crazy. It starts from her fist, to her lower arm section, and then to her elbow, and then a quick canary colored electrical surge forms around her body and disappears. Superman is already gone by this point, but now, the girl is charged up and is ready to kick some ass.


I can't remember what she did after that, but I assume she was on the start of destroying the guards behind her.

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09.30.2012

Lecture Room Study Group??? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside of a lecture room that looks similar to my Organic Chemistry Lecture class, except this time, the lighting is completely different. It's saturating the atmosphere with a gold color, and I'm sitting near at the top section to the left.

Still sitting alone, with the rest of the people in the dream going into their own little groups, despite the seating arrangement being one long table going horizontally. I rest my chin on my hand, and just wait to see what's going to happen next. There seems to be no professor in the room at the time, and I noticed the few people in this room are starting to flock around this one girl.

From my perspective, I could only see the back of her head. She had light brown hair, wore a maroon jacket I believe. And like birds to a feather, flock together, I get up from the seat and join the group. I go to the right side of the steps to get to the row they're in.

They don't seem to mind me being near them, and it's mostly just females here. There's one girl that looks like another Alyssa that I knew in waking life during High School, she's wearing mostly black clothing, and has her hair tied in a ponytail.

Then the girl everyone seems attracted to glances over me for a while, and then I noticed I'm sitting or standing on what would be the left side as you're looking at this screen reading this. The girl takes more glances at me, and each time she does that, I feel a shock of energy....I feel that I need to pay attention to her more, despite her just being a counterpart of the waking life version of the girl I know in my University.

Every time she looks at me, I feel as if she's just shy towards me, seeing as when I look at her, she glances over somewhere else. It feels like this is a study group of some sort.

I can't remember much after that.

09.26.2012

Lucid Public Restroom Fellatio and Breast-play (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I can't barely contain myself............I had to delete my previous reaction because I'm so PUMPED.

And yay me for the somewhat decent recall too, this is definitely a huge boost, considering I have a History Exam coming up....at least this will make it more tolerable.

I get up from my bed, and somehow, I do a reality check instinctively. I had a feeling the dream environment would be bright and sunny. Inside of my bedroom, even though I didn't pay too much attention to the details in it, I realized it's a bit brighter than usual without any kind of artificial light source.

I believe I checked my alarm after "waking up" to it in the dream, and I think it was around 7:00 AM at the time, but again, I didn't pay too much attention to it. I slowly walk out of the door from my bedroom, and I'm now going through the small hallway of the kitchen.

I didn't even bother switching the lights on, since I'm already lucid, but I could tell from peripheral vision, my subconscious does an amazing job of replicating my whole apartment. As I'm slowly walking in my apartment still, I made sure to touch my body as much as possible, and I felt my chest, my stomach, and some of my legs as well.

The vividness of the dream, it was just like waking life, but even better. More crisp, detailed, and still even had somewhat of a high-end graphics game to it as well. I touch my body some more, and told myself,

"I will have a long and stable lucid dream."

"I will have a long and stable lucid dream."

Just like that.....I told myself that, and then I wanted to touch the wall to the left of me for more stability and getting the realism in. I could feel the small bumps on it, and it felt smooth just like the wall in waking life, oh and it had the white color to it as well. I saw small highlights hitting the wall as well from the window in front of me emitting the light.

The dark sky blue curtain I usually have up in waking life to conceal the insides of the apartment more was there as well. It's glowing, to some extent, from the daylight hitting through the slightly opened blinds, and then through the curtains.

I even told myself a few times at some point that I'm going to wake up, NOPE, NO STOPPING ME NOW!!!!!!!!! I immediately eradicated that thought, and then to my right, I noticed my bicycle is on top of the round table.

Yeah, that's definitely abnormal, and the table had a caramel color to it, just like in waking life. The gears on my bicycle, there was a subtle difference compared to the waking life counterpart. The gears in waking life were black and just like any default mountain bicycle with several gears for several levels of speed for the bicycle.

In the dream, it was as if the bicycle was brand spanking new. The gears were light gray, with probably just one gear instead of several, and I probably assumed that because the bicycle was titled diagonally to the right side from my position. To keep augmenting the stability, I decided to feel the bicycle tire on the back.

I moved the rear bicycle tire to rotate anti-clockwise (I think that's just a habit of being left-handed) with my right hand. As I watched it moved, I hover my right hand over the tires, and I gradually descended it until I finally made contact with the tires. I could feel the slight grazing from my palm, and the small grooves of the tires as well.

WOAH. If I wasn't lucid, this would've been an insane false awakening....

I even widened my eyes on how I was able to feel all of this. The bicycle was also purple, and had the light blue oval color with a thin white border around it on one of the horizontal and long supports of the bicycle under the seat. I didn't look too much to see if it had the name of the bicycle though.

I finally shift my focus to the door, and I believe I took my left hand to touch the doorknob. I noticed it was pretty damn close to the waking life counterpart as well. It had a dark gold color that was faded.

There were these small degradations apparent from the doorbell. I don't know if it was an intentional design like the waking life counterpart, but there were small cracked like style to it. The whole doorbell was covered with these randomly curved and jagged lines. I finally turn it, opened the door, and immediately saw the huge level of contrast from my dark apartment and this bright and sunny environment.

I take the time to really absorb in all that's being given to me. It's sort of difficult to describe the dream environment at this time, since it was so bright and sunny, I could only focus on getting my senses adjusted to this new level of stability and vividness.

I couldn't tell I was naked or not, but I assumed I had clothes on the moment I left the apartment. I knew I had to have had an underwear on in the apartment, despite knowing I slept naked in waking life.

After almost zoning out, I get back to focusing on doing something, and I turned around to my left, and I saw a cop vehicle. It was black and white, and had a dark gold symbol between the front and back doors on the right side, and I'm assuming this is the case for the left side that I didn't bother to look at. I get closer to the vehicle, and see there's a police office inside.

He's looks African American, is bald, and he's wearing glasses with a very thin metal frame. He was wearing a Black dress shirt with his badge somewhere on the left or right, and also wore Black long pants as well. I saw the pockets on his shirt as well, and these looked like pockets to store heavier stuff than your usual dress shirt pocket.

I open the door and sit next to him on the passenger seat. I close the door, and had a small random talk with him.

I didn't waste time and blatantly asked him,

"What do you represent in this dream?"

He then goes on to ramble about some random reason why he exists....he declares something about him being here because I didn't water down something?

Whaaaaaaaaaaaaat? I guess you're just a random DC.

The guy was pretty nice, he wasn't threatening or anything like that. So while I decide to just stay in the vehicle with this guy, it seems he's going to get a huge car wash for his vehicle. I quickly looked up, and I saw motors quickly initiating to get ready to scrub the police vehicle. I immediately get out, since I don't want to waste time seeing a car get washed.

After I get out, here's the part that confuses me, maybe it's just a slight fault to my recall here, but I don't know what I did next from him.

But I do know things felt like a dream shift, and I'm still lucid....this whole environment was still bright.

I find something very odd....most of my dreams consisted of some kind of darkness....and the majority of those dreams in darkness were non-lucid. Here I have a lucid where it's completely bright and sunny, and to some extent, even blinding on me being able to pick out key areas of the environment around me.

I wonder.....could it be the day light in the dream that keeps me aware? Hmmm......I wonder....

I'm walking with someone who is on my left side. I can't tell who they are at the moment, and it seems we're coming near the end of a driveway and eventually on to the road. But instead of actually crossing it, I go back along with this person I'm with that I'm not even bothering to turn my face to, and I asked them,

"Do you think I can teleport to Alyzarin? (I said her real name)"

The voice sounds like a female....and now that I think about it more, I slowly shifted my eyes to the left side, and saw a female body, but I didn't look up as yet to see the head just yet. The person who's visage I can't identify as yet is wearing a Pastel green long sleeved jacket that had the material of a long-sleeved dress shirt....I hope that description makes sense.

It seemed they wore skinny jeans, and I believe they probably had a red shirt underneath the dress shirt type of jacket. As I'm moving my head up to see how they look like, it's really hard to tell if she's a blonde girl, or if she looked like a girl named Sarah B. that I used to know for History class.

It's hard to tell if I would have another dream shift with another girl, but for now, for this moment, I'll just put in what I remember at the time.

The girl that I can't identify responds to me in a passive but confident manner,

"No, you can't do that."

I felt slightly disappointed in myself that I couldn't teleport to attempt to find Alyzarin, and I didn't bother asking the female any more questions on other ways to find her.

Now comes the gap in recall here...ugh, I need to work on that.....actually no, I'm just going to let it come naturally...

The dream shifts again, and now I'm with a girl that looks a lot like Sarah B. (I'm using that because I met way too many Sarah's in my life).

It seems Sarah is wearing this weird color that seems to be a mix of dark maroon and brown, it's very hard to describe. I'd said....a really dark brown colored jacket? Underneath that was a light gray sleeveless ruffle blouse of some sort. She wore regular jeans as well, but my recall of how they really looked like is a bit stale, since I was mostly enticed by her face.

She has a very cheerful personality, just like the waking life counterpart, it's like my subconscious collaborated in getting the best aspects of her overall personality.

She was one of the most cheerful females I've met in my life, and was very nice towards me. She's the type of girl who has a lot of friends, probably even to this day, and she was usually the type to jokingly make fun of them.....she was just the cool chick that you just had to love.

She holds my hand.....oh my...

I let her guide me, and then she tells me,

"Let's go to the Women's Restroom....."

I take my hand away from her and stop right there.....

The last time I went inside a Women's Restroom in a lucid dream, I ended up fingering a girl who was peeing....I wonder what's going to happen now with someone I had a slight crush on before in waking life?

I respond,

"But But.....why can't we use the Men's Restroom?"

She responds with,

"Tch," like she was slightly irritated on why I would be concerned on which restroom to go to.

Wooooah, she probably needs to get some action or something....I didn't expect her to express a slight shift in mood.

It was as if she's the embodiment of a YANDERE...woahhhhhhhhhhhhh....oh goodness.......things are going to get EXCIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITING..a dream character who can go slightly psycho on me, but is still mostly romantically attracted to me? I'm GAME.

I stand there for a while, looking back and forth at the Men's and Women's Restroom sign above me, and then peeked at the Women's Restroom for a split second because I didn't want to look like a pervert.

I'm lucid, and I'm still afraid of this? I mean....that makes sense, because a girl I fingered in the bathroom in a lucid that was months ago went bat shit cray the moment I told her to prove she was my dream guide. She does this by making her eyes bigger than they should be, and she just did some weird stuff to wake me up while having her legs wrapped around my waist, and her arms around my neck.

I guess unconsciously, I was afraid of that scenario possibly happening. After a while, and by a while, I just mean a few seconds, I sigh, and then I decided to inside the women's restroom.

As I'm going in, it seems there are Men's Urinals with small stalls splitting between them for privacy. Oh man......this brings back memories from that last lucid I had a long time ago....

Alright, now for the 18+ stuff, you have been warned, and don't get your hopes up too much, it was just mainly just a fellatio and tit-job....but still, it's an amazing experience for me, considering I didn't have to worry about the dream destabilizing.

Sex is SEX....even it's just oral and using another female's body part.

Spoiler for 18+....but I know most of you are going to read this anyway..:

Sarah B. is already sitting on the urinal....and it seems she's looking the other way and not paying attention to me. I could tell she's doing this on purpose to lure me. She's also completely naked.

Her tits were amazing, they were way bigger than they were in waking life, I'd say they were double D tits. Her nipples were dark brown as well. As I'm getting closer to her, I noticed that there's an African American woman to the right of Sarah on a separate stall.

She was naked as well, and she somehow managed to curl up her whole body to literally be inside the Urinal. She has her whole body confined in a tight spot, and she has her arms wrapping around her knees as well, exposing her vagina.

I could sense her shivering....she felt really scared, but I didn't feel the need to try and be empathetic towards this female. She also had long dark brown hair as well, and as for her visage, it wasn't really appealing to me at all.

I'm sorry, maybe I'm being too cruel, but since she's already naked, and in a position where she openly has her cunt like that, I wondered if she was just a sex object or something. I didn't do anything with her, I was only looking at her, and only spent a few seconds feeling sorry for her.

It felt kind of awkward having the lady to the right draining my chance to get some action from Sarah B., so I think my subconscious conveniently extends the borders of the already thin and small bathroom stalls. Sarah B. is sitting on the toilet now instead of a Urinal, and the dark skinned women who was ruining my mood with her depressing energy was completely blocked off.

Now that I have Sarah B. all to myself, I noticed she already took my pants off, but not all the way, just enough to where it's hanging near the bottom of my rear. She takes my penis out, and she slowly sucks on it.

The feeling, it's hard to distinguish how it felt like, at some moments, I didn't feel anything, and then for other moments, I felt the suction from her mouth.

However, despite all of this, the fact that we're doing it in a public restroom where someone could come in and see me getting oral sex was exhilarating...and I purposefully left the new extended bathroom stall for the toilets opened a bit. I didn't care who came in, all I wanted to focus on was Sarah B., the girl who invariably was so nice to me in waking life is giving me fellatio...

Even though I couldn't get the feelings of the skin contact down, just being with someone who is openly sexual towards me in a lucid dream was enough to get my going. I looked back to see if anyone came inside the bathroom (not came as in sexual came, came as in coming in...ugh, it's hard with these puns looool).

After a while, Sarah B. starts to use her tits and sandwiches my dick and slowly moves her tits up and down. I felt some kind of sensation, but it all happened so quickly that I just couldn't get the feeling down right. After a while, Sarah B. takes a break, and she's squatting down on the toilet seat.

No, she's not doing anything....nothing weird here...Anyway, I continue to gaze at her naked body, and her breasts suddenly became enticing all over again. I get my hands and started to gently stroke and massage her tits. They felt so smooth and soft.

Sarah asks me,

"Brandon??? What are you doing???" while she's smiling at me....yes...yes...keep up that hard as nails personality and then go back to being sexually attracted to me....dear goodness....

AFJSDAKJSDAFJ this is waaaaaay too awesome....

She does another "Tch" sound, which turns me on because as much as she's trying to be tough, she's still being passive and allowing her body to be used like this. I decided to lower myself down and suck on her nipples.

Once I had a good hold on her nipples with my mouth, I rolled my tongue in a circular motion, feeling the grooves and creases of her erect right nipple. My warm tongue was thawing out her cold nipples, and I kept hearing the large sucking sounds I made from it. I continued groping her tits and sucking her nipples until some people start to come in.

If you get confused....just read what's under the damn spoiler.

I get distracted, and there's a random group of men that come in. I can't tell all of their facial composition, and there's maybe like 2-3 of them overall, one I know being a big and muscular Black male. He declares to me,

"Let's trade women!"

I get pissed, I immediately grabbed Sarah B's naked body and said,

"NO! SHE'S MINE!"

I quickly dash out of the restroom, and then all of a sudden, there's random shooting, and I'm even hearing machine guns....

LOLLL HOLY...RUN LINK RUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

I still have a good hold on Sarah B in my arms, and I eventually reached back to my apartment again and quickly shut down the door. I looked outside at the window and saw an old man get shot by this unknown force of entities I didn't even see as yet. I honestly think the shooting was just added there for the lulz or something.

I was worried if the old man was dead or not, and by looking at him, he was a really short man lying down on the grass. I'd say he's probably 3-4 feet tall, he has a big head.

He looks exactly like the Sturgeon from Windwaker, except he was wearing a white outfit, and a red-pink-ish band around his waist, and his skin was tanned.

I opened the door after the gunfire ceased, and asked the old man,

"Hey, are you okay?"

The man wiggles his nose, and he gets up immediately and I let him inside of my apartment.

After the fiasco really calms down, NOW I START THINKING of the consequences of receiving fellatio and a tit-job from Sarah B....

LOL, despite my lucidity, I'm STILL concerned, it's like my mind was so focused on getting away from the gunfire that the after effect made me dumb down a bit...I started thinking,

"Shit...what if she has an STD?" I started to pace myself back and forth near my apartment while Sarah B. is probably sitting down on a chair next to the same round caramel table I mentioned that is in my apartment in waking and dreaming life.

After worrying about the matter even more, I then have another dream shift where I see the alarm clock time for 7:54 AM. I'm back inside of my dark bedroom, and the alarm clock is just sitting there, glowing the time in red light.

I can't remember much after that, but when I woke up, I felt these rushed emotions tingly and surging through my head and most of my spine.

Wow...this dream took me quite a while to type....man...I need to type faster! I have 35 minutes or so to get to my class, and I'll probably have to eat a banana after I'm done with brushing my teeth and all.....

FAST MODE ACTIVATE!!!!!!!!!!!!

09.19.2012

Black Cyclohexane Bomb (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

All I remember for this one is that I'm walking in an environment that resembles the section at my University, which is the Blocker building. The skies are light gray, and I think I see Seiichi Yukimura from Prince of Tennis in spectator mode.

I remember seeing him from an angle from the bottom, and then looked up at him. The angle shifts back to a regular section, and I see mostly his upper torso and head now. He's holding a Black object that represents the skeletal structure of a Cyclohexane.

He's holding it very carefully with his right hand, he has his index finger and thumb on the side of it. I think someone tells me it's a bomb, but I don't really believe this.

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09.19.2012

Mark75's Taoism Class on DV User Forums (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I should've reality checked here, Mark75, teaching a Taoism class on the User Forums section. And this thread is SHOWING promise.

Oh man, I wanted to sign up, but something kept me back from joining in. A few members were really interested in the Course, and this reminds me of the Teaching section ShockWave just made recently.

Mark75 shows a link on where the signed up members can go to for activities for practice, and the text was perfectly readable, until the extension after the ".com/" that looked like a kindergartner doodled it in.

Loooool

Hahaha, Mark75, teaching Taoism, and I don't reality check, lovely.

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09.19.2012

Hot Blonde Rings My Doorbell (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

By doorbell, I mean doorbell, no sexual innuendos here!

I wake up and get out of my bedroom, I open the door, and I see it's daylight time in the dream. I didn't bother doing a reality check, and I realized that I'm only wearing tighthy whities like I do in waking life when I sleep.

Someone is ringing the doorbell, and I quickly move to the window covered with blinds to take a peek. It's a blonde female, about 5ft 4 inches tall, and she's wearing a long sleeved pink Tie dye shirt. She's also wearing light blue denim material short shorts.

I believe she has something contained in her hand, maybe a few sheets of paper, I can't remember exactly. I started to panic a bit, since I'm still peeking at her, looking down at her cleavage, and then to her shorts. She has her hair in ponytail that's balled up.

She looked so cute, and the fact that this dream replicated the outside of my apartment well, and the contrasts of her bright colors compared to the dull colors of blue, gray and black of the apartment exterior, it will made her pop out.

I gaze at her for a while, waiting to see her next move. I thought she would quit and move to the next door to my right. She rings the doorbell about 4-5 times now, and each one makes me more jumpy than I need to be. After waiting for a while, she decides to peek at the window.

Oh crap, awkward position, I was shifted the sky blue curtains to cover the exposed blind-spot of the window just like in waking life. It was kind of a really horrible attempt for me to show no one is in the apartment. I looked at the curtains below that were still moving a bit from me quickly grabbing it to hide from the blonde.

She says, "It seems someone is trying to make it look like no one is here....."

I kept my awkward pose of having one leg up and one arm on the curtain, and peeked through the blinds with my right arm to see she moved on to the next door to my right. She's fairly close to that door, and is maybe 1-2 feet away from the window, but she doesn't have any intention of glancing over my window one more time to possibly see me peek at her.

She rings the doorbell of the other door, and I take that moment to stare down at her ass. I look at the curves of her rear, and the denim type short shorts she's wearing is just killing me...I tried to hide away from THAT??!?!?!?

You are stupid?!!?!?!?!?!

After a while, I realized the curtains were not there anymore, and this makes me jump even more. I realized the blonde in the pink long sleeved Tie dye wasn't there anymore, and a different blonde, who looks like she's in her 30s is wearing a light blue dress shirt tucked in, and is probably wearing a generic dress skirt or something.

I didn't bother to pay attention to the details of her outfit, but I knew she had long, curvy, beautiful blonde hair. It seems she's looking at the window, and she's looking at me.

I freak out, but then I realized....this window must be one of those that's tinted on the outside, so people can't see what's inside, but you can see what's outside safely. Either way, I wanted to run back to my bedroom because for some odd reason, hot females are suddenly dangerous.

YOU ARE CONFUSING ME, I'm confusing myself, Me confusing me, level of mind-rape is too much.

Maybe I was socially awkward because I thought they were going to try and influence me to go to some church or buy their cookies....

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09.19.2012

Lemon and Strawberry Cake (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking outside at an area that looks like I would be on my way back to my apartment from being at the Biochemistry Department. It's bright outside, trees on the right of the sidewalk, though I didn't see any construction going on the left side of the sidewalk.

I believe I'm holding fairly long plastic containers, and I had a feeling I ate a lot of whatever it was inside of them. I go up to this randomly generated Asian female near a wooden bench, and showed her the plastic containers and opened them up.

Inside were Lemon cake slices in one container, and Strawberry Cake slices in the other. I told her,

"I only ate like....3."

Yeah right....more like 12.

I can't remember much after that, other than the Asian female talking with another female I can't really identify too well.

09.15.2012

Urge to Kill Myself (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside somewhere, and it feels like an apartment because everything is so enclosed and small. The surroundings inside are hard to recall exactly, all I know is that it had dark colors, and that it was mostly blurry. That's probably because I wasn't using my peripheral vision a lot.

My mother is inside with me, and I believe she's wearing a Black nightgown. I don't know why she needs to be here, but whatever it is, it doesn't seem to be anything positive at all. I can't recall the majority of our conversation, the interchanging emotions is too much to ignore to filter out what we were really saying to each other.

There's one part where I'm outside with her, maybe 3-5 feet away from the entrance to the same apartment or complex we were in a while ago. Again, I can't remember what she was telling me, but it was tempting enough for me to grab her collar, lift her up again, and with sporadic rage, I most likely yelled back as well.

It was like talking to a Chihuahua...all bark and no bite, but I don't understand why I would be so passive aggressive. We're back inside the apartment, or maybe I'm having trouble with the plot of where the scenes went first, and I see that she's just standing there, trying to be aggressive towards me, but all she's doing is yelling at me.

To see if she's just there to blabber and remain intolerant of anything I have to declare to her, I professed,

"I just want to kill myself!"

Wait...wait...wait...noo....you're supposed to say that$@%$

I stood still, waiting for her response, already formulating what she could be thinking right, which would be to tell my father what I would say. The tingling feeling in my head became stronger, and when she asked, "HUH!?!?!" it's like the vibrations getting even stronger than before.

To be honest, I wonder if this DC of my mother feeds off of my rage....

After she goes back with her jargon of yelling, I muffled out the auditory input somehow, and instead of fighting her back with yelling and threats, I decided to just calm down.

I thought about what my father would say if she told him this, but I didn't even care anymore.

This same moment is what confuses me, maybe I was lucid at this point, but it's so hard to tell.

Whatever it is that I do, I knew that any action contributing to these moments of spoteniety would be useless, and I continued to eradicate any urge to express rage towards my mother.

My intuition tells me the purpose of this dream is trying to portray my relationship between my parents. It's most likely my paranoia of what will happen next in the dream that keeps me on edge, when it's really just a dream.

It's useless to waste time portraying rage to dream characters that represent your parents....they're all fleeting dreams, what's the point in being angry at these imaginary figures in the first place. I also have another gut feeling that this also a sign of my daily annoyance of my dreams sustaining a vague intention of trying to give me a message, and I always assume it's random.

But at the same time, I can't even become analytical of them because I'm already set with this preconception that it's really just too random to apply conscious reasoning.

Maybe they're all random because as long as my annoyance in trying to maintain my discipline in recording these dreams, no matter how absurd or boring they may be, it will continue to be that way unless I change something.

So now what? Just let go of everything that I'm thinking?

I already know where I leads...even when I really do "let myself go" with not worrying too much on rationalization, because it's just ends up being shit, and it's really distracting me what I have to do in waking life, which is obviously just to make sure I don't end up in the soils of the earth too early.

Bleh. "Soils of the earth" lol, I must be crazy.

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On a random note,

I listened to this song in the Prince of Tennis Soundtrack, and realize how amazing it feels listening to it.

I remember when watching the show, Ryoma Echizen (the main character) would be in a nearly impossible situation in a tennis game. He would be down 2 games, and the opponent would be leading 40-0.

Then the moment that song starts, the build up in the first seconds seconds, comes his favorite phrase...

"Mada Mada Dane" (You Still have Lots more to work on/ You Still have a Ways To go)

And he just rapes the whole match with these insane moves, it was so fun listening to the music and seeing Ryoma win the match, and as the music is about to end, the umpire would say,

"GAME!"



"SET!"

"MATCH!"

"RYOMA ECHIZEN!!"



Lol, that's a complete turnaround from the dream I just had.

Okay, I had a previous entry about a "familiar apartment", but that looked a lot like a cabin, this was about an actual apartment.

I do not remember what brings it up, but I took this apartment that I owned, and made it into a house. It was big, nice, and expensive. I rented a room out to a young couple. I can recall all of this happening before the dream, and the apartment seemed very familiar, as if I had made it in a previous dream. How long ago, I have no clue. I go inside, recall some things I had done to the place: painting it, making little Bibles with different designs, etc. Apparently the couple had gotten married and had a child there, so I had been gone a while. I decided to give them the whole place. I then remember saying to someone "I recall a memory perfectly in full detail..." then I go basically back into this false memory(must be a dream memory o.O) about my dad getting in a motorcycle accident. I do not know how much of this is what happened in the dream, but I was sitting in the front seat of a car, and my dad gets out, goes into this "college"(didn't look like a college) that had some mean looking guys in their twenties in front. He comes out after a few minutes, then on the way to the bank(which we were parked in front of), they beat my dad up and threw him into a motorcycle. The dream ended after that..

This all seemed to happen pretty quickly, it was mostly a memory of previous dreams I think. It was weird that as I recalled memories I then entered into those memories as I was telling them. Also, when in the car I was really young, I'd guess 3-5.

08.10.2012

Blonde Anime girl and Rei Ayanami (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Spoiler for 18+:

I see a picture of a blonde anime girl that is going to get raped. It was like reading a Doujinshi, and there's a panel where the shirt she's wearing is ripped out, exposing her breasts. They were small and firm, and she had a very petite body structure.

Then there's another panel where she's in the missionary position, but this is seen at a side angle. Someone is on top of her, penetrating her intensely as she has her legs cocked up in the air. She looks like she's going to cry, and it's very hard to see who the person having sex with her looked like.

He was all a blur to me, but he really knew how to have rough sex with a girl of her size.

The dream shifts, and it seems I'm going to head out somewhere. I think I'm inside an apartment. The insides are just a blurry brown color with the wooden chairs, sofa, kitchen, etc.

There are two anime looking females in the room. There's a blonde one to the left of me that's holding my left hand, and the other has light blue hair.

I look at the blonde one first, and she looks like the londe female from "The Story of Little Monica."

She smiles and me asks,

"When will you come back?"

It takes me a while to understand what she meant by that. I shift my focus on the light blue haired girl on the right who is probably 5-8 feed away from us. She looks a lot like Rei Ayanami from Neon Genesis Evangelion.

I think she's wearing the white default outfit from the show, but I'm not too sure on that. I only see the profile view of her face, and it seems she was probably speculating about something, or looking down somewhere.

I keep focusing on her until she turns her head towards me, then she blushes, and quickly turns her head back.

Huh?

I most likely went out to go somewhere, but I don't know where.

I wonder why the Rei counterpart was blushing at me and so shy? And then I realized the same blonde anime girl holding my hand was the one who had sex in those panels I mentioned.

So the question is, was it me who had sex with her? And what about Rei? Why would she be blushing....hmm.....

O.O

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08.10.2012

Permission Ticket and Bands (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm at some kind of ticket booth, but before I go anywhere near the employee, I think I go to some other section where I have to fill out some application. It's basically a form on what you like, hobbies, preferred food, etc., at least that's what I assumed when I saw the question,

"What is your favorite band?" I believe there was a girl next to me who asked me that, and I said,

"Just put None" because I honestly couldn't choose one.

"Okay!" she said, and she draws a line through the answer space, something like that. Then I remember getting near the ticket booth for some kind of Permission ticket, though I don't know what it really is for.

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08.10.2012

Dark Merlin Bans Me on IRC (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm logging on the Dream Views IRC, and I talk for a while with some people. Then after a few seconds, Dark Merlin bans me.

It looked more like a disconnection rather than a ban, and I was wondering what I did to actually get banned. I was using the KVIrc system to check things I've said before getting banned.

There honestly wasn't any reason for me to be banned, and I didn't even spam in there or anything like that. Then I was able to get back on after 30 seconds or so. I double checked to see what I did wrong, and Dark Merlin banned me because I used bold font.

I wonder why that would get me banned, and then I saw some red font somewhere on the chat, so I check and find out it's Matte the mod, but his name is spelled as "Mate" in the dream instead. We were all talking about something, probably on why I got banned for a few seconds, but that's all I remember.

Me and my friend Logan were walking around and we saw an old 10 story brick apartment. It had a balcony at every room, and at eaach balcony someone would stand on it and it would be one of my friends.

I slightly remember me and my friends being captured by this giant robotic alien worm, and we were on its ship.
I had a dream where there was a missing baby at the hospital.

I had a dream that I got a job working for Nintendo, and I got to use some new type of DS. Also I got free drinks!

Okay, after a night of lost sleep my dreams definitely become more interesting. Of course, my recall isn't any better... I only remember this one dream.

There's a building here that basically is an apartment building. It has 4, or 5 floors depending on how you look at it. People only live on the first 3, though. Now, where my recall picks up, me and a group of other people are in this building, trying to help people out. The only person that I'm pretty sure was with me was Silver... the rest are fuzzy. We'd come in on the third floor somehow... through a fire escape or something. This building, I should mention, is much larger than your average apartment building. It's more like an office complex with dozens of apartments on each floor. Also, all the hallways are internal, which is important for the plot of the dream. The reason we broke in on the third floor is that the entire building seems to be flooding, for some reason. There's a thin layer of water across the third floor... hardly enough to be a threat, but it implies that the first two floors of the building are completely underwater! Our group starts to split up, and fan out over the whole floor, warning people of what's going on. The general process here is very fuzzy, and I don't remember any specific faces... but eventually we warn everyone on the floor.

Now, our next job is to get to the higher floors, to speak to the person in charge. The stairway to the fourth floor is locked, so I pull out a keychain that I got from somewhere (it looks just like my keychain IRL) and try all of the keys until one of them works. Then I unlock the door and lead our group in. This fourth floor is essentially just a lobby area... with a mix of officials and non-officials here. Nobody seems bothered by the fact that we essentially just broke in. Now, what the officials are doing here is "guarding" the person who's in charge. This person has some mysterious level of power... people respect him more than a CEO, less than some kind of god... but it's implied that he's somewhere between the two. In any case, he has a LOT of power, and almost certainly knows what's going on already. We just want to bring it to his attention again and ask why he's not doing anything. The officials on this floor don't let just anyone see him, of course... there's all sorts of screening and regulations going on, to make sure that nobody who would want to harm him would get too close.

Here I have a vague flash of pseudo-lucidity... part of me decides that the paperwork stuff is far too boring, and if I just "fade out" for a bit, I can skip it. Somehow this logic works, so I have no memory of the paperwork, but I know it's done. It's also been long enough that we know we are trusted to see the guy in charge. Now we just need to wait. I look around and, for whatever reason, see Sonic and Knuckles logos on things like soda fountains. To my addled brain, this is proof that they trust us... those logos are supposed to be representative of me and Silver some how. I should probably mention that I think only the two of us are going to meet this guy... the rest of the group is milling around, but it was decided that a large group would be too intimidating and security would never allow it. Unfortunately I wake up before we get to meet this guy.

I took 10-15 pills of Melatonin last night (3mg each)

Lol, WOW....stop trying to get into a coma Link!!!

Anyway, slept like a baby, until I woke up 2 hours before the alarm was supposed to ring, and probably slept after I turned the alarm off too instead of staying up for a WBTB.

06.14.2012

Taxi (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm outside again, and I'm looking for some kind of transportation service, more specifically, a taxi. I believe I had the intention of heading to an apartment, probably to see the status of it.

I felt as if I was going to my apartment, but later on in the dream, it wasn't the one I'm renting now in waking life.

Anyway, I was in that cheapskate mentality and finding whatever service that was decent and not too much in terms of cost. I find that there's an Indian lady (she looked Indian) that was using her fancy white van as a taxi service.

The door opens, and there's a long green cloth over the dark gray passenger seat. I believe she had a baby behind the back, probably her own, and I guess I told her that I needed to go to a certain location.

She turns on the meter, and apparently, it's $6 per X amount of miles or something like that. I feel like I'm going to be ripped off, but seeing as I didn't really have a lot of time to think about that, I just went with it.

I eventually reach the area, and I think I only had to pay $6 bucks to get there, guess it wasn't so bad.....and I also think she was probably waiting for me somewhere further away from the apartment I'm going into (but not too far).

I go up a few stairs to enter the apartment complex, like the ones packed in together that you can see in most parts of New York. It seems the apartment that I'm looking for is to the left of me near the front section. There's a sign up that says that the Tenant has not paid their rent.

Wait...

I.....for some reason I felt that this was my apartment, but I know this can't be my apartment because it isn't like an indoors apartment

(You know, where there are rooms inside a building rather than individual doors being located outside, like a complex...even though I said I was heading for one before just now).

NEVER MIND, doesn't matter...

I call my father, and then I realize there's a dream fragment where my father had $3,000 withdrawn from his bank account.

I still wondered why I should care what happened in his account, because I was worried about my own account. Apparently, our accounts are temporarily linked together....sigh......

Now back to this dream, I'm calling him to see if the money was transferred back again, and he said "Yes."

Sigh....this means I'm going to have to go to the realtors or investors and tell them they made a mistake here......because I felt that I already paid the rent in this dream, even though it technically isn't my apartment, I just felt like it was.

So I was stressed out over nothing, but still believed it was my apartment. I get out of the building, go downstairs, and the Indian lady is probably expected that I need a ride to go to wherever it is that I'm going to...

Nope, I completely ignored her. She gets pissed that I don't need her taxi service, but she can't really do anything about it. She just flings her arms in anger and goes back to the vehicle to drive away.

I can't remember much after that.

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06.14.2012

Dark Knight Ingrid (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I only remember the lady from the Dark Knight Ingrid Series sitting at the corner of walls that were white all over. She was wearing that black costume like she did in a certain episode *cough* Episode 4 *cough*.... >.>

I get close to her, and I have a feeling she has a few things to sell, weird vibe coming off from her. She looked like she was happy to see me, or maybe just had drugs injected to make her looked relaxed.

For some weird reason, while she's sitting down, I decided to sit on top of her large breasts and I looked down, and she's just looking up at me waiting for me to do something.

She's really doesn't mind me on top of her. Then I see a laptop is near her that looks like mine. I'm still on top her large breasts, and I think I open the laptop to check what's in it.

So much for a potential breast job....you choose the freaking laptop over an anime female.....

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06.14.2012

Counting (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Just a small fragment, I feel like it was associated with another dream that I most likely forgot.

Basically some guy was spelling out parts of a word to me, and expected me to repeat after him. I think I even used my fingers to count up, but didn't really pay attention to how many fingers I had in each hand.

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06.14.2012

Cute Blondes (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember being outside, it's daytime, and the sky is blue without that many clouds showing.

I'm standing near the corner while a group of people are talking to each other, so I assumed I introduced myself to everyone else, and didn't have anything to contribute to whatever conversations they were engaging in.

Okay, no problem, just stand there and wait and see what happens next.

I also turn around a bit, and see an elderly Black man with glasses on. He has a beer belly, is wearing a dress shirt, and short pants. I believe he's a relative of whoever it is that is hosting the party, or maybe just a friend or neighbor.

Then another elderly man, dark-skinned as well, comes in to shake hands with everyone outside, seems he came off from work or somewhere. He was wearing a gray shirt, dark pants of some kind, and looked like he was giving off as much energy as he could to make it look like he's lively and positive towards shaking his hands with everyone outside.

Maybe that's just me....

I feel as if I'm holding a video camera at times, but maybe it's just because my vision may have been faulty a few times. Me and the group of random people I'm hanging out with are getting ready to go inside.

Guess everyone is tired of standing up, okay, I follow them inside, find myself a nice position to rest on the dark brown leather-ish sofa furniture. There was another furniture like it on the right that was perpendicular to it.

While I'm sitting down, it seems that more people are expected to come. To my right is some female with an average looking boyfriend/finance/husband whatever, and I'm mostly focusing on what's in front of me, and what's to the right of me most of the time in this dream.

The overall colors for this house are shades of brown, the flooring is either beige or light brown though, probably to show a bit of contrast compared to other elements of the house.

Anyway, two blondes are out by the door, and not the one where we came into from the back, it seems that this place is like a large apartment, because I can see other doors for other apartments while the two blondes were outside.

I believe one had a small cloth bandana on her head to probably prevent other regions of her hair from appearing in front of her. The other one had long hair hair as well, a little longer than the other one by maybe 5-6 inches.

This is the closest image I could find to somewhat describe how the freckled blonde looked like. Her face was a little paler, and her hair was little bit more bleached as well.

Both of them were wearing a short jacket that went all the way down halfway reaching to their waist, and both wore jeans and a shirt underneath, probably a gray shirt for both.

Hm................

The one with the bandana covering some of her hair in front was looking at me, and both of them were waiting for these two females talking to each other in front of them to finally realize they're in their way.

The one with the bandana continues looking at me....

Um...

Not like creepy gazing, just probably to glance to see who's inside, but it seems she's only fixated towards me. She's cute, not exactly the type to be drop dead gorgeous, but I think it's because of how she layered herself diluted my perception of how beautiful she really looked.

The other blonde girl with the longer hair, she was a little skinnier than the other one, but again, it's probably because the other one wore clothes that weren't as tight as the longer haired one.

The long haired blonde was just waiting to the side with her face in profile view. I guess she was probably being patient and was looking down on the floor until the women in front finally realized they're blocking their way into the room.

It was hard to tell if the long haired one had freckles and acne, or just a little acne. It wasn't too disturbing though, at least not after I coped with it for 10 seconds of gazing at her.

The two women in front of the opened door finally realize they're blocking the two blondes way from entering. They do the usual apology, and it seemed the long-haired blonde was the only one planning to come in. So I guess the clothed bandana blonde was just there to drop her off, but there's something that bothers me about the long haired blonde.

The other one was able to look at me with more confidence, while the other one folded her arms while looking at the side somewhere waiting, as if she was too shy to see who was inside, but at the same time, she looked like she would be the confident type of person based on her looks alone.

Seems I was right, she starts heading near the couple that was sitting to the right of me, and I assumed she was going to sit at the couch perpendicular from them. She gives the guy a fix on the forehead, and the same for his girlfriend/fiance/wife.

Nice save there kissing both at once.

Then she gets near me and kisses my forehead or cheek as well (probably the forehead because all I could see from this view was her legs until she retracted again to sit somewhere.

I look to the guy right the girlfriend/fiance/wife, and he's turning red. Seems he's more excited than I am that he got a kiss on the forehead from a cute blonde who's hair was slightly bleached as well.

I look at him weirdly, then looked at my wrist, seems I'm perfectly normal and not blushing as much as this guy. While he's smiling, trying to hold in the moment of being kissed on the forehead, he looks at me and has that "What?" expression on his visage.

He then has the audacity on how I wasn't as excited as he was when he was being kissed on the forehead with the blonde. And I believe he's interrupting someone else from talking too, because I heard abrupt pauses from a different sound source several times.

The guy pisses me off, but I just use a passive aggressive demeanor and basically ask him what he means by what he's trying to tell me. Sort of like a "Pardon me?" type of question.

Then he starts getting serious and essentially (paraphrasing here) declares that I wasn't as excited as he was, and even puts up his finger pointed upwards, and I already knew where he was going with this.

He was using his finger as a model for a penis, LMAO, then he bends the finger downwards to imply how I wasn't excited to meet the blonde. Then he indirectly calls me a degenerate......

"Wait, are you saying I'm a degenerate?"

(Both of us were mixing up the term with something else, but it seemed that since we were both a little hot headed at the time that it didn't matter....we knew what both of us meant).

I can't remember what happened next, other than me feeling slightly pissed off from this dude, and his wife/fiance/girlfriend isn't even saying anything about that matter on his rude behavior.

06.09.2012

Kaomea and then my Mother (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It's very late at night, and I remember seeing a girl with a red shirt and blue pants, long chair, a little round on the sides for her face.

It's Kaomea, didn't really do an ignore test to see if it's the real deal or not, but yeah, I follow her around a bit in his house that barely has any lights one. I think I'm asking her for a card, and she's being too playful with me right now but stalling for a little while.

I keep up with the persistence, and she makes a slight pout face, which was cute to see, and she stretches her arm quickly to hand out what seems to be a white card.

I think Kaomea turns into my mother from this point, but I didn't realize this until later on. The dream character was wearing a black dress, and I was extremely horny.

Keep following me on this "I didn't know it was my mother" mentality, because I REALLY DID NOT KNOW it was her until later on. I raised up the black dress of the dream character, and noooo, I didn't think it was Kaomea, she was long gone lol....I think.

Spoiler for 18+:

Anyway, I asked whoever it was to let me finger them, and they were a little resistant and said no.....


So I slowly rubbed my own dream penis against the top of their ass, and humped them gently to.....what....

Then I have a feeling it's my mother.

EXTREME COCKBLOCK WTF IS THSI HAFSAGHDISFHSSSSSGKH
BLOODY HELL LINK........

I back way of course.

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06.09.2012

Would you Like some Fries with that? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Seems I'm at an area that resembled my apartment, though I didn't know this until I woke up. I go near a few doors to the apartments, and there's a covering over this area like my apartment. Like imagine having a few columns sticking out, like you're below a stair's surface, yeah something like that.

There were these weird looking creatures that were hanging under those stairs. It reminded me of those creatures in Half-Life 2 that would pull you up if you came in contact of their really really really long tongue.

Fortunately for me, all of them were dead, and their overall color matched with the dark blue of the apartment's exterior.

Then there's a slight dream shift where I'm watching a video, but without seeing some kind of external video sources portraying it though. There was this girl, dark-skinned, had a nice glow to her, and she's with this squad force, at least they acted like they're in a squad.

There were detonators on top of the roof and near the top of the doors of the apartment, and they were making beeping noises, so she and the other group of squad look-alike were feeling tense because these things could explode from touching them.

The girl sees one detonator right on top of her, which she completely was oblivious to seeing while being distracted to the one on top of one of the apartment doors. She ducks for cover right under the one on top of her, not really a smart move.

I even make a comment to myself that what she's doing right now is stupid, then the girl shoots the detonator on top of the door, then throws the other one inside of a hole somewhere, but it turns out this hole she threw it in led to a room where some of the squad members were in....

LOL....you just bloody killed probably a decent amount of useful people because you were too hesitant to find a decent place to throw it...don't blame her though, I probably would've kept the detonator in my hand and just stand in shock and not do anything.

The girl realizes there were people inside the room where the hole was showing, and makes a mental face palm to herself with how her facial expressions were.

I can't remember what happened next, but I do know the video or clip in my mind was coming to an end.

I believe my mother is behind me now, and she's following me as I'm heading forward to leave the apartment. I'm still walking under the stairs instead of actually go out the other gaps. I'm walking slowly, something tells me that someone or a group of people might show up.

I see a foot coming out, seems the whoever it was is walking slowly themselves. My heart literally is in shock as I see that the outfit of the person looks like some General or Commander's Outfit. It had a Khaki or Beige color all around, and the person was wearing the General or Commander's type of hat as well.

He has another person following them, and both are dark-skinned too. He takes a smile at me, does the nod that signals, "How are you doing?" and he turns his focus back to what's in front of him.

I feel less tense, and continue walking, then my mother stops, and the same guy and his companion stop too....um.....

The guy turns around, and I think he was going to talk to me and my mother, though I didn't feel like listening to the conversation because I wanted to go somewhere, but I didn't know where exactly.

The conversation ends pretty quickly, I'd say 10 seconds or so, and then the dream shifts to where it's night. I think my mother wants something to drink....forgot what it was though.

But I tell her I can buy something from the fast food area right behind us, and I think I tell her I can't just buy only a drink, or something along those lines. She tells me I can buy some fries with the drink or whatever.

I go to the entrance of the store to see if it's closed, and I see some sign saying "Closed," but it's actually inside of the store somewhere else other than the front.

For some reason, I still thought it was closed, but I saw people in it, so I double checked again and realized it's still open. There was a brunette to the left of me that looked like she was the person to ask if whoever came in wanted "For Here or To-Go," something like that.

But it was a fast food area, so I don't think it would fit her role to be there. Anyway, I go up to the cash register, and it's this fairly decent looking blonde...........okay she's kind of cute too, and she's wearing a black hat while her hair is in a ponytail I believe.

She smiles at me, like anyone else who would be paid to do a forced smile at customers, and before I could take my order, she asks me for my name.

Don't know why she would ask me for my name, the store wasn't busy, so they didn't need to go that route to ensure that orders were given to the right people, it's pretty much close to empty here.

I play along with her and tell her my name.....I even spell it out for her, first and last.

Um. Okay. Lol. I'll just remain oblivious to the possibility that she could've been that dream girlfriend Kaomea was talking about.

Okay, she continues smiling at me, which forces me to smile at her because by this point, I could tell it wasn't a forced portrayal of enthusiasm.

She starts asking some more personal questions, though I can't remember what exactly, but some made me stand still and even blush too because I felt myself having to smile to hide those feelings away.

I think she asked something related to how much I was paying attention to her, it was something that made me feel embarrassed for some reason, but I'm sure she was just playing around with me.

She was really nice to me.

So much for the fries for my mother though, lol.

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06.09.2012

Where Are the Stairs? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking near an area of the Clock Tower at College Station Texas.

(I'm going to have to add that as a dream element because I've been at this area at least 5 times from previous dreams I can sort of remember from the top of my head).

Seems that I'm trying to quickly get somewhere, and I have to wait for a little while in traffic for the walk sign to turn on. It finally turns on, but I barely have enough time to even walk, I have to dash before the counter says "0," and by the time I made it past the other side, the vehicles to the right of me were already moving.

Wow, seems everyone is in a rush lately. I continue running until I get to the area with the intersection and stop sign....Socially Awkward Penguin moment...


But I didn't have a cellphone to pretend that I was busy texting with someone, so it was felt really awkward for a while. Then I see some guy flash by, completely destroying the logic with the Socially Awkward Penguin moment when you're stuck at an intersection, not know when to go because you don't want people in vehicles to wait for your decision for too long.

=P

Anyway, I eventually make it to the other side, and the dream environment changes. It seems to be a mix of a school area, and incomplete houses.

I go towards the one on the right side, and see there were incomplete stairs. Like, I only saw the little hooks that would support a step of a stair, but no steps at all.

And there were people inside the house too on the top floor inside....lol, how did they even get there if there weren't stairs, or a door that should've been apparent by now.

I think I even see the Pre-Calculus teacher I had in the last High School I was in, and she was blonde just like the one in waking life. But I only see her for 1-2 seconds probably, and I think I'm asking someone a few questions.

Then there's a slight shift to where I'm in class, and I'm staring at a girl and wonder how her ass is so big (it wasn't that big). I think I even blurted out how that girl's ass can be big...looooool.

05.29.2012

Frost Dragon Bones in a Lecture? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, this dream was completely associated with me playing Runescape late at night trying to do Fight Kiln with only a Unicorn and three Saradomin Brew Flasks (6 doses).

Horrible move. Not only did do well with getting my ass handed to me, but still come out smelling like roses until wave 20 (there's 37 waves in total), I also managed to barely survive....and then I fucking realized I had two invulnerability crystals, but I didn't use them AT ALL, I decided to ignore them against the Jad on Wave 20....LOL.

Anyway, on to the dream, since I actually remember a few!

All right, I'm in a lecture room, and it seems I'm a little early. Go me for being goody two shoes and going to lecture rooms early!

There are a lot of dream characters that look familiar to me. There was one that stood out to me, and the other was just a random person I didn't even know about.

Both were blonde, what is my obessesion with blondes man? Anyway, while more people were getting inside the lecture room, for some reason, I decided to cover myself in pink cloth.

Now get this, I.....for some reason I can feel every sensation as I'm pulling the pink cloth over my face and body. What's funny is that I could still see perfectly fine, it's like I didn't even have a pink cloth over me.

What kind of logic is this?!?!?!? As I'm randomly looking at people (and I think I turned my back around or probably somehow to turn my whole body completely), I finally turn back in front of the screen.

I look to my left, and I see another blonde girl in the same row as me. She looked nerdy, had glasses, blue or green eyes, wearing a light swamp-ish green sweater, and a long Khaki/beige skirt/dress that probably went all the wait down a few inches past her knees.

She was looking at me for a while, and it was hard if she was spacing out and forgot that she was looking at me, or if she was just confident with herself and didn't care if I saw her.

I look at her the whole time, see her glance away by looking on the floor in the row she's in, and then she looks at me again.

Hmm..............


Glasses, Khaki/Beige skirt/dress, and blonde?


Hmm.............


Naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah, didn't even look close to her, she was honestly not someone with any kind of sex appeal.

I wonder if she was dressed like that on purpose or something....oh well.

Apparently, students are doing presentations, and I think I was starting with mine, seeing as when the dream shifts, I had to pick up this miniature sized Frost Dragon bone on the long desk.

The bone was a transparent and cyan object, and I'm not sure I even picked it up, but I was done with my presentation....but I don't remember even saying anything....

Anyway, the boyfriend of this other blonde girl that caught my eye, let's call her Sammy, goes up for his presentation.

I honestly don't know how a beautiful girl like her would be going out with someone below average....maybe she wants someone lower on the attractive spectrum to be loyal to her.

LOL.

Sorry, being a little too cocky there.

I honestly thought this guy was going to give a horrible presentation, the way his face was, his hair, I think I compared him to myself too much. I probably was jealous because he had a cute girlfriend, and I probably wanted her to be my girlfriend in the dream.

Don't try to steal another man's girlfriend Link......

As I'm moving out of the way for him to get ready with his presentation,

He actually knows his stuff, and he's talking about Beetles, not The Beetles, BEETLES, insects. I don't know if he's pulling out these terms out of his ass or something, but he knows his stuff! At least he sounded smart, because that seems to be the only way to scare a few people who have to do presentations after as well.

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05.29.2012

Casino (Possible Shared Dreaming Attempt to find Alyzarin?) (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Ah...despite my horrible recall from this dream, it felt kind of cool being in a Casino.

Lol, as I was in the middle of typing this, apparently, Alyzarin had a dream where she owed someone money.....I wonder if this could've been a potential shared dreaming attempt that my non-lucid state seems to do at random times.

Anyway, I think took the body of Spike Spiegel from Cowboy Bebop, or at least, had the voice of him (if I could imitate his voice, he'd be the only accent I would use in waking life, just an awesome voice to have! Cam Clarke doing Kratos' voice in Tales of Vesperia would come in a close tie or second).

But let's just assume I'm me in the dream, body and all. I'm in an apartment, and there's a few people in the room, but I can't remember if I interacted with them, or just tried to blend in the crowd. It seemed I had a goal in mind, but I don't know what exactly.

I decided to go to a door, open it slowly, and peek through to my right to see there's a few guys in Black Suits and fully armed.

Shit.

Close the door quickly!

Nothing happens.

Okay......

Open the door slowly again, seeing as they aren't out to randomly shoot whatever door pops up, which saves me the trouble of killing people not out to get anyone.

Guess I should give myself a pat on the back for not actually killing someone randomly!

I walk casually upstairs, and I finally get on the top floor to see that these guys kind looked like Bouncers, in a way, just armed.

It seems I had a Gun Belt attached to my body, along with suspenders for the belt. So the gun that was contained in the case of the gun belt was actually on the sides of my torso region.

I'd expect the armed Bouncer guys to be a little more serious, because I have a gun, and I could've just decided to shoot all of them at once, but again, I probably would've been riddled with bullets if I did try to.

They were surprisingly calm, very calm, it almost scared me to the point where I thought this thing could be staged.

Anyway, I put my hands up in that position where someone would tell you "Freeze!", but they didn't say anything, I just decided to be smart and raise them up.

In fact, I was surprisingly calm as well.

When Dreamprofesser saw me in a dream one time, he said I had a very calm personality...

Hm....I wonder if I was watching my non-lucid state that has all sorts of behavior was exhibiting this quality for a good reason, or I'm probably just over-analyzing things again...probably the latter.

I guess you could say I had the calming personality because I wasn't afraid to die or something. They take my gun, and they give me the OK the go inside this Casino section.

The floor was green, carpet green, classic color for a Casino. I see some poker chips on a few tables as well. And from this point, I don't really remember anything else other than being inside a mini Casino.

After going through those bouncers, I felt a huge load of stress coming off, and I guess I spent the time playing around in a Casino.

But I don't think I would be the type to do gambling, I willing to put down some money to say my non-lucid state was looking for Alyzarin, since she remembered being at a casino/water park-ish area as well.

Lol. I just contradicted my statement of not gambling, when I'm betting that this was a possible shared dream attempt.

Whatever.

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05.29.2012

Dog Pooping (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't want to go into much detail here....I'm in an area that looks a lot like College Station, and as I'm getting closer to an intersection, there are a few cars waiting for who got to the stop sign first before moving.

This made it awkward for me, so to prevent myself from going at the wrong time, I sat down near the end of the sidewalk, and pretended I had something to do until the small traffic cleared up.

LMAO....Socially Awkward Penguin trait right there...

I shift myself to the right, because I found myself realizing I was blocking a walk way for people to pass by. But the sidewalk was wide enough for me not being a barricade though. Guess I just did it out of Courtesy.

I feel that there going to be some people passing by me, and I was right. It was just a random group of older teenagers, and one girl was holding a dog.

It looked like those Dachshund dogs, or the Sausage dog .

The girl has the dog contained around her left arm, as if she made a circular gap with her arm for it rest in between.

It started taking a shit, and I'm walking behind them as well.

Come on woman, put the dog down and let it do its business instead of messing up the sidewalks!

I didn't want to say anything, I just spend the time trying to dodge the dog pooping at random areas on the sidewalk.

Ugh.....

I found myself in an apartment in town (the city), I had either bought or rented it.

*****

I had forgotten completely about this dream, until I rediscovered the note 3 weeks later. Strangely enough, within a week of having the dream; I started cutting my expenses, consulted a bank regarding financing a home loan sometime next year, and began planning to pay any outstanding debts and start saving every dollar for a home deposit.

05.22.2012

D in Biology 112 and OctoberWind or Alyzarin? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't even know what to say about this dream. I think it's a really pathetic dream, seeing as it's trying to be prophetic with which grade I'm going to get for my Biology 112 course.

I'm inside a building, but it feels like a middle school building instead of a section in college, in fact, it looks likes like the Thornton Middle School I used to go.

The flooring, the walls, and the gym that is basically one of the major sections in the school were all paired pretty accurately. It's kind of hard remembering what I did first, so I'll just trace my steps back and hope for the best.

I believe I start getting ready to run to the gym, and I'm running pretty fast too (seems I was right about speed running being something I never really have to practice much in my dreams). Then there's this female in a blue jacket that is running along with me, and I realized that when I'm running, I'm using my toes to push myself forward.

I decided to plant each foot to the ground instead of using my toes alone, and I went much faster, but the girl to the left of me went even faster than me. I tried to catch up to her, but she made me look so slow.

She didn't even turn her face to talk to me or anything, especially since other dream characters weren't even running at all. I decided to just stop running, take a moment to stand still, and then just casually walk my way to the gym.

Well aren't you smart to not do a reality check Link...*facepalm*

It seems I'm going in the gym to do some kind of fitness test, but at the same time, it feels liike I'm trying to get my overall grade for the Biology course, very confusing. I get near a random guy sitting down who looks like a staff member who seems to be giving out information or something important to other people.

I check my wallet for my college ID, and I see an ID, but it isn't the one for my University. I don't panic (oddly enough), and I had to go back to wherever (should've questioned where you were the last few minutes in your dream Link!) it is I started from.

From here, my recall of where I went is totally blank, but there's a continuation of this dream with a dream shift.

I believe I'm sitting in a different gym, it's a little darker, but it is very spacious and has just feels like I'm in a pretty clean environment. I'm sitting in a partial lotus position, and I see a few random females near me.

Then I saw a girl that I thought I would never see in my dreams. She looked a lot like Shelby in waking life when I was a senior in High School. She's a blonde female (Go figure Link...), and even though she may not have the looks, she looked cute to me in waking life, but some guys would just think she has no appeal at all.

Guess I'm weird like that, though I do admit that I looked at her body more in the dream, but just can't find the right description for it. She was wearing some shorts, and a shirt with long sleeves. The shirt itself was light green, with a mix of turquoise to it, I'm not really good with specific colors here....=(

Then I have another dream shift where it feels like I missed something....that I forgot something important....then I had a "OH CRAP" moment. I'm outside, the sky is pretty neutral and gray, and I turn right to head to a buiilding, and for some odd reason, the insides of it represent a Biology lab.

I go inside, close the door, and spend some time looking around. It had almost everything to fool myself into thinking it's the real deal in waking life. The blacktops with dark brown wood finish on the bottom, top shelves on the side, things like that.

Then I realized I had to go back to get something....(it really took me a while to realize that I'm heading back with my ID this time, but even then, I'm not sure if I paid attention to double check to see if I do have it this time).

I turn to my left, and I see someone in a blue jacket again.....Her hair, her face, she looked very happy, but she was looking down on the ground, and walking fairly slow. But I think that's because my mind was in such a rush. I could've sworn I saw OctoberWind just now.

The girl fits her visage, cheekbone structure and everything, and she had a cute smile as well. I look at her for a while to see if she really is her, and I'm pretty sure that was her.

But I didn't have time to do an ignore test to see if I accidently met her on the dreaming plane. Sometimes I wonder if it was Alyzarin as well, because I remember her wearing a blue hoodie as well in an non-lucid shared dream I had with her before.

I was too focused in going back to the gym, and I think I have a dream shift to where I'm in the hallway getting closer to the gym. I have a feeling that it's too late for me to get whatever it is I'm looking for inside of the gym, because I see a group of guys in orange shirts and blue pants telling me that whatever it is, it's done.

I didn't give up though, I ignored them, went to the right side and started to run quickly. Then I stumbled upon an older lady. She was a little shorter than me, she wore a black suit jacket with a white shirt underneath, and I was asking if I can get my grade for Biology.

I asked her because I heard people talking about the grades they had, and tells me to follow her a bit. There's a small basket on top of a table with white cloth over it, and she takes out a folder with some paper in it (or it could've just been a set of papers she took out instead of a folder).

Anyway, she shows me the grade I have for the lab section of the course, which is an "F"?

Wait what? Isn't that supposed to....this doesn't even make sense.....but I didn't do a reality check..*sigh*

Then she shows me my Lecture Grade for the course, which is a D A.....freaking D, you don't know how happy I felt when she handed me those papers for myself, and she said that this type of grade would give me a C.

For a class that had a trolling professor who purposely wanted the class average to be a 70, passing the class with a D alone was enough for me.....

I get out of the gym, walking a blindly in the hallway, still having the thought of passing this course saturated in my mind, and then a guy to the left of me said that I'll probably just get a D instead of a C.

Well, okay buddy, way to try and destroy my moment of happiness. I don't really like the idea of a D or a C in a class, but it's Biology, so my standards are little bit different than they were in High School...

That's all I remember.

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05.22.2012

House Inspection (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm with my father, and we're inside of a random house, and the owners were not there at all. It seems they were evicted, and couldn't get all their belongings in time. My father goes inside one bedroom, and it's lit up as well, and the whole place looks like someone was having a rush getting their things together.

I noticed I had a gun in my hand, in fact, I think it's the same gun in waking life, loooooool. Anyway, I had the magazine on my right hand I think, because with me being ambidextrous, my left hand seems to be a better trigger side instead of my right.

Because if cocked the handgun back with my left, it's too weak and I struggle too much, so I have to use my right.

I brace my back against the wall, and I honestly don't know why I'm all paranoid, since the house was empty. I almost put the magazine within the chamber for the gun, but I only put it half way, I had a hunch that I should just wait to see how things played out. Oh, and before I put it half way, I made sure it was inserted the right way....would be embarassing if I put it the other way and tried to shoot, get pissed because it didn't work, and then wonder why I failed, hahaha.

I go inside the bedroom my father is looking around, and I see a bunch of stuff here that should've been taken into consideration on the evicted people's list of things to get. Like really, a mini HD TV on top of the shelf? *sigh*

I forget what I did after that.

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05.22.2012

Linkzeidra, Kaomea, and Alyzarin Banned (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

No, I didn't spell my name wrong, because there was a person who had an account of Linkzeidra, or something like that, but not my name.

The way this dream was set up, I had moments where I asked myself, "Wait a second....." but never did a reality check....LOL.

First, Kaomea gets banned for some weird reason, I saw her last post being on the Rant and Rave, Cry and Complain thread....LOL. I think she posted like one or two words on a post, and then another Kaomea bans the previous Kaomea that posted?

The new version of Kaomea's account had a dark avatar, like, it could've been a picture of a succubus or something, but it was a lady in profile view, and her skin was ranging from dark grey or light black.

What what??!?!?!?!?!? And I STILL didn't do a reality check.

This Linkzeidra guy, apparently it's my account, because I'm worried on why I'm banned. The account has over 9,600 likes, and it takes me a while to go into a "WTF" expression when I saw that many likes. I looked at Alyzarin, who was also banned, and I forget the number of likes she has.

I started to speculate on how the hell did I get so many likes in a short span of time, but again, no reality checking for me, guess I was happy with the 9,600+ likes....hahahahahaha

When I tried making a post, I get a message saying that my IP was banned, and I'm wondering why the hell am I still banned.

I think I log on the KVirc client, but that doesn't work either. I also noticed that the KVirc client had a black background theme to it, another subtle change I didn't realize until now.

After being patient, I go back and try to make a post again, and I'm finally able to. Apparently, Dreamviews is linked with Runescape? Because I was on the Runescape hompage, and it said the reason for the bans were because of a "Snook" test?

Weird....anyway, that's all I remember.

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05.22.2012

Sitting Outside (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm outside of my apartment, (I'm not even there in waking life), and I'm sitting at some chair near the columns supporting the upper regions of the apartment complex.

I think I'm waiting for someone, and I see my blonde neighbor go out with some chicks. She's wearing a faded blue hoodie, and she and the two other ladies are walking straight on the grass, and then turn to the left to go inside the vehicle.

I shift my attention back by looking down to see the desk I'm sitting on.

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05.22.2012

Starbucks and C.C. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm at Starbucks, and instead of going to the cash register, people can go near the employees making the coffee, etc., and ask them what they wanted.

It was my turn, and I wanted to get a Vanilla Bean Frappuccino, but before I can make complete sentence, I start stuttering. The blonde female in front of me that's waiting for my order, she goes over to the next person, most likely because she's seeing I'm having trouble saying a few basic words.

I finally tell her what I want, and she starts making it. How it's set up, she has to take 4 cups, add certain ingredients to each one, and then mix them all up in one cup.

She asked me if I wanted more of any of the 4, and I started to stutter again, but I quickly got out of that and asked if I could get more sugar.
She finishes making it for me, and then something weird happens.

I get a flashing view, or maybe I'm seeing her right in front of me when I turn, but I see C.C. from Code Geass (but I didn't know her name until I googled it, hahaha). It was kind of awkward because when I turned around, I go into this weird view of looking at her from the bottom up.

She had some ASS, and the moment I'm looking up slowly, I see green hair near her waist, and from that point on, I think I see her face, but then things start to fade too quickly.

Okay.....>.>

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05.22.2012

Mii Avatar Couple Insanity (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There's a Mii Couple standing on a ship, like the upper levels where the Sail is attached. The husband has to kill his wife who is near a ledge, I guess she was too crazy, and had to be killed.

It takes the husband a while to kill his wife, but he slices the front of her head off, and he starts going crazy and I think he's crying while running away from where his wife died. I think there was a swat team or something like that.

Too disturbing, but I did see blood for once.

I believe there's a dream shift to where I'm Link from Legend of Zelda: Windwaker, and I'm going through some areas until I jump on a dark and evil section. The castle looked like one of those shady looking monsters where their eyes and mouth were the main features.....too lazy to remember that one.

05.16.2012

Political Science Class Moved (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't really want to remember much from this dream, kind of boring and pointless seeing as I already took the class.

I'm upstairs in a building with carpet flooring, it's dark blue or something like that. I'm following some blonde female in a pink tank top and skirt. I'm wondering where the Political Science Exam is being held, and there's nobody in the room I think it's supposed to be in.

Then I found out it's pretty close by, and I follow the blonde I believe. By this point, I'm not even sure if it was an exam we had to take, because people were asking what they can do if they couldn't finish the assignment right.

The professor said that he's willing to the person who asked start over again, and then tells everyone they can fix anything they think is wrong, and wants us to start doing it immediately.

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05.16.2012

Girl with Tentacles (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Wait what? I saw this in my notes, and I don't recall ANYTHING from this lmao.

I guess that's what it was....girl with tentacles...wow....I really should've taken the time to type it when waking up....

Must've been those images I saw late at night.....

Well...I already said too much there.....

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05.16.2012

Dead Bear (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm going back to my apartment, I see the blonde neighbor that lives two doors to the left of me in waking life. She tells me "Hi," and she was busy talking to someone.

I think I respond, then I go to open the door, go inside, and find a lot of changes to my apartment, but I didn't do a reality check....I'm not even at my apartment in waking life right now...

My father shows up at one point, forget what he does, I go outside, I see a dead bear, or at least it looks dead. It's laying on its back with arms and legs spread out. I think me or someone pulls it in.

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05.16.2012

Bunny Girl Porn? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Uh....this was in my notes as a dream, but I guess it was just me watching some kind of Bunny Girl Hentai or something....

Had the alarm wake me up at several times, well, just 2-3 times, which is why I remembered a few dreams.

Took 6mg of Melatonin before going to bed, had one moment where I could've done a DEILD, but gave up, had one moment where I could've used the CANWILD tech, but failed to cooperate....ugh...but I met a certain someone, twice.

05.10.2012

Eva in my Arms..... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm sitting in a gym, and I'm resting on a wall somewhere, and it seems that me and someone in my arms is in an area with some group of children and teenagers. She was resting on my chest, probably sleeping or something, because there wasn't a lot of movement on her part.

I think she probably was injured, but I'm not sure. While I was wrapping my arms under her armpits and to her sides, I also touched near her upper thigh region. There were children around, but I didn't really care if they were going to see some awkward things happening.

I didn't realize it at first, but I had to be holding Eva, because for some reason, I think I had a dream shift from a previous dream, and I don't know if it's the second time I held her in my arms below, or if that was first and this was second.

Ugh...anyway, I had her wrapped on me while she's sleeping, and I had my hand close enough to where her private areas could be touched, but I didn't do anything else.

Some child who looked like a kid I knew in waking life is looking at us basically groping each other, or maybe groping her, and tells me,

"Hey you can't do that!"

Just hearing this brat's voice pissed me off, I wanted to tell him to Shut the fuck up because he has no say in this matter, but I tell him in an awkward tone,

"Yes I can! She's my girlfriend!"

Uhhh did that just come out of my mouth in this dream?


.....................looooool....

The worse part about this dream was that I could only feel someone embracing my body, so it being Eva could be wrong, but it felt like her....I guess? Even though I never really knew how she was towards me?

I guess she could've been alive, or I could've been a necrophiliac and had a near to death body....BAHAHAAHAHHA, that's not really funny....*cries* who knows....

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05.10.2012

Eva in my Arms.....again? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm playing Metal Gear Solid 3, or at least seeing Snake walk around in third person perspective, and I believe I'm controlling him without actually playing the game, if it is a game....

I believe we were in the Swamp/Forest/Jungle part in the game, and I believe I was trying to hide from Ocelot, but I didn't notice until the dream resets just a little bit.

I saw Eva disguised as Tatyana, her alias, and she was wearing the whole green outfit as well. She looked like she was waiting for someone, seeing as she was just standing there.

There's some gaps in my recall on this, so I'll presume there's a dream shift, and it seems that I'm holding Eva in my arms again. I think there was some major fighting going on, since I saw Snake being pulled up from a helicopter, along with a few other DCs except for me and Eva.

She looked tired and injured, like in the last dream. I go to an area in the Jungle where we can both rest. I believe I braced against a wall and sat down while holding her in my arms.

The dream resets, and I say reset because Eva was standing in the same position I saw her in.

This time she asked to herself,


"Where is that asshole?"

.........................................>.>

..............<.<

...............heh....hope she wasn't referring to me.....*cries*

Anyway, while she's standing around, I hear the Caution music for MGS3 playing, and I think I'm playing as Snake again in third person mode. I think I had to lure Eva to go to a certain spot so Ocelot wouldn't see me.

And the same item I had to use was a Croc cap....loooooool, okay, working with the logic, I throw the croc cop somewhere in front of Eva.

(It wasn't the whole croc cap, just the package it comes in when you find it in the game)

As she goes towards it, I go around this small boulder separating us, and I think I put her in a CQC hold, or in short, just holding her near her neck, but not really trying to kill or injure her.

I think I had another moment where the dream resets again with me throwing the Croc cop near Eva's area, but I kind of threw it in an awkward position, so I picked it up, and threw it again.

I don't know why the dream resets for me to be in that situation, but I get to Eva again either way, but I didn't get to hold her because Ocelot was still around.

I thought he caught me, but apparently, he doesn't have any intention to kill me, he's just surprised that I'm here, I guess, and he wants me to take out all the weapons and items I have.

The environments starts getting weird, I'm seeing Solid Snake in third person view instead of Naked Snake (Solid Snake isn't really supposed to be born right now, seeing as he's the son of Eva being the surrogate for Naked Snake???....but it's a dream, so oh well).

The environment turns blank and has some colors of gray or silver. The whole place is dull, it's like this whole thing was simulation like in the VR missions you see in MGS2 with Raiden or Snake.

Anyway, Solid/Naked Snake (I can't tell anymore) starts dropping his weapons and items, they just come out of him like that lol.

Ocelot is inspecting them, picking them up, and while he's doing that, my perspective is kind of weird. I'm also checking them as well, in a weird third person perspective. I saw some letters like "p squared (p^2) and probably "q squared (q^2)" as well.

For some reason, that has to be related to the Hardy-Weinberg equation of p^2+2pq+q^2=1......


Hmmm, I wonder why the description on some items had elements of that equation???

I can't remember much that occurs later on in the dream, except for Ocelot looking around and picking up all the items around Snake that he wanted him to take out.

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05.10.2012

Biochemistry Seminar Class (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking outside near my University, around clock tower, and it seems I'm headed for the Biochemistry Seminar course I had this semester. I see a guy wearing a fluorescent green shirt and black pants, along with a black packpack as well.

I couldn't make out his face, but it looked like he was one of the classmates I had for the class, and he was headed his way to the classroom as well. I go the usual way to get to the class since there was construction going on from the last route I took the first semester of college.

I tried to see if the construction still went on in the dream, but the place was gated, so I couldn't go the other way even if it was all cleaned up and brand new.

Now here's the next part that I'm confused on which happened first......

I go inside a building, and the carpet is green I believe, I head near a room that I assume is the class I have to go to. Then I see a blonde girl sitting near the door, and I sit next to her. She was wearing a white shirt and black sports shorts with the white lining on the sides of them.

Then I believe I decided to head into the room, and I see almost everyone that took the class in waking life. I see that they're turning in some paper for a seminar, and it had the previous guest speaker's name on it...let's call him Pat.

I realized something was weird and asked them,

"Wait, didn't our teacher say that since it was our last seminar meeting, that we didn't have to turn in a paper?"

They all realized this and some probably had a mental facepalm moment and said, "ooooh yeah."

Even though I realized that we didn't have a paper to turn in, I still didn't do a reality check myself because I'm already finished with the course, so I guess it wouldn't have been any better to tell them that, but I guess it was better for me, because I would be panicking, because I didn't think I had a paper to turn in for the teacher.

Since we didn't have a paper to turn in, and since it was our last seminar class last week, I told them while standing up getting ready to leave,

"So I guess this means we can go........right?"

I look at them, and it seems they're turning their face towards a Biochemistry Adviser in waking life that I've seen before. I sit back down and ask her a few questions like if the teacher is going to show up.

Apparently, she's there just to fill his spot in the mean time. I was confused, and ask her why she's here, but I said it indirectly, which made it harder because she didn't understand what I was asking her, looool.

She was talking about some theories on the white board, and was making some kind of weird model of some kind of hormone, RNA, DNA, or whatever molecule.


She told us to watch out for any small green parts to the model being on the floor. I lean to my left side, and I check the floor, which was fluffy, and there seemed to be no green parts at all, so I get back up and watch her go on some wild tangent over random information.

It was something like a Butter something Theory, where the hottest region in the universe would roll all over, like a dab of butter in the middle of the pan would be heated up, and the pan would lean to various sides, causing the butter to move around.

She didn't really tell me all this, but the name of the Theory automatically made me associate it with that in the dream.

The dream shifts, and I think the real professor actually is here. I forgot if I asked him if I can use a printer, or if he needed to get something printed, but I use the printer to the left of me, and it seems that it isn't printing right. As the paper is going down to be printed, it goes down too fast, which means things get misaligned. The paper even folds into two because of the force, and I look at the professor awkwardly.

Then he starts talking about some stuff, and was using some headphones I had as a microphone, but I signaled him that he should use the microphone that's placed right in the middle of me. He takes it, and I move the wire away from the printer so he can have more wire to move around with.

I'm not listening to ANYTHING this guy is saying, I just pretend that I'm interested in everything he's saying. Then I get some flashing clips of some lady in a shiny and silver latex suit, kind of like the suits one of the ladies from the Beauty and the Beast unit in MGS4 would wear when they had the name "Laughing (name)."

Even though I'm seeing the ass of the woman, I think the lady had black hair or something, and she was crawling all over the place showing her ass off. I think it was probably Raging Beauty.

Better view than listening to the professor....and I should've caught that the guy never taught in class, all he did was just have the filler role of guiding the guest speaker to the right place after they gave us a little preview of that they'll be talking about.

I can't remember much after that.

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05.10.2012

Melanieb's Hot Older Daughter (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Okay, this dream.....either I'm seeing someone in the future, or maybe Melanieb has a daughter my age that she hasn't talked about to me.

Anyway, I'm looking at a photo of a hot blonde girl, probably around my age of 18, and there's this guy who has six pack abs and everything, a perfect trophy boyfriend for the girl.

Melanieb is talking to me through some instant messaging program, but it's appearing as a small hologram instead of me using a laptop. She starts talking about how fine the guy looks, and I just take what she says about him.

I zoom in closer on what might be an older daughter of hers, and she was pretty hot. Her lips were little big, but it wasn't a distraction or anything.

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05.10.2012

Get Out... (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This same dream...I could've done a DEILD from the CANWILD tech I was trying to do...you'll see...

I was arguing with my mother about something, and we're inside my apartment, lol that's weird......

Anyway, I started to get serious with her, and eventually, she can't take it anymore and wants me to get out of my apartment.....um okay....it's my apartment, but okay, I'll get out if you lost the verbal battle with me.

I look at the table to my right, and I grab a shirt before going outside. She's pointing her way to the door, and as I'm getting closer and closer....

THE ALARM RINGS....and I wake up. Lol, I could've went for a DEILD, but eh.....I don't know what was wrong with me, that was the PERFECT association my body has made to signal me that the alarm was about to initiate.

Oh well...

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05.10.2012

Ho-Oh (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in this area where there's a few green hills, along with buildings with some stone gray stairs, and having an overall color of gray to them. There were a lot of areas where you hide under the stairs.

I think I was playing a game with some random people, I can't remember exactly, and I believe I saw a Ho-Oh somewhere in this dream.

The dream shifts to me just running around the place, trying to find the people I was playing with....

What a boring dream......

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05.10.2012

Sidney Poitier Arrested? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in a house, and my mother and Sidney Poitier are with me as well. The doorbell rings, and I go check to see who it is by looking through the hole. I couldn't get a good view of them, because everything was blurry. I told the people inside what they looked like, but I can't remember the exact description.

I head to go back to a room somewhere in the house, and the door opens. It was two cops in black uniforms that came to arrest Sidney Poitier.


One of the cops comes in while Poitier is being hand-cuffed, and he's asking if one of us is the father.....lol wut??? I looked at my mother, and asked her if I should call my father (wait why would I do that???).

The cop said I can call him, I think? I can't remember much after that.

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05.10.2012

Blonde girl kidnapped (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm honestly freaked out by this dream....ugh...

There's this blonde girl who looks like she's around the age of 4-7, and she's wearing a light pink outfit. I believe she was going to walk with her friend to go home, but I think she disappeared.

Then a random old man in horrible clothing, almost as if he's a homeless guy, comes in and grabs the little girl, and has one hand over her mouth so she wouldn't scream.

He said that they would both have a fun time together...

Ugh...disgusting.