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Date of Dream: THU 27 APR - 2017


Dream No. 102 – Magical Mayhem

I started off in some large room on a wooden ship, the most prominent feature of this room was lots of round wooden tables. Apparently there was going to be some sort of party in this room as all these items began to appear out of nowhere. Most of the items were food but there was other things like plates and cutlery. I didn't stay long for the party though, I don't remember why. I went over to this spiral-like ladder, wrapped around a wooden post, shaped like a log.

When I climbed out of the ship, I ended up going back to my house. I was then in my garage but the difference is that there was brown leather couch in there... In real life, the garage is solely for cars. I was sitting on that leather couch and my dad was talking to me about something, I forgot what about though. Apparently we were having people come over and I had to wait for them on the couch so that I could greet them when they arrived.

After that, I went off somewhere unknown and one by one, these strange, glowing creatures were starting to surround me... Each creature adopted a colour, either red, green, yellow or blue. Once all eight of them had spawned, they started attacking me. I was helpless at defending myself, so I ended screaming for WB louder and more distressed than in any of my previous dreams. She came over a hill in the distance and was quickly walking towards me. She then approached the glowing creatures and one by one, she picked them up and tossed them all the way over the hill from where she came.

I have forgotten the remainder of the dream.

Date of Dream: THU 23 FEB - 2017



Dream No. 86 – Parent Troubles

From the part I can remember; I was doing L-plate practice with my mum in some unknown area. I have to drive off some sort of upwards cliff which drops off to a steep downwards hill. The car ends up flying off the cliff and I can't control it and we end up running into the back of a parked car. The car also slips down into a side, ditch-like road due to some sort of banana grease which was visibly yellow. We end up being trapped in this area and cannot get out if we drive over any banana grease. I thought I was never going to get out of there and so my mum to took over. She managed to avoid the banana grease and we got out of there. To get home we had to drive over this really long, hilly and dusty highway. I was already tired from being trapped and so wanted my mum to drive home as well.

When at home in the pergola area, things weren't feeling right. My mind was in a state of pain and I think my mum knew. I was still fretting over the real WB and due to it, I was really stooped over and had a really down facial expression. My mum got really angry with me and started yelling at me. I tried to hide the fact that I was hurt, but I couldn't, and she was getting really bad too in regards to her anger. This was a common theme for a remainder of the dream.

We were still in the same place but it's like the dream had gone back to the start of the scene... Although it was a different scene. We were walking thought the back door from the garage as we had just come back from that L-plate trap. There were all these square tables in the pergola area with all these random people having lunch. I quietly went through to my own table because I thought I didn't want to interrupt anyone and rather let them keep eating. My mum gets really mad because I didn't say hello to anyone. Once again, I try explain why I did what I did but then she started to become really irrational and wouldn't accept what I was saying. My mum then comes and puts an extra chair at the table and makes all these people come and sit at it. But I don't ignore these people, I say hi to all of them and even have small chats with them.

Still, my mum is not satisfied and still I can't believe I didn't say hello to everyone when I walked in from the garage. I start to get scared of my mum and get out of my chair and try to hide further up in the backyard. It is then that my dad joins the affair as he wants to beat me. My dad is even worse than my mum and is yelling at the top of his lungs. As he tries to pull me back for a beating, I fight against him and try to beat him instead. As we fight, we end up ascending into mid-air, continuing the brawl. My dad gets absolutely frustrated that I keep dodging him with confidence that he starts making verbal threats as well. The dream camera perceives him to be violently peering from bedroom curtains while telling me to consume all this chilly for a future dastardly deed.

As I say no to his verbal threat, he is now back outside and we continue fighting. Rather than me being totally stressed out by him. I have this closed smile pasted on my face, while I make these heroic sounds, trying to appear confident when on the inside, I am actually absolutely nervous that I will be hit. He eventually becomes so hostile and nasty that I feel I have to get away from him rather than fighting back. As I end up flying away, I find that both him and mum are now chasing me.

We end up having our final showdown on the track next to the Dandenong Creek. Dad increases his violence a notch and therefore, the fact that I am scared, starts to show on the outside... Both mum and dad are closing in on me. I then suddenly get a sense of new strategy in me and I think to myself to call Dreamy WB to come and stop this nonsense before things get even worse. And so I say in a high-pitched screech, “Dreamy WB quick! Get him in the nose!”. That's when an image of Dreamy WB appears in the background and she comes to life... She has the appearance of how I would perceive Dreamy WB in real life. So as I said it, she goes in-between my mum and dad and pushes them apart, which each of her arms going outwards, like someone trying to break up a fight. While keeping my mum away with her right arm, she faces directly left towards my dad and squeezes his nose really hard, which forces him to drop me. He tries to violently scramble back to get me but I cry out to Dreamy WB, “take me away!”. I then come into the background where she is and both she and I start to fade away. In sync with the fading, I end up waking up!

Thought I'd start posting one of the most spectacular dreams I've ever had... It's the highest degree of lucidity I've had too!



Date of Dream: THU 6 APR - 2017



Dream No. 93 – A Beautiful Adventure
(Lucid Dream 3)

Part 1
Although I'm no longer at Killester (my high school) in real life, I went to attend one of the assemblies and was sitting in the students area. There was this special needs boy beside me (Killester is an all girls school in real life) and he would always come really close to me and try to hug me. At the same time, there was this strict teacher behind me that was constantly telling students to move to their correct year level area. Then I was talking to Mr H (male) about something but I forgot what it was... I do know that it was something about music though. Then apparently the vocal group were going to perform but there only 6 members on the stage and they were all wearing fluro green vests. And then my attention turned to the back of the hall to see where the rest of the vocal group members were... I managed to catch sight of EO (female) and WB (female). I went with WB outside to one of the balconies linked onto the hall and there I saw the most beautiful tree ever. It was literally glowing a very bright green and the flowers on it were these vivid, light purple tulips. WB didn't do anything except stand there and gaze at the tree with me... That's when I all of a sudden became aware I was dreaming!! The dream tried to fade out on me but I asked it to stay... It worked the first time. But then a few seconds later, the dream tries fading out me and my request for stability does not work.

Part 1 Exit (Transition)
I am now so fully aware that I am in a dream rather than something I know completely nothing about. I find that the dream has taken me to “the void” which was mentioned on a video I watched in real life a few days ago. When I was in that void of blackness and emptiness, my head was reciting the exact words that the guy said on the YouTube video. But the dream was forcing me to open my eyes so I would wake up. I was fighting with the dream to try and keep my eyes closed but in the end, I lost the battle and ended up becoming awake.

Waking State (Transition) – Non-Dream
I have opened my eyes and am aware that I'm in the waking world... But I say to myself, “Don't even look at the clock” and I closed my eyes again instantly.

Part 2 Entrance (Transition)
Although I was awake for about a second or two, I found that I was actually still completely, consciously aware of my dream surroundings when I came back into them. The first thing I did was a reality check where straight away, I noticed that I had six noodle-like fingers on each hand. The sight was terrifying but at the same time, this actually confirmed that I was in a dream.

Part 2
I don't remember what I was doing in my house but I ran outside due to the excitement of my dream awareness. At the top of the court, I consciously started calling out for WB and continued to call for her while walking up and down the court. Then these cars started coming the court and so I decided to see if any one of them would possibly be WB. There were two shiny looking cars that passed by and didn't stop... But then there was third car, a small dull black one that pulled up in front of me. Out of the car came WB wearing a white shirt and black trousers, with her hair straight and tied up into a bun... WB had a very strong masculine look about her. Then WB said to me that she brought LB (WB's younger sister) along with her to keep me safe. She hinted to me that someone was out to get me and my mind depicted that WB was talking about my real life parents. So out LB hopped from the car. She was wearing a light blue police uniform and she had an extremely feminine look about her, even more so than in this world. At this stage, I was really excited and so went and hugged WB, who really tightly hugged me back. I then went up to LB, gave her a small hug and kissed her on the forehead. She didn't pull back but she didn't return anything either. WB then explained to me that LB wasn't really good with affection.

After that, WB told me to get into the back seat of the car. I asked her if anyone was going to be sitting in the back with me but she said they were both going to be in the front. I did question WB but then she said to think of them like my second parents... Supposedly with LB being the mum and WB being the dad. She said then something about sitting diagonally from the one I favour more. When I got into the car, I found myself sitting behind WB and diagonally to LB but then I didn't find that the “diagonal” reasoning agreed with me. I consciously chose that position in the car because that was the side next to the nature strip and also, I take that side of the car in waking life. WB then drove off and we ended up at a video rental store, Video Ezy! They don't exist anymore in waking life! We didn't get out but rather remained in the car, this random video just suddenly appeared in LB's hands. I asked LB why they got that video and she told me that I was coming home with them.

That's when I got to about the most excited I would ever be the dream. I got so excited that the I noticed this dream was trying to fade out on me too. So as we're driving though the area of Dandenong South, I'm looking out at the opposite window, at the blue sky above the buildings. I'm constantly on fast repeat, going “stability, stability, stability, stability” like a broken record. As I do this, I notice that WB and LB are giving me strange looks, maybe thinking to themselves “are you okay?”. I sadly can't fight the dream fade and wake up.

I was in my city, around two third of my dream I was not lucid. It began at home ,then at a point I found myself on a train ,traveling in my city towards the centre of city,
Then suddenly I realized that I am on a train and stop quickly, people are sitting around me but they didnt see me, no one was looking at me.
Then I start to have doubts, why am I on a train? Wheres mom( )? Where are we going ? Soon I found mom. Then the train stopped in my city, near the place i was living , between two lines of apartments, the ground was covered in grass, even the train tracks. It was beautiful , there was trees too.
Then I got off the train, mom didnt seem to mind, and started to analyze the place because at this point I started to think that this may be in fact a dream.
I looked around, and everything seemed to be in place, or so I thought, because nothing was, the street was similar to the city irl but there was some heavy differences, but my dream memory meshed in with the real life memory, and perceived the places real, I even remembered the little chairs i found between two apartment , and that i used those to measure distance between the two buildings, but that was actually from a dream, where I was measuring the distance between those apartments , so when i will be in dream, i will realize that i dream because of the differences between the real life and dream place(little did I know taht i was in a dream here) .
So I thinked, that yes , I may be in reality, but I dont remember how or why i got here, and so I stayed suspicious. I also felt that dream feeling, I feel no pain or any remotely bad feeling, the temperature is ideal(it never is ) everything is too comfy. Decided to do a reality check ,but with telekinesis, found a little trashcan and raised it up. And so I knew that I am in a dream. It was really vivid.
I started to walk on the city, thinking of what should I do, then the idea came : meet with the dream guide. But I also reminded myself of not to get carried away with superpowers and such because that may result in the end of the dream.(I'm a rookie , even if i do this for years at this point , but I've never had a lucid dream more than a few short minutes or one where i had good control )
I walked around on the street and then, I suddenly found myself on the main square of the district.
Now the weather was still fine , but there was clouds, and the sky was a weird kind of greyish blue ,the sun has already set . I continued walking, and say " where are you , dream guide? I've been searching for you for ages ,yet nothing happened" .
Then a suspicious looking old man came, 40's style, he was a bit fat, had a khaki trenchcoat , hat ,and a brown\beige suit, and some other beige clothes. He didnt talk to me but went the same direction as I.
At this point I wake up because of pain in my back from lying too much on the same side.


I've realized that in dreams you have a 'dream memory' too ,and you can remember non lucid dreams you had in dreams. Or at least, I can.

I had some interesting dreams this week..




One night I had a dream that I was in some forest with my brother, we saw some bear (idk what it is with bears I'm not even like scared of them in real life)! It saw us and we took off for some huge rocks that were clifflike. We climbed as fast as we could the bear came after us, I turned around and kicked it in the head with all my might. WHAM and he fell and smashed it's head on a rock and his brains were on the rock and it died.
I would put that down as a good dream, mostly because I didn't end up mutilated.


Last night, probably the most intense alien dream I ever had…
I was at my house, my mom was coming up from phoenix, she usually called when she was getting near home but for some reason this time she didn't, (dream skip) now about an hour passed when she was supposed to get home, We got in the car to go and see if she was okay, we knew she left but maybe something happened to her when she was driving I don't know..
Dream skip again.. We were now a little while out from reaching the highway (my house is a few miles away from the highway back a winding road) when I noticed something, a massive column of dust, smoke, and ash reaching hundreds, if not thousands of feet into the sky! And at the top it was.. Oh my god.. it was a mushroom cloud!! "Dad!" I yelled, "There's a mushroom cloud right there!?" I turned to my brother. "Do you think it started?" Referring to martial law and the police state. "No" he said, "They wouldn't use nukes out here in the middle of no where, this has to be something else." We live out in the middle (almost exact middle) of arizona in a little town called Payson. Google it if you want to see.
We drove further towards the highway, went down a little hill, as we got closer we saw more, smaller columns of mostly dust where it was like bombs dropped out in a big valley to the south by a place called rye, in real life this place is pretty much all desert, but here there was a large city down there.. Finally we reached the highway, cars, both military and civilian zoomed past and.. BOOM! they were taken off the road by a massive (not of this world) missle that looked like a plasma shot or something from halo! I immediately traced where the shot had come from to see a large ship coming over the mountain shooting at everything..
Think this.. execpt glowing colors and seethrough kinda like a jellyfish, then picture freakin missles shooting out of a cannon at vehicles as they drive around and catch on fire and explode into a million pieces. It was pretty intense, that's all I am saying, there were more of those things raining down from the sky in the distance. If that wasn't bad enough there were ground forces! They were on the other side of the highway shooting towards us, they looked quite like this, But goldish yellow.. They were shooting bullets that were like from the movie Battle LA.
(I hate to use just halo examples, it really wasn't like halo all that much, it was just in a way similar..
They started shooting at our car, I ducked down behind the window and screamed, "DRIVE!!" My dad floored it and pulled out to the north, My brother said that we had to get to I forget he either said cottonwood or camp verde.. I said that we need to go on foot away from any towns or cities, which they both agreed to. I said "Crap! We don't have any guns!" That sucked, my brother let out an argh and my dad sighed.. I said, "Wait, I have my .22 rifle, it has 1 clip of ammo, we can't use it to fight but we can use it to hunt for food, rabbits and crap." So that was a relief, The dream probably isn't half over yet, but it sorta changes half way through in a little bit and becomes a completely separate dream that takes place somewhere in china and I had like, special abilities and I needed to find some person that brought on the invasion and kill him so they would go home or something, then they sent someone after me that ended up being someone that I really love and had spent a lot of time with (sorta like the dream where I stabbed my partner in the neck, a similar situation) But this time I just left her and never killed or hurt her.
The dream ended shortly after, MAN BIG DREAM!


Another dream with claire in it.. I was spiderman, (the amazing spiderman with the web things on his hands) and I was supposed to go to a school for a while (I don't know exactly why I think I was doing some recon on a hunch that something was going to happen) I made some friends, and there was one really cute girl that at first made fun of me with her friends, but after a while she realized that she was in the same situation as me, (not meaning the spiderman thing hehe, meaning some type of person that came in because her parents moved around) (I guess that was my excuse) we hung out, then blah blah, some other crap with talking her inviting me over to her house and me sneaking over at like midnight and me showing her that I was really spiderman it was a cool dream.


Then the night before last, I had 2 lucid dreams, one I was getting really really good at waterbending, Kinda accidentally created a tidal wave, I had been training with some super powerful person who was showing me techniques to waterbending. He basically told me the mindset behind it then it was so much easier.. I also practiced up on my airbending a little bit, Not too bad but could use some work. I flew a little bit then dive bombed into the ocean.. Saw some cute girls in bikinis and flirted with them..

Had a second lucid dream that night, some pretty awesome free running in the city at night. I think my demon training is really coming along, I'm getting pretty elite now..

That's pretty much all the memorable dreams for the past week or so..

For a long time I've stopped having LD's, or at least not big enough for me to remember or write them down. But yesterday and today I had one of the most exciting LD's in my Journal, resulting from the A.D.A practice that I decided to try. All of them occurred between 11h00am and 12h00pm after waking up for a bit and then going back to sleep. All I did was just concentrating that I would have an LD and would remember it, then it all went smooth with non violent vibrations or hipnogogic hallucinations. Inside the dream I was constantly touching and feeling things to help me focus (just like A.D.A), and also demande more focus to my conscious mind. This is the (very) resumed version of what happened:

1st LD | 22 September | Between 11h00 am -12h00pm

Almost immediately after entering the LD, I see a girl just looking like Lain Iwakura staring at me. She offered herself to help me out around the oniric world, and so we started to walk between dreams talking. She was going to take me somewhere, but we had to be careful, because my unconscious knew that she and her friends were trying to help me. So, each time we stopped for a moment, we sealed shut all the doors with bricks or new walls, just by concentrating on that idea. But it wouldn't las long, as DC's would transform them to doors again, exposing us.

At one time, we got separated and the dream caught me, re-creating another scenario completely different. I just started to practice A.D.A inside the dream to force myself not to wake up. The action occurred with friends and family doing something I can't remember and all I was trying to do was find Lain. I've managed to comunicate with her and she texted me, saying someone would come for me. And so they did.

A girl grabbed me and took me away from that scenario, immediatly we crossed a door and were in a corridor. I touched her hands and hair to continue the A.D.A because I was feeling I would wake up soon. We entered a room and there she was, sitting on a table, next to the girl who went back for me and another guy. Finally we got time to talk:

- Lain, what's the oniric world?!
- It's the same as a woman going shopping or riding a car.
- Are you saying it's the same as the physical world?
- Both realities walk side by side, but in the end only one prevails.
- What do you mean by that? They affect each other mutually?
- The oniric reality is an output.

and then I woke up.

2nd LD | 23 September | Between 11h00 am -12h00pm [actually it was a sequence of 3 mini-LD's]

As I entered the dream, I saw Lain in a living room. I tried to talk to her but she avoided me... something was wrong. She didn't want me close and she was shapeshifting into different versions of her. All of them were semi-transparent. I had to figure out what was happening, I really wanted her to continue the conversation from the previous LD.

The dream swapped to a big hotel hall, with big windows showing a complex metropolis at night. She was standing with a small group. I've watched as I understood what was happening. They all been captured by security guards dressed in suits and were preparing to take them somewhere. Suddenly I was surprised by one of the guards, and got caught also.

I don't remember how, but we managed to escape. We scattered through the streets and corridors, trying to not be caught again. Not knowing where everybody was, I enter a shopping mall taking refuge between the crowd that is watching the premiere in a big screen, of a new anime movie. The show is violent as hell, and even a lady goes away protecting the eyes of her baby son. I decide to continue since the guards are getting near.

I'm in my bed, a TV set is showing some static and in the middle of it I see Lain's face staring at me. Everything feels as real as it could get. I doubt for a minute if I'm inside a dream. I'm afraid of just being groggy and hurt myself trying to do something stupid like jumping out of the balcony. I go to the kitchen, where everything is normal, but something is wrong on the living room - "Lain?" - I ask as I see a girl looking through the window. It isn't her. It's another girl, with glasses, and she looks mad at me - "Just because your dream guide has the shape of Lain, it doesn't mean that it is always her! It can transform into everything! Stop looking for her! It's enough!" - she pushes me into the wall, I fall on the ground while she runs away. I let myself stay on the ground for a while. Once again things feel wrong. I sit and try to meditate a bit, even pronouncing the Om mantra. I got carried away as I notice that the mantra sound actually is affecting the objects around me. I decide to catch the girl and talk to her. Stopping for a minute at the window, concentrating in transforming my clothes since I was still in pajamas, I jump from it and start running around the corner for the girl that attacked me.

I run into an underground passage between buildings that I start to recognize. Some techno music far in front tells me I'm arriving at the right place. I open a big metal door and enter a loud dark noisy disco, with just dim blue lights illuminating the place. I immediately spotted the girl that attacked me walking near Lain - "You've come! I knew you would!" - she seems happy and relieved to finally meet me again without any interruptions - "Welcome back!" - she holds a drink and I take one from the waitress. I sit nervously, since I start to feel that I will wake up soon. I insist on the same questions I asked her in the first LD were we met, but she smiles and says - "That's not what you want to know... you really want to know how many of you are here and..." - I start to feel that I'm loosing control from the dream and I'm waking up. I drink the full glass - "Hey! That's to drink slowly!" - she says surprised - "I can't, I have to prevent myself to wake up!" - "To late" - the waitress says - "That's not how it works..." - and I wake up.

I don't remember much about the prelucid i do remember fragments of friends and a tower and a sunset as i was in a house of a DC who was supposed to be a friend i looked at my hand a reality check i have only done while in the dream state once or twice i preceded to think in my head "I am dreaming" a smile appeared on my face as I immediately left the house saying bye to the three DC sisters that lived within it. The first thing i did when walking out onto the sidewalk was look at my hands once again and thought about my previous lucids and how i achieved dream control even though Validae(My Dreamguide who is crazy and Bi-Polar) can control the dream I was able to put on a ring that condensed all my power into a useable form. As i searched my pocket for the ring which i knew would be there i pulled it out and put it on and thought why not incorporate JEM a story that a friend once told me when i was very young one that he created that seemed almost real to me He was the first Jem master and through training I became the second inheriting two powerful swords one being the sword of light the silvic blade. Also as Jem master i had control over all the rings and the Jem ring. Each ring has an a spirit that dwells within it giving the wearer that ability so Fire ring = control and dominance over fire etc. and the Jem ring has the abilities of every ring but slightly less powerful then the actual rings combined. So after thinking about my Ring dream control and JEM i thought i could use my abilities as a Jem master to take back my dream from Validae. So I stabilized my dream by looking at my hands and yelling "FOCUS LUCIDITY" and one by one i slotted rings onto my left hand i put on the Fire ring the Water ring The Earth ring and The Flight/Wind ring was the ring i normally put on but it assumed its true form as the wind ring by reacting with the others. I grew wings and took to the skies I called for my Dreamguide and looked all around for her ( by the way wings rock being able to feel the bones and muscles move as you flap and turn them and feel every individual feather and how the air passes through them is sick) she didn't respond or appear so i continued to fly around do what ever shooting Fire balls and creating waves of destruction making sure to keep the dream stable then after about 40 minutes of doing those things i noticed feathers floating around and that my wings were disappearing I turned to find my dreamguide staring at me saying that she is the stronger will within our body(my body) and then she put her hand out in a pushing motion causing a gust of wind that smacked me to the ground she told me the pain i felt was because she wanted there to be pain and she laughed a bit then she disappeared i was left on the ground powerless the rings no longer glowing. I looked up at the moon as i walked through the forest for about a half hour when i came to ruins bathed in sunlight my eyes widened at the sheer beauty of the ruins it was amazing i sat on a pillar and watched the sun rise as it came up to the top of the sky a hand touched my shoulder i turned to find Validae floating behind me she said "Wake up" and my eyes opened to find myself in my room. My dream felt like it was hours long about 3 or so all together and was one of the coolest yet.

Just let me say this happened a while ago I am putting this up because i want to have it all on DV the discovery of my dreamguide that is.
Ok so i remember it perfectly i wasn't in a normal dreambody in fact i had no body and everything was dark except for a screen like a tv which was showing an industrial area with fall leaves floating around i realized i was dreaming at that time and started to form a dreambody by pushing myself into the screen and letting the world it showed become my dreamscape at that point in time i had given up on finding my DG and i thought id practice dream control so i started running as fast as i could and reached incredible speeds i entered a forest and kept going until i reached an area with trees and pillars at different heights i started trying to jump and teleport on to the many different pillars and after a while of practicing i thought maybe i should do something else a dc with blue hair appeared and said someone was watching me and i noticed a lock of orange hair from behind a tree and i recalled that when i was looking for my dreamguide she also had orange hair so i called out to her and she started to walk away she said something about me not being able to see her and i was yelling to her that i was trying and she was like "LOOK AT ME" and she turned to show her face but it was blank i tried to see her and slowly her face "Materialized" and a "Barrier" shattered like glass and rained down from the sky she walked toward me and i said "I cant believe i actually found you" i felt myself waking up and we hugged as we did i said "Can you please tell me your name before i wake up?" And she said " Its Validae, Validae Dindaio after i woke up i ran around like freaking out because i had finally met her! i got a pen and i wrote her name on my arm so i would remember i wrote "Valley Day Ding Daio" on my left arm because that's how it sounds. But something was off i woke up again!?!?! It turns out it was a false awakening and i couldn't remember her name but i was able to recall the four words i wrote on my arm.... Lucky.

Dream Guide:

Lucid-----Nonlucid-----Comments
I was walking down some street when I realised I was dreaming, so I slowed down and took in the sights. I was in an area that was sparsely populated, and one particular house drew my attention. It was a wooden house with the door open and looked kinda like this
I entered the house and peeped into all the rooms on the first floor but it seemed to be deserted. I then started getting a scary vibe from the house. I called out a few times but no one answered, the lighting was getting darker and darker and I was thinking this could easily turn into a horror dream if I continued being nervous so I calmly walked out of the house. The scene had now changed and the house was on a hill, below I could see a small town with a few shops and some DC's . I decided to investigate and without intending to, I teleported to the town. I could see a small shop and inside was a girl and someone I assumed to be her father, they both looked oriental. I walked up-to the shop and waited for her to serve one of the customers before approaching the till area. She looked up.. and I decided to try something out

hi,um I was told I could meet my dream guide here.

She looked confused and glanced over at her father for help. He approached us and nodded towards me. But before he could speak the door opened and in walked a cross between me and my father. I then realized the shop had turned into a restaurant and that I needed to stay present and not get too drawn into the dream. This guy walks up-to us turns towards me and says

That's not how things work.

I recall trying to remember the exact way he looked but I can only remember that he was wearing a smart purple shirt and plain black trousers. I assume he is my dream guide and ask him what he means.

DG: I'm not meant to be here, but you passively changed the course of the dream.

At this moment I was thinking that as-long long as it worked who cares.

DG: in this scenario we are meant to be meeting at this restaurant, but come with me.

We exit the restaurant and the scene has changed again, we are now in some kind of city. As we start walking he says to me

pay attention to how realistic this is. I look around me and start taking in the sights again but get distracted somehow. He then tells me to go and have sex. I don't even argue and fly off in search of a girl. I spot a potential mate walking with an older woman on the street below, they are both carrying suitcases.I decide to land but misjudge my speed and crash into a building and drop to the floor, I get up and realize that my potential dream guide is leaning up against a wall motioning me to get on with it. I ran up-to the two women and grab the girl. The older woman who looks like her mother starts screaming. I ignore her and start undressing the younger girl. She resists at first but then gets into it.

After about two minutes the girl disappears and so do my clothes. I then notice that there are some Muslim guys about to pray on the street right next to me. I start feeling ashamed and look towards my potential dream guide, he gives me a mischievous smile and he too disappears. Ashamed and naked I spot some bins and run towards them. I crouch behind them and try giving myself some new clothes, but nothing works. I start feeling dejected and stop caring about the clothes, I then stand up from my crouching position and suddenly I have some clothes. The scene has changed again, I'm now in a residential area which I recognize as my best friends place. I can see him standing in his front yard playing on his Nintendo 3ds. I tell him that this is a dream and that I have been dreaming for quite some time. I also tell him that my dream guide just screwed with me and ask him whether he wants to help me track him down.

He doesn't believe me so I plug his nose and tell him to breath. He realises that this is a dream and asks me how I plan to find my dream guide. I tell him that I don't know but I'm sure it will be fun, he agrees and we start walking. Then I get swamped by a lot of dogs and wake up.

It all starts out with a "normal" dream i am in a jungle and im with some guy who is telling me to go find a dragon to tame he points to a path to follow and i set out on my adventure. the path is closed in by cliff faces on both sides so it turns out to be like a hedge maze. i'm just walking through thinking how cool it would be to ride a dragon and up above by the next intersection, pirate-skeletons and zombies pour out from every direction i draw a sword and start fighting it out i'm slowly pushing my way closer and closer to where i think the dragon is. after a long battle i end up in an opening the cliffs are still surrounding me but i am in a spherical opening, i watch as a dragon comes down from the sky i approach it carefully no sudden movements. then from above on the cliff more zombies and skeletons drop down and now the dragons rocking pirate attire and they all gang attack me. Now i am randomly in school exiting out the back to get on my bus its raining the cold thick rain pours down on me its kind of windy and very cold i walk to where my bus should be but all the other busses are there except mine. i stand and wait patiently and all of a sudden there is an explosion and planes are raining down from the sky in flamming wrecks! wings crash on the field then helicopters decide to join the party and start crashing as well. all i can hear are explosions and thunder people run inside saying "They are coming get inside!" i get a sense of fear and run in with a friend she is frightened out of her mind once we are in school she whispers follow me all the lights in the school are off and she leads me to a door inside its a small dark room with boxes everywhere stacked on one another with a small window opposite the door. she goes behind some boxes left of the door and explains that there used to be a window there we look out the window and gaze at the dark sky and lightning i look down only to notice im about 8 stories up even though we entered the room on the first floor two guys come out from behind boxes and say that they have been hiding for a while as well they have a random lightsource made from an LED and a 9v battery they place it on the floor and we all sit in a circle around it we discuss how to defend ourselves and we block off the door then i said "we dont have to worry about the window we are pretty high up it's not like they could climb up here." i stood up and walked to the window to look at the chaos and noticed a black hand on the outside ledge of the window i called out in a whisper telling everyone to get down and cover your faces before it pulls itself up! as i was tucked down in the corner i was thinking about what happens if it sees us and about life and death and realized this isnt real by recalling how i got 8 floors up. i said to myself "hey im dreaming" and stood up i looked at the three DCs and then at the window and dived out of it wanting to fly but for some reason i just plummeted to the ground that was a shock and a half but i instinctively did a roll when landing, and stood up to observe my surroundings. the rain had stopped and i was no longer near school i landed on a street but there where 4 lanes on each side i looked at where i came from noticing the window i had dived out of now belonged to a large hotel about 30 stories high beside it was a street and a gas station with bushes behind it i decided i was going to search for my dream guide an started walking on the empty road up a hill infront of me i called out "DreamGuide DREAMGUIDE" many times only to hear a booming angry familiar voice it was my dreamguides and the voice felt like it was all around me she was screaming "Why have you not found me yet? Why is it you have time for other things when your lucid and not for me? I thought you were ready to see me but i don't know anymore" I replied "i'm trying to find you now" and she was like sarcastically "Oh yah walking and shouting that works" or something along those lines then she qouted me saying "I'd do anything to find my dream guide even if i had to run forever" yah right she said then becoming angrier and shouting "Well why are you not running now hmmm?" i replied with "i don't even know what direction your in then she screamed "IT DOESN'T MATTER RUN RUUUUNNNN" at this point i just took off in the direction i was looking. i was so scared i was thinking "dont hurt me" i pretty much turned to mush as i sprinted for a while up the hill only to be told "FASTER! RUN FASTER!" and floating letters came up which i knew where from her that said "KILLERKOMP: asdfgds" as she growled at me then, she told me "i'm done with you for now if you can't find me soon i might aswell give up on you" then she sighed and woke me up. when i woke up i immediatly started thinking what i did to piss her off the first time i called out to her she replied with a sweet voice, and the second time i went looking for her i woke up feeling like she was ready to let me find her. I think its because i kind of went back on my word and wasn't trying as hard as i should of to find her. well hopefully i can go lucid and apoligize to her and finally meet her. BTW i think because of her anger i can't use any sort of dream control Ohhh and now that i think back maybe shes testing me or im genuinely bad at dreamcontrol but i was able to fly at high speed and perfectly in my second lucid dream and it was the first lucid dream i tried to fly in so why can't i now? well whatev hopefully i can get out of this situation, my dream guide wouldn't hurt me or abandon me right? RIGHT!?

Adventures with myself- Lucid-Non Lucid-Comments-Dialogue

Woke up around 8am and decided to wild so I tried to relax in the supine position and waited, I really wanted to become lucidbecause lately my awareness has been non-existent, I don't remember what I used as an anchor but some time later I realised I couldn't move and there was a presence so I didn't panic and tried to grab it but it was out of reach and I didn't want to wake up so I let it be.

Plan B- So instead I visualised moving around my room, then eventually detached from my body and crouched at the foot of my bed feeling the wall against my back, then for some reason I became the presence looking down at myself lying on my bed it was like I moved back in time, because this was my sleep paralysis scene from earlier from different perspective, Anyway the other me woke up, mostly because I was shaking him and for a minute, we started at each other then he did what he/I always do, smiled at me like he was amused ,then he indicated that he was going back to sleep and that I shouldn't disturb him then he rolled onto his side and looked the other way, I stood up and rubbed my hands out of habit even though the environment had stabilised itself and thought of what to do...

'are you my dream guide'?

He stood up and faced me then told me something about dream guides that I don't remember, I think he said something like

'You are your own dream-guide' (insert- some stuff about self control that I wish I could remember)

At some point after the speech I looked away from him and tried to summon my dream-guide maybe because I didn't believe him? In any-case I lost lucidity and my recall is at critical levels so I don't know what happened after that.

Lucid,Non lucid, Comments


Ok I'm not sure whether I accomplished my goal of meeting my dream guide or A dream-guide coz I got confused in the end. Anyway I was in an open field with my mom and some other guy that I cant quite remember, then suddenly my mom asks me if I wouldnt mind doing some chores for her like cooking?,dishes, and carrying some chairs?. I didnt really want to help because I had somewhere else to go, but it was my mom so I was always going to help, I glanced back and the other guy was laughing at me. Fast forward a bit and apparently I've finished all the tasks and were walking along a wooden bridge. My mom is telling me something about life, she specificaly says please remember this and makes me repeat everything she says 3 times (but I still forgot coz I wasnt lucid) It was something about being honest and real and genuine or something. Then she says you can summon your dream guide anytime you want, this made me lucid. "but I've tried that before and nothing happened" try this time she says. I sigh "ok, when I turn around my dream guide will be behind me". I turn around and there's a six year old version of myself smiling.

Mom: "see I told you"
Me: " but...."
Mom: " you can do this anytime you need him"
Me: " er..hey there little man, are you my dream guide?"
Me2: " NO....(blank stare)
Me: " are you sure"
Me2: " yes"
Me: ........

The six year old me then turns around and starts running (very surreal.... I can tell you). He wants to beat up the other guy(who had morphed into a six year old aswell), but he trips and falls. I was thinking how can a six year old help me?. Then he jumps up starts laughing and the two boys run around doing kid stuff.

Summary:

This is not the first time I have seen myself lol, its becoming quite frequent I will post my most frequent lucid soon but I'm disappointed that I don't have a six year old to fight monsters with ,I'm sure they wouldn't have seen that one coming

Blue = Lucid
Green = Semi-lucid
Red = Non-lucid

I woke up from a normal dream and didn't move 1 inch so I DEILD'ed without even trying at all.
I woke up in my room, I sitted on the bed and looked around, I saw my older sister and she was being all hyper which was unusuall for her. I knew from the start I was dreaming but I wanted to make sure so I looked at my right hand, it had 5 fingers, I checked my left hand and it had 3 fingers, I closed my eyes and opened them again and it had 5 fingers now. Now I was sure that I was dreaming, after some time my sister exited the room and dissapeared, I couldn't remember at all what she was saying. I stood up and walked a bit around the room, rubbing my hands just to make sure everything stays. After a few moments I started calling out "Yranul!" after my first shout some tiger like creature with weird colors jumped on me and tried to kill me, but I fought back, as I hitted it my hand just went trough it, breaking it into 2 pieces, for some reason it's insides were out of wood, but the creature seemed like it was made from flesh and bones o.o... After defeating it I stood up again and called out again "Yranul!" this time nothing attacked me but I saw a small shadowy creature walking on the already shadowed floor, the room was halfly bright but the floor was dark and shadowy. I picked up the creature that was walking down there and it was a pitch black eevee with black eyes, I took it into my arms and held it like a baby and petted it, it enjoyed being petted. It couldn't talk but it talked to me by showing me signals with it's paws, I can't remember what we talked about besides the last thing. It took some kind of a small book and listed trough it looking for the calendar for 7th month but it couldn't find it, it kept listing and listing looking cofused how it's not there. While it was doing that I kept hearing in my head "Birthday....birthday..." I tought maybe it meanth Noom's birthday so I pointed to 30.1 but it shook it's head and kept on looking, then I tought maybe it meanths it's own and mine so I pointed 29.3 but again it shook it's head. It gave up after some time and went back into my arms and I petted it some more. It dissapeared for some reason and I was transfered into my mom's house into the kitchen and in it were my mom and stepdad, I was semi-lucid at this point. They started shouting at me and kept telling me what a failure I am and looking for any insult they could find. For some reason I couldn't move or anything, I could just sit and watch them scream at me. After some time I was again transfered somewhere else, this time I was in some small store and I was non-lucid. I looked around the store looking what they had, 1 thing caught my eye, It was a box with packings on it saying "lolipops" but inside the packing were regular pencils. I looked confused at them and then I heard 2 girls talking about something. I turned around and one of them was pregnant, she said something about those pencils help her become pregnant. Before I could get even more confused I was again transfered somewhere else, this time outside of a huge mall. I saw a person walking and talking to someone how he got a car on luck games, sold it and made himself a house. Before anything happened I was transfered into the huge mall but I don't remember anything that happened from that point on untill I woke up.

As I woke up I remembered it all for 1 second but I quickly forgot ALOT of it and got a huge headacke and got tired.

Notes :
Yranul - My sub-c or Dream guide
Noom - My love's sub-c or Dream guide
Sub-c and Dream guide are pretty much the same thing as far as I know. xD

And final note :
I have something called mental block and it is causing me not to be able to contact Yranul and it forces out any memory from dreams I am not allowed to have by it's opinion and it also dissallows me to visualise in colors and alot of other stuff but that is not important. xD

26.05.2010

104: 5.26.10; 7:07AM Part 1: Stained Glass Transformation + Dreamguide? (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had a rather lengthy and detailed dream, so I'll try to recount as much as I can remember.

I was in a cafeteria with giant windows on one wall to let sunlight in. I became lucid at some point and tried shooting the windows, which produced no results. I realized that I didn't want to waste the dream trying to shoot stuff, so I ran toward the windows, wanting to make them stained glass. I lost lucidity here and the dream transitioned to put my somewhere else.

I recall waking and thinking that I'd run into a dreamguide in this dream, but I fell asleep while trying to recall the details, and now don't remember anything of the dreamguide, except that it wore white clothing, or was at the very least associated with the colour white.