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Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps, had problem of not being able to fall asleep again, so only one dream, also had almost-WILD before that dream but didn't went further than entry sensations.

I wake up and go through door, only to wake up again i feel that i am dreaming and attempt to get up, but for some reason i am barely able to move and if i try to move more i get re-false awakened, that repeated like 4 or 5 times then i woke up properly.

9/6/2013, 10:10-6:25

Regular Dream Lucid Dream Awake

I went to sleep after meditating, repeating the mantras, "I remember that I'm dreaming when I'm dreaming," and, "I remember my dreams when I wake up." During meditation, I repeated those mantras, too. I took a drink of water, went to the bathroom, and went to bed with the air conditioner on.

Dream 1:

I remember a Sith base, and people running around it. I was watching from the ceiling, but it was really a camera dream, without me being in an actual body. I watched as the base was apparently under attack.

I woke at 3:21 (with a reality check of course). My dog seemed to need to go outside, so I went out with him. It was cold out there. As he took a piss, I looked up at the stars, and tried to sort out any constellations I could find. None. I then got back inside, drank some more water, took another piss, and went back to bed at 3:26. I couldn't really sleep because I was thinking of too much about my dream from last night AND my dog was barking a lot. I eventually got frustrated and put him in my neighboring room, where my grandma was sleeping. I eventually got back to sleep.

Dream 2:

I remember playing Empire: Total War. That is all.

Dream 3:

This one was a false awakening. I went out of my room and started reading a book on the living room couch. Then I started noticing that the house was vibrating! I went downstairs into the basement and noticed that the house wasn't completely on the ground. It was lifted up slightly by a piece of wood. "That must explained the vibrations," I thought to myself. I probably thought the boiler was making the house vibrate, combined with the house lifted up slightly. (In real life, it probably was the train passing.)

I eventually noticed the illogical sense behind this, and turned lucid. A sudden rush of energy and vibrations came over me. I heard a sound similar to a helicopter starting up as I turned lucid, too. I suddenly imagined the TARDIS (probably as a reality check). I suddenly saw the TARDIS levitating off the ground, and me, as a camera, rotating around it as I lifted off the ground. I then tried to do something else, but I "pressed the wrong button", and accidentally opened my real eyes. I woke up to the sound of my dog barking again.

No Memory at all from last night. Guess I'll just write down my frame for attaining LD's.

• Bed time
Normally 10:50pm to 6:50am
Actually 12:00pm to 7:10am

So 7-8 hours of sleep on the avg. - Will have to work hard on that one.

• Supplements
I supplement daily with Zink 30-50mg and Fish oil caps 3-5.
I heard they have a positive effect on vividness & "strangeness" of dreams, but that's not my primar reason taking them.
Occasionally noopept 10mg/day.

Few supplements I am eager to try out:
Aniracetam + Choline

• Mantras, RCs, ADA
My daily RC's are every hour to ask myself "Why am I not dreaming right now" and find a logical reason for it. I.e. "I woke up this morning" either that or I try to push my right hand trough my left.

• Stress level
My daily stress level may be quite high, because I work in a architects office as construct. draughtsman and it gets pretty wild sometimes.

• WBTB
Will try to actually wake up when my alarm rings at 5am.

Slept over the last few times..

• Recall Quality
IF i can recall any dream, the quality is high and i can recal feelings, sounds, emotions and so on.

• Level of control
None yet, hope to be able to control my dreams troughly.

• HH
None yet, hope to get as as vivid and real HH's as they can get.


I'm convinced this will get me somewhere in the next few weeks/months.

Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps. Still need to fix the schedule.

Dream 1:

I am in my room, i feel strong emotion and then i feel that i am dreaming, dream is very unstable, there's a hole in the wall in form of small chandelier and then my view zooms in into some kind of machinery thing in the corner of the room.

Dream 2(fragments):

I am at home and i suddenly realize that i am dreaming, as i try to move dream fades out.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was browsing dreamviews, which looked like entirely different site, but i was thinking that is because layout is broken and not working properly. There were options on the top to enter ACP, MCP and some other stuff apparently.

Dream 4(fragments):

I was talking to somebody about some kind of mineral water.

Dream 5:

I was playing some kind of fantasy game, it started with a cutscene with player character, some kind of assassin, running onto the top floor of some tower building while pushing away random NPC on the way. Then on the top floor there was randomly a horse which had enough vertical jump height to jump on top of two platforms that were leading to the roof, so i used that. After getting on the roof i had random thought that everything is so vivid, but didn't became lucid. Then there were some guards chasing and also some huge flying guards. I went further through rooftops.

Dream 6(fragments):

I was apparently playing Team Fortress 2(Which i never really did IWL actually) as a soldier class and killing some enemies and stuff.

Dream 7(fragments):

I was at home and in the window i have seen some random plane fly by and bomb some random building.

Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps.

Dream 1(fragment):

I was playing some kind of FPS game.

Dream 2:

I am at home in my room, some female DC suddenly wakes up in my bed and complains about lack of lucid dreams, i start thinking that i am DC in somebody's dream... Wait a second, i am one who's dreaming here. I briefly thank DC for this 'sign' and take off right through balcony door. I fly and glide around using my wings and i change slightly, i notice the speed increasing 'effect' from one of previous lucids. This time i manage to control it better though. Everything around is similar to what around my home IWL, except beyond certain point dreamscape becomes more natural with trees and stuff. Then after a while i see black dragon from previous lucids, i fly towards him and try to fly parallel with him, i do it for a couple of seconds then suddenly i am in some other place, at the ground near entrance to some kind of mines and there's DC, i ask him and he says something along the line "It's easy to fool you", and dream fades out.

Dream 3(fragment):

Something was going on at home.

Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was walking on some street and some random dog tried to bite me in the arm, but as it tried it was unable to bite through my skin. I said something along the line "Not you", got the arm out of dog's jaws and continued walking further.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was going through some wooden place and then there was some open area, there was a wall with a barricaded hatch. I tore the barricade apart and opened it. I am looking through and there's a railway with some military people, trees and some tall buildings. More buildings appear as i look around and i realize that i am dreaming.
Suddenly i am back at home, at the kitchen, i talk to family DCs that are here and ask some dream control stuff, then i go into another room with a window and start shifting into quadruped stance, but dream fades out shortly.

Dream 3(fragments):

I am watching some pokemon anime and there was something about turning humans into pokemons and there was some black colored pokemon that was related to that, then i realized that i am watching episode not from the beginning and set it to beginning, but then i also realized that i am dreaming and that i would not be able to finish watching it... Then dream faded out.

I tried to DEILD but lost awareness.

Dream 4:

I am in some game and i am going through level that looks like something from Doom, green walls with pipes. Somebody says something about training course and i enter the passage and get to blow up some barrels using some weapon. Then there's another passage and light turns on as voice explains something about night vision, which i turn on. At this point i realize that it's dream, go out of the area back to the start and turn off night vision. As i return i try to expect that there should be flying course, and i find another passage which leads to the open area. The area is L-shaped and filled with lava at the bottom, walls are green and there are some brown metallic platforms. I take off and fly with my wings, and also feel my body changing shape slowly a bit. I also notice that my wings are black colored. I fly around some more and manage grab into walls to quickly change direction. Shortly i notice that i am slowly becoming slightly bigger as well.
Then some DC appears and says that "She shouldn't have left the cage open", i ask which cage and he answers "Your cage" and then adds that "It would be better for you to be in it", before i can do anything dream fades.

Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

I am in my room and i am talking to family member about dreams, then there's some classic music going on and who i am talking to mentions singing, suddenly i hear some chinese song. It's weird and it was coming out from everywhere, i looked at my hands and they were weird, so i am indeed dreaming. I go to balcony door and phase through it, i am about to take off but dream fades.

Dream 2(fragments):

Something's going on and i am going somewhere. Then i am at kitchen, i suspect that i am dreaming and look at my hands, first time they are usual, second time more weird, i go for the window and when about to jump through dream fades.

I was in a hotel lobby of sorts. The walls were shiny, black face brick. Like onyx. There were also chandeliers (gold) hanging from the ceiling. There was also a reception with a few faceless individuals standing around it going about their business. (I didn't actually take the time to pay attention to these people) I looked on the floor near my foot and there was a board. It was shaped like a ripstick except without the wheels. I stood on top of it and it began to move slightly. I wanted to move forward but had no idea how. It was then that I realised that I was dreaming.
I 'willed' the board to move forward by imagining what that would feel like. The shift in gravity, the adjustments to my balance and the subtle breeze that accompanies a fast acceleration. I sped about around the corridors of the lobby until I hopped off and changed my surroundings. I made the walls join with the floors to form a ramp so that I could carve along the walls and down again. The last thing I remember doing was forming a deep tunnel, like pit and free falling with the board into it.

Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps. Was really ultralow awareness on that MiniLD. Also that's quite alot of missed FAs...

Dream 1(fragments):

I woke up at home and there's something about some fight.

Dream 2(Fragments):

I was in ship at some sea, sailing kind of ship, there was a team and we were searching for something. At one point we have arrived onto an island made fully of sand.

Dream 3(fragments):

I wake up and get interrupted by family member who decided to watch some movie about witches in my room, he throws me some magazine. Then i wake up again and get interrupted by what i think is vivid HH with stuff leaving afterimages.

Dream 4(fragments):

I woke up, typed up dreams and there was some image hosting site that was asking for money while saying that it's 'free'.

Dream 5(fragments):

I am on some beach and i have to mark some position on water, as i swim somebody says that something is not right and i get the feeling that i am dreaming, i swim around and find some kind of window floating in midair that leads indoors, then dream fades out.

Dream 6(fragments):

I was watching some long gif, that was more like video, it even had sound! It was about some fraxy boss that somebody just finished. It was kinda humanoid but was made out of deforming polygons or something, one of his attacks was transformation into a huge scythe and striking through most of the screen. Then other attack pattern involved summoning smaller(but still pretty big) scythe and another scythe made of energy. The boss was pretty glitchy and had too many phases which were animated but didn't had any actual patterns, then there was last attack that spawned 4-5 small blue homing scythes and some glowy orb.

Dream 7(fragments):

I was playing some strategy game.

Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps. Still need to fix my schedule.

Dream 1(fragments):

Something was going on at home.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was entering a place which was a room of some prince or king, it was guarded by two guards with swords.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was in some place, and my upper tooth fell off, it was painless and on it's place i felt completely different kind of tooth.

Dream 4(fragments):

Something is going on and then i wake up in my bed, keeping eyes closed.I hear someone in the room and i have suspicion that i am dreaming, in a second that somebody starts trying really hard to wake me up and i feel the dream, then he disappears and i try to move but i wake up.

Dream 5(fragments):

I was in some forest or jungles.

Dream 6(fragments):

I woke up and suddenly get a number of images about some beach going in my vision, confusing me and causing some kind of momentary pain. I unconsciously end up biting blanket and then some family members show up and there's some talk about drink. Then i search a place to put my headset on and choose the most ridiculous place possible behind a big cabinet, making said cabinet almost fall down.

Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

There was something about some concert.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was busy with something and got distracted. Then as i am walking through my room i feel that i am dreaming, but dream fades out shortly.

Dream 3:

I was at home and it was time for a nap. As i was trying to nap, developer of some game and some interviewer decided to start recording an interview in my room. As they were recording it i was still trying to fall asleep, then various stuff started getting dumped onto bed, like some magazines and weapon parts. Wait a second...
I get up and look at my hands and they are kinda weird, yeah this is dream, i attempt to make my way to the window to fly out, but dream starts fading, i manage to keep it with my will for a few seconds but then it fades out entirely.

The LD(yey): [COLOR="#800080"]I sit in my bedroom's bed(the old bedroom I had) and I look around.I'm in the room with my mom,sister and dad.Looked like there were a lot of paintings and art things on a brown table[/COLOR] .[COLOR="#008080"]I suddenly realize I'm dreaming from no apparent reason.I tell my mom I'm dreaming but she starts to get embarrassed by it for some reason I don't know :|.I do some nose RCs but my mom keeps slapping my hand saying:Stop doing that! I try to hide from her and do the RCs.Laying in the bed I do the hand RC and I keep trying to count the fingers but had a hard time doing it.I stand up from the bed and do the hands RC again and realize I have 6 fingers on my left hand O_O(The dream suddenly got very vivid with some GOOD self awareness),Then I say to myself: Finally! I have a Lucid Dream! I do more RCs just to be sure(The nose RC that didn't worked).I close my eyes and try to spawn 2 persons.I realize I can't do that and tell myself that I must not waste my time doing that because I must have fun in the LD.I try to push my head through the window again while my mom is watching me and saying: What do you think you're doing?! I finally realize I can't do that and eventually open the window like a normal person and jump from it(I also done the push my finger through the hand RC because I simply couldn't believe it was a dream).I jumped on a tiny building with a green roof and when I landed on the roof I made a weird noise :/. I jumped then on the ground(made the same noise again)and saw a girl and I tried to scare her away apparently(With that noise and no idea why I wanted to do that) and she ran away.I laughed evily then see a black man and suddenly I wanted to be a vampire. I touch my canine and tell myself that it will grow or something.The left canine starts to grow and the right one couldn't grow because it fell.I give up on that and then a car comes and park in the front of my apartment complex. It's a black car with red lines and it had a tiny door.I said to them: Do you want me to enter in that car?The guy who drove left(there was another guy in there tho) and then I entered in the car and started to drive but I get too happy, I stand up and start screaming and things and the guy stands up too, he looks at me, I get a really really good and strange feeling and I suddenly felt some vibrations and then woke up.(Didn't knew if it surely was a dream but eventually thought that I was in the old bedroom and I was SURELY dreaming)[/COLOR]

Fragments from a dream : [COLOR="#800080"]I'm walking through the city and go somewhere I've never been before. I look around and there is a green bypath and around the bypath there is water with some grass and things.I walk on the bypath and then arrive in a place that looks AMAZING.There are 2 big fountains there.It was somewhere high because I could see the view with trees and all kind of awesome things.I keep walking and realize there are some nice white fences just so we don't fall from there(since it was a high place) I go up and there is the end of the grass.There is just a road with a car.I see an asian walking near the road,and then I say to myself: Wow,I never knew at the end of my city was this,I can't go further,It's too far away and I'm not ready for an adventure. I go back at the bypath and eventually jump in the water but I could hardly swim.I swim to the bypath.While on bypath,I see some people at the other side of it with some funny sporty things(I don't even know what they were) and I say to my friend that apparently appeared from nowhere that we should go there.She is in the water and she starts to drown and I yell for help and try to get her off the water.(I also remember at the end of the bypath there was snow)( I know that there is more of this dream,I just can't remember it)[/COLOR]

The day was 23/08/2013, I was residing in a very new and unfamiliar place, had a few weird dreams, this one however, was a complete nightmare, I was being chased all around town by a demonic figure, then It happened, I partially realized, that since this was my dream, I can try to jump and jump higher and escape it, but what i did not realize was that this was my dream and I could actually manifest that demon into nothingness if I wanted, but I think, I became Lucid for about 2-3 seconds, then I think I Woke up, I could not contain my excitement so I recorded it in my Journal right away. Now that I have tasted what it truly feels like to become Lucid, there is no other way left for me but to gain complete control over it, I am more determined than ever, I have new responsibilities now, much more work to do, but LDing will always be my top most priority, now all that is left is to condition my brain to realize that. Next time, when I write into this journal, I will definitely have quite a tale to tell.

Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

I wake up and it is really really hot, i get up and attempt to find what causing the heat.

Dream 2(fragments):

There was something going on at home.

Dream 3:

I wake up and someone hands is trying to choke me from behind, i easily get them off and look back while getting up, ofcourse that's 'attacker' DC, i recall that somebody told me on chat one day to try talking to him, so i ask him why he's keeping doing that, he responds but i can only partially hear him, some words get like skipped, but he says something along the line that "You are not lucid" and "This is not dream" or something like that, i respond that he's wrong but he keeps at his. I feel that it's pointless and start looking around, i am in square-ish room with no doors and exits, but two sets of windows. I look outside and it's daytime, i notice black scaled dragon from previous lucid flying in the skies, i try to call him and i get ready to phase through window/wall, but dream shortly fades out.

Dream 4:

I wake up and there's apparently 'another me' and we get stuck for a while since he repeats everything i do, soon though we manage to get up and unstuck and i notice that 'another me' is much smaller and at this point he stops repeating actions. I remember my goals and go for balcony door, it's closed, but i phase through it... only to get stuck in curtain behind it, again. And again this causes dream to fade and some random images appear. Not this time, not again. I focus as much as i can and get back into dream with the power of will.
I wake up again, 'attacker' DC is again here, i knock him out of the way and go for balcony, this time there's no curtain so i phase through door successful. Outside i take off and fly with my wings. I start looking around and soon notice that it's not true outside, but more like huge room with 'background' textures on the walls and ceiling, i almost fly into one of them, but manage to stop and grab into it. I look around some more but dream quickly fades out, and this time i wake up.

Dream 5(fragments):

I was playing some game and chatting with SilentEternity.

Dream recall from today's naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

There was something about girl with psionic powers or something and some people tried to catch her, then there was fight on rooftops.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was at home and i had claw-like attachments on the foot that were apparently made from lego( ), and then i was playing a video game with SilentEternity. It was kinda sandbox game and unique thing about it was that it was controlled using... a pencil and a piece of paper, drawing something materialized it in game and removing something with eraser dealt damage to it. We were building some weird forts with weird physics applied to parts and then were fighting using eraser powers.

Dream 3:

At this point i wake up briefly and go for DEILD, i don't feel transition so i decide to risk and open my eyes, i immediately notice that placement of everything in room is apparently mirrored along the axis from door to balcony, it's also nighttime, but it's not as dark as for usually and also there are no lights outside.
I get up and go to balcony, dream destabilizes for a bit and i rub hands to stabilize. On balcony, i notice full moon straight ahead in the distance, pretty big and unusual, no wonder why it's less dark. And in the light, i notice something else in the distance, something flying. As i look more carefully i notice that it's a dragon. I immediately take off and fly, feeling my wings. Roughly halfway during the flight i strangely find myself back in my room, i fly through balcony doorway and in same direction, i see that dragon is still here. I find myself flying unusually quick this time, so i reach him pretty quickly. He appears to be black scaled. As i slow down and try to change trajectory to fly along... suddenly i find myself back in my room again, this time there's some kind of dark energy sphere which shortly transforms into a DC. He says something about time, which i can't hear well so i ask to repeat it but dream shortly fades out.

Dream 4(fragments):

I was chatting on skype with somebody(Probably SilentEternity).