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Dream recall from today's naps. Must've had low awareness on that WILD...

Dream 1:

I am in my bed and i hear someone in the room and then someone throws covers me with pillows, i think that's 'attacker' DC again and i quickly get up, ready to claw him up, but don't see him. I see different DC moving to balcony though, i go here and on my way i suddenly for some reason have doubts that it's a dream, room is exact and for some reason i don't have dream feeling, i do RC and it fails as well, i continue to balcony and notice that there's same DC on the streets that is on balcony, and it's apparently my mom? Dream fades out shortly.

Dream 2(fragments):

I wake up, get distracted and then wake up again and there's some big military alarm button on the wall or somesuch.

Dream 3:

There's some story about some person that loses his daughter in some event, then years later(time skip), he finds some being that at first looked like a dog, but then started having head hair similar to his daughter and talking to him. Then i was suddenly somewhere near big dining table and that creature was here, morphing between different states, at one point it even transformed into food, i was thinking about doing RC but dream ended before i could.

Dream 4(fragments):

False awakening, getting distracted, then another false awakening, and something about weird calling old radio-like device that was used for selling some stuff.

Dream 1

I am riding a huge motorbike in my dream down a very long road close to my house. I think to myself, 'Why am I riding a motorbike, I don't drive motorbikes especially big motorbikes like this. It must be a dream!' I don't fancy taking my hands off the handlebars to do a reality check I'm pretty sure its a lucid dream. My goal is to go to space but I think it looks like a hell lot of fun driving this thing. I decide to go faster, I pull the throttle and the speed increases, I can feel the weight of the bike as I'm driving, it was very heavy, when I turned a slight bit it felt like I was going to fall. I think 'This bike must be a Ducatti' I don't know whay I thought that as I know nothing about bikes. I carry on riding and I hear the sound of another bike behind me. I assume this is my friend as he has a bike. I think it would be quite fun to ride together and maybe have a race. I turn the bike sideways on the road so no cars can get past me. I wait to see who it was. It wasn't my friend. I lose awareness.

Dream 2

There is this type of runway for people with hand gliders to take off on and fly over the jungle. I run off it with about twenty people and start flying all over the top of this jungle, enjoying myself thoroughly. I then land and I go to my family, they are sitting in an outside cafe around a table. I say to them "Watch me, on the hand glider, I will fly over the top of you!" I run off back to the runway and once again I go to take off with various people. Everyone started running and I wasn't, the person in front of me still hadn't strapped himself in and neither had I. I think I will be safe. We take off and the person in front, begins to strap himself in. Oh no, I start fumbling about trying to get hold of the straps but I couldn't get it round me at the speed I was going. I think I may possibly die. I start falling, then I realize I can fly. I begin to fly, I fly over the jungle then instead of flying over my family with the hand glider I do it with nothing. I can't remember if they were impressed or not.

I am then with my family at this other restaurant, across the street I see Walt from Breaking Bad standing by a wall. He starts talking to us. He then begins to tell us about a dream he recently had. In the dream my brother was an expert dream analyzer. My brother then tells him to repeat part of the dream, he does so and my brother announces he has 5 minutes to live. Then my sisters teddy bear flies across out of nowhere and lands on her. I say "everyone thinks this teddy bear isn't alive, it definitely is." My granddad agrees with me. Then Walt just drops dead on the spot. I have to get out of there I run.

I am in someones back garden, there is metal fencing surrounding me. Jessie from Breaking Bad has now come to save me, the cops are after me. We begin scaling over the fences and trying to escape. Then we see Walt, he is carrying a bag, he has grown hair like at the start of the recent Breaking Bad. What? How is he alive, I seen him die? I wake up.

I go toilet in real life and I go back to sleep... the dream continues.

I am in Mexico, the police are still after me. I see a McDonalds, its not like the ones we have in England. It was on a street corner and there was one table inside you had to sit outside. I had to hide in there I think. I walk up to the stand, I feel like I don't fit in and the police will instantly recognize its me if they see me. "One large Big Mac meal" I say. "Oh, and can I sit inside?" I ask.
"Of course" she replies. I collect my meal and go to sit at the only table. There is a young Mexican boy already sitting there. He looks about 12. "Mind if I sit here?" I ask.
"No, no" he says. He looks kind of happy I'm sitting here. He now has someone to talk to. I explain to him that the police are after me and that to never trust the police. I look up out the window and I see policemen searching the streets. Shit. I jump out my seat, get down in the building behind the window. One policemen is standing right at the entrance to the McDonalds and another is harassing a man and his son right outside the window. The son who is about 15 notices me and recognizes me. I put my finger on my lips to signal him to be quiet. I knew that was no use, he was going to snitch. "IN HERE!" I hear a shout. Little prick. I pull out my Desert Eagle. The first man storms in, I kill him. I take out two more. I can hear one inside the restaurant. He was standing by a doorway to the staff area. I take him down and pull out my phone. I open up SnapChat, I begin to video. I put the gun to his head and BANG! I think he's dead. Until on further inspection he isn't, I can see him squirming in pain "AY! HOW COME HES NOT DEAD!" I shout. I shoot him once again, then I put it to his temple and shoot again. "I NEED TO PUT HIM OUT HIS PAIN!" I wake up.

I write this section in my dream journal and go back to sleep... the dream continues.

I am in a shopping mall, I see an old man with a walking stick come in. He looks frail and weak. I notice he has a bob strapped to his arm, then I see him stand next to the boy earlier from McDonalds. NO. "RUUUUUNNN!" I shout to the boy. He begins to run a bit and the man blows himself up. It was only a small explosion only enough to kill himself and no one else. Then the police hear this and begin chasing us. I grab the boy and make him follow us. 3 police men chase after us. We are running up some stairs and they are catching up with us. I disarm one and tell them to get on the floor. The one I disarmed was a more experienced police officer. The other two had only just begun and were 'Level Ones' they lie on the floor begging for their life.

August 23rd, 2013

Dream 1 (fragments): I was in a tropical city walking strolling around the roads, I come by a remote control helicopter, I try making it fly to the other side of the road but for some reasone it can't manage to do so. I grab at it and fly myself over some building. Something happened because I'm being chased by cops, I steal a car and run away, I'm now seeing myself from a top-down view, I drive up to a island crammed with soldiers and cops, I can't escape because I'm surrounded by water, buildings and very angry people. I ditch the car and run toward an apache elicopter with which I barely manage to escape.

Dream 2: I've been in vacation in a resort hotel with a group of people. I'm packing things up because we'll be leaving soon to go home. I spend some time chilling with the other people sitting on a low lawnchair, a girl sits on me, glares at me and then goes away, leaving me a little puzzled.
It's time to go and I go back to my luggages, I find out there's one missing so I walk around the place looking for it and asking around. I reach a room with two sofas and a few girls chattering, I notice that there are portable conditioners somehow crammed inside the sofas, I approach to look closer and see if my luggage is here. I turn around and see one girl igniting something. Flames start to spread and blaze around the room!

Lucid: I find my self inside a big mansion and realize I'm dreaming I'm following a group of people walking toward a room, I steel myself to remain calm and unemotional and resolve to try enduring something distracting to see how far I can keep myself in the dream. We reach a huge room with a big mahogany table. The DCs take their seats while I look around. I notice that there are some pretty girls around the lot, so I decide to try the most distracting thing I can do here is sex, I jump on the table and start inviting a couple of girls to join me, I'm still concentrated, I invite one more, still ok, I look around, the DCs sitting on the chairs have an incredible completely-bored look on them and staring glassily ahead, I notice another pretty girl that wasn't there before, I invite her too and her mother makes some complaint about her never listening to what she says, still with a bored look on her (god I hope to never have to play poker with these DCs). The girl comes, but it seems I can't handle four girls at the same time, the dream collapses.

I'm not completely awake but I have to breath manually so I can't just DEILD, I keep breathing as I was just before and attempt to WILD. I get sucked up in the "wave", I see a luminous gray-green ribbon of light flashing in different shapes while a loud electrical sound grinds my brain, I endure and relax. I'm again in the big mansion in a different room, there's a boy sitting on a chair I ask him where the girl from before are, he points toward another room, I follow. I find the girls crouched on a carpet, they're naked and crying, I notice they are covered with ugly gray scars all around their body, I try to heal them, it seems to be working at first but no, I try again and again, failing. The dream collapse, I'm too hungry to keep dreaming and I wake up.

I can't even remember the dream fully but I remember I started out out on my street right in front of my house. It's lonely(as always). I'm walking towards my house and I noticed someone a few houses away from mine. It was one of my friends I used to walk with back when in 2012. I don't talk to her anymore, but I thought I'd wave at her to see if she would say anything.

I raised my right hand and waved at her. She just stared at me. So then I walked in to my house and as soon as I walked in, I turned around and saw my old friend only, this time she looked like(or reminded me of Skylar Grey). I had asked who she was looking for and it turns out, she wasn't looking for me. I invite her in to my home and at point, I felt lucid. Surprisingly, I didn't do perform any reality checks. I'm a little confused about that. But I think it could be because I dream a lot about my home and after dreaming of my home so many times, I think this could be one of my dream signs.

After becoming lucid, I decided to summon someone. Now, not that I really wanted to(it was hard for me to think at the time), I tried to summon Quynh(the most evil beast I ever met in my life) to perhaps, make love or make an attempt to kill her. She didn't pop up and so my dream starting fading at that time.

I woke up and tried to go back in to the dream by laying still and trying my best to keep calm but then I realized I had school in the morning.

Dream recall from today's naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

There were some false awakenings and i was chatting on dragon forum.

Dream 2(fragments):

There was something about cartoon characters and preventing someone from stealing someone's wife and some weird movement in air on something.

Dream 3:

I was at home doing some stuff, walls were different and there was some kind of celebration going on, somebody was asking questions about money and annoying me so i gave him a coin and told him to go away, then went to nap.
Then i wake up and realize that i am dreaming, i get up and go to balcony, dream seems to be unstable a bit but other than that room looks similar to IWL. As i reach balcony door i attempt my new idea for changing forms, reversed transformation, which almost immediately works and i fall into quadruped stance. Though at this point dream destabilizes.
I wake up again but i am still changing, i feel tail, then dream 'desyncs' and what i feel is different from what i see.
Then i wake up again and talk to someone, and wake up again.

Dream recall from today's naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was updating GW forum game on different forum.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was on PC and there was something wrong with internet connection, then there was a weird beeping sound.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was playing warcraft 3 and interface was weird and looked like some kind of MMO, i was reading something about how to get additional units then went to some quest.
I woke up and was talking to someone about some numbers.
Then i wake up again and this time i realize that i am dreaming, i go for balcony, but each time i go through balcony door there's another one behind it. Eventually dream fades out.
I wake up again and somebody throws a pillow at me. Then i wake up again, this time properly.

Dream 1(fragments):

I am doing some stuff at home and then i decide to look at hands they were weird so i am dreaming, i go to balcony, rub hands. Then i take off and feel wings, as i fly i notice that background is like static texture, then dream fades out.

Dream 2:

There was story about space station and some spaceship docking there. The crew of the ship were secretly pirates and were trying to capture the station, also they were not humans but rather light-blue muscular humanoids in armor. There was some kid-engineer that was defending the station and he started talk with one of pirates and managed to talk them into going away. Then i was looking at some kind of ship log and there were some of nicknames that i used on internet logged. Then back to story, the ship flied out of hanger and there was some battle going on.
Then everything everything faded to some other place, in the skies, a dragon was flying away.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was playing some FPS game and the level was located in some ancient tomb place, i was discussing something with other player and we were talking about some science book.
Then i wake up and i realize that apparently i accidentally bit somebody and some stuff around while sleeping and there was some talk about that.

Dream 1 : [COLOR="#800080"]I was somewhere in Romania (I believe it was Moldova) with my dad,mom and sister. I don't know why suddenly me and my mom ran to a kind of waterfall(There were stones and mud water falling) and my mom yelled at my sister that was sitting on a stone with a dog near her: What do you think you're doing?! then my sister said : I'm just feeding the dog mommy,no need to worry.Then my dad came from a tiny house with his brother and said : Hey Anna, Let's run! then I started to run then there was this big fence and my dad and his brother jumped over it and I was like : Hey! Wait for me! Can you please help me? Help... Then I said to myself : Okay,Time to use my flexibility (wat) I do some weird things but in the end I successfully jump over the fence. Then I walk with my dad and there was this park and I enter in it and I suddenly see my ex-bestfriend with some other girls and then I said to myself: What are they doing here?They can't be here. Then they come to me and we start arguing and then she notices a boy and starts to talk with him and then I start to run away from her.Then I don't know how I appeared in the back of my apartment complex with my other ex-bestfriend <.<.There were a lot of gangsta people looking at us and I asked my ex-bestfriend why they were looking at us she said we were too fabulous or something I looked at her saying: oh shut up and then this girl from my class appeared and said something (I don't remember what) and then I see my mom and she tells me to go to her for a bit.I go to her and she tells me to go to the apartment complex's entrance door and to get her the keys because she forgot them.I run to the entrance door and get the keys from it and then when I want to run back to her there is this female on the bench (there were a lot of people on the bench) that gives me an blue umbrella. I go to her,give her both of the things then the dream ends. [/COLOR]

Dream 2 : [COLOR="#800080"]I was walking in my room trying to remember something when I see my sister at the computer I walk near her and stare at her face closely when I'm suddenly like: [COLOR="#008080"]Wait a second,You're supposed to be on vacation,Why are you here? I'm dreaming![/COLOR] She said : Maybe. But then ( -_- ) I said to myself: This is too vivid,It can't be a dream.[/COLOR]

Dream 3 fragment: [COLOR="#800080"] I was in a bedroom with a girl who was holding a baby.I was holding the other baby(They weren't mine but I felt so close to them and I couldn't leave them even for a second)and I kept talking with her when I suddenly tell her something that I can't remember and she replied : Woah! I need to go to McDonalds to celebrate!I'm going to get my booties.End. :/[/COLOR]

Dream recall from today's nap.

Dream 1:

I was playing spiral knights and there was some grassland place, it was filled with rare "soul jelly' type of enemies and they were partially invisible, i started messaging SilentEternity about it but i couldn't type quick enough without getting attacked. The edges of the place was also made from weird brown metallic blocks. It was also glitchy and stuff was flickering in and out, there were also a few crimsonite crystals, explosive boxes and some lichens including one giant one.
Done with that, i finished with gaming, talked to some people and was eating an apple. Then i suddenly thought that i might be dreaming and then started feeling it, i go to balcony door and jump through, but somehow get stuck in curtains behind door again and dream fades out.

Dream 2(fragments):

Was at home, distracted from nap, then i wake up and there's something with the door and my hands were a bit clawed.

Dream recall from today's naps, pretty unstable lucidity prolly because i went to nap a bit too late.

Dream 1(fragments):

I am at home and there's some stuff going on, then i realize that i am dreaming, but dream shortly fades out. then i wake up and had to go to bathroom. and wake up again.

Dream 2(fragments):

I wake up at home there's some talk and some stuff going on then i wake up again and realize that i am dreaming, i go to balcony door while rubbing hands but dream still fades out.

Dream 3(fragments):

I am trying to nap but i get interrupted by some talk, then i wake up and and i feel my arms are in different positions than where i see them i realize that i am dreaming and get up, i go to balcony but dream starts fading again, i rub hands and jump off the balcony, but dream fades out completely and i wake up[/COLOR] twice.

Dream 4(fragments):

I was at home and there were zombies invading, there were two more people and one of them was apparently infected, we had a great idea that knocking him unconscious would stop infection(Dream logic!), but it didn't worked that well and later he fully turned into a zombie.

Dream recall from today's nap.

I am at home and some people are distracting me from my nap, there is some talk, i have to do something with some papers and then they leave. After that i notice some candles on table, and that one of them apparently slightly setting the wall on fire, i started thinking about informing someone and almost exited the room, but then "wait a second", i look at my hands and they are weird, so i am dreaming. I stop and recall some stuff to do then i go to balcony doors while rubbing hands on the way. Dream version of my room appears to be using old layout and there are apparently a couple of steps down on the way to balcony door, and also balcony itself has glass walls, some of them are open though.
I jump out and feel my wings, starting the flight. I fly around and soon i am above some other city, with high density of rather small buildings and some industrial buildings, all of them are mostly blocky and squarey. I fly above them while looking around, there are some weird reflective surfaces floating in the air. After a few minutes i spot square opening in the roof of one of buildings and fly inside. Place appears to have mostly metallic walls and some machinery, then as i look around it slowly turns into different room from my home part by part, and then dream fades out.
I wake up and i still feel that i am dreaming, and it's nighttime here this time, i get up and go to balcony, it appears to be same as before false awakening with those two steps and glassed walls, but this time closed, i get to glass, turn around and fall back, phasing through it. I feel wings and start the flight. Looking around, dreamscape appears to be more natural, there are some trees. I fly to the left and then i find some village, there appears to be some wooden water barrel thing, in the middle of it that immediately catches my attention, i have urge to destroy it. So i land and start tearing it apart, it appears to have some mechanisms on top and metallic parts, and it's insides are made of... bread??? As i tear it apart i also notice some DCs walking around. Then satisfied with that being done, i stand up and think about trying some of that bread, but dream shortly fades out shortly.

Dream recall from today's naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was playing Doom and roaming through some huge map. It was some kind of complex with outdoor areas at west and indoor areas at east, and also some ventilation system passages. It was pretty mazey and used alot of grey/white textures in places, but also brown ones in other places and green in outdoor area. There were some new enemies and something about player character was dragon-related(can't recall exactly what though).I realized that it's dream while viewing automap briefly and tried to memorize it. Then i lost lucidity.

Dream 2(fragments):

I've had chain of false awakenings during which i either was trying to deal with mosquito or was talking to someone about PC hardware. Then there's another false awakening, and this time some nice voice is asking something, i try to respond and eventually get up i feel that i am dreaming and i feel... quite more aware of surroundings than usually, there's some female DC, we talk about something for a bit and i end up following her and losing lucidity, there are three more DCs, i become aware of dreaming again while going downstairs but then talk continues and i lose lucidity again, i look around and think about reality checking, but end up talking with DCs again. They say that we are going to certain place and i didn't liked it so i went back.

8/13/2013

Key:
Lucid Dream
Waken Up
Non-lucid Dream

I did a WBTB and partly a MILD for this. I also went to sleep upstate in an RV.

I woke up in my bed at home. I did a reality check by putting my hand up to the window to observe my hands. There wasn't enough light to see, so I tried to do something, and I ended up having my vision zoom in. I saw I was in a dream. Though I never stabilized the dream, and I wasn't very aware, it lasted for a pretty good amount of time. After realizing I was dreaming, I levitated out of bed and tried to fly out the window. For some reason, I couldn't get through. I had to really concentrate to make it through. Even then, I ended up teleporting to some warehouse. I found myself running to get to a portal at the other end of the warehouse. I was also shooting at people with a "hand" gun, and they were dying. :/ When I went through the portal, I got to my backyard on the other side of the window, right in front of the deck. I started petting my dog Ti, who was right next to me. At that point the dream faded, and I woke up in my bed at home again. I thought I was actually awake now, and thus didn't do a reality check. I actually think I went through a few false awakenings like that, before waking up for real.

Dream recall from today's naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was in some weird place and there was some spirituality related talk, then weird false awakening with some loud sound in my head and i was very dizzy, almost lucid, but i woke up before i could fully realize.

Dream 2(fragments):

Was playing some platformer that then turned out to be about sonic apparently, but was really weird, some levels were like unfinished and there was 'level skip' function, then later sonic was piloting some kind of mecha.

Dream 3(fragments):

I was playing spiral knights and was in guild hall, there were some problems we were trying to solve and discussions, there was some new function that apparently marked people as 'spy' when they said certain words in chat. Then the guild hall turned into old style guild hall and there are some players that are invisible, then i noticed the weirdness of game and realized that i am dreaming, i tried to chat with someone that was not in the game but then gaining no response i forgot about dreaming and continued with the game.
I went to run some gate clockworks and the rooms were connected rather interestingly, at first i thought i was solo but the invisible players were apparently there and were helping fighting enemies, also stuff was a bit glitchy. Then i found danger room gate and we entered it.

Morning, 13th August, 2013

Dream 1:

Harry Potter and Loki are stuck in separate green, grimy cells. They both happen to have computers and MSN each other out of boredom.

Dream 2:

I am in the middle of a 'lucid dream' (dream inside a dream) when suddenly the dreamscape becomes hazy and I wake up to hear noises in the house. I jump out of bed and hide from the view of my bedroom door. Two men in suits come barging in, shining torches around instead of using the lights.

They look around my room and I keep quiet, then they suddenly find me and grab me harshly on my forearm - saying something about me being a lucid dreamer and that I have to go away for experiments - and take me away.

We go outside to their hover car and they tie me up with a rope that connects to the car. They fly off with me hanging by the rope. I see a blue portal open up in front of the car and I'm very curious. We go inside and I see a shiny futuristic city with lots of shiny silver. They park the hover car and ... (I forgot what happened between this.)

I am in the city's supermarket being escorted by one of my captors, and because I am a 'lucid dreamer', a specimen to them, they feel the need to sanitize the floor I just walked on - a janitor does this with a mop, and he's following me around. I decide to have some fun with this and step on the floor so much times in front of the janitor just to see his shocked and exasperated expression. (It was actually pretty funny.)

And then the dream ended.