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16/10/2010 had first bad dream for ages last night. weird thing was it started as soon as i fell asleep. started with a kind of paralysis where i was trying to walk, but i couldnt get anywhere fast due to some massive weight that seemed to hang onto my lower back. had similar ages ago but never this vivid and mindfucking.

anyway after that i was at some school event and afterwards we trashed a room. that room turned into my dining room. i drunk some red bull in the dream and i was 100% convinced that i had gone into some kind of freaky rage and trashed my house. so much so that i spent the rest of the dream putting everything back where it should be, constantly missing obvious dream signs of misplaced objects/furniture. woke up as i was picking bits of plastic up off the floor and i can still feel it now.

the lower back feeling has really made me think there is something in the idea of astral parasites, i cant think of another plausible explanation. i keep waking up with this odd feeling in my back, which isnt quite pain, yet is almost worse than having a pain there if that makes any sense. like the most extreme restless feeling that i just cant kick no matter what position i roll into

11/16/2010
Fragment:
The only thing I really remember is that I was being detained by some group of people. One of them was this huge, hulk of a guy who looked like he might have been a butcher or something, judging by the filthy apron he was wearing. Most of the dream, I just don't remember, though I do recall one scene were lightning struck, somewhere on their property. I saw the bolt hit the building in slow motion. The electricity scattering across the area and ignited a combustible tank, causing a massive explosion, which injured at least one person. The whole thing played out in slow-mo, and I think I was watching from a disembodied perspective. That's about all I remember, though.

NOTES

Castle Anthrax becomes Castle Cannabis.

It becomes a shining white castle, full of cannabis plants.

I smoke with the RV templars, mowglycdb, and the Care Bears.

Life is good.

15.11.2010

I am pharaoh (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Three dreams. I had a very interesting non lucid dream.

Third:

I was with my dad and we were talking and having a great time. We were watching soccer, we had a few beers and smoked some cigarettes. I saw a young hot female character. She needed to have a son with some jerk for a reason I cannot recall. I knew this guy was going to abuse her and also abandon her and I felt an urge to jump in and advise her.

Her room was in a very old school building which had some pale light entering from the right window. The decor was old school, mostly wood. I advised her about the stuff and she thanked me.

I went inside a pyramid. Such pyramid was in the middle of downtown, however, it was very ancient. I was not lucid in the dream, however, I felt very good, happy and free. The inside of the pyramid was awesome. The walls were fully decorated, the lighting was with oil torches and I saw some steps made out of iron skulls. Inside this pyramid, there were several different rooms.

I was married with a female DC who I think was my queen. I was pharaoh. We had a huge restroom with an enourmous tub. The water from the tub went to a pool. We had sex.

I had to go to meet someone inside this pyramid because there was going to be a big war and I needed to help. I exited briefly the pyramid because I needed to check my cell phone. I also checked my laptop and the letter M did not work. I realized I did not need to worry about modern life problems as now I lived in the pyramid. I felt very happy and relieved. It was if like all my problems were gone for ever and I was going to truly enjoy life.

I met with a general in one of the rooms who was delivering weapons. The weapons were made of bronze and they were shaped like a horn. I was given one, however, I did not plan to fight so I deposited it somewhere away from his sight.

I was going to go to meet with my queen again and I saw a big toy store inside the pyramid. I also found some escalators and some DC around, however, all the walls were pyramid-made. I found the store useless as we did not needed money, as pharaoh we had everything. I felt again very relieved and free.


Missed dream signs:
- A pyramid inside downtown.
- All the stuff inside the pyramid.

15.11.2010

Energy (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Three dreams. I had a very interesting non lucid dream.

Second:

I was talking with a DC and doing some research about energy. I could send my own energy to this DC.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.

15.11.2010

A DC beats me on cards (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Three dreams. I had a very interesting non lucid dream.

First:

I was indoors and I met with a DC. That DC beat me on a card game. The DC did not want to wait for consciousness. More dream characters.

Missed dream signs:
- Unknown.

I was floating in a completely black void. I was looking around and then an African man appeared about two feet in front of me. He had an ornate mask on that was orange, red and yellow. His left eye was showing through the mask. There was a look of pure evil I have not seen in an eye before. I stared back at him for about three seconds. Out of terror I said the Great Mantram, "I am the father of the universe. I am the mother of the universe. Everything came from me. Everything shall return to me. Mind, body and spirit are my temples for the Self to realise in them my supreme being and becoming." As soon as I started to say this I felt myself falling at freefall speed and the African man did so also. When I finished the mantram I woke up and lay awake for three quarters of an hour.

I only recalled an HH where a member of my inner world was showing me some very badly drawn anime pictures she drew.

regular dream: 11-15-10

I had another interesting dream so I decided to post it. Usually I'm too lazy but lately I've been having all kinds of fun(well... maybe not fun.. but.. interesting) dreams

I woke up this morning with the most random thought in my head. It went like this: "Mother's cry for elephant's selection." It had absolutely nothing to do with any of my dreams.. so I have no idear(sorry, lately I've been wanting to use the word 'idear' instead of 'idea' just because it sounds cool) where it came from! So random..

Anyways.. so here's the dream I had last night...

Me, my sister, and a friend had just gotten back from somewhere but I was hungry and wanted to go get something from Taco Bell. My sister said I could go but I had to take her car for some reason and I had to drive. So off we went to taco bell.. well actually I barely made it out of the driveway. It wasn't the driveway at my house, just some random place in the middle of nowhere. I accidentally put the car in reverse and I tried to stop it but it wouldn't stop so I had to steer it backwards down the road. We got on a really busy road and I kept dodging cars, going backwards in the right lane while other cars were rushing forwards. I tried over and over again to bring the car to a stop so I could put it in drive but everytime I pressed the brake, the car would take too long to slow down and I was afraid of backing up traffic. I thought it would be a good idear(lol sorry I had to use that word again) to steer over to the other lane(left lane) so that I would be going the same direction as the other cars. So I got into that lane, and all of a sudden the cars were coming right at me.. or from behind me.. or somewhere! and CRASH! I remember going to the side and getting out of the car only to look back and see what I had done. Not only had my car crashed, but tons of other cars had also collided because of me! I was well out of the way when more cars kept crashing into one another and a school bus also crashed. I saw an explosion, there were smoking cars everywhere, and people were dying. Pretty much everyone died in that car wreck except me and whoever else was in my car. I felt terrible.

(here comes the random part)

Then, the scene kept replaying in my head. I watched cars crash over and over again, but each time it happened, there were less and less cars until eventually there was only a few people, who transformed into the cast of Harry Potter and then transported to someone's living room. They were standing by these black couches feeling all ashamed because they were involved with the car wreck but someone said "It's okay, you guys are clear," so they started cheering.. but then 1 second later they all had red gun laser pointers pointed right at each of their chests. They got freaked out. I woke up. Yea........

I had a very odd dream last night..

I ended up going to japan for some sort of space simulator competition. Sadly, I think I lost. I was walking out with other contestants when a family ran and up and began hugging and crying a man near me, and they were yelling "Xi Chi Ya!!!" (or Xo Chi Ya... wasn't totally clear when I woke up)

Then I had another dream I was rescued from mars, and the woman who saved me said she had a baby when we were landing, but secretly I knew that she had had the baby for a long time and had to hide it until then.

Odd Night.

Its the middle of the night and I'm standing in a large room with white walls amongst a large group of people who are sitting, standing, talking, smoking, laughing and playing. Their physical appearances are concrete and unwavering over a long period of time. I am a lucid wall-flower. Suddenly I decide to speak up, and loudy: "Can any of you tell me the date and time?" I recieve 5 or 10 different answers from the now thoroughly perplexed crowd, and take the oppurtunity to point out that they cannot remember because they are dreaming. "We are all dreamers, and this is the dream time, and this is why you cannot recall what day it is. I am aware that tommorow will be November 14th, 2010, because I am fully lucid. I am a dream teacher and I am here to guide toward lucidity. What do you want to experience? What do you want to see, do? Whatever you want is open to you now. Let us now go out into the night and create the experiences of our own choosing." The crowd is thoroughly convinced and appropriately excited. I remind them not to get to excited else they wake from the dream. There is a mass exit toward the door, and shouts of new found freedom arise as we go off in groups of two or three into the night.

I am a longtime lucid dreamer
(10ys+), although I go long periods without much recall of my dreams. I have recently once again begun to suplement with b vitamins, specifically b6, and I have had extremelely vivid dreams and very detailed dream recall ever since I started on this regimen. Most of my dreams are to varrying degrees semi-lucid, with the occassional full on lucid dream. My dreams are so damn vivid and logical that I often cannot distinguish between reality and the dreamtime.

I usually dream of people I have never met, though in the dreams I often feel as if I've always known them. I sometimes dream of people whos faces shift with each passing moment, though usually the people I dream of are solid, complex, and unwavering in charachteristic, physiological aspect, and personality. I have slowly become (sort of) convinced that many of the people I interact with in the dreamtime are other dreamers who actually exist in the waking world.

I often wake 2-3 times a night, each time remembering wild and vivid dreams that are often semi or fully lucid. I can follow the paths back through dreamscape after dreamscape, in what seems to be many hours of experience, even when Ive only been asleep for a couple of hours.

Over the years I have come to expect lucidity in my dreams, so I am no longer forced awake by my excitement at the realization of the fact that I am dreaming, as I once was.

I am often a total horn dog in the dream world. Its embarassing, but I must admit that I love having sex with random hot guys in the dream worlds. Especially when lucid.

November 15, 2010

I'm sitting in my class and my teacher walks in. The room is pretty big and I'm sitting in the far corner. There are also a lot of other people in my row of desks. Then this Mexican guy proposes to another girl, she says no, and then another guy proposes to her and she says yes. Instead of a ring, he gives her a book about a woman soldier in Iraq. Then I get this weird image of the book cover that I've never before seen in my life, and then the guy says to her it's about the "soldiers in the rough." This term for some reason has similar meaning to the term "diamonds in the rough," meaning something has potential but hasn't gotten the chance to shine yet. And to give just a little more detail about this book cover, it had a picture of a man with a soldiers hat on, a beard, and a mustache on his nose. (Yes, on it not under it) It was very odd.

Whooohoo this is my first post. EXCITING anyways, it is currently 5:40 in the evening, so i can't say i remember my dream very well... which is probably not helpful in this process. BUT i do remember a few things...
...i remember being in an abandoned parking lot at night in my Aunt Lynda's red car. There was food in the car. I was just about to leave the parking lot when some kind of threatening man jump on the car. I screamed and he yelled at me to get out of the car. i got out of the car but refused to leave it. he got so fed up with me that he just pushed me in the back of the car, then started to drive away.
The next part i do not remember but this next part happened later on in the dream and i do remember it...
... we were still driving and all of the sudden it was daytime and we were driving down a twisty road near my house. He somehow opened the back door of the car, sending me flying out, cackling and yelling something that I don't remember. I was pretty close to my house so i decided to bounce there instead of walk...? I could bounce REALLY high, like at least 50 feet, but i didnt get very much distance, i just went really high. Regardless, i bounced all the way home.
Again, i forgot what happened right after that but i still remember some snippits from later on...
I remember me being in my kitchen, telling my Aunt Lynda about the incident... then my mom walking in and saying that i looked all shaken up, and hugging me. She had on a leather coat.
I then remember it was night time again and me and 3 or 4 other friends (unknown names) went back to the parking lot and found the red car exactly where it was before.

OK i know it doesnt really sound like a nightmare right now... but it was scary at the time.

I don't know how the zombie apocalypse starts in my dream. When I enter, the pandemic has already begun and where I am at there seems to be nobody around. I walk through what seems to be a large, courtyard type area outside of a medium sized cottage house. I enter the house through some French doors and flip on some lights. I had entered what seemed to be the kitchen area, though it's rather small. When I switch on the lights, I all of a sudden can see zombies meandering around the courtyard exactly where I had been only a moment before. However, they don't seem to take any care in the fact that I am drawing attention to myself. I then go to the stove and pick up a frying pan that I intend to use as a weapon.

I look out the French doors from where I just came and notice a large pipe about waist high going through what all of a sudden appears to be a extremely thick brick wall starting at the side of the cottage. Inside of the pipe is a boy who I seem to recognize, but I can't place who it is. Standing directly in front of the pipe with its back to the boy is another zombie. I can, however, tell that he's pleading for help so I begin to knock loudly on the windows farther away to draw all of the zombie's attentions. Suddenly alert to my presence, they all swarm to the area where I am knocking and begin to moan and claw at the glass. That is, all except the zombie standing in front of the boy. It stays oblivious until the boy finally decides to retreat into the pipe. Finally this particular zombie seems to take notice of movement and follows the boy into the pipe. Since the zombies are enthralled with where I was knocking on the glass, I decide to go try to help him and follow through the same pipe.

When I come out on the other side, it seems like we're in something similar to a darkly colored prison hall in aura. The entire hall is made of a dark steel. I immediately see the boy and the zombie wrestling with each other and I grip my skillet to get ready to help. The next thing I hear is the boy yelling at the zombie, "No! Don't bite me! Don't bite me!" A cold dread washed over me and I slowly shuffled around the fray and took off running down the hall, leaving the boy behind me. A guilt fills me as I hear him call after me, "No! Don't leave me behind! You'll regret this!"

Somehow I end up entering what seems to be a larger metal room filled with survivors. What's even more weird than coincidentally coming upon this group is that the boy I just left behind is sitting in the corner of the room with blood running down his arm. It seems that he was telling the story of his almost-escape from the disaster when he turns to speak to me, "I didn't get bitten by the zombie you saw me fighting. After I finally crushed his skull, I was attacked by another zombie that had found me. I could've been saved if you had been there." Almost as soon as he says these last words to me, I wake up.