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MY FIRST LUCID DREAM!!!!! Started off as me going to a voice audition for Vegeta from Dragon Ball Z. I asked how much Id make, it was a lot. Anthony tried to talk me out of it. Then, we were sort of in Lemming Ball Z, but it was a different game. Afterwards, I went home (old house) and watched TV. Alann called and said "Don't change the channel! They are about to be awesome!" Then, zombies came into the house, which was set up differently by the way, and chased me upstairs. Instead of my right, my left foot had a broken toe. But when I got upstairs, I realised this (of all things), and did a RC. I HAD SIX FINGERS. I knew I was dreaming. I was healed (my foot), my vision was perfect, and I was in control. I also felt the mirror in the bathroom. It was soft, like rubber tension while still feeling smooth and hard like a mirror. I though to my self to keep things simple; I didn't want to wake up too soon. I made a paperclip appear on the bathroom floor behind me. You have to really concentrate. It's harder than I thought it would be. Since it was my first LD, it was still fuzzy like a regular dream, except details were amazingly close (the bathroom floor for example) and the quality was slightly better than a normal dream. And I remembered everything in the dream. Next LD I hope to fly.

Only thing I can remember is that people were asking me how to drive in Grand Theft Auto as if it was driving in real life. Main character was Spider-Man though, not Niko.

Remembered this later today: at one part, I was in school and my schedule had math but no room number or something. Mr. Collins kept following me around telling me to "get to class."

Not many today. One part, our apartment was haunted. For example, the TV was in front of you, you turn around, you turn back, it's on the other side of the room. There was some sort of play. Jenn was in it. I think she was possessed. Also, I don't remember the whole thing but the trophies in Super Smash Bros Brawl were battling (duh) but not like usual.

I was in a band playing a Foo Fighters song (might have been Learn to Fly.) Next, some fat kid tried to steal a tent and I chased him with mom's car, but it was a convertible version. Next, I was in some sort of library for video games, but there wasn't a lot of good stuff. I cant remember the details, but one point, I was some sort of superhero.

July 4, 2008

I was on Attack of the Show talking with Munn about a new Wii coming out in November. next, about a car that was a lot like the freestyle. Then, I cut my finger, i went to the store for a bandaid and went to a party. RJ and Bianca were there. I also was in some sort of war and I was a vampire or something fighting a giant monster later on. It was some sort of school I was in or something.

I was sleeping in my first hour class room. My head was tucked into my bookbag and I was relaxing/meditating Deeply.

I decided to get up and look around due to the fact that I hadnt fallen asleep and found that I could not move.

I stayed calm, knowing this was normal. I listend to my teachers talk to each other about baseball and the world series.

I then decided that I was going to have a lucid dream. I tried several time to float out of my body and then it hit me. I focused on a body inside my frozen body and I just got up and walked out of my chair, still in a dream state.

My teachers where not there and I was alone. Next to my chair in another chair was a big chest.

I opend the chest and it had a smaller chest inside. I took out the chest and sat it on the desk top out of the chair.

I then turned around and behind my sleeping body was a basket of decorative goth skulls. I searched through the basket and found a dark colored one that was pale black.

I put in in the chest and as I pulled the chest closed I found myself in my body again.

I then decided to wake up. I could hear my teachers talking again as I tried to wake up. I focused on my breathing and started trying to breath faster. It was hard to increase my breathing rate and I began to feel like I was suffocating.

I was getting scared, obviously slipping more into a dream state. I began worrying that I would die and that I couldnt call out for help.

I then calmed down and tried again. I then got woke up and decided not to tell my teacher of my 20 minute adventure, knowing that she would brand me either a liar or someone who need counciling for delusions.

There were twp andarial type characters attacking me and Leo. They were getting closer to our base. We had some strategies and special moves and used them wisely. I had a different idea than Leo and used my special moves last. Leo used all his early and died. I was alone against two andarials. I finished one of them off and slowly attacked the other one. She kept getting closer and blew a giant hole through my barrier. I was scared that I wouldn't he able to stop her.

Was working at a talent agency or a place where all famous people were. I was giving an opening act for some star. I was really nervous and went up and said some jokes. Ended up being very good and everyone loved me. Took limo to afterparty some people thought I sucked. We were waiting for the previews on the next episode to see how well I did. The proves confirmed that I did well.

I had bought tickets for me, allen, leo, and dina to go to identity festival which was taking place in south america for some reason. Tiesto was going to be one of the headliners and I was super excited to see him (funny since im actually going to see him in a couple weeks). The 4 of us were going to road trip to the concert in my car. Dina and I had gotten into a fight about something really random. I didnt think that it was a very big deal but she apparently did. She said that he refused to road trip with me. Leo then, being her bf, decided to go along with her and he said he wouldn't go with me either. Allen wanted to go with leo so he decided that the 3 of them would road trip in my car without me. They all hopped in the car and left me behind. For some reason we lived in my parents old maple valley house and covered myself in a white goose feather blankets. At first I was really upset and pouting and crying. Next thing I know iwas am at my gmas loud old house. She kept tempting me with her chocolate cake. Repeatedly I kept looking back at the cake and telling myself that I would grab a bite of it later. My cousins celia and Traia were there. I was venting about them leaving me and taking my car. They suggested that I make allen fly me down there and drive me back. I called allen to tell him. He told me that he wouldn't be able to drive ne back because they had picked up a hitch hiker Crystal and they promised to drive her back. I was absolutely livid! I kept pacing around my gmas house in anger

Was on a snowy trail with allen. Allen was acting really awkward and kept looking at a house in the distance. I asked him if he knew who lived there. He told me that his ex girlfriends parents lived there. I laughed at him because he was acting like it was such a big deal. To mess with him I ran up to the house and rang the bell. Allen grabbed my arm and pulled me away. He didn't want them to see him. His ex answered the door but didn't see us. We ran off.

Dream fragments:
Skrillex was there
I was in a good mood but a little anxious because someone with me wasn't
The colors yellow, black, and red.

It began in my Aunt's house. There were 2 babies running around, one from her family and one from somebody else's. One of the babies peed on a carpet and the other baby walked over and pointed it out to us.
I then remember a country singer came over and was talking to us about something, he had come over to our house to visit us for some reason. I know there was more to this dream, I remember and earlier part with my Dad there as well.
I also remember explaining to my Aunt about how margarine was less healthy than butter, I explained the process of how they make margarine(hydrogenation) and how this creates unnatural trans fats which are worse for you than butter.

The next dream took place immediately after(warning its gruesome and dark). A bit nightmarish, and I'll tag it as such for fair warning.


A man has a dog and is castrating it (neutering). We are on a dock, looking out over a body of water, I think there was 1 kid with us, probably the man's son. The dog is under no anesthesia and I am sickened by the procedure.

He cuts off the dog's testicles, whole from the scrotum, with a sharp pocket knife. The dog lays down and appears injured.
He then takes the scrotum and opens it up and says something like "now you'll find the kittens inside."

I'm warning you this is really gruesome.

He then takes the 2 pink testes out of the scrotum and says look "the two kittens are talking to each other," and makes mewing sounds while holding the 2 testicles. I say something like "stop."

The dog then starts barking and jumping up, I am a bit scared.

The man says to the dog "hey calm down, stop," or something like that. The dog then manages to bite his arm, the man gets mad and opens the dog's mouth and cuts it from inside its mouth, one end to the other.
The dream ends, my last image is the dogs mouth and teeth, and the knife cutting his mouth. I wake up considerably frightened.

That's all I can remember from this morning.

I'm venturing through the dark of night, with my father at my side, we're scanning the streets for specimens, evil creatures that are trying to kill the human race. I'm carrying a 9mil boretta and my dad is carrying an AK-47. We run into a few and shoot them all, me and my father both run out of ammo and there are still more coming at us, we reach an area where the road goes up slightly revealing a small pocket, and a bunch of swords and weapons were stashed in the pocket. I grabbed a katana and began slicing them into pieces, all of the sudden we reach a hedge area where it is partially day and night, we see specimens slowly creeping up towards us, we take them out one at a time, then one comes up that I try to strike and nothing happens. I strike again but the blade does nothing, all of the sudden the specimen turns into a more human creature and begins to run from me, I start to chase it and become a specimen.

I thought I'd post a couple of nightmares I'd repeatedly have as a young child.

1.) The Heffalump on the Stairs

This dream would always take place in the evening, when my family was having dinner. I wasn't with them, and was instead reading on my living room couch. Suddenly, a demonic-looking Heffalump (yes, from Winnie the Pooh) with sharp teeth and wings came slowly down the steps. I knew that this thing, whatever it was, was trying to get me, but when I tried to shout out to my family to help, my voice came out as a whisper. My legs and arms were going in slow-motion, and when the thing reached the the bottom of the steps, my dream ended.

2.) Chuck E Cheese Game of Death

This dream would always take place in a Chuck E Cheese's (don't laugh). There was this one game, that once a day would suck two random people inside of it and kill one of them, but release the other. I was picked, and I was slowly dragged into the machine with the other person. The machine picked the person to release, and it wasn't me. Then everything went black, and I woke up.

3.) The Screaming Shack

This dream would always take place in the Screaming Shack, and I was always Harry Potter. Hermoine and I were in the Screaming Shack, and we had caught Peter Pettigrew. Suddenly, Snape and Lupin burst in, and started to yell at us. Then, the full moon came out, and Lupin transformed, killing Snape and Pettigrew. He came after Hermoine and me, but I fell and he lunged at me, and then everything went black and the dream ended.


All of these dreams deeply scared me when I was little, but around the age of 9, I just stopped having nightmares for some reason. I've only had maybe one or two since then.

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I find myself outside a tall building, at its highest point obscured by the clouds above. My several companions and I walk towards the entrance confidently, but cautiously. As we get right outside the door, a piece of the building itself speaks to us in the voice of an old bitter woman and cackles.

"You'd better hurry, I'm coming for you!" She is the voice of the lava the building is sitting on! We rush in and realize the floor is bubbling and the room is filled with several tiers of yellow blocks. Immediately, my team and I start jumping around the room to search for the item we were sent there to retrieve. Somebody shouts they've found it, but lets it slip from her hands and fall to the bottom of the room. I instinctively dive for it, snag it, and continue my way up to the top of the building. It is a small, 8-bit Mario shaped eraser.

The room is now erupting from all corners with pillars of fires and I'm struggling more and more the climb the now "artificial rock-climbing" face of the walls. I finally get the level I need to be, where I meet eyes with another member of my team blocking my path to the right. Time freezes for a minute or so, though we're both still thinking clearly. Once things start moving again, I use all the strength I have left to climb over to the goal. I pull the eraser out of my pocket and place it in a small indent. It transforms into a a Princess Peach eraser.

All the danger subsides and glide to the bottom of the tower. My team is there to greet me, I we walk out together feeling like winners.

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First real Lucid Dream today
affter trying so hard the othe days today was the first complete lucid dream.
Special circumstances: between 10 and 12 am. it seems i only have lucid dreams in the late morning.

All begun in my apartment a was with my mother and my sister and we had a withe tiger pet. sadly that was not the clue for that being a dream. I was more worried for the tiger eating my cat, Kai and in one of those moments when the tiger kinda bite me but a didn't feel the same or mos pain than when my cat actually bite my i decided it was a dream.
Then my sister asked for kai, i made him apear sleeping in the couch, but he has a smal collar. Logic, I allways wanted he has one of those. Then I wantedtrying another thing: The other side of the mirror. in my apartment there is a big mirrorin the end of the hall, so I tried but remembered that is easier if one cannot see how something imposible happens rigth in front our eyes. I put my back in the glass and then it was like a gel and i was falling slowly, very slowly in the other side. That was wonderful.
In my head, mirrors reflect allways something kinda magical, i heard that if you reflect yourself in a mirror between 12:33 am to 3:33 am you will see or the devil oryour real soul and that is very scary. And well, there in the other side of the mirror were some skelletons half mirror half bones and one of those took me in the shoulder they wanted to guide me far away of the mirror. well, i just took his skull whit my hands and crushed it, it was like aluminium paper. the appeared another one and i did the same, then I thougth about the voice comand...first i was a bit scared i started saying that in real life but i didn't wanted more skeletons. i said "get out of my dream you all are not even real, i'm not scared and this is awesome, so let me dream in peace" while I pulled the two skull that were crushed in my hands and they pulled a lot more, they were like a gigant collar. I laughted, they were just a collar. Then i was in my mirrored apartment, and feeling like god. So i justwanted something more, i went directly to a window and thougtht about changing the sky...but it was another fail aim in other dream. I tried something more: try to bring Len alrigth so I remembered the fact that it was easier if one just call them. I serached my pone, I never have my phone near. I tried asking my mom "ma, do you know who is len?" she just look me like she didn't understand "ok, nevermind". I look in the window, there was the porter lodge and I said to me, he is going to be there.
I went down for the stairs but in the middle I realized i had a bag (my artist case) in my hand. i just let that there saing "well, go up, have some wings or wathever" i was more exited about len in the first floor. When I went down THERE WAS NO ONLY LEN!!!! there was Miks and Jim as well, i never was so damn happy in my entire life (true story) i hug my brother as nothing in the world (he had blag bagsunder the eyes...was he crying las nigth?) but I was there he was there. then michol that was saying something, he was reading a book when i distract him, i think. by that moment i gfelt like awaking, i should hurry up then I saw Jim, my jim! I hugged him, i kissed him and heared his voice saying "i thought you forget me again this time" (i never ream about him, even if i spend all my day with him :/) And then i felt like total awaking. i was soooo sad.
But it was a false awaking. I woke up in my bed, that was in the last floor of """my apartment""" once again, and there was my mother and my sister. When i woke u there was a lot of things hanging on the roof and one of those things was the collar-skelletons." the same cheap esparpajos, this is a dream!" and i looked for my sister and my at and my mom, and there was no tiger so i said my sister "have you ever wanted a tiger, choco?" and i visualized it, but there was anywhere, that was strange, searching for him i found my mom and she said, "and what, who is going to feed that tiger?" okay, maybe the tiger was to much. So well, i wanted explore the tings in the roof but they were to far and i tried to visualize stairs and i closed my eyes and all, but i couldn. In one moment there was a black space and i thought there if i wait i can keep dreaming, but i opened my eyes and then i was awakening. then my sister phne stated ringing and again, and again and at the en I waked up.

that happened before, why when i have a false awakening is harder to controll my dreams??

[To start out, I live in pittsburgh PA. most of my dreams take place in some variation of pittsburgh and its surrounding areas. also, most of my dreams are continious and based off of other dreams. a lot of what i say here is based off of other dreams in the same area. bear with me]

I had just left my friends house and was driving down a red brick road in between tightly packed houses. there where tracks inbedded into the road, presumably for the trolley, that where making my motorcycle hard to control. I stopped at a red light at a 4 way intersection, looking down the road into the line of factories and defunct manufacturing plants being converted into one thing or another lining the river (the allegheny in real life). I observed a black guy, driving a black car yelling about something next to me. the light turned green and I sped off to the next block where I made a left turn onto the highway overlooking the industrial shores of the river. most of these buildings looked as if they had been abandoned for years. I merged onto the highway and was immediatly cut off by an asian driver and forced into on-comming. I went across al of the lanes and parked in a lot on the other side of the highway. I figured id go walk around for a bit, knowing there was a staircase that led to under the highway and too the abandonded industrial complexes. I walked down and across an opening into one of the warehouses I hadent explored yet. I walked in, finidng reltivley nothing interesting. I cam out the other side to the train tracks that ran between this building and another, and began walking.

After a hundred feet or so, i saw a small patch of plants. These plants where about 3 or 4 feet tall, with the upper half of the flexible stem loosley covered in deep green leaves that looked like holly, but instead of thorns the; red short hairs grew out of the edges. the leaves where hard and waxy and deep green like the rest of the plant.

They where growing all the way next to the building as far as i could see, I knew them as "high plants" based on a previous dream. I walked through the patch of plants, and immedialty began to feel the plants effects. i though tro myself, "they inject the drugs into you through the red spines on the leaves, and to get high on them, you have to let the leaves brush against your bare skin." I walked through for a while, and continued to feel intense euphoria, warmth, calmness, and cloudy judgement. I felt like I needed more, feeling an addictive effect. I walked for maybe a mile through them, getting higher and higher.
after a while, the feeling of nausea and headache and dizziness was unbearable; I started to get scared from hallucinating and woke up feeling sick-ish.

I was on a travel. I remember SM and an airport. I was in a computer game. We were heroes with powers. We rode on a train in the mountains. Then we found that in the middle of a... sea, or swamp, the tracks were broken. The two of us fell into the water.

I was able to land on a some broken wooden parts of the train. The water is... dirty greenish yellow. There was something in the water, so I hurried to the shore. I arrived on a yellow-sanded beach. My companion is still on the sea. I stayed away from the shore, but I saw that my companion set up a trap as soon as he reached land. I asked what he was doing, and then I saw a sea goblin (or whatever) rise out of the water after him. He caught it, and the trap prevented the creature from going back to the water, therefore weakening it. We captured it, and we got... fruits.

After that, we ran and entered a secret base in that mountain. We played what seemed like a computer game. We play as a pair, facing monsters in 2D and defeating them. There was one character that uses a dragon-like laser to attack the enemies.

Then it turned very real. We were fighting. We won at first, and then we lost. Everybody died, but one or two of us. One was a girl who was one of the main characters in the previous "game," and the other is a boy that wasn't the main character. The boy main character died. Now we're planning to resurrect the rest to help oppose the evil that is rising.

I was in a building, with people who a group of people wearing business attire. They were planning the next move. They're sending us out.

Rob was there. He gave me instructions about where to drive and find the hideout without being followed. He also suggested I don't leave the car in the target area to avoid detection. But the instructions were so complicated, I didn't want to follow them. When I went out with my accomplice, I asked him if he's going to leave his car in the area, or if he's going to go back and park the car. We both agreed it's troublesome to do that, so we parked it near the target area/hotel.

Inside, there were a lot of people in formal attire. Then I noticed another guy. An enemy agent. I thought he was an ally at first. I walked outside, and tried to hide in the green bushes (it's veeeery green), but it wasn't very effective. I realized he might shoot me, so I ran deeper into the bushes instead of just staying near the edge to spy on him.

After some short running, he released his powers. We were near a plaza or something. There were five floating balls (like the dragon balls). Each has different powers. I was able to fight back, and defeated him. I was stronger magically than physically. He dropped to the ground, body facing down. He said something, before he disintegrated into the ground, and his head disintegrated into the skull of a cat.

I saw a primitive torture machine made by a primitive kid.