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Fragment: To the Bone
I'm talking with some guy who has no flesh on his arm starting a little above his elbow. It's just a nasty gash of exposed meat followed by bare bone. After awhile, I notice I have the same kind of injury, only I have a little flap of tissue dangling by a thread that looks like bacon. I try to rip it off, but that just pulls out more tissue, muscle and sinew from inside my gaping wound.

Most Frightening:
This only lasted a few seconds but I saw a face, ugly and rotted. a twisted beast of anger, hatred, and possibly pure evil.

Second most frightening:
It is my birthday everyone is at my house. We are laughing and having fun. Then terrorists appear and start shooting. They bring a body bag onto the yard, I know their boss is inside. A rotted corpse in an EMS uniform rips out of the bag and threatens me and my family. I am powerless to stop him.

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Dream Fragment one:
I am standing beside a throne. The pope is on the throne and i bend down and whisper something to him. He gets mad at me and puts me in a gladiatorial arena in some one's back yard. My weapon is a Chinese hook sword which I never use. Somehow I escape to a dorm with five rooms in a circle around a kitchen.

Dream Fragment two:
All I remember from this dream is a woman's face she has reddish black hair and and an manga type face.

Dream Fragment three:
I remember space, possibly viewed from the command bridge of a battle-cruiser. I also may have seen Mechs.

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I was in someone's house. I was in the kitchen with a heavy blonde haired lady. The kitchen was white, very clean, very cookie-cutter. For some reason I knew her as one of my exes mothers. I was asking her something, but accidently called her Mrs. Coburn (name of my old gym teacher). I apologized and addressed her as Mrs. Ridge. She asked me if I wanted a ride to my mother's wedding. Suddenly her hair turned black and she looked like my old english teacher. I declined, but thanked her anyways.

I was at my house with my grandparents. I was packing for summer camp, which I had the next day. I asked my grandmother if I could bring one of her blankets. The one she was folding had some sort of superhero on it. She hesitated and said I had to be careful. I said that I could just get one on the way to my mother's wedding.

I have talked to the friend I had this dream with, but they didn't remember anything from last night.

I am laying in my bed, my thoughts racing, almost as if I am having a conversation with people I know, I decide to try a reality check. But, I think, If I did a reality check in the normal way, and I'm not dreaming, I'll wake up. I decide to sense my fingers. I put my consciousness into each finger individually, I have 6 on each hand... I start to doubt I'm dreaming, but I tell myself, If I have 6 fingers, I have to be dreaming, no buts about it.

I stand up, and the dream scene changes around me. I'm in my old house from my childhood, lucid, but not fully cognitive. I call out for a friend of mine, and they walk around the corner. I tell her to look at her fingers, because they are dreaming. they look and exclaim that they have three.

they become lucid, and we talk about dreaming for a bit, then they wake up, and shortly after, so do I.

02.02.2011

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

As the dream begins I´m amidst a ruined city composed of red sandy stone. There is a lot of green grass on the sand and the weather is sunny. The most notable aspects of the ruins are some very high constructs in a cross shape made from the same sandy stone. (From the air they'd be seen like this +, not the Jesus type of cross.)

After some time I meet A and F, two of my classmates who were finishing a report and I decided to help them. However, some people attacked the city. There was an old woman in a supercar who I fought with but I couldn't defeat her car even though I had some measure of super agility and strength. The car was something from her late husband.

The woman decided to come again after a while but this time I thought "screw this" and I stole her car instead of fighting her. However, it was very difficult to control the car because instead of a steering wheel it had a lever with five settings (numbered one to five) and wouldn't stop rotating upon itself. By setting it to three I managed to keep it going straight , though I had some trouble again when I had to take a turn and had to change the setting. Sometime during this trip through some sort of highway the car had morphed into a shiny metal sphere with helicopter rotors on top.

I finally reached the ruins while in the ball and by going up a hill I managed to glide above them, seeing the cross shaped constructs and understanding that the reasons that the place was in ruins and that the cross shaped things seemed to be abruptly cut on top was that they had angered God and angels had destroyed them. I came upon a memorial plate in the city, it was a rectangular thing made of the same sandy stone with six rectangular holes in it where plates made from the stone could be fitted. There were only two plates and the other holes were empty, it seemed like the plates had been broken away. I understood that the survivors of the God-induced catastrophe had been luckier because even though everybody dies they had at least they had had the privilege of having their corpses buried, or as I thought of them in the dream "centers of mass"

Then I was in class and told F and A about how angels had been responsible for destroying the city, thus enabling them to finish their report. The dream ended with F drawing the cover of his report with a pencil.

I dreamt I was an old gay man who was walking along the streets at 3am. I passed a coffee shop which had closed earlier; looked over the road to a small supermarket that was also closed, though the lights were on; and returned to the coffee shop. The owner was still there (and was also an old gay man), so he let me in. In the coffee shop dozens of really open shelves filled the open space horizontally, packed with books.

The man made me some coffee (and I wasn't sure what to ask for, stammering, although I wanted something with caramel; so when he suggested something I just went with that) which he mixed multiple times with ice cream. Apparently if they didn't do it right they'd throw it out and do it again. Seemed like a waste of ice cream.

Was in gym class, there was a volley ball net and we all had the guns that shot out these yellow balls. We shot at each other like we were playing a game of dodgeball.

I slept really well last night. I was not "conditioning" myself to remember my dreams or to realize being in a dream when spotting something strange. Even so, I still remembered pretty decent details from my dreams.

I am at my secondary school in my village. I am standing in the ground floor class room. It is a large plain room with massive windows facing the street, right next to the headmaster's office. For this reason, I have always felt as if I was watched in this class room. But there is my brother as well. He is handling some plans. Even though I cannot see what's there, I know that he is planning to build a house. (In reality, he has already built one across the road opposite the school). The plan he is holding looks like an old vellum. He is talking to the headmaster. I am just watching the conversation, even though I cannot understand what are they saying. The headmaster is a big man, some 6'4" with great natural respect.
Suddenly, I realize I can see on the plan that my brother's house is going to be right next to the school. I mean some 3 meters away from the front wall. Then I notice there are no windows any longer. And there is the front corner of the room missing. Only a lager rough hole, through which I can see foundation of my brother new house. Just raw shapes made of red bricks. I am surprised (not realizing it's a dream though), and my surprise triples when a massive tube, made of clear plastic, made of several segments is being installed, interconnecting the house and the school. My brother is saying something in the sense, that he wants easy access for his children. I feel that I am standing there in disbelief. Yet, I have the feeling that the plans are still being argued even though those big steps are being made. I feel that my brother is trying to force the headmaster to sign the plans. (I love those feelings when dreaming, seems like such a nonsense yet feels so real).

Next dream:
I am walking up the road through the village "Hroba Horka", just above the sharp turn where the block of flats is. When suddenly a brownish dirty car (favorit) comes from the other direction, passes me and stops. Then I can see the reverse gear has been selected as the reversing lights light up. The car is struggling a little... It seems like there is some mud on the road. I cannot see through the dirty windows who it is. It is a cloudy day, so it might have been raining, thus the dirt on the car doesn't really surprise me. I am a little bit anxious as I don't know who it is.
The door opens and my friend Zbysek leans out, laughing as usually. I don't realize that the steering wheel is on the other side of the car. I notice some shadows through the windows, so there must be some more people. Event though I don't see who it is, I have a feeling that I know them. Zbysek asks me whether I want to join them as they are going for a party. I see that the car is already overloaded and pretty crowded. So I say I cannot make it, as I have loads of studying (this reflects my current situation actually :-D). Then he says, ok man, and drives off. I feel relieved.

Got a crappy sleep so I don't have much to write.

Awake Non-lucid

We're trapped. I seem to be in a large chamber. It's tiled in blue, with various levels. There's a girl here who I really don't like, she's the type of bleached-blonde-barbie-bimbo that I tend to hate. We give eachother evil glares, then turn away.

[Dreamskip] We've been trapped here for days, there's really no way out. We sit, eating whatever we can find, not talking often. But I guess It's nice to have some company at least... I can hear rushing water all of the time. Maybe there really is a way out? I don't know, we haven't found anything so far.

[Dreamskip] The girl and I have learned to trust each other. And we found a way out. There's a waterfall leading out! She grabs a giant celery stalk, and a inflated dingy, and gets in. I climb into it, feeling nervous, and she pushes it over the edge. We fall, I scream, feeling my stomach jump. Soon we land with a giant splash outside, on top of a building, bright sunlight beating off us.

Meh, hoping for a better sleep tonight so I can dream something decent

Very strange. I had some sort of book that I could enter through the pictures in it. There were some very spooky images in the book and I'm glad I didn't go through one of them...
It took me to a whole bunch of different places, including a strange hotel. I walked out on the grounds and saw a girl I have known for a few years, but not well. She asked me to follow her. I did, and we came upon a circle of chairs with people of all ages sitting in them. There were two empty ones, so we sat down. It was some sort of support group, but I can't remember what for. I couldn't understand what some people were saying. I got up and walked away...
I came to a room full of people but none were paying attention to me as if they couldn't see me. I saw a piano in the corner. I have played piano for many years so I was intrigued. I sat down at the piano and pressed some of the keys softly. Then I tried to play a few pieces but they kept sounding wrong and incredibly cacophonous. I noticed that the keys were covered in some sort of slippery liquid. I looked up and realized that the whole room was staring at me angrily. I tried to explain to them that the piano wasn't right, and that there was something on the keys. I looked behind me to see a tall girl in a Victorian dress and hat holding a teacup and intentionally spilling it's contents on the keys. I stood up and shoved her. I don't know why, but I think her name was Stephanie...
Somehow I ended up back in my own apartment. I put some leftover pizza in the oven and looked through the window. It was raining out but incredibly sunny! I ran out the door to see if there was a rainbow. No rainbow, but my backyard seemed more beautiful than ever (it's not beautiful at all in waking life). I began to sing and my voice came out beautiful and clear. My roommate came through the door and I was embarrassed because she had caught me singing. I went back inside to check on the pizza, only to find there was way more in the oven than I had remembered putting in (this should have been a signal that I was dreaming!!). Instead of two pieces of cheese pizza, there were at least six of many different kinds, and a lasagna. I assumed that the lasagna belonged to my roommate. The pizza tasted awful, and I threw most away. I got a large chunk of spinach stuck on my back molar, and I just couldn't get it out. I kept pulling and pulling at it, but it wouldn't budge a bit.

I woke up and realized that I had slept through my morning class.

There was more to this dream, but it keeps slipping away. I can only remember little bits of images. There was a lot more that happened at the weird hotel, I just can't remember what.

Dream Lucid Partially lucid

February 2, 2011: Slept around 6 hours, awake for 15 minutes, slept on back. Had another successful WILD. I did not feel any tingling or vibrations this time. I just noticed that I was moving my left arm. I felt a desk or a piece of wood on my bed. I picked it up and tossed it.

Then I clapped my hands together, still lying in bed. I sort of heard a sound from it. I knew I was dreaming. I sat up, out of my physical body position. I said to myself "I'm getting better at this."
I couldn't see at all at first, but my vision gradually got better. I examined my hand to stabilize the dream. There was light from a window that I held my hand in to see better. I began to see more detail.

I also rubbed my hands together. I stood up and looked back at the bed. My body was not there. I was in my childhood bedroom. I walked out and into the nearby bathroom. I noticed little objects and decorations that I thought I recognized but had forgotten about. I wondered if my mind remembered everything or just "guesstimated," or made stuff up (now I realize that the remembered objects were actually false memories in the dream. The general layout of the house was right, but the details were not accurate to reality).

I walked into my parents bathroom. My mom was there. I tested to see if she could see me. She couldn't. She was doing bathroom stuff and I said I didn't want to see her naked, so I left.
I went out to the garage and flew, looking at my hands again to stabilize. I flew out to the front yard and up to the top of the trees. They were like weird shaped pine trees.

I thought about how I enjoy flying through the trees in my dreams and how I haven't done that in a long time (I really haven't). I grabbed a branch as I flew/floated higher and let go to let it swing. My hand was sticky from sap.
I flew into the woods near our house. One of our cats followed me for a while. I told her to stay out of the road.

My brother showed up and asked about a phone message he had sent me. I told him this was a dream. I also told him I had been looking for a city of some sort. We both laughed because I realized this made no sense.
I asked him if he could remind me that I'm dreaming if I start acting unusual, so I can become lucid again. He seems unsure of his ability to do this, but agrees to try. He looked sweaty. Probably he was hot after running through the woods to me.

Then I begin to lose lucidity. A bear-like monster person attacked and I fought it for a minute. Jason said something about walking through the woods in shorts hurting your legs. I was wearing shorts, so I made them longer.
Soon after that I woke up.

2/2/11

First dreaming session- cannot remember
Second dreaming session- cannot remember
Third dreaming session- Can remember several dreams.

1st dream (I'm not sure if this dream happened last night or some other time but I remember it clearly this morning):
I am in sixth grade again, [my best friend from sixth grade] is sitting next to me. We're pretty much messing around the whole time, then [my sixth grade teacher] assigns us some project or something, I grab some weirdly shaped paper. Can't remember anything after that.

2nd dream: I have a false awakening at some point, waking up in a differently shaped version of my room. I do the finger through the palm RC but it doesn't work. At some point I notice that the weirdly shaped paper from dream number 1 is on my person and I start to think that I must be dreaming. I look at my hands, 2 fingers are missing. I realize I'm dreaming. I decide to try and stabilize the dream by focusing on the wallpaper until I can see its details. Then I decide I want to try flying. I walk to my window and say firmly, “Open.” It opens, but for some reason there's another window behind it. Frustrated, I say “Break!” and the window breaks open, at which point I jump outside it and start flying. I fly toward some palm trees and for some reason Jack Black is there. I decide I want to fly up above the palm trees but for some reason I can't. I get to about the top of them and start falling. I'm kind of frustrated so I decide I want to try something else. I fly back up to the top near the front door of my house. [explicit, removed.] I walk toward the bottom of the hill I live on and decide I want to try teleporting back to where I used to live as a child. I visualize the living room as vividly as I can, close my eyes, open them, and nothing happens, I'm still at the bottom of my hill. At this point I completely lose lucidity. I keep walking down to the bottom of my hill and for some reason I see a huge outdoor pool there. Having lost lucidity this does not strike me as strange. Raven from Teen Titans approaches me. We talk to each other for a little bit but I cannot remember what was said. Then a group of three thugs appear and I say something mocking to them, can't remember what, and we start fighting. Me and Raven kick major ass. Somehow during the course of the fight, we are transported to where we were to some weird garage-looking place. I see a blonde woman come out and dip her hair in a sink. I can't remember anything after that.

3rd dream: I'm on some sort of ship or something, and I say something insulting to some woman and she gets really mad at me, and she won't forgive me no matter how much I apologize. I think it had something to do with pokemon. I can't remember much.

4th dream: I'm in a car with my dad and I receive a text from my pastor inviting me to some birthday party. I ask my dad to take me and he says sure. We're driving over there and I receive another text from [my uncle] saying that he feels bad about the last birthday party and would like to come to this one to “make up for it”. I say sure. We arrive at the place. There's a bunch of wood and a lot of kids outside, along with someone I see at my church a lot. I can't remember anything after this.

I'm in a building (I forget what it looked like or why I was there) when I did a "finger through palm" rc. First my hand bounced off. Second time I tried I was absorbed through my hand. So I figure I am dreaming and go out side stand on the street in front of me and start flying. I got to cloud level in about 3 seconds when my view backed up so much that it was actually in space looking at the entire earth. My view goes back to normal and I'm in mid air. I start flying around when I'm attacked by what appears to be a a blue lego piece. The piece dissapears.

I decide I want to fight someone so I start to attack Captain Ginyu who just appears out of nowhere. We fight for about 2 seconds when either the dream ends or I just don't remember.



I'm at this convention type thing and a contest is going on. The contest has something to do with building a object. I'm in the contest but I never build a object its just "there". i figure out that Drea (Old friend I knew) is the judge. My object is white with black details but I don't actually remember what the object was.

Drea looks at it and congratulates me by saying it looks great then goes on about how I'm so great.
Then the dream ends.

Locutus of Borg

I am in a restaraunt somewhere, with my buddies from the Enterprise. I am one of the crew, I guess, but at the same time I know that Star Trek is a TV show. I have been away for a few days, and return to find that Captain Picard has been captured by the Borg, and rescued in my absence.

"Aww man," I say, "I always miss the Locutus episode. Well, I'll have to catch it the next time around. Now, let's see, if they show one episode a night, how many nights will it take to get through the whole series and back to Locutus?"

Captain Picard is sitting across the room glaring at me. "Hey Locutus!" I say, "how many episodes did you guys make?"

"This isn't anything to joke about," says Picard. "The Borg are a real threat, whether you think so or not." He proceeds to lecture me on the seriousness of our encounters with the Borg.

"Aww come on, Picard," I laugh, "lighten up, man! How come your so serious all the time? Can't you joke about anything?"

Books

I am somewhere. I come across a bookstore. I guess it isn't usually open, but it is now so I go in to look around. I am thinking about buying an EReader, or I have one. Still, I want to look at the paper books too. There are room after room of books. In fact, it seems to be a flea market of all books, with multiple sellers in one building. I decide to look for the last of the Myst books - the Book of D'ni.

I go into the first bookstore and look through the science fiction/fantasy section. No luck. I go into the second bookstore.

"May I help you?" says the salesperson.
"Yes," I say, "I'm looking for the Book of D'ni. It's one of the Myst series."
"Well," she says, "if we had the book, it would be over here."

No luck over here either. I keep on looking.