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Sorry this is so long! It would be more detailed but I'm writing this a few hours after it happened

Setting:
My dream was set in WW2. I don't know how I know this apart from the odd mention of bombs. In this place we were not allowed to do dancing (which I am fond of) because we were meant to be serious because of the war. But, there was a secret club which we snuck into to dance and have fun.

Non - lucid:
It started of with me and my friend (I don't know who) running away from the patrol who were searching for people doing something wrong. They were on a motor bike wearing dark sunglasses with dogs beside them. Me and my friend were running away from them as we were dressed in our red dresses which we danced in. We ran until we reached the sort of speed where you can't go any faster but I used the near by cars to push myself to go further. My friend could not catch up but I did not realise. I ran into the corner sweet shop where I lived and dived behind the counter.

The guard people came in looking to see if anyone was there but left. My friend arrived a few moments later and had a go at me for leaving her. My elderly friend Mrs. Dubose who I lived with was sitting in her chair:
'Im coming with you to that dance whether you like it or not!'
She always liked to protect us. I replied,
'You can't, what if a bomb were to drop on us?'
'A bomb is just as likely to drop on this house as it is to drop on the town hall!'
But she agreed to stay.

Lucid:
It was only a short awareness because my cat suddenly jumped on me:
When I hugged Mrs. Dubose goodbye I felt her soft wrinkly skin. I felt like a pillow and I thought she must be at least 100. Then I smelt her and she smelt so nice. She smelt sort of like old people's talcum powder but when I smelt it I though 'is this a dream?' And everything sort of disappeared although I was still holding onto Mrs. Dubose

I woke up I imagined where I last was I took off again

Non - lucid:
We walked to the hatch in our floor and down a flight of stairs, across a corridor, up another flight of stairs and through a door. We were suddenly in the town hall where the dancing took place and it has 15 people in there. Girls dressed in red and boys in suits.

-gap which I can't remember-

We heard people below us and all the dancers went down to investigate. All the towns people were there in one room. The elderly and young including Mrs. Dubose on beds and the rest of the floor. They explained there had been a sudden attack from the enemy. Mrs. Dubose invited her horrible friend over to her bed to share and wrapped her checked blanket around them both.

We heard a loud lady's voice above us:
'I know you're not in your beds. I know there's some people down there. Whoever is there will return to there own beds immediately. I will count down from 5. Go!'

There was a rush of people. I knew we wouldn't make it.
1. There was a jam of people at the door
2. Mrs. Dubose would not be able to run and we would have to assist her
3. Our house/shop was the furthest away

However, I had a plan. The lady in charge had bad eye sight. However, she had very good hearing. If we went back the way we came she would hear the door. But if we went round the side door of our house she would not.

We ran around and let Mrs. D go in front. She went ahead but the lady saw/heard us and stopped us.
'Hello Annie and Jack!'
She was talking to me and my brothers toys and obviously thought they were small children
'Now you hurry back quickly, I'll give you two extra time!'

We ran quickly back to our house. Usually we would all share the same bed even though it wasn't allowed. I went in the bed and Mrs. D and my brother hid in the cupboard. The lady walked in and the bell in the door chimed. She walked swiftly across the room and nodded. And walked back out. My brother let out a deep sigh and thumped out the cupboard loudly. I held my breath as he quickly hid again and the lady walked back in. She opened the cupboard and gasped loudly.

I woke up. Sorry for the length again but it was a very vivid detailed dream.

Morning of April 17, 2014. Thursday.



The setting is very similar to our backyard, and it probably would be our backyard were it not for a group of Aboriginal Australian girls moving from near the front of the house along the side, seemingly coming to talk to me (perhaps I am trespassing). They are mostly dressed in blue jeans and casual blouses and tank tops. It seems to be late afternoon. I am only semi-lucid and I am thinking of some sort of “trick” (in case I am absentmindedly trespassing and thus to avoid a confrontation by going over to what appears to be a public-park-like area) which involves walking through the tall wooden fence (which looks very similar to the one we have in real life). I move one slat on the fence (so that it is only still attached near the top by one nail) that is almost to the end of the backyard (perhaps the fifth slat back from the end corner) and am able to step through sideways with just a little difficulty. However, I end up in an area (which may either be a public park or another backyard, though seems almost like a woodland area) that also has a large group of Aboriginal Australian girls who seem a bit annoyed at my antics or appearance from the other yard (it is possible that the two groups are having a feud with each other).

An older female of about seventy or so, with white hair, asks me if I have seen her husband. There is some sort of short conversation she continues with, with me, relative to whether he has been “left alone” (I am not sure if he was supposedly on the other side of the fence or had disappeared or become lost - I get the impression she means that he might have even died) which seems a bit odd and with an ambiguous meaning; that is, “being left alone” in a negative sense (and not having a partner to share life with) and “being left alone” with a positive implication as in not being bothered. I am trying to work out the odd ambiguity as my dream looses focus, the older lady’s eyes being quite vivid and intense and I am not sure what to say because I am confused about the meaning. I say something like “People have never left me alone in my life,” (coming off as a bit sarcastic) which does not sound quite right, as I am supposed to be talking about her husband, not myself, though I have no idea who he is or about anything else that is going on.

Have been having dreams but can't fully remember. all i know is there are very stressed and mixed emotions...sometimes as i fall asleep i feel like i can't breath...but im breathing fine. i feel my body tingle especially in my face and hands and it seems my surroundings are in sloow motion. i begin to gasp for air and im afraid to go back to sleep...i feel weak to the point i sleep fine during the day. i no it makes me very emotional. sometimes i can remember my dreams but usually if i wake up to fast...everything is a blur sometimes i confuse my dreams with reality...if i just wake up and try to do something i still feel like im in my dream state...its a scary feeling...i do weird stuff in my sleep ill be half awake half asleep.i tend to act out my dream...i talk and mumble ..yet i keep doing it as if i have no control .... like im weak. sometimes ill wake up and i can see things clearly...yet every thing should be pitch black....its so weird.

In my first dream, I was at some sort of school and they were doing drug tests on the students. We were in a big warehouse looking building and everyone had their piss cups in conveyor belts. G. Romero asked me to piss in his cup, probably because he was dirty.
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In my other dream, I was with a lot of people and we were ready for some sort of attack. People were committing suicide because they thought they wouldn't live through the attack. I ran to a group of people that was about to kill themselves and tackled their leader and took his knives. I ordered them onto the towers we had posted and they ran up the stairs towards the towers. I told this to everyone and everybody managed to get into a tower. Me and a few people didn't have time to get into a tower and that's when water started coming and it turned into ice. We ran away from it and held up while the whole area turned to ice. Creatures started attacking us and we managed to kill one but more took its place. I climbed up a pole and stayed there. Even though there was ice everywhere, I wasn't cold.

Went to bed around 3 AM 16th of april and had significantly vivid lucid daydreams before falling asleep.

Had a few hours before going out to bed for school and just figured i would lie here and dream a little bit.
I thought of Steph and started to imagine a girlish woman in a sort of redish-coloured hallucinatory form. The image was immediately alive and started communicating with me. Not unlike how I imagine a Tulpa is alive as well.

I wondered if I had permission to proceed and she responded with an overtly elongated way of saying; No. She kept insisting that I was not welcome until I could not supress or hide my slightly hurt feelings anymore, to which she reacted with playful engagement and told me she was just kidding. ! I joyfully engaged as well and dream scenery began to form a little, and we where sitting on top of some grass. We got a little closer and I was hapilly holding her in my arms for a little bit when I decided that I did not want to engage in this intimacy for too long. For some reason out of my control I bit her a little bit, perhaps this was spurred by my subconscious imagination because I consciously decided to shapeshift into a wolf for this moment and told her to ride on my back. She did, and I could feel her weight on my back and she hold on to my furry neck which i thought was quite pleasant. I ran through a forest whilist thinking of something to do and within seconds thought of showing her my tree-hut that I planned on dreaming after deciding to climb a tree first. Climbed the darn tree with her still on my back and realized there's no hut unless I envision a way there and started to force my paws unto the wooden floor of my not so well thought out treehut to get to my non-existant entrance.

I fell from the tree with her still on my back and immediately as a reaction envisioned a jetpack to fly upwards. To which I decided not so proceed because I am a wolf and do not have a jetpack so i kept on falling. I coulden't think of any other escape soon enough before hitting the floor and to my suprise. Steph (Who I had forgotten by now) .. Came to the rescue with a jetpack and picked me up before I hit the solid ground! It didn't last long, we flew a bit to above the trees before falling because Miss ran out of fuel in her imagined jet-pack. I teased her bout it said ofcourse this non-bio solution of yours consumes energy like a mo-fo but thanks anyway atleast we now have more aerial time.

I wanted to save the day this time and just before hitting the ground imagined my treefriends to grow some roots fast to catch us and it did. We roots and leaves broke our fall. Atleast, they did for me. Might have just forgotten about Steph here. It is about now that she started to walk away from me without saying anything. She walked towards a mountain entrance. I asked her where was going and she said she was being called by her boyfriend and had to go.

I thought Oh okay, and opened my eyes to write down the daydream I was having. After a minute or so I heared her call again and I asked whatsup? I got something of a hot-tub and I wondered if she wanted me to sit in a tub with her. I tried to.. But it didn't feel right or quite as vivid in the sensory department as that other daydream I was having. I thought I was just having a fluke and this whole tub thing was part of my imagination. I skipped the exercise and my subconscious nagged at me for minutes to write down hot-tub anyway because it is important.

I read Steph's dream the next day and thought it was a significant link that she dreamed of sitting in a bath-tub with her ex-boyfriend on a mountain on that same night. Pretty clear HIT I am guessing?

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Kind of wokee up, got out of bed a little and went back. Had no more interesting shared dreaming experiences afaik. This part might be of value to some to see if they can understand this part of my subconscious;

Later dreamed of some foreign kids/criminals that hang out in our city who tried to crucificy me like jesus with the thorned wires, except they tried to tie me up to branches of trees. They made numerous attempts I think on different trees. All of them failed because I didn't feel any pain and the wires woulden't quite stick to my wrists. For some reason (maybe a bad reason) I got along with them. Had some explicit vulgarity on quite hostile activies (I think.. vague dream) and some foreign kid was pissed at me because his little brother was listening. As I was being crucified tho , the ~14 year old kid looked intrigued and looked as if he learned a lot from me. I thought it was just valuable lessons.

All this is boring. Really. It doesn't tell me much either. The dream kind of made a fluent switchover to having the principle of our school calling me from a distant office to go and teach kids in a classroom at a beach I was seeing on a screen (I think the screen represents my life and the story of my life.. I had to go finish the story I was writing.. My life literally was on the line here, things would definitely not be the same if i skipped this class) and to get out of the damn bed. get ouf of bed. get out of bed. and i walked towards her office. noticed that i had my front door open thought it was weird and a moment of lucidity hit me and i woke up. Realized i was late for school , which i already knew on a subconscious level but I got the fuck out of bed anyway to do the damn test because I would feel absolutely horrible if i didn't do the test and would probably lose any chance at finishing my mid-school exam with a positive grade. (thus ruining all my chances at one of two papers I still need to go to univerity! I really need to study more..)

Also, still haven't posted my awesome lucid. Which is so awesome that is really almost beyond words. There's some good parts in it tho that is englishable and doesn't require the vantage point of my shitbrained mind to be enjoyable. Had a lot of fun tho, met all of my crushes in the same dream. 2 hours of straight up lucidity. Wow!

4.16.14

Last night bed around 8:20 - 1:50 am

Came home from work at 7am, talked a bit on skype, then took a nap 11:25am-3:48pm

Had a very long and detailes dream with OpheliaBlue.

I'm kinda getting used to this 3am work thing. I have one more day of this, then 3 days of 6am. Don't know my next week schedule yet.

Disappointed with GM though. Took 2x4mgs + 2x300mgs of choline. Not a thing. My head feels normal, no bubbing sensation or headrush or anything. My gm could be getting old.

Hi ,
I've been lucid dreaming for a few years now i can do it when i want basically.
So i have this dream i like "going into" i don't know how to say it but i can remember my dreams and pick which one i want to have or i create a new one and store it almost. I dream that i am some hybrid of magical creatures and a witch, but that i have this because i am mother natures daughter~crazy right?

But anyway, i dream that i save this blonde boy with silver eyes when he is little as he fell into a lake and was unable to swim, i appeared in time and save him. Then i skip ahead to being older and i have powers like i can heal with water, mostly elemental powers. Its really detailed but hard to explain to you. Part of my powers from mother nature is that i collect your dreams,thoughts and life experiences and you each have a tree and that tree has leaves that fall and regrow. My job is to thread everybody's fallen leaves into a leaf timeline which if broken can mean you never remember what was lost. Only i have the power to be able to do this and people are after me to break peoples memories (i don't know who yet i'm going to create that tonight).

I had been kicked out of the fea community as i used my other powers that they hated as they couldn't do it to. I also have a baby sister that i can never decide how old she is so i keep changing her age to fit how i want the story to go.

So after i was "exiled" from the fae community i build a home (literally) with my earth powers it looks like it is made of really good wood and its so pretty with flowers around it in the middle of a meadow. So anyway me and my sister live there and i also have a friend there called Alisa a pretty girl with long light brown hair and is tall wearing jeans converse and a light purple top around 17 so a year younger than me. In the dream i can change my outfits to the situation so i normally have a top created out of water but frozen so you can't see anything haha and then my skirt is a short beige ruffle skirt thing and i'm wearing my favorite black boots.

Urm so yeah in the house we get attacked by the people after the memories of literally everyone ( the memory trees are kept safe as they exist in a "ball" i have which i say a magic spell and shrink myself inside collect the leaves and come out of again haha.) Anyway they burn down the house and i escape with my friend and my sister and i find the boy again. He is in a magic school (like Hogwarts but not haha?) and he speaks to the headmaster saying i can learn magic there and so i go to his room in this boarding school and attached to his dorm is mine and my friends. So we start talking as i tell him why he knows me and catch him up that i have powers as i left as soon as i had saved him last time ect.

But he introduces me his friends they are lovely after they get used to me. i show them i can change into a tiger which is white and pretty and they love it and admire me for being powerful. But the rest of the school don't take to me at all as the boy i saved {james from now on haha} has a bit of a reputation for being the hot bad guy haha which every girl wants kinda thing. In the dream i'm really attractive to so we both get envied/jealous people trying to steal us from one another....

But yh thats where i am up to so far i think i'm going to expand on it tonight. I'm an odd one. I swear i could turn this into a fanfic or story or something haha.

Have wonderful and magical dreams everyone <3<3<3

Night of 4/15/14

Dream 1:
(I've been watching 30 rock)

fragments:
there was a meeting with liz
miss mahoney was wearing a bra that shot out sparks (not electrical, like fireworks)

Dream 2:

In a cafeteria
My lunch is ruined- i left it on a table and someone sabotaged it
a friendly lunch man makes me more lunch and makes sure it is very satisfactory

I see a girl im into
close friend decides to go for her instead

Dream 3:

bible school (childhood trauma, what?)
really boring

*****

went into some sort of FPS mode
everybody was shooting at each other
I was shootin up fools
water surrounding a tower inside, it was dark
Went outside, FPS mode gone


*****
Went into different inside area, can't remember how I got there


*Usually when I go lucid i say out loud that it is a dream*
*In this case I just felt kinda lucid*
*Felt strange transitioning into lucidity, like there was little change*

*****

was in a building with church people
I wanted to sex up a girl
People would always invade space.
There was very little control
I tried to build a wall and door with a closed door
failed

They said if I wanted to have sex it would need to be with a family member
I loose control over the dream, (who wouldn't in that scenario?)

*****

EPIC dream last night.

It started out where I was walking around this huge monument building. There were corridors and long outside hallways with pillar structures. It kind of reminded me of European structures from my trip to France back in 1999 except way bigger. I was walking around when I found my 'party' which was basically like grouping up with someone on a friends list on a mmorpg, except me and this person seemed to know each other for quite some time. We walked around jumping over these pillars when the 'dark force' in the dream attacked.

Everything was on fire and I was helplessly trying to "rescue my classmates from this secondary school" this is what I said. So the monument was like Hogwarts. There was a gauge on my display screen. It was like sword arts online. You are in the MMO but can still see people's Health points. The gauge was showing how many people where in peril and who I needed to save first so that there life was saved just in time for them to survive. We retreated and rescued those who we could. Then when I looked around I realized there was this huge world I was in that was like Final Fantasy XIII, Open world and I could see all the fiends, monsters outside of the castles I just retreated from. The dream ended when I suddenly realized I was 'trapped' and saw myself being caged, which is more ironic than anything but I did see my hands stick outside of a human cage.

Then my dream changed to where I was watching families from video games and anime, and the epilogue of these games/anime specifically. What I was looking at was their life after epic boss battles, their babies, basically there life with kids as we live. It was somewhat fluffy and then I woke up feeling awkward.

If anyone was wondering: I saw things like we would if we were to dream in anime or computer graphics. It was very strange since I can't normally do this.

NON LUCID
*At was at some apartment at night time. Nida brought up a Pakistani classical musician. I said yes, I remember that person. I didn't feel right talking to her for some reason, I resented her almost. She was also with someone else one of her friends that were also pakistan I think. I walked into the kitchen and notice davius there. I thought why is he so short, isn't he taller? Darius his brother made a comment about how davius is getting fat. I looked at davius thought wow he is getting kind of fat.

*I sat in a circle with friend passing around a blunt full of dro. I thought this is way to much weed to smoke. I think I thought everyone I only need one hit and I'm good. I also explained smoking to much has negative effects on your mind while very low doses has relaxing anti anxiety effects.

*Lama Dorjee gave me three books. I attempted to give them back but he told me to keep them. I feel I little surprise by this.

My usual dream-signs – my usual ignorance and fail to detect them.

Again looking for a new flat – I had actually rented one and got the key – in Hamburg – never lived there. Nice flat, I really liked it. In the backyard was a low-down building, derelict. I like such places and wanted to go in explore, but it stank of urine and was full of ugly trash, like some nasty squatted houses do, just worse and it was nobody home.

I found two interesting plants in the backyard, though – big thick stalks and blossoms like trumpets – didn’t make me lucid, but I unearthed them and took them on my balcony.
When I wanted to come back there later – I couldn’t find the house any more.
I searched for it and found a house, a bit similar to the one, the flat was supposed to be in – the key worked, but it was a mistake. I was in a shared flat of several people, when entering, and a woman was in one room crying in her bed and asking, what I wanted there. So I left.

Then it was somehow so, that I had to search for yet another flat, since the nice one was too far away from university. I visited one, where when I looked out of the window – I first thought the whole piece of garden would be filled with manure – just to be told and then also see that is was instead a pile of sausages – also filled gut things – don’t know the English words for the affair.
I was a bit alienated, but looked at the rest of the flat – they said I could take from the sausages, and I found that sort of nice for a moment.

It turned out, though, that I was meant to live with an old couple together in that flat, and the former inhabitant had decorated a room with letters and stuff, like a kid would, leaving the people, where she stayed for a school-exchange, and that the couple expected me to live like that with them – like a kid. I said no thanks to that, and they got angry with me – I was pretty nasty to them then – but so were they.

There was also a sort of inter-cultural conflict going – Hamburg had for a while turned into a holiday resort place, where the dark-skinned inhabitants were rising up against the sinful holidayers, lots of police around. And I had for some reason taken off clothes and wanted to put on something else.
This worked fast enough not to be noticed by the moral apostles shouting in the streets.
Connected to this was a photo-shooting with models in bath suits at the beach.

Another aspect was me being on a long bus ride with many people – full bus – and we were sleeping in it, too. Later it turned out, that the bus driver made detours in order to charge more.
There was a fragment, where I had no money – none – and absolutely no idea, how I could get at some before like starving.
Thought about sitting down on the pavement and begging for getting a bit of money for a cake – but something other happened then.

And – I found myself in the kitchen of the house, I dream of second most frequently – of that ex’s parents. I was in the kitchen frying potatoes in a pan and then decided I wasn’t hungry and made myself a cup of milk-coffee.

Another episode, where it came to me, why one guy from back in school was nasty to me in the dream – that he had wanted something from me before, and was disappointed now.
Funnily – that has some actual bearing on reality back then – but I didn’t see that guy for ages. We had fallen out - and it might really have been down to that back then.

Load of crap – but I feel the more I journal – the more I remember the next night.

I'm in a room completely white. I'm waiting for I don't know what.
Suddenly a wall start to tremble as something wanted to come out of it.
And in fact, a cannonball is shot against the other wall.
But the ball is simply ink and when it smashes the wall it starts to write and draws things.
They are comics, but about my past life.
It's funny see everything like a cartoon.
Ink cannonball are shot from a wall to another for a big while, and a lot of scenes come out.
I like it, but at once my bf came in the room, just in time to see a comics relating to him, saying he must leave in a few minutes to go and serve in army.
He prepares some jeans, asking me to sew together some of them.
Then he looks at me with a sad and resigned smile and touches my face as I start to cry... and wake up.

I was at my Uni. There weren't any classes that day but I had to attend to a couple of compulsory seminars. At the entrance of the lecture room were two people handing out small pieces of paper with either the word YES or NO written in them. These were the answers to a question similar to "will you stay until the seminar finishes?". When I went past one of the men handing out these pieces of paper, he only had some of the YES left but none of the NO, so I had no choice. I planned on staying for the whole seminar anyway, but he said "sorry" and handed me a YES piece of paper with a 20-euro bill under it. I pretended I didn't notice in case it was a mistake, but I had the feeling he was trying to bribe me.

After this, my classmates and I entered the lecture room, which pretty much looked like a theatre. We stayed for the whole seminar and, when we were going out, I noticed something in my hand. I looked at it to find two 10-euro bills, which had basically come out of the blue. I reached for my pocket to find the previous 20 euros I had been given and felt the bills in my hand. They felt like real money. I was amazed at how much money I had made out of nothing.

this was kinda trippy. i drempt patrick barrerra had shared a video on face book of me and a bunch of my friends as kids dancing to a song. it was me, matt jajeh and like cade conkle in the munchink version of themselves. in the video i was a kid and was just dancing. everyone had a chance to show what they had. after i wass done watching i called matt jajeh real version to come back and watc the video.

I am trying to fall asleep, but I can't cuz I have an insomnia again. Insomnia is my curse from nine years old and I don't know the reason of it yet. It is around 6 AM and I finaly fall asleep. I get wake up by my mother and is 8 AM. I have't dreamed yet because I slept less than two hours. Is 9:40 AM and I am waking up again because the noises of a dog.

I am trying to fall asleep again because I feel tired, but I can't and I try again and again and again.... and I start to walk on a path into a cartoonish living forest where are growing the plants from Plants vs Zombies. Few trees are looking friendly, but most of them are looking like Jack O' Lantern evil and angry faces. I start doing noises with my mouse midle well. The trees are becoming annoyed by me, but I still doing the noise. One angry tree is stoping me and ask to stop doing noise, or he will call Tudor if I will not. But I am continuing playing with my mouse and keeping annoying the trees. I arive at the edge of the forest. I get encountered by six siamese trees without braches, but that can walk in two legs. They are asking me to stop disturbing them and I am wake up now.