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Dream Fragment - I remember having a dream where I was playing guitar and I seemed to have broken a guitar string. The 6th string E (the top one). I noticed when I was playing that the sound stopped in a string and upon closer inspection it came off.

Dream 1 - Running and Cats
This dream seems so fragmented in places and I feel like it may have been 2-3 dreams but I just can't figure out the boundary between them. The first one is where I'm running around a lot. It's my main mode of transportation (walking and running in RL) and I use it to run up road to the top of a grassy hill. There's a barn-like building somewhere around. I remember looking across to the valley ahead and knowing that I would run up there as it's apparently a shortcut. It's a steep ascent but I should be fine. It seems to skip further ahead into the dream (or I just forgot everything) and I've arrived at the top of the hill again. This time an old residential hall friend called Luka was there. He seemed like he had matured a lot. I haven't got a clue what we talked about, but he's going the way I just came and I was going to take the shortcut. I notice that the place is a lot busier than it used to be, it's summer or something and a bunch of campers have come here. As I turn around and head to the shortcut the bottom of the hill becomes visible (it goes downslope and then back up across the valley side). The usual empty barn place is full with people around putting up tents. God damn it. I can't go that way anymore since I'm not technically allowed to travel this way and I don't want to get caught. I decide I'll run and catch up with Luka again, he can't have gone far. I sprint my way after him, but wow there are a lot of tents. Suddenly I find myself just leaping around dodging over the lines holding tents up. There's an outrageous amount of them... I make it to the dirt road I usually use to get up the hill. I'm still sprinting + jumping acrobatically around, there's a bunch of lines that increase in density along this road. I end up just doing these insane spinning flips all over the place O_O. Seems like I'm a professional acrobat in my dreams .

I don't know what happened next, but I'm somehow in a school-like gym which has running lanes for 50m. I think I run against an old classmate from high school who was ridiculously fit and pretty damn fast. I seem to outrun him now though, my speed is extraordinary.

I have no in what order this part occurred in within this dream, but I'm in a vehicle/room which has a row of seats on each 2 sides facing each other. They're packed with people chatting casually amongst themselves. The walls are white-metallic I think, I must be near the front I think (which is to my left, meaning I must be sitting on the left side of the vehicle). 3-4 metres to my right would be where the back exit for the vehicle is I think. I think I talk to someone on my left who is standing slightly. After our conversation he goes back to where he was supposed to be seat but my mom (who is sitting on the opposite side about 2 metres to my right) talks to him. I perk up my ears and try to consciously listen into the conversation. She says something like "Oh he's just hard to deal with because he is used to the personalities from game characters and stuff". O_O geeze mom, thanks. I talk loudly enough so they can hear me and say "Hey you know I can hear you right?", and I think she replies saying something "Oh now don't be like that". God damn it.

I'm in my house now in the family room, there's some kind of theme going on with cats. We seem to own maybe 2-3 cats in this house (in RL only 1, because 2 passed away nearly a year ago). Strangely there are a bunch of stray cats in our house though. There are also a few dream characters but I just can't picture who they were. There was a pair of girls and I think one was meant to be a cousin (I don't know any cousins), there was maybe a younger kid playing on the floor. I think maybe my mom was around too. These characters just seemed so hazy even in the dream, like they were barely existing and didn't have any background to them. One stray cat is a scrawny shaking ginger cat that has some similarities to the one we own in RL. The other stray was this crazy looking tomcat that was under the couch, it jumps at my hand and I literally spent a minute in dream time trying to pry its teeth and claws out of my hand. In the end it rips a chunk of flesh of and has these rip marks in its mouth. I think to myself that it must be rabid. At this point I realize I have to put these cats down and hack them apart (this scene was omitted in my dream, they kind of just ended up like that... Phew). There seemed to be a couple strays before that had left and it had made the pair of girls go searching for them, one was crying. I put the dead cats into a paper bag and know that I can't let the girls see them because it would just upset them. I decide to go round to the back of the house in order to bury them. I make my way to another room in order to sneak out but run into a new character, another girl. She pulls out a stray cat from underneath a couch. It has the ugliest snubby face ever and its fur is completely white and really fluffy. She's holding it by the scruff of its neck and it's pissed off and hissing at her, though not really able to resist. She says that they're keeping it, and in reaction to it hissing she said "it's just scared of the rain".. Huh? It's not even raining. It's hissing because it doesn't like you holding it -.-. I feel a little bit of regret for killing the cats even though one was rabid, but I question myself about why I killed the other one. Why DID I kill it? I couldn't think of an answer at all, it was just a scrawny malnourished cat

I was inside what was suppose to be a Game facility like Nintendo. I had my art diagram displayed but was still trying to make it better so i removed some colored paper wondering if it was too blank.My mom came up to me saying i did a good job but i felt like i did a "whatever here it is" job on it.

Than a old college teacher reeled in a huge pen tablet in a clear case near me. Shouting that the contest was about to start. I saw another guy with tattoos come to be the host too. I watched as the place transformed into a small square shaped room where I and guys around my age were. The host took out a new video game control and flaunted it to them.

They cheered as I was looking at the huge pen. "Someone can kill someone with that huge pen" I thought.The host than brought out a spray that was said to be a video game control that allowed everyone to be creative. I got up than walked out as he showed it than went back in. He was spraying guys in the face than laughed in an evil manner.

Most of them fainted but one. He was asking for the reason why all of this was happening. The bad host said it didn't matter because soon everyone would be brain washed and acting like zombies when touched.I flew away hoping to fight this army zombie and dodged a few girls that were infected. Than went into the bathroom."If your going to save the world you might as well use the bathroom at first. Ill be one step ahead since they dont say this in the movies" I thought.

I flew to a stall to use but than zombie like girls started coming in. I flew away from them thinking how we would be in trouble if this wasn't a game setup by the game company just for live television or contest. A familiar girl from high school tried touching me I pushed her a little thinking about how I probably lost the game but would pretend it didnt happen.

Than Kirby game characters started appearing and a group of people including I were shown to a place with theater/assembly chairs. Someone was making an announcement than the scene changed. I was in a forest/town place watching supernatural beings gather around.Everyone was in a anime form and I was a sort of loyal guardian neko type of creature standing next to a princess in a kimono like dress. In front of me was a anime guy with a prince like kimono and elf ears. He was standing next to his own followers.

"Alright, now that everyone's here lets get this fight started" he said something like that than was making a small speech of the evil things he would do. Than he mentioned something that made me feel nervous."The one to your side is just pretending to be your loyal servant. Now come to me!"I looked at the princess than at the guy."Did I really fall in love with this guy and betray the princess"I started thinking.But it came to me that thats not my type of character and that i could have some fun with this dream scenario.

"Well?"asked the guy."Is this true?"asked the princess. The guy wanted me to fight on his side but I said no. That I would only fight for the princess. This made him very mad."Fine!Than I will fight you and make you wish that you were on my side" He said taking out a sword."you must fight and win"said the princess.

I took out my own sword and warped to him swinging the sword after he made his first move. I didn't feel like it at first but than it was whatever. We fought for a bit until our swords began morphing and became defective. The guy kept swinging at me though. I moved to the side of a stairs and he wasn't looking so he hit his head on a wall."are you okay?"I asked as he swung around his floppy sword."ow....I'm fine"he said than touched me with his defective weapon saying he won
I shrugged than the setting started morphing more and I woke up.


Letter

Had the usual weird non lucid dream than had a false awakening where i sat up and a letter popped up into my hand. A voice appeared too speaking in what seemed like broken English. It was a helpful message that I wanted but was also somewhat disappointing. Last thing I recall it saying was something like "Translation may have been lost after receiving".

Dreaming about something I have dreamt about many times befor - a reacuring theme - a habitual dream.
Some colours, dots turing into blobs turning into pathways - routes - entrances - ways in to buildings - people - actions - wheather - big changes - chaos etc etc
Some one says all this is a leading up to some stuff thats gonna happen and that we cant do anything about it ... So I trace it back with my mind...- I start doubling back on myself on the visuals of what I have just experienced everything , back and back and finaly I see it all came from no- where...it is non sensical....As if it was a message left for a mind to pick up... like a message being put out there to be found and believed - But I see clearly its a load of crap. Total crap. Nothing is gonna happen thats been " told " to happen - nothing bad is gonna happen. Really.

I have a vague memory as I awaken of this all being seen befor ... ina dream. It feels like someone is experimenting with our minds to see how much bad stuff we can actually make manifest if we believe in it ( not something I believe usually make stuff happen by picking up this message and buying in to it... I remind myself I am waking up from a dream; its nothing sinister - its my mind throwing up something for me to see and learn from thats all .

...These sort of dreams come often and I always feel I am On the cusp of understanding what it is about - when I am close to my moon cycle they appear more I am getting it slowly but surely

Tower game
I'm playing what seems to be a 3rd person 3d platformer, climbing levels and avoiding obstacles. There aren't any enemies - the environment itself is the challenge. Each level seems to be shaped roughly like a square doughnut, with a large hole in the middle through which lower floors can be seen, and is sloped gently up. Seen from the side, the floors in the tower would seem to zig-zag upwards. The floor and walls are white, and other objects are fairly muted colors. Now I'm on what I assume to be the top level - behind me, I can see a hole leading to a lower level, but in front of me, at the far side of the doughnut, is what looks like a control room. (My quickly jotted notes indicate I was playing with a friend, but I can't remember anything about that).

Now I'm still playing a game on these levels, but now I'm controlling a marble, rolling it downhill in the levels, trying to avoid the obstacles and the hole in the middle. Now I'm watching someone else play. She jumps her marble into the large open space in the middle, but amazingly hits some invisible springs and bounces across the hole, reaching the far side in record time. I'm really impressed and want to know where she learned that and what other secrets this game might hold.

Now I'm standing on the lowest floor along with an older couple. We walk out some automatic sliding doors into what seems to be a mall. We turn right and start walking, but a young man dressed in a polo shirt and slacks comes running out of a nearby store carrying a pair of sewing-machine-sized boxes and gives one to each of the older people. It seems these are something the store has been working on for them and they just finished, and he didn't want them to have to come back for their stuff.


Night security
I'm joining night security, and a "lawful rogue" (I have no idea what that means) know-it-all wants me to practice quick-drawing my sidearm. I don't yet have a holster, so it's in my pocket - worse yet, it's in my left pocket, and I'm right-handed. I reach in and grab it, trying to pull it out, but it gets stuck on my FitBit. It takes me way too long to get it out, and I'm somewhat embarassed, especially since this jerk is so good at it. I put the gun back in my right pocket and try again. I do better this time, though I really need a proper holster. He's still not impressed with my performance - I'm supposed to cock the hammer in a smooth movement as I draw it, and I only got the hammer half-cocked. As I'm drawing, I realize that the name of my gun is Vindication. I try again and manage to draw and cock in a nice smooth movement. This time, the name is Cross. Now I'm sorting through a baggy half-full of various calibers of bullet. Some of them have gotten flipped around, so I'm putting them back in all facing the same way so I can reload more quickly if I need to.

Now I'm going through this place - kind of "creepy industrial / laboratory" setting, underground, with large, strange devices on the walls - with the know-it-all and another man. A creature - possibly a griffon - shows up and engages us. It has access to both physical and elemental attacks, and I'm lightly wounded. I have to sit it out while the other two finish dealing with it. Despite his attude, the know-it-all is actually really good.


Out-of-order elevator
We've been vacationing at a hotel/condo, and it's time to leave. I'm pulling a wheeled suitcase through the elevator lobby, and I stop when I see a sign on the elevator doors saying that the elevator is under maintenance because you can only push buttons to go up, not down. I'm confused because I only just took a large load down in the elevator; I can't imagine having to do it by taking the stairs. Now I'm at the bottom of a stairwell, carrying a small carryon, going back up. I know I could probably take the elevator, but that sign has me concerned and somewhat confused, so I'm taking the stairs instead. Just in front of me is a small British woman carrying something, climbing slowly. I think about offering to help - partly because it's polite, partly because that would be the fastest way to get upstairs - but in the end I'm too shy to do it.

I designed some pants in my dream. I actually don't remember designing them, I just remember picturing the final design for a really long time until I woke up. It was like a 3d image I was looking at over a nice sunrise backdrop. It reminded me of a super high quality crystal clear video game display. (I like acquiring my outfits this way SOOOOOO much better than that stupid boutique that did not want to decide if it wanted to be a boutique or a big box store or a supermarket and trying to find an outfit already made and getting distracted by dream characters and grocery isles full of verrrrry delicious chips and bean dips!!!)

I woke up and started drawing them on paper. I was very intrigued because they are not something I would typically wear but for some reason I really loved them. I drew them and thought to myself that the pants are part of an ethical vegetarian dance number I am planning... some straight up vegetarian propaganda I want to dance in Lucid City. I keep picturing a nice big stage in my dreams. I told my husband that I thought my pants were part of a hen costume as I was drawing them and then he told me that he had a dream that we were dressed up as chickens doing rap rave style music dancing singing and rapping and he had a red mow-hawk. I don't remember that dream but how funny that he dreamed we did the performance already dressed as chickens. I never told him before this dream in waking life that I want to dress up like a chicken for my dance, or have it be really obviously about animals people eat like that, we had the idea together on in our dreams I think. I did not have the idea to dress up like a chicken for my dance in waking life because that would just never occur to me before this. Now I actually want to do it IRL! I just need some nice breathable yellow cotton fabric.

D1 - Someone was recommending different things to me to improve my awareness. Awareness of sight not sound...gave me a letter to scrutinize the tiny writing, and suggested some other things.

D2 - A young female, dark hair and long lashes is having oral sex.

Spoiler for brief details:

It is all very vivid and close up. The woman is strangely disconnected from the act. The view zooms in, now I can see minute details, veins pulsing standing out, shiny skin texture. even the smell. It lasts a while, seems a long time then all is over. Can still see vacant expression in womans eyes.

D3 - In a student halls of residence corridor, white walls, lots of doors, dimmly lite. Three female students and talking to me about course work. One invites me back to her room. She shows me her essay on her laptop but while i'm looking at it she slips her clothes off. She exposes herself to me.Its a little distracting but I try and ignore her.

D4 - Brightly lit bedoom white walls, there is a big TV on. Laying on bed with partner I start to get luvy dovey but they're not interested. xD


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Dream signs everything is white in my dreams indoors yet still dull i guess no colours, and when outside everything is dark and/or rainy

I'm in a house, with my mother and other people, they'rehanging out together, talking and drinking. I'm walking, not sure of what to do, and a deer comme to me; the poor thing is furless and rachitic, with tiny, beany eyes. I gingerly pet it and my mother chastitises me about it. As I walk to her, the deer grows a tiny bit of fur, brown ans spindly. Close to my mother is at least half a dozen of pits, with other furless deers and furless goats in them, splashing weakly in the water filling the pits. My mother turn a switch and suddently the pits glow and smoke, and the animals turn humanoids and melt on themselves; they give of an incredible heat, they look like they are made out of lava. I feel pity for them: deep down I know they are food for the people I saw earlier.

The days went by as I nursed Snowmaiden back to health. I told her my name is Snakefist. We call each other Snow and Snake for short. She is able to walk and move about, and is recovering well. She seems unconcerned about Stonefist's inevitable arrival. She is sitting by the river on the bank, watching the fish swim.
"He is coming. He is an excellent tracker. He will be alone, armed with a great stone hammer, and a sling."
"I will kill him," I say simply.
"Good," she responds.
A bird alights on my shoulder and whispers in my ear.
"He approaches on the gnolls," I tell Snow.
"Aye, mine chieftain, I will join you, for I must have my revenge."
I mount my horse, and my hawk, Sunfire, rides on my shoulder. Snow rides in front of me. She feels so familiar to me somehow. I feel a strong sense of deja vu.
I see a large lone orc wielding a stone hammer coming over the hills. At sight of Snow riding with me, he roars in rage, and challenges me to dismount. I do, and simply wait for his charge. Snow somehow disappears, but I am too focused on my enemy to notice.
As he approaches, he screams, "You have stolen my slave!" Right before he gets within striking distance, I morph into a great ox. He tried to backpedal, but it's too late, and his momentum carries him into my waiting horns. I toss him high overhead, and he lands behind with a loud thud.
As he stands, I can tell his ankle is broken. I morph into a giant cave bear, and charge him. He readies his hammer, but is attacked by my hawk, Sunfire, who divebombs him, and yanks his head back by the hair. He tries to hit my friend with his weapon, but instead hammers himself in the head leaving himself dazed. I laugh at this as I charge. Suddenly a shadow drops from a lone tree behind him, and a blade flashes in the sun. The blade quickly decapitates Stonefist, and I charge into a headless body.

"I didn't know you are a Ninja."

"I didn't know you are a Shaman."

"Why couldn't you kill him earlier?"

"I had been starved by my father for refusing to eat the cubes. So, I was already very weak when I was sold on the stock market. Never a slave again."

I nod. I summon scavenger beasts to eat the carcass, then we mount my horse and ride back to my cabin. We wash after the battle, and sit on my wooden and hay cushion couch in front of my fireplace.

We drink some mead, and smoke some green herb. "Thank you, Snake. You saved my life."
I turn to her.



"You will be my mate forever. Our love is strong." I look into her eyes, and kiss her. We consummate our savage orc love in my cabin under a full moon. I sleep a deep sleep, and dream of a strange life where I am a human in a world with no orcs and no magic. How strange. I awake to a strange scraping sound on the outside of my cabin. I grab my stone dagger, and move toward my door. I peer outside, and see it's a large buck scraping his antlers on my cabin.
"Oakleaf!" I recognize my old friend, and call him by name. He walks to me, and licks my face. Snow walks sleepily out, and is amused by our interaction. Oakleaf looks toward the woods, and a lovely doe and fawn appear. I tell Snow to fetch some seeds and grains I have for feed for many animals, and we feed them out of our hands. Oakleaf is an amazing huge deer, large enough for a full grown orc to ride.
Oakleaf, and his mate, Willow, kneel down and beckon us to mount them. We do, and let them lead. We ride with their little fawn to a high hill and watch the sun rise. Life is grand.
"I have never met an orc like you, my love," Snow whispers.
"Nor I you, Snow."
"Are there others like us?"
"Maybe."

Way too late to bed, watched a movie until 2:30am. Up at 8:30am.

Not going to try to group by dreams, just moments I remember:

+ Feeding a strange, large animal: it has a long, large pelican-like beak, which is open. It is waving its head up and down due to hunger. I toss a treat in and it eagerly eats it. It's snout/beak is closed and long like a horse's. I reach forwards and pet its forehead affectionately, we're friends. I see its wide-set eyes, large like a horse's. I give it another piece of food, but I put my hand inside it's open mouth, it closes on my hand/arm and starts sucking my hand in along with the food. I get scared and try to pull my hand out, it's difficult but I do get it out. I imagine the "biting zone" which is a circular sphincter of teeth and muscle deeper in the mouth that does the chewing and I just barely avoided it.

+ I'm outside and hear a sound and see that there are migrant workers standing around pits outside with long poles that they're thrusting in to the pits. The pits are full large pieces of dark (browns and blacks) pieces of leather. The foreman/leader has placed these pits here for the workers to churn into small pieces. Some of the workers are just standing around waiting for their turn to churn.

Walk through the courtyard area, the foreman/leader is working with some other guys on a small structure: it is a small concrete dome, like a child's playground object, and has "swiss cheese" holes on the top, they're just fitting a large puzzle-shaped piece to the top. He asks me (by name?) to go inside the dome and help adjust something ("it's not concave?"), I say sure just a sec and I go to put on my jeans but I'm not really excited about getting inside that small place.

+ outside a music school? There are girls with French Horn instruments in cases waiting for their lessson. I think French Horn is a good instrument for a girl. I imagine people playing some notes on the french horn.

+ in some place inside, there's an auto supplies display, someone says this is the best auto store?

+ moment with (wife?) people and an alarm goes off and we must get up and do things.

in a house

I am in a house, looking for a bathroom. Every time I find a toilet, there is some naked person sitting on it. Why don't they close the door? This happens three times. gross.

on a boat

I am working on a large sailboat in port. One of my co-workers is complaining about the challenge of doing laundry at sea. It's my old co-worker JB, with his big Texan accent.

"...and then your boots get funky!"

I was at workouts sitting down with the team in lines when a medicine ball was thrown in my direction so I tried to catch it but I missed and ended up having to do an exercise where I had my feet elevated and the ball in my hands with my butt on a box. I also had a dream that I was driving the van and I was going to turn down an ally but had to take the next turn because I couldn't see around the corner.

Fragment: I was hanging out with some homies and we were all toking, we left the place we had done the deed and were now just walking along a path in the grass up a slope. I started to kick myself for having done the deed and I was thinking that sometimes its just a dream and I shouldn't freak out, then I realized that I was in fact dreaming and I started to attempt stabilization (I had really felt buzzed from the toking and it felt real like I had done it, it was when I reminded myself that I had cheated my bodies reward system did I realize it was a dream, it was a clear moment - I saw what the action was clearly and that moment of clarity spontaneously let awareness of the dream come about. thanks meditation Anyway because I had just fallen asleep and this dream was more or lass fragmented imagery I had trouble staying in one spot. I started yelling for the dream to be more stable and started rubbing my hands together but while everything felt and was very vivid it did not keep me in the dream and I woke up.

I shortly fell back asleep to a dream with my cousin and he left out the back door, I dont know why. I have been thinking about him a lot because I haven't seen him forever and he just missed my sisters wedding.

Non-dream
Non-lucid
Lucid

Dream 1: Miniature fight
There are two different forces. They are the size of insects and the scene is amidst brown grass (which is tall from this tiny perspective). One group are the planners, who are using vehicles which look like purple beetles to transport themselves through the air. The other group are the destroyers, insects. This group is closing in on a man who is sitting atop a horse drawn cart.. though I don't recall seeing a horse. It's just standing still there. The man spots the approaching insects. He takes a box from his cart and runs in the opposite direction. The planners fly over the insects and position themselves between them and the man. A battle ensues which the planners win.

Dream 2: Grass
It's evening. I'm standing outside. There is a wooden building which is a sort of bar. As a customer you just chill on the outside of it. It's in the middle of a grass field. I'm there with my former housemate from Nepal, an Indonesian classmate, my current classmate from Ghana and at some point two Lithuanians who I lived with in Indonesia also join for a moment. The guy is cheerful and we talk, but the girl is silent. I figure it's because we never really talked that much. They end up leaving again pretty soon. I move and am standing on the grass. I'm making circles in the grass by spinning. There is a certain detail about the grass that makes this all seem very awesome. The colour.. the grass being pushed in the ground as a result of my foot going over it. The Nepali tells me not to move. He shoots or throws an object at my leg. Ah that hurts man! He's laughing about it. The place later turns into a supermarket, but there are no other people besides us. The Indonesian mentions he's bored.

I really liked the way the grass looked. It was just special

Dream 3: Ropeskip
It's daytime. I'm standing in a quiet street together with a German friend I met in Indonesia and possibly someone else. The German challenges me to a drinking game that involves ropeskipping. There was something particular about the way he ropeskipped, though I don't remember what. He tells me that it's easy to do it like that if you make sure to really lift up your legs far. I remind him I can't do that because of my knee. I end up ropeskipping the regular way, but with very small jumps. I wonder if my physical therapist would think this is wise.

Dream 4: Roadtrip
I'm roadtripping (hitchhiking?) to Germany with a German and an Austrian classmate. We've called it a night. I can't really remember the scene, it was half outside, half inside. As if there is a building which is missing a wall, or a big patio perhaps. My classmates are sleeping in their sleeping bags. The moment that I finally decide to also go to bed, it is time to get up.

Yesterday I went for dinner with a group of classmates. These two were in the group.

Fragment
There was another dream.. but I don't really remember what. All I remember is being in a building with a male Dutch classmate and a female Indonesian classmate. The walls might have been orange.

Tried to SSILD on going to bed but bad cough at moment so couldn't concentrate and fell asleep anyway. I did set an intention to dream about being naked, and it worked.

Dream 1
Fragment earlier in dream: Stood by a table someone said that it had been rather hot for the time of year earlier in the day over 20 degrees, now it was getting cooler.
Next I was in a large single storey outward bound/camping centre. I felt very socially awkward like being at school again, everyone else was outside but I didn't know what to do so I found a table lamp to fiddle with, then it started leaking water everywhere (odd). I walked outside and noticed everyone was naked except me and it was quite a nice feeling, I saw some people, all naked, doing something in a woodland clearing, then decided that I should take all my clothes off as well, and thought it was actually quite warm. As soon as I did that everyone else started putting their clothes on again.

Dream 2
Fragment: Sat on a bed. I was going to go home after travelling. The person I was with was going to continue travelling and we talked about it.

I've had a lot of lucids, semi-lucids, etc. lately, and I'm so bad at recording them. I even forget some of them. When I first started practicing, I would have said that's crazy talk, but it's like remembering stuff from your day to day life. After you live enough days, the details of what happened during each one get hazy.

I'll record the one from last night, though.

In this particular one, I realized I was dreaming while I was waiting for a train on an elevated train platform that doesn't exist along that particular rail line.

It was dark and stormy at the time, just generally nasty weather, and it was extremely late (like 4 a.m. late/early) and I was thinking about how tired I was going to be... then I realized that this train platform doesn't exist, and I don't work at the job I was thinking about any more.

The weather immediately switched to daylight/dusk. I hopped off of the platform into the air and flew along the train tracks, exploring this new and different rail line. I ran my hands along the metal, along the weeds as I skimmed the ground, focused on the feeling of wind, so I could maintain my thread of awareness.

I flew down into a neighborhood I wanted to explore and found some apartments where there would normally be a metalworking shop. I decided to explore the inside. Inside of the apartment, the walls were sort of orange... everything was decorated like a grandmother might decorate. Sitting at the kitchen table sipping a cup of tea was a bipedal talking white tiger in a grey-brown trench coat and fedora. He was extremely tall, and he carried himself and spoke with a great deal of dignity.

I decided to see where this was going and told the "detective" that I needed help finding my missing cousin. He was reluctant at first and basically said that he wasn't interested in helping. I was trying to talk him into helping me when my alarm clock went off.

I'll probably run into Mr. Tiger Detective again at some point. Some characters pop up more than once, and he seems like one who will.

*I was at Kroger trying to buy some applesauce for my kratom mixture I bought on the internet. I asked an employee there where the applesauce was and they told me they were all out.