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Or at least a try for journey to Urth. Baking Nomad didn't register any catastrophe there, therefore I wasn't at the same place

It started as I was flying through tunnel as I often start my lucid dream. I flew out of the tunnel above ocean with big waves. It was night, but not totally dark. I was surrounded by strong energy field(aura). There was island in front of me, a few kilometers away. I flew at high speeds toward it. There was really high pyramid in the center of island, and at the top there was light shining. It was not classical pyramid it was slimmer than it should be with its height.
It looked like the island is covered by palm jungle... and in front of me there was big clif. I steered to side, so I flew besides cliff and above of the island's shoreline, a few tens of meters besides that cliff. After a few minutes of high speed flight there was something like small city made of skyscrapers, it looked like crystal growing on the shoreline. I was flying there and landed closeby. I remembered that I have to tune down my powers so I tried to lower my energy output. I'm not used to do that... my aura was dimming, but energy inside was growing, it was like I can't stop production, only output. For maybe minute I managed to switch off my aura completely, but then I exploded. I saw that as outside observer- it was as if nuclear weapon exploded. My body destroyed the city- broken structures were burning in front of me... and large chunk of jungle was also burning.
Pyramid in center remained unscattered. It was far enough and really massive. So I started to fly to pyramid. I was point of consciousness, body less after explosion. I flew up and to pyramid. I saw that the light on top wasn't natural. It was strange, there was really hot lava visible on the top of pyramid, and some people were dancing around it. I directed my flight trajectory to that people... and I woke up before I came close to them.

I woke up in bed and then put a soft intention to become lucid. I thought I woke up again but for some reason I could feel it wasn't. I pulled myself out of my foot, it was as if my soul pulled my soul out of my body and I immediately instructed the dream to become more clear, I then asked if it would be. When I tried easier it started happening but it was as if there was someone with a lighter that only sparked and was bouncing around sparking but not shedding a sufficient amount of light everywhere. I then looked out the back window (barley could see it) and raised my hand to bring the sun up. then I turned my attention to finding something to do next as I thought which probably solidified the idea that dream lighting changes slowly ( I had read that somewhere) I felt rather then saw the dream destabilizing as the sun started to rise in the west.

I had a few dreams before all of these, but stupid me lacked the energy to write them down as I woke up and fell asleep again. I believe they may have been variations on a theme that follow on into the dreams below.

Dream 1: The Dictator's Wife
The sun is setting, I see trees, I'm outside a summerhouse kind of place. I open a fridge, I see bottles of health drinks. I take one. A car pulls up, it's big like a camper. Out comes a dictator, pompous and wearing an elaborate uniform, he reminds me of Gaddafi. He is with his wife, she is a blonde, white woman with huge hair and a skirt, a jacket with padded shoulders, she is like a televangelist's wife in appearance.

She is very vain and stuck up. Her face is painted on the doors of their car and on walls inside the camper. It looks like her husband was a bit cheap when it came to the painter because despite being able to make out the pictures are of her, they look like they were painted by a child. This doesn't seem to bother her.

Dream 2: Dangers of Fast Food
It's like I'm on a train, her face is on the walls here too? I get out, I'm in a newly built, modern town, I see modern looking apartments. The sun is rising, the sky is a faint and gentle morning blue. As I walk I'm suddenly faced with a documentary style explanation, with stock footage and all, of why fast food is dangerous and bad for you. It is full of fat and even the healthier options, like a fillet-o-fish, are full of bad stuff, I see one in in a wrapper like an ad, except it is dripping with vile grease.

I make it to a parking garage with a McDonald's drive-thru. Two men, one older and one younger, from El Salvador, walk to the drive-thru. They do not know the dangers, and even being told them doesn't seem to have an effect. It smells too good, the older man says.

It cuts to them lying on the ground, their backs against a bulletin board, stomachs bloated, they couldn't help themselves. The president of El Salvador comes across a grassy lawn, he has come to help his countrymen to understand the dangers and to help them get up. The older man gets up, telling the younger one to be sharp, this is the president after all.

I see a train with a conductor. He is going up the civil service ladder. More documentary footage rolls before me, showing how the civil service works and how people go up from the lowly ranks of ticket checkers to conductors all the way to officials in government. Conductors in the first car are the most prestigious and get the best benefits because they are in more danger if a car full of explosives drives head-on into the train.

To my left I see a burnt out train car, the tracks in front of me being where the scene has faded into reality, a train passing by with a conductor being visible.

Behind me there is a hospital room. I enter it and there are green tiles on the walls, curtains. A child has been brought in. He has diabetes. His vain mom refuses to believe he could have it. Another, poorer and more humble mother, is also with her child with diabetes. She accepts the news gracefully. A creepy kid in big coke-bottle glasses distorting his eyes, slowly puts a syringe of insulin into the richer kid's neck.

Dream 3: Doing my homework
It's a hectic day in class. People are being noisy and belligerent. In class on desk we are given homework for the holidays. As people leave I decide to do it right there, it won't take too long. We have to copy an ad from a piece of paper onto the back of a newspaper. It's for some find of mech or ghost thing. (Imagery is from Ghost in the Shell). I copy the green fonts on the newspaper's black background, the letters look like gibberish, but it could just be the font. As I do this an Asian kid, one of the "too cool for school" kinds, asks me why I'm doing the homework now, it takes only a few minutes and can be done the Sunday before school starts again. I say I rather do it now so it's out of the way.

A teacher with a new haircut comes and asks me if I know how to make electrical drawings for houses. He shows me a picture of the electrical wiring of a house, it's a square and the right upper and left lower corner is clipped off. I try to ensure him that I can.

Too many to remember well (mental journaling only during the night)

early:
+ (f) star-wars style battle, mostly forgotten

+ colorful stones in gutter/pavement, taking picture of pills on hill, woman's children keep getting in the way

+ path, dirt, new shoes, drought, half-flat dying cows, people feeding; top of hill path ends/block, severely confused/lost, guy comes up, hide, come out, he's startled wants to fight, talk in foreign language, ask for directions, he takes me to his place, big family gathering, I explain why I was lost, trying to remember my street address and the name of my city, also foreign language, girls in the family trying to climb in window, want to "assist" them but watching eyes around, kiss one once, twice. People keep arriving, eventually I quietly leave the party going to find my own home.

middle:

+ sitting in theater-style seating, girl straddling me on my lap facing me, we make out in weird way: after initial contact, we just hold our lips together, still, it's awesome, hopefully the guy sitting next to us won't bother us since we're not doing the typical "smack slurp pull open/close" style of making out.

+ bridge over swimming pool tiny kittens under the slats above the water don't want to step on them, step to side. Must register in pool, enter door, female attendant blocks my way, I need to get in to register with someone else so I can use the pool, I push by the woman anyway, a male guard to my left holds him arm out in front of me blocking me. I'm frustrated, ask "WHY!? Why can't I just walk right in here and go register" [it's the same building place, just another entrance]. The guard answers simply, "Tradition."

+ on a hillside, dark, outside, large identical cats are spread across the hillside. They move in unison. Each one has a plant in front of it, and each one takes a bite at exactly the same time. The plant is very crispy and with each bite I hear a loud *crunch* sound. I'm then sitting with my jr high best friend DD, we're doing something with little objects on the ground (shells?), he says something [forgot].

later:

+(f) people on the ground, they've dug out some holes in the ground, there are levels down in the ground of people's pets ancient poops, someone thinks someone got a big pile of poop on their shoes.

+ lying in bed, there is someone pounding on the wall where the head of the bed is resting that hits my head for a medium-strength "bonk." There is commotion in the next room. A detective comes and gets into the bed and says "give me the comforter." I keep the sheet and pull it to myself because he still has his shoes on and I don't want his dirty outside clothing to get on me. I put some pieces of paper that I'm reading down on the ground, I put a large poster (ic. of th.) down on the right side of the bed. I notice that some colorful ink drawings are sticking out from under the wall. I look at the type on the printed out paper and see the "dots" on the fonts, in particular that of a letter "g". I get up and go around the corner and see my wife and ask what is going on with all this commotion? She says "shhh" there is a guy there who will hear me talking I see a guy come walking in carrying something in his arms.

I float up out of bed. I see my wife, WinterFae sleeping peacefully. I am standing in my Lucid City apartment. I turn to the mirror. I am a Vampyre with extremely pale lavender skin, and blue-grey eyes wearing an 1800's suit with a waistcoat.
WinterFae wakes up and morphs into a tiny pink Fairie. "Why are you a Vampyre?" she asks.
"I like being a Vampyre," I grin at my reflection, and view my fangs.
I walk to my computer terminal. "Energize."
Big Joey appears, my AI.
"Hey, big guy, what's going on? You a Vampyre, now?"
"Yes."
"You going to play a bunch of different characters, or somethin'?"
"Hm," I muse, "Yes."
"Who's this guy?"
"You may call me Soulkyst."
"Cute."
I turn to the mirror, and pull a hairbrush off a shelf and brush my long straight white hair.
"Big Joey, I'd like to try different classes."
"Ok, Big Guy."
"Black Mage."
My clothes shift to a black robe and cowl.
"Black Mages magic is mainly dark energy and elemental based."
"Okay, stop right there, I am a Dark Energy Vampyre. I choose Black Mage. But, rid me of this silly robe."
"Right."
My clothes revert to the original gentlemen's clothes. I see I have rings with blue, red, brown, grey, and black gems on each finger for water, fire, earth, air, and dark energy magic.
"So, Mr. Soulkyst, how do you like the rings instead of the black robe?"
"Perfect," I grin.
"Now, here are the weapons of the Black Mage."
On a counter near me materialize a wicked looking hardwood staff with dull spikes at the top, and a evil looking dagger with a black blade. I pick up the staff, and then it shakes furiously and morphs into a snake. I drop it, startled. It begins to slither away. I pounce on it and retrieve it. The snake turns to me, and grins, then morphs back into a staff.
"A Snakestaff!" I exclaim.
"And if someone tries to take it from you, it will morph into a poisonous snake and kill them."
"Perfect," I grin. The staff head morphs into a snake for a second and winks at me.
I pick up the dagger. I hear it whisper to me. I put the blade to my ear.
"Blood. I love blood. I lust blood. Vampyre blood. Give it to me, my master. My I have yours? Just a sip, or a long drink. Vampyre blood is best." A hissing laugh emits from the blade. I see a black gem in the hilt. There is something that looks like a tiny red-eyed gargoyle inside the gem grinning at me. "Blood!"
"Oh, you shall have your fill, for I despise almost all Vampyres, and they hate me, little dagger."
"Blood!"
I decide to name the blade Bloodhunger and sheath it in a hidden scabbard on my waist.
I turn to my AI.
"So, what would you like to do?"
"Kill Vampyres, the despicable cannibals."
"How are they cannibals?"
"Eating Humans."
"How is that cannibalism?"
"We are the same race, they are our ancestors."
"Hmm, interesting. So, you'd like to become an Assassin, I take it?"
"Yes."
Well, first you're going to have to practice some elemental magic.
I stomp on the floor, and cause a wave or earth energy to flow at my AI as chunks of the floor break and crack. I then make a small fireball in my left hand, and blow it at him. It splits into five fireballs. I spin the fireballs all around him before they dissipate. I make ice knives appear in my hands and throw them at Big Joey.
Then, I pull dark energy into my body, and launch a dark energy missile at Big Joey. Then I remove my staff from my back, and slam it on the floor. It becomes charged with lightning, then I blast the lightning at him, blowing a hole in the wall behind him.
"Good practice sesh. Okay, let me pull up the Assassin Quest..."

Cake

I was in a city that was crowded with people. The sky was foggy and the place looked somewhat dirty and banged up. I looked down as I was walking and saw a black sweater. I pointed it out to someone I was with than told them I was going to the bakery. I looked for a bakery hoping to bring some special cookies and cake home. But when I saw what looked like a bakery from outside the clear view window became a fancy small restaurant when I stepped in. "Um...Do they sell cake here?"I asked unsure.

An Indian lady with a bun and a black dress on said yes so I walked to the counter. The waiter looked like a young adult and and asked me what I wanted. " Um....I want two of those and..." I was picking the smaller goodies until I saw the delicious cakes." And a piece of that one, another piece of the jelly one and a piece of the strawberry cake." He put it in a black bag for me and I was ready to go.I pulled out my card and asked where i should swipe it. A girl that seemed like a teenager came up to me and told me she would be my cashier. She took my card, swiped it for me than said "Here is your card and your receipt." She said handing both of them to me.

The receipt was so long that I was shocked and felt worried that I may have bought more than I should have. "I didn't make any mistakes just so you know. I've been working here for a while now." She said something like that as I was looking at the receipt. Than I saw it. "90$!?" I thought in my head than looked around nervously. The lady who owned the store came and started talking with the employees. I looked at my bag and noticed that the cakes I bought were huge and in three layers but not in a circle shape more like a rectangular not too wide shape. There was only frosting in between the layers and on the top.

"I can't give the cakes back now..."I thought looking at the cakes in the bag." The cakes are all touching in the bag and they must have been really happy that they sold that much. I would look stupid too if i tried to return them." Than I just left the store walking in the street. Thinking about how I could bring the cakes in without my parents noticing that I spent that much money on cake. Looking around it was summer and kids had just gotten out of school. The sky wasn't that clear but not too foggy. I walked past a baseball field than ended up on a street and felt lost. Than I saw a girl and a boy who looked like they were under 12 wearing jackets and a book bag.

I looked the way they came from and than to the direction they were walking. It was like the time I got out of the subway and didn't know which way was the way to my home because both sides looked somewhat similar. Than the boy who was shorter than the girl pointed to the direction they were walking in and said "That ways Connecticut!". I don't live there but that's where I thought I had to go in the dream. So I followed them but two suspicious men appeared behind us. The taller one glaring at me seriously. I saw the boy and the girl enter a apartment building and said bye. They didn't say bye though.

I started walking a little faster thinking the two guys might be bad news. One of them mentioned how they should do something that was bad too. I noticed my house but didn't want the bad guys to know where I lived so I went behind some cars. The guys vanished and it became darker fast like it was night. I noticed my house door was open but I looked at the bag of cakes that I had and didn't want to go in. I heard people coming from the neighboring house though and decided I would stay there for a bit until it was safe but than the unthinkable happened. The chocolate cake and strawberry cake fell out of the bag and onto the street.


"NOOOOOOO!!" I picked up the strawberry one since the chocolate one i couldn't find."You were going to be so good. I wanted the chocolate one but I wanted to eat you too." I picked up the cake and licked the side that didn't touch the floor."I know this is crazy but I can't go on without at least tasting you and you taste delicious~ Its too bad you fell on the floor though." I brought the cake and entered the neighboring house where I noticed that it was a kitchen and it was so messy. Like no one cleaned it for a long time.

Ed, Edd and Eddy main characters showed up inside. I showed them the cake i bought and asked if i could eat it here. Eddy said yeah so I put the cake down on a table. But was appalled when i noticed a clogged drain filled with tomato sauce or ketchup. "Ew, why is your drain like that?"I asked. He told me because they didn't have time to clean it up. I got up after that not really in the mood for cake anymore and went back to my house.

[I just remembered the last part to it]

I was in the hall way and grabbed the phone to call the bakery. A boy picked up and it felt like he was familiar even though he worked at the bakery. I was telling him how at the last moment i found a cake mixer in the shape of a bunny in the black bag and how they gave me huge cakes instead of small pieces."Oh sorry about that. Next time check your bag before you leave to make sure nothings wrong or missing". he said to me. "Ok thanks Grim."I said to him but than my mom came close by and turned on a stereo.

Her music was so loud that I couldn't hear the boy i was talking to. "Mom, thats too loud!" I told her. I went up the stairs but than our connection was breaking."Hello? Grim? Sorry I can't hear you, my mom's music is too loud." I told him. I could hear his voice but it sounded like the connection was breaking. Last thing i remember is seeing a pic of anime girl in front of me than waking up.


Anime Scene

I, my mom and my younger brother just got back from a fish market to home. I was looking for something to eat and noticed my brother had a red apple and a long potato that looked like 3 potatoes stuck on top of each other."Why are you eating the potato like that? Your suppose to boil them first." He kept eating the potato like it was nothing and told me that he could if he wanted too. I asked my mom if he could eat it like that and she said "Only your father can't eat potatoes like that. He would get a bad stomach ache. But your brother is fine." I looked at my brother than told him "Whatever. If you feel like eating it like that go ahead". Than the dream shifted.

I was now in a wide room that made me wonder if I was inside a room that was inside the fish market.
After thinking about fish or something a character that was invisible came up to me and hugged me. My mom than came in mentioning something but i forgot what it was. Than the dream shifted again and I was now on my bed but i fell off as I was thinking about Eye and Dawn. Next thing I remember is seeing a anime scene. Snow was on the ground and it was night. There was a nice house made of wood that looked somewhat for middle class or rich town's people.

Inside was a 5'6 height anime boy wearing a black suit with reddish brown hair in a high pony tail but not too high. Looked like medium length hair, light skin and maybe he had yellow eyes. He opened a door to a room/bathroom and saw a alien friend and asked him what he was doing. Sort of seemed like he was panicking. Than he went to the kitchen where there was a tall guy that looked like a muscled man made of steel with glowing eyes of light.The steel man looked at the anime boy seriously as he was chopping vegetables. There was also another alien, black and half the steel like man's height that was next to him.

The anime guy with the reddish brown hair said something to him than looked back with a shocked face. He tried to look normal walking to the wooden front door than opened it a little. A girl that looked like she was wearing brown pilgrim ladies clothing was standing there. "What are you doing here? You have to go back" He said whispering to her. The girl who seemed like the only human there looked at him with a sad face than walked inside quietly.

The anime guy closed the door than went in front of her. " You can't stay here." he said. But the girl just quietly looked around than walked to the room where the steel like man was. He glared at her seriously reminding me of the character that glared at me from my other dream. The anime guy pushed the girl back than the the aliens came in the room questioning why she was here. I than became the anime girl and held onto the guys arm hoping he'd let me stay. The anime boy said something to the aliens than I woke up.

was on the phone with my sister until 3 am.

Me and my sister are in a wooden, spacious cabin, redecorating. It's daytime outside, very sunny with heaps of glittering snow. She's putting big colorful cushions on a carpet in front of a vintage TV. I point out that there is a sofa against the wall, in a bright orange fabric. She grump at me and move the cushions closer to the sofa.

Note: These fragments may be out of order chronologically. NON-LUCID

There was a city built within high almost "castle like" walls, these walks were built very high to conceal the city. I was walking around with me and a few companions, one of them being my old high school friend. We were searching for the venue hall, as my professor's saxophone quartet was about to play (IRL his quartet is one of the best in the world and is actually performing this weekend across the country).

The walls were stone, the ground was a mix of earth and stone pathways. I kept getting lost trying to find the concert venue.

I remember being with my boyfriend, still in the city but this time we were doing laundry at one of the Laundromats within the confines of the city. We had a LOT of laundry to do. We almost left it unattended because we wanted to go someplace else for some reason, until I spoke up and said that we need to take care of the laundry, and at least get it into baskets before we leave. I think I said something to the effect of "We don't want someone stealing our clothes while we are gone."

I remember running from these large, grey hound-type dogs. They were rabid and vicious. I almost want to say they were the guard dogs of this city, yet they were mistaken in attacking us, perhaps just attacking anything. I remember telling my friends and I to get to higher ground to escape them. We frantically climbed up a smaller wooden wall and stoop upon it while the rabid dog below attempted to jump, snarl and bite at us.

I am in a class room with my HS friend again. We are being passed out worksheets to try and calculate our final grade in the class. I being to fill in the blanks when another classmate, some young blonde girl, tries to tell me that I can't fill in the blanks giving the information I had. I tell her "what do you mean I can't do it? I'm good at math and I can figure it out". She just shrugged and said "Ok then, suit yourself". As I attempted the task again I realize that the numbers I have been given don't add up, and that I cannot complete the assignment like the blonde said.

Then, I was at a pub, or bar, with again one of my HS friends, but a different one this time. We first start off in the very large bathroom behind the counter of the pub. The bathroom was unisex and had many stalls for anyone to use. Just outside the bathrooms were almost "lounge type" areas with couches, TVs, and books for patrons who perhaps did not want to drink could enjoy. I remember sitting at the bar, ordering a drink I don't recall. The bar itself was the color orange, and there was a large pumpkin behind the bar. I remember my friend asking me if we wanted to go sit at a table, I said ok. We went to the back of the dinning area to sit with our drinks and talk. I remember we had to speak about something important, but I don't recall what that was. We look over to the table next to us, a middle age man sat with his young son drinking and being happy. They were very loud, but kind, and they told stories of their adventures together. The older gentlemen noticed us watching them and asked if we would like to join. I think we agreed because we sat down at their table and chatted with them a while.

**That's all I can recall for now**

I was walking with a couple of people over the hill which takes me to my grandma’s house. I’d sprinted off in front to lose them, but I ended up by an electricity pilon and stayed there till they came. They asked me to lift up my shirt, and they found a bite mark on my tummy. They said a certain bat had bitten me and I was going to die. Next I had become a bird and I was being attacked by the bats at all sides, they were biting chunks out of me. I was amazed at how cruel the world could be and terrified with the prospect of facing my own painful death.

I was in school sitting next to my first crush, though we didn’t interact. There was a room and in it a statue of an ancient Egyptian goddess. The statue was white but she was supposed to be black. She was said to live in a “haze of nicotine” being the godess of smoking (I did in fact wonder how the ancient Egyptians had tobacco) and anyone who disturbed the statue would be cursed. I then watched CCTV footage of an old man who was being chased through a snowy neighbourhood by these curses, which ended in him being incinerated by an explosion of fire.

I was with a woman putting a line of selatape which had LSD on it across the doorway of a kitchen. Next I was in a Sioux like tribe in a massive room with outdoor features. I was being taught by some kind of mentor how to build up my tribe like it was Age of Empires, and I was learning to hold a spear on horseback. The other civilisations in the room were more advanced than us and whenever we saw them coming we would all brace and put foreward our spears.

Bed time : 23h. Woke up naturallly at 3:40. Listen to the tape twice (30min). Woke up from dream at 5:30

2nd night in a row where i woke up naturally and listened to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=irzDKzALjoQ, while focusing on body sensations and, sporadically, on visual colours (phospenes) after which i let myself fall asleep while retaining some awareness of the body. After some time, which i didn´t notice, the hypnagogic sensatons began and as usually i begin the drem as soon as i feel i can move my dream (lighter) body and get out of bed.

My lucid confidence is increasing ! Hope this good streak continues ! For a long time, i am beginning to think it's better to have a previous dream plan

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #2??: The Curtain of Reality

I’m walking through a darkened hallway in some kind of restaurant with my friend RF. There’s an enormous guy coming down the hallway in the opposite direction, tall, Hispanic, athletic-looking, and probably close to 300 pounds, built like a linebacker. He seems to be coming right for me, so I squeeze myself over to the side wall so that I don’t get flattened. Something about this feels dreamlike, and I become lucid.

I walk further down the hallway toward a door, but before I walk through, the scene changes into a semi-darkness like the void. I rub my hands together and keep walking forward, preparing for the next dream scene. From out of the darkness, a voice says, “Oh, that’s the guy who thinks he’s a wolf.”

For some reason I take this as an affront to my lucidity and I shout back, “I am the motherfucking wolf!” :canislucidus:

The voice falls silent and now I can make out repeated patterns in my field of vision, though it’s not at all clear what the patterns represent. I reach toward them and they respond to me touch, moving like cloth. I go into a long monologue about how “I’m peeling back the curtain of reality” and try to push these shapes aside to see what’s beyond.

Finally the “curtain” parts and I’m in semi-darkness, seated in a huge, ornate movie theater. The seats are filled with people, animals, and even unfamiliar alien creatures. They’re all staring drowsily at the screen, fascinated by what’s playing out there.

I can make out shapes and action on the screen, but don’t study it too closely since I’m fascinated by everything else I’m seeing. I feel like all of these beings (myself included) are gathered here to dream. I narrate to myself, “That’s what dreams are…”

As I look around, I notice that every moviegoer has a little icon above their head which indicates what kind of food they’re eating. One tall, insectile alien has an icon representing Hot Tamales candy bouncing over its head. Not long after noticing this, I wake up.

[18.10.2015, ~12a.m., WILD-attempt]
Having in mind to complete the move in quest, I prepare for WILD. My body relaxes and my mind wanders. I use hypnagogic imagery that appears to form my room. Moments later it seems to be stable. It seems to be day, there is shady sunlight and now I stand inside a room. First I check the main door. It opens inwards and is made from wood with a brazen handle. On the left side of the room there is a king size bed which has never been used. On the side of the room there is a desk and a wardrobe with a huge mirror. When I look into it, I see my normal day-to-day mirror image. I costs a lot of concentration to view the image and a feel a strange pull into the mirror. To avoid being sucked in, I look away and search for the glass door that lead to the garden. I see it, it has no handle at all, so I ask myself, how it is operated and protected. I simply ask the room/dream: "How is this door operated?". A Startrek computer voice explains it's voice operated and reponds to owner only, offers me to setup my profile now. I accept and get "authenticated". My AI has no 3D avatar. It is simply there and voice operated. That's fine, I probably like it that way best.
The room itself seems a little small, so I decide to have it bigger. The dream responds and stretches it, now there is more free space between bed and desk. Now I want to get out of the room and look for a pub. The moment I step out of my room a loud noise in waking life makes me wake up.

[18.10.2015 ~5 a.m. GMT+1; not lucid]
In the late evening I arrive at the place where I live. It is dark, heavy rain falls as a park my car. A new girl moves into a flat in the house. She is slim, long blonde hair, wearing a white trenchcoat. With her, a white cat with stunning green eyes appears. I laugh as the girl's eyes match the color of the cat's. I plan to talk to her later as she caught my interest. First I go home, unload my stuff and run into a neighbour who lives there a long time. We chat a little and watch ridiculously huge masses of water running down an aqueduct from the roof of the house next us. I awake.

K as they say for purposes of dream journal...integrity

I had a WILD...but I never logged it here as it was fairly embarrassing...
I was not trying to WILD hence why it just happened...wish I could work out how to not try...

I was thinking sexy thoughts...got kinda distracted at bedtime...just laying there...then BAM i'm in a dream...
and dream character (who looked very attractive btw) was standing over me...up close and personal (as usual)...
They were giving me a big smile...saying k what you want to do sexy...
At this point I FREAKED (again)...as I knew it was a dream but I also knew my partner was right there in the room beside me...
So uncomfortable...so embarrassing...I can't have sex with my partner right there next to me...HALP!
So I made myself wake up...and was hyperventilating for a mo xD

hmmm so 2 reasons I didn't post 1 embarressing 2 I felt a wimp for not having sex...
I mean do other people with "waking state" partners have dream sex?

[dreamlets such a cute term...love it...here are my lovely little dreamlets]

D1
- Deciding which person would go next into the territory 1,2 or 3 all very fair. Written on a paper circling the numbers.
- In some kind of camouflaged (final piece of the puzzle) shed with occupants 1,2 & 3 (another clue, three colours maybe)
In the back of the shed are many different tools/gadgets to be used for the assignment but only one is coloured and it's pink.
- Unrolling wrapping paper to see the hidden patterns on the paper! (unravelling the puzzle!)

[Comments] Reverlation time!
Now i've had a dream with VIVID light GREEN
Then VIVID BLUE
Finally VIVID pale PINK
in four separate dreams, one colour for each dream (I got green twice),
these are the colours I use for marking...so I thought what does marking have to do with anything important...
I thought marking = writing in books = dream journaling!
MY SUBCONSCIOUS is telling me to look through my dream journal for dream signs...and take my recall/journal more seriously I think.
I have been glass half full recently (maybe cos i've been sick) now I will be glass half FULL about my progress...and check out my journal daily...
(I actually had a "waking state" urge to look through my journal but then went into negative self talk)
Thank you Thank you subconscious <3 for da kick up da ass