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I tried to SSILD last night but nothing happened which was disappointing. I attempted to use it to get a WILD-type lucid but that failed and I didn't even get a DILD as a back up .

Dream 1 - Rich Look
I had woken up earlier before this dream and couldn't be bothered going to the toilet, I almost paid the price.
There was some competition to win an expensive sports car (like $100K) and a $1000 tennis racket, along with other stuff too I think (a fancy suit maybe). It was supposed to be some kind of opportunity to spruce yourself up and look really good in order to appeal to the ladies or something. I don't think I wanted to win, in fact I don't think I did. But then I was the winner and I walked into an apartment that was mine now, it was inside a very dull grey carpark building. I just remember really needing to pee so I went to the corner of the room and did it, behind the couch... O_O... I woke up thinking "Omfg please tell I didn't just..." and patted my bed a bunch. All was safe which confused me because I no longer needed to pee either.

Dream Fragment - I remember standing in the toilet and unzipping my fly to take a leak. Only thing is... My pants in RL didn't have a zipper that day, they had these annoying button things. Conspiracy? Nope, just a dream.

Dream 2 - Eminem Concert
This dream was pretty cool, it took place in a huge stadium with Eminem rapping on the stage. I don't think it was his music he was singing but oh well. Everything was dark and the stage was the primary source of light. It illuminated a huge crowd of people jumping around and enjoying themselves. I was somewhere far off to the right of everything kind of just observing everything while all experiencing it somehow (dream logic?). It was the end of the concert now and Eminem took out a golden record disk. It looks incredible, it must be so valuable. He slowly and smoothly throws it and glides over the crowd. I'm in the crowd yet not, I'm observing but participating. I jump up from the crowd really high and intercept it, catching it and getting applause. Wow, I just got this?! I'm completely stoked. I decide to leave, and tuck the record away on my person, then crowd surf all the way to the back of the stadium and onto a walkway near the entrance. My friends and family are there too, just casually waiting for me so we can leave together. I look for the record so I can show them, but it's missing! Did I drop it while crowd surfing? Oh wait, I found it again. The panic disappears as I pull it out from under my shirt. I felt like it had been there the whole time and wonder how I could have thought to have lost it. It's in a paper bag now too, but it's obviously broken down the middle just by looking at how the bag sharply bends in the middle. Oh f*ck . My friends and family see this and start talking about it, even arguing and telling me I should have been more careful. One of them says that because it's the golden record label it's not actually broken which reassures me. I know that if I take it out then it will be fine, even though it's still obviously broken. Their still arguing though, I just suddenly have this outburst come out... "Shut up! This is the first time I've won anything in years, how do you think I feel knowing that it's broken?! This means a lot to me so stop harassing me about it". Wow where did that come from? They stop bickering as they understand that it's not something they should complain about, the dream ends.

Conversations at school
I'm in an office in a school, looking for a (drawing) compass for my daughter. I'm poking through a really strange chest of drawers - each drawer has a strange lip on top that prevents it from closing unless the drawer above it is open, so I'm moving from the bottom up, closing each drawer as I open the one above it.

I happen to look up from the drawers and out the door, and I see Mr. Jackson walk by. I've wanted to talk to him, so I get up to chase after him. Now I'm in the foyer of the school catching up to him. A lot of people are around (unusual for a dream), so I'm having a hard time moving quickly. I call his name, but he keeps walking as if he didn't hear me. I call his name again, and he turns around - except it turns out to be a woman with long blond hair (I could have sworn I was chasing a man with short blond hair?!?). She turns back around and walks off.

Now I'm walking through the school again, and I pass a wall with some huge displays. They're showing some kind of slideshow; some of the images aren't really appropriate for public viewing, and I'm surprised they're showing them here.

Now I'm back in the foyer, standing next to a freestanding desk, talking to my sister-in-law about a switched extension cord she has. I look at it and see that the outlets on it are rimmed with copper, which I think is very odd - and probably not safe. I look again and see a wide, shallow rocker switch on the side with two outlets - but it's also odd, since it looks like anything plugged into it would sit on top of the switch.

Now I'm talking with someone else. I pull out my phone to show him a picture of the extension cord, but all my recent pictures are of a giant outdoor event with LOTS of people. I don't remember what the event is, and I'm surprised that I can't find the extension cord picture since I took it so recently.


Fragment: I'm coming back into my bedroom at some terribly early hour. To my surprise, my wife is awake, and we talk briefly.

Kind of a blah dream.

I was up north on Squirrel Hill by the fire tower. (In RL the bottom part of the ladder was missing so I couldn't climb it.) I noticed that on the back of the tower was the ladder. Apparently it had been moved, which is why I wasn't able to climb it in RL(dream logic). But instead of being angled straight up, it was angled outward a bit so if you were to climb it, it would be pretty dangerous. This lady decided to climb while holding her baby, which made me nervous so I looked away, but she made it up there along with some other man. I was planning on climbing it later to check it out but never got around to it.

Then TPLSM(my friends) showed up and we were at the cabin, along with my parents. Britt gave me a delicious ginger cookie and I liked it so much I wanted to make more but she didn't feel like it or something. I went upstairs and there were Autumn trees growing in the house. I tried to get a picture of them because they looked so pretty but then it got too dark. Then, it was dark and Tasia was all lit up with glowsticks around her waist and wrists and was dancing to music and it looked really cool, so we decided to go to Walmart and get more glowsticks and alcohol. So we went to Walmart, but forgot to get alcohol. Then my parents made a campfire and.. that's all I remember.

I was getting my character ready for Lucid Urth, but I was still in my annoying inner world. I was in a Boutique and I was wearing a blue and purple "belly dancing" outfit. I remembered that I had a performance shortly and I was picturing this huge stage and audience I was about to perform for. I did not really like my outfit felt a bit too dark for my personality, not the color really but maybe the fabric... it was stiff and synthetic. I felt annoyed with the boutique, it kept changing from a boutique to a grocery store to a big box retail store. I was shopping around and I kept looking at food instead of outfits and then I was suddenly with some annoying lady and her two boys and she was my boss and I was their nanny. I could psychicly sense that all three of them absolutely hated me. The lady was trying to convince me to buy some high heels that matched my outfit, and I was trying to politely tell her that I don't wear heals or ever dance in heels. Her suggestion to me after I told her that was to go on stage and introduce myself and then exit the stage, take off my shoes and then come back on stage to dance. I was trying to explain to her how ridiculous and idiotic that would look and make me feel, when I just felt too exhausted to say that to her. We left the store and I was still wearing the dark blue and purple ruffly thing that I did not quite like, I felt irritated that I did not get to look around the store freely like I wanted to. I went with the annoying lady and her two kids to a school building and I sat down with her two school aged boys and paper and crayons appeared and we started coloring, the annoying lady disappeared without me noticing really. The two children were trying to see what the most obnoxious things that they could say in front of me, but I don't remember anything specific that they said. I mostly ignored them for a while and sat there coloring beside them to supervise them until their mother got back, then I remembered that I have a dance performance to get to. I wondered what the hell I am doing babysitting right before a performance. I realized that I had no time to get ready at all. I went out to the parking lot and the two kids followed me. Their mother pulled up in a mini van saying something about how she was just about to get back at me angrily. I felt relieved, thinking finally I am not around these irritating people and I can go dance. Then I remembered that I don't like my outfit still. I felt annoyed.
This dream really makes me want to get lucid. Those people or dream characters were soooooo annoying!!!!

D1 - I am making posts to the subconscious with someone else. Posts have to be made by painting a picture of a face.
(Hmmm it looked like one of LinKZeldas 3D models, hope i'm not breaking copyright using it in my dreams .)
I tryed sending a message using broad brush strokes in vivid green and yellow (not human face).
I then go back in to edit it, to make my message clearer.
Others try but are enable to send clear messages.
D2 -
On hols being advised where to go and what to eat and do.
Sitting at a restaurant table with two others.
I almost fall off my chair onto concrete below.

[comment] I feel powerless in D2

It was day outside and I was on my bed talking to a small monster like creature. As I kept talking I became more aware that this was a dream by questioning the situation.The monster like creature grabbed me and started squeezing my stomach. It hurt quite a bit at first so I directed my attention to the other hand the creature had that wasn't squeezing me. The pain stood for a bit than slowly died out."Awww" said the yellow monster knowing that he lost the wrestle.

But than it decided to take my pants off. I didn't really care that he took it away though."Do whatever you want" I told it.It than grabbed me and started flying me somewhere. "So this is where the dream takes me...."I thought feeling somewhat disappointed. "Is this really the dc that I end up interacting with?..." Than we ended up in a building with dark blue flooring and blue walls. The place wasn't well lit and kind of dark.Suddenly something blasted at us. The monster dropped me and tried to escape.

I ran and ended up shutting myself in a room. Someone knocked on the door as I sat close to the bed. I thought about how I hated being alone and how I don't know what my brain will end up making me see if i opened the door. The door was knocked again. I could see the bottom of the door somewhat open allowing me to see heavy black boots. "Dawn!" I called feeling somewhat insecure. But than I started walking to the door ready to open it."Forget this! Whatever shows up I'll be okay with it." It knocked again. I kept my eyes on the floor so I could see the legs instead of the face of whatever dc i might encounter.

Opened the door slowly and don't remember seeing anything. Than there was another blast and a not very visible person ended up grabbing me and running around the building with me. We were being shot at by alien like creatures." Is this Dawn protecting me?" I thought. I remember thinking about how I was going to fight him and felt kind of disappointed in myself. Than the alien shooting at us came closer an blasted a ray or something like that at us. The guy holding me dropped onto the floor with me under a round table. Seemed like we were inside a blue/white decorated kitchen room.

I put a clear barrier around us as the alien made his blast bigger and stronger.Than when it stopped I stopped and felt a burst of wind being thrown at us. The guy brought out his own barrier than shouted"Bring out your pink barrier!". I put my hand over us and brought it out. It was pink but kind of small. The barrier seemed more clear than pink. He said I did a good job though. Back up came and ended up firing at the alien. Knowing that we were safe I decided to observe the texture I felt from his clothes. Also, I honestly don't remember how this happened but i ended up on top of the poor guy hugging him.

"You can get up now" He told me since the alien was gone. I noticed he felt somewhat big. Not fat but maybe a little more than average. I didn't get off him though I just kissed him and he kissed me back but when i wanted to do a different form of kiss he started blowing air at me. "Wait a minute. Is he blowing air at me?" I thought than stopped and got up feeling kind of bad that I did that to him after he protected me. He got up as well than started walking somewhere. I held onto his arm as he was walking out the room and through the hall."Sorry about how I thought you were my enemy at first" I told him. He said nothing back to me and kept walking.

"Hes not saying anything...I wonder where hes going?". I let go of him thinking to give him space than he walked into a small open room where there was a guy and a girl looking at a computer screen. " I finished what I had to do" he said to one of them."Good" said the girl than she pointed out something on the computer. "Dang it...I dont know how long i have left and we end up here?" I thought. Than i woke up.

To bed late (1am) At least my sleep was mostly undisturbed until 8am.

+(f) I have to drive somewhere late at night in the snow, it's a treacherous trip. I decide to put off the trip until morning?

+(f) I see someone dear (mother?) to me whom I know is departed, standing outside, just for a moment, but I move on

+ I unexpectedly owe thousands of dollars still in debt. How will I pay this off? There are two old women bringing the bill around and I still have to pay them $5000 and I don't have this. It will take me months to earn this. Can I get a $5000 loan from them?

+(f) I'm receiving emails that I need to read, they're about me perhaps, but the email system's filter deletes them as soon as they come in. I see this happen once. I need to deactivate the "delete" function so that the emails remain and I can read them.

+(f) something in a large supermarket?

My recall is still rubbish. When I wake I can remember everything but it fades so fast.

Driving onto a large multi-lane road. Two buses coming fast towards me, I narrowly avoid one then I find myself stuck in a queue of traffic and having to do a hill start on a VERY steep hill. I'm sort of hanging backwards out of the drivers seat, desperately trying to control the car but I just about do it.

I find myself in a competition with someone to see who can do the most sit-ups in a minute. I do mine really fast so I get a sinking feeling in my stomach as I sit up. That sensation together with sitting up reminds me of going out of body and I wake up immediately to try to control it. Didn't come to anything.

Mostly fragments. I tried WBTB with no success.

Dream 1:A Vampire Comes Knocking
I outside on a dark autumn evening, a large gravel field is to my right, a house in front of me. Eric, from True Blood, tries to get inside but can't since he wasn't invited in. He's now trapped between two doors leading to places he hasn't been invited. He just waits for the police to show up. Jail must suck if you live forever...
I walk out to the gravel field in the moonlight.

I go into the house. In the attic room I see my friend's two cats, the one that is big and the small one that is white.

Dream 2: In the Airport
I'm in an airport, I think it's a German one. It's overcast outside. I try to find my way to the plane I need to make, where is the gate? There is a large crowd. I see some people getting off of a plane, one is carrying a paper bag with Zen enso on it, he must have come from a convention. I wonder where it was, I'd like to go.

Turning around I see a busy friend of mine in the crowd.

I was with two other people in my granddad’s old garage and there was a half cooked chicken with a hose, like the type they use for bunsen burners at school, attached to it. There was gas escaping from the chicken and one of the people who I think was that guy from Scrubs, was complaining because we couldn’t channel the gas anywhere. Next I was in the bath with Jake my brother and the chicken was in an oven at the other side of the bathroom. It had begun to crackle and the hardened skin on the outside had split to reveal it was raw inside. I got out of the bath and put it on the floor. As Jacob watched me I screamed, “IT’S DEEEAAAD!!!” and pretended to stab it. There was a knife in the bath but I decided not to use it for safety reasons. Jake started to go mental and I pranced out of the room and downstairs deliberately trying to torment him. I shouted something at the bottom of the stairs a long the lines of, “Thanks for making me go downstairs naked” even though I actually had clothes on.

I am working in my garden on the edge of a forest near some plains and rolling hills right next to a river. I am a large orc with dark green skin. I am digging a trench with a pickaxe. "Pumpkins, potatoes, tomatoes, squash, and orcroots," I am saying to myself, planning out my sowing.
I stand up and stretch. The sun shows me it is now mid-morning. I take a deep breath. The pine smells lovely out here, like freedom, like peace, like solitude. I do feel lonely, though I prefer the company of the wild beasts to the company of my own kin.
I have a flashback to the smell I hate: the smell of burning flesh. I involuntarily recall a hellish memory of childhood, after a victorious battle against the Elves, many were brought back to our city as prisoners. They had been stripped of their clothes and beaten clubs and whipped. They forced the Elves into large hanging cages, then lit large fires under them, burning them to death.
After they all died, they removed the dead bodies, butchered them, then cut the pieces into small cubes which they dried and preserved with salt and sugar. I did not see the butchering or the preservation process, though I did unknowingly eat the elf-flesh as a child, as the elf-flesh cubes are given to all orc children as soon as we get our first teeth in. I remember the screams of the Elves as their hair would catch fire.
I shudder. I need more sun. I feel chill. I mount my horse, a large brown and white mare, and I ride out of the forest to the green rolling hills. I ride up one of the smaller hills, and rest on the slope in the sun.
I hear a rustling in the lone tree behind me, and a female orc falls out on to the ground. I am startled, especially because orcs generally dislike climbing. She looks weak and tries to stand, then says, "I was running..." then faints. I run to her and catch her. I give her a sip of pomegranate juice from my canteen, then, I put her on my horse, and we ride back to my cabin. She fades in and out of consciousness, murmuring about running.
We get back, and I take her in, and lay her down on my bed, then I heat up some medicinal tea. I give her some water, and she sits up, and opens her eyes.
She has green skin with light green spots. Her eyes are yellow, and her hair is brown. She says, "Thank you, stranger, I am running from an orc that wants to kill me, for I refused to marry him after he bought me on the stock market. He has been pursuing me for three months. I have about a two week lead in front of him, yet he still comes relentlessly. His name is Stonefist."
I nod.
"May I have some more juice, friend? I am hungry, yet I cannot eat for my stomach is too small from being in survival mode."
I give her more juice, then begin chopping vegetables for soup.
"What are you doing, sir?"
"I am making you vegetable soup."
"Just vegetables?"
"I eat no flesh. Not that of elves or beasts."
"Stonefist eats the flesh of orcs."
"What a vile orc."
"So, this is why you're here? You're a heretic, like me."
"I've been called such." I put the vegetables into a big pot of hot water, then stoke my fire.
"You're a kind orc. I trust you." She smiles, and goes back to sleep.
I return to working in the garden.
Over the next several days, I learn her name is Snowmaiden, and she begins to recover from thirst and hunger. She tells me Stonefist will arrive soon, alone, as he is a proud orc. Her father sold her to the stock market after she refused to eat the flesh of an elf he killed in battle. Stonefist bought her, and took her home, then she ran away, and has been running since.
I generally hate my own race, almost as much as I hate Elves, so I will have no problem killing the vile bastard on sight.

I am walking up stairs in a dusty, old building with long, slanted windows letting in long rays of golden sunshines, thick as honey. I reach the top, a small cellar. It's already crowned in here; there is a strange bed made of polished, light green glass fashioned in a half cylinder with a thick blanket and a fluffy pillow in light cream. Sitting on the edge of it is a young, beautiful indian woman in a full, red and gold sari with stunning jewellery, almost as if she's ready for her wedding, her hair are glossy and almost black.
With her, standing a little on the side is a rather no descript man with brown short hair and sturdy clothes. Both look to the other side of the room, where Thor himself is towering, standing next to a pecuniar contraption: eight oversized hourglasses made of crystal and bronze, each one mounted on a mechanical bronze arm. as I watch it, the last one of the hourglass finishes, and the arm gracefully lift it over the other and put it back at the beginning of the line, flipping it over in the process. I feel like it's a clock, measuring daylight.
The brown haired man start talking to me, pulling my attention back to him. He is speaking about the lady, telling me that she is incredibly important, and that she has to be protected. As he talks, she carefully lay down on the bed, arranging her sari around herself. The man bring down the top part of the bed, closing it. It now looks like a bottle washed out at sea, with a complicated system of glass pipes coming out of the neck. He pours the content of a bottle on a rag and stuff the rag in one of the pipes.
Thor starts talking to me, he is passionate about the subject, telling me about nightwalkers wanting to take the sun lady away. While he says that, he grab the last hourglass, still with a little sand left, and flip it over. I realise that the light was fading and is back in full force, bathing the cellar in thoses long honey sunlight rays. The brown haired man locks the bed with a yin-yang seal, The lady is in a enchanted sleep. I look back to Thor; he is slighty tired, as moving the hourglass meant changing the course of the sun in the sky. He slowing breath out, the sun shining on his face, and instead of air it's a cloud of sand that get out of his mouth, the same sand that is in the hourglass.

Non-dream
Non-lucid
Lucid

Dream 1: Number
I'm scrolling through my Whatsapp conversations. I see the name of the girlfriend of my housemate. I see a message popping up that she has accepted me as a contact. I figure that it must have happened through Line [whatsapp alternative]. I had her number, Line automatically added her, which notified her and allowed her to accept me.. and that passed through to Whatsapp.

In reality I don't have her number. The process through Line is accurate, but the Whatsapp part makes no sense.

Fragment
» I'm talking to my friend T. She asks me how the Amsterdam Dance Event was. I tell her it was fine.

I went to ADE last weekend.

» I see my ex-girlfriend dancing. She's always been a good dancer. Her moves look good from the waist up, but if you look at the feet it looks really weird. A ballerina on her toes, but that doesn't fit what she is doing at all. Her feet are covered in bandages

Dream 2: Cars & girls
I'm standing in front of a counter with someone. There is a girl working behind it. It's like a reception desk, made from wood. There is a box-shaped item on the counter and from my perspective, in front of this item are her car key and another key. She mentioned something about keeping our stuff safe and in return I mention that her keys are here and I could've swiped them if I wanted to. I also say I did it once when she wasn't looking, though I didn't. We try using the clicker, to see if it will unlock her car from here. To my right is the exit which has some glass walls and immediately after is the parking lot. She tells me it works. I ask her where her car is cause I don't see it. She mentions a car type, but I can't recall which one, just that it didn't make much sense and I still didn't know what to look for. I scan the parking lot from left to right and see her car to the right all the way in the back. I recognise it from the orange lights blinking once you unlock it remotely. Her left passenger door has opened cause of it. An older man who is walking by closes it.

My cousin and I are getting a ride home from Sophie, a girl we met years ago and haven't seen since. I'm sitting in the back to the right. Sophie is driving, her steering wheel on the right side. In the Netherlands, steering wheels are on the left side. She has a cigarette in her right hand, but has crossed her arm over her body so that her hand is to the left of her body. I look outside. We're in my mom's street. The playground looks awesome! There are a bunch of canoes about 3 meters from the ground, connected through pipes or something alike. Some men are chilling on top of it. I notice quite a big spot of sate sauce on the interior of the car [on the plastic 'wall' to the right, which has a brown/beige colour] and mention it to her. I manage to wipe some off with a banana peel. She looks behind her to see what's up. It's a straight piece of road now, so it's ok for a moment. I tell her to watch out, cause there is a 90° turn to the right ahead, and a car parked just ahead as well. She reacts really slowly. Less than a meter before impact I reach over for the handbrake, but I'm too late. She has already hit the brake though and miraculously not hit the parked car. Her car came to an immediate stop just a few centimetres away from the parked car. We both wonder if she didn't hit it. Well we didn't feel a bump, so...

It's now my best friend and I who are getting a ride from his sister. She parked the car in front of my mom's house. She gets out, I get out, my friend is still inside. He's somehow laying all the way from front till back, apparently exhausted. His sister says that she knew she he wouldn't be able to make it home the moment she saw his bike. I look at his sister attentively. Wait.. am I starting to fall in love with her? No way. His sister! I look again. She isn't even attractive to me, braces and all. Why am I falling for her? It feels as if the feelings for Sophie [who we thought was an attractive girl] are projected unto her.

*It was it night time and I remember being on the phone with my girlfriend having a conversation telling each other that we love each other.

The first part was vivid then I got semi lucid. When I went out side the next day the weather did the same as it did in my dreams. but it did get to a drizzle but when I went out for a longer times. It would stop raining. I did use a bit of my will too to help the sun brake through by doing motions and sounds at the sky. After a few minutes Isaw result
As for the rain I think something greater then me was watching over me.

I think I was in like a grand hotel or somthing. I was with a group of people but I don't remember what happened with them. I only remember bits and pieces. It could have been and apartments. I explored the halls. Some of the sections were closed of because of a fire. A whole floor was closed and you couldn't even walk on it felt like I would fall through it and caution tape on the stairs and the hall but not at the enrtrence. I don't remember much after that.


Until I knew I was checking out the sky and flying around. It was mostly cloudy but the sun was peaking through the cloudes and it was not raining. At the end of the dream I started swimming laps in a pool. But I was naked. The pool has gold checkerd patterns along the top inside of the pool. It had a covered area, With pillars holding it up. You could see out side. There were people around. I think I figured it was a dream after that cuz I didn't care I was exposed.