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Lucid Moment, Non-Lucid Dreams, Thursday, January 19, 2017:


I walk across a deck and enter a small one-room shack. Talk urgently with a DC there just before a zombie breaks through the door. As I am attacked by the zombie, I become lucid and immediately wake up. One of those "No, screw this, I'm out." moments.

It takes me a long time to fall asleep again. When I finally do, I dream of a blonde girl. She is very nice to me, and I wondered if she could possible become a girlfriend. After waking again, I feel that she could rather have been a dream guide.

I dream of a man I admire. He is dying, and very aggravated with the world which failed to accept his vision. I hold him in my arms as he speaks. Then, his condition worsens severely and I wake up.


Non-Lucid Dream, Friday, January 20, 2017:

Some sort of cross between a shopping mall and a hotel. I meet some family staying there. A number of little adventures, exploring the area. At one point, I ride a bike through the crowded halls/walkways of the complex. Later, see a girl I think I know well, and take note of her shapely body.

20 Jan

I find myself on the street with a decent amount of awareness. Hey, finally, I note to myself, I am actually asleep and lucid. I cautiously examine the trash cans and trees in front of me. I know there is no time to lose and I have to get the 3 step tasks going. Step one is telekinesis. I look around for a movable object. There a tire hanging from one tree but it as I try to TK it, it gets larger and larger and actually is now part of a construction and totally unmovable. Okay, let's try something else. I spot couple of leaves on the street which easily move but I am not convinced as it could be the wind. Finally, there's a ball that I tk around for a while.

It's a bright sunny day and am in the middle of a small park. I recall I had another brief ld earlier in the night. It's time to get started on the next step of the 3 step task - use a device. Couple of DC boys hold what looks like a mobile, but I find it easier to use mine. I put my hand into my pocket trying to get the phone out. As I do this, I feel my physical eyes move excessively, which make the dream collapse. I believe I am back to my bed and give up (actually it's just the void with only tactile sensations).

I have a short FA near a cool pool on a very sunny day and the music is playing "bai zi hua bai zi hua", one of my other goals. I walk around non-lucidly though and soon wake up.

19 Jan

As me and this guy are leaving, he constantly worries about there being sharks in the ocean. I try to calm him down, looking for logical explanation why there may not be as many sharks as he expects. We have to slide down a platform to exit the building, however, it is covered with blood and also quite slippery. I take forever to get down without falling.

We are close to the exit, ocean shore nearby, as I can see that the sharks we were trying to avoid are actually dragons. I quite clearly see a number of dragons in the surrounding wood areas and know we have to stay as far away as possible. We choose a rather painful way to do so, hiding and moving in a part of the shelf which stretches to accommodate us. I inspect the shore for dragons but see special trees (3 of them) instead (with faces and talking, like in lord of the rings). I carefully approach one, expressing my admiration, he speaks and says he likes me too. I ask for guidance for our group and he recommends us to go speak to Captain Morgan, who is a nearby pirate woman . I try to catch her attention and ask her to help us on our mission, though I am not so sure what we were supposed to accomplish.

There were 2 consumer-level snow machines running at a Washington mountain lodge. After coating a picnic table with a half-inch of snow, 2 guys had to clean it up. The second machine sprayed water in the air and made large snowflakes in bursts. At one point, the weather was clear, but then was cloudy minutes later. I don’t remember anything beyond that.

I'm with D and it's night. I'm not sure what triggered my little lucidity but I decided to fly. It only went to be on a not so high altitude. It did not go to well. When I landed back to the ground,D kind of laughed it off. He said "You flew to get there faster!"

I'm inside a classroom like place with my former classmates. It looks like we're having fun. Now I'm sitted on chair. This girl I know started twerking at me. She's getting closer and closer. Well I got with the flow and I think I grabbed her ass. I felt every piece of her as she did her thing. She stopped and she mentioned something.
My classmates agreed to that.



I'm inside a mall and I think I just exited a restaurant. I got with Ian outside or someone like him. He's hair was different, like that of Rence's. Anyway, I'm with Ian and I apologized to him if I'm disturbing him to the point of not being able to do what he has to do. He did n't say anything. I'm thinking off pointing Gel to him since she's just near the table. Gel's sitting on a table and talking to someone. I'm seeing her back only. We're walking and we started our conversation. I got to talk to him about what he read. It turns out he read books in a language he can speak in his original province. I'm a fan skiing him about it and he replied that he uses another language or dialect different from his province. While that was happening, I'm seeing the hallway of a CR. It's a yellow light and I'm seeing a person walk through it. It maybe someone I know. He's head hurts now. He'a holding his head down. We're still able to walk. We're now a bit far and on our left is our classmates on the elevator. They greeted us. I think the person I'm with changed to D. He's head hurts a lot more than it had before. Now he's holding his head down and feeling the pain. Another person goes to his side and it's Ryl. Based on his face he might be joking. He's mentioning how his head also hurts.

This is my second success with a wild. Sort of let's say...

Also for the second time I feel like I have a long delay from falling asleep and discovering myself in my room lying on my bed but in a dream.

The first time was shocking and didn't know what to do, also doubt about being actually awake. Not this time. But I was paralyzed. I could touch my body without being able to move my arms, or to better say: I could feel being touched where I wanted to put my hands. Then I could finally move but with enormous difficulty. I realize not being in my bedroom because the wardrobe with the big mirror was gone. This is a big problem for me because I always use the mirror to go out of the room. So I go through the door and I find myself another time in the bed. The movements become more difficult as they were not difficult enough. I decide that this time I try using the window, but as soon as I am out of the bed I find myself belly in the bed. Ready check, I'm awake. I can now move normally.

Vague dream about pianos.
WBTB
I become lucid. I yell something inperceptible and wake up.

Today I met my dream guide for the first time. It all happened while I was completing a task: searching for gold in an old house/warehouse. There were two teams and we were competing against each other as to who finds the gold first. I had several people in my team and only one of them survived. Turns out it was my dream guide who chose to stay unnoticed waiting for me to complete the task.

At some point during the dream I realized it was not real, and in order for me to complete my task and beat the other team, I should create some sort of a secret door to the gold. The old house looked empty at first and I figured there should be a basement. I decided that the gold is there and I created my secret door in the wall in order to get there. Once the door appeared, the game stopped and we decided to divide the gold equally between the two teams. It was the end, task completed.

Once everyone were done wrapping up, my last surviving team mate approached me and told me that I've done well. I saw the clue: the hidden door and used it to achieve my goal. He said that in every dream, there is always a clue that helps us to solve a problem, beat the nightmare or just escape into the next dream. He said that clues are everywhere even when you're running away from someone. It's useful to learn to notice them and use them to your advantage.

He was a tall man, in his 30s, with glasses and a thin, big nose. He looked very familiar but I don't think I saw him or knew him in my real life. He looked very smart and had this "mentor" air around him. I felt secure and safe when I was with him.

He took my hand and we flew very fast, up and up among the clouds. He said that in my dreams I can travel to, and see any part of the Earth. I imagined beautiful snowy mountains and they appeared below us, majestic and calm in their cold beauty. For some reason I knew it wasn't my imagination. It was a real mountain in some real place on Earth. Realizing that, it came to me that I could see what's happening on Earth, right this moment. I decided to fly down the mountain to its base to see what's happening there. I saw a little northern forest and a mother duck with its babies quietly swimming in the pond. It fascinated me.

Once I was done exploring, my Dream Guide took me back to the place where we came from. This time there was a hotel in the place of the warehouse. He told me he wanted to see if I learned my lesson. I found myself inside the hotel and someone was chasing me. Remembering his words, I started looking for clues. There was an odd object at the end of the hotel hall that showed me to go right. I turned and saw a table full of snacks like chocolates and doughnuts. I decided that doughnuts were poisoned and tricked my enemy to eat it. Once he was dead, my Dream Guide appeared and seemed pleased. Once again he told me I did well and took my hand to lead me out of the hotel. On our way out one of the room doors opened and a guy appeared. He saw my Dream Guide and asked me what we were doing here. My dream guide answered he was showing me around, and the other guy smiled approvingly, disappearing back into the room. My gut feeling told me it was someone else's dream guide who happened to open the door to our dream. It was a tall, black gentlemen, with greyish hair and a kind smile.

I'm very excited to meet my Dream Guide for the first time and am looking forward to seeing him again in my next dreams. I'd like to know where he's from and what's his personality like. I have a feeling it's going to be a good encounter.

I awaken myself after some hours of sleep at 5:30 a.m. Eager to break my dry spell of the last days I take a low dose of a nice AchE and go back to bed. A quick WILD attempt brings me into a huge building that looks a much like the famous opera house Colon in Buenos Aires. I walk through the aisle and look for a quiet side room to have the dinner I planned for. Quickly I lose lucidity and the dream, followed by a time of blackness and deep sleep. The AchE did not yet kick in, yet.

Then in a new dream that suddenly started I meet Mona, a girl I was pen pal with in younger years. I recognize her immeditately despite we never met in waking life. She changed her last name to the German word for "leaseholder", probably because she got married. I notice that strange bit and do a reality check (floating), it works and I lift up a little over the floor. Yes! I am Dreaming! We continued to chat and I asked myself if I should awake myself and record the dream, google that strange name. I use a mnemonic trick to remember and continue the dream, losing lucidity later on.
Just to find myself (FA) at my parents place earlier in time. I'm in the kitchen and notice that this must be a very important moment in their timeline. Several reality tests fail, telling me this is real life. But I'm quite sure to be (still) dreaming, and finally the good old push-my-hand-through-solid-stuff works. Now that I'm confirmed fully lucid, I dissolve my dream body, I am no longer phyically there, just an observer. On the table there lies a newspaper, the Süddeutsche Zeitung from August of the year 1985. I listen to my parents talking to each other in another room. When they enter the kitchen, I awaken.

Fragments:
I've finally finished laying out the tiles in my shower, and I'm smearing grout in the gaps between the tiles.

I grab my portable USB powerpack.

In a large dojo style tent with white canvas. There is quite a lot of space about the size of a restaurant
The kids are getting out of hand, although they seem very young and I am training them with some exercise video. I realise the video is on fast speed at the exercises are a little to hard ^^
Someone suggests they do some reading, but I will have nothing of it, lol

There's this man who's gotten himself into some trouble, and I've offered my help in solving that problem. Alternatively, I've told him to speak with a woman who works for me, and she'll help him disappear for a while. When he doesn't come to meet me, I check in with that woman, still in the alley where I'd told the man to meet her, behind the building where she works as a maid, still in her uniform. She tells me the man didn't show. She looks worried. I'm annoyed. I think the man's making a poor decision.

It reminds me of another time. I see a building on top of a lake, a massive black arch. I'd made a deal with a woman that had led to the creation of this structure. She sees it as an architectural wonder and a symbol of her power, influence, capability, something along those lines; I see it as something impermanent. Like Ozymandias. I think of it as foolish. And I thought she would have realized that now that her deal's played out; I'd expected she'd want to make a new deal, to change course, I was looking forward to it. But when she does come to me for something else, it just compounds her original mistake. I'm disgusted but give her what she asks for.

I was having inception style dreams within dreams. In my dream I was laying in bed, the room felt a little bit like a mixture between our current house and our last house. I was setting my intention to lucid dream. D came in and started talking to me. I told him that he's waking me up and that I'm falling asleep and trying to focus. He had a lover with him and she was scoffing at me. I was trying to enter a dream where I was a dolphin flying through the air. I was even waving my hands back and forth as I was trying to focus on it. Then I enter a dream and am in a room talking to a man. I realize I've entered a lucid dream. I say my mantra aloud: Tonight I'm lucid dreaming! Then I repeat it with more power and authority. The dream ends.

The car park is full. Rows and rows of cars in all directions. I drive around trying to find a space. Finally there is a gap... but a large tour bus starts reversing into it. Then there seems to be a space on the right. I drive into the gap and park.

After getting out of the vehicle and checking it is within the white lines, I notice something odd. Next to one edge of the space is what looks like a headstone. It is old and worn, the name carved on it is illegible. Nearby is a stack of rocks - a cairn perhaps, and now, in all directions, more graves. This is probably not a good place to park. I feel that parking here is disrespectful somehow.

While trying to move the vehicle I end up flying in a huge hall, or maybe I have shrunk. The floor of this place has a large stone slab with the name Bathory on it. Immediately this conjures up thoughts of Elizabeth Bathory - the 16th century serial killer with vampiric-tendancies. Things go a bit abstract here - there is an unseen voice speaking to me, something about the Bathory family or a present day descendant. I recall saying "What's he done this time?" - as if it's someone I know, and they are always getting in trouble? Also, I am roleplaying as my character from a tabletop game.

Eventually all this adds up and makes me become lucid. I float down next to a wall and my fingers slide against it to help ground me. Recalling the sled TOTY I phase through the wall and focus on there being a snowy mountain top outside. A snowstorm is in progress and it is bitterly cold. I summon a sled and jump onto it, standing like it is a skateboard. The sled starts to move down the mountain, quickly gathering tremendous speed. I estimate it is travelling around 80-90mph.

It takes around 20 seconds to reach the bottom of the mountain. I make a powerful gesture with my left hand to shatter the earth and make a crack leading down below the surface. The sled continues sliding into the Earth through black rock cave tunnels. This continues for another 20 seconds or so, still at breakneck speed.

Suddenly the floor disappears sending me tumbling through the air. I land in fast flowing water, dragged along by the strong current towards a narrow crack in the rock. There is not much light, just a gentle luminesence from mould growing on the roof of the underground river.

I take a deep breath in to shrink myself enough to pass through the narrow gap without hitting the rocks. The tunnel abruptly stops and the water level drops, leaving me standing in a dark tunnel. At this point my vision spins around to show a massive boulder rolling down the tunnel, Indiana Jones style. Oh shit. I start running, my perspective external to my body, so that it shows me from the front and the boulder rolling behind, like that Crash Bandicoot level.

The camera pans back to normal perspective and I continue sprinting with the rumbling sound of the boulder and the ground shaking violently. Ahead is a wall with two doors, one smaller and then a double width door. I punch the door handle of the smaller exit down while throwing my shoulder against it, stumbling through into an underground station tunnel. There are enemies here, squatting on the ground. They look like morlocks, from the X-Men comics.

Rather than fight them I continue running and dodge past them - the boulder will crush them, and me if I stop. The tunnel becomes so packed with morlocks that it is difficult to find a path through. No... must... run....

I tumble into a false awakening in which my sister is poking me in the ear. "Stop it, no, don't wake me...."