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A Rinpoche I don't know is visiting Portugal. He says the Rinpoches house needs to be emptied fast and they are looking for some place where to store furniture and books. I offer to store the books but say I have no covered place to store the furniture. He argues it just needs to be a cemented floor, no need for cover cause they can use a tarp. But they also don't know how long it will be, so I keep saying no, afraid of the weather changes. Anyway, this Rinpoche hands me one book as an example and I treat it as a precious treasure.

Attending some VIP award ceremony for which I bought a ticket. I go to the main entrance of the venue, I look fabulous and confident, but the door keepers tell me the entrance is for guests only or nominees. The bought tickets have to enter through a lateral door. There is a mother and daughter who also get denied entrance and I join them in looking for the secondary door. I try to cheer them up by showing enthusiasm and not upset with the setback. I have some big props/ jewels I have to carry in my hands and I am sick of it and considering leaving them behind. They tell me not to do it.

At an underground bunker in the USSR. An accident with grenades exploding at the entrance reveals our location to some team outside looking for us. They enter through an opening on the back. I resist but all others surrender, so I also give up. They subject us to indoctrination treatment, make us watch videos about the great motherland. I laugh and do not allow the brainwashing. The others decided to play along, figure they will suffer less. I also consider they might put me in sleep deprivation and so on, so I also consider playing along, as it is naive of them to think we can actually believe their bullshit after watching some videos.

Crossing some station and I become lucid. Drop my backpack, take my shoes and socks, open a door to another dream. There is a garden and a nice party with beautiful dancers like nymphs. There are a lot of white lotuses with purple orbs glowing in the center. Up close the orbs look like a white bubble of a thin membrane with the purple one inside. I put my hand through the external one and pick the purple one, which actually looks like a molecule with several atoms and bridges, also made from the thin membrane. They start to deflate but I make them turn into a sort of purple lotus flower and then I eat it. Tastes like raw cabbage. That was sort of pointless. Look around and think of lying a bit and decide what to do next. Think about my guru but get distracted by Henri, which I haven't seen in years but is now here in a suit and tie. I call him, he doesn't even notice I am there. I wake up cause I am snoring loud.

With my mom, I think in my home because there is a fireplace burning. I leave her for a moment in the living room and when I come back she threw a lot of absurd things in the fire, like a can where I keep coffee capsules, a wooden box and a bunch of unopened yogurts. I can't save the yogurts because they melted away, but manage to recover the rest before it burns. She has no recollection of having done that. I surely didn't, so then we get really concerned about her mental health.

I am a boy playing piano on stage at a public recital. Some colleagues trolled me and put something inside the piano so when I reach some notes it sounds really bad. I have to stop and open the piano and find a saxofone inside. I show it to the audience, they show sympathy for me, but my teacher who also despises me, doesn't allow me to sit back and play again and announces the next kid to perform. I am revolted. I try to cope but can't sit in the audience. I sneak out and head for some beautiful deserted place. Seems like we are in an island. I see ocean, a bay, but also a mountain and chose to go there. Just go first to my room pick my bag so I can go there, but I can't find the bag. Outside sitting in a car is Tatiana but she pretends not to see me.

Jamie dreams

Two fragments when I'm falling asleep. She's suddenly around now, just remember her being happy and nice to me. sort of like being a good girlfriend. wish i remembered more of these ones.

Another fragment where apparently, I know her mom in this one. In this dream me and her mom attend a support group for people who have relatives who are schizophrenic (My mom is but on meds.) Then she picks me up from my dad's workplace which is a large and elaborate construction site. Next Her mom is driving me around country roads outside of Olds. I keep wanting to ask her about Jamie because I haven't heard from her in years. I decide against asking because I think it would make me seem creepy or something. I did once know a couple in didsbury, some older guy also called, "Jamie," with a mother for a schizophrenic. Use to see him and his wife around the bar in that town a lot. He also had looks that Jamie could have inherited from him if he was her father... Hmm.


filming

apparently I'm going back to an abandoned hospital to film something for youtube. But now I have to go through someone's office. I ask to film there and am approved. A girl from work V, drives me there, or her mother does. She piles in the van but is sharing a seat with me. We are up close and i am holding her leg. she seems unaware, I look and notice the passenger font seat is empty. I ask her why she didn't sit there? she doesn't answer.

Before going into the building we have to do some exercise with army people? there was something about Her throwing something and then I cut a branch? Makes no sense. We go in the building and follow a group of people. I ask where the abandoned area is. I am then led by someone to an elevator. it's all vague after.

work

Dream about making out with one of the indian girls from work... I need a social life and a S.O.

The first thing I remember was being in a McDonald's restaurant, they had a promotion related to Pokémon Sword and Shield, each starter Pokémon had a limited edition menu item attached to it,

Something along the lines of...

• Scorbunny having like tomato-flavor fries
• Grookey having some kind of "fruit" related item
• Sobble having... some kind of... drink???
• Also I think there was some some burger related to the legendaries.

After some period of time, I got involved in some superhero plot, and after breaking a new speed record for flight, I discovered I was in some kind of CGI animated movie, along the lines of a more adult version of some of DreamWorks' properties (i.e. Megamind & Monsters vs. Aliens). The whole plot was that the current president in the film (not Donald Trump) was some kind of superhero with a 50s-style secret base with a hi-tech red plastic communal shower. The most amount of characterisation I remember out of him was the fact he was a socially out of touch party animal.

Eventually he got elected out of office and replaced with George Bush (neither junior or senior, he looked like a weird amalgamation of the two), who was a stereotypical villain, dancing to the following song as he made his moves on the old president's love interest



Also, I only called "super president" after I woke up.

Early Evening of November 18, 2019. Monday.

Dream #: 19,327-09. Reading time (optimized): 30 sec.



In my lucid dream, my dream self is in a shopping mall in the main area, probably Hinkler Central. Green Lantern approaches and hands me a rough sketch of an Angry Bird. When I look at it, I wake with an intense but brief hypnopompic abdominal spasm.

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Despite my imaginary experience starting with lucidity, my instinctual modulation of vestibular system correlation (as a result of the lack of discernment of my physical body while in the dream state) resulted in transferring falling start anticipation and its dynamics, typically lighter and whole body, into jolting where instinctual modulation originates from, around my belly button. My dream’s content is otherwise incidental to the processes other than most often having flight associations despite this trigger being a static image.

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old games
I dreamt that I was playing some old school Nintendo console in an unknown apartment. There was a lil round kid with glasses from martial arts class way back and Richard there. We played a little some space themed game, but with Dick being the short for Richard he began to act like one. Forget why but he was mad and started shouting. He blared the game sounds to max and it was really hurting my ears as I walked away from the situation. Found a nintendo switch, told him he can't play with it unless he's nice. Silence is good.

School, Huge pizza, police ceremony, Foot rub, lucid

The dream began with somewhere inside a school. I was trying to find my class but had trouble doing so. The class was suppose to be on the second floor. I think I missed the class so I headed to my locker. Had trouble finding it for a while but I find some nice people towards the right side of the school. There was a lady who was apparently a sage. She was pretty nice and looked really young- perhaps she had found the secret to eternal youth. I'm sharing the locker with her and the locker number is #201. I open it and there's some food inside. I liked the sage, she had a bubbly personality. Anywho I grab my stuff and head on. I am proceeding to find the next class. It should be on the first floor too.

*unpleasant memory.

I keep heading towards the right side of the school. And after a while the scene changes and it becomes some sort of police ceremony. I found my friend from highschool, Hawaii, there. He was apparently getting celebrated among others, and he was getting a huge promotion. In army terms, colonel, not sure what you'd call that in terms of police ranks. Anyways, Hawaii's sitting down on a table and he calls me over. I head towards him and I find his mother there. She's getting really interested in me and calls me over to sit beside her, she being sandwiched between us. Hawaii get's annoyed because he probably wanted to talk to me and he makes her get away for a bit.

Two others come to the table. Girl to the right had a very nice tan. The one in the front... sprase memory here. Anyways the girl to my right, she begins to make a huge pizza. I thought we were doing some group activity so I begin making the pizza too. Maybe 60 inches in diameter or around 150cm. I was trying to get my pizza as big as hers but it splits in the middle in a straight line. I proceed to try to fix it by patching it up. I tried to sew it shut, and it reminded me of like a stitches scar from a heart operation.

*dreamt about a huge pizza before, also a lucid dream huge pizza=lucid?

Wake

I went to pee and collected my thoughts. Just laid down and light meditation state?

I was back on the same table. This time I was lucid though. Still the same. My friend's mom was back to my left. I told her this is a dream but she didn't believe me. (maybe mini awakening here) I talked to her about lucid dreams after but she didn't really understand. Decided to look around and the pizza from earlier was now ready, or atleast some of them were cooked. I sliced it into uneven bits and ate some. nom nom. Thought about what to do in the dream really. Still being lucid. But I thought might as well enjoy this moment. Don't have to worry about pizza being unhealthy and all. I just enjoyed it.

Maybe lost lucidity around here. I saw some kind of foamy styrofoam like cube. There was hair inside. It was just like a model of a hairstyle. Apparently the latest fad, the cube afro. Saw some ppl with the square afro to the left. The tan girl to the right begins to give me a foot rub. Very comfortable, I was just melting away in pleasure for some moments. Melting down the chair as I fell down from the chair unto the ground and just immersed myself in this ahhhhh yea.

*maybe heard someone mention minecraft, and it arose a picture of a blockhead and that thought found its way into the dream

Felt guilty feeling so good by myself so I massaged her foot too. Did so for a bit. But apparently I did it too hard and she didn't want anymore.

Scene changes to some class. But the table was the same. There was a doctor there. She was an elderly and thin black woman. Very skinny but she looked pretty healthy. I had some TDCS device with me and she gave me some expert advice regarding it. Told me to get some better pads for it or something.

*Was pretty interested in TDCS a while back


Notes:

meditated 3x mini (~5min meditations) when chance arose

focus on feeling good, mindful of thoughts, focus on point on what you want, focus on sound, focus on breath,