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Date of Dream: FRI 27 NOV - 2020



Dream No. 785 - Separated Sections

Dream 785 A - What Did I Do Wrong
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was in the primary school classroom of 5/6V, but with high school teacher Ms. Ko. teaching the class in a weird fashion. One of my classmates in the dream, AB, got upset with me, even though I didn’t think I was doing anything wrong towards here. EBo then walked into the room and said that he wanted to reward me for something I had done to help our online community.

For the next scene, it was night time, near my house, when I was walking down the hill, I told my dad that I was just going out to the water. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 785 B - An Old Nameless Star
This dream was very short. It seemed to take place in the same area as the last scene of 785 A, but I was now by myself. As I looked onto the water, a middle-aged to older lady, plump with very short gray hair came up towards me. Apparently this was the Nameless Star from Kingdom Hearts, but I have forgotten what she said to me. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream 785 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 785 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 25 NOV - 2020



Dream No. 783 - Missed The Wedding

I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was at my house, and I was apparently invited to Riku’s wedding (but I didn’t know who he was going to marry). I was going to lead and conduct the choir in singing during some parts of the event. I went to my study room to pick out which dress I was going to wear. However, as soon as I picked the one I wanted to wear, another dress appeared on the rack and tempted me away from the original one. The process kept repeating itself.

Eventually, I decided what dress I wanted to wear, but by then, I had realised the wedding. What was worse is that the choir were there without me. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 783
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No



Postage Notice: As of this point in time, some dreams may cover sensitive topics of modern day mass discussion. Such dreams exist in the Microsoft Word journal but will not be posted on DreamViwes. One such dream is No. 784. Therefore, No. 785 will be the next dream in the DV journal sequence. If possible, a message like this will be left at the bottom of the relevant journal entry, stating what number in the sequence will not be posted.

Date of Dream: SAT 21 NOV - 2020



Dream No. 782 - Separated Sections

Dream 782 A - Bike Ride To The Beach
For the first part of the dream, I was catching up with JH at a place that seemed like my house, but then it wasn’t. It was actually a house that was unfamiliar to me. I forgot what we exactly did in this scene. The scene then changed to mum and I being in a random outdoor area, as if it was the outside of a park, and she was walking to my friend RV about us meeting somewhere later on. And then the dream went to its last scene which was set at night time, but then I could still see from ‘natural light’. Apparently I was riding my bike from home, past Killester, and all the way to Chelsea beach. When I was about to be on the turf of the beach, the dream ended.

Dream 782 B - Picky About Chicken
I can’t remember much about this dream. From what I can remember, I was looking around in my kitchen fridge when I found some chicken drumsticks from some ‘unidentified’ meat. My brother then came up to me and said that he wanted to know where the chicken thighs were. I found both a connected thigh and drumstick in the fridge, but my brother said he didn’t want that. I answered that he could simply rip off the drumstick and have that. I have forgotten if he responded to that or not.

Dream 782 C - Frame Renovations
The dream took place and what seemed to be an accommodation complex of cabins from one of my high school IRL camps. Though in this dream, the identity of cabins was replaced with houses. Each member of Kingdom Hearts ended up having their own house, including me, which had furniture that seemed to be inspired by Merlin the wizard. They each also had a framed picture on their front door so that other could tell who the house belonged to. However, I thought the frame was ugly, and so I went outside to make a rainbow themed beach-house mailbox, with a circular area in which I had put the picture in. Once I had put the mail-box on the roof, the dream ended.

Dream 782 D - Quadratum Presentation
The dream started off at one of the halls at Monash University. Riku was at the front, with other KH guardians and myself sitting in the front row. Apparently Riku was giving a PowerPoint presentation about some aspects of Quadratum; I can’t remember what it was exactly about though. I also don’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream 782 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 782 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 782 C
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 782 D
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 20 NOV - 2020
Nap Time Range: 4:20 PM - 5:45 PM (AEDT)



Dream No. N781 - Data Riku Is Not Dangerous

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I seemed to be in an empty, black void when Data Riku (KH-Re:Coded) stepped out from some unknown door with the intention to help me with something. However, it wasn’t long before Mickey, Donald, Goofy and even Sora ran into the dream and all pointed their weapons at Data Riku like he was a savage; they all wanted to strike it seemed. However, it didn’t seem to be out spite, but there was this energy like the real Riku had sent them as he thought to protect me. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. N781
Dream Guide: Data Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 20 NOV - 2020



Dream No. 781 - Separated Sections

Dream 781 A - Help At The Aged Care Place
I don’t remember how the dream started. From where I do remember, I was in an unknown aged care residence and had apparently finished performing to the residents up on the second floor. To leave the nursing home, I had to take the elevator down but was nervous to do so. Without me doing anything to prompt, 18-Volt (in his realistic Game & Wario appearance + green clothes) appeared. He took no hesitation to whip me up as he then held me against him, and as half-ghost/half-human, he himself took me to leave the place. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 781 B - Mischievous Teacher
I can’t remember much about this dream. From what I can remember, I was at my old house, doing something with my mum in the front yard when my year 6 teacher appeared. He was quite distorted and I can’t remember what he did, but I do remember that I didn’t want him there, like in any other dream. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream 781 A
Dream Guide: 18-Volt
Lucid?: No

Dream 781 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 19 NOV - 2020



Dream No. 780 - Watch Some Videos

The dream started off in some unknown bedroom, like I was staying in a motel room within some sort of accommodation complex. I was sitting on the double bed as I wondered what to do with the Quadratum case study I had set IRL. Riku didn’t come as human in this dream, however, I heard his voice speaking to me. He was telling me to watch some of the theory videos that Kingdom Hearts fans would post on YouTube. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 780
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

[earlier]
+ driving in to work, on a wide open flat area, the road leading uphill to the work parking lot is up ahead. There's another car heading towards the road, I want to get there first, we start racing a bit to get first to the hill. Get out, meet ShCl (former boss at company N), we talk about work

[early/mid]
+ downtown B (C & S), enter gym building, this is the gym of tech companies like Google, there are tons of young Google employees there. In the reception area there are many turnstiles. I'm trying to get in, my name's not on the list, I'm explaining that I'm not a full time employee yet. Inside is a work area, large open area, lots of tall counters with stools , there are many groups of young engineers all seated together discussing their projects. Working in groups like this is a requirement for working here. I'm observing the groups and think I would not like to work like that.

[later]
+ I get off the (bus?) too early, I'm far from my destination, I'm trying to think how I can get to where I'm going. I may have to the bus. I start walking down a very long street with a broad sidewalk. At some point I see a technical entrance to the (subway)? with stairs leading down, and some employees are entering these stairways. I'm walking along this sidewalk, and getting nervous, because this is a bad part of town. I'm looking suspiciously at the groups of youths walking by. I have a long shiny two-sided fixed wrench (about 1.5 feet long) in my hand. A guy I'm walking next to has one, too, I see. We have a brief duel with these, swinging them like swords.

I enter a convenience store and am looking closer at the counter. I want to buy some chocolate bars, I think if I feed those aggressive hoods some Snickers, they'll leave me alone. I think I see the Snickers down towards the far end, I get there and don't see the familiar Snickers logo, but there are a lot of other generic chocolate bars. I take some, including an individually wrapped single "mini" bar with a clear top, up to the register to pay for them. A group of people start crowding me [DS] and pushing me from behind, first a young kid, then an adult man (his father?), I'm quite concerned about getting pickpocketed. Then the father is doing some lengthy transaction at the cashier and I have to wait. His family is having some sort of problem on a trip and he is doing some lengthy transaction. I get very impatient and just want to buy my candy bars.

I go to the bathroom in the back of the store and enter. It's a large room like a living room/office, with couches and desks and furniture, the toilet I think is at the back of the room and I head there. One one bed/couch there is a long row of stacked papers. As I get the toilet, someone else enters the room. I think "GREAT, I forgot to lock the room," and start heading out. A mid-teens girl, dark-ish complexion and long dark hair, is heading in to use the toilet. I'm frustrated that I've lost my chance because I forgot to lock the door, and just head out of the room back into the convenience store.

There is a dinner buffet for friends and family going on. I'm serving up a plate for my and my young son S2. The A's (kids family friends, Ar. [boy] and An [girl older]) are there and commenting. I put a group of carrot-looking vegetables in sauce on my plate, they have a lot of little branches connecting them altogether (sort of like moss), and I'm dividing the portion between my plate and my son's.

+ at a nice building complex/park with a lot of really beautiful tennis courts [DS]. Some of them have a lot of netting separating the courts. Some of the houses are up on a hill. I come to an area which is good for practicing serves (someone says?), it's just a flat area in front of a fence/ tall netting to catch the balls. I imagine that practicing serves would probably be better on a real court. I imagine the movements for performing a tennis serve.

Now in this dream. Its a two part dream but in some way still in the same place? In the first half of the dream- I'm in a kind of like super store-like a real super store. I'm with a friend from my program (G) and I think her son (B) whom I met a few times. Anyway I'm not sure what we're shopping for but the theme appeared to be "food we never eaten"- At first there was only one cart-but at some point (if I remember what was already in the cart I would-but I don't) when I briefly left friend and son (G&B)-I somehow gained a shopping cart view "dream magic" and I put a punch of cereal-some of which I have never eaten. The only one which comes to mind I remember picking up in the dream is the Captain Crunch. Well anyway as we're on our way -we notice there were platforms in various places in the store and some ones were on them in a white T-shirts which had someone on the back (I know what it said when I dreamed it but I can't remember now) and they seemed to be shouting something at a crowd of people we couldn't see (we're behind the people on the platform).

Then somehow I'm in a fashion store +boutique but it seemed to be inside the store there were maybe 5-6 people: my sister, myself, and I think 2-maybe 3 other women. Now the first woman who appeared to be around my sister's age was dressed like a Goth going to prom or that she just stepped out of the Sims 4: Vampire pack-just without being a vampire + chocker from the base game. Now the other woman (who appeared to be a cross between me and Amy Adams but was my age) was also wearing black dress as well but her's was I want to say looser then the first woman's. The first woman implied some mean things about the other woman (and yet.. like my sister and I -its implied they're siblings) and that makes me say something and i think the one of the word's i used was Cinderella's step-sister" (I think I said in-ream "you're acting like Cinderella's step-sister") and my sister kind of explained it in a nicer way (can't remember what she said) and then the dream ended

The other night I had this very werid dream. Now for starts you have to know I have an older sister and as a belated birthday present-she to me some Disney princess glasses (two) and a sweater mermaid tail for my legs. Anyway since Mom and I didn't notice until too later-the glasses got kind of ruined after we put them in the dishwasher (We assumed that it was painted like my mugs but it wasn't). And I think due to personal things at home-I think I view my sister when she is in dreams as a "parent" more then my actually parents

To the dream:
I'm not exactly sure what was going on in the dream. But I rememebr it somehow ending up at the dinning table and it was in the middle of the day -might have been around lunch- if the light was any indication from the window. I guess must have been one of dad's "too much lunches". While anyway for someone reason the 2 glasses got put out and the very last works of the dream was my sister saying "my glasses!"

I had this werid dream a couple of weeks ago. For some reason Mom had gotten me a lot of junk cereal. One I don't think was a real cereal (Can't remember what it was called but the colours were simliar to Cimminaon toast crunch) but I do remember that on the front had Donald Duck on it. I think that was after an entirely different dream which involved Disney ducks and an area and hockey and Hockey I Shrank the Kid/Honey we Shrunk Ourselves and Murphy's law all mixed in one. . Let's just say the hockey game was one Murphya's law after another. But in the cereal dream beside Mom buying me the boxes of ever-single-possible-junk food we had to put the junk cereal everwwhere on both sides of the railing which seperates the living room from the dinning room.

comment daydream/forming dream fully dreaming and lucid

WILD/V-WILD

Thinking about lucid dreaming when awake at night… and as a result, having problems with falling asleep… my brain goes into the WILDing mode. I experience vibrations two or three times. I can tell I am due for a REM period. I experience forming dreams when I can feel the dream body and sensory perception from the forming dreams but I am neither able to relax into it nor force my way in. I remember I usually need movement or action to do this but I am not able to get anything going.

I try to relax more to be able to fall asleep normally. The fact that I am close to my usual waking time makes it harder but I still have time to get some sleep.

There is a daydream or a forming dream. I am on a meadow and there are three men with swords. I decide to run. Running is what I need to get immersed in it, even though it feels weird to start a dream by being chased.
I'm running downhill, there are forests all around. But I'm not gaining any distance, quite the opposite. It's not vivid, it has more of a daydreamy feel. I run into the woods, but I realize that the woods are going to be bad for sword-fighting, and I don't have much choice but to face them.
Suddenly I'm back in the meadow and trying to catch my breath. I draw my sword. Three men stand in a quarter circle in front of me. I know I have to move to stand a chance against three, but I'm already out of breath. However, since I assume this is still only a daydream, I can cheat and imagine the way I want it. I'll cross swords with the first two, break through the guard of the third, who I manage to surprise, and thrust my sword into him. It still feels like I'm imagining it and not very realistic.
Then I back away from the other two. One comes after me and I somehow lose my balance and am on the ground. Suddenly a large, humanoid, white, plush rabbit is standing between me and the man. The man tries to push him away, but he can't. Then suddenly I see the man on the ground and the rabbit is sticking a long, thin rapier into his neck.
I touch the grass around me and feel that the dream is now solid. I can feel the grass, nothing else, and I'm happy I got in. I consider doing something else for a moment, but this scene deserves a continuation. I look around and see that I can't quite see clearly and that the dream feels unstable. I grab the grass again. I want to stabilize the dream more - a little further away lies the severed head of one of the men. I crawl on my hands and knees to it and grab it, it feels more like a toy than realistic.
I stand up and look around again. I don't see the third man anywhere (was the head his?). I walk over to the rabbit. He has a human face now, but still has the vibe of a plush rabbit.
I thank him for his help, shake his hand/paw, and ask, "Who are you?"
He answers something about some mistakes. It's hard to understand him.
I say, "Yes, I've made mistakes, everyone makes mistakes. But I ask, who are you?"
He smiles, looks very happy, and seems to realize what I am asking. But he just says more incoherent words.
I sigh, wondering why it always has to be this way and consider trying to ask again.
But I start to feel myself waking up.

BTW I have a new Fitbit to play with (chosen after reviewing several trackers vs. polysomnography studies). It is bad with awake vs. light (biased towards light) and with light vs. deep (also biased towards light) but it is pretty good with REM. It tracked this REM period as being 4:30 long.

early:
+ [something about N&A]
+ comparing my very deeply tanned (nearly black) arm vs. my friends, to see who has the darkest tan, 3-4 arms all put side-by-side, at first I think mine's darker but then think grade-school friend EB's is darker
+ [doing something with some guy]

mid/final [early waking]
+ I'm hosting an outside party where the guests are all seated in an outdoor amphitheater [DS], A (of N&A [DS]) asks for a Coke, go to get it from the cooler, I can't find it but see A's retainer in the cooler bottom
+ Looking up at a snowy hill through a chain-link fence, tell guy there that "well this year the snow didn't make it through the fence at least," at that moment some snow breaks off and rolls down to the fence, "spoke too soon!" I say
+ In a crowded (school?) corridor with people, looking at brightly colored small plastic packages (like individual tea packs) in a display case, turn to "friend" near me to say something and realize it's some random girl I don't know, continue observing the contents of the display case

2021-08-23

Late bedtime always wreaks havoc on recall, as does watching videos before bed. Almost not recall at all, but managed to dig up a couple fragments:

+ On top of some tall moving platform, I'm intercepting footballs tossed by the opposing team players who are playing on the ground below me

+ In the back seat of a car going somewhere juggling some items, the people in the front are talking to me about something


2021-08-24

Weak recall phase...hoping for more upticks soon!

+ Tossing an Aerobie indoors then outdoors with some guy
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2021-08-25

Scotch-fueled dreaming night, pretty good in fact:

[early]

+ [people in places -- forgotten]

+ racquetball/squash: playing 2-on-1 2 young woman against me, I can't make shots, I call interference several times, one of them disagrees and cites the rule

+ playing a hand of poker: I'm dealt a full house (A-A-10-10-10, plus some other cards), I bet too aggressively too soon and everybody folds, I gather the cards to avoid showing my hand and shuffle

[mid]
+ in a small "dune-bug" like vehicle with a really long gear shift handle, I'm showing that it's hard to stall this thing

+ [late fragment] working out in a gym [DS]?

+ outside in a flea market, I see lots of garbage/litter on the ground in my area, I think about cleaning it; I'm arranging my passports and documents on a table, I'm concerned it's open and accessible to all, so I try to move a small portable table between the walkway and my documents, I think (somebody says?) it won't be enough to protect them

[late]
+ in a low small boat with a black dangerous animal (cougar/puma?) sitting right behind my, nuzzles my head from behind, I'm leery of it, deja vu, scene repeats

+ enter and move through a cluttered shop, narrow aisles, follow a girl(?) she's trying to sell something(?), I give the proprietor a handful of papers to sell he looks at them and says they're "Honda parts," and I see he has a large Honda-branded section against one wall; he opens a small box full of papers and puts my papers into the box

2 large glasses of wine in the evening before bed

[earlier]
+ in some sort of an office setting trying to get something done from the girls there they're hiding in an office from me

+ Place like a locker room where women are paired up and they are killing each other the pairs are much stronger and they have kind of dead weird eyes (large whites tiny pupils), at some point I'm given a popcorn machine so that I can use this to attract a partner so that I can be safe, I'm walking around the room, an inspection is announced and I have a shopping cart with me, I think I can stand here it won't bother anyone, but I need to move because one group there doesn't want me there

+ [DO] A woman is being let down to hell on a staircase, it is getting progressively hotter and she is starting to sob and moan about the heat, and the demon leading her says "haha this is not even hot yet it's just the introductory area"

+ tall sort of demon god woman (30+ feet tall) very bright weird clothing ribbon on her nose approaches us we can't avoid her I seem to be her major first disciple there's a group of us she hands me a ribbon to put on one of the second or third disciple girl's nose.

[later]
+ LD #261 DILD LUCIDD
find myself in a room looking at a clock on the wall, the hands of the clock are spinning super fast forwards several hours for a second, then backwards several hours for a second, it is fairly dark but illuminated with a directionless blue fluorescent light (like a 70's black light). I RC and can breathe, feel that I'm probably dreaming but test further: I'm standing on a low table and lean forwards to see if I'll fall or glide/fly, I move forwards and seem to be gliding so I conclude I'm dreaming. The room is L-shaped and I'm at the corner between the two longer parts and turn to the right and am facing a wall, which I fly through. Now I'm in a long narrow corridor (also colored blue) and fly a bit down, then see (a door?) to my left, turn, and fly through it into a bedroom. I fly forwards into the room and do a U-turn to the right and am facing a woman standing at a bathroom counter, she is facing me. STM. I feel a tingle in my body and the scene fades.

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+ Harem. Start STM outside, we move to a staircase where people are sitting, the girl's "manager" (?) comes by and says something I'm not a fan of (some sort of rules?) I take her down the staircase (CH basement?). The area is packed with girls. Back to back STMs.

+ after the lucid and the harem scene I'm checking my watch and I can't determine if it's 10:20 or almost 4 p.m. (hands are at the 10 and the 4, can't tell which hands, though)

+ I got a call from someone maybe it was AG (mom of kids friends with autistic girl) or someone who needs help in a state far away they're going to fly in and give me their documents and I have to somehow help them resolve the issue but I'm concerned about my schedule I don't think I can do it in time

+ a taxi stands on a street outside, vivid, and some people are walking by they splash dirty like asphalt mix up from the street on to some people who are standing there in one of the door man comes out and scolds them runs away I see that people a couple there who is waiting for a taxi have been covered by this black goo from the street walking down the road I want to get a taxi but I see there's a long line of people and they are holding tokens the taxi driver start at the bottom and go up the hill get a token they handle token to the person who wants to wait for them and they have to wait in line for the taxi driver with the matching token to return these tokens look like small 1kg dumbbell weights one of these I think it's thrown at my head and hits me

Entry a day late. got unexpectedly called into work right before bed...


Jamie 1

First I remember being in a garage with an old coworker. He was talking about his band and started doing lines of coke...

Fast forward, I was driving? Then I was on my computer looking at Jamie's profile... Then I was driving around town again and ran into Jamie. She seemed mad at me or something and accused me of facebook stalking her... (Fact: Haven't even looked at her profile since 2012. Never looked her up in any way shape or form.)

Jamie 2

Days later I had this dream. Just remember her seeming more normal and easygoing.

House

I was in a strange house. I was watching TV. Then my TV was gone. My brother's girlfriend said she put it away or something. I started wandering around trying to find a room to sleep in. One room led to more strange rooms, which led to more hallways maybe in another house? Just kept exploring more rooms, turning into more endless hallways and more rooms until I woke up.

Gonna have to try that in a lucid. Enter a house, Go in the basement and try to see how endless the rooms are.

I'm in in Sturkö and I'm juggling with three big plastic hollow balls. One is blue and one is red. I can't recall the last color. I'm trying to throw a ball behind my back and catch it but it's impossible. Max comes and shows me how it's done.

I'm in a big hall where people sport. I'm showering in the exchange room and then go to pee. I'm able to pee for a very very long time and then I feel relieved. I go to the next room and there are a lot of girls in my age lying on massage benches. They are getting massage from women about 25 years old. One prominent of them has dark skin and is pretty big. All the other women are western people. It feels too good to be true. I walk out from the room and try to do some telekinesis on a pair of bottles. It works! I'm lucid and go back to the massage room and see the girls in my age leave. Perfect! I lay down on a bench and ask for a massage. One of them says she can fix me up but then walks away. I ask if the other ones can fix me and they do. About ten of them come around me and take one hand each on my back and do some kind of circle motion. It doesn't feel good even though I was prepared it would feel very relaxing. My vision goes blank and I wake up.

Notes: I have gotten massage about 3-4 times in my dreams and it has always hurt or just felt bad. Never relaxing. I wonder if anyone else has experienced good massage in a dream.

P.S. I'm leaving for a mission to Germany, Austria and Switzerland and can't be active here for the next 2 years. I think I'll write some in my physical journal though.