dream fragment

July 23, 2014

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Math Prof

I was at my house, but my house was rather strange; I remember the family room being very exaggeratedly large. I was with the whole family; extended as well as immediate. From both sides. It was crazy.

Then Tim, my "Math Teacher Teacher" (he's the one who teaches us Mathematical pedagogy so he's a teacher of math teachers: math teacher teacher) knocked on our door; we let him in, and then there was this huge huzzah over who he would nominate for a chance to ask him any question. He would chose one male and one female, and there would be a game-show. We could ask any question we wanted him to answer, but only one question. The winners were me (he chose me, but my cousin thought she was chosen; I was too embarrassed to say anything, but her mom did, so I got to go up) and my big brother. I got to go first, so when the microphone was passed to me, and there drumroll played, I asked the first question that came to mind: "Are you a member of the Squirrel Club?!"

He was not.





Splishy Splashy

(okay so I don't remember much of this and my handwriting is horrid, so I'll do the best I can...)

I was at home again, and there was a letter/package for me. It was basically a letter so large it was shipped as a package... It was a card about the length of my arm. My mom gave it to me, and I set it down somewhere to open it later, and went to watch TV.

There was some special program on TV, where we could register for some class, but I didn't register. IT didn't apply to me. So I started splashing water from one bowl into another bowl. I wasn't allowed to use a ladle or just pour the water; I had to splash as much of it as I could into the other bowl.

(in hind sight, it kinda reminds me of some kind of silly task they would have on Double Dare or one of those other silly Nickelodeon game shows (can I get a whut whut from all the 90s kids out there?))





Marriage

All I remember from this one is that Zukin texted me, telling me she was getting married because she was in love.

The reason I'm talking about all of these together is because they're all short and not super noteworthy, lucidity is somewhat questionable in all but one.

First off, something that isn't a dream but happened.. I guess?

As I slipped off into sleep I heard my mother say "Goodnight." or something along that line.

Anyways, off to the actual dreams!

First off, I had a dream (which may or may not be lucid) where I was wondering outside my bed. It was a fragment but suprisingly vivid for what it is. There was some sort of video game interface, think as if you were using the interface for Populous minus the big minimap. I've never even played a game of that genre so i'm puzzled. Perhaps I was wandering outside a sleeping body (In which case it may have been an OBE) or I may have just had a dream that started in the bedroom. But this did prove to me dreams could be in the third person.

Secondly, I had a dream about a minecraft server. Someone with the nickname 'Surge' was on there. That's about it.

Probably most interesting, however, is the one lucid dream I had if that OBE-type thing wasn't lucid.

As so often happens, I was just in my house, and reality checks said I was awake, but the sky was yellow, which may be how I became lucid. Anyways, after this, I explored my house a bit. Dream control powers wouldn't work, and a sixth sense told me I had to leave, so I closed my eyes and left the dream. Also, we had a butler and a really old air conditioner that for some reason squirted water on the carpet.

I think I had two others I didn't remember after I woke up, I still don't care because at least I had a lucid dream.

Dream 1

I'm in a park with my friend and he says his sister is on the other side and we go on a (unreadable) with car

Dream 2

I went to a family and friends party, at the party these two girls were on karaoke and they were really good so everyone was taking pictures and filming them, including me. Afterwards I was walking through a trainstation with my friend and this guy was high off molly in the dream. He had a basketball and was going to throw it somewhere, his friends took it off him. Then everyone ran onto the street and the sound of a police siren headed towards us. They were after the guy who was high. I got caught in the crowd and wanted to get out. Then after I was out my friend said some guy was trying to start a fight with me because my rucksack was too big.

I got home, I was in my back garden and a woman was giving a fine of £40 to these two girls about 7/8 years old for having a conversation over the fence. I say 'Hey! That's not right!You can't give them a fine they are just talking over a fence because they live right next to each other'
'Are you stupid? The house isn't connected to this house' she said to me.
'I live here! This is a semi detached house, look' I pointed where the houses were connected. 'There's a garage there which doesn't connect to that house, not this one!'
She started mocking me 'Ewwww its a semi detached house' she started walking out my house. 'I will be back and you WILL get fined badly!' she says. There had been a party at my house so me and my friend started cleaning it up to help my mum out, we cleaned all the rubbish and put them into bin bags. After all of it was in bin bags we put them into the bins outside the front of the house. While we were doing it my dad walked in 'Alright boys!' he said. So we walked back in to take the clothes of my washing lines and they were all gone. Confused to how they were gone this quick I asked my dad 'Did you take the clothes down?'
'No, I've only just walked in' he said. I went to look in my bedroom and out the window I could see a taxi with suitcases in. I knew who it was. That bitch. I looked up my staircase and there she was, my sister was standing at the top and she walked out the background. I shouted up 'If you touch my little sister I WILL kill you!' Then I was woke up in real life to my sister saying 'Mums on the phone' haha

Dream - Lucid

I was watching this girl from my old job, Chelsea, get swept away and killed in this river current that she was sent out into by someone, maybe our old boss, but I'm not positive. It was in a jungle-type setting. She was sent on some mission that was doomed from the beginning. I think a lot of people were sent on this same mission before, and no one came out alive. I feel like I was a passive observer in this dream.

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I was in the neighborhood I grew up in. It was very small and fairly new, like when I moved into it in 1995. I remember saying something about how it was a new neighborhood. I ran down a street that ended because it hadn't been built up to where it is now yet (IWL the part that ended in the dream actually did not end even then when the neighborhood was new).

Then, I was waiting on my brother, Blake, and his fiance', Sarah, to get back from being out to eat. They were at a restaurant somewhere. I remember texting them. I was getting impatient, because whenever they finished eating, Dallas and I could go eat.

I guess they were finally done and heading home, because Dallas and I were then at a restaurant. The lights were off, however. I remember thinking that they were closed. Wherever we ended up going, we ended up there for a long time. I think my mom was getting worried about us. I remember being at the restaurant, and having this huge pan of dinner roll dough that was left over. We were going to take it home, but we had some loose extra roll dough as well. The pan was covered in ceran-wrap, and was quite full. I peeled back the wrap to stick some of the dough on the ends. I got one piece of the dough on there successfully, but it didn't look attached. I then said we needed to let the waitress do it.

Finally, we were heading home.

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I was with Dallas at some store. My friend Leigh worked there. We were going to buy this huge rolling rack that resembled the ones we use at work to put multiple pans of baked good in the oven. We were checking out with her.

She then offered that we have some kind of internet service with them. The rack had something to do with the internet? And to have service with them, they would fill it up with these things that resembled white plastic or dough that would get a slit cut down the middle? Yeah, idk. Anyway, the offer was really good, so we agreed to it. They started to put the things on the rack.

Then, I thought about it a little. This company used to do that and let the wireless network be open free of charge, but now, I didn't think they did unless you paid a lot more. I asked about it, and Leigh said we would have to pay extra to open up the network. I pictured a screen of lots of different servers opened up to play a multiplayer game online. We would not have that unless we paid a lot of extra money. I wasn't too terribly upset about not being able to open servers, but Dallas was. He didn't want it like that, he wanted it all for the price they were offering. He was arguing it.

July 22, 2014

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Busing

I was at the Elementary school again, and it was time to get the kids on their buses at the end of the school day... except the kids were putting us on buses. One of the little girls in my class of rising 3rd graders for math was putting me on my bus, but I couldn't remember which bus I was supposed to get on. She didn't know either, and decided to just leave me all alone. It started raining really hard, and I ran underneath a structure on the playground. I found Q, A and E there, and asked them which bus I was supposed to get on. Well, more specifically, I asked "which bus does L get on? I'm on the same one."

Q hid behind A and said something like "how am I supposed to know?"

Then E said, "It's raining :D," and sat down on a bench under the structure. She crossed her legs, and said, "It's good because I'm left-footed."

(Don't ask me how that's supposed to make sense...)





(I screwed myself by taking a 4-hour nap today. It was so nice to sleep, but now it's past when I should be in bed, and I'm wide awake D: anyways, it was a mostly-dreamless sleep, except for this fragment)

Birch Forest

All I remember is being in a beautiful, sunny birch forest. I just stood there and looked. I may have sat down in the grass; there was something soft underneath me, I know that. It was so peaceful. I wouldn't mind going back there tonight.

So I can't remember this dream very well, I'll write it out how my notes read

Dream 1

Mum said she'd walk me out to the car, poke head in car park. Sing Lil Durk - Dis Aint What You Want. Guy off twitter offers me weed for £70, say no. Then in a room, blowing (Unreadable - think it says 'shisha') which cost £10 pound. Meet 2 people of twitter.

Dream 2

I was at Uni for this new course, we all had to do some presentation to begin the course. I I accidentally hit this girl on the arm and she was upset and when I went to sit down next to her at the computer she told me to go away as I hurt her,. So I said cool cool, I'll sit here then. I went to move on this table by another girl and she was like, no no no don't move really, so I sat back next to her. We were doing work together and decided we would do our project together rather than separate. We started to get along now. Then this guy on my course had met this girl for the first time and he fell deeply in love haha. He told everyone to be quiet and began singing to her, I was cringing hard. Then someone shouted out 'This is real love for ya!'

I'm walking through a house in a pretty dress. I have really long hair reaching to my lower back. It's soft and curled. I feel beautiful.

Don't remember much. I'm standing on a huge hill that has been formed into a series of plateaus by the group of survivors that I'm with. Some people are cultivating the land, sewing seeds and such, some are putting tarps on big poles up as roofs, everyone is milling about being productive. We know that soon, whatever turned us from "citizens" to "survivors" is coming back. Morale is tentatively high as we look how far we've come and say to ourselves that we can fend off the next attack.

At some other point, I'm facing off against the evil one-on-one in an eight bit version of Super Smash Brothers.

Dream - Lucid

I was on the computer in the living room of our apartment. It was nighttime and extremely dark in the room, save from the light of the computer. I was showing my husband a YouTube video that had a song playing in the background. The song had something to do with poverty (I was reading something about poverty before I went to bed). I had a feeling my husband was annoyed because I was making him watch the video. The screen on the computer then went black. I had a general feeling of unease. I clicked something and it came back up on a different screen. I then clicked the YouTube tab that the video was open in, but it went black again. Now, the room was even darker.

Then, I was sitting on the floor, and my husband on the couch. I was sitting right below him; I could see his legs. The feeling of unease was worse now. It was so dark...and something just didn't feel right. I could still sense the annoyance of my husband too. I was scared to look at his face, thinking the face of the devil would flash in front of my eyes instead of his. I climbed up onto the couch with him. I had my sleeping mask on now? I was "sensing" what he looked like without looking at him with my eyes. I could "see" his body, but when it got to his face, it was like I had heat vision, and it looked red. I couldn't see any details of his face. I then bravely took off my sleeping mask.
"Dallas?" I said. I slowly looked towards his face.

I did not see anything scary, but the feeling of unease came to a climax. I partially realized I was dreaming, and started to scream, trying to wake myself up. I then heard this terrible noise; the best way I can describe it is screeching, but that isn't accurate. It didn't sound like anything I've ever heard before. It was horrible and unearthly. I struggled trying to move my limbs as the dream faded to black; I wanted to wake the fuck up.

I then woke up and was wide awake for awhile. I was only asleep for about 15-20 minutes for this nightmare.

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I was with this guy I "dated" when I was 11 years old (IWL he is gay now). I was with him, but I realized I couldn't be with him. So I had to break his heart, and he was very sad. He looked different too; he had blonde hair and a different looking face in the dream than in IWL, though I knew it was the same person.

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I was playing a video game. It was like Mario 64 but with something else in it. I was trying to beat Bowser, but the fight was a multi-stage fight that if you died on the last stage of, you'd have to start over again. I had played this boss many times trying to beat it, but I kept dying. Then, I figured out something about the fireballs coming out of the lava around the platforms, and when I would do a certain move with them, Bowser would get hit twice. There were two bosses here as well, not just Bowser. I remember pausing the game at some point.

This dream was quite long, but the rest of the details evade me.

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My husband and I were shopping at Kohl's. We had split up to pick some things out. A lady then was going through our things and adding up the prices, but not at the cash register. Dallas had gotten lots of things, like peach-colored women's nightgowns, men's and women's shorts, and men's pants. We were racking up a bill of $555 before we were done going through everything, so I had to lay down the law and decide what we needed and what we didn't need. We didn't need the nightgowns, nor did I need new shorts, but he definitely did, so we held onto those. He had also picked out some nice short-sleeved button-ups that didn't look like anything he'd actually wear, but he said he needed them. I kept some jeans too that he wanted, and asked if they were size 32. He said no, they were 36x30. I asked if they fit better, and he said yes, so much better.

I then saw that Dallas was dressed in one of the nightgowns. I was having trouble discerning whether or not the nightgown was supposed to be for a man or woman, though, looking back, it was obviously a woman's nightgown. He was being silly, making the nightgown sway at the bottom.

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Yeah, another mostly sleepless night. I was dog-tired last night too; I stayed over at work to help out because there was a call out, and we were very busy. Also, the night before I didn't get much sleep, so I thought for sure I would tonight. Guess again. Ugh, body, you are not cooperating with my brain. I want to have more LDs! Can't do that if I can't sleep.

But I suppose I should be more patient about it. This happens to me from time to time, especially during times of stress. Things will calm down again soon, and I will have more LDs. Hopefully will be able to accomplish some of my goals as well, such as more dream sharing, and delving into past lives. Can't wait to tell you guys about these things when they happen!

There were multiple little scenes, ill just write what i remember from each

Forest scene, first person with a friend DC. We were running from or looking for something in the forest

Family vacation to a tropical area. I can remember weird stuff going down i just cant remember what

I had a shower in my washroom and got out. I had my bathroom window open with no blinds and my neighbor across the street was on his roof with binoculars. i remember communicating with him somehow and then him transforming into another character before i woke up.

Just trying to get some dreams down to help my recollection

Today I was exhausted and went to sleep at around 7 pm.

First dream. I am in a supermarket. I am looking for things to buy/ eat. And I end up in the frozen food aisle looking at frozen burritos while simultaneously looking over my shoulder. I am married. I am looking over my shoulder to see if my husband is spying on me. I see a small but sure glance of him. I go away from the aisle knowing he would be mad if I spent money on a burrito. Instead I go to the produce section. I know he will be pleased because my husband invented the slim down drink. It is sitting with the other refrigerated fruit drinks. And it looks like pink lemonade. For some reason the dream has changed slightly and I am no longer worried about my husband following me, but someone else. I am still in the produce but near the deli now. I am leaning over looking at my husbands "lemonade like" drink. My mother comes up to me and tells me a man is following me and I must go with him. I know why she wants me to. She needs money and she thinks I am the answer. But I tell her no numerous times and run out the store without any groceries. I am all of the sudden running up a building with hard, cold, and ugly grey stairs. They look so modern and sharp. I keep running and am in a library type place but it is set up more like a store. I feel like I do not belong there, but then my "significant" shows up, and I feel sure about myself again. The library has very warm lighting and very tall shelves. It looks like it would be in a Harry Potter movie. We look at different games and then sit down to a table that has some mystical looking thing, in which you can play games with. Now that I am recalling my dream it is difficult to remember exactly what this "mystical" thing does. But it is a sphere and it is important. I know this because the table next to where we are sitting wont stop staring and asks if we are going to take it. We do. And then we run away together. And that is the end of this dream.

Second dream. I am being chased again. And it feels like it is my mother looking for me. I feel like she is evil in a way and I should not let her catch up to me. I am running on the side of a dirt road in the pitch black of the night. I keep looking back behind me to check if she is on my trail. Up ahead I see what looks like a rickety shack, almost like a cheap motel. I go in and there are some "characters" that I do not wish to ever converse with. There is drinking and the fog of cigarette smoke all around me, making it hard to see. I have a knife in my hand all of the sudden. And it turns out I wasn't just running from something but looking for someone. I am looking for a white light. All of the sudden I fall through the floor. And it turns out there are multiple floors here. My eyes deceive me, for I keep seeing many white lights, and I keep going after people. The white light is simply people wearing white under the black light. I keep falling down many floors until I am on the right one. I know because I feel threatened. He has the white light on his forehead. And I realized I no longer want to stab him because he takes my breath away when I look at him. He is familiar but isn't. I still go to lunge for him and then he takes me away. I cannot recall the rest of the dream. But this is the end for me consciously.

July 19, 2014

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I woke up super early and remembered a dream or two, but didn't feel like writing them down, and had forgotten them by the time I woke up for reals. All I remembered is that Dizzy (my stuffed dog) had become GIANT.

Dream Fragments

Recorded at 8:30am

1. I read a Facebook message. Dave Clarke comments about the size of his dick in a way of that you kind of had to put together certain things he was saying to get the correct answer.

2. I'm playing Battlefield 4 on one of my favourite maps. I'm killing the enemy. I get injured and make a run for it so I can regain health. I'm hoping that I don't get flanked. [i notice that the map is not identical and has certain things that are different]

3. I'm at my house and hear of someone slept in their clothes, due to being cold [i think it was Dave]

Side notes:

Struggling to remember to recall dreams. Will try and sleep without sleep mask to see if that helps.

July 20, 2014 10:28AM

3mg melatonin before bed around 12AM

My rating: 3/5

Good dream but bad recall. 2 dreams.

First one was great! Tho vague. I woke up and went right back to sleep on it. I was in an old house exploring it. Instead of just walking from room to room i was going through a network of crawlspaces and mini tunnels all over the house. I needed my light most of the time because it was so dark. Most of these tunnels were lined with plywood sheets and sone had spider webs in it. There were in doors and out doors, vents, pipes, ect. I came out upon a few rooms in the house and some rooms i could only get to via the tunnels. The rooms of the house were pretty dim lit. It was day i believe but curtains covered every window. Wish i knew more about this dream but the sequence of events is vague now.

+I was at a big entertainment/zoo/shopping center. The kind you see in big touristy areas. it started out as a single building we were all in, people were everywhere, there were pools people dived in. But eventually it all became out doors. It was a sunny day, but later in the afternoon. I went to one spot where there was a water slide, and fish. I hung out there for a bit watching the fish. The water was light blue and opaque. I went down the slide thing once into the water but never felt getting wet. I went to a store later that sold mini hatchets for some reason then when i was walking out i put my hand in a big fish tank thing except this tine i could feel it and it was warm. Then i woke.

·Non-lucid, lucid

.../I'm pushing a cart in an apparently ordinary working day when I attempt a different way to move fast, by riding the cart, which is impossible to do in WL because of weight. I remember that I used to do that during dreams, I RC by looking at my hand. The tattoo is not there, it must be a dream but I don't find any other sign to confirm it. Everything feels too real that I cannot believe it, although the RC confirmed it. I'm wondering if this world is not my waking life, How is my real job? I cannot remember any difference although I know this is not my work. I'm getting into some sort of galleries and I'm still pushing the cart. I realize I'm losing lucidity when I see in front of me 3 grown teenage girls. I command them to stay quiet while I think in stabilizing the dream somehow. My sex drive is starting to take control and I don't find any better idea than perform a "pussy check" to stabilize the dream, that way I can let my sex drive flow and at the same time I get a little bit more into the dream and perhaps while I do that I can remember something about my waking life. I see that everything is in order down there. As I supposed, my sex drive is fading out, however the more I try to remember something about my real job, the more I see there's nothing. Not a single thing comes to my mind. I stand up thinking. One of the girls stands in front of me and turns her back on me. I cannot resist the temptation. And we start having some fun while I still try to remember something about my waking life/...