false awakening

Finally another lucid, after a long time of not concentrating on my sleep:

I was at my old school, it was dark. Our class was going to (at?) the pool. Then we had to go somewhere else (a sports field?). It was dark. I had to drive to this different place. I was on my learner license, but decided to drive by myself anyway. I drove to a supermarket in another suburb. While looking for where I was meant to go (inside the supermarket, mind you) I caught a glimpse of blonde hair and amazing beauty. I ran around the aisle, and caught another glimpse. I kept following. When I turned the corner, there were only cashiers. I asked one if they had seen a woman. They replied that they hadn't seen a woman, but what I saw was probably the new (lotion/soap/body wash?). I agreed, saying it was so fluffy (I think it had a picture of blonde hair on it). I then realised that this was not where I was supposed to be, and planned out the route I was supposed to take to get to where I was supposed to be going to (now it was back at the school I started in). I was driving on a road when I heard a siren. A police car noticed me and pulled me over. I jolted out of the dream and woke up (possibly a false awakening). I consoled myself that it was only a dream, and told myself to make a reality check next time I was in a dream.

I quickly re-entered the dream (accidentally). I was on the side of a bitumen road with the cops. Something happened (I entered their car to be driven somewhere). We were driving on a dirt road through green hills. It was dark still; nighttime. I was standing on the road, making a reality check. I was in the car. I tried to put a finger through my palm. It was quite rubbery, but resisted. I was on a dirt road. I tried to count my fingers now. One, two, three, four, five, six. I hesitated. "Wait? What?" I recounted taking a good look at my hands. One of my fingers was split into a blurry two. I recounted again. Six. (Lucidity) I realised that I really was in a dream. I was back in the car. Realising it was a dream, I commanded the night to become day. Something. The sun rose. I burst out of the roof of the car. There were four others in the car (one female, three male). There was a (prison?) in the distance, which I assume I was being taken to. The sky darkened once again. In the distance was a titanic black tornado, blocking out the sun. It contained what seemed to be black shards (blocks?) of something. I flew up. The car was taken up too. A male and the female flew out of the car and were swept up into the tornado. I closed the car around the remaining two using telekinesis, sending it to the ground, and flew up after the others. I was concerned I would be hurt by the shards. The female and the male were holding onto each other, but they were promptly separated by the wind. The female went high, the male falling to the ground. We must have been at a great height. I shot after the female, grabbing her, wondering if I was biased for saving her first. I the sped through the cloud, searching for the man. I saw him plummeting. I couldn't get to him in time while holding the woman so I caught him at a medium range with telekinesis. I lost control and we all landed at speed, but no one was hurt. Once they were okay, I left them and flew back up.

End.

While I was camping, I had woken up in the morning and not wanting to get up yet I went back to sleep. After this I remember dreaming about me being in some sort of a horse race, like I was a jockey. And then my mom came into the room I was sleeping in having this dream and was talking to me. The dream that I was in began to fade because my mom was talking to me so then I got up to talk back to her. And then I realized that I wasn't actually at my mom's house and that I was camping. So then I actually woke up back in my tent.

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Set: Tomb Raider world, my apartment
Characters: Robert Downey Jr., Lara Croft
Lucidity: None, but experienced a false awakening


My girlfriend K woke up at 6:30 to go to work, and kept me awake for an hour or so. After she was gone, I was lying in bed thinking about OpheliaBlue's dream I read about the day before, it was a hot sex dream she had using WILD after waking up in the morning. I wanted to try it out, so I started thinking about making love with my girlfriend on a beach. I was still sleepy so it was easy to focus on that and not the noise and light around me. For some reason, my mind drifted towards a fantasy I had when I was a kid, about Lara Croft on a beach (don't judge me haha), but still with K instead of Lara.

Next thing I know I am in a dream, in a world that looks a lot like a video game. There are green hills around me, and some ancient monuments made of gold and diamonds. It's a beautiful sight. There's a bunch of items here and there (medikits, save crystals…) that shine and rotate like in a video game.
I have a mission, I am supposed to go to a city and find the tesseract. The city is very pretty as well, it kinda looks like the university in Final Fantasy 8, with a lot of gold everywhere. I have no control over my actions, and it frustrates me that I don't pick up all the items, like I usually do in video games. Before I have a chance to explore the city or complete my mission, the dream ends.

I wake up in my apartment, I get up and realize with horror that the living room is a mess, which is terrible because we're moving out soon and the realtor is coming today with people to visit the apartment (that's for real). There are clothes and dishes everywhere, the floor is filthy and there's food all over the place. I start to panic because I don't have time to take care of this, I'm already late for work, and I have to write down my dream which I remember perfectly and do my workout. I try to calm down and think about the dream.

After that I'm in the dreamworld again, but with a different point of view. I can see myself from the first dream, in third person view. My character looks a lot like Robert Downey Jr. with a classy striped suit. I realize now that he is evil and that he wants the tesseract to control the world. I have to stop him.
This time around, I am Lara Croft (I am not at all obsessed with her, but apparently my mind is…). I run as fast as I can to the city before Robert gets there… But it's too late, he has found the tesseract and rules the world now. The beautiful golden towers around me are flooded with liquid concrete, which turns them into grey skyscrapers. It's not sunny anymore and things are falling apart…

This time I wake up for real, I am actually late for work, but there's no mess in the apartment, phew!

I woke up in my bed and I was completely aware once I got up I got full control of my body but it was kinda hard to see I walked out of my room once I hit the hallway I just teleported to the back room went outside and my dad was grilling on a big silver gas grill I asked him if I was dreaming he said ya then I woke up

I'm lying in bed and my mom opens my door, asking me to do something silly. I don't want to wake up so I start complaining, but she's really persistent. I'm like "There's no way she'd ask me to do this," so I did a reality check and realized that I was dreaming. It didn't last long, though, and I woke up very quickly.

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I'm making a Minecraft adventure map for my friends. I meet another one of my friends there and find out he's making an adventure map as well. He asks me where the mist is, so I show him. Since he mentioned it, I decided I'd put some mist in my map as well. Some more decorations that I put up included a doll and a chair, in the corners.

I put in 2 elevators, one on each side, and the dream takes an odd turn. I think I was escaping from something at another point in the dream, but I was in the same elevator. I was riding on a motorcycle and I was running from something. I was doing wheelies but I didn't mean to and someone was getting mad at me for it.

There was some sort of stuffed animal trying to solve a dispute, and he showed that there was a gem under a rock the entire time.(?)

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I had a LOT of lucid dreams, but I'm not sure if it was one big dream or if they were separate ones that I woke up from and re-entered. I was dream-training with my sister, but I wasn't really controlling myself. It was like I knew I was dreaming and thought I was controlling it but wasn't fully aware. There was this teacher guy there, teaching me how to do stuff, but I don't remember much about it. My recall for this entire night was horrible.

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I'm a girl, and I'm in jail for something. I'm in a contest to get out, but I'm not sure how it went. I was standing next to a human-sized pile of poker chips at one point, with the days counting down. There was a talent show which I'm guessing was part of the contest. There were these clowns singing but they were missing a member so I dressed up like a clown and joined in so they wouldn't take a hit from one person ditching them. At one point, I was standing in front of this crowd talking, and this (I'm guessing mentally retarded) fat black guy kept asking questions and getting up and walking up to me.

I'm on a truck and we're driving real fast. Was there a prison break? We're trying to race someone, I think. Another criminal or something. We're given these rings that cause whatever they touch to decay and die. As long as we keep changing the flavors, though, then we would be fine. (I liked grape) I remember someone ran our jeep into the lake, but I got off in time. There was this guy who was vomiting while he was underwater, but I could hear it as if he were beside me.

There was this little boy and a girl that was probably mid-late teens. The little boy was holding on to the girl's arm, but all of a sudden her arm was transparent and you could see the bone. She quickly decayed into nothing, and suddenly there was nothing left but her hair. The leader of my group found a pen cap in her hair and told us it was poison and that she decayed from it. He found a whole magazine of them stuck in her hair too, somehow, and said that the other guy was getting better technology. Then I woke up.

Date: 04/07/2012
Place: My own bed
Time of getting into bed: 2.30am

Dream 1 - non lucid 6.16 am

I am a young boy again, possibly 13ish. My family are all farmers and we own some considerable land and wealth. My father has recently died in a freak accident, of which my Uncle thinks my Mother is responsible. My mother and Uncle fight, but he remains around the home, does most of the work on the farm and raises us. Soon my eldest brother dies in a freak accident somewhere on the farm. My mother, who appears a bit unstable, involves me in some illegal activity which includes me standing outside a school, and dealing with big wads of cash. I have to smuggle the cash into a building, as I enter some guards try to pat me down, I hide the cash in my pocket, and luckily they don't find it and I get through. Then my mother murders my other brother, by drowning him in mud at the farm. My Uncle is angry and tries to stop her, but she thinks he is after the money. They fight for a long time, until eventually he locks her in a tractor, and she sinks into the mud, drowning. When we recover the tractor, she has left an envelope with my name on it, and inside is all the money they were arguing over (it was £4000) my Uncle seems sad, and I agree that he should be entitled to some of the money, so tell him to come and sit with me while I work it out. He starts talking about how I should buy a house with my money, and that he has seen a nice one nearby for £4000.

*There is a fragment of dream here, and I was pretty sure it was the same dream as above, although it doesn't fit anywhere.*

I get a card, which says 'Nodon' on the envelope. I know this is from a certain friend, because their email address includes the word Nodon. The card has lots of glitter and decoration inside it, and the letters have been written in brown felt tip, very neatly. I suspect it was 'Nodon's' wife who wrote it. It is congratulating me on something, but is written in a very silly and childish way, with 'Ni ni ni ni ni' written all over the text. It also includes a picture of me, which was taken from facebook, and I think the picture is terrible. I tell myself that I really must not forget to say thankyou to Nodon.

Dream 2 - non lucid 8.23 am

I am in a room, with lots of rooms attached to it in which people are living / store their belongings. A bit like a ship. None of the rooms are locked, and everyone is out, we are the only people here. (We are myself, little sister, and unknown DC) My little sister steals some jewellry from one of the rooms, and I tell her off, and make her put it back. We pass the room of a tattooist, and suddenly we set lots of machines off. The 2 girls (my sister and the DC) make me turn the machines off because I am the man. I do so. I am carrying around a file with lots of bits of paper in it, I keep going through the paper, checking off boxes and lists. The paper had a bigger role to play in the dream but I forgot it. However I am now going to a music concert, and start getting ready. I put on a white shirt, and the girls make fun of me, telling me I look silly. I go to the gig, and there is another man with a similar white shirt on. I talk to him.

Dream 3 - non lucid

There is a young girl (10 yrs old?) blonde, and a bit chubby. She is advertising what looks like a bottle of cooking oil. She says; 'If your body is unique like mine (meaning fat) then you need this!'

Dream 3 - WBTB / WILD & 2 x FAs 9.34am

This is where it gets weird, I woke up, got up to drink a little water, then after writing the previous entries in my DJ, I tried to WILD. Several times I got very close, and had to re-try.

The man I am sleeping with turns around and says 'Shall we get up and have some food?' I am annoyed because I was trying to WILD, but I tell him 'Yes, OK then.' It wasn't until after I got up for the day that I realise this never happened. Must have been dreaming.

Suddenly I felt the familiar onset of SP. There was no noise this time (woohoo!) just a really bizarre all over body feeling which I have grown used to. I welcomed it, and a few times it came and went as my concentration wavered. However soon I felt it flood my senses, and at this point I 'willed' my body to move. I felt my body sitting up, and leaving my other body sleeping behind. I kept thinking 'so how do I go from here, into a dream?' this was more like an OBE, it felt so absolutely real. Suddenly I lost it, and I was awake lying in bed. I decided to do an RC, in case it was a false awakening. For some STUPID reason, I held my mouth, not my nose, but I did realise I was dreaming and became lucid. I shouted out, 'I am dreaming!' and then decided to try and calm down, however I must have got a bit too excited, because I suddenly woke up. I was annoyed, but happy the WILD worked, so I started writing in my DJ. I put the time as 1.17, but put 1.77 by accident. I scribbled it out, and put 1.17 then suddenly, I woke up for real. It was a FA!! The time was really 9.34 I was so sure that I had woken up, what an idiot!


***NOTEWORTHY***
My family are not farmers
I do have a friend whose email address is really Nodon
Lucid
FA

all i can recall is trying to recall my dream,
i asked myself "what was my dream" while i was still dreaming, however i had a faint thought that i might be dreaming.

07/03/2012

The shop was in some random place, almost seemed like a church or inside a Mall. D was staying a bit late after work and I had stopped by. I had decided to stay around until he had left the shop. He had greeted me, and he was waiting on G to come pick him up. He was dressed in a leather jacket and had some sunglasses on, and while he was waiting on her, he sat down with me and decided to talk. I (think) I had talked to him about him taking me on as an apprentice. While we were talking however, some other people started showing up, and just being assholes. One guy had punched this other kid in the face, and some other stuff. Then I had gone inside some other room with him, while he was waiting outside. I don't know what I was doing in this room, I could have been drawing, or cutting something. However, there was Billy (Someone I had worked with previously, I don't know him that well though), and a few girls and such around the room talking and doing their own thing. This one guy who was sort of built and seemed to be the head of the 'gang' that was causing the annoyances around the area decided to start messing with D. Taking his sunglasses and putting them on, then saying some weird names. D just looked at him with an evil eye and while the guy was egging him on, I had made a smart comment (Something like, you might not want to do that or something) and this random guy beside me started trash talking me. Said something about my facial hair not being grown in all the way and shit, while he was perfectly clean shaven. (This is when Billy appeared) So I politely, but in a smart matter said "Well this is a 4 day growth, how well can you get a beard started?" The guy said it was bullshit and there was no way I had that much facial hair within 4 days, which is when I turned to Billy who also has a lot of facial hair and it grows in pretty fast as well. I had asked him if it was possible and how fast his current facial hair had grown in. He also claimed 4 days, and smiled a big smile. D did end up knocking the dude who was messing with him in the Jaw.

After leaving the shop and all, I had suddenly appeared in a car on the way to some factory or something. It was by a KFC and a lot of people were harvesting trash and such. While I was in the car, a guy who was named Louis was talking with his wife up a ways, but I could hear them faintly. She had driven off, and he had a baby in his arms. He was walking toward me. When he had gotten to the car, he had asked me if I could watch his baby for him while he went to go talk to his boss about taking the day off and such (something about his wife and baby drama). I said sure, and he had placed it into the seat next to me. The baby was caramel colored and had dreadlocks, which was quite strange because it only appeared to be a few months old, or even a year. So as I'm watching this child and tickling it, I realize I don't have pants (It could be because I had removed them in waking life before going to sleep...) So I cranked up the truck and had driven off with the baby to my house to get some pants. As I had made it home, my house was quite different than the one I was living in. I had woken up in my bed (in the dream, false awakening maybe?) next to the mystery woman. She and my mother (who appeared in her late 60s or so...) started asking me why the hell I had a baby in the truck and why I didn't bring him inside. I had said that I forgot I even brought a baby with me, and all that stuff. The mystery woman started saying things in Spanish and English (was hard to follow, but I seemed to understand... Also, the only way I'll put this side note, is that I had a very 'nice' feeling to hearing the Spanglish to put it mildly). I had told them that I had hurried home to put some pants on because I had woken up earlier to go to work on time. Turns out it was my first time on the job, so I didn't even know where to clock in or anything, so I ended up running back home and getting some pants. I had again left for work after the mystery woman getting me some pants and went to let Louis know the baby is at my house until he gets off of work because he will need his job in order to support the baby. Then I had woken up.

Supplement Dose: 18.2 mg Menthol (Cough Drops)

Weed was smoked and half a beer was consumed a while before going to bed. This probably had a slightly detrimental effect on my recall, but overall didn't seem to influence my dreams.

#1 - Memory Skips [Non-Lucid]

The beginning of this dream is harder to recall as I believe it happened in third-person, but there was a group of people searching for something.... A time machine? Special documents? It's hard to remember now, but something important along those lines. This group of people was the bad guys, but a couple good guys had infiltrated their ranks and was planning to sabotage them. My memory skips forward a little bit, and I remember lying naked in bed with a friend of mine. o_o I want to say it was... well, that's not important. >w< But we were just cuddling and I was getting lost in fantasy. My memory jumps forward again a little bit and now I'm walking around a store with my dad, and he's talking to someone about how he always eats all the Ritz crackers and cookies at our house and I get mad that there aren't any left, which isn't even remotely true.

I woke up after that. The naked cuddling thing was definitely interesting... my libido was running strong in this dream, which it almost never does (unless I'm lucid). Was the menthol to blame? Hmm....

#2 - Fake-Out [Non-Lucid]

For this one I was actually just lying in bed for a while, and noticing that my visualization skills were REALLY strong. Everything in the previous dream had been incredibly vivid, and these mental images were no different. I was hoping it would go somewhere, but it didn't seem to be... so I sat up in bed, not realizing that it was suddenly a different bed, and opened my laptop, not realizing that I didn't have my laptop with me. I started typing stuff about the dream I'd had in, and slowly the screen started getting further and further away... until it faded out, and I woke up again. Damn! :O

#3 - Controlling The Professor [WILD]

Now I was just lying in bed again, still exploring the visualization. But I was also really tired still... my consciousness was drifting, but not fully fading away. Suddenly it occurred to me that there was some strange wall of bars and electricity and words that were impossible to read in front of me, it was all very confusing. Finally I decided to look away from it, and noticed that I had fully entered a dream. My second ever WILD! If that's not a testament to menthol's potential, then I don't know what is. There was a TV in front of the bed I was in that showed what looked like a Futurama video game, with the professor riding a motorcycle. Everything was extremely vivid and not unstable at all. I focused myself intently on the game trying to let it consume the whole dream, but it never happened. However, I was able to feel everything on the screen as if it was happening to me. I felt the motorcycle engine beneath me and all that stuff. I had the professor drive up all these crazy wall angles and up on to a person's back, that was fun. But then he accidentally drove off of a pier he was on and into the water, abandoning his motorcycle and swimming into a vortex of psychedelic-like mermaid faces as he did so. My libido was starting to shoot up and becoming really intense, and then the vortex consumed my entire perception, and I woke up.

What a night. First time I've had a lucid experience two nights in a row AND the first time I've had a false awakening.

Non-Lucid

I'm pretty sure camping was involved in the beginning of my dream. I know it was dark and there was a fire pit. There was also wooden cabins. Sounds like a camp to me. Maybe even a giant movie screen too. I think there was a specific task I was doing to.

After that nonsense, I entered a gymnasium-type building with a medium sized hallway on the left side of the building. No doors. There were a bunch of movie(?) posters in the hallway. They didn't pertain to any real world franchises though. Anyways, there was a giant evil Kamina floating in the middle of the gymnasium. Yeah. This guy:

But evil. Me and a bunch of other people were huddled in the hallway. We were trying to hide from Kamina. Sooner or later, I gather courage and ran out into the gymnasium. I shouted something like we've had enough of your evil and jumped into the air. As I was in the air, Gurren Lagann formed around me like I was a magical girl or something. Here's what GL looks like:

Giant Evil Kamina began to get scared. I started to do a drill attack. As I was attacking, I shouted, "From now on you are banished to being known as . . . KAMINA!" (Wow. Really creative and sense making) My attack landed and he began to shrink, quickly growing so small you couldn't see him.

I went back into the hallway. People were pointing out the posters and talking about what series they featured. I briefly looked at all of them. I went to go back into the gymnasium but it had turned into a video game shop. There were shelves all along the walls. There was a single gap between the shelves for a window. Most of the games looked to be in green boxes. Two girls were excited looking at boxes on shelves near me. They were both easily around 15 years old. One had straight raven hair. The other had curly blonde hair. The blonde seemed to find one that they were specifically looking for and they both got excited. They ran over to an older lady, showing her the game. I was walking by during this and my vision seemed fixed towards the blonde.There was no real clear exit for the game shop, just a big arch that led into a mall.

The mall curved for a bit but then was completely straight. I remember passing perfume stores and cell phone kiosks. There were a surprisingly small amount of people for a while. I soon found myself in a rather complex outside area. It mostly resembled a pergola, except, it had a walkway above me and many cases of stairs. I believe there were store fronts on one side of me. The amount of people grew as I continued along. A girl caught my attention by waving at me. Apparently she knew me. I can't remember any of her features and I don't believe we talked much. I followed her for a bit, passing what looked like a hobby shop. There where kites and mini-helicopters. We found an entrance to the mall and went in. We were in a small, round vestibule with a bunch of stores. We went one and went out the back. We found ourselves in front of a mini-golf course.

An older lady escorted us to the first hole. It was curvy and sloped. She grabbed a ball and club and lightly tapped the ball, getting a hole-in-one. The girl who was accompanying me did the same. Shortly afterwords, she disappeared. I tried to do the same thing the ladies had done but I hit the ball way too hard. I guess I managed to break some glass and someone mumbled, "Of course HE'D do that."

After that, an older man escorted me and a group of some strangers around the mini-golf course. We went up some stairs and through a large walkway. We were inside the mall again but the two stores on both sides of us were being renovated or something. There were paint rollers and white paint everywhere. We walked through and found ourselves in a classroom. We had started to do something. The guy next to me started to being a jerk for no reason. He said something weird to me. Something felt wrong. I sat there for a moment, then looked over at him and said, "Oh. We must be in a dream."

Lucid

I immediately stood up. I walked over to a desk. I decided to throw it at the class to see if I was right. They screamed and were generally spooked but didn't do a single thing about it.

Counting that as my reality check, I moved over to the front row of desk and began a little quiz show assessing how my classmates felt about my previous action. The first girl simply did the same thing I did. The second girl just started crying. The third person was a African American boy with short curly hair. He stood up. Started crying. Walked over to me and engaged me in fisticuffs. We fought for a little but he ran away. What a shame. Afterwords, I noticed a brown girl with dark raven hair at the back of the class. She was laying on a long table seductively. I figured she was presenting herself to me so I began walked over. (I'm sorry I dream of sexual situations so much. Probably because I myself never get any)

I slid off her jeans to reveal white panties. I began unbuckling my belt but it felt like I was walking. I decided to wave this away and tried to focus on the dream more. I ended up in front of a huge window overlooking the mini-golf course. Shortly afterwords, I woke up.

Not the most interesting dream I've had but oh well. I was able to remember it all day so that's good.

Well, I had another false awakening last night. I remember I "woke up" and needed to go the the bathroom. If I was to do this in real life I would leave my mp3 player on my desk where it usually is, but NO, I just couldn't decide whether to bring it with me or not. As I was going I ended up pulling all the covers off my bed and taking them with me. It turned out I was in this hospital type area and I was a patient even thogh I was in my own house. I went to the bathroom and then went to go back to bed. Suddenly I had this urge to go downstairs for some reason. Then I randomly put my mp3 player on the floor and covered it with the sheets and went downstairs. When I came back up someone stepped on my player though and I was upset. I went to tell them to watch where they were walking and actually woke up. I did a reality check this time but I was actually awake.

These are just a few old dreams that I haven't taken the time to log yet, figured I should get them out of the way. The first two happened on the same night, but the third one was a different time. Unfortunately I don't remember them very much, but it is what it is. :T

#1 - Drugs Are Bad, Mkay [Non-Lucid]

O and I were in class, and apparently the class was about how bad weed is for you.... We ended up staying after class and smoking weed. But what I do remember is that the teacher was so adamant about how terrible drugs are and so on and so forth, and then out of nowhere she suddenly started acting all fiendish and talking about how she needed her OxyContin to get through the day or she'd go insane, and she yanked the pill bottle out of her drawer and popped one. At the time I thought it was so funny that I started laughing like Shion except happy. I honestly couldn't stop, I had to grab on to nearby objects for support because it was knocking the wind out of me. Later on the dream gets a little hazier and less structured, what I wrote down was "something about a hotdog, a boyfriend, and a gay manager or producer or something?" Hmmm....

#2 - Some Kind Of War [DILD]

This one I really don't remember at all, which kind of sucks because it sounds really interesting. This is what I have written up on my phone: "Shopping district bomb supposed to go off but doesn't, the country backed out of some political thing, families are fleeing and I'm with O and others. Lots of active DCs like PZ but can't remember much now, stealing A's (self-hint: old) car (supposedly) that we found abandoned, with some pretty metallic orange heels for me to put on right next to it. ^_^ The dream fading away in the car made me lucid and I tried to save it, but it was too late."

False Awakening - "Transitioned to a false awakening where I wrote the whole thing down in a notepad."

#3 - The Weed Restaurant [Non-Lucid]

I was in Las Vegas at a casino with O, and we were going to some in-casino restaurant where all of the food was made from weed. SD (game shop) was out front somewhere, and PR was sitting at the table with us. When I sat down I accidentally moved the table, which was on wheels, and a girl who was sitting there also spilled her water and got mad at me. Afterwards O showed up again and started telling me how he broke his leg or something making a really stupid decision. If I remember correctly, he tied his leg up with an American flag so that it was always being held back in the air, and then with his one remaining leg he leaped off of a cabinet or desk on to the ground, and his leg gave out and he slammed into something, injuring the other one. ._. Though he looked perfectly fine at the time, and was walking with both legs. In the meantime, he was totally chowing down on all of the food. We had water and fries and cheese sticks so far I think, all with weed in them. I wanted to order some mini-churros, but I never got to try them. >w< Also, I'm pretty sure that the cheese sticks were just like the basic thing they bring out and refill over and over whenever you run out, like chips at a Mexican restaurant or bread at most Italian places... which is pretty awesome. Basically, my last thought before waking up while listening to O's story and watching him stuff his face was "Oh god, we're going to be so fucking high."

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

Didn't type up all of my dreams from yesterday, so I am typing up the other 3 I didn't get down, plus the 4 I had later on that night.

I think this dream started from a FA.

I was at home, on my sisters bed. The bed was on a different side so I became semi lucid. It was extremely clear and realistic so I wasn't sure if I was dreaming or not. I picked up a small purple calculator and read the digits. I looked away, then looked back. I kept repeating this and everytime I looked back, the numbers would change. This still wan't enough for me to become lucid so I performed a reality check. Within seconds, I became lucid because I could breath! The first thing I thought of doing, was to attempt flying, but I felt so caged in because of the walls. I got up from the bed and looked outside. It was so sunny I couldn't even see anything, the light was blinding. I decided to try and get outside the safe way by going downstairs. As I left my sister's room, I remembered to stabilize, so I rubbed my hands together on the way out. I almost tripped over the vacuum cleaner . I walked across towards the stairs and realised I was in my dressing gown, so I looked up in the air, imagined some clothes, then looked back down and noticed I was fully changed. I thought about stabilizing a second time, maybe even nose plugging but decided not to and as a result, lost my lucidity.

Had a little bit of control in this dream, but I was kind of annoyed that I didn't make it outside. Closest I have got to exploring a dreamscape. I never focus on doing that . Thanks for reading (Ugh, 6 more entries to go.)

The Other Day

Dream Fragment - R and I were just standing around in the middle of nowhere, and I was vaguely aware that we were both supposedly watching some kind of sex tape, though we could only hear it and not see it. There were people making lots of "-uh" sounds like, "fuh", "wuh", and "buh", and as I was hearing them, I could see, in a separate but equally full field of perception, an empty black space where these words would suddenly appear in large, white Times New Roman font (and all with their first letters capitalized, too), and then they would just slide off to the side and disappear.

Yesterday

Dream Fragment - A friend of mine, I want to say M but I'm not totally sure, and my old acid dealer, S, were working as cocktail waitresses in a casino in Las Vegas, and all I really remember is that S's outfit was oh-so-flattering, omochikaeri!~

Today

All night I kept having these half-awake/half-asleep thoughts about the 5-HT2A receptor, but I can't remember what any of them were now. The other night it happened to me about D1 and D2, also. Strange... but anyway....

#1 - Hanging Out With Family [Non-Lucid]

My cousin P and I were at my aunt and uncles' house for most of this dream, and we may have ported here from a card shop or something but I'm not entirely sure.... I just remember that for a good deal of time the dream was dealing with Yu-Gi-Oh! cards. At one point I got really excited because I found a normal monster card with (I think) 10 stars and stats that read ATK/42 DEF/1000000. (In fact, at at least a couple different points in the dream I'm pretty sure it had gone up to 1000000000. Though, I think the (incredibly odd, for Yu-Gi-Oh!) 42 had also dropped down to 0. ) I couldn't stop thinking about how easily I could screw someone over by placing it in face-down defense position and having it get attacked. X) At some point P and I had ordered a pizza that looked like it was just cheese, but I recall taking a slice that had pepperoni and roma tomatoes on it somehow. I was really confused because I realized that I didn't know where I had put that card down, and I was pretty sure... pretty sure that it had now become a part of the pizza. ._. I was actively searching the pizza for signs of its ATK/DEF stat, but to no avail. I was saddened and walked off, and (still not having eaten it), raised my slice of pizza to my mouth but the toppings fell off. I reached down to the floor and picked them up, grease and all, and wiped them off on my clothes and put them back on the pizza and ate them. WTF, me! It did taste good, though. After that I walked down the hallway and briefly talked to my cousin AB, though I can't remember about what, and then when I went down the NEXT hallway I ran into her husband PB. He asked me something about the way that I was acting, and I pointed out to him that I wasn't really super drunk but I had been earlier, so I was still feeling pretty buzzed. After that he left and my cousin AD (P's mom) came in to the hallway and walked into the room through the doorway I was standing by, and started saying something about the lighting, but then I woke up.

#2 - Shady Diner [DILD]

Unfortunately I don't really remember much of this one because I'm pretty sure I never fully woke up after it and before the next dream. :T I was at some kind of a food restaurant, it looked like one of those tiny roadside diner places, and I remember that everyone was giving me weird looks. I don't recall much else aside from having either a tiny purse or a brown paper bag (or possibly both on different glances) and becoming lucid and realizing that there was food in front of me. I want to say it was a brownie or something...? Well, whatever it was, I ate it and it was delicious, but that was the end of the dream. >w<

#3 - Taking A Vacation [Non-Lucid]

I was on vacation, I want to say with M and ND (though I only saw them at different times, I believe). ND and I were walking around trying to find some guy and his girlfriend who I think was ND's friend who lived in the place where we were visiting, so they were going to show us around a bit. I remember that when we found them we started walking through these long halls of what seemed like tiny, tiny living rooms that people were living in like apartments, and we were waltzing right on through. I only really remember the last two, with the first being filled with people playing Wii Sports bowling, and a girl sort of half-heartedly saying "Let's play!", and the second being a room with just a guy sitting in what looked like a comfy sofa chair and clearly holding in smoke as to not seem suspicious. After we got out of there ND and I broke into laughter, and I told him that if we stayed there long enough I might try to find some weed myself since it seems like it'd be pretty easy. He says we might not be, but I say I might try to find some anyway. Somehow it suddenly started raining really hard outside and magically we all had hoodies or jackets on, so we ducked into this big building right next to where we were standing, which was I think by some kind of mini train tracks or something. Inside the building there were lots of those kids rides where it's the horse/rocket/tiny car/whatever (these were all various tiny cars) that you get in and it rocks back and forth as if you were actually riding it/in it. We were just inspecting them for a minute, and then I woke up.

So I haven't any LD's in a while, but I had a good feeling this time around. I was walking through some kind of museum, and it suddenly hit me. I did the hold your nose test to make sure, and it worked. I had never done that RC before, and it was a really cool feeling to still be able to breathe. I then pointed it out to a DC, and she realized she could do it too. I was feeling so conscious, so in control. I walked into another room at the museum, and the entire room was full of flashing lights and crazy colors. Nobody else seemed to enjoy it as much as me. I then decided to try and find certain people in my dream. There were two girls that were headed on their way to a party, and I decided to come with them. We ended up talking to one of their mom's about the fact that I was controlling everything that was happening, it was really cool. We were driving in a sweet car, and suddenly the radio turned on. It was super loud, and it made me start losing focus on the dream. I frantically tried to turn off the music, but the radio wasn't working. I then convinced myself that the music must be coming from outside my dream in the real world. I started screaming to turn it off, hoping that I would talk in my sleep and someone would hear me. The idea that I could try and change things in the real world based on my actions in the dream has never occured to me before in a dream. I had a much deeper understanding of the idea that I was sleeping in my bed, and it was all in my head. I hope to have more dreams this clear in the future. I then had a false awakening, in which I got up to post my dream on Dreamviews. It was the most realistic dream I have ever had in my life. I had a perfect replica of my living room. I had a checked my reflection in the mirror, and it was just as good as real life. I even remember thinking that I should to a RC just so I could get in the habit of doing them in dreams, but I decided I already knew it was reality so it was useless. I was completely shocked when I woke up for real. Very cool night for me.