lucid

I wasn't really interested in my dreams tonight but I'm just going to write a bit about the last dream.

I was with a group of people in an unknown room. Maybe it was a classroom. I took a look at my hands and the tips of my fingers were turning a bit blue. A guy who I considered to be a close friend and older than me told me that he would heal it for me. When I looked at my hands they were turning purple now but than the guy put some weird tiny sea creatures that looked like eels on the tips of my fingers. He told me he had finished healing me and than someone announced that we had to hurry up or we wold be late for the wedding. A girl who I know was present and mentioned that we were lucky to go to Las Vegas to be married and that she wanted to go with us. I said she could and on our way to the plane I saw a box filled with delicious candy. I stuffed my mouth with sour gummy worms but it was so chewy so i spit t back out.

Than we entered the air plane which was a private plane. "Do I really want to go to Las Vegas now?" I thought to myself while looking around. Someone had asked if the plane was safe to the pilot and he said " Of course its safe! Haven't you ever heard of time dilation!? I do it all time." This scared us so we decided not to take the plane with the pilot. We left and were now at a strange tunnel with stone tiles and people walking around. I couldn't find the guy I was suppose to marry than realized that i couldn't because it was just a dream. I ended up seeing a old friend around and just for fun told her it was a dream. She looked at me unsure than just kept walking away. After that I decided to go to a different scene. A tropical island scene. So I went through the walls and imagined myself jumping into a tropical island.

The island appeared and i could see what looked like water rides all around the island. Cartoon people that looked like they were from "The Wild Thornberrys" show were sliding on the rides. I wanted to go inside the water but my butt was stuck in the other part of the dream scene. I did my best to let my mind go and managed to free myself and was swimming inside the water really fast. I ended up in a huge undersea stone building with some modern technology in it though. To make matters worse a red shark appeared out of now where. It looked so real in form that i didn't want to get near it. So I kept swimming away from it and ended up in a really tall tower where I kept swimming around and up. Than I appeared back inside the room where a gray shark was. But it disappeared quickly as soon as i thought about how I already dealt with the other shark. I than noticed a guy who looked Indian cowering beside a computer down below. I felt sorry for him than swam for a bit and woke up.

BTW I took the google Earth Day quiz today and it turns out i'm a cuttlefish. xD Who knew.

Ritual: WTB 2:30am, woke up to work from 5:30 to 6:30am, realized I'd drunk too much coffee before bedtime and have trouble going back to sleep. I figure as long as I'm insomniac, might as well try for LD and take some L-theanine and alpha-GPC. I try counting but have trouble focusing, realize I need more motivation so resolve on a task. I had been thinking earlier about the use of mantras for getting lucid, and I've had trouble deciding on one so I thought I should ask a DC.

WILD, "Balloon and Mantra": Since it seemed to initiate directly from the waking state, I guess this was a WILD though there was no distinct experience of transition, at least in the way I usually experience it (shifting into dream while continuing to perceive that I am lying in bed). At the beginning it felt more like hypnagogic imagery that I was playing around with, but gradually acquired more solidity and focus. (Or maybe that's the "normal" way people do it, haha.)

I'm on top of a building, playing catch with two other girls. We're throwing a ball around between us counter-clockwise. The girl to my left spikes the ball to make it hard for me to catch, so I retaliate by throwing it right back at her when she's not expecting it, instead of continuing to pass to the other girl. She says it's not fair because she wasn't paying attention. I retort that I did it because of the way she was playing.

The game becomes more leisurely and the ball becomes a balloon. I sit down and I'm practicing moving it telekinetically. The balloon is making the kind of strange echoing sounds that you hear when handling real balloons, only strongly magnified. I'm impressed with the way my mind can conjure that unusual but distinctive sound which I probably haven't heard in years. Although the sound component of the dream is impressively vivid, the visuals are terrible. The whole scene is in grainy black and white, and the balloon is white too, which makes it very hard to see against the sky when I bounce it up into the air. At one point I launch it away from me and lose sight of it altogether. When I go to summon it back, instead of the balloon returning to my hand, my right hand is contorted with a strange sensation, like it's being squeezed.

Around this time, everything switches over to bright color, brilliant blues and pinks. It happens as suddenly as turning on a light, and makes everything look much more vivid and cheerful. I figure this is REM switching on more fully, and comment to one of the DCs, "Hey, color just kicked in!" I notice that instead of the two girls, there are now at least a dozen of them, and they seem to be having a dance party. I hear a bouncy pop song playing in the background.

I get up and wander through the group, then suddenly I remember the task I had designated as I went to sleep. I approach a girl at random. She's dressed very unusually and elaborately, probably day residue from a Chinese painting I was looking at in WBTB, and I'm doubtful about whether she will be able to help, but figure it can't hurt to ask.



"I'm looking for a lucid dream mantra," I begin, then think I should explain more clearly what I mean. "Something that—"

"Who is your mantra?" she interrupts. It's such an odd question that I stop and look more closely at her. Her face is pretty but blank.

"That was my question," I reply, then wait to see if she'll have anything more helpful to offer.

"Who is your mantra?" she repeats, in exactly the same tone and words, like a broken record.

"That's what I'm trying to figure out," I insist. This is going nowhere. Reaching back with two hands I grasp the edges of a cloth, as though it were a scarf I were wearing around my neck, and draw it over both our heads. Now the two of us are alone in the dark, face to face, with just a bit of the background peeping through under the edges of the cloth behind her. Although I had performed the gesture instinctively, my intention was to blot out the distractions so I could try to communicate with the girl more effectively. A more rational course would have been to find someone else to ask, or ask the dream directly, but I got too caught up in my determination to try to make her understand. My approach was not helpful, however, as this deconstruction of most of the dream environment makes me lose traction and wake up.

FAs: I had gotten up and was nearly ready for work. I went to use the bathroom before leaving and stood there dumbfounded: everything else looked normal, but the toilet was gone! I recognized immediately what this must mean. "You've got to be freakin' kidding me," I said aloud. Usually I would be delighted to realize I was still dreaming, but this time I already felt like I'd invested a lot of time in getting ready for my day, and now I would have to do it all over again, so I was actually annoyed.

My lucid awareness must have been pathetically low, because instead of doing something cool with the dream or thinking of one of my many fallback tasks, I stood there until I had successfully conjured the toilet back into place, because I still wanted to use it! Then I noticed that the clarity of the dream was waning and in an attempt to restore focus, told myself: "Open your eyes." But I accidentally opened my real eyes, waking up! It was a fail on so many levels.

I wanted to get back to the dream state so again I tried to play along with hypnagogic visuals. I had an image of a three medieval-looking riders in a wooded hillside. There was a male, a female, and one other. I was loping after them in the form of a wolf. The scene felt stronger and more stable than the usual hypnagogic imagery, but less tangible than a fully manifested dream. I realized that I instinctively knew the names of the man and the woman. (I suspect the indistinct third was their servant or page.)

After I had nearly caught up with the riders, I worried that if they noticed me in wolf form they might shoot me with an arrow, so I transformed into a woman (nude, I noticed) and caught their attention. They turned around one exclaimed, "A forest sprite!"

I "woke up" (I might have even had a vague sense at the time that it was not a real waking, since it still felt too "thin" for a proper dream) and tried to write down their names on my computer. The man's came so easily that it left no trace in memory, but the woman's name took me a lot of effort to type correctly, and I kept making mistakes and having to fix them. On the bright side, this meant that I still remembered it clearly when I woke up for real later. Her name was "Gwynrse," which I took to be Welsh.

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I flew last night over trees with my sister, Maria, and it was exhilarating. I saw someone walking far below, and flew behind leaves so they wouldn’t see because I thought they might wonder how someone is flying, unless the person was Maria. At that, Maria was flying with me, and I said “Flying in dreams is such an important life skill which I had lost. You have no idea how hard it has been.” Then I came to a golden pillar, as of a temple, and held it as if the substance of the temple understood.

Later, I was walking under a tree that was full of lights. Someone pointed under the tree and said “Your bulb is there.” I hadn’t seen it, but there was indeed a large bulb, which I picked up.

That last part of the dream reminds me of what Jesus said, “I am the Vine and you are the branches.” The feeling of having fallen from the vine is an anxiousness sensation that I have had at other times in life, but then I remember the other parable, of falling, “Unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds.”

When I awoke, I set the dream in verse:

My bulb had fallen from the vine of lights,
but I recovered it beneath a tree,
within a dream realm, after joyful flights,
when someone pointed out the bulb to me.
The bulb will do no good, though, in my pocket.
For it to shine, I have to find the socket.

I thought of the candlelit mass on the night of Easter vigil, where everyone lit their candle with someone else’s flame, and I recalled the words of a hymn we sang that had made me think of Maria and brought me to tears…

I will hold the Christ light for you
in the night-time of your fear;
I will hold my hand out to you,
speak the peace you long to hear.

Her Name Was Ramsey
It's been a while since I got on here .

Been busy if a lot of things and had a dry spell recently. However, I have been having vivid dreams of a girl that kept popping up in every dream I had whenever I slept or nap. Slowly I got close to her as if she was a person. Not obsessive or anything crazy, just a very close bond. We did many things such as jump on houses made of moon bounces and have a giant water park where roofs of houses were water slides. This whole time with her, and many nights of fun...I never knew her name. Every time I asked, she will shoot a playful smile and say "you'll see." This particular dream I had last night, finally, was lucid and many things happened...which led to her unfortunate end.

How it all ended.

It started with me waking up on a boardwalk. Instantly I became lucid and was very excited but I calmed myself before losing control and clarity. I walked around and it had a pirates of the Caribbean feel to it. Everything was a dark blue hue with orange-lit lanterns all over the boardwalk and was relatively foggy, but nonetheless you can still see far. there was also old looking houses made of what look liked marble and cobblestone. I began to take in the nightly feel and all of a sudden, copious amounts of people began running pass me screaming and shouting excitingly for some reason. Next thing you know I see the dream girl. She runs pass me smiling saying "what ya doing slow poke? come on." I run alongside her towards this big stone mansion everyone was running inside.

The place was literally a giant wine cellar full of butt loads of wine and kegs of rum (butt load is actually a measurement of rum and wine, who knew? lol)...at least that is what I thought. the dream girl throws it a large wine bottle at me, "drink up" she says. she chugs down hers and I do the same, however the taste was off. It tasted very fruity but powerful at the same time. I put the bottle under a very bright lantern...the liquid inside was iridescent green...the hell did I drink I thought. I asked the dream girl and she responds with a chuckle and walks outside. I follow her for I know she usually shows with actions more than words.

Next thing you know, she shoots a fiery lightning bolt in the sky. I'm thinking that I just gargled down some elixir. She says, "whatever you think of, it will be your power, that is the power of this wonderful drink." I began to think of lasers and out comes a blue laser out of my finger into the sky. "Cool, isn't it?" she retorts. As cute as she was, I asked what was going on and immediately afterwards an explosion happens in the cellar and rocks the ground. it makes a crevice underneath the girl but I catch her before she falls. she then looks at me and says, "A battle royale is about to ensue to see who will be god."

We look around us to see powers and fists flying all over the place. I decided to jump in it cause why the hell not. I start taking out many people and soon later becomes me vs the people. The girl then begins to help and zaps people whoever tries to flank me. It was a long and very exciting rush as this was very vivid almost liking waking life, so you can imagine the adrenaline I was getting.

lasers, pulse beams, gamma rays, you name it, I was doing them all the while the girl conjures up any lightning type there was. we were practically unstoppable. "Nice work, master." she says in a joking manner, which sort caught me off guard. suddenly, this big guy who was strong like Broly from DBZ comes and snatches the girl in my face and flies up in the sky. Immediately I began chase with all the people below me following up as well. I come to face to face with this hulk of a dude and figure out his name was Amarok, who is indeed a god.

I try to get the girl but he was so quick I could not even get within a few inches before he dashes in all directions. He then punches the girl down to the ground, knocking her out. Amarok charges, at me and me, now enraged, does the same and this big epic battle wages as at the same, we are dealing with the people coming at us. it was extremely chaotic. slowly after, extreme music-Invincible starts playing in the background as I fight this godly man. the girl wakes up and fight's his daughter, who was named Yonah. I finally knock Amarok back to the surface and kick Yonah, before she stabs the girl....Now I have 2 very powerful after me...great.

After long battles, I crush Amarok's head on the ground, finally defeating him all the while Yonah, tragically, kills the girl right behind me. I literally just watched her stab in the chest with her hands before throwing her at me. I catch her, and the only the girl does, is look at me and smile and says "say you love me, Cause I always did." I say the words, and then black.

I am now over Yonah's body and still holding the girl. To which I began to cry. Even though this was a dream girl, I had a strong bond with her. she kept popping in my dreams whatever they me, even randoms, and this has been going on for a few weeks up until that point. I wake up and thought the dream was over. Until I saw the door open by itself...false awakening. I walk into my kitchen lit with the lanterns and I see a small piece of paper. "I will never forget your company, and your warm heart ~Ramsey." I then woke up for real.

It was an awesome but extremely personal dream. I wish I could have save her so she can apart of more of my dreams but I guess it had to happen. When I'm lucid, I usually go along with the dreams as they go and react to everything around me, even though I can for surely control it if I want, but it won't be fun that way. I felt though I should have controlled that part so she wouldn't have died. I went back to sleep to see if I can bring her back but for some reason I couldn't. So sadly, I'm just letting her go. I crazy as this was (and sounds lol) it was the most vivid and insane dream I had yet and I'm pleased to be out of my dry spell.

I found myself inside a forest trying to escape these huge giant humans that kept making attempts to eat me. The scene then changes to father room, however the giants were still there, this also made it even more difficult for me to flee. There were 3 giants, 2 were male though 1 of them were much older, then 1 female. The male giant quickly swayed his arm to my direction for an attempt to snatch me.

I manage to dodge his grip but his arm brush across my side. I ran out to the living room and unlock the back door to begin running. The female giant came after me first, I could not believe the giants have caught up to me so easily. She then slash my arm with her long finger nails. At this point I notice she was at a human height. That's when the older giant who also appeared shorter but still big enough to be a problem, makes an attempt to grab me while I am on the ground struggling to get up.

However something stop him from continuing. I didn't knew why but I didn't care, I took the chance to drag myself up the road as quickly as possible. I could tell there was one more coming after me. I could hear the former female giant voice yell for the other male giant to stop. He continues as I turn around to face his direction. At first I place my hands up in a panic for protection. But then it felt like all the feelings I had swap from fear in to a very calm sensation. When this happen the man grabs my hands in a gentle way.

I then said it work, all of them stop and decided to wlak up the hill. I then realize that I was lucid dreaming and observe where they were going. Before I could follow them I lost lucidity.

During my non-lucid experience I realize I am in a car tha twas driving on a random road that was not familar to me. I could see from the car window that the sky was going a thunder storm. My family were also inside the vehicle. We then drop my brother off at the middle of the road. As the car then continue to drive I decided to check the sky once again and notice the color was drastically different from before. It had a yellow, red magenetic look almost as if it were pulsing.

There was also a huge colorful splash drawing somewhere in the sky. I then become lucid and say that none of this is real to my parents. I then lose lucidity. Lucidity Time: 28 seconds.

I think I might be back here on dreamviews lol. It's really annoying how I just zone in and out of lucid dreaming like that; I suppose it's because the ability to lucid dream is something that is so easy to loose, unlike most other skills. I'm working on that though.
Anyways not a very lucid lucid dream, nor did I have much control; I'm sharing it because of its awesome storyline. Also I've already had a dream about the guy who recruited me being recruited by assassins himself which makes me want to meet him again in the future.

L: 4/10
C: 4/10
V: 8/10

I'm in an underground train with my family. Just a few seconds after the dream starts, a squad of superpowered guys flip the train over and in the darkness of the tunnel, massacre its passengers. As I find a somber corner hide in, I notice two killers who stand out: a Gothic looking guy (almost like the monster guy from Death Note)with very long claws (similar to the ones with which I got stabbed in the neck in "that one lucid dream") and another metis guy who looks a lot like a dude who has been recruited as an assassin in a previous dream, except that he now has crack in his skin, with a magma-looking substance peeking through them (symbolizing the fact that he's "deteriorated" since the last dream; he's become evil). From my hideout, I helplessly watch the guys murder every single passenger of the train. The death note guy notices me and calls the lava dude over (seems like the lava dude is their commander). He, the lava guy, notices something about me: I'm a lucid dreamer. I understand that I'm in a dream, and that in those guys are (supposedly) a real life organization of assassins who operate in shared dreams. They recruit me as a member of their organization. With my low lucidity level, I forget that I could very well refuse and reluctantly accept, planning to become stronger among them and eventually overthrow their leader.
(...)
Lucidity goes down a lot here.
We're in my real life gym with the organization and my friend and real life parkour training partner (lol). I have to cover my friend cuz he's not a lucid dreamer and they might kill him. He does, however, have a pretty great ability: he's a very fast runner and a great jumper (he is in real life ). Until he gets his first lucid dream, we will act as though this is his in-dream specialty. I show my telekinetic skills to the leader, levitating small objects and eventually himself. I tell him that if I were to truly put effort into it, I could destroy the whole building like nothing. I think about telling him about my "sage modes" but I realize that I should keep that secret from him. I wake up around there.

In the earliest part I can remember, I was lucid and walking across a bridge with Dreamer. I remembered the two dares that I wanted to try, so I started by asking her what she wanted me to do. As I waited for her response I hurriedly tore my clothes off so that I could get naked before she finished answering. While I was working on taking my socks off, hopping beside her, she told me that she wanted me to go to the store (probably incubated from her usual waking life request ). At that point I was completely naked and she didn't seem to even notice.

I took off flying at super speed to get into town, I was really excited because I was able to fly so quickly over mountains and such. I got to a small town, slowly flew down to it, and then landed on pavement. I was in the middle of a marketplace, there were asian restaurants all around me and this gas station right in front of me. I walked into the gas station and there was nobody there, so I just looked around at their merchandise. They had this huge wall that was lined with deeeeeelicious green chili burritos that were all hot and steamy. I grabbed one and completely devoured it. The store owners came out from the back and looked at me, a naked stranger that was eating one of their burritos like a feral animal, and they acted like they didn't see anything out of the ordinary. I guess I would probably do the same thing if I saw such a scene. They creeped me out so I left the store with my newly found burrito treasure and continued to munch on it while I wandered the streets, still stark naked. I think that I went into a restaurant after that but I don't really remember this part very much.

In the next part that I can remember, I was flying back to Dreamer to tell her that I had completed her task. I remember finding her but I don't remember what happened, the next part that I can remember after that was flying to Neverland because I couldn't think of anything else to do.

When I got to Neverland, it was made of blocks like in minecraft. I got involved in some story line and played along as a super hero that was playing both sides in some kind of robbery that had gone wrong. I didn't want anybody to get hurt so I was trying to get the criminals out of there safely. I don't remember that part very well, I just remember that it was fun being able to abuse my powers and show dream characters just how cool I am.

I'm a little bit worried about how awful my recall is lately, I think I'm going to start writing more of my lucid dreams in my DJ. Maybe if I'm lucky, Dreamer will teach me some of her tricks to have ridiculously awesome recall like she has.

Black: Non-dream
Blue: Non-lucid
Red: Lucid

I think I'll just term these 'UL' for future reference so I don't write 'omg another unexpected lucid'... The reason these are unexpected is because I haven't done ANYTHING for lucid dreaming in quite a while and I've been really fatigued by lack of sleep because my sleeping patterns gone all weird lately too.

Dream - UL
I'm running through the town I come from, it's night time and everything is pretty dark... I run past the bus stop and I jump around a bit in a sort of 'parkour' way. Something just clicks in my mind and I realize I'm dreaming, this time I immediately realize that I need to stabilize since these UL's tend to fade really quickly. I try a few things as I run forward a bit more towards a narrow pathway leading up into the bushes, this pathway is particularly dark. First I'm clapping my hands together, the impact causes the dream to sharpen a bit more, I'm shouting 'stabilize' over and over, I can hear my voice properly (usually if I'm about to wake up this isn't the case) but it's not working properly... After a total 10-15 seconds I fade out into wakefulness. I lie there still and feel the dream coming closer again in a WILD, but I can't quite grasp it.

Not too sure why I've had a sudden increase in spontaneous lucid dreams but I don't think it's a bad thing

Lageto

I appeared in my older brothers room and woke up on a bed. I could barely breathe and started calling my mom. But she wasn't coming. My younger brother than came and told me that I was dead already. I got up and walked to where my older brother was. He mentioned that I was killed by my boyfriend because he really wanted another girl all along. That is when the girl appeared and tried stabbing me with a knife. I told my brother how i wanted to get back at her and if he wanted to join in on the action. He said yeah than we ended up taking a portal somewhere else and than landed on a small white golf cart. Someone mentioned that we needed to grab the headphones that were hanging on the cart so i took them but noticed white papers hanging on it too. I grabbed one paper than jumped off with other girls that were now with me.

I opened up the paper and saw it looked like a manual for something. It said the word lageto and Nageto. I asked a girl what that meant than turned the page to find a waffle on it.I became somewhat lucid and noticed other waffle pieces on the floor. I bit it and it tasted really good. I told the girl next to me who was a anime character how surprisingly good the dream food was. She smiled than i started feeling bad that I had to be saved by girls. But decided I would just kiss her since there was nothing i could do about all these annoying girls showing up. I ended up doing it and bright blue and pink light began to appear. The scene was changed into a second story wooden cabin room where you could see a forest outside.

I walked into a part of the place with the other anime girls thinking about how i might have kissed the protagonist's best friend. Which probably meant i wasn't good enough to be first place. Than a Mexican guy came up from behind me dressed in something odd. Don't really remember how it looked but i know i felt it was strange. He tapped me and told me to look out the window at the tall trees that grew. He said it represented the ability to trust and that it was something great. I woke up after that. I don't think it represented my ability to trust more like my ability to give up. Like the feeling i get when i notice lot of female harem animes coming out in the season. Disappointment. - _ -"


New Families

I was outside on the streets with a crowd of people on each side. I was one of the people that made sure everything went smoothly. But than i turned and noticed a girl hitting a guy. I told him to get off her than when i looked the other way I saw a person throw a long glass light bulb at someone. It cracked on the fence and than I noticed that the place was familiar and I could run home if i wanted to. I waited a bit till the madness stopped than ran as fast as i could with someone else. A man started chasing me from behind so i started to fly up a bit.

There was a really long pole in my hand so i tried to hit the guy back with it. But it wasn't reaching. The dc that was with me took my hand and positioned the pole in the right position so that it went in the mouth of the man. When it did he stopped and coughed a bit. Than another lady came from behind and started chasing me. Too much violence for me so i flew even faster and higher into the air. I could feel clouds touching me and thought what if I AP than started thinking of the different planes i could be in. Although i don't like AP dreams. Than I appeared in a white tubular thing with many eyes looking at me. I prayed to God telling him I was dreaming because i didn't want to be scared than moved a long.

I managed to get out of the Eyes place than found some stairs to walk on. There was a bunch of people walking up the steps too. I flew into a room where a big bald, light skin man, who was wearing casual clothes was fixing something for his wife. But the man didn't like me there so he tried beating me with something. I flew up out of his reach than to somewhere else where he followed me. A group of kids started screaming that they were afraid of the man. As the kids were all backing up on me a boy mentioned that he had a nightmare of the man raping him before. I flew around the kids to grab the man's attention. After that some kids tried attacking him. I told them not to attack him since he wasn't a power dream character, he was a crazy hulk smash kind of dc. I left the dream setting to get away from the man than ended up inside a home.

The mom was on a life support thing that was filled with healthy smashed fruit. She mentioned how the bag helped her breathe and live longer than she was said to live. She than asked her teenage daughter if she closed the oxygen bag right. Her daughter said yeah, and to stop bothering her about it. I flew around uncomfortable but was willing to listen to the conflict even more. But than a dc pulled me in a different direction into a bigger, richer looking house and said i could stay there.I flew around happy I was staying there with the new family I was meeting. As I was looking around the mom mentioned that I would be staying in the room next to the guy's room. I decided to go meet the guy who was living in the house but than the setting started changing and somehow i ended up watching a scene of Gintama.

I than end up in a place with a girl who is supposed to be my older anime sister and a small little girl that is also anime. I get the feeling that the building is a detective place after seeing detective Conan around.The little girl pulls me in a direction and i decide to play along and start jumping all over the place with her. Especially on the walls. It felt good to hang out with the anime characters. But than our silliness got out of hand so we were told to come down because we were in a lot of trouble. Someone even asked where the girl who was apparently my older sister was. I let the detective that looked like Kogoro Mouri from Detective Conan show take me into the room. He took my arm and measured it's length on a paper saying that if it was longer than its suppose to be than there would be something abnormal about me. I left the room when he was finished and saw the girl who was apparently my older sister. She told me to follow her so i did and ended up in what was suppose to be her apartment.

I than got curious and flew around the area to somewhere else and got a surprised twist feeling. I was now in another apartment and there was a lady standing in the room that looked like Ran Mouri. I instantly got the feeling that she was my real sister and the lady i was with before wasn't. She started talking about how she missed her younger sister and that she would always wait for her. I followed her into the hall which led to another place where there was a small t.v. that was making a static and popping noise. I was curious to see what the t.v. would show but than flew away quickly because i was afraid to be there. Than the lady ended up in my direction and I heard her talking to herself about how sometimes she sees a girl sitting with her legs crossed outside her window.

I looked around and noticed her house was colorful and filled with items that were probably spirit or mystic related. Which made me feel uncomfortable. Than she walked into another part of the home where there was another window and mentioned how sometimes a boy appears too. I looked below as i was floating and suddenly noticed it felt like i was carrying something. I saw hands that looked like mine hanging in the air below me. I didn't see my body though only noticed the hands and thought about how weird it was. That's when i decided it was time to wake up and did before the lady could mention anything else weird as she was talking to herself.

Had another lucid dream this morning, with this one being the most clear-cut example of a DILD I've had to date. This also marks the first time I've had two lucid dreams in one month, (as far as I remember), so I'm patting myself on the back.
I had two fragments from other wakings in the middle of the night, and both of these fragments involved work and coworkers. I'm starting to think this is becoming a dream sign.
This lucid came about when I woke up 20 minutes prior to my alarm for work. I went back to sleep, and...
I was in my high school science class, and there were plenty of familiar faces around me. However, my friend Garrett wasn't there, so I decided to go look for him outside the class. I exited into the hallway, and went around the corner to a spot I knew he always was at, but upon finding this corner, he was no where to be seen.
It was at this point that I got suspicious, and decided to do a reality check, with me questioning if I was dreaming. I did the nose pinch a few times, and every time I did, I could breathe, but I didn't notice that was weird until the third time it happened. Once I realized, I was lucid. "This is a dream," I thought to myself. Immediately once I went lucid, my view shifted, and everything suddenly became much more vivid and detailed, but also more shaky. I looked at my hands and studied them, hoping to stabilize the dream. My thoughts briefly wandered to me in my bed, and I almost woke up. But, instead, I re-focused on my hands and just as the dream was fading, I teleported a few feet in front of me and everything was back to its vivid self.
I was very excited, and wondered what I should do. I decided to go find some of my other friends, who were probably in gym class right about now. I thought about being at gym class, and POOF, I was there, only now, I was floating. I floated around, enjoying the feeling of hovering, and watched my classmate's reactions. Once I exited the gym, I briefly considered what I should do next, but...
Then I woke up. The lucid itself felt about 5 minutes long, which is the longest I think I've had, or close to it. And teleporting is a new for me as well, which was surprisingly easy for me to do, although if it did make the dream less stable, I certainly didn't notice it.

Date: 16 April

Got insomnia prior to wbtb

A very long series about an hour? with 3-4 deilds in between.

Very fragmented recall but lds were vivid and eventful all the way through

Forgotten nld part, then at some point I realize that I am dreaming and remember the shower task. I boldly get into this building with the task in mind. It turns out to be a special monastery with baths for visitors. I enter a large room, beautiful floor covered with pleasant light brown stone and special sections for bathing. Those look very zen, (standing) human sized "shower" area full of water and surrounded with lighter stones and some stones neatly arranged in the water and a large soap bar among the stones. I get in the special place and start soaping and washing myself while looking around. The dream soon ends.

A fragment where I am flying straight ahead for a while (relatively long in dream flying terms) just enjoying it. I recall one of the intro class students was saying that the most awesome part about flying is feeling the wind, so I pay more attention to it and it really feels great.

Involved in a forgotten part of the ld, then I walk around thinking about the similarities of certain drunk states and dreaming. Me and this female DC make a lot of party noise and look at other DCs. Then I remember the jogging task and decide it will be cool if we both made a little race ahead. I get into a position, but suddenly my body feels exhausted as if we already ran a marathon. I grasp for air and notice taking deep breaths, then wonder about breathing in dreaming (it only exists if you think about it).

Anyways, this is all wrong since we need to jog and not sprint, so we will be ok (less fatigue). We start running at a slow pace, paying attention to the environment. It's the center of an unknown town with a lot of food ads. What's funny is that almost the same ads keep reappearing as we go along. One is of large burger resembling big mac and the other of a less appealing exotic sandwich. I make mental notes as I keep jogging. Then I look at couple of stores, read the names of the businesses and try to remember them. After the last store, I slow down to take note of a Chinese place where they have some merchandise displayed, but it seems to have stayed here for quite a while. Dusty bamboo baskets and similar bamboo and wood items.

Right in front of it is another store, which looks very inviting, so I decide to enter inside. It's full of different statues made of metal, gems, all in Asian style. I have a look at as many of these as possible, even receiving false memories from some statues. End of memory

In a room with bf and a DC that closely resembles Benedict Cumberbatch. This was a long experience and conversation but I don't remember much. Cumberbatch is extremely life like DC, seems to have his own ideas and I understand everything he says (no gibberish). I ask if bf will remember this dream, he answers that possibly no, because the dreaming body can actually roam around and gather experiences without our knowledge.

I feel very uplifted in his presence and even think I have found a persistent character - two weeks ago a similar DC appeared in the dream with the Mexican miners.

But what strikes me the most is the realness of the experience. He has his sleeves rolled? so I can see he has a number of tattoos (I even try to recognize/memorise them initially), but what's most interesting are the tactile sensations. As I run my hand over his I feel the texture of his skin, perfect in terms of texture sensation and I notice that his tattoos are actually fake. Around each tattoo is a little rectangle that reveals they like those tattoo stickers for kids. The difference between the tattoo and the normal skin can be distinctly felt, which I find an amazing piece of dream detail.

At some point the dream fades but I manage to deild back.

I find myself in a store where this constantly shape shifting DC gives me a ring but tells me he is married already. Then he gives me another set of wedding rings with hearts and also shifts to a classmate. I wonder whether there is any truth in his statements and also how entertaining being part of this dream scenario is. Memory gap.

Fragments: Back with Cumberbatch at another dream scene for a short while. The place then transitions to an outdoors part, where I watch a number of DCs flying up in the air. Later, I decide to jog around a bit more but don't get very far this time.

Tonight was great! Remembered two nice dreams and also had a very strange way of getting lucid.

Let's shared dream!

The dream started at my house. I wasn't located far from the kitchen, which had my mother and sister in there. My mother was talking about some show she really wanted to watch, and was making some kind of oatmeal for herself. My sister was also there but I forget what she was doing. She was talking about how she really wanted to lucid dream, though she doesn't actively try to induce LD's in waking life. Then I suggested, "why don't we both dream together in a shared dream?" She really enjoyed the idea. So we both went to sleep in our own rooms, but for some reason both our rooms seemed to be merged into one. We went to sleep and I was in another dream scene where it was this city. It had large skyscrapers and other buildings, and it was night time. There was no one else around me. I was instantly lucid in this "dream in a dream," which at the time I thought to be just a dream. I was looking for my sister but I couldn't find her. I then exited the dream to ask my sister where she was. While she was sleeping? She told me where she was so I went back in the dream. To clarify, I wasn't really going to sleep at that time. It was more like hopping to another scene and thinking it was my dream. I found her near a town center. I said that instead of staying this city we should go do something cool. So I transported us to this small area where titans from the anime Attack on Titan were attacking. By this time I was half lucid (should probably add that to my colour code.), and the titans were attacking this small group of people in a living room. I forgot, but I was probably using the gear from the anime as well to kill them. Then a titan in clothes who looked a lot like a teacher of mine appeared. He started talking about various intelligent topics. Haha, that's a lot like him in waking life. But the gas in my gear ran out, and I thought that humanity was a goner. Then suddenly, all the titans ceased being hostile. Then a female titan who acted but not that much looked like my aunt came, and I grew to the titans' size and she let me piggy-back ride on her.

That's when I woke up. I recalled this dream and went back into another.

Joker to Anger

I started in class and the teacher was checking homework. I didn't finish it (That's very out of character of me(no lies)), so I tried to hide it with my textbook and pretend it's not there. The teacher said someone else needed a textbook, so she ripped half of the back page of the textbook, took the textbook then gave me a different one. Wow, I feel sorry for the kid having that half ripped up textbook . The scene then changed to a different classroom. Everything was the same, only that I was sitting at the far back of the class room at this long rectangular table. Also, I had my laptop there with me as well, and I was using it. Teacher came towards me, not with any mad expression. She then started fooling around with the PC, with everyone else surrounding us. I was angry but she retained her joke-like expression. I clearly remember how her smiling face looked like. Anyway, I tried to shut down, but I accidentally hit switch user, and for some reason it just went back to my user. I then remember her pressing the MapleStory icon, which I don't have downloaded, but I quickly closed it. Second attempt, and I hit restart. That's when she finally left and went back to teaching the class. During the time I was thinking she should be teaching instead fooling around here. Someone else in the class took my laptop and started it up again. He was trying to search for something on the internet. My teacher was mad and told everyone that she was mad at someone. When asked who, she wrote his name on the board. Then she drew arrows to these Google Chrome icons, and my view zoomed in to these icons that were leading to the same icon at different locations on the board. I assumed she was angry about his internet surfing. Fast forward and now people (I felt?) were leaving the class room. I looked at the board again and at the bottom right corner I saw, "[My name], happy birthday!" and it said April 28 2015. I just chuckled and left. It's not actually my birthday then (and actually another one of my family members'), but honestly, in waking life, I really would have just chuckled and left if I saw that. I'm just that kind of guy .

1. I was inside of my house, in my own room playing GTA V on my T.V. Suddenly I become Lucid and I stop and think for a moment. "What should I do?". I look around my room, and as usual all of the lights are off in my house. It is day time outside though so I can see perfectly around my house. I realize that it is odd for my xbox 360 to be in my room. The only time my xbox used to be in my room was when I was a young teen. My television set had the same setup as it did when I was younger as well. I look back at my T.V. screen and at GTA V itself. "That's what I'll do, I'll go into the game itself" I thought to myself.
I then bring all of my focus onto the screen and GTA. Almost instantly I feel myself starting to be sucked into the game. It feels as though my vision is zooming into the game itself, along with my entire body. Now I am inside of the game itself. I look around. Everything has the same video game graphics as GTA does, except for me. I am in a huge city in the game and there are skyscrapers all around me. Each building is a different color. One building is red, one orange, the other green, and alot more other colors. I look up to the top of one of the buildings, "Wow, that's really high" I say. I then bring my attention back to the ground. I look at the street I am standing on and it too has very video game-looking graphics. I then look around me. There are people of all sorts walking around simply minding their own business. There are also cars driving around at about 5 to 10 miles per hour.
I look directly in front of me and I see a girl wearing a short green dress, and even though I am inside of a video game, my animal instincts come to me. "Come on, not right now" I say to myself. But I can't control myself at the moment and I find myself running to catch up to this girl. "Hey, do you want to bang?" I ask. "Sure" she says. Even though we are literally out on the sidewalk in the middle of a huge city, I bend her over and rip off her dress. She then stays bent over but sits on her knees in doggystyle and I start giving it to her hard. Suddenly I go out of 1st person and I am now looking at myself bang this chick in 3rd person. It feels really weird- just the fact that I am controlling my body while in 3rd person.

2. I was outside sitting on the front lawn of a house in some neighborhood. My friend Josh was sitting right next to me. Our job was to watch the house in front of us to make sure no intruders busted in. "Dude, it feels great to be a Lucid Dream Searcher. I mean just think about it, we're constantly practicing to become lucid in our dreams. We'll be master lucid dreamers in no time" I say as I look over to Josh. "I know dude, it feels amazing". I look up to the sky and it looks beautiful. The sun is a dark golden color and a good 75% of the rest of the sky is covered in dark clouds. I look down at the lawn we are sitting on and I feel the grass. It feels like turf and even looks like turf because of how healthy it is.
At this point I am now semi-lucid, but not just quite. Suddenly the front door of the house we are guarding opens, and my Architectural design teacher Mr. Barber walks out. "How's it going boys?" he asks. Me and Josh look at each other. "How did he even get inside the house" I whisper to Josh. "Dude I have no idea" he replies. Just then a helicopter flies over the house. Coming out of the helicopter and aimed right at me and Josh is a red laser. The helicopter never shoots us, but we were scared that it might. The helicopter itself looks like an Apache with heavy machine guns on its sides. After it flies off into the distance I bring my attention back to the house and the lawn we are sitting on.
"I can't wait until I go to sleep tonight. I know being a Lucid Dream Searcher will pay off" I think to myself. I look back at the sky and then reflect upon the situation I am in at the moment. "Wait, is this a dream?" I ask myself. Just then my mom walks into my room in waking life and wakes me up and asks me if I want to go to an Italian restaurant called Carabbas.

Note: this dream felt extremely real, just a bit more real than the usual.

3. I was inside of a classroom inside of a school sitting down at my desk. This classroom was pretty big and there seemed to be about 100 or more desks in this single room. Most of these desks were full. The teacher was in the front of the class talking to us. Nobody else talked while he talked. Through the windows at the back of the classroom, a strong yellow light shone through and left a yellow tint on everything in the room. The teacher finishes talking and I sit at my desk wondering what to do next. I see a girl sitting a few seats in front of me. She keeps looking back at me. She has medium-length black hair and looks like a girl I know from school named Liz.
This girl gets up and walks down the aisle to my desk. "I'm sorry but um, I think you're really cute and I couldn't help but ask....would you like to date me?" she says. I look at her now as she is right next to me. This girl has beautiful blue eyes and rosy pink cheeks with freckles on them. She looks really pretty to say the least. "You know what, yeah why not? Lets date" I tell her. Her face lights up with a smile and she walks back to her desk at the mean time. Before she sits down though she walks to the far left side of the classroom and for some reason picks up a desk(the desks in this school are pretty light, so it's no big deal. I'm thinking she is getting this desk so she can sit next to me?). As she is picking up the desk from the corner, she accidentally tips over another desk and it falls to the ground with a loud bang.
She looks around and I can tell she is embarrassed. Everyone in the classroom looks at her for a second and then quickly go back to doing whatever they were doing. The teacher comes over and picks up the desk that fell onto the ground. I look at the teacher as he does so. This teacher is wearing a tucked in yellow long-sleeved t-shirt with a white tie that has blue stripes. He is also wearing black pants and black shoes.

Dream 2

I was inside a park I think and was doing some type of challenge. I don't remember what it was or if i was trying to battle villains though. After something happened I was taken by a guy to an apartment building where he asked me what I wanted to eat or drink. I ended up drinking something wondering how to fix my dog Max's problem. A girl who I assumed to be the guy's girl friend or close friend got mad because i was staying too long though. The guy said Max could stay with him until I came back so I told him "okay" than was getting ready to leave. Max followed me as I was leaving but the guy kept him from going out. When I left the apartment I was trying to figure out how to leave the building.Than a Mexican lady came up to me with a leash in her hand and said that her owner's dog was depressed. I told her that she could leave the dog at my place so he could run around for fun.

Dream 3

I was inside a classroom and the building was leaning. Everyone got scared and the teacher told us to prepare for a hard fall. I shouted for everyone to lean on the left so the building wouldn't collapse. At first everyone was like "what!?" than the teacher repeated it for me. Everyone leaned to the left and the building was more in balance. Than i told everyone to run out the building and we started running but than obstacles began to appear. A pillar was about to squish me but a guy jumped over me and covered me with his body. I thought how nice it was to have him protect me and hugged him trying not to get carried away. Hugging him felt so nice though. Than i got up and we continued on but the dream ended up taking a different direction. Forgot what happened though.

Dream 4

I was outside in the city about to take the bus with a couple of girls. But they ended up arguing about something shopping related. After someone mentioned it was going to rain and they had to take the bus I recognized it was a dream and left them. I took out my phone and started calling Dawn but i got the dream ending feeling. i decided to hold onto the dream with all my might and than the scene slowly started changing. I ended up in a small room looking at Dawn behind a glass. He was told to stay put and not to answer my call.

I wasn't happy with that though so i took a big screw thing and hit another screw attached to the glass trying to get Dawn out from behind the glass. People tried to stop me but i told them "No!" and kept trying to break the thing. Than the scene changed to my older brother's room. Dawn grabbed me from behind and took me to my brother's bed. Than he turned me around and kissed me. But than this annoying high pitch voice came out of no where and kept shouting "aoi!" many times.(Aoi means blue in Japanese)Dawn disappeared after that than i spilled a glass of chocolate and regular milk onto the floor. I started wiping it down with a cloth hoping it would keep me in the dream a bit longer so i could spend more time with Dawn. Hoping he would come back. But nope. Other dream characters spawned than i woke up.

Mini dream 5

Dawn was showing me how to make a dream journal. He took a yellow folder and broke another yellow folder to make the cover seal for it. He stapled white paper inside it and said that not much people do this but they should try it because it can come in handy. Its also cheap.

Saddest Dream Ever.

Earthquake in Vatican city. I felt the strongest vibrations and then I saw an earthquake in Vatican City. I was in the Sistine Chapel as I looked up at the beautiful artwork of Michelangelo crumble to the floor. Forever lost and turning into dust, I cried out to Jesus and wept for the horrific loss of one of the greatest accomplishments by man of irreplaceable art .