lucid

April 12, 2015

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You're Back Already?

Fragment I remembered randomly: I was at home, and so was my little brother. I saw him sitting on the couch and at firstthought he had just come for the weekend, but he had all of his stuff with him too. I asked if he was done with school now, and he said he was. I said, "ALREADY?!" and that's about all I remember from the dream haha.




Christian Grey's Mansion

I was in a large mansion with Christian Grey. We were just talking for a while; he seemed less of a creeper in my dream than he was in the movie (didn't read the books so I can't attest to that). Then he got out duct-tape and a whip, and I was like "WTF are you planning to do with THAT." He looked at me like it was obvious, and I was fine with having a little tussle with him, just not that way. I told him as much (a little bit more vulgarly), and he said that if I could keep away from him for half an hour, he would put them away. But if he caught me within half an hour, he would get to use them. The thrill got me more excited, and he promised to not actually whip me, so I agreed. He smiled and closed his eyes and I started running through the halls of the mansion. All was well until I ran into a booby-trap. I started sinking into the floors of one of the hallways...

He hadn't mentioned anything about booby-traps. This made me freak out because if he hadn't told me about the booby-traps, he expected to win the game, and he might have lied about not using the whip on me. I heard footsteps and freaked out more, fell all the way through the floor, and landed in a room. I started to run, and ran into more booby-traps and the halls were like a maze. I could have sworn Christian was around every corner. Then I came to a room with a panoramic window from floor to ceiling. The mansion was in a desolate, red, volcanic landscape. I could tell that I would die within minutes if I stepped outside the mansion.

I didn't know how much time had elapsed since the start of our little game, so I didn't know if it was safe to let him find me now. Somehow through my fear, I was still up for sexytimes. As long as there was no whip. Duct-tape I might tolerate either way, I like the feeling of sticky tapes. But no whip. So I continued to hide from him (didn't think to look at my watch to keep track of time, silly me. Might have gotten lucid if I had, too!)

Eventually he did find me, but it must have been more than 30 minutes because there was no whip and no duct-tape involved~




I took a nap around 5:00 and had this dream. I'm not sure if it was a WILD or not, because it was a pretty low level of lucidity. But I don't remember ever actually falling asleep or losing consciousness. Like, the whole time I knew I was awake in bed, but was still having this epic experience. Does that make sense?
Double-Layered Landscape

I laid down for a nap and wondered if I could WILD. A few times, I felt the shaking and had a really loud ringing in my ears, but I would slip out of it because of an itch I needed to scratch.

About the 3rd time this happened, I had been thinking about flying. Gradually my bed disappeared and I felt myself entering a dream with a low-ish level of lucidity... I Was flying and could look over a landscape sweeping below me.

IT was gorgeous. It was HUG. Everything was on a huge scale. I was flying very high up, and there were vast mountains and canyons and waterfalls all around me. the colors were also vivid and bright. The sky was dawn or dusk-ish; bright oranges and blues and purples.

I flew around at high speeds, watching for villages. The world was like a less blocky Minecraft. I wanted to know what was on the other side of this huge waterfall, so I flew over the edge of that. It was just like those videos on Blue Planet or Planet Earth. Right over the edge, close to the water. It was all mist and white beyond, so I flew down through the mist to see what was beyond it. I flew fast; for some reason I wasn't scared of hitting the bottom. Once the mist cleared, there was this amazing world BELOW the landscapes I had just seen. As far as I could see, there was a massive cave-like area. Moss grew all over everything; other than the moss and tons of luminescent flowers and leaves ground on the ground and walls and ceilings, there was no other vegetation. Streams of water fell straight down through holes to the over-world. these streams were scattered all around, and it was just so beautiful. I flew around down here for a while and then sought out one of the waterfalls back up to the overworld.

It was a much narrower one, with lichen and vines and those beautiful luminescent things surrounding me. When I reached the overworld, I flew up high again. I was in the mountains. I flew a little lower to search for a village; I wanted to interact with people.

I did find a village, but it was in the middle of an evacuation because of some monster that was going to attack. It, like everything in this world, was massive, I was told by a fleeing DC. I felt the dream slipping and slowly became more aware of my bed than the scenes around me. Then I knew it was gone, and so I opened my eyes in bed.

I am walking in a hallway with two other people, that appear to be 1 male and 1 female both in suits. One of them just finish their conversation with an assistant. As we continue walking for a couple of more minutes. One of them stated "did you see that shadow behind us?" The guy in the suit replies yes and without any of us saying anything else, we begin to walk faster. Soon we made a right and I remember saying I've been through that door located at the far left of the hallway before, it was from another dream.

Though the guy insist we take the other side of the hallway. It was at this time that it became apparent that we were running from something. The guy began panicking and told us to run. I quickly jump down a few stairs and rushto the entrance door. Ahead of me was the guy in the suit but for some reason he could not continue moving forward. I ran pass him and then realize the building was some how forcing him back. I pulled my hand out in a attempt to grab him back.

But the entrance door threw him back inside the building and the doors shut rapidly after. My knees fell to the ground, while the shoppers outside were either stunned or haven't notice anything odd. That's when I felt a tug, I began to struggle to get off the road. Felt as if my legs were glued to the road and soon I began to be pulled back to the store. The feeling of my skin being torn was quite consistent. I grab on to a woman shopping cart, then pleaded to her to not continue moving toward the store.

She look at me with a look of disgust and proceeded to ignore me. I then decided to force the cart around which contain her young child inside. This causes a rather unpleasant reaction from her, she begins making several attacks toward me. Which eventually threw me off the cart. Once that happen she prepares to lunge at me, so I quickly flop my hands and grab a chair from a blue truck. I made a swing near her face and told her to stay back.

She then insults me constantly. I took this time to feel how bruise up I am. I didn't even feel like I could walk properly. I sat down near 3 guys who were planning a way to deal with the chaotic building. I then realize I was dreaming after thinking about what ways would be best to stop the building. I ask one of the 3 in a white sweater, if it were possible to become lucid before hand. He began struggling to come up with an answer.

Then the one in the military shirt demanded answer about how we're going to engange this type of situation. I then explain to him that the building can control anything inside and we needed to destroy it outside without being in it's magnetic range. I started brain storming but before we could act on our plans I had woken up. Lucidity Time: 2 minutes.

I was with a large group of friends. They looked the the TV cast of uk shameless but some of them represented certain people to me. We were at the old lovers lane property in front of the barn. It was nighttime and we were just having fun. We were sitting on the ground and I got lucid and began exclaiming to the DC's that this was a dream and we could do anything. We could pop our eyes out! We could fly! Many of them tried to pop an eye out and take flight. The lucidity faded pretty quickly and I walked home because it was very late. It was 3am. I walked upstairs quietly. All the lights were on. Mom had been hanging Christmas garlands on the stairs. I knew mom and dad were sleeping. I went to take my contacts off. When I looked in the mirror I had no face. I shook my head, then I had a face but it was distorted. I went to bed.

I had a good length of lucidity but my recall is poor so I just wrote bits of what happened.

-I was with a dc who was holding a picture of Mary. I thought it was a picture that the dc wanted me to pray to. I told it to get it away from me. The dc told me not to worry because it was just a picture that was turning into a old person. I said "Oh, okay." and stayed with the dc.(Lucid)

- I was inside a place, outdoors where I was told to stay because God wanted to observe me. I was flying and met with another character but forgot most about what I did there when I woke up.
(Non Lucid and Lucid)
-I was inside my house living room with my dad. There was a centipede and another black centipede that looked like a scorpion. They were running around. I told my dad to kill them for me which he did. Than Selena Gomez appeared out of no where with a diagram of the harmless centipede she said had a water like body and the harmful one she said had a crunch to it. She mentioned how people are afraid of both but they shouldn't be worried about the harmless one.
(Non lucid)
- In another part of a dream I woke up on a bed and saw fin and Jake waking up. Jake said he slept good but Fin said his head felt heavy and that he slept horrible.When fin got up and started walking he tripped on a piece of bed cover that was on the floor. Either Jake or my dad told him that he was warned about that. Something else happened after that but i forgot.(Semi lucid)

- I was walking inside a lake with a group of people who were crossing for survival. A mother started complaining about how her stomach really hurt. I flew above the lake with a basket than landed in the water. A few guys got mad at me but I told them not to worry because I was planing on fixing the basket for them. I fixed it and than the dream took a different direction.
(Lucid)
-Ariana Grande and another guy were in my dream talking as if they had a crush on each other. Ariana wanted to color an already painted painting of a city with a orange crayon. I did it for her instead(Colored the clouds to make it look like it was sunset) because she was distracted with the guy. They left than I stopped and helped another girl named Josie(A girl in my old class but Josie is not her name. I just called her that in the dream.) fix her glass sculpture and get the room in order.
(Non lucid)
- I was inside my living room in the dream with my dad and little kids. The kids were coloring with markers. I walked to the window than a lady dc came out of no where and threw pills at me. I asked her why she did that and she said God told her to than left. After that I followed a little girl who wanted to show me something. I ended up in an unfamiliar house where a boy or a man was annoying me.
(Non lucid to Lucid)
After that I was searching for Dawn and a boy said he would help me. Someone gave me a plastic with two red years, A picture of a little boy with blonde hair and the name Alex that changed to Alexus. The boy was walked me through a hall, than into a room where we spotted a group of children hiding. The boy I was with tried beating them up but I held him back. Others tried joining in with the boy that wanted to fight than i was told to throw white powder at them. I tried but missed and woke up.
(Lucid)

Too much drinking

The dream started with me in a very simple room. 4 walls, 1 roof, and 1 floor, and nothing else. Though I had the feeling that it was a police interrogation room as one of the walls had one-way glass (I couldn't see through it.) and a door next to it, and I couldn't open it. I remember having a bottle of alcohol in my hand and I remember being drunk. Suddenly, I started to question my reality, asking, "Why do I think I'm in reality?" and also saying, "I could be dreaming." and then I continued saying my mantra which is "I'm dreaming". All the while looking at my surroundings. When I looked at my hands to do an RC (Though I couldn't really see them well as it was blurry (or I just don't recall the image of my hands)), I realized that I was dreaming. Then I said "I'm not going to do anything in the dream because I feel too drunk". I can't even believe myself anymore ;_;. I continued drinking and eventually woke up.

Well that was exciting and unexpected as a first (recalled) lucid dream! I feel as though I was only semi-lucid in the dream. I think I've been doing my RC's wrong. Usually, I do what I've been doing in my dream while trying to remember what I did 5 minutes ago. Then I proceeded to that RC and repeated my mantra. Of course I've been putting the thought that I REALLY WAS dreaming during these procedures, but it didn't really take full effect in the dream. Maybe it was because my hands were blurry, should I combine the hands RC with another one, or change my Reality Checking procedure? Or am I right, but I need to give it more time?

Scare

I turned off my laptop the wrong way (Did it abruptly by pressing the same button you use to turn it on). I felt afraid that it would damage it. (Dream Fragment).

Lucid #1:

In the earliest part that I can remember, I was walking through a golden field of grass. It was the early morning, the sun was rising and there was a little bit of mist all around. I was searching for a light painted forest to do Jenkees' lucid dare. Some annoying DC kept following me around so I shoved his face into the ground and put him in the handcuff position, then assigned another DC as a security guard to make sure that he stayed there. The security guard DC immediately had a mall cop uniform and nodded at me. I walked down a dirt path and I came to a small group of trees. I tried to illuminate the various plant life with a multicoloured glow. It wasn't working very well and there were only maybe 8 trees so I decided to try that dare another time.

I noticed that Dreamer was next to me, I was super excited that it was so easy to find her. I grabbed her hand and we started flying together over this beautiful countryside. I looked down while we flew and admired the vivid green fields. I saw a river that was running through a meadow and into a deeply wooded forest, I considered trying the dare again but decided to try some easier ones.

We eventually came to a small French town with cobblestone roads and traditional French architecture.



I saw a group of chairs that were outside a cafe and I used telekinesis to do one easy dare. I made a chair fly into the air with my mind powers and then I made it fly off into the distance at super speed. I then did some sexy stuff with Dreamer before the dream ended.


Lucid #2:

I was watching some story play out from a 3rd person perspective. This guy was going to a restaurant with his girlfriend, his mom, and his mom's boyfriend. The guy broke up with his girlfriend, his mom broke up with her boyfriend, and then the mom and the son left the scene. The mom's now ex-boyfriend pulled out a huge bag of cocaine and then started to do a line off some lady's table. The son's now ex-girlfriend asked for some, then pulled out an even bigger bag of cocaine and filled up the guy's smaller bag instead of taking any. It looked very thick and crystalline, like wet clumps of sugar. I appeared and had a body suddenly. I took the bag and rolled it into a huge, slushy clump of snow. I took it outside and held the clump of snow in my left hand while I took chunks of it and made snowballs with my right hand. I threw the snowballs at random DCs that passed by me. They thought I was a dick at first, but then everybody in the street started having a massive, impromptu snowball fight. Old ladies were building fortresses behind cars, bus drivers were leaping over bushes while throwing snowballs and screaming like rambo, and little kids were banding together to plot a massive snowball assault on the adults. I was still throwing snowballs at people at this point. I stole one guy's huge snowball that looked like it was about the size of someone's head and I threw it at another guy. The snow fell off and it turned into a soccer ball. Both guys seemed a little bothered by my tactics but then we all joked about it and went to sit down and eat some food at an outdoor picnic table. I looked at my plate and there were 4 grilled ham & cheese sandwiches. I thought to myself, "Mmmm can't eat those, they're definitely not vegan."
Then I said to myself, "WAIT, this is a dream, I can eat anything here and it doesn't even matter!"

I joked around with the people at the table for quite some time as I ate all four sandwiches. I was really enjoying being able to be calm in a group of male friends and I also liked not having to worry about the dream ending anytime soon. Right about when I was done eating the sandwiches, I heard a truck outside IWL and woke up a little. I stayed calm and waited to DEILD.

The dream started again in a small, completely empty house. There was no furniture or anything, just white walls and white carpet. I walked outside and began flying. Almost immediately I noticed that there was a huge party going on below me. I got excited and wanted to go check it out. It looked like I had stumbled onto a party filled with various supernatural creatures; there were werewolves, vampires, and zombies all hanging out there. They were snacking on brains, blood, and other various foods that were laid out on picnic tables. I got a little bit uncomfortable because they started to eye me like I was going to be their next course. I stayed calm then flew up to what looked like a giant wooden patio that was surrounding a massive tree house. This tree was seriously huge, like world tree size. The patio was a restaurant that was next to an outdoor bar/club. I saw a table filled with guys that were eating different pizzas. I walked over and they offered me some. I gladly accepted and began greedily stuffing my mouth by taking a bite out of each slice. One of the DCs looked a bit sad so I told him with my mouth completely full, "Aww I'm sorry man, I left most of it for you."

Strangely, my mouth felt kind of dry, so I looked around for a drink but I couldn't find any. I stuffed my face with some fries instead. Then I looked over to the bar/club and there were multicoloured lights flashing with a decent sized crowd of people grinding up against each other in what resembled a fully clothed orgy. I decided to try some tasks so I flew down to a nice, quiet, and empty house then reached inside my pocket. I pulled out a black disc, stretched it out with my hands, then threw it on the floor. I jumped in with the intent of travelling to an advanced civilization and felt like I was falling through a void. I'm usually scared of falling in dreams but this sensation was actually quite pleasant. I landed and opened my eyes. I was in the same room as before and I thought to myself, "Well shit, that didn't work very well."

Then I looked outside the window and noticed that everything had changed. I floated through the window and saw that all of the buildings looked aged and run-down. There was overgrown vegetation everywhere and many of the houses had trees growing out of their rooves, with massive roots completely encompassing some of them.



There was nobody around. After exploring for a bit, I noticed a building that had lit candles inside. I smashed through a giant window to get in, I didn't feel like trying to phase through it. I looked around and felt like I was in an inventor's workshop. There were schematics and half-completed contraptions strewn about all over the place. I picked up one tool that looked like a magnifying glass, except that it had tiny, golden gears inside as well as strange and intricate symbols. It looked like it had some kind of complex, electrical circuit built into the glass. I then picked up what looked like a paper weight. I inspected it closely and saw fine, golden etches in it that resembled a fibonacci spiral. I had no idea what any of this stuff did so I wandered around the house to look for the inventor, but I only found his wife. She wore these tight, pink pants and looked like she was from the 90's. She also seemed to be quite sassy and rude. I said to her, "Hello, I am from another time and I would like to see some cool technology please."
She responded in a thick, Brooklyn accent, "Okay, but that'll cost you ten dollars."
I pulled 30 Australian dollars out of my pocket and handed it to her. She looked surprised for a split second before bursting into laughter. She said to me, "You still use this paper shit? Hahahahahaha."

I quickly reached into my pockets and pulled everything out. I had 60 AUD and my phone, which I then handed to her. She laughed even harder then said, "Fine, fine, I'll show you something."

She took out this green coloured cream and put it on my face. She said, "Get ready for it to burn, it will completely protect you from the sun and from heat."

Some of it got into my mouth, it had a goolike texture and it tasted kind of like avocado mixed with sugar and some kind of seeds. I looked at her shelves and pointed to one bottle of stuff then asked her, "What does that do?"

She responded, "Oh, that will give you the BIGGEST farts of your life."

Woke up.

At first I was riding a bike along a dirt road, but I didn't want to go to far, as I had to turn around and go back. I don't remember where I had to go back to though. There was a bridge over the road I was on, and I went past it. The scene in the dream changes a little as I turn around to go back. Now there is a sidewalk to follow to the side of the road. So I start walking up the hill on it. There was this guy who went past me with some tools. He goes past me and starts building a house with some other people, although the foundation was only shed size. The foundation is part of the sidewalk, so their project is blocking the sidewalk. I hear two of the people there, a man and woman, plan to do something with these things they have. It is some type of evil plan that will hurt many people in order so they will gain. It takes me a few minutes, as I linger around the area looking around, but I manage to steal two of their devices. One is a small power cube, it is actually pulsating with energy and lights up as it pulses. The other is a sonic screwdriver. I almost get away, but the woman sees the sonic screwdriver in my hand and they chase me.

I don't get far, but I don't have to. As they close in, I turn the power of the sonic screwdriver on the guy and he de-activates. It seems he is an android from what I can tell. The woman coming after me pretty much gives up her cause at this point, and doesn't try to directly confront me. She does still stalk me, hoping to get the stuff back some other way. It seems the android guy had a CD in his head, which ejected from his mouth when he de-activated. I knew this CD had the instructions on how to use the sonic screwdriver, but I didn't have a CD player to use it. So I'm sticking the CD in my own mouth part way, hoping that will work, but I'm like what am I doing? The only thing I'm doing is slobbering on the CD. I wake up while trying to think of ways to use the instruction CD for the sonic screwdriver.

It was dark, I was with a girl in the town. On the sidewalk there was a box. The girl jumps in and disappear. I was like wow, let me try it also. I jump in but nothing happen and I realize that this is a dream. I jump high in the sky and fall down on a roof of a building. The roof was so realistic with so much detail. I jump again high in the sky but I get scare when I fall (because I'm falling so fast), but I manage to control the landing. I say to myself that I must not forget when I will wake up. I shout out loud but I feel my real mouth in real life started to move, so I stop immediately, but I woke up finally

1.I am already lucid. I was in my house. It was daytime and I was all alone. I walked down my hallway and observed everything quietly. It was so quiet and relaxing. I walked into my parents room and looked around. Suddenly everything started going crazy. The house started shaking and my vision started to turn grainy. I remembered my dream goal, to find a specific girl DC before the end of the dream. So as I felt myself fading, instead of trying to save the dream, I tried to get this girl. What a rational choice lol. I hold out my hand with my palm open and command the dream, "Bring [DC Girl] to my hand right now!" but the command didnt work because I didnt believe.

Note: The dream was WAY longer than this. The entire lucid dream itself felt like hours long, but I forgot most of it since it was from last week.

Had a lucid this morning it was short but i was able to explore the area i was in for a little bit. There was a walkway and thought i was coming up to a lottery ticket stand but then i got excited and woke up... love it when im lucid enough to explore...

A fragment - I'd just been fighting someone who's run off, and I'm looking at the way our fight has corrupted patches of the ground, feeling regret over that.

A woman is riding in a carriage and carrying a baby, with a small tapestry depicting an angel hanging opposite. She speaks to the angel in the tapestry, referring to it as the baby's father. The angel in the tapestry speaks back.

(Woke up. Back to sleep.)

An odd level of lucidity. I thought of it as feeling exactly like my waking perspective, which I disliked - I felt like I was stuck halfway between something. I had difficulty controlling anything, or even flying properly, though I could float just a bit off the ground. I was at my IRL home, and since I failed to change the scene at the front door, I started walking down the road, figuring that once I got far enough that my surroundings were less familiar, the scene would change naturally.

At the end of the road - which indeed has stopped resembling its IRL equivalent fairly quickly - I come across a small construction crew, and there's immediately an accident involving a passing car and one of the machines. I'm called over to speak as a witness. Eventually the construction worker invites both me and the driver of the car back to dinner at his house, saying that it's too late to be outdoors, it's not safe.

Some barely-lucid scenes at his home in which I meet one interesting young woman with some chronic disease; otherwise I'm mostly focused on finding an excuse to avoid eating anything and keeping my appearance hidden behind the high collar of my coat, which causes people to come to some wrong conclusions about me. I don't correct them. I eventually find an excuse to step outside.

He was right, it is dangerous to be out this late - many people have been infected by something like madness or bloodlust. It's a kind of miasma. I come across infected people in the woods armed with farm equipment, pitchforks and that sort of thing; they've been waiting in this one patch of shadows to ambush whoever comes along. I enjoy this. Whatever this miasma has done to them, it doesn't affect me directly, not in the way it affects them at least; but their resulting madness is something I sort of feed off of, it's exhilarating.

At a crossroads I come across a group of four people who work for me - a blonde woman with her hair in a bun, a very pale man with long black hair, a small man wearing glasses, and a bald man with a tattoo in the center of his forehead. They've plainly been enjoying the night. As we greet each other, that young woman from the house emerges from the woods and attacks me with a sword. She makes this stunningly noble and upright figure, in stark contrast to the general miasma; I like her instantly.

One of my men intercepts her, and as she's fighting him, she's accusing me of being responsible for everything going on around here. She says she recognized me at the house - apparently I'm someone in the public eye in some way - and that she'd always suspected me of being corrupted, and now I've proven it. She's not exactly wrong. I'm not the one who corrupted this place, in fact I'm trying to hunt that person down - but I am part of the corruption, she's right about that much. When my man's got her restrained, I try to explain this to her; we have a mutual enemy. If she wants to hunt him down, my corruption could be useful to her.

I was dreaming of walking down a street in my childhood neighborhood. I was in a hurry and thought: if I was dreaming I could be flying now instead of walking - wait! Why not repeatedly run and jump? It's a good feeling ( I remember doing it a lot in my childhood). So I run fast down the street and jump. I notice that I stay quite long on air - can this be a dream? I jump again trying to stay longer on air and I just keep on flying! Wow! It's a dream! I am flying down this beautiful old city with colorful buildings over a green street.

Now the road starts going uphill and I continue to fly going upwards. I lad and just can't believe that all the dream scenes I remembered were actually dreams... I start recalling the dream... and I am in bed... amazed of the life-like feeling of the previous dreams. I conclude that the REM period must be over. Nevertheless, I decide to try and stay aware for a DEILD, but I drift into a normal dream - actually in the morning, this is the only dream-fragment I remember, obviously because I was lucid...

In this dream I became spontaneously lucid for no reason at all. When it happened, I had just walked into a very large empty room. There were no windows, a very high ceiling, and doors on opposite walls. It was a brightly lit room, and yet there were no light fixtures. As soon as I realized I was dreaming, I flew up into the air and began circling the room, and that’s when I noticed I wasn’t alone. A man had been following me. He was staring at me as I circled above, and when he noticed me staring back at him, he quickly looked away. I began to think about asking for my daughter to join me, but I’ve been reluctant about doing this lately, because last weekend a group of four thugs tortured her right in front of me (I’ve been very upset with this since). I really should journal what happened, but I’ve been trying to forget about it. Feeling some retaliation I flew down and grabbed this guy from the back and flew up into the air with him, and I honestly don’t remember what happened next. Thinking back on this, I acted inappropriately, and I need to stay calm and not be violent in LD’s, no matter what happens.

*Haven't been writing the dreams down after i wake up into the notebook. So my recall sucks.

Explore

I was on dream views chatting with people about OBE and AP. When Sageous suggested I'd do one OBE exit. I think he suggested it so I could see if there was difference in a OBE dream. Sivason than offered to AP with me so I wouldn't be alone and because he wanted to explore.I said Okay than I think I went to sleep. When I looked around there was an old lady sharpening a blade.As I looked at her get another piece of blade metal for me I thought about how I wanted Sivason to see the interesting old lady. After that I think that is when Sivason came out the computer and took me to what was supposedly suppose to be the AP dimension. We were walking on a dark street and there were white transparent looking stones. People were around as well.

Sivason said that his purpose for coming was to see someone that he knew that died. I told him I would follow him and when we crossed a street he mentioned how the roads that come together in front of us are dangerous.By that I thought he meant cars and pulled myself back in the dream. I was sort of scared than tried waking up.The next thing I remember is that the dream scene changed and I could see a fence and people frozen on the fence. I appeared in my room downstairs than noticed a pit bull that wasn't moving.Out of no where a guy appeared and mentioned how his dog could talk The dog than started to talk saying that he could even say "I'm dreaming".

Lastly I remember serving myself a hotdog, rice and crispy chicken from a food cart outside. Don't remember what led up to it. But I woke up after that.

Making A Video

I was in a black room with a few people creating a video. I asked someone if I should use lego people but than decided to just film on camera drawing cut outs of the characters. A part of the video I was trying to film was a old lady who was running on fire in the dream.

The next thing I remember is being in a room where two kids were arguing about how one was going to get rid of the other to make life more interesting. The mom came in and tried to help the kids reason but they weren't listening. one actually got rid of the other, can't recall how. But than the other resurrected himself and had to explain how he did it.

Little Girl

I was inside a room with a blonde little girl and her mother. I asked the little girl if she wanted me to read her a book. She said yes so I looked at the book, opened it, than began reading. But the words were like gibberish. I thought it was maybe like that so it could be fun for the kids to read. But when I turned the page a female, anime character appeared and started to voice the story. But she was explaining something very inappropriate for children. I closed the book and apologized for picking the wrong book in the bag. So I tried grabbing another one. but than music book turned on of a guy singing something inappropriate.

I apologized again and waited for it to turn off. When It stopped I think the mom mentioned that it was time for them to go.
So when they left I ended up going to my house where my cousins were present. They were annoying me as they left though. I recall going downstairs but found it too dark so I ran back upstairs. I think that is when TMNT appeared and I ended trying to help them come up with a plan to defeat something.I can't remember though.


Max

I was inside a room upstairs doing something when suddenly my older brother's friend comes and mentions how by older brother shot my dog to calm him down. But when they went to the room they noticed that blood was leaking through the bottom of the door. I was surprised and he told me to tell my dad. I ran to my dad and told him how stupid my brother was because he shot Max.My dad was shocked than ran down stairs and I followed.When we got to Max's spot I didn't see any blood but went to my room where my older brother use to sleep. He was on the bed swinging the gun like it was nothing. I told him to give me the gun and tried grabbing it but couldn't get it. Than he threatened to shoot me so I walked out the room and told my dad.

My dad and I than went to the room where my dad demanded an explanation. As my brother was talking I realized something,Max was really sick before and died already. It didn't matter if my brother shot him if he was already dead. I think I woke up after that.

4.9.15

Last night bed 11pm - 7am

WBTB 7am - 7:42am

Got up to potty at 8:46
Got up at 9:09 to eat a slice of bread

Woke up at 11:48, about 30 min after the main event.

So this was something new. So I settle on my sofa with pillows high in almost sitting position as usually, and both cats rush to take their spots on me, as usually. I welcome their presence, since I know I can WILD even with them stirring on me. I pull the lem of my robe that is on top of my pillows over my eyes to make it dark. Nothing unusual about all that.

But then, literally just 5-10 min after I close my eyes. I feel the strongest sensation in my face mostly, and also in my head. Similar to sensation I feel when I'm falling asleep. I call it "dipping down, or going down". It feels to me as I'm going deeper, one level after another, into me, into sleep. It's also similar to sensation in my head just as I'm entering lucid state.

So I'm not asleep yet, but my face and head are saying that I'm lucid. Now I remembered I should have tried rolling or motionless RCs. Damned. Something was going on. And this was going on till I got up first time to potty, continued after and was still happening when I got up second time to eat.

At some point I manage to fall asleep and I'm instantly lucid. I recognize I'm in my childhood bedroom. Split second urge to fly out the window but making a consious decision to exit via door. The apartment door is halfway opened, but it closes as I reach for it. At first I think it's mom or dad coming home and I say "Hi...". But when the door closes, I sense something not good and as I'm trying to open it, it puts up a fight and it's just like in my non-lucids, when doors are being held shut by something. I feel like I made this happen, coz I got a quick "bad feeling" just before it started.

To my biggest surprise I wake up, still with lucid sensations all over my face and head.

I fall asleep and I'm pretty sure I'm lucid again. I'm showing some kids how I can fly, or at least I tell them, that I could fly, but not always. And sure enough, I can't fly. I'm making swimming motions upwards and I'm slowly ascending. I'm holding hand with a child, and he is holding another ones hand, and there is about 5-6 of us, and I'm pulling us all upwards. It's hard, so I'm pulling myself along by grabbing things on some buuildings that look like towers made of stacked books. I'm affraid they will start falling over, but they are not.

Next dream:
I'm in some school. It's huge. Connected via some doors and corridors with another school next to it. I somehow enter that other school, and when I'm coming back, I think I'm not returning to the same reality I had left from. But I can't be bothered trying again and looking for the door to my correct reality. I'm thinking whatever, this one may be fine as well.