lucid

Exploring

I closed my eyes and started to feel a sinking feeling and soon a view of mountains appeared. I was hovering in the air and being flown to the right by an invisible force. While that was happening I was viewing a mountain erupt blue stuff. Perhaps it was ocean water because there was water splashing against some of the mountains too. I also saw beautiful trees and honestly, i felt a bit nervous to be in such a setting even if i knew it was a dream. The place was just so wide and exotic. Than I was flown down closer to a rocky mountainous ground that was in a form of a circle, painted with a white line. I was flown around the mountain area like three times until I was flown away from it. After that I started to see the scene change to a city.

I was thinking of Dawn so i guess that's why it changed.(I said I wouldn't think of Dawn and i did...- w -" ごめんね) Anyways I saw myself passing people and cars in the city till I arrived at a bank." Where's Dawn? Did it take me to Dawn?" I thought as i looked around for him.I saw my uncle inside the bank through the glass getting money out of a ATM machine. Than noticed my dad outside telling my uncle to hurry up. When i turned and walked a bit i was pulled from behind by Dawn who sat me down. I was happy and hugged him and couldn't wait to do stuff with him. I got up after hugging Dawn for too long than he followed me. I saw fruit on the floor. Bananas, oranges and maybe there was apple.

"Oo~ Fruit! This is my chance to feed him something in the dream!" I thought, looking at which fruit to give him.(Hes not a pokemon/pet. But I find moments like these memorable ^^) I than thought about how funny it would be if i fed him a banana, in a non negative way. "Dawn, you want to eat a banana?" I asked him. When I looked at him he was already eating a fruit. I noticed my younger brother around and asked him what i should feed Dawn. I think he was open to me feeding him anything but before I could the dream scene changed. (Whhy!! D:<) I appeared on my bed and couldn't move. It was pitch black with some visible light through the door. The room also had a red hue in certain spots.

I could hear my younger brother talking outside in the hall but he sounded really young. I tried with full force but slowly to get up. I managed to get up on my feet but was pulled back. "Could Dawn be holding me in this room?" I thought. Than I did my best to reach the door and manged to open it a little. I saw my younger brother although he did look a little bit different and younger than his actual age. " Help me! Can you pull me out please!?"I said holding my arm out towards him."Okay!" he said than pulled me out of the room. I than noticed a girl as my brother happily left to upstairs. She is a recurrent dc in my dream that's been popping up many times now. Shes annoying.

"Do you know where Dawn is?" I asked her. " You are grotesque,sad,weird in places, I find it hard to look at you," she said to me in a monotone voice. " O.k. Thanks! I really appreciate you telling me how I feel about myself!" I said to her."Whatever." she replied back. I than noticed something that wasn't in my hands before. There was a small art canvas in my hands, not white but a bone white color. It had a painting of Dawn sideways from the head and stopped at the waist. He was wearing a long sleeve white collar t shirt. I asked the girl if she could tell me about the picture but she ignored me than walked through the halls with the intention to go upstairs. I looked at the picture again than looked at the backyard door. "Should I go outside or upstairs?" I thought. But i had a feeling it would be night so i walked a bit into the hallway and could hear the girl talking to someone upstairs." I'm thinking of going to the dark place now but i'm not sure." she said. Someone else replied to her than i woke myself up. DX I hate places with no light in dreams.

Green Eyes

I was inside the dream with my younger brother. He told me that we were playing a dream game where we had to race to change the notes on the calendar to stay longer in the dream and so that we could get away from the evil girl/thing that would chase us. We started off at the bed, than when he said"Go!" I ran all the way to the calendar and tried changing the notes. My younger brother helped me than I realized that I didn't have to do this.
" Instead of playing this game can you just make it so that I can get what i want? Please!~" I asked with a beggar's face. "Okay. What is it that you want?" he asked. "I want to dance!" I said enthusiastically. There was a guy nearby who had these bright green eyes and looked like a actor. His eyes reminded me of Kiro so I said I wanted to dance with him. The guy than came up to me, took my hand and we started dancing but in a somewhat ball room style.

He spun me around and it was fun but i also noticed how bad i was at dancing. " O.k. That's enough."I said and than we stopped.The next thing I remember is that I was walking in a city on a foggy day. I was dressed in a navy blue and white Japanese university uniform and so were some other girls around me. We were waiting to cross the street and I got the feeling that we had to hurry and get to school before a storm came. When i saw people walking i started to follow the rest on the street but than cars started passing so we had to go back. I knew it would be rude but i felt scared and held to a girl's backpack that was next to me. Than a harsh wind began to blow us back and it felt like i was about to fly but we landed back safely. When it was safe I followed two girls(One of them being the girl with the backpack) and ended up inside a white dorm room with them.

The two girls were sitting down in separate desks leaning close to each other. The girl to my left had a white backpack open filled with lots of white pill bottles inside. Some open and some closed that showed orange pills inside. " Look at all the stomach pills i got. With these we could have as much fun as we want and not have to worry about getting pregnant." said the girl with the bag of pills. As they kept on talking I was wondering if I should say something to them but than noticed it was all just a dream."You shouldn't do that. Taking all those pills could hurt you." I said to her than thought about telling her about Dawn. "There is this guide that I like having around but he doesn't appear as much as i want him to. What do you think i should do?" I asked them. ( Jade already told me to summon my other guides but I just wanted to know what a dc would say xD) I could tell that as i was saying this the girl with the pills was listening intently just by looking at her face. But than..."Are you a freshmen?" she asks laughing with the other girl than writes freshmen on a paper.

"This could be the girl you were looking for!" says the girl to the right. "Yeah! I know right!" says the girl with the pills. "I'm almost a sophomore." I told them a bit regretful asking them. Than I walk over to the girl's dresser and see her socks. I see a really fluffy sock and get the urge to put it on but decide not to.After that I appear in my old best friend's house and there are a bunch of people who are supposedly suppose to be really close friends/family members. The pill girl is there and we are all getting ready to have dinner. A chubby man appears than pulls out a huge cooked pig. You can see its full body outline but its crispy and cooked. He mentions how he cooked it in orange sauce. I take a tiny piece and eat it, telling him that its good but next time he should use the regular bbq sauce instead. He gives me a look like hes saying " Seriously? i just cooked a whole pig for you guys!" but than just says he will do it next time.

People than begin to disappear around me and a narrator begins speaking. "There was a baby girl that was born and raised in this home. Unlike others she was faithful to where she came from and used her trained ninja skills to help the turtles defeat their enemies."As this was happening i could see animated cartoons playing out what would be the actions for the narration voice. I thought about how it sucked that I was alone now than decided to jump on the couch just for fun. There was a red fluffy cloth covering the couch cushions. When i jumped on it like three times i ran out to the balcony of the house after opening a Japanese style slide door that isn't suppose to be there. Than i ran and jumped off the edge onto a platform near the front door, than onto the side walk. Didn't know where i really wanted to be in the dream but i did not want to stay in the house anymore because i didn't want to see a certain dc there.

All too quickly though I appeared on a moving bus inside the dream. I could see the driver but when i looked around there was no one else on the bus. I decided to let the dream take me wherever it thought i should go. I enjoyed the ride for a bit but when it started flying it disappeared and I was just being flown now. I was fine but than a blue,bald,somewhat human looking monster flew up to me and tried to attack me. I made a huge screw appear in my hands and hit the monster like threw times as if i was using a hammer. I defeated it than started thinking about how i wanted to go to the beach now. I was flown and noticed the beach appearing in front of me. I could see kids playing with a ball near the water and wanted to go closer. But I was pulled back and couldn't move further."Let me go over there!" I shouted and managed to move a few more feet closer but than i was pulled back again. I also took note of a transparent wall that was above me to the left side. "Is that suppose to be a barrier?" I thought. I watched as the kids played than just accepted the dream keeping me back. It was a great view though.

28.04.2015

Emptying the lake = Undin Entite (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was flying and I believe it was to Geneva as I was going to be teaching there for a few days. Suddenly, I freaked out because I noticed I had no luggage with me. I also looked at a bag and apparently, i only had clothes. I did not have any of the manuals I wanted to give to my students and I neither had my signing bowls / crystals with me. I felt terrible until I noticed and wondered how did I get into the plane, and wondered about my passport too.

I did a reality check and turned lucid right away, as not only my hands were weird, but despite the plane flying and making its regular noise, the inside of the plane itself looked like a bus. I felt very relieved and very happy because it was all a dream and well, I was lucid. I decided to take a flight to make the dream stable as usual, so I went to the front of the bus-plane. Now, it was like a plane as I could see the locked cabin and the exit door was on the left, as usual on the planes. I opened the door and one fly attendant freak out (Funny how my subconscious knows opening the door of a flying plane is a bad idea...) but I opened the door anyway (which looked like the front door of a house.)

Nothing happened to the plane, I think it either vanished or flew away, but I glided through the clouds and even though I felted tempted to go to space, I wanted to do the ToTM Bonus, which was awesome this month. As I was flying, I saw a lot of mountains and a lake. I landed next to the lake and imagined water coming out from my hands. At first, nothing happened, but after a while, water and ice were coming our from my hands. I froze everything around and also flooded a forest. I was not sure if it was rightly done, I felt so, but I also felt it could be a false memory, so just in case, did the other way around.

I imagined water and ice again coming out from my hands and I pointed at the lake. I visualized a bubble absorbing all the water in the lake until I saw something like this:







I found it funny, because it is an enemy from a final fantasy game (a very nasty one actually, Undin Entite for those final fantasy fans) however, it did not attack me or anything, it was just floating above. I looked at the lake and it was completely empty, but funny enough, I saw what looked like treasure chests, even though I believe they were empty.

After a while of observing this scenic view, I saw a weird light in the sky and flew to it. I believe I lost both lucidity and recall from here.

I wake up from a previous dream and see some HI. I remain still, hoping to DEILD. The HI becomes more vivid for a couple of seconds before a dream scene of my bedroom pops into view. Starting to walk, I see a girl and think about doing some sexy stuff, but decide my dare is much more important. I walk down the hallway and find some empty floor space. I ask the dream to throw me some Barbie dolls. Some Barbie dolls get thrown on the floor out of thin air. They aren't real attractive, having bushy white hair, but I think they are close enough. I do the same to summon some Ken dolls, who have bushy black hair. The Barbie dolls are moving around but the Ken dolls are still sleeping. I wake up a Ken doll. A grab him and force him to look at Barbie. "Interact with each other!" I demand. Barbie says, "Umm...he's really attractive???" another Ken doll chimed in "I like wet vines!" I start to tell them about Amelia Earheart and wake up.

I was painting in Photoshop. I had this really weird stylized piece of Manei and myself riding some kind of hovering motorcycle together.


So quite an entertaining semi lucid dream. I was backpacking in the remote mountains with the hippie character from the Avatar episode the cave of two lovers, Cyborg from Teen Titans and my dream guide. Gives you an idea of what caliber dream we are dealing with today.

I remember when we were first heading out into the mountains we rode this gondola over the terrain. The hippie guy wasn't with us at this point. I remember talking with Manei. For some reason I was telling her how as a kid, I was really skinny and why that sucked. (Even though when I was a kid I used to have quite a bit of chub.) I said the worst was going to sporting events because there was too much food.

...

Now apparently in this dream, 'Backpacking' didn't mean that you took a backpack full of stuff into the wilderness. It meant that you all carried one another. So we were all walking around in a big stack. Cyborg was on the bottom, Manei was in the middle and I was on top. It was nice not having anybody on my shoulders but I kept hitting my head on tree branches and stuff.

It was then that the hippie character from avatar showed up. He told us he knew a way for us to get to our campsite a lot faster. And how did we get there? By going through the cave of two lovers of course.

We all walk together for a time and sing the song.

He shows us where the entrance to the cave is. The entrance looks like that of an Egyptian temple or tomb (strange because we were in the middle of the woods...). There was some kind of puzzle to get in where I had to push this big black box that read Azroth Char-Cole into the side of the wall. I pushed it with my hiking stick, and it was a good thing too because a trap blade fell down and cut it off.

The door mechanism activated and the door opened. Behind it was a narrow catwalk leading through a very deep room full of wires and pipes.

"What the heck... I thought this was like an ancient temple? Why is there all this technology?"

We walked through this room and found ourselves outside. We were in a meadow where wheat or some kind of golden yellow grass was growing everywhere. There was a train track with a train caboose moving along slowly, and a single lone abandoned farmhouse on top of a nearby hill.

The sky was gloomy and dark, and there was fog everywhere. Somebody who wasn't me remarked about how something seemed off about this place.

I somehow manifested this suitcase. When I threw it on the ground it transformed in about the coolest way possible into this steampunk mechanical train conductor. I wanted to use him for information about the place we were in.

"Hey, is that train dangerous?"

"Go ahead and put three fingers on the track! All trains are dangerous!"

Cyborg lunged at me and tried to attack me and then just disappeared in mid air. He re appeared near me and stopped trying to attack me.

I then became fully lucid.

"Wait a second, I didn't even like this episode! Why am I dreaming about it? And I don't want to have to kiss someone to get out of here."

I lost the dream and woke up.

This was in the morning. I had already woken up but thought I could try to fall asleep to some MILD affirmations to have a short lucid dream.

All of a sudden, I found myself in the same bed, but with my dream journal in hand (I had bought a new one the day before) and looking at the front page. There, I could read the fields "name" and "username" yet to be filled. The "username" one made me think of DreamViews, but I knew the actual journal doesn't have this field. I became lucid right away, and did the nose-pinch RC to confirm. Of course, I could breathe through it, but at the same time I was able to feel my real body on my bed. I thought it was best not to move for a little while because I seemed to be half awake. Then, for some reason I started worrying I would oversleep, so finally I decided to open my eyes.

I took 3 mg of melatonin before bed, then had a ~1 hour WBTB after 4 hours of sleep. Dreamer had told me at some point before these dreams that she had just had two lucid dreams, so I was determined to have some of my own!

I don't remember how I became lucid, I remember standing next to dream characters from a story line that I had been participating in and I was trying to remember tasks. I thought of the bonus task, manipulate 4 elements or something. I looked off into the distance at these hills and made them stretch and grow to colossal sized mountains. I then imagined that they were volcanic and I made them explode with fiery boulders that I made fall down all around me and they set this forest on fire. I walked past the forest as it burned. Molten lava was still raining from the sky but I wasn't worried about getting hurt by it.

I walked out of an orangish-yellow haze and into a city. I started flying at this point. I saw a large skyscraper and made wind blow up against it so hard that it fell over. I didn't watch any of the destruction that ensued from that, I just kept flying. I then noticed a large pond beneath me and I raised my hands so that my palms were facing it and all of the water drained from it almost immediately. I made a bit of the water fly around in the air for fun.

I then went to hang out with dream characters in a new storyline, I don't remember what it was about though. In the next part that I can remember, I was noticing the dream was ending and thinking to myself, "Shit, I should have done something more interesting because I'm totally going to forget what I just did", and I did.

The dream ended and I waited for another one to begin. I started to see what looked like my room and I opened my eyes and looked around. I was excited because the dream started next to Dreamer. I smiled at her and she said to me, "Your eyes were open for a while, it was weird." I was convinced that I had actually woken up at that point and I told her about my dream and she gave me a huge smile, that made me happy. I rolled over to fall back asleep.


In the next dream, I had been playing out a loop. It started as me being an actor in some kind of film or play, then I had to go to a high school with a friend. I remember one of the classes was an exercise/weight lifting class. I also remember that there were spider webs when I would end the day and move back to the start of the dream location so that it could begin again. At the end of each cycle there were more spider webs. At the end of what I would guess was the third cycle, there were too many spider webs and I couldn't move past this tiny passage that I needed to go through to get back to the start of the loop. Being trapped/surrounded by spider webs is a dream sign of mine, and that made me realize it was a dream. I lit the spider webs on fire by touching them with my finger, then blew on them to make the flames get huge. I could feel the heat from the fire, it felt extremely realistic. When the spider webs were all gone, I jumped through the opening and ended up in what looked like an ancient temple. There was no roof overhead, just a magnificent sky that was filled with stars. I flew up into the sky and noticed a galaxy off in the distance. It was next to this truly beautiful looking town that was composed of bright, vivid, brilliant colours. I thought that the sight of the galaxy and the town was so gorgeous that I started to cry in the dream. I wished that I could bring the sight with me out of the dream, I wished that I could paint it.

I flew towards the town and the dream started to get really weird, I don't remember what happened though. I woke up soon after that anyways.

Woohoo I had a few dreams I could remember last night and one sort of lucid/OBE that was pretty cool.

1: I was watching a football match and I noticed that 3 of the opposition players were samurai, and one of them, presumably the best, carried a sword as well. Those three started dominating the other team and everyone was getting scared by just how good they were.

2: My brother Aidan and I went to an ice cream place and got some nice gelati. We went inside and there was a sort of sports club where Johnno(Brad Johnson, football player from my childhood) was there as part of a tv show, I think he was interviewing Jason and Gordon and maybe someone else. I got in the way a bit trying to find a place to pay for the ice cream so I went to a bar in a different part of the place to pay. I gave the 50 dollar note and she said it was fake and to come with me. She led me into a small cupboard place and she told me that the note wasn’t actually fake, locking the door with us inside. Some strange fun time ensued.

3: [LUCID] From the dream before it sort of dissolved into blackness and became a FA. I genuinely thought I had just woken up but I did an RC and pushed my finger through my palm. I got lucid and remembered I had read about the Phase by Michael Raduga a few days before, so I thought that this was an OBE rather than a lucid lol(but who knows). Because of that I tried to get ou of my bed and it was difficult, but I managed to sit up eventually and started to walk out of my room. It was almost pitch black and my body felt really heavy for some reason. I headed to the bathroom as I remembered the first thing raduga said was to look in a mirror, so I flicked on the light switch (it worked, unusual for a dream lol) and looked at the mirror, and i wasn't there initially. At various stages through the rest of the dream though my reflection sort of flickered into the mirror. I started feeling even heavier and in the mind as well so I tried to exert some control over the dream to not much success. I tried to eleport but even fer reminding myself that I was in full control of the dream it didn't work. Instead I decided to throw some fire at the mirror and I managed to get a little stream of fire from my hands. After this I started getting sucked out of the dream and woke up.

4: After going back to sleep I had a dream that I was in a Harry Potter(or something similar) movie. My friend and I went to this woman's house where we went downstairs and used her portal to sort of travel to the ministry of magic, where we were waging an underground war of sorts. We were sort of fighting against apitalism a bit (lol) and eventually my got captured and I gt captured after that. I was carried through in a box/stretcher thing, and it was very cinematic like. Several times throughout the dream I had moments where my vision was still/I wasn't moving and my vision slowly blurred and faded into blackness, similar to in Anamneis when he wakes from the coma (forgot his name doh). I can't remember any other details too well.

W.I.L.D. Attempt #6 ~ Since 5 Days Ago, When I Started Lucid Dreaming Again
T.O.T.Y. (Task of the Year) Underworld
~ Dream #1 ~
100% Lucidity

Approximate Real Life Time: Around ten minutes

Approximate Dream Time: A few hours

Backstory:
I live high up in an apartment building.

Story:
I woken up in my bed, and looked outside the window, it was my dream world. It was probably noon there, and no one was in the city, or in my apartment. I open my bedroom door to my vibrantly lit hallway. I wanted to explore my dream's apartment building, so I opened the door outside my apartment, and thought about going to do one of the ToTY tasks. I decided Underworld was the best decision for me since I didn't know whether War of the Gods was consider completed or not. I went to the elevator and clicked the button for down. This elevator would bring me to the underworld.

When the elevator arrived, there were many dark spirits wear black inside the elevator already. I noticed a new button on the elevator, it was a letter U, and I guess that meant underworld. I clicked on it and later I arrived in the underworld in front of Cerberus, and I decided to take him to-go. I shrank Cerberus and made him friendly, and put him into a small metal cage. I decided to explore the underworld a little bit. I took Cerberus with me around the underworld, and later, to a tree that has sap that when touched, makes a person forget everything, so they can be reborn. Then I went into the lava and explored a little more of the Underworld. I found evil spirits, and many were on one island. Later, I visited Hades and he got really mad at me for invading his home. He was huge and about 50 times bigger than me. He grabbed me with his bigger hands, but I escaped and told him, " I have some business in Tartarus, I will battle you later." I vanished though a portal, and was very close to the entrance to Tartarus. It was about one soccer field away from me, across pits of lava, and stalactites that hung from the ceiling of the cave I was in. The entrance of Tartarus looked like a demon with rock teeth that opened when you got close. It wasn't alive but it was cool. I asked Cerberus if this was it, and in his mind he said, "Yes." I walked into Tartarus, leaving him behind.

I had to go down black, dark steps surrounded by a glowing red, and when I reached the bottom, it was a black liquid that engulf the place. There were many stalactites that were hanging from the ceiling all the way to the deepest part of the black liquid. I noticed there were many pieces of Cronus shattered around the area. I went into the dark liquid, and after a few steps, it already waist deep. I got blurry, and confused. After a few minutes, I finally found a way out of the liquid, and back onto the stairs. I walked up and decided to explore other areas of the Underworld.

I visited the Elysium, and it was pretty peaceful, and a fake sun was on top of one of the villages in the Elysium. There were regular houses like the modern day that also had a big lawns. I decided it's time to re-visit Hades and have that battle.

I entered Hades Palace, and he said, "How dare you enter this place again? I shall punish you!"
As he was going for me, I quickly slashed my sword as him. He fell, and became a smaller form than his giant form. I saw him leak ichor, god's blood, and I finally decided to heal him and leave the area. I healed him, then I left the Underworld. I also brought his three-headed dog, back to where he was supposed to be. I decided to keep him friendly, though. I decided that I was done with the task, so I forced myself to wake up.

Dream End.

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Little People

I was trying to fall asleep on my bed. Than all of sudden the dream scene cut to this other guy who was wearing a long black jacket. He was telling me that when he goes to sleep he tries to find the right position and something about his characters. After that I was walking inside a library, at least i think it was and i noticed what looked like little people toys walking on the floor. There were a lot. I couldn't see where they were going because a book shelf was blocking my view.So I went to look and a guy mentioned how he was leading them somewhere. Than the scene cut to this blonde guy on the street telling a blonde lady she can't sing. She asked him for a mic and he gave her one. Than the scene changed to a basketball court where this old guy with messy hair had lice and everyone was running away from him.


The Eye Medallion

First I was with my younger brother talking to him about something somewhere but than I noticed I was in a dream. Think we were outside in a city when I noticed we were.The city I was at had snow on the ground and was foggy. I got the urge to summon Jade into my dream to see what he would do so that is exactly what I did. I thought of jade as I was flying and than I see him riding on a bike. I tell him to race me and he ends up pedaling really fast behind me. I laugh than tell him he wont be able to catch me and try speeding up my flying. When I turn around I can see him not that far away, below me. He has his hands reaching out for my foot to pull me down. I keep moving forward and notice a dragon pop out of no where. The dragon was getting in our way so we ended up crashing onto the floor. I sighed than blamed the dragon for ruining the fun I was having. Jade came up to me and said it was okay and that we could do it again I think but I said I didn't want to. I spotted a bread with a piece of egg on the floor, bit it, than told Jade I just wanted for everything to go well.

We than started walking away and ended up inside a big room filled with people. The place almost looked like the layout of the inside of my house but not really. I remember looking around with Jade and wondering what/who will be able to answer a question about my dream guides. As I was looking I think that is when a lady or my younger brother ended up giving me what looked like a medallion with a symbol of a eye on it. They told me to use it to find the answer to my question. There was no chain on it though. I went into a room that turned out to be my living room and asked Jade if he thought I should use it. He said something like "yeah, if its worth finding out". I looked at the Eye and suddenly it said "This is the all seeing Eye of the future!" than laughed in a evil manner and fire started to appear around the Eye. I got scared but decided to just try and read the purple words that formed on the medallion. First on the top it read something about how revenge would mean demise and than it said something about how "At the end you won't be able to turn back". Than I saw that the Eye had what looked like a pyramid around it now and what looked like a 66 number began appearing. I threw it and was really freaked out.

I started mentioning how I didn't know it was that kind of Eye. My younger brother was near and told me not to worry about it. Something was coming out of the medallion though.That is when I false awakened on my bed but than not being able to move made me realized i was still inside a dream. "I will be able to wake up from this dream starting now!" I thought and thought again. I than thought about how maybe if i blinked my eye and thought about opening my real eyes it would work but it didn't. I could hear something in another room near by and wanted to wake up even more now. I manged to break my arm free from the paralysis and started biting my fingers. They were chewy and this wasn't helping at all. " This is definitely not going to work. Maybe If i feel pain i will wake up." I thought to myself than started imagining my fingers solid as i bit them. It was working a bit but then I just reappeared on the bed again. " Please don't be a dream" I said than tried moving.Still asleep." If my mind doesn't want me to wake up, I guess I'll just stay here till I'm suppose to." I said annoyed.

I than managed to get up after a bit of force. When I got up I felt strings around my arms and got that weird vibe. I closed the door in the room but it wan't working. The dc from the medallion was coming closer. I recognized its voice and it started scaring me. The only comforting thing was that there was a girl dc in the room with me sitting on a floating chair.I know I should be use to this by now but I just prayed to God again telling him I was afraid in a lucid dream again. Suddenly the girl on the chair got some kind of telepathic message asking her what she saw." I see a picture of a moon" she said as she looked at what was a picture of a moon, on a wall above. "Maybe this moon is a way to comfort me" I thought. Than the girl started mentioning something about there being other moons i think. I still tried closing the door fully though but it wouldn't help. After that I turned around and saw a opening in the wall where you could see the outside.

IT was raining and there was a squirrel on the ground that was carrying a nut. I flew outside above some boxes laying around and to the front of my house. My family was outside on the porch looking out at the rain. I thought about how nice this place was than somehow appeared in my older brother's room. There I began to jump on the bed to try and make it upstairs but than the guy from the medallion came inside the room. He looked like a chubby, kind of short, white american man. I jumped on a tall empty book shelf that was present in the room and threw a glass vase at the guy's head. His head rolled off smoothly and he laughed as he put it back on."Is this suppose to scare me?" I thought than jumped off. I looked at the dc carefully and he smiled than said something about me not wanting to do something else. He said "What this girl wants is to get pregnant!" than my stomach grew really big and i felt a pinching feeling in my tummy. "Stomach turn back to normal!"I said than my stomach shrunk. I saw a brown belt to the side of the dc and thought about how I wanted to continuously whip him with the belt but decided not to since that would be really cruel. Even God would not be proud.

The guy than lay on his back on the bed and looked at me with his head up. I felt sort of bad for the dc but at the same time i didn't really care for him. So I put my hands over his eyes, wanting him to close them. He sort of in a way looked like a puppy that was begging to be pet or something like that. I took my hands off than took note of how the dc's skin felt than woke up.

Hands(Little fragment of the third dream)

Two dream characters are inside a futuristic looking ship. The older man asks the young guy to look at the back of his hands than says" Not much people get the S on their hands but it means that their a star".

I remember becoming lucid and some stuff happening, a few minutes went by. I think I was inside my own house for most of it.

I only remember the conclusion of the lucid dream where I went outside in my neighborhood. I saw two moons in the sky and they both had cracks filled with magma running across the surface. I decided I wanted to fly to them. I started flying. I knew that I had flown to a nearby moon/planet before so this shouldn't be too difficult. However, I lost the dream. I tried to stabilize and come back lucid, but I woke up instead.

-WBTB, woke up for potty-

I had a dream that I was a character in a comedy movie that my parents were watching called 'Gregory gets drunk'. (Funny that isn't my name IWL or in a dream.) I was actually a little kid named gregory in the dream. This caused me to be partially lucid, that coupled with the fact that I knew I was a character and not a real person.

The bad guy made me wear this helmet that caused my consciousness to be dissonant from time and took me into the future where I was an adult, but still the same person. He then forced me to drink this alcoholic beverage, some kind of fruity soda that had whiskey in it. I started feeling woozy and clumsy and started bumping into things around the house. The house was the same as my house as a kid and the same as my waking life house.

The bad guy wanted to put the helmet back onto me so that he would send me back to being a little kid and then I would be drunk as a child. This had something to do with a ploy to get someone in trouble. But he couldn't get the helmet back on me because I was all loopy and running around.

Toward the end of the dream, I ended up going blind and having to make my way around on sense of touch alone. I started to become more lucid as time went on, too.

W.I.L.D. Attempt #5 ~ Since 5 Days Ago, When I Started Lucid Dreaming Again
T.O.T.Y. (Task of the Year) War of the Gods & Extra Adventure Dream
~ Dream #1 ~
100% Lucidity

Approximate Real Life Time: Around ten minutes

Approximate Dream Time: A few years to a decade

Backstory:
Please note that my dream's interpretation of Greek Mythology may be different from the original.

Story:
As usual, I wake up from my room. This time, I woke up at night / close to dawn, and different from my other lucid dreams a few days ago. I climbed out of my bed and looked out the window. It was a nice purple, glowing night sky. It had some stars sparkling around it. The city was very quiet except for the freeway near me. I open my bedroom door, and into the almost completely dark corridor, because I'm tired of going through the window and opening a portal. As I walked into the living room, I wanted to do the War of the Gods ToTY, because it seemed the hardest on this list. I decided to put my hand through the mirror as a portal to where I am going to achieve my task.

I wake up as me, or Gaea (Gaia?). I am the goddess (In Real Life, I'm a guy) and I had hair of trees and branches filled with green and dark green leaves. My face was dark as dry soil, and a tint of green on my chin. I had dark, brown eyes. I decided to start doing the Task of the Year now. I saw Rhea (Cronus' wife) carry baby Zeus secretly away to an island so Cronus won't eat him, too. Zeus was given an education and was hoping to set his brothers and sisters free. One day in the midst of summer, I came to Zeus out of a meadow, and told him a deal. I told Zeus that if I rescued his siblings, he cannot lead a war against Cronus. He agreed, and I opened a portal in Cronus' stomach and brought them next to Zeus. He was grateful for having his siblings back. Then, I decided to brainwash Cronus' greed, and bad intentions. In the next few years, the world got more and more peaceful. Man was created, and lived happily with all the Titans and gods. Cronus and the Olympic gods met each other, and they had not intentions of hurting the other. They became a great family, and Cronus was no longer blinded by power, and even said sorry for his earlier actions. Their entire family was now at peace, and lived happily ever after.

Since I finished the tasks, I got a little less lucid, and almost fell completely asleep.

~ Dream #2 ~
3% Lucidity

Approximate Real Life Time: A few minutes

Approximate Dream Time: A few minutes

Backstory:
My favorite mobile game is a game called Geometry Dash.
Geometry Dash Goals: I want to get a Demon-rated custom-made level, with a lot of likes.

Story:
I wanted to find a way to beat Cataclysm, one of the hardest levels to beat in Geometry Dash. I was trying out the gravity ball part, and I somehow do it. I get excited about it, and I wanted to implement some of Cataclysm's stuff into my own level.

~ Dream #3 ~
100% Lucidity

Approximate Real Life Time: A few minutes

Approximate Dream Time: A few hours

Backstory:
This dream is a continuation of another dream which can be found here.

Story:
I was back at the save progress screen. I resumed the dream, and I started to ready my sword. We both started to run at each other, and when we ran through each other with our swords. His body vaporized in to pieces. I started to head into the swampy forest, and to look for a village or a place of hospitality. I seemed to walked on for hours through this huge forest. At some point, I noticed a house on a wooden surface on top of the water in the forest, and there was a ramp that lead up to the wooden floor. Then, I noticed blood in the water below the wooden floor. It seems to be coming from the house. I quickly went into the house to see what's going on, and there was nothing there. It just seemed like an ordinary, compact house... [View the continued version of this dream here.]

At some point, I noticed that I'm not dreaming anymore, and the dream ended very abruptly.

Dream End.

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Ritual: Last night I experimented for the first time with kava kava root (Piper methysticum). I had read many anecdotal reports that it instigated vivid dreams and perhaps even lucidity, so I thought it was worth trying out. I ordered some dried powdered root from an online herb and spice supplier that I trust. I don't have any doubts about the freshness and quality, as the package confirms that it was packed earlier this month and sourced from Vanuatu. I had read many reports of people complaining about the taste, describing it as "muddy," so I was surprised when I opened the package and encountered the most extraordinary and delightful fragrance. The plant is related to pepper, so it made sense that the scent would be peppery, but there was also something delicately floral about it and even a hint of wintergreen.

I had abstained from alcohol all day, since the two should not be consumed together, and my plan was to drink the kava before bed. I had a late dinner, ending at 11pm, so my plan was to give myself two hours to digest, then start drinking the kava at 1am and go to bed a few hours afterward (unless it made me too sleepy before that, which seemed like a distinct possibility). I don't like cold drinks late at night, but I read that you could warm kava gently without destroying its properties, so I adapted a recipe for "Mexican Hot Cocokavachocolate," blending two tablespoons of powdered kava kava (half what the recipe calls for, as I didn't want to overdo it my first time), two tablespoons of cocoa powder, agave syrup, a spoonful of cinnamon, and a generous pinch of cayenne with about two cups of almond milk (I skipped the vanilla extract suggested by the recipe because I didn't want to use even a tiny amount of alcohol). I blended this until it was frothy and then separated it into two mugs, putting one in the fridge—I planned to start with a minimal dose, and work up from there if it felt warranted. The other mug I heated briefly in the microwave, just enough to warm it, and then topped it with a dusting of grated Himalayan salt and freshly made whipped cream.

Okay, I'll admit I have a slightly weird palate (for instance, I *love* the taste of wormwood), but this was one of the most delicious dessert drinks I have ever tried in my life! It was so much better than regular hot chocolate; the spices and kava gave it exceptional depth of flavor and an unusual aftertaste. I didn't even need to strain it: I don't know if my powder was ground unusually finely or if the almond milk held it in suspension better than plain water, but it only added body, not grit, to the concoction.

I'm glad that I had done enough research to anticipate the curiously numbing, analgesic sensation that spread from my mouth all the down my esophagus, because that's the kind of thing that would really worry you if you didn't know it was supposed to happen! I sipped the kava very slowly over the next hour or so, to make sure my stomach didn't have any problems with this new experience. Everything was fine, and the onset of bodily relaxation came quickly, though my mind remained clear. After the first mug I felt like it would be fine to drink the second one I had reserved, so I slowly consumed that too. Despite the heavy feeling in my body, it never did make me drowsy, so I played SWTOR until 3:30am and then read DV and some LD books to prep for bed, retiring at 4:30am. I should note that I never felt any trace of euphoria, either, an effect that some had noted. That didn't bother me, though: my only interest was in enhancing my dreams.

Unfortunately, in that respect, the kava kava was a total bust. It was no different from any ordinary night of crappy dreaming: I was vaguely aware of dreaming most of the night, but my recall was terrible and what details I could specify were mostly mundane day residue. There was no sense of complex overarching plots, just lots of little random scenarios. Lots of people have written that kava helped them sleep more deeply and wake refreshed, but I didn't experience that either: I woke three times in the first several hours of sleep, which is typical, except that I felt much groggier than usual during those brief wakeful periods. At 9:00am I woke up and felt so unpleasantly lethargic, mentally as well as phsyically, and the dreaming had been so disappointing, that I decided to try to clear my head with an ample dose of piracetam. That stuff is amazing: to preserve its efficacy I save it for special occasions, but it always works really well to clear up any "brain fog."

Within fifteen minutes I was feeling complete mental clarity, so I decided to turn it into a proper WBTB. I added some L-theanine, alpha-GPC and bacopa and returned to bed using WILD technique. My focus was still subpar and I couldn't count effectively, so I initially fell into non-lucid sleep, but gradually became more aware of the dream as it progressed. There was no "aha" moment of lucidity, but I was definitely lucid by the end.

In conclusion, the kava kava didn't seem to improve my dreaming in the slightest, but at least it didn't suppress it either. If anything helped me get lucid, I believe it was the piracetam and other supplements I took at WBTB, because those I've had success with many times before. My recall was poor for most of the night, and even after waking up from the LD only the last scene was initially clear; recollection of the earlier incidents revived only after I started tracing back the course of events.

DILD, "Creating a Cat": I was hanging out with a friend, JM, and her young son. [DR: yesterday I had seen a picture of this kid that she had posted on Facebook.] The little boy was telling us a story about a butterfly who took care of him in the place he used to be. It sounded like he was talking about before he was born, and this reminded me of a book I had learned about last night, about a project to compile and investigate accounts of young children who claim to have memories of past lives. [DR: Jim B. Tucker, Return to Life, 2015.] After I mentioned the book to my friend, she told me about the time she took her son to an island off the coast of Wales (the named started with a 'T', something like "Tirnagal" or "Tiriagal") and he had started talking about how he used to live there. As she describes this, suddenly we both turn and stare as we hear the boy start speaking another language with the somber intonations of an adult. I have no idea what Welsh sounds like, but what the boy is saying definitely has the structures of a formal language—it is not just childish babble. The experience is so uncanny that I feel the hairs on my arms rise. Before I leave, I say to my friend, "The only thing I regret about not having a kid is the way it can sometimes provide unexpected insights into the human experience." [DR: This comment might also have been inspired by something I was reading last night, on p.163 of The Ego Tunnel, by Thomas Metzinger (2009), where he describes a toddler who falls and looks to his mother for social cues about how to emotionally react.]

I leave my friend's apartment and go outside. Now I'm on a beach. This is one of my most distinctive and common dream signs, despite the fact that I have little interest in beaches in WL and rarely visit them. I think it is related to the tide, a phenomenon that has always unsettled me. Despite the frequency and distinctiveness of this dream sign, for some reason it is one that I always have trouble recognizing as such. On this occasion I already have some degree of dream-awareness, but I lack awareness of that awareness, the metacognition that is characteristic of true lucidity.

As I'm walking along the beach, the sand looks soft and warm and comfortable, and I can't resist the temptation to lie down in it. Initially I am lying on my stomach, but then I roll onto my back, and feel as cozy as a kid making snow angels. I pause to reflect, why do you never hear of kids making sand angels? My comfort is soon disturbed by rippling in the sand... I notice that the whole beach is now billowing and subsiding, the dunes rolling like great waves. "Is it supposed to do that?" I vaguely wonder, and then a particularly large dune threatens to bury me, forcing me back on my feet to keep my balance. Though not quite lucid at this point, I have instinctive awareness of my mastery and control in this environment: I find it easy to "surf" these sand waves as they roll by underfoot. But they are getting even bigger, and I have the impression that the water is now rising rapidly as well, so I decide to find higher ground.

At the edge of the beach I find a stairwell leading up into a building. Getting into it takes some creative climbing, as there are various panels of transparent plexiglass serving as barriers, but I manage to circumvent them and get inside. The stairs emerge into the center of a dim, semi-industrial space, with narrow walkways on all four sides surrounding the wide pit formed by the stairwell in the middle of the room. No sooner have I gotten my bearings than a round hatch covering the end of a large pipe poking through the wall opens, and a humanoid creature crawls out. It is gollum-like, with huge bulging eyes. I don't want to be spotted, so I hold still and focus on being invisible. I feel a moment of relief as the creature initially descends the stairs, but it comes back promptly joined by a second person, a male human. As they approach the spot where I'm standing, I retreat into a corner to avoid them: even if they can't see me, they might blunder into me by accident if I'm not careful. On the bright side, having to strategize in this tense situation is improving my lucid awareness.

I reflect that my "invisibility" is just a mind trick: I am willing the DCs not to see me, and from their lack of reaction I assume it is working, but I can still see my own body plainly. This bothers me—at this point I'm a fairly experienced dreamer, so shouldn't I be able to dispense with a body? I've had no dearth of NLDs where I'm just a disembodied perspective, so surely I should be able to accomplish the same thing in my LDs. I decide to try to eliminate my dream body.

My body does obediently disappear from my field of vision, but the trouble is I still *feel* like I'm in a human body, with two legs, two arms, and two eyes located frontally in my head. If I have really transcended the body, I should no longer feel like I am mapped onto a human being. I conclude that I should begin subverting the pattern, and my first attempt is to try to shift my visual apparatus to floor level. This seems like it should be a fairly easy, basic task, but I find that I have trouble with it, maybe because I get caught up in questions like, well, if I'm not seeing out of physical eyes, then shouldn't my vision be even more radically different—unconstrained by frontality, for instance?

Meanwhile the man and gollum-like creature disappear into a side door, still apparently oblivious to my presence. I retrace my steps to the top of the stairs and examine the hatch that the latter had crawled out of. I consider going in there to explore, but decide that from the look of the creature and the size of the hatch, it will probably just be a cramped and uncomfortable network of tunnels. Instead I decide to follow the two through the side door.

I find myself in a large, open exhibition space with various vendors and booths. I pause for a moment to wonder why spaces like this are so common in my dreams. I don't know if this was a product of false memory or else better access to dream memory than I have in waking life, because at the time I was under the impression that I encountered such rooms on a regular basis; now that I'm awake I don't feel like they're especially common. At first I was just wandering around with no specific purpose, when it occurred to me that I shouldn't waste this opportunity to work on some tasks. There are a ton of things on my docket, but nothing especially pressing, so I thought over a few possibilities and decided to work on my Ars Magica forms and techniques—the other day I printed out the whole list of combinations and decided I should make it a long-term goal to try out all of them eventually.

I recalled that "creo animál" was the first one on my list that I had not tried, so I started intoning, "Creo animál!" I lengthened the syllables in a resonant voice, putting emphasis on the first syllable of "creo" and the last syllable of "animál." I repeated the invocation a few times in this manner, staring at an empty patch of floor. I didn't have a clear idea in mind of what kind of animal I wanted to create, but I thought I could leave that open for the dream to surprise me. However, nothing was happening. I thought perhaps I needed some raw materials, so I telekinetically lifted a nearby booth (hoping this wouldn't be too much inconvenience to the vendor) and pulled it into the space where I was working, then focused on compacting its form and shape into something suitable to my purpose. It folded itself up obediently until it was much smaller. However, I felt like I needed to impose a pattern on it since the dream wasn't responding with anything, so I arbitrarily chose the form of a cat. People started gathering around to watch the show as the booth finished its transformation, and now there was a short-haired black and white cat sitting stiffly on the floor. [In retrospect, the technique was closer to "muto" than "creo," since I adapted existing material rather than conjuring it from thin air.]

The newly-created cat was not moving, and did not seem capable of movement; it was like an empty shell of a cat, a living doll. This made sense, since I had created the body but not endowed it with sentience: I concluded that this would require a separate effect. Luckily this concurred with another task I needed to work on. "Creo mentem," I said, directing my words at the cat, and this time the effect resolved quickly: now the cat seemed to be capable of moving and perceiving its environment.

I wondered if "mentem" alone was sufficient: wouldn't that create something with the bland mental workings of a robot? Wouldn't I need to add "imáginem" to endow it with emotions and imagination, the "spark of life"? I wasn't sure, but I thought I'd better throw that in for good measure, so I intoned "Creo imáginem," focusing on giving the creature the capacity for emotions and inner life. Immediately I had doubts about whether this was wise. I don't know if my doubts were caused by the cat's behavior or if the cat's behavior was conditioned by my doubts, but whichever it was, the creature did not look pleased. It was lashing its tail in the way cats do when they're annoyed, and its face was contorted into a savage snarl. I wondered if throwing in "imáginem" had been overkill—emotions are not always pleasant, after all, and a creature so unexpectedly brought into existence might well be feeling upset and disoriented. Plus, I didn't even know if "imáginem," was necessary for a complete being; perhaps sentience was sufficiently specified by "mentem." [Consulting the Ars Magica rulebook now, I see that I misremembered the scope of of the Form: "imáginem" deals with sensations and illusions, not emotions and imagination. Though actually that makes the whole Form seem superfluous to the dreamstate, where there is no obvious difference between creating a thing and creating an illusion of that thing.]

I knelt down to have a closer look at my creation, and felt even more disturbed. There was something awful and abject about its face, a wound or rot-like distortion of its jaw that left the teeth clearly visible through its cheek. [DR: I realize this might also be day residue, because recently I was reading articles about the so-called "zombie cat" which came with graphic pictures of a similarly disfigured animal.] I decided that I should try to understand what this cat was experiencing, so I said, "Intéllego animál." I felt impressions of fear and rage coming from the poor creature, and guiltily realized that I must have screwed up somehow. It made it even worse that it was a cat, a kind of animal for which I feel a great love and sympathy.



With a sweeping gesture I willed all the effects I had invoked to disperse, effectively uncreating the cat. I didn't have a clear visual sense of the result (did the body simply disappear or did the vendor's booth revert to its former shape? I'm not sure), but at least I felt that the spell had ended. I looked up at the spectators who had been watching the whole event and sheepishly apologized: "It didn't want to be a cat. I'm sorry. It just didn't work out."

One woman spoke up in reply. Her words were uttered very calmly and slowly, emphasizing each of the adjectives, and I felt like she was subtly criticizing my actions: "People want to be fair, and dominating, and controlling, and diverting."

3/28 - WILD-style entry but memory gap before entry. Nudge vibrations. Sound I decide will be shower and dream girl inside. Roll out of bed and despite poor visuals I interact with dream girl sexually. First G use, 4mg + 250mg C (commit to use it no more than once a week). #301

3/29 - DILD notice I am shirtless at a party in a library and realize I am dreaming. Float around vaulted ceilings above crowd. #302

3/31 vivid apple juice dreams! DILD in which I use my time stopping stop watch and have a sexual interaction.#303

4/1 FA caught DILD. Suspect sound of alarm being turned off is not waking life. Hall too dark - should mean this is a dream. See a sign on bottom half of home office door with moving visuals and know for sure I am dreaming. Phase outside and end up back inside later and stabilize by licking and touching wall. I decide I will find Girl Friday in the house and do under some blankets in a bedroom. Interact sexually! 304

4/2 Day practices: This really could be a dream!
I reach for a cat that fades away…aha DILD. Flying among interesting clouds as far as I can see. 305

DILD Hose being pulled…by who? See no one and head to front door…it's ajar…break in? I bet I'm dreaming. Float RC, yes! Ends trying to stabilize rubbing the ground. 306

DEILD Although I feel myself back in bed, I get the idea to imagine that I can still feel the ground I was rubbing and I can. Eye clench vibrations. Lots more ground rubbing. Eventually get classroom scene with cute blonde nearby and sexual interaction. 307

4/5 DILD guard messing with me and I use dream actions to attack him in a van. Lower level lucid. 308

DILD I go into my familiar hall bathroom but the toilet is gone..aha! Sexual interaction with Girl Friday and her mother. 2nd ever G experiment. Same 4mg/250mg G+C dosage. 309

4/9 DILD guy pops out and I think whoop him like in a dream…I am dreaming! I attack him with multiple combinations and the move on to dream goal peg 1. 310

4/10 DILD narrow stairs and black lady coming down them. Start to move aside and then realize I can just float over her…ah yes I am dreaming. Float up to next level and low head space and mostly crawl through interesting halls and rooms. Some interesting toys remind me of one of my favorite lucid dreams. Attempt dream goal peg 1. 311

4/12 After some trouble getting to sleep and memory gap I have a WILD style entry. Dream started in bedroom and continued in house and bedroom with some involved stabilization on street. Completed dream goal peg 1 (subconscious question..should I..? Answer: "If you want to." Dream felt like 10 minutes. 3rd G experiment same dose 4mg+250mg. 312

4/18 vibrations and WILD style. Sexy woman in short skirt. 313

4/19 WILD style entry and maybe held onto consciousness throughout - remember thinking it is taking a while to get to sleep. Vibrations, ethereal experience, no visuals but feel I'm in my dream body. I remember my previous embrace of Girl Friday in a non-lucid, the warm hug and I start to feel her again. I rub my hands up and down her back to bring us both firmly into the same space. We have a very sensual, sexual interaction. Eventually vibrations and a fade back to bed. 314

After some minutes of patience, which is unusual for my DEILDs, normally feeling that if it doesn't happen in a matter of seconds that it won't...so perhaps more WILD than DEILD. Involved some eye clenches to nudge the vibrations…guessing some waking eyes and some dreaming eyes doing the clenches. The rest here: http://www.dreamviews.com/tasks-mont...ml#post2156310 315

Similar set of playing with vibrations and then backing off trying to let the vibrations ride on their own. So many voices. After a while I find myself at a busy conference. Rest at the same link above, TOTM. This was my 4th experiment with G + C and the first at a dosage of 8mg and 500mg. 316

4/24 DILD running down this beautiful wide set of stairs I am easily able to jump down to the next flight and 2 flights on the next jump fully realizing that I am dreaming. Joyfully float down to a huge open lobby area. Later FA where I am telling someone about the dream. 317

4/26 I seem to go in and out of lucidity for a good length of dreams with many sexual interactions and experiences. 2nd time with upped dose G + C 8mg and 500mg. 318

#433 - DILD - 5:18AM

I am traveling with a group of people. An old pastor from a very long time ago was leading us. He kept saying something about getting to Atlantic City. My wife's cousin is talking about winning a lot of cash at the casino and wanted to go his own way and meet up with us later. I interrupt, "Atlantic City? Is that in Georgia?" The pastor said it's actually in another galaxy. I get excited about this idea.

The next thing I recall is I need to change my clothes. My wife is in the room with me and as I grab a pair of jeans she tells me this is all a dream. I pause feeling unsure about it, but noticing how wavy and blurry my jeans look. She goes on, "Yeah. You should totally try changing your clothes in a dream. It would make a cool task." I look up and see myself in a mirror on a dresser and my face is highly distorted. Ok I believe her. Wow, that really cool my wife told I was dreaming! I decide I may as well try her lucid task suggestion and slowly and meticulously put my jeans on. I think about cheating with dream control, but I really want to get this. I pull my shirt off and put on a new one with some difficulty but manage to get it done.

I follow my wife around checking out the dream environment and talking to people for what feel like a very long time. However, nothing super interesting happens here and I forget most of it.

I see my plant manager at some point and decide to show off some dream control to him. I tell him I can levitate, but he gives me an uncharacteristically animated look of disgust when I cant do it. I see some dice on a wire rack next to us. I say, "OK then watch me juggle." I get the same look when my dice float of in various directions not matching my hand movements. I try again, "OK FINE. TK!" There are some boxes of cereal now in the wire rack. With great effort I get them to fall over. Just then, I hear a loud siren and my wife yelling at me, "It's time to go!" Startled and without thinking, I turn around and run toward her.

We are outside now with other people, my wife is standing to my right. I am told we are about to board the space ship, but as I look at the sky I see a very bright and colorful sunset behind large fluffy clouds. I look at in it awe and the clouds fade away reveling a wormhole. I see now that It's not a sunset at all but the light emanating from the anomaly itself. My wife is saying something about entering it to Atlantic City, but I don't pay her attention. I am way to transfixed by the beauty of the thing in the sky. I ask myself why I don't just fly in there right now as I begin to levitate. I put my hands in front of me expecting to fly, but I can't move. Instead I focus on being close and I teleport to the wormhole up close. I sort of get the image of look at a digital picture up close and can almost see pixelation. I ignore this and fall in head first.

I drift silently in a void and hope that I'm not actually waking up. I feel myself weightless and slowly flipping end over end in a fetal position. I enjoy the feeling and stay frosty like it's just another OBE episode. I keep thinking of when Cooper entered the black-hole in Interstellar, hoping for a similar experience. I really hadn't thought of a destination and now I just rely on my subC to bring me out anyplace I can. I get a brief visual of some man looking down. I don't notice now, but later I'll realize it was Cooper himself. The visual returns in flashes alternating to dark void. I focus on seeing intensely and quickly find myself laying on a floor next to a crying baby. Cooper is there tending to another identical baby. I just want the baby to quiet down so I can think and find a bottle. The baby doesn't want the bottle at first so I try it myself. The milk tastes good. My father instincts kick in and I cuddle the baby close to me and try the bottle once more. The baby seems content now. I wake up.

1. I had just walked inside of a theater and was looking around to see what movies were playing. The inside of this theater was almost all a deep maroon color. The walls were this color as well as the floors and curtains(which I have no idea why there were curtains here). I was with my family and my dad had told us earlier that certain theaters were already showing the new Avengers movie. Like I said, I was walking around to see if this theater had it.
This movie theater was split into different sections. One section was the main area with all the food and condiments and seats, and all of the other sections where for the showing of a certain movie. I walked through the main area and into one of these movie showing areas. As I walked into this random area, I see a huge line that wraps around and almost goes out into the main area(I know, there are alot of areas). I walk to the back of the line and as I do so I look at a sign at the front of the line to see what movie is playing. The sign does not have the Avengers on it, so I get out of the line and leave. As I am about to walk out of this showing area, I encounter a tall middle aged man wearing a yellow shirt, blue jeans, a hat, and glasses.
"You were looking for the Avengers too weren't you?" he asks. "Yeah, but they don't have it" I reply. "Say, aren't you also a lucid dreamer?" he asks. "Yeah I am, I've been looking around and constantly checking to see which reality I'm in for a while now" I tell him. He smiles and there is a brief pause between us. "Wait a second, I'm in a dream right now! Nice!" I say and then I immediately walk away from him and start to do my own thing. Now I am fully lucid. Suddenly though, my vision seems to have diminished and now I am half blind as though I had forgotten to put my glasses on. I don't stop and think how to fix it. Instead I start trying to do other things without fixing it, and this doesn't work very well.
Once I realize that I'm not going to be able to do much without fixing my vision, I stop and believe that my eyesight will correct itself automatically. "My eyesight will correct itself" I repeat to myself many times. But it does not work because I do not truly believe that it will. My belief is weak and therefore my vision stays the same. I give up(wow, never again will I give up on something so simple) and I start thinking of things to do. The first thing that comes to my mind is to create a portal and walk through it in the hope that where ever it takes me, I will be able to see clearly again. I start willing a portal to appear in front of me. Suddenly a blue portal with a silver rim starts to manifest. I can see it forming, but at the same time I can't. Like with my vision, I give up thinking I can't do it(Never going to give up again). The next thing that comes to my mind is a girl.
I put my focus on this girl and call out her name. Nothing happens and I knew that nothing would happen because I didn't truly believe in myself once again. Suddenly I get transported into my room and everything becomes super crystal clear that I think that I have awoken into waking life, but I haven't and I am still inside the dream. I look around my room and see that my bed sheets are exactly what they look like in waking life. I start to check everything else in my room when suddenly something wakes me up for real.