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Non-Dream/Lucid/Non-Lucid/Dream counter

DREAM 1: We bought a new house. I was staying in my room, watching TV. The TV was the same mark as our old one, but it was like 18/19 inch looking and had some serious issues. It activated me the teletext when I tried to move to another channel. I was trying to exit the teletext, but it made my screen black.
I got pissed of by that stupid TV and went to the living room. Suddenly my living room turned to my old house's living room (actual house in reality) and as I went forwards, I saw my mom waving her hand and leaving the house.
Right after she left, the power went out. I was afraid that I will stay like an idiot in dark, doing nothing but watching the walls (walls...are pretty much a good show ), but then I remembered I have a power generator, so I bring it here to my computer and turned it on.
I was then talking to a friend on Skype and after much talking he left a bit. He said he'll return. I was a little...both bored and scared at the same time.
I went to the internet to see my old NSMB Wii works. I saw that on the desert one, you had to make a weird bug to actually pass it . Anyways, I got really bored and very frustrated with the power out. I tried to call my mom and my friend to come back, but no one answered. I was so bored that I started putting the monitor in my face, watching the window (the sky had red clouds ) and weird stuff.
The power finally went in and I sit down on the bed. While literary watching the ceiling, I was thinking about a Mario level and it appeared on the ceiling. It had gray grounds and ceilings, water below, a lot of Sonic like enemies and graphics. It was amazing, but I knew it was an optical illusion and if I look away and turn back, I will not see it anymore, so I tried to look at it as much as I could, so I can remember it.
A voice was talking with me and asking me "Did you though of a new Mario level?". He also said to be careful, not to use very much the use of hallucinogens, or I will get often weird hallucinations.
I looked at the bathroom and I saw a fat woman...I tried to look away, but when I looked back they were 2 of them!! I somehow made them disappear with my mind and another one just jumped out of some baby clothes.
DREAM 2: I was in my school (again ) talking with my peers. Suddenly Miki came at me and stole my jeans (HOMO!! HE'S A HOMO!!!). He put his hands in my pockets to see what I have there. I had my keys, my phone and my money there, so I was very angry at him. After much useless tug 'o' war match for my jeans, he gave up and ran away.
Right when I started cursing him the school's counselor came in and was like WTF! She punished me with cleaning all the books of the library...
One of my friends came in and asked me why I was punished and all. *sighs*

It pretty much seems like there's no justice even in my dreams.

Non Lucid False Awakening

First, my friend Jenny was driving me to some river in a small blue car. She is 12 but she was driving and I said "Do you have a driver's licence?" I was worried about the fact that we could crash. She explained that when she visited Greece, she passed her test and got the licence. When I got to the river there was a young, tall, guy who was in his 20's. You will read more about him soon. Yes, he is the stalker!

I then had a FA.

I was at some competition of dreams. (There was lots of stuff about dreams in my FA so i'm surprised that I didn't do a RC or realize i'm dreaming.) The guy in his 20's (Lets call him S for stalker ) wanted to use my dream to enter the competition. He wrote this really long story about the dream I just had before the FA but made some horrible major edits!!!! Here was HIS version of the story as accurate as I can possibly remember:
"I was travelling in a small blue car with a friend driving it. I was going to a river about to meet a hot guy in his 20's! Yeah I was so cool that I was just at the river and he loved me. We went riding on a galloping boat while he said my boobies were poking out. ( ) He loves me so much!" OMG WTF! Anyway back to the dream...
He entered it in the competition and also my drawing of a fish which I did earlier in the dream. If I can remember correctly, my fish came first and "my" story came fifth. I then went to my house which had moved next to my old school somehow. I rang the doorbell and who should come to the door but the Stalker. He asked me if I wanted to come rowing in a boat with him and I said yes for some STRANGEST REASON IN THE WORLD!!! He took me rowing on, you guessed it, a galloping boat. (I don't even know what that is lol!) We were in the middle of the sea and he told me that my boobs were sticking out! Omg so embarrassing and they actually werent He said he loves me and the dream ended.

I hope that never happens again.

Dream - Lucid

I was in what looked like some sort of conference room, but it was at a school. I was one of the only people sitting in there. I was waiting for a friend to come meet me for lunch. I talked to them on my phone at one point.

Then, I got on a school bus with many other people who were around my age, some a bit older. I was sitting on the left side around the middle, when I noticed a guy that was sitting up front. He was holding a black gun. Was I the only one who noticed this?! This couldn't be good.

When the bus started to move, the guy with the gun started to fiddle with his gun, talking to the guy sitting next to him. He then put the gun up the the guy's bald head who was sitting in front of him and pulled the trigger. It clicked, but nothing happened. He did it again and again, and another guy, a tall guy who looked like maybe he could do something about this situation, stood up and started examining the gun as the gunman held it.
"What's this?", the tall guy said as he pulled out some sort of pin from under the barrel.

Then, it was done. The gun worked. The gunman shot the man who helped him.

Then, for some reason, everyone had to move up to the front of the bus. I moved by climbing over the bus seats. I was sitting by the window next to someone, I'm not sure who.

I then saw the gunman had gotten my best friend, Mary Katherine. She was wearing a dark green shirt and was laying face-first in a bus seat across from where I was sitting. I couldn't believe this was happening.

The gunman then approached me. He put the gun to my head. I squirmed right as he fired, so the bullet only scraped my head instead of going in. It hurt when this happened.

I then woke up for a minute, and went back to sleep, entering the dream again.

I was on the bus again, and we were all filing out a door in the back of the bus. I was chaotically trying to get out, and in the confusion, I ended up having to climb over the handrail that was by the stairs. By the time I was finished doing that, everyone was already off the bus and gone.

Well, everyone except for me and the gunman.

I ran as fast as I could, but I was exhausted from climbing all over the handrail. The gunman caught up with me and grabbed me. He no longer had a gun, but a knife. I tried to get away, but to no avail. I asked him to please shoot instead of stab me, but he just laughed. He stabbed me, then put the knife to my neck as if to slit my throat. I was dying, I could feel it. I couldn't escape him this time.

Then, I was with Mary Katherine somewhere. I was talking to her about what had happened, and how it had been a dream. I told her that the man did actually slit my throat (when I'm pretty sure he was just preparing to). I also said something about my middle school.

After I finished telling her the dream (with those couple of extra details I just listed), she told me she had the exact same dream. I was excited to post in AND the fact that we dreamed the same thing in my journal on Dreamviews!

I was in a lab in the isolation chamber, I was groggy and covered in wires.
I stood up and sniffed the air. I man in a white lab coat came in, he looked at a console and wrote something on a clipboard.
As he was about to leave I tapped on the glass to get his attention, he looked at me and seemed puzzled. He went back to the console and flicked a switch, he then said through a micro-phone speaker inside the chamber "Who are you?....are you lucid?....what year is it?". I answered the questions "Sara, Yes for a moment or two at least, 2011...".
He looked excited and pushed a button on the console, he talked into the console but I couldn't hear him (he's turned off the speaker to the chamber). I could lip read him saying "We have her!". This made me nervous so I started looking around the chamber I was in to find a weak point (my usual powers were not working). By now I was getting very worked up. He spoke again through the speaker "We mean you no harm, we just need to ask you a few questions, the manager will be he in a minute"...at this point I was totally lucid and not groggy anymore, and VERY VERY angry about being in a isolation chamber, naked and covered in wires. I grinned and the light above me cracked and went black, the man looked worried, I grinned bigger pointed to the lights above his head and winked.....it blew and all was darkness.
I then turned into 'night crawler' and smashed my way out of the chamber, alarms sounded, I found him cowering in the dark near the console and pulled his limbs off one by one, lastly his head. I took one of the arms 'for later' and then smashed though the door to make my escape.
I got out of the room only to find more lights on (I can only be 'night crawler' in total darkness) so I blew them as I went and eventually got outside the building. Once outside I ran until I couldn't hear the alarms anymore and then ran some more until I found a graveyard. I buried myself in a fresh grave as the Earth wasn't compacted.
I lay down to sleep and munched on the severed arm until I dropped off.

Dream Journal entry #2

Dream Fragments

•I was in a photo booth where the pictures didn't turn out well.

•I was on a roller coaster.

•A group of my friends in my class were trying to jump a gap which I could see was too big,but they still tried. None of them made it. I went down a long staircase back down.

A nightmare

I was Altaïr Ibn-La'Ahad. I was accused for killing a bearded man who they said was Moses. And I did kill him. For no reason I had punched him bloody until he stopped breathing. I saw a man who looked like Jesus with loads of guards behind him. Jesus looked furious and he ordered the guards to get me. Pure fear coursed through me and I ran for my life.I passed obstacles with ease,but so did the guards. Wall jumping,vaulting,diving etc. Suddenly I felt annoyed of being chased and I felt like I pressed some kind of mental off-switch. Nothing happened. I didn't worry. I told myself that it takes a while.However,even after a while nothing happened. The panic came back to me as I keep running from the guards who are right behind me. I started to feel like I was being held back,and my running gradually slowed down. The next thing I knew I was tackled to the ground. I was held down with an enormous force. I received an almighty blow to the jaw. Then a man with a long dagger (a notched cinquedea) appears. I am lifted upright with my legs hanging a bit. The man with the dagger,well,does his thing.

I dreamed just long enough to feel a millisecond (or more) of pain.

This was written 22nd of June,2011

Notes:
*Bed around 8:00 PM, my dad (by request) woke me up around 12:00 PM (I don't believe I had a dream) to eat a half of a pizza then back to bed by 12:30. Had the dream then woke up around 4 - 5 AM.
*As stated ate a half of a pizza...Yummy. I heard leftover pizza can do some crazy stuff but this was fresh...Then again my dad is known to add cheese,mushrooms, meat, bacon, etc to his pizzas to make it a true deep dish pizza.

Dream:

Short and simple dream. On GPX+ (Pokemon clicking site) I evolved a Machop into a Machoke where I just notice I have now a total of 4 Machokes in my party. FFFFUUUUUUUU-

That is it...There currently a shiny hunt going on so most of my time is spent on that. So yea...I knew this dream was coming sooner or later. This isn't the first time I dream of a website or even GPX+ in general. Normally I don't get scare during nightmares with demons and such...But reality still scare me sometimes. Marking this as a nightmare though it was more of a FFFFUUUUU- moment then a scary moment.

My Internet Dream Journal.

I have decided to put my dream entries on the world wide web.
Not for any particular reason,but I suppose if I show more interest and take more action I will be more likely to actually lucid dream.

Written Dream #1 (As in the first on the internet for me)
A normal dream
I was on a plane that is going to a play. First I was with a few girls in my class,but for some reason they were not there for the play. Later it was only one girl from my class. We looked around and talked on the plane(it was bigger on the inside,rooms).We laughed and had a good time,then we parted and walked alone for a while. I saw a door labeled "Stoners". I entered. It was an ordinary bedroom with two beds and a drawer. On top of the drawer was a lot of money. I took it. When I left the room it was crowded with Finnish people(they spoke Finnish)I glimpsed the girl I talked with but I continued walking up the plane again,with the crowd. Now there was a lounge room with white couches and plants.

The rest was vague. An observation I made was that the plane had no cockpit. I also remember a completely grey tree as well.

This was written 1st of May,2011


Thank you for reading,if you did!
Now I shall sleep.

I was in some old Chinese mansionthat seemed huge and old beyond belief. I walked in farther and farther into it even though I felt someone breathing down my neck and whispering in my ear the whole time. I eventually came to a room that looked like some kind of observatory. There was an old switch on the wall and so I turned it then the room started to move, the old wood and tile peeling away to reveal very murky water that surrounded the center of the room, leaving only a wood bridge of a path back to the switch and the door. Machines that were almost out of that time period (the inventor much have been very very smart, so much that it was unmatched by anyone else) began to move figures out of the water to surface. I recognized them as the Chinese plagues. I took one step too many and fell into the water and right in the pig fetus. I scrambled out of the water feeling violated and very sick suddenly and fled from that room. Again my instincts I pressed on farther and found some kind of shrine to a girl who was obviously dead by now. I started to take some of the items from it and put them in my bag to take a look at or donate to a museum or something. There was a drawer for each sin that I saw come out of the water and I took everything that I could from each drawer, leaving the items that made the mansion shake or something when I touched them. Then I ran out as fast as I could feeling as bad as I did and ran back to my house. I ran to my parents and they called the hospital, getting an ambulance to come for me. While waiting I took the last item that I found in the shrine out of the bag. It was some kind of machine with spindly parts that would unfold and fold up again to make strange patters in the air as it extended a few feet. I died in my dream and woke up as I was watching it...

20.07.2011

Sheldon Cooper Black Mesa (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Sheldon Cooper rampaging Black Mesa with TMP. From third floor catwalk staircase (rp_downtown yellow warehouse) was shooting as I managed to hit lockdown. Slipped out as door shut and was outside aperture. Mom and matt in car, listening to gospel and hit a dumpster from my apartment.







*I understand this is half-assed. I'm learning the new DJ system in cooperation with Banhurt's 2.6 and wrote it at midnight the night after. Also not much to elaborate on fifteen seconds of dream. I assure you it will become what my old Dream Journal was!

5 separate entries? Good night of recall...

1. I'm watching the Simpsons, where Moe and Barney are the only two in Moe's Tavern. Both are fairly drunk and feeling vulnerable, and after a bit of dialogue they exchange a single kiss. Moe admits he was curious, and as soon as he does the bar begins to collapse around him. Dream cuts to "South Moe's," recast as an upscale drinking spot. However, pots of a black goop bubble behind the surface of the bar. Drinkers are littering the floor with their empty bottles, and as they do so the goop reaches out of its pots to grab them. The drinkers seem to dissolve before my eyes; Milhouse (dressed as Admiral Ackbar) screams "It's a trap!," while his mother's head lulls sickeningly on a bleached-white spinal column. Eventually Moe is the only one left in the bar, and he angrily tips over the pots. All the drinkers emerge, unharmed, and Moe orders them to clean up the mess as a lesson in environmental stewardship.

2. My high school friend S.M. has asked me to text him on Facebook, but I ignore his request. The next day, he and M.B. show up at my house bearing Magic cards, and as we play they both admit that they've been crushingly bored. I false awaken, then go to the computer and log on to Facebook. I see his text request again and ask myself, "Is this a dream?" I fail the reality check miserably and fail to go lucid.

3. I'm reading about Tarot readings I've done in my journal, only to realize that I've forgotten the staff portion of the Celtic Cross.

4. I'm at a flea market with the family, and we enter the main building through a sort of farmer's market area. Most things are reasonably priced, but bananas are $8 a pound and my mom flips out about it. Dad, fed up with her, enters a room containing clothes and life jackets. My brother has a smartphone with him, and dad wants to use it to check prices. The internet at the market can only be accessed through a medieval themed game interface, which costs $35. He buys it, but finds it very hard to enter web addresses, as letters change after entry (failed RC). Eventually he succeeds, and sees that his parking can be validated if he goes to the student union at my new graduate school. As he logs off, the game reports his session as a "royal history."

5. I'm at college, where I'm taking "History of Baseball." I get destroyed by the first test, and walk out dejected when I meet my old roommate, J.L. He carries a Whiffle bat and ball, and we play a little.

In my dream I was lying in bed. I actually thought I was really awake. ((bloody FA lol)) I have my eyes closed and can feel my whole body spinning, I can see the blackness going round and round and I think "this is like being on a round about" I can hear my hubby, I open my eyes and sit up. I am in bed and I can see blankets around me instead of my duvet. I look up and I can see lots of pictures hanging on the walls around the bed. I see my hubbys sister to my left and she looks very scared. My hubby says "it's in the pictures" his sister says "Just shout Dad and he will be able to get past it and get out" ((my hubbys Dad died about 4 years ago)) My hubby says "no we can't or the thing will get out", they are both worrying about their Dad being stuck there with it. I am thinking "ohh shit it's the bad spirit and it's followed me again" I have a bad feeling like I sometimes do when I feel that presence in my dreams. I pull a blanket towards me and wrap it around myself, I am scared incase it gets out through the pictures. I decide to lie down, I close my eyes and I think "I'll try and enter sleep paralysis again and then i'll enter a nice dream" i then wake up in RL.

I had a few dreams last night but I don't remember all of them, but one dream which was quite awfull does stand out to me.
I was with other people, we were just hanging out, my hubby was about in my dream but not directly with me. There was a girl, a horrible scary girl, this girl had a grey complection, black messy hair and wide brown eyes, she was attacking people, I knew this because I had been told. We are trying to avoid her but we come across her so I run and hide. ((dream skip)) I am now back with my friends, I go off on my own and I am walking through a hallway, next thing I know she is here, right infront of me then BAMMMM!!! She has hit me in the head with an axe, my god the pain is horrific. She is hitting me again and again, I am thinking to myself "I won't die because it's only a dream so it doesn't matter what she does" She has again hit me one last time and I fall to the floor. I can see blood everywhere, I put my hand to my head and feel a gaping wound I'm thinking "Ohh shit I'm dying, I need help" I can see a group of people that notice me and they come over, I feel dizzy and sick and i'm asking them to help, a woman is picking me up ((dream skip)) I am at the hospital and someone is looking at my head, my head is feeling very, very swollen and fat and also very heavy. I am holding a mirror and trying to take a look at myself, I can see the bottom of my face and it looks HUGE It is also very swollen. It is only a small circular mirror so i can't actually see all my face and head but, what I can see is scaring me. I'm feeling very faint again, I'm gripping onto something trying to hold myself up but i collapse onto the floor. I'm now unconcious but in my head i'm thinking "Just pretend to be unconcious because i'm meant to be" lol ((it's as if i was going along with the dream plot because i knew that was the plan for my dream)) People come and get me and put me on a bed. I'm now awake and my hubby is sitting beside me, I can hear him say "will she live" . I get scared again and i'm trying to speak but i'm feeling very groggy and just end up mumbling to him. A doctor comes and I hear him tell my hubby that he needs to put a drain on my brain to relieve the pressure, at that poing I really do shit myself but think "well if they have to, then they have to" ((dream skip)) I am now up and I am walking around. I have a large white bandage wrapped around my head and I have a tube coming from it, this tube has blood in it so I know that it's draining the excess blood and fluid from my brain. I can also see air bubbles in the tube. ((I see myself in 3rd person thats how I know what I look like))

I was entering a dream from the last dream I was in. I was on my back in a room I didnt recongnize. Out of no where in a half second a scary really old face with pointy teeth and some rotting flesh was in my face, the creature sitting my my chest. Damn old hag. It yelled hello at me and I freaked out and accidently ported away out of the bed room. I didn't know where I was, probobly the void. I then told myself that I was done lucid dreaming for the morning and that I was most likely going to have more troubles with scary things. I focused on my real eyes and opened them. The dream ended.

lol for awhile after the dream I wsa trying to make sure I was really awake and I had to wake up "mommy" and tell her about my scary dream even tho I am 16.

I was playing a zombie video game, from stray thoughts during my dream meditation as I fell asleep. I got scared as I entered a room in the game. I turned off the game station and planned to head down stairs to mom and dad. I approached the door leading down stairs and knew a zombie was there behind the door. I then realized that it was a goofy dream and hen knew that what was bhind the door could lead to down stairs, a zombie, outer space or even the city of the mole people. I chose to have the Frost Giant laying down taking a nap instead. I opened the door and behold I saw the frost giant sleeping on the stairs. As I walked down I tried to talk to him, but he wouldent wake up. I was suddenly down stairs, I am getting used to just thinking about somewhere and just appearing there with a backstory of how I got there. I was in the bathroom and i had to go pee, but I knew it was a dream. I lifted the toilet lid expecting to see a Zelda triforce written on the toilet under neath. I saw a green triforce instead of the gold I hoped for. I did the same trick with the toilet paper and of course the sae tri force appeared with a missing green triangle and a faint outline of where it should be. I told myself that I read this on dreamviews that it happens like that some times for noobs. I looked in the mirror knowing that it wouldent be as bad as dream viewers said it would be. It was all foggy and I pounded on it while making faces. I then got a scary thought that if i looked in it again I would see a scary ghost. I looked away knowing that the ghost wasnt there becuase in dreams only what you look at or feel with other senses exist. I then found myself at an old western bar, as a girl. A tall slim man with a bad aura was taunting me, threatening my life. I took out my gun and shot him in the head once and it bounced off. I shot again and missed. I knew that I only had one shot left so I shot as he was moving his head and suddenly I went back in time before the third shot, so I hit him again. The bullet went into his mouth, the man made a horrid choking noise. The he opend his mouth, which was full of jagged sharp teeth and belched out fire. I was then a guy with the girl who was shooting. I told her to come with me down and outside where the monster cow boy wouldent find us. I also told her that I was either dreaming or that was a biomechanical android. We where outside running into the woods. We then saw fences leading to an abandoned grave yard, of course it was a good place to hide lol. We jumped over several barbed fences and went inside a stone building. I told the girl that since this was a dream/nightmare the cow boy was probobly inside and I decided not to change it. The evil cow boy was there, he grabed the girl but i charged in and attacked. In a few seconds I killed the evil cow boy. I realized I accidently slashed the girl with my sword and killed her during the fight. The emotional shock got me out of lucidity, I was talking to people at the bar teary eyed about how I failed. The dream ended.

Another lucid where I improved my dream control, I bet i can tleport using doors now.

I had a dream last night where i was getting drugged by someone, some girl that supposedly was one of my friends (i made her up in my dream) she kept injecting me on my inner thigh with a syringe, 3 times. As soon as she injected me i was basically off my head, dizzy and couldn't control what i was doing.. it felt good like i wanted to give into it.. but i knew that i shouldn't