nightmare

(This one is kind of gruesome)

I was at the dentist, and they said they were going to perform an operation on my mouth. I was then inside my mouth, looking from the back towards the front. They pried open my mouth and stuck various tools in, as if to see if they would work, then pulled them back out. Then they stuck in one of those things that I don't know what it is, but it's kind of like scissors, only it smacks two flat chunks of metal together when you pull the handles together, instead of blades. They stuck that in my mouth and clamped it on to various teeth, and I was becoming more and more afraid about what they were going to do. Finally, they put it behind my bottom lip, so that the back bottom corners of the tool were touching my lip, and the back of my lip was protruding between the corners. They slammed the tool shut really quickly, squashing off part of my lip. Blood started gushing from my lip like a pressurized jet. I did not feel pain, more like a feeling of, "they WOULD do that, wouldn't they?"

They immediately took everything out of my mouth. I waited for them to put a bandage or something on my lip, but they didn't, they just left me to die with my own blood pouring down my throat.

They WOULD do that, wouldn't they? >=(

I was at my old house with me old dog Bandit. Bandit saw a deer in the yard and attacked to only to have the deer attack him. I got confused sow I went back inside. Later that night I went back outside to find Faith my current dog eating the deer, Bandit was hiding somewhere. I called Bandit and he came outa no where. Later When I called bandit to take him inside finally he was covered in blood. The dream ended.

About to go to sleep.. hoping for a lucid dream. Hoping to dream of my childhood dog, though I am a bit scared. I have about 6 hours to sleep. Wish me luck!

This was a weird dream. We were in my house, which was laid out almost exactly the same on the inside, however outside was different (although, still similar). Rather than being the corner house, we were in the middle of the block. Also, rather than being on our street we were on a different street, directly in front of the elementary school a few blocks away.

The dream (really, a nightmare) featured an evil spirit that took the form of a white moth. It was quite insistent we not live in the house, and did everything it could to get us out. At one point we left the house, and a giant tree (while large trees are common in my neighborhood and we have one in our yard, this one was excessively so) got shaken so hard a large branch fell almost hitting us, crushing the chain wire fence before rolling into the road. I’m rather sketchy on all the details, but this is the best I am able to remember them.
Also on my blog

From yesterday night.

I was riding a bike through a road, going upwards through the right side of Samsø - a danish island, south of Østjylland where I've been once on a trip with my class for 3 days. I had a map in my head, that I could look at like a HUD interface. The map represented Samsø, and I saw myself as a dot on the right side, and a red trail behind it showing where I've been. On the left side, I saw a low wooden fence the whole way. My mother talked to me through an intern voice in my head, saying that she put up the fence and I should not cross it. She didn't say, and I didn't ask why. However, when I reached the top corner of the island, I turned left and crossed the fence. I comforted her by saying I was just checking out the landscape and then I would come back.

Note @ 05-08-2013: Watching 'The Orphanage', I saw this scene and it just clicked that I had seen the place before, and I remembered this dream. This is exactly how the place in my dream looked:


I came to the opening of a large forest and met a group of hillbillies with torches, standing with a basket of berries. I asked "what's the matter?" to which they told me that something unnatural had been going on in the forest. The sun was going down and it was becoming dark. I offered to investigate, and ventured into the forest. The hillbillies followed me in.
An intense, frightening atmosphere laid upon us as we entered. I saw a corpse lying on the road in front of us. I inspected it quickly, and moved on into the forest. Unnatural girl screams were bursting my ears. Strange paranormal shit was going on. It was now so dark, the only light we saw was from our torches. We saw a big bonfire light up ahead of us. I moved closer, and walked to the side to avoid a tree in front of me. As the log crossed between the fire and my line of sight, it disappeared along with my torch. I now stood on a smaller forest road. I heard barking and trampling paws coming towards me in the dark. Behind me was a tall fence of solid wood. I jumped to the side in the right moment to avoid the dog. All I could see was the silhouette of it. It disappeared as it went past me. I ran back to the main road. It was like a dark being was shifting through the woods stealthily, watching me. A hillbilly yelled "hey, didn't you say you could spawn wherever you wanted?" to which I replied "no, this isn't a dream!". I heard another dog coming and ran as fast as I could to the exit of the forest.

Non-dream Dream Lucid Nightmare Out of Body Experience Fragments False awakening Early awakening

Date: 2011-07-25

This is a false awakening/nightmare:

I wake up in bed. Still eyes closed. But I know Im in my bed at the apartment I grew up in. I have this feelning that I just was lucid and did something BIG, feels like I was gone for a few days or so but I couldnt remember what I did and how I did it.
Suddenly I hear a clear voice in my head asking me: "Are you concentrating?". The voice sounds like the voice of god in some movies Ive seen. I ignore it and trying to get back to sleep. The voice asks me again "Are you concentrating?". I get a little freaked out and for some reason I feel forced to answer "yes I am", so I do. Then the Voice keeps on talking to me. I try to stop it by concentrating. It works for a while but as soon as I stop concentrating it starts again. So I start to scream and freak out.
Then I wake up for real. The time is 4 pm and I'm not suppose to get up in like two hours. Cant get back to sleep, to scared to get another dream like that... and yesterdays OBE freaked me out a little too
I think the part about being concentrated has something to do with what I did in the dream before (that dream I cant remember).

Buildings in the desert (possibly india,china), possibly post-apocalyptic future setting,

- does anyone recognise these images from dreams
- has anyone seen a sunburnt man with a robe gaining access to these buildings in the desert

Lucid | Non-Lucid

Dream 1:

I was driving in a Saturn VUE along in a neighborhood that doesn't exist in real life, the roads are shaped in a way that you could easily go 90mph (144kph). The speed limit keeps changing so I have no idea what it really is, but it was low, around 20mph(30kph). I remember I turned too tightly and the wheels were blown out, but they automatically re-inflated themselves. Something happened that caused me to take out some . . . tarp thing. No idea what it was or what purpose it served, so naturally I took it home with me but on the way its tire kept popping and re-inflating. I wheeled it all the way home where my Dad and my brother's fiancee were weeding the garden, that's when I realized the Saturn VUE I was driving followed me home and now there were two identical VUEs, one in the garage and the one I drove. My Dad was about to ask a question and I said, just don't think about it. He was like "well . . . ok" then went back to gardening.

Dream 2:

My brother and I were walking around a neighborhood that was a memorial of WWII, it had grand architecture and was made of near-golden bricks. It was very pretty and classical music was playing throughout the neighborhood. It didn't seem like anyone lived there, all the houses had no lights, there were no cars or trash cans on the driveways. It was like a mausoleum. Kinda creepy, but it was sunny out and there were birds and trees so it was peaceful too. No reason to worry. John Zaffis from Haunted Collector was there giving us a tour, I knew this would be bad. We went into one of the houses and it looked exactly the way I thought it would look. Like a Crypt.

He started talking about what ghosts can do to you and I imagined I saw every piece of weird paranormal activity I have ever seen on the show (which is like 2 and a half episodes, I don't believe in ghosts, they are kinda boring, not really scary). I saw people's faces being translucent, civil war bullets floating toward me, the lights exploding, the works. Normally I'd start laughing at the ridiculousness of it, but with my logic shut down and my brain overflowing with Id, I sprinted out of there as fast as possible, I tripped, couldn't move. The bullets were flying toward me and the ghost hovered over me. I thought that it reminded me of Dementors and then 4 Dementors came in and gave me the kiss of death. BOOM I'm awake and still feeling sleep paralysis, I can imagine why people think that a ghost is sucking the soul out of them since its kinda like a weight on your chest. Half a second later its gone.

Its about 3 in the morning so I thought I might attempt a WILD since I'm already up. I get almost there but head into HH mode and hear a ghost-like groan and I'm immediately back awake. Apparently I succeeded the second time because I am lucid right from the start.

Dream 3:

I'm back at my driveway, both Saturn VUEs are still there, but it's night and there is a cooler sitting on the front porch. It is filled with strawberry and orange popsicles and many different fruity Jelly-Beans. I thought that it would be nice if my girlfriend came over, and she walked out of my house a few seconds later holding something she drew (she's an amazing artist). I gave her one of the popsicles and a big smile came up on her face. We went inside and we ate popscicles for dinner and watched Eureka. It was short lived but still one of the best dreams I've had and it was awesome to be able to passively control it (I was really in the mood for a popscicle, its been 105 degrees Farenheight ,40.5 degrees celcius, and near 100% humidity).

[This is a catch-up post. These dreams are from the night of June 27-28, 2011.]

I'm creeping around a parking lot, in the nude. [This has been a recurring circumstance in my dreams lately. Why is that, I wonder?] I'm trying to get to my car without being seen by anyone.

I'm in a room with a small stage, with a full set for a play on it, where people are rehearsing for a play. Nobody is playing the part of Morgan, so I jump in to play that role. In the play, Morgan is a little girl who watches her mom get murdered right in front of her, in their home. The mom is lying in her bed, and the murderer is some guy who shoots her with a rifle while she's lying there. As I'm acting out Morgan's part, I scream and shriek horrifically in reaction to this, and I start crying real tears. When the scene has ended, I tell the director of the play and the other actors that I'll probably really cry every time we rehearse this scene, but then I take it back, saying: “Even I know better than to do that. If I do that, then I won't have anything left for the performance.”

I'm riding in a car with my parents. We're discussing the washing instructions for a baseball cap that my mom has. They say to 'show' the cap to dry it, and I explain to my mom that the intended meaning there was to 'display' it, e.g., to leave it sitting out to dry. We also discuss how my mom recently had to have the password for some online account set, and in order to do that, they had to ship a packet of papers containing the printed password from Florida to somewhere else on the East Coast.

I'm in a big, cathedral-like building where a lot of people have gathered for a religious service, or a performance, or something like that. We've given everyone a password so that those who want to [and who have laptops] can log in to a Web site to see what's really going on behind the scenes of what's happening in front of them on stage. Apparently, the service/performance/whatever-it-is has something to do with Inception, because I have a printed book that is a dictionary of its characters, items, and concepts.

[Fragment] I'm taking all the bedclothes off my bed, and I realize that what makes my bed so soft and comfortable isn't the mattress itself, but the mattress pad. [This has been a concern of mine in real life lately, pursuant to my upcoming move to a new place with a new mattress.]

Non-Dream/Lucid/Non-Lucid/Dream counter

DREAM 1: We bought a new house. I was staying in my room, watching TV. The TV was the same mark as our old one, but it was like 18/19 inch looking and had some serious issues. It activated me the teletext when I tried to move to another channel. I was trying to exit the teletext, but it made my screen black.
I got pissed of by that stupid TV and went to the living room. Suddenly my living room turned to my old house's living room (actual house in reality) and as I went forwards, I saw my mom waving her hand and leaving the house.
Right after she left, the power went out. I was afraid that I will stay like an idiot in dark, doing nothing but watching the walls (walls...are pretty much a good show ), but then I remembered I have a power generator, so I bring it here to my computer and turned it on.
I was then talking to a friend on Skype and after much talking he left a bit. He said he'll return. I was a little...both bored and scared at the same time.
I went to the internet to see my old NSMB Wii works. I saw that on the desert one, you had to make a weird bug to actually pass it . Anyways, I got really bored and very frustrated with the power out. I tried to call my mom and my friend to come back, but no one answered. I was so bored that I started putting the monitor in my face, watching the window (the sky had red clouds ) and weird stuff.
The power finally went in and I sit down on the bed. While literary watching the ceiling, I was thinking about a Mario level and it appeared on the ceiling. It had gray grounds and ceilings, water below, a lot of Sonic like enemies and graphics. It was amazing, but I knew it was an optical illusion and if I look away and turn back, I will not see it anymore, so I tried to look at it as much as I could, so I can remember it.
A voice was talking with me and asking me "Did you though of a new Mario level?". He also said to be careful, not to use very much the use of hallucinogens, or I will get often weird hallucinations.
I looked at the bathroom and I saw a fat woman...I tried to look away, but when I looked back they were 2 of them!! I somehow made them disappear with my mind and another one just jumped out of some baby clothes.
DREAM 2: I was in my school (again ) talking with my peers. Suddenly Miki came at me and stole my jeans (HOMO!! HE'S A HOMO!!!). He put his hands in my pockets to see what I have there. I had my keys, my phone and my money there, so I was very angry at him. After much useless tug 'o' war match for my jeans, he gave up and ran away.
Right when I started cursing him the school's counselor came in and was like WTF! She punished me with cleaning all the books of the library...
One of my friends came in and asked me why I was punished and all. *sighs*

It pretty much seems like there's no justice even in my dreams.

Non Lucid False Awakening

First, my friend Jenny was driving me to some river in a small blue car. She is 12 but she was driving and I said "Do you have a driver's licence?" I was worried about the fact that we could crash. She explained that when she visited Greece, she passed her test and got the licence. When I got to the river there was a young, tall, guy who was in his 20's. You will read more about him soon. Yes, he is the stalker!

I then had a FA.

I was at some competition of dreams. (There was lots of stuff about dreams in my FA so i'm surprised that I didn't do a RC or realize i'm dreaming.) The guy in his 20's (Lets call him S for stalker ) wanted to use my dream to enter the competition. He wrote this really long story about the dream I just had before the FA but made some horrible major edits!!!! Here was HIS version of the story as accurate as I can possibly remember:
"I was travelling in a small blue car with a friend driving it. I was going to a river about to meet a hot guy in his 20's! Yeah I was so cool that I was just at the river and he loved me. We went riding on a galloping boat while he said my boobies were poking out. ( ) He loves me so much!" OMG WTF! Anyway back to the dream...
He entered it in the competition and also my drawing of a fish which I did earlier in the dream. If I can remember correctly, my fish came first and "my" story came fifth. I then went to my house which had moved next to my old school somehow. I rang the doorbell and who should come to the door but the Stalker. He asked me if I wanted to come rowing in a boat with him and I said yes for some STRANGEST REASON IN THE WORLD!!! He took me rowing on, you guessed it, a galloping boat. (I don't even know what that is lol!) We were in the middle of the sea and he told me that my boobs were sticking out! Omg so embarrassing and they actually werent He said he loves me and the dream ended.

I hope that never happens again.

Dream - Lucid

I was in what looked like some sort of conference room, but it was at a school. I was one of the only people sitting in there. I was waiting for a friend to come meet me for lunch. I talked to them on my phone at one point.

Then, I got on a school bus with many other people who were around my age, some a bit older. I was sitting on the left side around the middle, when I noticed a guy that was sitting up front. He was holding a black gun. Was I the only one who noticed this?! This couldn't be good.

When the bus started to move, the guy with the gun started to fiddle with his gun, talking to the guy sitting next to him. He then put the gun up the the guy's bald head who was sitting in front of him and pulled the trigger. It clicked, but nothing happened. He did it again and again, and another guy, a tall guy who looked like maybe he could do something about this situation, stood up and started examining the gun as the gunman held it.
"What's this?", the tall guy said as he pulled out some sort of pin from under the barrel.

Then, it was done. The gun worked. The gunman shot the man who helped him.

Then, for some reason, everyone had to move up to the front of the bus. I moved by climbing over the bus seats. I was sitting by the window next to someone, I'm not sure who.

I then saw the gunman had gotten my best friend, Mary Katherine. She was wearing a dark green shirt and was laying face-first in a bus seat across from where I was sitting. I couldn't believe this was happening.

The gunman then approached me. He put the gun to my head. I squirmed right as he fired, so the bullet only scraped my head instead of going in. It hurt when this happened.

I then woke up for a minute, and went back to sleep, entering the dream again.

I was on the bus again, and we were all filing out a door in the back of the bus. I was chaotically trying to get out, and in the confusion, I ended up having to climb over the handrail that was by the stairs. By the time I was finished doing that, everyone was already off the bus and gone.

Well, everyone except for me and the gunman.

I ran as fast as I could, but I was exhausted from climbing all over the handrail. The gunman caught up with me and grabbed me. He no longer had a gun, but a knife. I tried to get away, but to no avail. I asked him to please shoot instead of stab me, but he just laughed. He stabbed me, then put the knife to my neck as if to slit my throat. I was dying, I could feel it. I couldn't escape him this time.

Then, I was with Mary Katherine somewhere. I was talking to her about what had happened, and how it had been a dream. I told her that the man did actually slit my throat (when I'm pretty sure he was just preparing to). I also said something about my middle school.

After I finished telling her the dream (with those couple of extra details I just listed), she told me she had the exact same dream. I was excited to post in AND the fact that we dreamed the same thing in my journal on Dreamviews!

I was in a lab in the isolation chamber, I was groggy and covered in wires.
I stood up and sniffed the air. I man in a white lab coat came in, he looked at a console and wrote something on a clipboard.
As he was about to leave I tapped on the glass to get his attention, he looked at me and seemed puzzled. He went back to the console and flicked a switch, he then said through a micro-phone speaker inside the chamber "Who are you?....are you lucid?....what year is it?". I answered the questions "Sara, Yes for a moment or two at least, 2011...".
He looked excited and pushed a button on the console, he talked into the console but I couldn't hear him (he's turned off the speaker to the chamber). I could lip read him saying "We have her!". This made me nervous so I started looking around the chamber I was in to find a weak point (my usual powers were not working). By now I was getting very worked up. He spoke again through the speaker "We mean you no harm, we just need to ask you a few questions, the manager will be he in a minute"...at this point I was totally lucid and not groggy anymore, and VERY VERY angry about being in a isolation chamber, naked and covered in wires. I grinned and the light above me cracked and went black, the man looked worried, I grinned bigger pointed to the lights above his head and winked.....it blew and all was darkness.
I then turned into 'night crawler' and smashed my way out of the chamber, alarms sounded, I found him cowering in the dark near the console and pulled his limbs off one by one, lastly his head. I took one of the arms 'for later' and then smashed though the door to make my escape.
I got out of the room only to find more lights on (I can only be 'night crawler' in total darkness) so I blew them as I went and eventually got outside the building. Once outside I ran until I couldn't hear the alarms anymore and then ran some more until I found a graveyard. I buried myself in a fresh grave as the Earth wasn't compacted.
I lay down to sleep and munched on the severed arm until I dropped off.

Dream Journal entry #2

Dream Fragments

•I was in a photo booth where the pictures didn't turn out well.

•I was on a roller coaster.

•A group of my friends in my class were trying to jump a gap which I could see was too big,but they still tried. None of them made it. I went down a long staircase back down.

A nightmare

I was Altaïr Ibn-La'Ahad. I was accused for killing a bearded man who they said was Moses. And I did kill him. For no reason I had punched him bloody until he stopped breathing. I saw a man who looked like Jesus with loads of guards behind him. Jesus looked furious and he ordered the guards to get me. Pure fear coursed through me and I ran for my life.I passed obstacles with ease,but so did the guards. Wall jumping,vaulting,diving etc. Suddenly I felt annoyed of being chased and I felt like I pressed some kind of mental off-switch. Nothing happened. I didn't worry. I told myself that it takes a while.However,even after a while nothing happened. The panic came back to me as I keep running from the guards who are right behind me. I started to feel like I was being held back,and my running gradually slowed down. The next thing I knew I was tackled to the ground. I was held down with an enormous force. I received an almighty blow to the jaw. Then a man with a long dagger (a notched cinquedea) appears. I am lifted upright with my legs hanging a bit. The man with the dagger,well,does his thing.

I dreamed just long enough to feel a millisecond (or more) of pain.

This was written 22nd of June,2011

Notes:
*Bed around 8:00 PM, my dad (by request) woke me up around 12:00 PM (I don't believe I had a dream) to eat a half of a pizza then back to bed by 12:30. Had the dream then woke up around 4 - 5 AM.
*As stated ate a half of a pizza...Yummy. I heard leftover pizza can do some crazy stuff but this was fresh...Then again my dad is known to add cheese,mushrooms, meat, bacon, etc to his pizzas to make it a true deep dish pizza.

Dream:

Short and simple dream. On GPX+ (Pokemon clicking site) I evolved a Machop into a Machoke where I just notice I have now a total of 4 Machokes in my party. FFFFUUUUUUUU-

That is it...There currently a shiny hunt going on so most of my time is spent on that. So yea...I knew this dream was coming sooner or later. This isn't the first time I dream of a website or even GPX+ in general. Normally I don't get scare during nightmares with demons and such...But reality still scare me sometimes. Marking this as a nightmare though it was more of a FFFFUUUUU- moment then a scary moment.