nightmare

So hi, this is my first Dream Journal entry. I have a few friends on here who got me into this whole dream journal thing, so I've been writing a few details I can remember of my dreams in a notebook next to my bed. And what a better way to start out the first DJ with a nightmare?

I literally don't have nightmares, I can only remember one nightmare and it's a repetitive one I've had a few times between the ages of 8 and 16 (I shall DJ that one later). I get more "anxiety" dreams than nightmares where I'm just unsettled and panicked but not literally frightened BUT this one's really intense. Let it be known that it took place in my old room back at my parents house who I only visit a few times a year.

(Disclaimer: I've told this to a friend, and she suggests it's deep enough that it could be a story or a book or something, so if I end up doing that, TOO BAD it is my story and if you claim it as yours I will be really... sad. I won't be 100% specific for this reason. That is all.)

OK the nightmare. Sorry.

I had this dream the night of March 28th, 2011. Basically, I'm viewing myself in a third-person kid of way where I'm birds-eye-viewing the whole nightmare so I can't do anything about what's going on, but I am able to see my character (I'll explain later).

There's a "devil" - more like a white guy w/ black hair and a red suit and black collar - who is a completely real person with evil intentions. He sends out a massive call to the world that he's got a bounty list of people who are doing good things against the devil in some way. The public's reaction is "well this is scary but we can't do anything about it so just go with it I'm sorry." The list is sent out through the media but me as the dream-viewer can only make out a few names that I can't read. But then the last two people on the list are both my character and my partner's names. Then in comes my cheesy dramatic transitions I get in my dreams, where its like my birds-eye-viewed self is filming it, so my birds-eye camera zooms in to the character's dramatic facial expression, there's dramatic music, all that.

Then I - and my character - has a vision of sorts, seeing what the devil does to the "devil offenders." They're in a blood-red room that has no walls or ceiling (so big it's endless), and there's several people sitting in the center of the room in those old-school hair dryers that go over your head like a space man helmet. But instead of a space man helmet it's a stove bruner, the coils hovering over the person's head like an angel's halo. The devil says the word and the unforeseen henchmen pulls some level somewhere that lowers the burners down against the people's heads that burns their head and brains and BLEH, along w/ some electricity that eletricutes them dead. I see my partner in the corner handcuffed to a metal bar on the side, looking distressed.

Insert dramatic music transition here. From here on assume when I mean "I", I mean my character of myself I'm seeing.

I am kind of like Temperance from the "Bones" TV show, where I'm an investigator of some sort with a slightly goofy/gorgeous partner and we bring justice to bad people. I'm in the same haircut as her, the same kind of outfits and all that but I can't recall if I'm actually HER or not. My partner - whose name is unrecognizable to me, I literally hear gibberish when I'm saying/hearing/reading his name - is a more tan-colored-trench-coated-blond version of Booth from Bones, but he's definitely not supposed to be him.

ANYWHO, I've seen the coverage on the news on a TV, then had my vision and realized I'm on the list. Here's where I'm all omgomgomgomg in my head. What the media also says is that there's a helpline for the people who are on the devil's list. There's some announcer going "Are you on the list? Call ###-####" or whatever in a cheery "nothing's wrong everything's ok" kind of voice. I reach for a phone and dial anxiously. I get the same girl's voice as the operator. I then tell her I'm on the list and I'm trying to explain to her that I'm an investigator and that's probably why I'm on the list but I don't know what to do I don't want to die. As I'm explaining, I see on the TV set in front of me that there's one person who survived the list - an actress who played a private investigator role on a TV show - and her interview was coming up next. I focus back on the call, and the girl operator takes everything I say into consideration and says she can help me. In mid sentence of her transferring to somebody who can help, the line goes dead. again. I instantly think I'm gonna die I'm gonna die I'm gonna die. Dramatic music like it's gonna go to another transition, and I FREAKIN' WAKE UP.

It's about 6am. I feel suddenly anxious, lots of adrenaline, and then I see the shadow on the ceiling. Part of it looks like a horn and a shoulder. I'm all and move the items on my desk haphazardly so the shadow goes away. Then I feel like and can't believe I just had a nightmare. I'm unable, thank goodness, to get back into the nightmare.

TA DA

This dream occurred about 90-minutes after going to bed in the first REM stage. I took a liquid gel multivitamin and 500mg of B5 before bed.

My GF and I were playing a cooperative video game. I remember fighting a giant turtle like monster and she was getting overwhelmed and overly excited playing it. The visuals were very 3D, even holographic, and her character was able to paint cross-hairs on the beast. (There was no fear attached to this part of the dream.)

We decided to go out. It was nighttime outside and all the street lamps were off. My GF was suddenly afraid. The darkness was making me apprehensive too which is not normal. I went to close my car door and it wouldn't shut. I moved the seat belt a little thinking it was caught. Then slammed the door even harder, but it bounced even more.

I looked down at the frame and discovered my wallet and cell phone were lodged there. I figured my phone was broke, but for some reason I didn't want to stay in my drive for another moment. I slammed my car into reverse, in a maneuver to shut the door finally using a hard left spin.

We jammed down my darkened block and near the end on the right hand side standing in front of a car was a cowering German Shepard dog. It was crouched, and it was trembling with fear wetting the street in front of the curb with urine. This was a big healthy looking animal, scared out of its wits.

We drove further and came to near to the spot of my last posted dream Neighborhood: Magic Garden. Standing in the middle of the road was deranged looking huge Rottweiler dog. It was starring me down hard. I rolled down the window this time to attempt to lighten the atmosphere with puppy talk. It just rolled its head, looking at me dead in the eyes with barely contained hostility.

We drove past and reached the exact spot of my last posted dream Neighborhood: Magic Garden There, kitty-corner to where the magic garden had been was a decimated house with the entire front end smashed wide open. I could see a couple inside. Dead. Nude. Frozen in positions of absolute horror on their sofa.

Turning down that street and driving further, the entire block was covered with thick green moss, huge fallen trees, and ripped apart houses. I could hear a massive number of frogs in the distance.

--At this point I whimpered out loud and it woke me up. My heart was racing, I was terrified, and I could still hear the din of hoards of frogs in the distance... The sound faded and it merged with my air filter which was set on low.

I don't have time to post my next dream from last night, it was much more terrifying and extremely realistic.

So I had this dream 2 maybe 3 months ago.

I was with a bunch of classmates and two of my close friends. We were on a plane headed to I don't know where. We all were laughing and enjoying the flight. Things started getting a little hectic and the plane began to crash. There was wreckage everywhere and we all were okay it seemed. But we were mistaken. We all had died so it had seemed. My friends Harley (H) and Lacey (L) were right beside me. H was flipping out and L didn't seem to care too much.

H looked at me and said "Oh my god Dove.. Do you see the light"
Reluctantly I nodded.
H-" Dove we have to go into it..."
Me- "No!! H we've got the rest of our lives to live out I can't go into it yet"
L- "Make up your mind guys" *she vanished*
H- "Please tell my mom I loved her and I'm sorry. But I have to go and you do too, when you are ready."
Me- *laughed* "H c'mon you are sooooo not doing this!!"
H-"I have too..." *she walked into the light*

I looked around taking in my souroundings and noting that everyone was dead. Then I woke up. I fell asleep soon

BACK IN THE DREAMWORLD

I was at school. I was alive trying to laugh and be happy after learning the fact that I actually did survive the crash, but I was the only one. I went into denial about it all, but I accepted it. I told my friends that I should get back to class they laughed and agreed.

I took in my sourroundings noting that everyone around was wearing black. Every time I walked past a table they would all grow silent. I walked through the crowd and as I walked by one table they were still talking. They were the only ones.

I heard them say "She should of died with the rest of them." They all death glared at me.
Tears rolled down my eyes and I shouted "Don't you think I think it should of been me?! I would of died in order to save all of them!!! But I couldn't and I have to live with it not you!!! So please just let me live miserably without your input..." I ran off.

I walked on and slightly looked up in the corridor and looked into the eyes of L. I had passed on the message to H's mother and I asked if she needed me to do something as well? She was demonic and looked me dead in the eyes and said "DIE".

And then I woke up.

(Names changed for protection)

1-2/4/11

Entry reads like that of a fragmented dream, but was written right after waking from it. In the dream I saw both good and bad outcomes in this experience, I guess my split personality, the nature of my love for her and her actions towards me, may be a factor.

3:22 am
Its weird, I was in a world with Georgia, and things just seemed... right. There was a oneness about it, I was trusting, as was she... Fragments... Down a path with her, path getting darker, bright light for a few hundred metres, then darkness (metaphor for my relationship with her?)... holding her, confronting her, one face is a devil that hates but another face is soothing and loving... The words I wanted to hear "I still love you" and the words I dread "Nothing between us".... I don't know, this one left me on the verge of tears but also happy. Mixed emotions messing me up right now...

April 4/5

First decent lucid with questions. Dreaming Lucid

It starts out with me and a bunch of other kids in my HS in a dark house and were trapped. Everyone is scared. Then I'm with some of the girls of my grade. I have an urge to urinate. So I say "yeah guys I gotta go pee." I use it no problem. I leave the bathroom and one of the girls are missing. Then one girl says "So you were subject a and she was b but you went missing so she got killed!!" Then I again didn't care and noticed there were traps on every bed.
No one was laying down on them so I dont know why I was trying to deactivate them. There was some kind of rube Goldberg contraption and every thing that was setup that i tried to stop ended up activating until I saw a multi outlet on the ground and I unplugged everything but everything worked still. And I got pissed. So then all the traps activate and I again try not to care. But when I get up no one is there but me.
They ditched me! "Those Bitches!!!!" Then I hear foot steps coming up the stairs and I want to hide in the darkness to attack them. But it turns out I cant because the place was now somewhat more light. Then it turned out to be a kid I know and his twin. And they were laughing.
They pulled on me and I resisted but they laughed more like he does IRL.Which was really annoying. I noticed no malice in him so I just followed them. Then they lead me outside to a park of some sort with many people playing frisbee and other activities.
Then I run up a hill then suddenly become lucid.YAY. I immediately do a RC. I stabilize the dream by rubbing my hands together. And it make a sound like "beep beep". But I don't care and keep rubbing, I want this dream to last. I start to walk around this place and I meet some siblings. This is the first time family came into my dream like this. Then my older bro explains what happened in the house I was in and what's goin on outside. There's suppose to be an alien invasion and I was like 'cool beans'. He then talks about the Quran. And how I'm like fuck that shit. Then I argue when the he'll did I say that??
Then a small flash back comes to me. We were at the old house we used to live in and him, dad, and I were at the living room and my dad gave me some odd heart filled with black coffee. He wanted me to put it in my mango tropical drink. I thought it was horrible and at some point me and him almost fought.
Anyways. So then my little bro starts holding on to me because he is scared of the invasion. Then I told him get off of me angrily. Then my older bro says see I hate you kind of people that act that way. I knew I was dreaming so I didn't care about the invasion or how I treated my siblings. I also didn't even want to waste any time explaining that I'm dreaming. I run to a pathway that led to a forest. When I saw a bear I immediately turned around and didn't want to risk ending the dream with a fight, but that's exactly what happened.
When I turned around I somehow ended up I a basement type thing with some pyro technician. He looks a little hostile so I'd decide to fight him to reach the exit. He swings his flamethrower, I dodge and grab it, easily pointing the tip to his face. As I'm about to squeeze the trigger he puts his mouth on it and somehow stops the flame then smiles. I get angry and shove it down his throat then pulling it out forcefully stunning him in the process. Then I go for the shot again and burn his face to smithereens. Then when the flames clear he looks unharmed and he smiles again. I notice he's tough but I wanted to escape so I don't risk ending the dream. I turn and run though what seems like a labyrinth and see the exit. When I push the small exit open the guy is behind me but now looks like a little different and again is smiling the same way. And I nod my head like "we're done" and he gets the gesture. And stops and walks away.
I get through and see my sis and at the the field. I got into a house and the dream starts to destabilize and I feel my eyes opening but I don't resist and just rub my hands. And luckily the dream stabilizes. I talk with some friendly DCs about lucid dreaming. Apparently they saved me from destabilization. It was a young woman, a middle aged woman with a chipped tooth. and some young guy around 21. They were helping me with my lucidness. Giving me some food. I thought that this whole time the dream didn't feel very real like, like the stories everyone makes on dream views so I want to stabilze more by spinning. But the house was crowded and I wanted to go outside. I ask the DCs will they disappear if I don't have my attention to them? Then they take their sweet ass time talking about it. In the end they ignore it completly and give me some kind of sandwich. I put it in my mouth and didn't really taste anything and then woke up instantly. That dream must have lasted max 30 mintues.

Ah.... It's nice to have a vivid dream again after long period of the block. Where do I start....
I went to bed a little late last night, around 12:30. Assuring myself that I will have a dream, I went to bed and fell asleep. In the dream, I was in a car. Specifically my dad's car (which is not around anymore; should've notice that). He was dropping me off at my friend's house for a concert. So I went in, but my friend wasn't there, in fact, it seemed like a warp to another room like a dentist office. So I talked to the receptionist (oddly enough, I was talking to the chair ==") and took out my laptop while I wait (for nothing). My friend came out and led me in. Inside, there was my SAT teacher. He said this is not a dentist's office, but a secret society research centre. He gave me a tour around the building and at the end, he led me to a small room. Everything like the void room from "Matrix" was white in there except a green dentist's chair. He told me to sit down. As I sat, the research people showed up and pulled out a big green cylinder and inserted the content into a clear bag with a strange, clear liquid in it. My SAT teacher then pulled out a stubby, small (around half an inch long and one sixth inch thick) injecting needle and said: "Do you want to join the society?" I foolishly said yes. Then he said: "It is required to make you weak while we inject you with the serum." Then he took the stubby needle and pressed it on my wrist. The blood continuously squirted out of my wrist. He looked at the monitor and said: "60%" then pushed even harder. And again about the two inches up my right arm. I did not feel a thing nor feared a thing (weird). I soon saw the words in 8-bit style saying "Press to convince yourself." I didn't know what that meant but I pressed by moving my arms slightly forward. Then I woke up. I could not realize it was a dream until I got out of it. I checked my hands and there were five with fingerprints and all. I shook myself out of my bed looked at my wrist. It was fine.

Blue= Non-Lucid
Red= Lucid
Orange= TOTM
Green= Real life/ side note

Ok so there are two versions of part 2 because i messed up the title.

So maybe this started out in the middle of part 2 IDFK my dreams are weird.
Anyways i remember going to this tower where you would go through these lines that were like gates and then you would go to an elevator and then go up and go to the next gate and then at the final one you would go to the airport and go inside and then go the the gate where the plane was. So anyways i did that and we took off and headed to seattle.

Blue= Non-Lucid
Red= Lucid
Orange= TOTM
Green= Real life/ side note

So this one started out like from a 1st person view from the roof of my house and i guess i had become a half zombie. Anyways my mom was saying that she found a half zombie. And i told her not to say that or i would get pounded. Then the view went to a group of zombies that were by my porch. There was a tiny zombie with a weird thing on its head and it was like sucking its brains and it looked really painful ( this was called getting "pounded"). Anyways i remember going down to my street and running like hell to get away. Then the zombies came and they were on the sides of some tanks like trying to jump on me but i got away and next thing i knew i was in a ferrari going under a bridge. I was with a black haired girl and we were trying to get to the airport to get a plane and fly away. We saw a wrecked plane and we figured that it was an attempted escape by a survivor. So we got to the airport and got in the a 737 and drove it around but then crashed into a building and then that Tom kid was there and zombies surrounded us and we did the same thing.

Blue= Non-Lucid
Red= Lucid
Orange= TOTM
Green= Real life/ side note

So this dream continued throughout the night and even when i woke up and went back to sleep it would continue. I was like half lucid in it


So the dream started out at my house and i'm not sure of the exact location but i remember being at my house and talking to this kid who like knew about the zombie apocalypse. Anyways he said that it was going to happen in 4 different cities. One being Spokane and the third being Paris. So anyways i remember running out to my tree house where some people from my RTV class were. They were helped up my one of the kids named Tom. So i was running to them and i like was really slowed down and i was scared that the zombies would kill me as they were coming through the fences leading to my backyard. Tom said shouted to me "Are you going to be able to jump fast enough?". Tom had a shotgun and i hoped he would cover me but i was sure that the gun didn't have enough range. So i finally got up to the tree house and when i got there zombies were swarming from all angles. Earlier i had told Tom that if a situation like this occured. He would have to shoot me and my friend and then kill himself so we wouldn't get torn apart by the zombies. So he killed us all and that part ended.

I am at a campsite near a lake. I am poor and have few posssessions and I think I either live there or am staying their until I move on to a new place because I am essentially homeless. The roads and campsite grounds are mostly gravel, with tress scattered here and there.

I keep to myself and mostly stay on my site but for some reason a group of three adolescent boys start throwing small rocks at me. I ask them to stop but it only provokes them and soon their are five boys throwing handfulls of gravel and rocks at me. People on surrounding campsites do nothing to help and only stare. My tent offers little shelter and it collapses. I suddenly remember that I have an archer's bow and I go and get it. The bow I find looks like it was constructed of plastic and duct tape and I only have three arrows. I try to fire an arrow at the boys as a warning shot, but it turns out my bow IS made of platic and duct tape and it falls apart.

A vagrant old man suddenly appears and hands me a dart gun and some darts, telling me that this will be much better. Suddenly something happens (but I can't remember what) and the boys throwing the rocks suddenly stop and run away. I have not fired the dart gun so I don't know what scared them off. I am exausted and sore but my tent has been destroyed and the only possesion I have left is a blanket, a sleeping bag and a pillow.

I leave the campsite to find a slab of concrete near a building to sleep on, but other vagrants have picked spots around the building and space is scared. I don't know what the building is or used to be and the windows and doors have been boarded up. There is a road that either leads deeper into or exits the campsite and it runs right only where all the vagrants are trying to hunker down for the night. Many people shout unkind things or throw garbage at us and it is near impossible to sleep. I become so frustrated I go for a walk and when I come back a blond haird man has stolen my spot and is sleeping in my blankets.

Suddenly I cannot cross the road because it is a deep chasm filled with a raging river and I feel depressed and tired and want to throw myself in.

Strange dream I guess. I was at a reception because I just got married to this guy I had really deep feelings for. Lets call him Nerd 'cause thats his nickname when I talk about him. So anyway,the dream was in third person and from what I saw, we were going to head for the HONEYMOON. Its so weird and I don't even want to get married. Especially with HIM. But I saw myself in my wedding dress and I got to say, I look pretty hot. And it was somewhere in a beach?? Maybe, don't remember much after because I woke up. So yeah...

Dead Flesh
I am in my own room at night with the lights out, but it is darker than it normally is. The shadows seem to be pressing in on me from all directions, pressing in with an actual physical force. For some reason I become especially aware of my own breathing… and it seems harder than normal to breathe. It is almost painful to breathe. I hear something around me that sounds like voices whispering, I hear the voices but they are whispering too quietly to hear what they are saying. Dead flesh. The voices are talking about dead flesh… yuck… A voice in my ear speaking. Look around, do you think this is real? It isn't! A voice in the other ear. You think you're real? You're not, nothing is real. Another voice right at the back of my head… All you are is an accidental bit of electricity sent through a mass of brain tissue at just the right way to imitate a conscious mind. A pulse of light through the dark, there and then gone completely. A flicker of energy contained in a mass of dead flesh. The voices are all around now, I can't really tell where they are coming from. You are a chunk of dead flesh, animated for a brief time, dying from the day it is brought into existence. You didn't exist before this slab of meat was created, nor will you exist after it decays. The flesh could crumble tonight… or tomorrow night… or 20 years from now… or even longer, but it will break down. Anything I can try to do, am I really going to con myself into thinking it matters? I tell the voices to shut up. DEAD FLESH! You are not a conscious being… DEAD FLESH! You are a chunk of matter waiting to decay… DEAD FLESH! Pathetic physical mass of DEAD FLESH! Should I treat this flesh as a temple? DEAD FLESH! As a garbage bin? DEAD FLESH! What does it matter? DEAD FLESH! It will only make a difference of a couple short years… DEAD FLESH! If it makes a difference at all, that is. DEAD FLESH! All you are is flesh. DEAD FLESH! Flesh is all you are. DEAD FLESH! Go ahead, make up fantastic tales of far off worlds! DEAD FLESH! Use them to comfort yourself… DEAD FLESH! To keep yourself from realizing that all of life is puny and worthless! DEAD FLESH! And when the body decays into DEAD FLESH! It will be as if you never existed at all! DEAD FLESH! Look! DEAD FLESH! It's started already! DEAD FLESH! I look and see there are bugs crawling on my arm. I brush them off, and underneath the bugs my skin is turning a sickly gray color, the color of decay. DEAD FLESH! DEAD FLESH! DEAD FLESH! The voices keep going, I want to get the gross stuff off. I go to the shower and turn on the water, run it over my injury. DEAD FLESH! DEAD FLESH! DEAD FLESH! The flesh itself washes off of my arm to reveal the bone beneath. The bone itself starts to crumble, the voices keep chanting and chanting… DEAD FLESH! DEAD FLESH! DEAD FLESH! Then I finally wake up in bed… and the first thing I think to say is, "Come forth to me now, all ye seekers of the dead flesh." I speak this into the darkness before I stop and sit there wondering, "What the fuck is that supposed to mean?!"

Fusion Healing
I am in a strange place with MoSh, it looks like a house, but it is a home I don't remember ever seeing before. I look around and I see there is a bedroom there, there is a woman there I don't recognize. MoSh clearly recognizes her, though. MoSh goes over to her and starts trying to talk to her, but she seems so despondent, not even turning to look at MoSh when he speaks. MoSh looks over to me and says he needs help to heal her, he's not sure what to do. He's not sure how to help her. I know healing spells, so I go over to the woman and start using a song by Evanescence called My Last Breath. She is paying no more attention to me than she had been to MoSh. Completely unresponsive. I look back over at MoSh, not sure what to do. MoSh is the one who knows this woman… my energy is needed for healing… so what would be needed is a combination of MoSh's and my energies, maybe that would get her attention. I go over to MoSh and I say we have to help her together, he says that is ok, he will do whatever he can to help. So I fuse with MoSh… somehow this seems completely normal, in fact nothing here has seemed odd enough to trigger me to do a RC… I/MoSh go back over to the woman, who has been completely oblivious to anything happening, she is still staring off into the same distant nothingness as she was a short time ago. I go for the same song, trying to work it again. "Hold on to me, luv… you know I can't stay long. All I wanted to say is I love you and I'm not afraid. Can you hear me? Can you feel me in your heart?" Now she seems to be responding, she reaches out her hands and I/MoSh take them in my/his hands. She is now looking into my/MoSh's eyes, no longer gazing into some distant abyss. A white light radiates out of me/MoSh, the light flows through the woman, making her entire body glow and seem to float a bit off of the ground. She seems oblivious to the fact she is now floating, but she has not gone back into her trance, she is completely fixated on my/MoSh's eyes, looking so intensely as if she can see all the way into my/MoSh's soul… I wonder which soul she sees… or does she see both? The two of us/them are lying down on the bed, this is going somewhere I don't belong, so I pull out of MoSh. The spell is complete anyhow. They play around a bit on the bed, the woman is still glowing with the white energy. I am hit with an unexpected loneliness… an emptiness in my heart that goes all the way into my soul. A voice is speaking behind me, the voice is cold and emotionless. Soul? What soul? You have no soul, fool, there is no such thing as a soul… you are nothing but a mass of dead flesh. A chance gathering of matter, a figment of some other dreamer's dream, of someone else's mind, and soon when my body decays I will be gone. I turn around and demand to know who is saying that. I notice MoSh and the woman turn to stare at me. I guess I am acting really strange now… A voice in my mind keeps repeating, "You are DEAD FLESH! You are DEAD FLESH! You are DEAD FLESH!"

From when I was in elementary school.

/T+0.00.00/ I am at a beach, possibly with family. The sand is the typical boring gray typical of southern California. It is sunny. Suddenly, the steely water begins to rush away, exposing more beach. As a giant wave begins to swell in the distance, I turn and see friends I haven't seen in years, most notably Nl. Gldfrb., running to escape the tsunami. I begin to run, climbing up the sides of what are possibly sand bags to prevent erosion of the beach, when I remember my family and panic sets in as I weigh the value of my life against those of my friends and loved ones.

When I was very young

/T+0.00/ It is nighttime. I am in a brick labyrinth, but the walls are only tall enough so I can see a dalmatian, bipedal and cartoon like, with what is possibly a fire-helmet on its head. I have reason to believe it is malicious. I find my way out of the the maze and I am in a crowded amusement park. I am with one of my parents, I believe my mom, and the other, likely my dad is gone. We search for the missing parent, through gift shops, in and out of the different areas of the theme park, and I sense that the dalmatian is near.
/T+0.15/ Suddenly, my other parent, possibly my mom, is gone too, and somehow I know that both have disappeared in the bathrooms. I run to the bathroom and to the urinals, which are those ones that go to the floor. I know mom and dad are there, and I know the dalmatian put them there, but I don't know how to rescue them. I begin to panic.
/End dream T+0.18/

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid

March 20, 2011: Terrible, emotionally exhausting dreams tonight.
In one, I was in an army that was sent to attack and kill innocent people, unprovoked.
Later, I walked through the area and saw the aftermath. There were dead and injured people all over, and lots of damage to the building.
It felt like I was in a movie, but everything was real.

Another dream, same night: I was in a restaurant that was attacked. The windows were smashed in. A bunch of people held out babies and used them as weapons. The babies vomited all over the place.