non-lucid

non-lucid
lucid

I'm taking a nap before work and I'm dreaming that my alarm didn't go off. When I try to figure out what time it is, the numbers keep shifting around or include letters. There's a tv at the foot of my bed that isn't there IRL, at first I'm looking at a website and then it's a video on the television. I get out of bed and start walking into the living room, trying to use my phone to call work to let them know I'll be in as soon as I can.
I start to become suspicious that I'm dreaming. I think "This is all pretty weird. If I look at my phone again and the clock isn't there then I'm dreaming." I look. The clock is missing. "Yes!" I think. I make it into the living room. For some reason there are two televisions in there. One is playing a movie about a dog. Suddenly I'm really small. I try to return to normal size but instead I just start floating. I can't seem to make my feet stay on the ground. The movie is annoying so I try to turn it off. Nothing works.
"Off!" I say, pointing at the TV. Nothing. I try that again in a few different ways, even just believing the TV will turn off when I say doesn't work. I start to get pissed off that I can't do something so simple. The screen gets static bars across it. Then the sound of static is annoying. I focus on the sound and it ceases. The static increases. "Guess in here I have no subtlety. Leave it to me to just destroy something when I can't make it work the way I want..." both televisions gain more static, I clench my hand into a fist and they become pure static. I laugh a little and realize I'm wasting my time. I could be doing something fun right now! I see a small window over the sink in the kitchen out of the corner of my eye.
I run at it, the sky is a perfect blue with puffy white clouds. I want to be flying. I open the window and I start climbing out----

My alarm goes off. sigh

I actually had a bunch of non lucid dreams last night, but I can't remember a thing, other than well, this.

So, I was at a Christmas party with my entire family. I can remember seeing the Christmas tree as well as a table with turkey and a bunch of other foods, set up like it was thanksgiving.
My uncle (who doesn't really look like my uncle) started telling me about the newest thing that he had gotten in his house, a zero gravity room. He led me down this hallway into a room on his house that I have never seen before in real life.
The room had only one window, and one door. And a really high ceiling. The only other thing in the room was a computer at a desk. My uncle sat down and started typing. I can remember seeing a bunch of graphs and numbers on the screen.
He said that he turned on the anti-gravity, and sure enough, I started to float around. I found that I could sort of swim through the air, but then I began to push myself off of walls and such.
Eventually, I was flying through the room, literally bouncing off the walls. I started practicing different maneuvers like flips and jumps. Toward the end I was getting pretty good and stared doing these advanced maneuvers.

This is for the morning of December 14.

I was sitting with my legs spread in front of me and an old friend of mine, Tory was sitting in between my legs. She was arching her back and running her fingers through her hair in a suggestive manner. She let me know that she wasn't with her boyfriend any longer, and they were probably going to get back together, but at that particular moment they were not together.

Car and Brother

I had picked up a new used car. I drove it home to where I used to live with my mom. It seemed like a long drive.

When I got there, my brother gave me a phone. It had some kind of absorbent material and it was wet. He'd been crying, his tears got all over the phone, and then he gave it to me. It was kind of gross.

I shook out the phone to let his tears drip off. Then I noticed he was going somewhere with my kids. I didn't want them leaving with him, but they wanted to go somewhere. I told him I would drive them, but I didn't have enough gas. He said that was OK and that they were going to walk.

I didn't like it, but I let them walk.

The End

I had a dream that was like an interim dream between these two dreams where I was walking through a school trying to get to the outside. I kept walking through class rooms and trying not to disturb anybody. I walked through a band class which I saw pretty clearly, and then other classes. As I made it out of the school, I tried to see a reflection of myself with a hat and sun glasses, and something else that I had on, but I couldn't find a mirror to stop at, and I kept seeing teachers looking at me. At least I was outside now.

Tittle Litties

I was at a friends house (M-Bub). His girl bent down and showed me her tittle litties. They were beautiful. I asked her to show me again and she said "No" but then she did show me. It wasn't the same that time, but then she started showing them to me more and I got that same good angle again.

She kept moving them. I wanted her to just lean over and let me look at them without moving around. Then she did stay still. Fantastic! Finally, I turned around and there was her boyfriend. He asked if I got a look at them. I was scared, but he wasn't mad. He smiled, and I told him, "No, I didn't want to." My intonation me said, "No, I didn't mean to."

I then walked away and went to a blanket on a grassy hill. There was a bunch of stuff all over it. It might have been picnic stuff. I couldn't even sit on the blanket.

Someone asked me to bring a couple of their things over to the blanket, and I brought something to the blanket also, but I don't know what it was. The other person wanted to get away from a shark. (I guess it was a land shark )

Then I woke up.

I was a sausage, literally a sausage. Around me were other sausages and we were all working in some kind of prison. Looking through the bars of the cells I could see pigs, the idea was that we slaughter the pigs to make more of us sausages. Unfortunately someone hit the button that released the doors, we all ran for our lives to avoid being eaten. I ran down the hallway and into what seemed like an air vent. I looked behind me to see a pig charging after me, he could fit into the air vent as well. I ran further, turned a corner and arrived at a dead end. I turned around slowly to see the pig now wearing an executioners uniform and wielding an executioners axe. I took out the same set and put mine on, ready for a battle to the death. We faced each other and started to make our moves and the dream faded to black before I woke up.

When I woke up my heart was racing and I was breathing fairly heavily, it was like I'd actually being running. The dream was very vivid and clear. I'm getting closer and closer to that lucid!

12/14/2012

last night i had a dream i was riding a bike to a movie set for a new batman movie. i was going to be an extra. i sat down on a couch and talked with some of the actors. i received a script and saw that i was an extra henchman in a "vice gang". i introduced myself to one of the actors. he told me his name was "lee" and looked at me like i should know him. then he said his name was lee harvey oswald. i didn't realize who it was at the time but told him the name rang a bell. the dream transitioned into semi lucidity when i saw a piece of paper that told me to remember this dream when i woke up because i was dreaming. then i woke up. i feel like this dream is very significant but every time i tell someone they don't seem to care much. typical.

Sparring

I meet up with an old friend from high school for the first time in a while. I pretend to do some Tae Kwon Do moves at him, and suddenly he counterattacks while saying some words that I recognize from the dojang. "Where did you get those words??" I ask incredulously. He must have taken up TKD! We continue sparring for a little while. I am reminded of something my instructor once said: "Think of sparring as a way of saying hi to your partner."

Confidence

Someone is supposedly fated to slay a terrible dragon. But the person is a staunch supporter of free will, and hence has trouble believing in something like fate. So ze is very unconfident about the prospect of fighting this dragon, which clearly hurts zir chances of succeeding. [I don't recall whether this person was me, or somebody else.]

I Quit (8:00)

I'm at a sports club, where we're doing our warm-up workout outside. The current exercise involves teams of three. We lock arms in a specific way, then take turns trying to lift the people on our left and right using our core muscles. I'm the last person in our group to do it, so I wasn't expecting it to be as hard as it is. I try it once--try it twice--and then give up. With hardly a goodbye, I walk back towards the locker room to change and go home.

On the way is a swimming pool, and I accidentally trip and fall into it. At the last moment I remember that my shoes are muddy, and I hook my legs over the side of the pool so I'm hanging upside down from the edge. That way, the water stays clean.

After I pull myself back out, the club's head instructor is standing on the other side of the pool, looking at me. He commends me for my civic responsibility in keeping the mud out of the water, and as a reward, he says he's willing to overlook my embarrassing decision to quit the club. "We're back together," he says, and it's clear he's enjoying the double entendre. This guy seems kind of like a sleaze-bag, and I don't think I want back into the club. I throw an apple core at him and go into the locker room.

Inside, there are some students practicing Apparition. It makes me sorry to realize I'll never get a chance to learn it, now. The trick has something to do with having complete faith that when you turn around, you'll be looking at the new location; I never quite got the hang of it. Oh well.

I look over towards the secret door, which I also never figured out how to open. Then I see there's some kind of locking mechanism in the upper right corner. It's moving around, which must mean someone is trying to come through the door. Probably the head instructor trying to talk to me again.

Indeed, it is him. As soon as the door opens, we start fighting. It's a mix of Tae Kwon Do sparring and a knife fight. We end up back outside, advancing and retreating and circling around one another. I'm rather proud of myself for being able to deflect all of his attacks.

I am joined by a team of fighters on roller blades. They are part of a resistance group that has an ongoing feud with the sports club. Sensing my opportunity to cut ties with this place, I go with them when they leave.

~ 6 am

I am in a parade. We were carrying some sort of banner. I think FF was right behind us. They had cosplayers, one in particular that has the long, blond hair of Naruto, but it's a flaming gay. They also had a banner, which reminded me of our banner. I asked the person beside me if it wasn't ours.

I was talking to someone about work or study. I think it was Joerome. He needs to rent a dorm in a nearby city if he wants to work or study in some place. I think Silay came to mind.

~ 7 pm: sleep
~ 10 pm: wakeup

Buying on a boat. There were two options, but in one boat, I was already eating rice before I even knew what I was doing, so I decided to buy food there.

I am some sort of demon. I killed off some people. Some innocent, some are not. There was a housewife. I think I killed her husband. I killed more people in a room. Their weapons just go through me. There's one burly kid who's very persistent. No matter how much I shoot him, he comes back and holds me back, trying to protect others from him. I told him I'll remember his bravery, though it is pointless. He has some sort of sharp things on his body to hold me back. It traps me somehow.

I was in a plaza in our hometown. I was talking to a sea man. He needs to go out early because of some punishment. Lateness or absense, I think. Or no uniform? The number 50. He gave me an airplane toy. I was holding the bamboo-framed kite-like airplane. I used it to jump and attempt to fly, but the plastic is right in front of me, and there's only a small hole that I can see through. I would loved to use it to travel the world. I sense mom is coming from the direction of our house.

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Edit:

Upon going online, I saw news of a hideous massacre by ONE man that included "innocents." Even freakier is that the event happened around an hour after I woke up from my "killing spree" dream.

I was walking down a hallway at my school with one of my friends that used to be my best friend and is a male and a girl I use to be good friends with two years ago. Both my friends were going to a class called "Brit Lit" while I was going to a class called "AP IV", so we said goodbye and we parted ways. When I got into my class the girl I was walking with before was there strangely enough and stood by her. The class was about dreams (still didn't get me lucid :/), although AP IV is supposed to be an english class. There was a memory gap in my dream or something, because next thing I can remember I was sitting on a bus with the same girl and we were talking. I remembering the girl joking to someone else one the bus how she had sex with me before, and at one point she also was on top of me. Apparently the bus was planning on going back to school I was at previously, and when the bus arrived at the school there were all these gunmen shooting people and causing chaos. So me and the girl ran off the bus and tried to escape the gun men, every time we thought we escaped them they would find us, so we would keep running. Eventually we found this shack that was safe from the gunmen, it was a small sized shack that was right next to a body of water. In order to make sure we were safe from the gunmen, the girl I was with would wait in the shack and keep a lookout, while I was hiding in the lake next to the shack. I remember while I was in the body of water, my clothes fell of and all my possessions started falling through the water and I swam after them. Right when I was about to grab my phone I woke up, but not back to reality, I woke up in the dream into another dream. In this dream I was with one of my best friends I have now and the same girl. I was trying to convince the girl and my friend that I was just in dream with the girl, but the girl wouldn't believe and either did my other friend. No matter how much I tried they wouldn't believe me, and they started to mock me too. I was very frustrated about this and not soon after I woke up, this time into reality.

Overall I liked the dream a lot because it was very elaborate but one thing that was strange about it was when I woke up from the dream, and I remembered the part of the dream where I was at the shack, thinking about it really creeped me out, it almost seemed like a horror movie.

Dream 1: Bomb
I forgot my whole dream. I just remember that There is a War going on. And something about Pocket and a Bomb in a Tiffen.

Dream 2: Video Print
I am in my painting classroom before lecture. This classroom was known in dream but in reality I havnt seen this class. With me I have my 3 friends. Kashif, Aini and one other guy. I am showing them a video. The other guy came to me and asked me to show that video to him also. And lecture was also started so I denied to show. He said "Please give me the printouts of that video I will watch it at home. and me any my friends start laughing on him."

Dream 3: Accident
My girl friend has an accident. It is about any Market.

Dream 4: Robot Spider
One robot spider attacked on me.

Dream 5: CNG
CNG of my car was finished and I was having problem. I was not able to convert my car from CNG to petrol. A police man asked me for lift.

Dream 6: Kidnapping
I am with my mother at a hospital. I came out for some breath. There is a woman looking to me. she comes to me and saying are you done with doctor? I said "Yes". She said come with me to the next corner. I am thinking that she want me to fuck her. But When I reached there She started pressing a handkerchief with full of chemicle. She is trying to kidnap me. But I got success in saving my self.

I had a non lucid where 2 girlfriends of mine who were lovers, adopted a baby. Either that or one of them got artificially inseminated, can't remember. Anyway, one of the girls bailed on the other, leaving her alone to raise the baby. So I moved in with her to help. I was basically the "dad" of the relationship, since I was the one working. Not meaning to sound sexist, that was just how the dream felt. Something looked wrong in the baby's eyes, so we took her to the doctor. He told us she had a brain tumor and they would have to operate. I felt like someone had torn out my stomach. I was raising this child as my own, so I felt like my life was over if she died. The tumor was right behind her eyes, so they were going to have to go in through her eyes somehow. I had a chair and table by the window, with a phone and little potted plant. I just sat there all day long, waiting to get updates on the surgery. I was too afraid to get up to take a shower, in fear of missing a call.

Woke up with a bad emotional hangover.

12.14.2012

Achilles' Heel Repetition (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm with a group of females, and all I remember for this one is that we had to use random white shaped forms of material to make a spear or something.

The person we had to give it too at a parking lot told us that Achilles' Heel must be repeated for us to get the right answer.

I didn't know what he meant by that, but this blonde female who was part of my team comes in and gets a marker. She writes on the object and did something to get us the right answer.

Achilles' Heel, that must be repeated for us to get the right answer is confusing me.

I know it's a sign, and it's fairly new dream sign. I do feel kind of weak right now with this flu/cold I'm trying to get out of. But it could be the same person that I'm so afraid of in waking life that makes me so weak

I'm with my friend Kolby as we're in some giant waterpark that's based in the middle of an ocean. We believe this is beachweek and there are 100s of people in this place including life guards. I go down some slide that is more of a ramp into the clear water. I look down to the bottom to see an interesting coral reef and I start to think this is paradise. Kolby's brother (shawyn) walks by with his group of older college student friends and I nod my head to him. Suddenly, the lifeguards start grabbing kids and screaming at them to show I.D. that they are 21. Kolby and I exchange glances then run to what seems like a call of duty map. Now him and I believe we are just leaving school from a long day. It is crowded on this bridge, so I shove some underclassmen out of my way. Then I see a girl that I saw last night at a christmas party irl, so I walk behind her and whisper something provacative and vulgar into her ear and she gives me this look of desire as if she agrees to what I just said. Kolby yells that we're going to miss the bus (even though I don't ride the bus anymore). We are walking around a bus loop where there is a row of buses behind each other. As we pass the first one, Kolby says "dude that's your bus" and it starts to drive away. I sprint after it leaving kolby behind and start to bang on the door sort of like in Spiderman 1. My friend Will from school screams at the bus driver to stop and as the bus stops and the doors open, I see it's my bus driver from elementary school. I get on and sit down across from Will and another friend that I have recently converted to lucid dreaming named Luke. I start to explain to both of them what lucid dreaming is, but I never actually realize that it this was a dream so the dream continues. We round a corner and ramp into the air but hover safely to the ground soon after. That's when it ended.

It's so frustrating when I explain what lucid dreaming is to a dream figure and I don't actually do a reality check to start the lucid dream.