non-lucid

So basically. I was on a train with my dad, looking out the window. I saw really strange things. Like. Unexplainable things. Anyways, a while past very fast and the train crashed, into the middle of a rainbowy field with shifting colors everywhere. It was just as if there were northern lights everywhere I watched, in every direction. I told my dad and a random Swedish guy who somehow was with us, to watch the beautiful sky. They wouldn't reply. A while passed and my dad decided to go somewhere, and I decided to follow him. Surprisingly, I was really sure that there would be a lot of nazis where we were going, so I told my dad exactly what I thought. He just replied with "there are no nazis here, don't worry" , although I saw swastikas EVERYWHERE. A while passed and the path we walked on led to some suburb where there were a lot of immigrants. "See? No nazis", my dad told me. I decided to start to talk to some of the children who where drinking vodka o .O They asked me if I could get them weed. I told them sure, take my number and I'll call you sometime. They refused to take my number and told me that they couldn't trust anyone from "the outside". I lied, telling them that my friend lived in the area, and that I was coming to visit. They didn't believe me. After that it all went blank.

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12.17.2012

Paper Earrings (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I didn't do a WBTB, so my dream recall is kind of skewed.


All I remember for this one is that I'm helping something create some kind of poster for a presentation.

They also seem to have their earrings made of paper as well since I colored in two dark gold ovals and quickly glued them on her ears.

I told her good luck, and she doesn't really say anything to me, or at least my recall of her saying anything is bad.

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12.17.2012

The Prehistoric Snake Creature (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking in a random neighborhood that seems to be derived of the one I'm currently at for winter break.

I'm casually walking around in the morning time of the dream, and something feels weird near my feet area.

I look down, and about 3-5 feet away from me is a creature that looks like a Prehistoric and fossilized Snake structure.

The head of this creature was like semi-circle in a way, except there's a bump in front where the sides would crown around it.

It has a transparent body structure where the body organs are easily visible; most noticeably the big glowing organ near the head and the start of its flexible spine.

The best thing I can associate this thing's composition is the Resident Evil 4 Las Plagas parasite, especially the one that shows up when Leon starts hallucinating inside a shack where he would encounter the big sea creature later on.

It had a slight light brown color for its body structure, along with a scaled lining that seems to be stacked under the head. The head was basically shaped like a broad arrowhead.

It continues to follow me, and I try to walk slowly to see what this thing can actually do. I noticed that its arrowhead composition obviously points me out like a sore thumb.

And if I try to make quick movements, it would sling itself like a slingshot and get even closer to me. So small movements definitely were the only option I had until I figured out a better plan.

And I doubt I was able to find that "better" plan.

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12.17.2012

Flirting is Not Working (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm talking to this girl that I used to have for my English AP Lit Class in High School, and she seems to be kind of dull and stoic.

I tried having a decent communication with her, and I believe there's someone else that we both had to meet to talk about something. I tried flirting with the girl, I think?

Whatever happens, she leaves the area without saying anything to me, she didn't even portray any kind of emotion that she was concerned about me or anything at all.

I watch her open the door, and she quickly gets on a Maroon Bicycle that looks like the University's default bicycle service model. She rides the bicycle awkwardly, but that probably pertains to the actual model in waking life making one ride strangely in the first place.

The trees outside are full of life, and even though the leaves are covering the sunlight, it's apparent that it's bright outside. It also seems to be slightly windy outside.

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12.17.2012

God Lecture with Grandma (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm sitting at an auditorium of some sort, and the overall atmosphere is saturated with this yellow color.

My grandmother goes on with this speech of the Christian God, and I'm really bored trying to listen to this. I try to block it out of audio, and there's a lot of people that are getting out of the area.

I remain in my seat because of some weird reason of not trying to make my Grandmother feel bad.

Eventually, I do leave, so HA!

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12.17.2012

Dream Guide is Going to FREAKING KILL ME!!!! Or Not? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I remember the dream starting out where I'm walking around an area that's close to my apartment in waking life. It feels like its 4-5PM in the dream, since the sun is close to sunset.

I go to the left and end up walking to the curve that goes in a "C" motion, with me starting at the bottom of the "C."

Then I ended up going to the right side of the other "C" shaped path, and I hear a police car coming nearby. The car ends up being some kind of old car model that's bulky and a little too large to be in the car category.

I also hear some parts inside jingling and close to coming off as well. Don't know what the cop was going to do, but he left to do whatever it is. I thought it would be for me since I just happened to hear the siren out of nowhere.

The dream shifts where I'm apparently going out with this blonde girl (inb4DreamGuide), and she's kind of cute. However, I can't verify her age, so I don't try to do anything weird with her. She does seem obsessive over me, requiring that I'm with her, or else she'll threaten to kill me.

She looked a lot like Catherine from the game Catherine, the succubus one. She looks like she's 16-18 years of age in this dream. I remember being at the top stair level in an auditorium, and she's sitting around the front area to get a good lateral view of the stage.

I look at the back of her head, and she quickly turns around and locks in on me. I don't think she's trying to kill me, she's just using that so I can get her attention and possibly do a reality check. Unfortunately, I didn't do that, and she turns her head back to look at the stage.

I believe that I decided I should go ahead and sit next to her, and she's obviously a big contrast from the dark room of seats with people in dark clothing. The stage is the main attraction with the yellow lights shining on the shiny brown wooden floor layering.

The glow emits all the way until it hits the Catherine dream character that's wearing her default white costume, or at least just a white nightgown.

There's a part where I'm taking out a sword out of a sheath, but it doesn't seem logical that the sword can come out properly if the design is having "X Y Z" stick in the middle. It's practically impossible in waking life, but it slides off the sheath with ease.

I don't know where this part came into the dream, because my dream recall is slightly off right now after not paying too much attention to remembering my dreams.

Considering she was one form I wanted my tulpa to be in, maybe I should use her characteristics for tulpaforging.....excluding the "pretend to kill you" part.

Superpower

I'm practicing my superpower. Some other people with the same superpower are doing the same thing nearby, so we're having a sort of friendly competition. It turns out that I'm better than they are, which is a satisfying feeling.

3 am. I arrive at my old elementary school. We're about to play a game, most likely soccer. Walk onto the field area and notice that the school building is gone, it's just fields. Someone says there are no schools left in NJ. People start playing a game and I'm on the sidelines kind of sad because I don't fit in because i don't know how to play. It's like a game where people spread out, throw something into the air, catch it and then continue to throw it. Finally, i get involved. Sit at a table with my sister and another unspecified family member. Sister is a little unhappy to be with me. Several times i catch it and throw it. There are many hands in the air above me so that I cannot catch it. I throw a blue stuffed animal after several fake outs and then throw it but nobody catches it and it falls into the mud. There is the sense i did something wrong. All these people in uniforms show up and they are angry with our game. There is a sense of fear in the group but not fear that comes from having life in danger. There is a "commercial" in my mind of somebody eating chicken meat and preparing a beef stock like liquid. It's very thick. I recall that somebody once kept a stock for several year, using all types of meat.

Dream 1: Celebrities
I am with my friend named "Boby Deol" (Bollywood Film Star) at his house. A girl named "Prity Zinta" (Bollywood Film Star) like my friend a lot and I can see how she trying to seduce me friend. But my friend is ignoring her. I advised my friend that she is a Star you shouldnt reject her. She is very beautiful. So my friend accepted her as his girl friend.

After WBTB ->

Dream 2: Paranormal
Its Night time. We all came back to our house (My other house which is in other city) from anywhere. Everyone is going to their rooms and I am looking for the time when no one is watching me. I found the right moment and I went to my car. in Full darkness I am watching porn on Car LCD. And I am afraid what if some one come. Suddenly I saw some other members of home are coming into house I am afraid if they see me what will happen. car was already started. I pressed reverse gear to hide myself. But Know I cant reach to brakes. I am worries that my car will hit in behind wall. I stopped the car hardly and slept there. In very morning My dad came out and become surprised that Why I am sleeping in car. he awoken me up. And asked how you reached here? And I said I dont know. Then I get into my house saw there were a lot of families. then in day everybody was with me near the car and i was telling that I faced some paranormal activity last night. and suddenly some kind of liquid from a pipe and felt on everybody with strange voice. we thought that this also a part of paranormal activity.

Dream 3: My Car Stolen
I am going to my university. When I reached to middle way of my university there is something called red alert. I parked my car at the cng for a bottle of water but Police asked me to dont park your car here. I asked them I am coming back in 15 sec. I ran into Shop and when I came back i lost my car. I talk to police man and he said i told you not to park here. Then we both are finding my car. Its Raining now and we are in police station and its very fantasy Police station. A lot of green grass and decorated steps. etc.... I am worried a lot for my car and begging front of him.

I'm slowly gaining a little more recall but it's still pretty awful. All I remembered from last night was a small and quite uninteresting dream

I was taking pictures in my room with my camera. It died so I took the battieries out to charge them up and then sat on my bed, pulling my shoes on before getting up and going outside. Although when I'd been in my room the windows had told me it was dark outside when I got out of my front door it was light and sunny, almost like summer, and I started to walk down the road, deciding to go for a run down to the stables. I pulled my headphones into my ears and started running towards the stables. When I got there I found Big Molly and started petting her nose. Then the dream ended

This was a really strange dream. I'm really confused as to a - why is happened, and b - why I didn't realize it was a dream.


Miss Kershaw (my head of year) came up to me and asked me for a podcast to play on our school radio on the 14th January. I felt really bad because I wouldn’t be able to give her one until the 19th so I offered to record one especially for her.

Then the dream turned really strange and I became pregnant, giving birth to a child within 5 minutes and then watching the child age until old age and then die within about 15 minutes. This scared my dream self massively and I walked away, thinking it was just a vision but then there was a massive police investigation that got me involved, the police very confused when they discovered that the genetics matched mine and my boyfriends, both of us unrelated and far too young to have a 60+ year old child. Then the dream became hazy as I began to wake up and the dream was lost.

I was at my friend's house and kept waking up all throughout the night. I think this dream occured sometime between the hours of 6:25-8:15.

I was supposed to be held captive on a pirate ship. My boyfriend knew this and was worried about me, I was skyping him and he was on a train. I was also on the same train but he didn’t know this and I couldn’t tell him for some reason. Then we are all offered the chance to go into a better cabin, something is wrong as everyone is being watched on this train, like we’re being guarded. I go into this smaller carriage with red seats around a small table. I’m sat in this carriage with Rhian, Will, Beth M, little Cerys, another girl I don’t know and my boyfriend, who met me with just a ‘hey’ as if everything’s been fine. I return the greeting, should’ve realized things were strange but didn’t. I then started planning a Spanish writing Controlled Assessment that was about different countries, the sheet was like a table thing with the countries on the far left and different lines within the boxes. I looked up and asked which language we would be writing this in as I thought it could be different languages for each different country (eg UK parts written in English, Spain parts written in Spanish) and everyone laughs at me and I join in. My friend Will has a Scottish accent and he laughs and tells me “She gets 3 A*s on tests and can’t work out what language to write her Spanish controlled assessment in.” Dream ended.

I went into a house, there i had a flet. my ex comes, to see me, we are quite nice to each other, she asks some questions, and it goes on, then some friends of mine appear, and we sit in a room outside my flat, but within the staircase, we sit there for a while, then i remember that rut is probably still in my flat, i return, hoping that she still waits and she does, i think i apologize to her, and then we lay down in my bed, in that moment i love her deeply, i'm happy to be with her and i like the idea of beeing intimate with her. oh, and i remember that she wore tight jeans, in which her ass, looked beautiful.

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Within a shop, i shop for some items, and i'm thinking about stealing some of them, as i stand close to the cash register, i see a employee touching an apparatus and i seems to me, that this thing has something to do with catching thieves, so i retrieve from putting those things into my pockets, and pay everithing, as i stand by the cash register the employees start talking to each other about a new intranet, and i hear them talk about social reforms, and about data which can be hidden within this intranet without the noticing of the company. finally i see, that these people would not do anything about my steeling, because they seem very nice to me, as i leave the shop, they all stand by the door goodbye to me

still havent had a lucid dream yet but i was pretty close i would like comments on these for any tips or things that seem to point out in each dream that i can remember.

12-10-12
•not as much of a memory here but this dream i was building a house (minecraft style) and digging underground for whatever reason. i think jackson (i3unney) was there building to and digging underground he was again screwing up what i was trying to do. i did look around and see that there was diamond ore everywhere though which was cool. the digging was in my backyard here but at the end it looked like sand had fallen down and pisssed me off so i saved and exited so i woke up

12-13-12
•I don’t remember the dream or what was going on. The only part I remember was in some class I was toward the back and on the projector was this dick wrapped up at the tip. Then showed another picture of a tiny tip with a fat dick and the tip was apparently done with surgery to have a face just like the person. (yea weird... lol)

12-15-12 (my almost lucid dream)
•I cant remember what my dream was before this but I woke up. Didn’t look at the time and went back to sleep. I was at school around lunch in school and we were going to the commons. This one kid was following me thinking I was Michael. Not sure if Michael was the name he was thinking but the face of Michael was there. I found Michael and pointed to him saying this was Michael. The kid kept following me and then I decided to fight him. Kicked at him. He tried to roundhouse kick but missed every time. I eventually punched him down on the ground. Kicked n punched him more. Somehow while I was his head was white with a bald spot. But the kid was black with pedo glasses. The fight everythin was hard to move like slow motion. I know that when this happens its a dream and I asked myself is this a dream but I didn’t respond to myself. I was outside the first doors of the school so I went through the office and out into the commons with cayden as we walked away. I heard people arguing about something and that’s what woke me up, it was my parents.

12-16-12 (4 dream night!)
•My dream was this big area. This guy was really rich nd I think he was a killer. He had this underground area and as long as I did wat he said I would be fine. I tried my best and did wat he said and it was kinda fun. I was like the next person in crime for him. For some reason where were windows at the end where there wasn’t before. Now people were running for their life and I was getting drunk out of nowhere. Everyone was at his places going through it but I had left. I looked on the gta map to see that. But I left and went over to some gaming area. The other place I went to was this old bathroom type thing. Small toilet and room. I started to shit really bad and was (mocking myself?) then started throwing up the shit. Not fun. Last place I was at I think was the arcade.

This was I think in a cabin like house. I was with these 2 girls very young and one had very small boobs and the other just starting. I don’t remember conversations but I do remember at some point they were both naked lurering me into the room they were in and I was feeling their soft boobs. After a bit the one with boobs I think left and the other girl with no boobs was playing a game and had underwear on. So I pulled them down and she spread her legs while she was playing a game so I was rubbing her pussy. After a bit I think I fucked them both. The feeling of the one girls boobs were really really soft though and seemed so real even though they were small. The other girl who I was rubbing also felt really real during the whole thing never even asked myself if I was dreaming.

Las one I was in a type of cabin again but it was alaina and someone else. There was a crossbow for whatever reason and the school wasn’t far away. It was going to start soon and I wanted to leave cuz I knew where this was going. Eventually I hid in the closet trying to get away and got to the front door and they started to stare at me so I gave in, came up to them and I think I grabbed her boobs and again, fucked her.

last part of dreams i had my shirt off and jade was taking pictures of me. it bugged me so i took out my phone and started taking pictgures of her. she was in the bathroom then i did again got some without her shirt and open legs. she was crying to mom so i took my memory card and plugged it into computer to save before she made me delete. woke up before it loaded on my computer

It was a long dream. I'll first start out with the area where it all started. Me and the rest of my classmates were on a field trip exploring the city we lived in. We first explored the one area where I get up in the morning and take early walks, the church. It was the Catholic church and all we did here was just hang around. I was with another friend. Like most times, I don't remember who I am with.

I was standing next to this student and I just stared at the bell on top of the church. I thought of possibilities to get on there to feel just like Ezio or Altair from Assassin's Creed. I was afraid of being on there though because I have a really big fear of heights.

They day was getting dark but not for long. Me and the rest of the class walked through another building near the church. Once we walked through the building, the scenario changed. We were no longer near the church, but we were in an area I've been in before. It looked a lot different from the last time I came here. It was a school, an elementary school. I never thought of exploring the areas on this school, so I followed my classmates instead and made our way through the cafeteria.

It was a good experience visiting this place again but the more I thought about all this being a dream, the more worried I was that I was going to wake up. Following my classmates led to a whole new area. This time I was back at my old elementary school. We were at the back of the school visiting other kids from this school. The area was full of kids and teachers and although I can't remember some of their faces, it was still a great feeling to be back here again.

There was an area I wanted to explore but didn't here. It was the location where students would tell stories of murders in front of the school playing field. The area was lonely at that moment thought, so I never walked there.

There were so many kids here at the moment that I lost track of my classmates. This was where I felt strong about my lucidity. Me and the rest of the class made our way in to another building. In this building there was more classrooms with more students in them. I can tell that this whole dream was a field trip to other schools.

I walked around the classroom and found some things of interest. Because this was a lucid dream, I thought it would be a good idea to pull out a few words from it. I looked at the walls in the classroom and eventually found a map with the names of countries. The words were hard to read and I noticed that only some parts of the map were marked with country names.

After a while of being inside this room with all these students, I walked out the nearest exit that lead me in to a narrow hall. I sat there waiting for the rest of the students to walk out. The room appeared to be a calm one. I felt so relaxed. Abigail came out of the room and had told me that the class was already on their way to the next room. I walked down the narrow hall to my left and stopped when I saw a waiting room. In this room I saw a few other classmates relaxing in it as well. The teacher was probably waiting for us in the other room.

I exited the waiting room and walked across in to another room, through another building where the rest of the class were waiting. They were waiting for me. I walked up to one of the teachers and tried to figure out what was next. I did see my old science teacher, Mrs. Kelly. They were waiting for me to take a few syringe shots. I'm not sure what the effects were. One of the instructors here called me over to a seat. I listened and sat down near her area. As I was seated, she gave me a red colored syringe and I wondered what it would do. The woman had another syringe in her right hand though. She pulled it out and struck me with it in the neck. Once that happened, I had a feeling of wooziness. It wasn't a bad feeling but I was afraid of what I would end up being. Then I woke up.

The dream started outside of my highschool on some basketball courts behind the school. I was playing basketball there and it was cold but for some reason i was wearing shorts and a t-shirt. I decided to go inside to avoid playing with some kids i don't like. Inside met another kid i know named Aziz. I joined him in some kind of lunchline but not the school one, it was in some kind of mall. Afterwards we both went back outside.

My dream changed (missing some link) and i was n some kind of auditorium where a woman (possibly hillary clinton?) was exposed for breaking some kind of rule. Not clear on this second part.

This was my first dream entry. Sorry if it was boring

This is my dream journal. I will be recording my experiences i have in my wierd mind here. enjoy!

I was at it again. Quynh is still haunting my dreams with feelings of suicide and murder. I'm sitting in front of my kitchen table, staring at the memories when me and Quynh were arguing over our friendship. We recently stopped chatting on Yahoo but I thought of others ways to gain back friendship in the dream.

I was losing myself and never knew when to give up on this girl. I messaged her in the dream and sent her a few photos of different areas of the world. I'm not sure why. She sent back a message telling me she didn't want a virus opening up one of my letters.

I turned around and stared at the front yard in front of me and wondered what this feeling felt like and why it felt so sad while I was thinking. I heard my mother in the next living room and it only made it worse because the more I saw her sitting on that couch on this boring day, I wanted something bright to come my way.

I later appeared in my own room, thinking. The room was dark. I laid upon my bed and thought more about Quynh. There was only one option I was able to perform to get rid of these thoughts. I wanted to kill Quynh and commit suicide. It was the only thing I felt was something to wait for. Then I woke up.

Don't really have that great dream recall in non-WILD's at the moment, so yeah.

Dream 1:

Don't remember much of a first part, only that i was somewhere on shmup contest, and it was in future, also there was a few people that was unfamiliar to me but i felt like they was pro players from one shmupping forum, the part i remember more exact is that we was fighting 'Supreme Weapon of Extreme Hellish Annihilation - Golden Disaster' from Dodonpachi Daifukkatsu, only not in 2D as original game, but in 3D, and it had somewhat different attack patterns, and as we was nearing the end of the fight i woke up.

Dream 2:

Was creating some random things on a shmup engine named Fraxy(an actual shmup engine i am very familiar with IRL), though only thing i remember was some sort of Hibachi-like true final boss thing(Hibachi is the name of true last boss in Dodonpachi), and i remember it's last pattern as much as i can try to recreate that pattern in some way IRL, i woke up right after i tested that last pattern enough times.

So that's for my first DV DJ entry.