non-lucid

I managed to go to bed at 11:45pm, but I don't think I fell asleep until a little after midnight. Then I woke up around 3am, and had trouble getting to sleep (weird heart palpitations, not a racing heart, but it felt like it was doing somersaults in my chest.. not painful, but disturbing and annoying).

What followed next was a series of nonlucids and more importantly, false awakenings. I needed to wake up irl for work by 5am, so I kept dreaming that the alarm had woken us up, or that we slept in, that I suddenly owned a clock radio that kept coming on and Dean Martin was singing Christmas Carols. Finally I had a FA where I had gotten up before Danny (ALWAYS the other way around, and I questioned this), let out the dogs and started getting my food ready for my long work shift. I reached up for something behind the stove, and accidentally knocked a blue pot off it's hook. It fell partway behind the stove, so I'm struggling to get it and hang it back up... when I think to myself "I don't own this blue pot, where the hell did this thing come from?" I kinda stood there for a few seconds, holding the pot, a little confused, then boom! "Abandon this project, I'm dreaming! " I stood in the kitchen, kinda bouncing with excitement, trying to remember the basic TOTM. It hit me right away, "Perform Surgery!!" One issue with this task is if you want to go full on and transport to a hospital, it may take a bit of time and control, and I wasn't sure what time it was irl. The alarm could go off at any moment, so I wanted to waste no time whatsoever. So I went to the living room couch and tried to summon a patient. Nothing. I went to my son's room, hoping to find a patient sleeping in there. I found Chris asleep in there, but no way was I going to perform surgery on him. At no time did I loose lucidity, I even remembered that he was at my mom's irl, but no way am I gonna cut up my son in a dream. And you can cross Danny off that list as well. I went back to the kitchen, trying to figure out what I was going to do, when I glanced at the window and saw the reflection of a man behind me!! I whipped around and it was a tall, slender Hispanic man with a very pallid expression on his face. I asked him right away "Are you here for some surgery?" He said "Yeah." I said, "Well you're in luck, because I'm a wiz with knives," and I proceeded to the kitchen and grabbed my chef knife, fillet knife, and paring knife. I told him to lie on the couch and explain to me what was wrong. He said that a previous doctor had fixed a "kink" in his intestines with a bandaid, and put a little microchip in there as well. I guess to monitor the kink or something. He said the microchip was causing him extraordinary pain and wanted it removed. He laid down on the couch for a moment, then got up and said he was going to his car real quick because he brought his own anesthetic. I told him that's fine, I have some too just in case (I knew I didn't have any, so I was going to just put water in a little flask and will it to work as anesthesia). He came back and said he didn't bring it, so I went to the kitchen and got the water. I held it up and said "I will this water to act as an anesthetic." It didn't look any different, but I didn't care. I wasn't the one who was going to drink it! I gave it to the man and he took a swallow, but choked on it a little bit. Then he took his shirt off and laid back down. It looked like he was drifting off a bit, but he was kinda restless. So I starting rubbing his chest gently, speaking softly, "Sleep, sleeeeeeeeep..." Of course this action produced an erection and I took advantage of it a little bit. I'll skip those details. (I was hoping it would help him pass out!!) It didn't work, he was still conscious. He even asked me if after the surgery, maybe we go out to dinner sometime lol. I said suuuure, why not. He wasn't going completely out, and I was running out of time. So I said I need to start cutting anyway, but he'd be just fine. I held him down with one hand, took the little pairing knife with the other, cringed, and made an incision in his belly. He groaned in pain and tried to sit up, but I pushed him back down. There was no blood. But I could immediately see the loop of intestine with the bandaid. Turned out it was kinda good that he was still conscious, because he was able to talk me through it a bit, and didn't seem to be in pain anymore. (I guess my subC is too squeamish.) I pulled out the little loop of intestine, and noticed the little microchip, which looked more like a tiny stone, sandwiched between 2 of the baindaids. He said just to remove the chip and leave the bandaid, so I did. I was just about to push the intestine back in and sew him back up, when Danny coughed irl and woke me up. Still success! I can't believe I could cut the guy, especially while he was conscious! Surgery went well overall I'd say though.

A friend showed me a strategy game. First thing I noticed in the menu was a grid in which the missions were listed. He chose a mission and was asked to take a credit. He chose some sum of money. I asked him about this and he replied: "I wouldn`t survive the level without the money."
At the display I saw a single man hanging on a rope which was tied to a helicopter. The view was centred around him and it could be rotated. Now you had to place other objects around him while flying through a hostile city.

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

This night I went to bed later than what is ideal for me to become aware of my dreams. I was in bed 00:00 and I did the Monroe procedure and I did actually hear a ringing in my ears this time, but it was too high pitch so I knew that I wasn't going to be able to WILD. I might start experiment with WBTB:s just to find out with the help of the tones, when my best time to WILD is.

[COLOR="royalblue"]This night I went to bed late because I had played League of Legends, and all my dreams were about that game as well. Even as I fell asleep my dream flashes were about enemies life getting red and me using my abilities.
When I started dreaming vivid I was the Caitlyn character and I was fragging like a boss. I was slaying 11 enemies in a row. The dream was surprisingly vivid and felt very much like the original game, so I couldn't tell the difference and never got lucid. I had two dreams where I was playing LoL.

Then in the late morning I had a Harry Potter dream, I think I was Harry Potter... :roll:
I was talking to Hermione (YEEEEEEEEAH) :D But then she told me that Dumbledore looked for me. So I went through Hogwarts, but it didn't look like Hogwarts at all... And then I climbed some long rope down into darkness and I think it was a cellar. Then I heard a loud voice saying "We are going to test you fears". I wondered what would happen, it was completely dark and I wanted to grab my wand (lol grab my wand), and shout Lumos, but as soon as I thought that thought an older woman said "Leave it you wont need it". Then I saw another student next to me and he looked scared as h*ll too. Then the older woman said "In this lesson we are going to watch Avatar. I was like o. O
Then she showed a movie of a white man doing random things and then he dressed up as a black man to show us how our emotions changed to hate. (I am not a racist Wtf!)

I also have some fragments of me driving a car with my friend, and we see some nice girls on the sidewalk and I convince my friend o stop and talk to them. We did and I met some girl that was interested in me. I think she looked exactly as the girl I almost had sex with in my last lucid dream entry. LOL! Recurring dreams...[/COLOR]

I was either traveling to China with my father, or already in China. I was in a store looking for a suitcase with a few dudes, then they were replaced by my crush, Jade. One of the suitcases had some glass compartments, and I thought, “they’d be perfect for storing food, even ice cream!”

I saw that my dad had tried to call me on my phone, but my phone didn’t have service anymore. I asked to borrow Jade’s phone, and when I started pressing buttons, the phone was beeping. Jade grabbed the phone from me, hurriedly putting the phone on silent so we wouldn’t be heard. I urged her to hurry up, as people started to gather in the room we were in; they made me uneasy. Some of those people were missing limbs, or were smeared with blood.


Just imagine the blood is a darker shade, closer to purple.

Suddenly all of the merchandise in the room was gone, and there was just a circle of chairs. One man sat in a chair and started sharing a zombie story. Jade got excited and wanted to join.

“Jade, don’t, we have to go.”

“Caenis, you have to do what I say!” Good to know she's demanding even in my dreams. Jade sat down next to the man sharing the story, and quickly began sharing her own zombie story.

I watched the crowd of bloodied and dazed people grow. Anxious, I abandoned Jade, making my way to the front of the store. The front of the store was dark, most of the lights had gone out. There weren’t any more humans, crowds of zombies passed me by. I peered in a room where a human corpse was sitting in a chair, with a severed zombie head on top of his. His head was crushed beneath the zombie head.

I found the exit and wandered the streets. Zombies and humans ran chaotically through the city. Zombie blood sprayed my right cheek. I wiped it off and decided that I wouldn’t turn into a zombie from coming in contact with the blood. I observed a few zombies get struck by lightning, and thought it fitting that even nature was trying to retaliate against the zombies.

I found a nice couple to travel with, and we walked to a Georgian city. We stopped in front of a large, elevated building. I looked up and muttered “No….” It was a train station. Though there were no zombies on the streets of Georgia, I knew zombies would pour out of that train station. People and zombies alike streamed out of the train station, and lightning struck the building causing an explosion.

My hand was torn or bitten off. Determined to not become a zombie, the couple and I suddenly appeared in a room. They amputated part of my arm in hopes that the zombie infection would not spread. “Cauterize the wound” the woman declared while stretching and cutting my skin. My skin was peach-colored and transparent.

Awareness - 9 / 10
Control - 9 10

Although I did become lucid in this dream, I am not counting it because I kept slipping in and out of lucidity, and was never quite fully in it.

Anyways, the first thing I remember is that I was walking down main street. I had apparently just won some big grand prix thing and was headed to the celebration. I went up to the stage and accepted my prize. Then, instead of dunping Gatorade on me, everyone threw mustard and ketchup on me instead. It was kind of wierd but I didn't mind. Then I started walking back and then one of the people from my pit crew came over and the dream faded a little bit. I wondered what was going on and then he said that we were in a dream. I asked him how this was possible, and all he said was, 'go see for yourself'. I went over and asked someone else and they started talking with a baby'like voice I couldn't understand. I was now convinced we were in a dream and was lucid, but only for a couple of seconds, not enough to work on dream goals or anything.

Then the dream shifted and I was now out in the forest at night. I was with some random chick who I was apparently in love with or something and for some reason we were just sitting out here. I then became lucid for a couple of seconds (idk how though). Anyways, I then went on and tol her how since this was actually a dream, I was in love with someone else and basically dumped her. Then things got really wierd. She suddenly turned into a vampire and came to try and bite me. I said ("Back off bitch! *pardon the language* I'm in love with someone else and you are just going to have to deal with it!") Then she just randomly dissappeared and I was left there in the rain. I also lost the lucidity I had.

From this point the dream got pretty personal for me, so I don't really want to go into detail. I will just say that I was REALLY REALLY REALLY close to finally meeting someone from my dream goals. I saw them in the dream and became lucid again. I was so excited! They were about to walk by me and I was going to talk to them, but then I woke up. Aaahhhh so close!!!!!

By the way, sorry I always leave yo uon these cliffhanger endings whenever I come close to this dream goal, it's just really personal for me. But I guess we all have something. lol. That was a very good dream though, at the end anyways.

I was at my school and our football team was having a fundraiser. We were to sell tickets for $10, and the tickets would let you get some ice cream and watch 99 bodies get dissected. I managed to sell some kid a ticket because he wanted some ice cream. He asked for cookie dough, but all we had was vanilla. I went to a mall near the beach, and saw a picture of a thing called "the eye of the phoenix." (it was this little green monster.) As soon as I saw its picture, it started following me around, and I began having bad luck. I tried to leave the mall, but it started raining, and a tornado came and killed some people on the street. I closed the door, and my cousin Matt told me how to get rid of the eye of the phoenix. I got rid of it, but I don't remember how. I started watching some movies, and the main character looked like Master Chief from Halo, but he had a nametag that said Captain Nautilus.

My friend and my other friend we're in a fight, one of those friends is the type who would never back down from a fight even more so than myself, i ran outside to help them out and they we're out on an oval, my friend (Tough one who i'll call "TO" from now on) TO was on the ground while the guys 5-6 guys who fought him we're about 100 meters away, i told my friend to get up so we could kick their asses together, he said something along the lines of "There's no point... they're in a completely different league to us and they will win, i got up and i ran over to the 6 guys, about 4 dropped when i only smacked them in the face or kicked them once, a few of the bigger ones took a few more hits but they all fell down to the ground, i looked at my mate and said "What the hell these guys pretty much ran into my first ahaha?" and my mate TO said "Holy shit dude i must have tired them out heaps badly because before they we're like ninja's".

Awareness - 8 / 10
Control - 6 / 10

The first thing I remember in this dream was that I was riding this elevator on its way to leave a mineshaft. It was really creepy though because it was open and you could fall off really easily. There were a bunch of other people on it too and then things got really crazy. Boulders and stuff started falling and people were being decapitated, and limbs were being severed and it was just a gory mess. Then we made it to the top finally and all seemed well again, like nothing had ever happened.

I was now in the desert and had just heard on the news or something that this guy had invented a new type of mining machine or something that could find natural gas way more efficiently than current processes. I thought this would be a good thing to have in the world and remember going and asking the President (although he was just some random guy) for funding on the project. We went and got the scientise guy and began working on setting up the mining facility. Then the dream randomly shifted for a minute to this crazy scientist guy who was oging to try and keep us from getting this thing built, lest we actually help the world. (lol the guy reminded me of Dr. Eggman from the Sonic the Hedgehog series. lol he was bald and fat.) Anyways, he was working on some teleporting device thing that would somehow stop us. That is about all I remember.

Awareness - 8 / 10
Control - 8 / 10

Although I like hunting, and I like Ford trucks, I am by no means a redneck, however, this dream just had the perfect combination of things for me to classify it as such.

So the first thing I remember is that I was my house and my friend came over to spend the night. My parents were gone so we dicided it would be fun to randomly go sit at the end of the county road in the middle of the night. However, not only were we going to go just for the heck of it, we were going to take shotguns and .45's just in case any sort of game happened to walk by. But, that's not all. We weren't even going to get out of the truck! So we loaded up and took off. My friend drove while I sat in the bed holding a 12 guage. We got to the end of the road and and just started waiting.

After a while of sittting there, I finally saw a deer walk by. THen an elk came a few minutes later. For some reason we didn't shoot them though. Then out of no where a mountain lion appeared and just stared at us. Then a bear also showed up and we started feeling uneasy. THen the mountain lion started walking towards us. I was just about to shoot it when my friend freaked out and threw the truck in reverse, knocking the gun out of my hand. I told him to just floor it and get back to the house. That he did, and we just made it back as the sun started to come up. Now the mountain lion had just randomly dissappeared and we felt safe again.

Then however, another vehicle pullled up, as if it had followed us the whole night! At first we thought about going up to them with guns (which we now randomly had back) but, using my better judgement, I decided maybe we ought to just talk to them. There was a man and a woman in the car. The woman got out and it turns out she was my friend's real mom, as if he had been adopted at birth or something. Then he got all emotional and ran off crying. Anyways, then the lady came and talked to me, saying we had to go find my long lost cousin or something. He was believed to be missing in Hawaii, and she said she already got me plane tickets!! I was pretty excited about that, so I jumped in the car and started driving us all to the airport. That is as far as I can remember.

Awareness - 8 / 10
Control - 9 / 10

So the last time I had a dream that felt as if there was a dream within a dream, I made a thread about it and was repeatedly told that this was physically impossible. However, it seems to of happened again!

The first thing I remember is that some of the people from my shared dreaming group I recently joined were with me and we were all at this nice hotel place. We all decided to try and have a shared dream, and went out by the pool and all went to sleep.

I then remember seeming to have another dream after falling asleep by the pool. I walked around for a while and coming to the place our group is thinking about meeting, and eventually ran into one of the people from my group! We exchanged a password just to be sure we had actually met in the dream, and then I woke back up. I was now back at the pool and everyone else was getting up too. I went over to the person who I had given the code to in the dream and asked them if they knew what I had told them. Turns out they DID!!! I don't remember what the code was, but in the dream I remember they repeated it perfectly and presto... shared dream! After amazing everyone with this, I think is when I woke back up into real life.

Overall I have to say, that was a VERY COOL dream. I don't know why everyone keeps saying it is impossible to have a dream within a dream, because this seems to be the second time now. maybe the scene just changed or something to fool me into thinking it was a dream within a dream, but whatever it was, that is what it seemed like. I am now really excited to attempt the shared dream with my group, and to get an explaination of this whole 'dream within a dream' thing.

See ya

The nightmare starts off with me walking in a park with my cousin Candy. I was complaining of some back pain to her. Out of nowhere, a guy shows up and tells me " You have back pain, why don't you show up to our sermon and get a free massage from our master massager!" Before we can say anything he guides us through some bushes and into a huge park clearing where there's about 50 people sitting on the ground all turned to a raised platform in the middle. The man guides us to the front row, and makes us sit down. My cousin says "Why not? Free massage!" so we stay and wait. Finally the "Master massager" shows up. He looks a lot like Salazar from Resident evil, only that hes taller, and is wearing purple robes with gold accents, and has a gold alarm clock necklace hanging from his neck
Salazar
I forgot what he talks about in the sermon. Finally it finishes and he says " And now for the free massages!Who's first?" he sees my cousin and says, " You." My cousin starts shaking her head but he gets her by the chin and looks into her eyes. I start feeling uneasy, and decide to get her and leave. All of a sudden his eyes glow yellow, and he tells her "I finally found you, Aries!" He opens his mouth and a long snaky tongue comes out and enters hers. She screams and disinagrates into ashes in front of my eyes. I scream,and so do the others,and chaos ensues. He sees me and his eyes start glowing again "Its you, Cancer!" he grabs my wrist and I scream. " What do you want with me?" I manage to stutter. He says "Don't you realize yet? You and your cousin are the one of the 12 human versions of the Zodiac.I already absorbed your cousin, Aries, into me. Once I absorb all of the Zodiacs, I'll become immortal! And you're next, Cancer." Still holding me with a tight grip, he opens his mouth and his tongue comes out. It manages to touch my chin before I kick his stomach hard, and he releases me. He doubles over and I run. "You won't get away!" he yells, and I keep running. I dont stop running for a long time, untill I see someone up ahead of me. Finally help! I catch up to him. Before I can say anything he turns around and lets out an inhuman yell. I remember him as the man that showed us the sermon. He's turned into a Zombie! His yell is followed by others, and I see the people from the sermon too, zombified as well. The start running toward me. They look a lot like the zombies from resident evil 4
The drag me to someone in the distance. Its Salazar! (In the dream, i never got his name, so I will just call him Salazar) He says " Good work, my minions." as I get closer and closer. I dunno how, but I manage to break free about 10 yards away. The zombies start to follow, but Salazar holds out his hand " No. Go find the other Zodiacs. I'll take care of this girl." I speed up. It is nightfall by now. I think "Great, I can use this to my advantage.If i have to." I can hear Salazar behind me. I make a turn, and realize I hit a dead end. There is a gate in front of me, and its locked. Its unclimbable.I turn around, but its too late to turn back, Salazar was coming this way. I see some bushes near the gate. I have no choice but to take cover, and hope he doesnt see me. Luckily, the path is surrounded by bushes, so i might not be noticed. I dive behind the bushes and make myself as small as possible. I start ripping leaves of the bush and throw them on me,hoping to hide my clothes. Then i sit there and wait, trying to stop my body shake violently from the terror. I hear Salazar's steps approaching. And hes checking the bushes one by one! I scream internally, and realize that its over for me. Finally he stops at my bush. He starts feeling around, and touches my knee. He grins " Ah, I found you little Cancer. Dont shake, it'll be over in a minute." I close my eyes and wait for my death. Then something rips him from my knee. I open my eyes, and see that a car crashed through the gate and ran him over. A hand reaches through the bush to grab mine "Are you alright?" she picks me up. It is a young woman,about 20. She is wearing black short shorts and a pink t-shirt. Her hair was up in a braided ponytail. "Thank you for saving my life." I tell her. " Dont thank me just yet," she says. "I saw him absorb Aries. Her power will keep him alive. Hes only knocked uncousious.He'll wake up soon. You should get a move on." I nod and she starts to turn around to run off. " Wait,can I go with you?" I ask. She shakes her head " 'Fraid not, he can detect our power greater if we go in groups. You're safer alone. Its harder for him to detect us that way." I nod. Before she takes off, I ask her "Wait, who are you?" She gives me one final smirk. "I'm Gemini."
I decide to make a move on before Salazar comes to. I run till dawn. I reach an area that is filled with zombies. I have no choice but to run through them. They see me, but they are to slow. Suddenly something hurls themself on me. Its some kind of black dog, with a skeleton for a head. Its too heavy to throw off. It pins me to the ground and starts chanting something. The zombies start chanting more. And get closer. I scream. Then something shoots the dog off me. Its a man. Hes wearing a gray tshirt and black pants and has two holsters with guns strapped across his back. He shoots the zombies and picks me up. "Thank you." i tell him. He nods. " Follow me." We start running, him leading the way. "I'm Leo," he says, " Who are you?" I tell him "Cancer." He nods again " We are going on a helicopter." soon, we reach the helicopter. There's another person there. Shes a woman with short red hair. She doesn't acknowledge me, but speaks a couple words with Leo. I dont know what Zodiac she is, but I get the feeling that shes Saggitarius. I take a dislike to her. Leo opens a glass dome thats on the side of the helicopter and tells me " You're safe now. Get on. Hold on to the pole though, you might fall off." Inside the dome, there is two seats. I sit on one and he straps me in. Then he goes inside the helicopter and we take off. Its not until we are high in the air that I start crying. I know that I am safe now. He waits till I calm down and explains to me that we arnet safe yet, we got to rescue the rest of the zodiacs, and kill Salazar. I get determined. We are going to save everyone. And finally bring peace. I make a mental note before I fall asleep that I will kill Salazar personally. The dream ends.
Note: I woke up pretty scared from this, even though this seems like an adventure.Didnt sleep the rest of the night.I still have this shaky feeling in my stomach.God, I hate nightmares.But it was a pretty cool dream

Not shure exactly when this happend but im on a subway with my sister R and were both look out the window were siting next too there a rainbow far away on the sky line shooting up into the sky it raining slowly

Like after the end of a storm

The window is cloudy around the corners

Everything in the subway car is gray medal

03-08-12
around 8:00am

Trapped in School
Non-Lucid

I was trapped inside a school and I was with two other people who I can't quite remember who they were. I knew we had to get out of the school though, the school was empty and I got the feeling we were put there by someone. We walk through the school but then we go into a room and there is people there. We turn the other way, trying to find another way out. We walk up a set of stairs and I happen to look out the window and see a car pull up, and out steps these four men with guns. We continue walking, and then suddenly hear gunshots. We can't seem to find a way out, but we do find a pistol in one of the classrooms. We go back down the flight of stairs, I tell the other two to wait where we are and I went ahead to see if anybody was around. I was peaking round a corner, and I saw four men talking with guns. I slowly crawl past them, their view of me blocked by a table. I make it to the door but then I feel someone's boot on my back and a gun on the back of my head - at this point I woke.

(Just as well, or they would've been in for a world of pain )

I wad driving around streets, being chased? I drove in to an alleyway, it was a dead end so I looked back and want to back out. It looked difficult.

I was in an office, being chased by a man. The office had high ceilings and pipes everywhere. I jumped and swung around like spiderman... it was pretty fun. I couldn't find an exit and ended up facing a wall, I tried to break the wall or something. I don't know if it worked or not.

08/03/2012
2AM - 10AM

I was thinking about biking, when I remembered my dream. It's separate from my last 08412 in recollection time only.
I was riding my bike, when I turned around and saw a man stumble in a car. *hard to explain* Once I was down the block, I turned around and saw his foot , DETACHED, in the distance. I jumped off my bike and tried to take a picture/ dial 9-1-1, but it didn't help. I turned and saw two kids found my bike. I didn't chase after them, but somehow I fought them off. It was a short fight/struggle scene involving scissors and a knife. No one got hurt, it was just a "whoever grabs the weapon, will get the bike". I got my bike and carried it upstairs. Here's the part where I should have became lucid: Upstairs, I looked out the window and could see the crash. The crash was on the opposite corner of my house. So logically, this should have been impossible. Albeit, I missed the sign and I continued looking at the scene from a window . I saw police beating witnesses, because they touched the witnesses. I got my phone out again, and could not take a picture. I gave up. Then I got taken in by a man...no relevance to my dream at all. But I remember there was a baby who was being taken care of, and when someone rang the door bell, he said to go upstairs. He was playing with his daughter. His ex-wife was my aunt and then there were her two daughters- my cousins. I remember thinking "why did they use my aunt and her two daughters for these roles? Maybe, because they already look so much a like." I compared bodies of the older (non-cousin one) and that's all I remember. I think my aunt was skinnier in the dream than in RL.