non-lucid

[COLOR="royalblue"]Non-Aware (Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="blue"]Partially Aware (Lucid Dream)[/COLOR] - [COLOR="navy"]Fully Aware and Vivid (Astral Projection(OOBE)[/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]I went to bed 22:00 now in another house, so I wondered how it was going to be sleeping in this bed.

I was playing Counter-Strike and I remember a fragment of a guinea-pig and cat.
I played against my friend Simon and I won.

The dream scenery changed and I remember a strange dream where I was angry at my friend Philip because he wanted my brain :shock: All this happened in the Counter-Strike game on the nuke map (for those who play cs). And it was strange and matrix like experience, because I hear the operator say that someone is hacking my account and thereby my conscious.

The map changed to de_train, then I woke up.

I were in a school talking to my old teacher Eva, although I was annoyed of her so I got a little rebelling and used powers and scared the crap out of her. My classmates noticed my powers and when I got out of the classroom some of them followed me since they were interested in my powers.

I did a back flip from a tree and when I landed, some friend asked worried "Are you ok?!". I said "I'm fine".
I talked a bit with my friend Andriano but suddenly Stephen Hawking approached me, he was standing on two legs and talked!

I woke up 09:45 and my parents told me that they had heard me talk in my sleep saying "I'm fine". [/COLOR]

I was going home from somewhere and was driving toward a tunnel. There was a voice saying that I will enter a dark and long tunnel. As I drive there was someone riding a bicycle in front of me. Although, the rider was slow I just follow behind him because the tunnel passage was too narrow.

As we move deeper, we arrive at the tunnel most darkest passage. It was pitch black and we can't possibly see anything. So, I switch on my lamp and I get closer to the rider and I ask him;

"Hey, want a ride?" I mean it for him to latch on my back.

Then we through the dark passage together and I suddenly riding a bicycle like him. I can't speed up because I saw my bicycle was a three tyre bicycle with the paddle was at the front tyre. It was a toddler bicycle. In the dark I saw the passage was made by wood. There were close windows. Then we arrive at a block passage. It was a bathroom and beyond the bathroom was a close door we need to through.

"A barrier?" I said.

At first I hesitate to go further but I didn't back down. Then I look at my own bicycle and I easily upgrade it. When it upgrading, the front tyre change and become bigger and have the paddle in the proper adult bicycle. A proper sport bicycle to be exact.

Ready to ride and I paddle the bicycle. It went really fast and I didn't aware when I through over the barrier. Like I care, so I rode until I arrive at the destination. It was in a new scene. Because I rode the bicycle really fast, I felt like my body was buzzing. So, I kneel on my knee to let the buzz stop and at the same time I stare at my left hand. I saw it was de-solve like an unclear image in television but I took it in the dream as my body molecule didn't arrive yet. I was move super fast so of course my body molecule took a little second to catch up!

The man who following me was unconscious. 'It was too fast, huh?' I thought.

The destination was in a room. The wall was paint with peach colour and there was a single bed. I place the unconscious man in that single bed and I said to him; "Sleep tight, ok?"

Site note:

I think I saw me in this dream wearing a green sweat shirt that have horizontal stripes.

Well this dream I had a while ago... But nonetheless it was kind of a bad one. Ok so I was in my backyard, and all I remember is that there was this giant person standing about 80-100 ft tall. And they saw me and they actually tried to reach down and grab me. So I saw a freakishly huge hand coming at me. ...But for some reason, I couldn't run away, so instead, I was on my back just backing away using my arms. I actually got through some bushes and escaped though. The dream was supposed to be a bad one I guess, but I got away. Freaky though...

Non-dream Dream

I recalled a couple of strange fragments today.

Dream 1:

I am at an Indian wedding. I wake up with the thought "keep up or you will forget."

Dream 2:

I am walking down the middle of a vacant Westwood Blvd. I am an expert bread baker. I take some kind of strange bacteria gas as a test for something. I think it removes marijuana from your system. The chick from Total Recall (Arnold's girl) is the person administering the gas. It stings my eyes really bad because of my eye condition at first but then I get used to it.

Dream 3:

My cats are fighting and V turns into a ferocious bear and pounces on S with incredible force.

[INDENT][RIGHT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="#808080"]28.07.2012[/COLOR][/SIZE][/RIGHT]
[SIZE="3"][COLOR="Black"]Freedom Slide[/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#808080"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#808080"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#9370DB"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#808080"][/COLOR][COLOR="#808080"]Don't remember much, kinda fragmented.

[/COLOR][COLOR="#9370DB"]I was at my old school, I think it was the end of the semester maybe, then I went on my way home. Instead of walking, for some reason it was a huge waterslide like thing, it didn't start high up, it was all along the ground, we were being propelled along.

Everybody was going at once, I don't know why but it was very chaotic, there was fighting and pushing among the different slides, in the end I think I got lost and ended up back at the school.

I was back at school and sort of fast walking toward the endtrance to the slide again and I bumped into someone who...well I don't like. He started an argument of how I bumped into him and stuff and I just quickly said I'm sorry and I just really need to go, but he didn't listen so in the end I just rushed past him.

At the entrance to the slide again, I saw a white haired kid that was nervous about going on. [/COLOR][COLOR="#808080"](he looked like Allan from D.Gray Man xD) [/COLOR][COLOR="#9370DB"]I talked to him for a while and went on, we then both went on the slide but we went different ways afterward.

Along the way home, I heard that there was an alternate route to my area, which I ended up taking. This route of the slide was used mostly by girls apparently, and was far less populated, so I was happy. After a while on it, I saw people at the ned, they were people from the normal route coming toward us head first, don't remember what happened after that...

I think afterward something happened to do with about somoene backstabbing me and ended up with me sliding in mud, which I was upset about.[/COLOR][/INDENT]

07.27.2012

Negative Points in School (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in a classroom, and it feels like it's in afternoon dream time. The teacher uses a point system, but I don't know for what purpose. The teacher looks like Sasha from "Meet the Browns" television sitcom. She's wearing a pink shirt that looks a little tight on her.

Maybe it was because her breasts were a little larger than normal, which pulled the shirt up a bit where you could probably see her bellybutton if she had a larger breast size. For some odd reason, I insulted her, though I can't remember what exactly, and she deducts 50 to 100 points from my overall score, which was low in the first place.

This sends it down to a really really low negative score. I was shocked at first, but after the teacher finds petty reasons to bring other people's grades down, I just let the dream plot be a passive experience instead. It's close to dismissal, and it's quite a crowd outside of class.

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07.27.2012

Disposable Prostitute (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

There's a drunk prostitute, and she's short and very ugly. She's wearing a slutty black outfit. Basically, it's like she's wearing a panty made out of a black string that's only like 1-3 inches wide, which means you can see all of her private holes.

Simply disgusting, and since it was late at night, it was hard to look at her face, but I'm glad I didn't try in the first place. I'd say she was at least 50 years old or so.

Then I did something horrible, I literally lifted this short female, and threw her on the dirt on the side of a house, and turned back like she was nothing at all.

* Non-Lucid * Lucid *

I was with A.A., her sister and mother in a car going to A.A.'s college meeting. On the way, I saw a road sign that said "Colombia". During the ride, her sister got a call from her boyfriend and they chatted really briefly. We started going upward on a mountain, we kept circling on the same spot really fast. (Imagine the teacups from Merry Go Rounds). --- We got to the place, it was really plain and tiny, it was more like a store. On the window was a sign that said the meeting was over in red. The family went in anyway, while I waited outside. --- I was hanging out with the Avengers, Loki with ill fitting BBC Sherlock clothes, and the 3 from Supernatural outside. Castiel had his back to me, I think I went up and poked him or something. We all laughed and had fun. I couldn't stop laughing, someone told me to defend him and I said "I shouldn't come in" as in I shouldn't get involved. Someone mentioned banana and some other danced around.

I was with an acquaintance, A.B. We were at an outdoor shooting game. We were both under an open shelter with other people as a team. I moved to the opposite side of the shelter so that I could see the front better. As soon as I got to the other side, the leader announced that he's splitting the opposite sides as enemies. --- I followed A.B. toward a glass door that leads us outside. He went out but I stayed in. He came back after a moment wearing a red t-shirt and cap. I followed him outside in to the forest. I continued walking and became lucid. I didn't do RCs but I had a strong feeling that it is a dream. I did the 5 senses activity to stabilize myself, I remembered licking my thumb because I didn't want to taste anything there. I told myself to feel his arm but I don't remember if I acted on it. (A.B. was no longer there.) I was still on the pathway but I was surrounded by brick buildings that looked very familiar to my middle school. I saw a creature in front of me, it was like a llama with giraffe patterns. I followed it cause why the hell not. I saw another creature and it was a lion with really blonde highlight in its mane. I walked back out to the pathway. I observed my left hand and while I did that, I thought to myself that I shouldn't do that yet since nothing's fuzzy or fading. It went black and I woke up.

I was at a gathering with my friends. I walked away and went to a corner near the pool. It was busy, there were people everywhere. I sat there by myself and took small bites of my PB&J sandwich. A few of my friends came to check on me and I ignored them. H.W. told P.W. that I like her. P.W. got really excited and asked "really!?" and said that we should talk. I got really angry at H.W. inside cause how did she know and why would she say it out like that. Everyone looked like they already knew I like P.W.

I stepped on my break cause it was red light, it took a lot of effort then I realized that I was driving really fast locally. When my car came to a stop, I was right next to a police car. It seemed like he didn't notice how fast I was going. --- I went on the freeway with a lot of confidence and I didn't even care if anyone's behind me. I was reckless.

07/27/2012
1AM - 11AM

Let's start where I remember, I'm not sure if anything happened prior to this. So my dream started off as a third person dream. It was as if I was there but not physically participating, so what I mean is it felt like I was walking with them not just spectating, although I wasn't actually there and could not influence it.

So it starts off in what looks like a high-tech hospital. There was a lady and a hospital worker walking down a corridor that had plexiglass on one side and then some cells also made of plexiglass on the other side. I can only presume that this hospital was for those who were mentally unstable. Anyways so, the lady and the worker were walking down the corridor when a female patient broke out of her cell. All I remember about the patient was that she has short hair. So she broke out of her cell and attacked the worker that was going by. She attacked her with what appeared to be a broom that was broken in half, so the broom handle had jagged splintered spikes on the end. She jabbed this into the eye-balls of the worker and killed her. On the other side of the plexiglass I see two doctors, one male and one female, in lab-coats with clipboards observing what was going on. They don't seem dismayed at what was going they seem like they were just observing it as if it happened all the time. They walk away as if to go report what had happened.

Now at this point the dream kind of skips. That or I can't remember what happens in the gap. So the older lady that was with the worker before she was killed and the short-haired girl are in an elevator and they are talking to each other like they know each other from somewhere. And then when they stop talking the older lady starts to think something and the short-haired girl informs her that she can hear her thoughts, telepathically. The older lady says something like, "I thought so" back to her, also telepathically. At this point I notice that the older lady is wearing glasses. (Just an interjection and this is not crucial to the story haha) So now the two start going up in the elevator and they are communicating telepathically.

Now the dream skips again. It picks back up and now instead of the older lady I am there with the short-haired girl. So now we are in the room of another patient, not a cell. The room belongs to an elderly lady who I believe is the short-haired girls grandmother. The room is kind of grandiose with a chandelier hanging from the ceiling and the room is full of old wooden furniture that is hand-carved. The room also has a large library. The elderly lady tells the short-haired girl that she got her a gift. So we walked over towards the elderly lady's bed, which was huge and had ornately engraved wood. On this bed there was two revolvers, in leather holsters, that matched the grandiose theme of the room. They had pearl handles and engraved silver plating. And so now a man comes over and picks the guns up. That's right there's no longer a short-haired girl it is now a short-haired man. I ask him if the guns are real and he opens up one of the cylinders and pours the bullets out into his hand as if to show me that yes, yes they are real.

The dream now skips again. I remember the short-haired man gave me a blue bag that contained a large amount of money in it. We went into an elevator to go down and leave the building, there were two others in the elevator a man and a woman that appear to be a couple. Anyways, two men dressed in suits start walking towards the elevator and I dropped the bag of money into the corner of the elevator behind me. When they go to the elevator they seemed to recognize me and one of them tried to stick his hand into the closing elevator doors. The doors however did not retract back, instead the elevator started going down which forced the man to yank his hand out of the doors. When he did this the elevator shook side to side and I exclaimed, "Jesus!" as if to say that that was ridiculous. The couple looked at me frightened and agreed. At this point I don't think that the man with short hair was even there anymore.

And now the dream skips again and I remember running from the men in the suits who were now chasing me. So I ran into a Walmart and vaulted over a check-out stand that was filled with items. In the middle of the Walmart I met three of my friends. Just to give a visual, one of them is Asian, one of them is black and one of them is white. So I remember giving them something and then we all ran out of the Walmart because I was still being chased by the men in suits, who wanted my blue money bag. So we ran out into a sort of suburban neighborhood and I remember running for a little while through this neighborhood.

The dream skips again and I remember knowing that I was being chased by men in cars now. So I was now running faster then before. I was running up a hillside that was covered in yellow dead grass and when I got to the top I jumped over the guardrail and crossed a street. I went up a dirt slope and at the top of the slope there was a concrete slab with a chain-link fence behind it. I sat on the slab at the top of the hill and began to think. While I was sitting there I saw my mom's boyfriend and his son drive by in a white car, which was random. Now I remember thinking about calling my dad and having him come pick me up since apparently my car was in the parking lot of the Walmart I was at previously, and I had gotten lost while running away. The last thing that I recall was thinking that not all of the money was in the bag and that it was only my cut that was in the bag.

I don't know how I earned a cut of the money in the first place but that is what my dream self thought. I also remember something about the amount that was in the blue bag being $50,000.

Lucid Dream Game

I saw little creatures that we designed in our Lucid Dream Game. There were about 40 of them. I also saw some white ones, which we haven't discussed making.

I was surprised at how well I was visualizing the scene.

Sleeping in My Old House

I woke up in my old house. I was nervous because I didn't mean to fall asleep there. That would be dangerous since it isn't our house anymore.

I had a false memory of having arrived in the first place. I woke up my brother and told him we had to go. I went to the back door and there was an alarm. I had turned the lock, but I turned it back because I didn't want to trigger the alarm by opening the door.

I went back to get my brother. He was asleep again. I was pissed. I wanted to get the hell out of there. I thought that from the inside, we could go into the basement and head out that way without triggering an alarm, but it was too late. The new owners were home.

I was trying to sneak out while they were in different rooms, but the maid saw me. She was going to let me leave. She seemed to understand I didn't mean any harm. Then one of the owners saw me. I started kind of crying and explaining what had happened.

They didn't seem upset, but I was still trying to explain away why we were in the house.

Then my dad was in the house with his second wife. He was mad at my brother and was being kicked out of the house. I was out watching this all take place, but somehow still trying to escape.

Insomnia is striking me tonight. I slept maybe 4 hours :/ now I'm awake several hours earlier than usual, oh well. I have a dream fragment from today and one from yesterday that I didn't remember until this morning.

Dream Fragment from yesterday: I was looking for Hentai (anime porn, lol) on the internet and couldn't find what I was looking for. I think I was looking for something that had a character similar to the Red eyed guy in the dream prior to this fragment, but I couldn't find any with characters that looked like him. Not an important dream, but I'm hoping not to lose my recall and it gives this entry more length.

Dream One(Fragment): I was writing on Facebook, only my facebook looked different. Instead of a blinking line that showed me where my curser was in the text box, I had a beautiful burgundy flower with a gold outline and swirls on it. I typed something about being the queen of fairies, and how my favorite part of the job was my pretty new magic Facebook scheme. Then I went for a walk and I saw tall grass and a horse laying in it. I turned and walked away not wanting to spook the horse. Then I thought about my facebook post and wondered if my friends would think I was weird because I was a fairy now.

If I manage to get back to sleep and dream I will post more later.

So I had a nap, and it was awesome. I'll explain why after the dream:

I was at my grandma's house and leaving. I walked out the door and it was instantly in the cracked map from Call of Duty Black Ops multiplayer. I saw a helicopter overhead, and I ducked under some concrete to hide. My phone makes a little noise, and I realize I have a notification or text message. I check it, and it's a message from a facebook friend. I don't expect one from him because I sent him a message days ago and never heard back so I thought he was ignoring me. I check the message, and he's saying something about gummy bears? lol Then he tells me to drop a line and talk to him sometime. I think this is odd, but then I read that he's the one in the Helicopter and I think this is even weirder and so I am wondering if he can see me. I step out from hiding to wave at the helicopter but he's flying away. I shrug it off and start walking through town. I find myself in a mall with my kids, and I start chasing them around the mall. Someone says Stephen King is there signing books. Eventually I find a Dollar tree where everything is a dollar, and I think I want to go in so that I can get some pretty printed stationary to write notes to my BFF. I can't find what I'm looking for, and a lady stops to help me, but she has no clue what I'm trying to explain to her. Eventually I realize that this Dollar Tree doesn't have everything for a dollar, in fact everything is like thirty dollars or more and it's a complete rip off. So I thank the lady for her help and then leave with my kids. I wake up.

And when I woke up, I really did have an unexpected message from the friend. I found that strange and cooley prophetic!

Date: 26/07/2012
Place: My caravan
Time of getting into bed: 12.14am

Waking thoughts in black
Non lucid dreams in blue
Lucid dreams in red

Dream 1 - non lucid (3.54am)
I am walking in a large underground tunnel. Occasionally cars pass me, and there is snow or frost covering the ground. For the first few minutes of the dream, I was watching myself from above, then I switched to being myself. I'm about to enter a door, or smaller tunnel, when a nice smily lady stops me. She tells me to take one of her Lucid Dreaming pills, so I can become lucid in my dreams. I take it, and she reads some sort of leaflet or program with me, telling me 'oh wow, this is gonna be fun, you're gonna really enjoy this!' then I enter the door / tunnel, which splashes water all over my head as I walk under / into it. I didn't actually get lucid, but as always I'm dreaming of lucidity and don't click on! What can I do to go that little bit extra?

I woke after this dream, and in my sleepy haze, thought I'd had no dreams and the dream was real. (I thought I'd really taken a pill to get lucid) I got up and shut the hatch window because I was cold, and realised it was a dream, so quickly wrote it down.

Dream 2 - non lucid / slightly lucid at end (5.43am)
For the record, I was mega hungry when I went to bed, as I wrote in my DJ each time, I considered WILDing but my stomach just kept growling!It's my birthday, and I'm sat with a group of people. I have a teddy bear shaped chocolate birthday cake, which I start eating. It's yummy! I finish the whole thing to myself. I laugh, and tell the others I'm sorry I didn't offer it out, but they don't mind. I offer to go to the shops to buy another and share it, but they say it's ok they really don't mind! Someone has been shopping already and has got lots of food that was reduced for 9p and so on. They let me help myself. Suddenly, a live band is about to come and play. I get excited and settle to watch. THE DREAM SWITCHES AGAIN. It did this the night before. Suddenly I AM the performer, instead of watching. I don't notice any change in dreaming other than this, and it doesn't dawn on me until I wake up. So now I am the singer for the band. I decide to sing well, I need to be lucid, and 'become' lucid in my dream.I wasn't really lucid, I still didn't know I was dreaming, I don't think my sleeping mind comprehended what 'lucid' really meant.As I am lucid, I can now fly, and sing really well, I put my heart and soul into the performance. I now switch back to watching the show again, and someone gives me a shot of vodka, with salt around the rim of the shot glass. I drink it, and it tastes like grapefruit and sugar! I like it so I have more, but I drain off the grapefruit juice / vodka and just eat the salt / sugar as I don't want to get drunk. I notice on the table there is a large snake. The snake is evil looking, it is very shiny and smooth, with a red and cream or off - white pattern, similar to a Corn Snake. However it has a head like a king Cobra, and huge, red fangs. I don't panic, but I know not to go near it. My friend who is sat with me tries to grab it, and does so very clumsily, leaving himself open to attack, however the snake doesn't attack, he does look very agitated though. My friend grabs it's neck and pulls, the snake is so strong and large, that he cannot move it, but instead he stretches the snake's neck in a painful way. The snake now bites him. I decide to 'become lucid' again to avoid being bitten. I know if I am lucid, I am only dreaming and so the snake cannot harm me. I fly up into the garden, and fly a few laps around, looking at the trees and bushes. As I do, I see many more snakes sat in the trees waiting and hiding. I want to get 'proper lucid' as I am aware I'm just dreaming of being lucid. And so I try to wake my brain up, while I'm still asleep, so that I will be lucid.I wake up for real. A very low level lucid at the end.

Dream 3 - non lucid (8.22am)
I think I have forgotten the beginning of this dreamFor some reason, I HAVE to eat some raw eggs. The eggs are like little blackbird's eggs. There are about 5 of them but one keeps breaking and leaking everywhere, I carry them in a little plastic bag. I am in the back of a van, while someone drives the van to an underground car park, for some reason to do with the eggs. It is important I eat these eggs soon! I am completely naked, which I'm a little embarrassed about, so I try to find some clothes to put on, but I can't while I'm laying in the back of the van. Eventually we get to the car park, where several policemen block the entrance. We worry we won't get in, and the policemen asks for our names, I give them my surname, and to my surprise they let us in, showing us where to park. We park and I get out, the car park is empty except for a big, red double decker bus parked in the corner. We all talk about how we'd love to own one of those buses. A fashion show starts, and everyone is invited to join in, I am given a long shirt with a Union Jack design on it, and an Orange T-shirt to wear over the top. It's not my style but I'm naked so wear it anyway. I look ridiculous, but someone takes photos of me anyway. I go to put my socks on, because the floor is hurting my feet. There are a couple of little spiders around, but I ignore them as I'm not afraid of spiders. One bites me, and it actually really hurts. I flick it off and carry on, another one, bites me 3 times, and I flick it off, but it leaves some little bumps on my skin. The pain is quite intense. The spiders range in size, but all look the same. They are grey, with a white pattern and have 2 hairy back legs, the rest of the legs are thin. Someone googles them on their phone, and we find out they are called 'Cadavern' spiders. One bigger one, is red and black, and this one bites me again, the pain is terrible.

I get up early for the day, but easily could have stayed in bed and had more dreams.

Ok so I had this dream about 1 or 2 years ago... I was in my house and then all of the sudden I thought I heard something outside. I went out to go see what. When I got outside I didn't see anything... Until i looked up. I saw a huge flaming meteor about 40 ft above the ground come from the top left area of where I was looking and it headed more to the right and downward at high speed. It crashed behind some trees. And when it did, I saw a huge beam of light burst from where it crashed, and heard an EXTREMELY LOUD screeching noise. I swear, it was literally the loudest thing I've ever heard. Real life, or dream. Heh... The sound itself was really high pitched and sounded like "PEEEEAAAAAAAAA" and then quickly followed by a really loud explosion.

Has anyone else ever heard anything extremely loud in a dream before? Seriously this was louder than anything I've ever heard before.

July 26, 2012

Synopsis: two men break into the house and then chase me

Two Punks
Im in a mansion again, living with friends and family. Our happy little world was ruined when two guys decide to break in. It was broad daylight and they had no shame. They busted into my bedroom, attacked my friends and started to tear the place apart.

I wanted to get their attention away from my friends, so I attacked them using magic "over here!"

They focus on me now and I jump out the window. They followed me as I planned, now I just have to lose them. I fly over the stone wall (dream wall) and on top was an abstract landscape. It looked like a maze arranged with potted plants in giant concrete planters.

The plants are too short, they can see me. I couldn't lose them in the maze. I was hoping to find a forest to hide into, but the maze led to a wide clearing instead. Damn.

They're still following me. I take a sharp turn to the left and find some city folk to mingle with. Theres some sort of festival or concert going on in the park. I thought for sure Ive lost them in the crowd.

Just past the crowd was a forest - yay! I race towards the forest when - the two guys step out of the crowd and block my way.

"Going some where?"

I didn't like their feeling. They didn't feel like the rest of the dream characters. I wake up, but its actually a FA.

I felt uncomfortable, as if two entities were in my bedroom - just hiding in the corner. It was daylight in my FA. I write on the wall in big fat letters - MICHEAL. As in Archangel Micheal. The wall was already doodled with stars, ready for me to write his name.

I felt more comfortable and went back to sleep - which made me wake up for real.

I was in front of my desktop computer. It was on and my sister was there.

So I on my laptop and leave it for something I didn't remember why. As I return to it, I harbour a thought if my big brother was using it. He might make fun of me if he know what I'm doing in my laptop.

As I reach my guest room (I actually leave it there?) I saw him indeed using it. I thought about it, he might use it to update his Blog and Facebook and I feel I didn't like it. But I didn't took it back from him.

As I walk to ma bedroom, he ask; "want to use it?" and I said yes.

Then I went into my bedroom. I think there was some talk about what I do in my laptop.

All I seem to be able to recall is a crane-like machene that lifts large metal crates and then drops them over a edge to fall a few feet before hitting a metal floor. And meeting my old friend Saul, I told him that his phone number now belongs to another person.